The only way to understand divinity, is as divinity.

In Florence with my friends Steve, Dan and Lonnie, they indulge me in my relative monologe on our purpose here in this life. Part one

In enlightenment there is no takeover, there is just a realization that you are that. It’s not something that you become it’s something that you realize. Realization is not becoming it’s just the recognition that, Oh yes, that is what I am. Once you wake up there it’s just a pure celebration.

When you feel like there is a danger of your loosing an enlightened state, that is when you start putting in computations of “It’s not going to be so great when I go unconscious again, which is happening right now and it sucks.”

How would you in this moment here, best use the knowledge that you have from all sources that you have access to, to be here as your enlightened self? Not a description of it but a demonstration of it. You don’t even need to say a word, I am willing to sit here and just observe you at your most conscious, the consciousness that is so present, that it makes everyone around you more present and they wake up and they go “oh yes, I lost consciousness for a moment, thanks for coming back” that type of presence that you know how to be occasionally, is what I would suggest that you be right now and in every subsequent now after that.

You enjoy yourself, you enjoy other people, but you don’t know how much even better it could be when you open up to what the eternal possibilities are from the point of view of an eternal consciousness that has full access to knowing everything that has ever occurred in every reality by every being that ever inhabited it. From that point of view, which is the truth of you, down loaded into the physical body and allowed to be the operator of that body, that’s what the objective here is as demonstrated by your presence here.

Were just working through the mass of significance that surrounds each of us, that prevents us from even being willing to take a peek of what our manifest absolute truth is and so we hide in stories that we are pretending to ourselves to be true, which are completely ludicrous and stick an identity there and pretend that this identity is everything that there is about you, when the enormity of your consciousness is such that there is no limits to it, there is no lack that exists in it. Everything there is about it is limitless, effortless and without opposition in any way, its not possible. That’s who you are in truth; the interesting thing that we are trying to figure out is why this reality exists? So we are coming here and saying; is there a problem here with a reality that is difficult for every life form that inhabits it?

Every life form that leaves here as a looser, giving its last gasp, beating it’s last heart beat where if its wish could be true it would like to be in its healthy prime, enjoying its life to the fullest. Everybody fails in getting what they want out of life and that is the reality here.
s. Everybody fails at getting what they want?

You could win the entirety of your life, but when you want to keep living and your body is dying, you are losing that battle of wills to have your body stay the way you want it to be and you are taken out of the game against your will by having a degenerative body that gets successively closer and closer to death.

s. So what is the purpose of this existence?

We are not trying to describe that in theory, we are trying to is create an actuality, right here, right now. It’s not a concept, it’s not a philosophy it’s a presence. It’s our presence of who we are in our truth. That’s what we are here to look at, we are here to let go of as many of the pretenses that we have, that the reality that we normally inhabit, is our preferred reality, is the way that we want to continue on through life and in life as. No, at least not for me, I want to know my truth here, I know Lonnie wants to know his, I know he knows a lot of it. God knows that you would like to know what’s true, you are looking in everyplace that you can to find it, you’re going outside the realms of the society that you grew up in, you’re looking in every likely place for it. Where is the truth, the ultimate truth, the actual truth? Well you can’t look for it in somebody else, it does not exist there, the only way it comes through is to exist as you.

The only way to understand divinity is as divinity and so if you begin to consider that as an option that might be true for you, that, that actually could possibly exist, when you start allowing your mind to go through those; could it be true’s? And on each asking of that, having that feeling, having that response of a higher level of consciousness coming into the body ever time that you consider; is it possibly true that we are truly divinity and nothing else? And as you consider that, you can only consider it by expanding out your consciousness so that you have a firsthand knowledge of everything that exists that could be an answer to the question that you are looking at and as you have to do that, then you became that yourself. Actually all you did was realize that in fact that is what you are. You have access to the entirety of this universe and everything else that you can wish for.

As I was saying before, what we are doing is we are coming here as our truth, to perceive if in fact there is a problem here with this reality and should we do something about it? But we had to come here and experience the horrors of what it is like to live here and to maintain your native awareness. What we find is nobody is doing it, you can’t come here as a divine being, most of the world believes that the last one came here a couple of thousand years ago and what do you know about the truth of that? What I know is that the truth is there are 6 or 7 billion people here that don’t really consider Christ their brother in all of the attributes that you would expect that statement to mean. If you are my brother then what do I know about you? I know that put us side by side and essentially we’re the same. There’s some little bits and pieces that are different that add a little bit of extra flavor in a particular way in the personality, but if we’re brothers, we’re the same, there is no difference to us. We agree on everything that is important and when we agree that it’s important that people should be free consciously to know everything that they want to know about reality so that they can deal with it in a successful manner if they choose to, so that they are actually cause over their life, consciously moment from moment and living the lives that they really desire to and experiencing all of the joys that they would wish to. So that’s what I am saying is worth taking a look at is; how is it possible to be in life as the knower of all that exists, holds it all within his consciousness and then chooses to come here and say; what do we like about this reality?

s. Almost impossible.

Yes and proven by statistics, how many actually take a look at it?

s. How many people really go for it?

All I am saying is; don’t make a commitment in the future, don’t say what you are going to do tomorrow, next week, next month or next year, but in this second right now, in this moment, say you know what? It’s good for me, it’s good for me if I’m divine in this moment. I can choose to go unconscious again later and I will, but in this moment I can agree that it is OK for me to be as conscious as it is possible for me to be. When you accept that within your body as an operating point of view, you are able to get on the consciousness escalator; where you just keep choosing to have it get better and better and it keeps transcending to a higher and higher level. But you are right; so far nobody has done it.

End of part one.

Dan and lonnie go to bed.

Part two.

S. seldom does it remind us of who we are, there are very few experiences of this reality that awaken us to our divine truth.

That is an accurate description of this reality based upon the way people are perceiving it. If you choose to allow for first the possibility and then the actuality of everything here being a reminder to you of your own divinity, everything no matter how unpleasant that we used to consider it to be, is a signal to us and not just a signal to us because that implies the possibility that we need to be awakened. We have to take a broader view of it than that, we have to take the point of view that we are the most conscious deity that there is in this moment, without being bound with anything else in order to achieve our potential. If you give to another the truth of yourself, then the truth of your self is another’s.

s. I am in you and you are in me, right?

If I put you forever superior to me, then forever inferior must I be. What I am suggesting is that there is no God that wishes that for his children. Ok? So there is no treating God the way that humans do, or a God you will not be too.

s. This goes back to a comment that you made earlier, which is why would this perfect God make all of these children who are messed up? That does not take into consideration of the potentiality or the requirement perhaps of eons of time.

Why would it require eons of time if it is divine?

s. I don’t know. The divinity is already there so why does it need time? Maybe it is through…

The only way you can get it is right now, there is just no other way.

s. You haven’t hear me yet, maybe what comes into play is the exercise, the practice of being able to live more predominantly from that part of ourselves that is divine, I.E. practice.

If you’re not manifesting that right here, right now, in this moment. Then you better focus on what it is or you won’t be demonstrating it.

s. Practice or doing away with, or shunning, quieting the false self. Yes the other is still there but maybe perhaps it’s the practice of being able to quiet the false self, so that the other can shine through. Kind of like the sun is always shining, but the clouds when it is overcast hide the sun, how do we get rid of the clouds?

How does one quiet the false self? The only way that I know is; for the false self to realize that it’s not the false self, that it is in fact also the truth of eternity. How’s that?

s. The false self is the truth of eternity?

The false self means; that which you consider yourself to be right now, in this moment.

s. That’s not true.

Everything that you consider yourself to be in this moment, none of it is true, OK? But, that is the guy, who it gets to be true for. That is what I am talking about, I am talking about the consciousness that is in every aspect a lie as to the nature of its true self. A complete moron, in terms of anything that has eternity connected to it. That’s the guy that you have got to allow to make it, you can’t keep trying to throw him away and say; glad I got rid of him and now I am free. No, what you did is just bound yourself for eternity. You have to let the awareness that you are, the awareness that you consider yourself to be, that’s the one, who gets to be divine. He’s not the one who gets buried, not the one who gets killed, not the one who goes to prison, not the one who gets knocked unconscious, down into hell, no, he’s the one that gets to get the big prize; the realization of all that is true.

That means that’s you, you are the false self, because there’s nothing that you know of eternity, truthfully. You don’t and if you don’t know eternally in its actuality, just admit that you’re not eternally true. But, you’re the one that gets to realize that it is, because you’re the one who does not realize that it is. The rest of you that is divine, has that realization and that reality already. The part of you that knows that it isn’t, that’s the part that gets to realize that in fact, it is.

s. When you say knowing, you say on a conscious level knowing, not a knowing from a beingness.

No, I am saying a knowing from beingness, a knowing from a conscious level of believing that that lie is true? No, or that truth is true, however you want to express it. Having a spiritual experience where you have a revelation that you are divine and that you are on the right track and you are doing really, really good? No, I am not talking about that. I am talking about the you that is superior to all that and every other reality, the you, that is as conscious as is required for you to be successful in everything that you do. The you, that is beyond the possibility of enjoying a reality less than you choose to. The you, that is beyond having a reality of less success than you choose to, beyond having reality even being a challenge to you. You have what you want, that’s the level of consciousness that you have.

s. The world of manifesting is what you are talking about.

What I am talking about is, taking the realm of your beliefs, of what you believe to be eternally true and having those beliefs becoming real and true for you in the now, not some future state, but a current realization of the body identified, false self, so that it realizes eternal truth within itself, so that there is no diminished consciousness in this reality, so that it is divine. Meaning; the reality of the divine is the norm for the beings that consider themselves to be located in form and structure. If you are a being that is being a dog, this is a reality where that dog is divinely conscious, just like you are and everything else is. That’s how paradise on earth happens, that’s how heaven on earth is manifest, it’s not because God is being so gracious as to be here with his peaceful presence so that we all want to be good, no, but because all form is that same consciousness. There is no diminishment in consciousness because of the diminishment or difference in form.

The forms play with each other in ways that are interesting I guess, but the forms don’t have to be the limitation of the consciousness that inhabits them. The same divine consciousness can inhabit all forms divinely without having a form dealt with in any way that it doesn’t enjoy. It gets to be good for everybody, that’s the rule in heaven. There is no superiority, it’s good for everyone, it’s great for everybody, it’s heavenly for everyone. That’s what heavenly means, heavenly means; it’s so good..

s. Equality

Not an equality below some possible peak, but the impossibly high peak of perfection as the norm for everyone. I am making a big challenge here, I haven’t paid attention to my body in decades and yet now I am saying, ok if the true reality that exists beyond all other realities is here right now, then I would be that. To try to be that when you are starting from less than an Ideal physical scene, is going to require a bit of a miracle in order to be the embodiment of any sort of a divine level of consciousness. As a result of this challenge, I can feel what all of the bodies limitations are, where the constraints are on this body being divinely conscious. It’s overwhelming, the combined sensations of all of those limitations when you put your awareness on why this body hasn’t allowed more truth to come through it. More of that which blesses everyone, isn’t that what divinity would be doing, is making everything better for everyone around them?

If in fact a divine being came here, then it would bring divinity as it’s gift to everyone and everything that comes within the realm of a conscious interaction with him. Anything that can connect with me on a divine level, I say God bless that.

s. Bring it on.

Yes, show me your divinity and choose to it from your divine truth, not from some hoped for possibility. Allow that aspect of yourself that is fully firm in its knowing and awareness of your divine truth, allow that part to truly show its divine grace, allow that part to help you realize that same truth for yourself, that part that is not yet fully realized in its eternal truth. Allow that part to know it too. The part that knows, gives it as its blessing to the part that doesn’t and the part that doesn’t, relaxes into the possibility that it can get better for them and they are looking for that divine hand to guide them through their reawakening and realization process. Well it’s just you on different levels of consciousness, taking responsibility for it all as the created and as the creator, as the savior and as the saved. You have to encompass it all for the eternal truth to be manifest through you. They are all you, every part of it and when the entirety of truth is realized within yourself, then the realization of all truth puts you in the position of reality being as you choose it to be.

s. I was at the bookstore a few hours ago on one of the streets of Florence, across from the stature of the Boar and there was a book on Michelangelo. It had Michelangelo in English and then in Spanish or Italian had two words Michael Angel and when I saw that it made me think of you and Sky Jones and the emphasis you put on names and I thought I wonder why I did not notice it before. You have Michael and Angel right there staring you in the face and at dinner tonight I had the realization that I am no longer a real estate guy, not that that is my identity, but in my profession I am no longer a real estate guy or money lender, I am an art guy. I wasn’t looking for it, I wasn’t looking to change my profession but I realized tonight that oh my heck, I am now an art guy and this is my new reality as far as my profession goes and it was amazing and exciting.

And how far can you go with that as an improvement in your reality? Can we put into that reality, that you are enlightened at the same time, now that you have become an art guy, have those realities merge into one?

s. My quick answer? No.

Of course it is no, because it is not happening in this moment, but would you like it to be?

s. Yes, certainly.

Then hold onto that and that part that is not allowing enlightenment to be part of your reality in this moment, just hold onto the idea that you would like it to be. You would like enlightenment to be your reality in this moment; you would like divinity to be your experienced reality in this moment, keep holding onto that as your choice of reality and that which is opposed to that reality coming through everything that you consider yourself to be, it’s like it keeps getting its fingers burned on a hot stove every time it gets near it, another part of it leaps into divine consciousness. Now from its perspective it feels like it is being destroyed because it feels that it is becoming less and less and less but what is happening is more and more of your consciousness is realizing its divine truth and that which doesn’t, feels that as a diminishment of itself instead of a blessing. So you just have to keep going to that part of yourself that is diminished in its awareness of the reality of divinity and you just keep embracing that over and over again until there is a full realization in the body and that is the only way that I have been able to figure out how to do it.

s. It’s one of the first experiences that I have had where I connected with the saying; Instead of me playing the piano, the piano is playing me. This transition has been very interesting…

Let the piano play you right now in this moment, see what happens if you just put your body into a position where it can be moved effortlessly and just allow your body to shift and move as it consciously chooses to, so that it brings into harmony everything that is out of harmony in your body. Allow your body to be conscious enough to where it can harmonize itself with its surrounding reality so that there is no disharmony within the body. That’s called physician heal thyself and because that’s the only way it gets done.

Look at this reality, none of those guys that the world believes to be heavenly is here right now, they are all stories. From the consciousness that says it and speaks it, to the consciousness that is hearing it, it’s only a story, it’s not an experienced reality. It’s a belief, it’s a hope, and it’s a wish that somehow that could be true at some point in some future reality, so that I can be free of this one, that’s where that is coming from.

s. Some future time.

It does not work that way, yes you can die out of this and go to heaven and that’s what everyone does, but that is not what we are here for. We’re supposed to be the embodiment of heaven here so that this reality has that as a choice point for itself. We don’t get that from looking to some dead stories that we really don’t know if they are true. Yes we can feel a presence when we say those names and recite those stories, we can feel a response to that spiritually yes OK.

s. We can feel that when we look at a Pieta.

What does that mean? All that it means is that when you put your mind on divinity, you get a positive response from it, so don’t put anything more into it than that. You don’t need stories or fables or anything beyond the fact that if you put your awareness on the divine, just your awareness in this moment, as in your awareness expanding out to embrace it so that you can know it. Not from some sort of study program or class or church that you go to, but in your own awareness in this moment, you expand out to embrace the divine so that you can know it. That’s all there is to doing it, enormously difficult for some reason, but the only way to know divinity is to embrace it and the only way to embrace it is to expand out your consciousness as far as it takes in order for you to embrace it as an experiential understanding.

Yes we can talk about it and discuss it and we will each think that the other is wrong, but how about we each just expand out our awareness and embrace the divine in this moment and quit arguing about who’s doing a better job of doing it.

s. I am not arguing about it.

But you are talking about something other than that being your experience right now is my point. That is our only point right now; to what degree can we embody the divine in this moment and not be embarrassed about it? So that we don’t shut it down. For some reason it is not Ok for that to be the truth of us. What is it in us that we shut ourselves down if for some reason, we maybe accept a true reality that makes it such here that nothing in this reality is a problem for us? How does that somehow become a bad effect on other people here because we don’t have problems and they do? How do we maintain our eternal truth without feeling bad for the people who don’t know it themselves and so we shut ourselves down to their level, so that we don’t feel bad that they don’t know? We damn ourselves to their level. If divinity were true…

s. If?

If divinity were true, don’t you think that it would be here? Huh?

s. Be where?

Here on earth, inhabiting bodies, at least one. Everybody is willing to believe in one truth, but how many people are willing to believe in 10 Jesus’es at once? No one, but that is what it takes in order for it to be true for you, which is what Jesus wanted for you. He wanted you to be his brother, to be the same, to be indistinguishable from him.

s. I believe that.

OK, so if that is not your experience right now, why not? It’s because you are not choosing that yourself in this moment, you are not allowing that to be your truth in this moment, even though you intellectually know that that is the right thing to do. You know that it is the right thing to do and you’re still not doing it. So allow that part of you that is so freaked out about the rules and regulations of society and consciousness and hierarchies and must do this now and must not do that now… Allow that part to quit freaking out and judging everything in this world as being inappropriate and allow that part to realize its own eternal truth; that it’s not it’s job to make other people look bad, to make yourself look bad, to diminish any other consciousness in any way and at that point you then can allow yourself the freedom to be divinely conscious yourself, because you’re not wishing less than that on anybody else.

s. So what keeps us from being that?

Only choosing it consistently.

s. The only thing that keeps us is our own choice.

Yes, so choose that right now.

s. and choices from moment to moment.

Show me the most that you can choose it in this moment, I want to feel it from you, I want to feel your divinity right now in this moment, as much as you can express that through this body and into this reality, I want to realize divinity through your divine presence here. I want to realize my own truth through the expression of yours. OK? I want your divinity to be so fully expressed here that I can’t maintain a lesser consciousness than that myself, because it is my purpose in life to duplicate the highest and the best in others.

s. That’s a good purpose.

Then choose it for yourself right now, you don’t have to choose it tomorrow, you don’t have to convince your psyche into weighing whether or not it is OK for that to be your reality tomorrow, because the only choosing point that you are doing is just for a few seconds right now. No considerations about it whatsoever; Is it good now? Choose it, divinity now. Choose it every 2 seconds within yourself, divinity now. Feel the unconsciousness leaving your body each time you repeat that mantra, divinity now, divinity now. It wakes up all of your sleeping consciousness, because when it hears divinity now, it has to go through all the possibilities as to what that can mean; as to whether it is a good thing, a bad thing, a self thing another thing or if it is realizing that divinity now is all of those things, it is all of those things. Everything gets to be divine when divinity is my presence, that’s your mantra. Maybe.

End of part 2

Part 3

I don’t mean to make fun of God, who would do that? Come on, help me gather my sheep, what’s that about? Why would he even have a reality where he has lost sheep? What kind of God chooses that? Oh my God, I am God and I am having a tragedy and I need somebody to help me. That’s the guy that we set up as our God? Wow, it creates kind of a sucky world, although there are some beautiful places like this to enjoy, but take the average state of consciousness on this planet; what a case of depravity and utter hopelessness.

s. Straight is the gate, waste no time. Right?

If divinity is not here, divinity is not coming unless it is you, that’s what I am saying. If divinity is somewhere else and could be here, it would, but it can’t for some reason and that is because; the consciousness that it is, is you. And so at this level of your experience here, as your manifestation in this reality, if you don’t choose that for yourself, it’s God not choosing it for himself and so guess what? God doesn’t get it does he? The only thing that can keep you out of the consciousness of your eternal truth is you, there is no other, that can keep a brother from being as true as he chooses to be.

What is your truth as who you are here, as who you are going to come to reality as here? What is your chronic level of consciousness going to be, or your stable, base level of consciousness? Is it going to be reading books about guys that are doing really, really good? That’s pretty good…

s. There’s a purpose there.

I am just saying to that guy who answered right now, that, that guy that is right there where that is his reality; The reason that this is your reality is because you are willing to have it get better for yourself. We are acknowledging that, but what we are saying is it can get all the way better and I would love to see you choose that for yourself, that is what I am saying. Choose all the way better right now in this moment, you don’t have to time line this into the future. But I would like you to experience your ultimate truth in this moment, because I would like to experience it also. This is pretty weird to have on tape stuff like this isn’t it?

s. Yes it is actually.

Now that we have that little bit of embarrassment out, allow that part that was being embarrassed to self realize it’s divinity and know that in fact no one else’s opinion has no bearing whatsoever on who or what your reality is. Your reality never changes from what you choose it to be, regardless of any reality that you inhabit or come across. It can maintain its own reality if it chooses, but so do you and you can go there as your eternal truth. But when you do, even though you are not imposing that on others, when you are here as your eternal presence, then that home frequency wakes up the other, because the other sees it’s truth in you. So all you have to do is choose to be here as the eternal truth of you and you will be the one who creates heaven on earth for you and your experiences.

Heaven is here according to the degree that the beings here choose to allow it to be their reality. Now your reality can be heavenly and everyone else’s can still be diminished. It has to start somewhere and if Jesus isn’t here right now, then Jesus isn’t here right now and aren’t we trying to live here in the now? Isn’t that what now is all about, actually being here now? Not in some story in the future that we don’t know is true? Or some story in the past that we don’t know is true?

s. Or some story about the now?

Yes, what can we say is absolutely true right now? My conscious awareness is located here. That I can certify. Since my consciousness is located here, am I willing to have it be here the best that my consciousness can be? Of course why wouldn’t I? Allow that to be your gateway out of your limitations, the fact that you actually will not stop yourself from being and knowing your eternal truth. You won’t limit yourself from that. As that becomes the conscious, aware, truth of the body. Then the world is magic, because your eternal truth is manifest through you and that is a beacon, or not hiding your light under a bushel, that’s being the light of the world, which is what a brother of Christ would be, I think.

If your Christian, if you believe in Christ, then you are as Christ in your truth or you are not being your truth and you ought to wake up and say; OK Jesus, here I am, just the way you wanted me to, just like you.

s. That would be something.

With another 2000 years of knowing and understanding to improve things even, because you have to admit that things are a lot better now, than when you were around. It’s because the level of consciousness has been improving for everyone. Jesus would not limit anyone from manifesting more than himself, in fact he said that very thing about his apostles; greater things than I have done will you do. So what does that mean? Don’t put him as your master, don’t put him as your goal, put him as the first step on your stairway to heaven. He was the first proven test case, you don’t set that out as an unattainable reality for everybody, you say; here is out prototype, it’s the best we can do right now. It’s working pretty good, we’re proud of it, we’re going to go in this direction, but we are certainly not going to say that’s the best that can ever be done. Would any good inventor do that? Would any great consciousness say, Oh my God, it couldn’t be done any better than that no matter how God like we realized we were. That is just crazy.

s. I hear what you are saying, but based upon results, what is the truth? Can it be done better based upon results? What is the truth?

Well it’s not something to intellectualize about, it is something to be experienced. Allow Christ to teach you what it is in this moment, I’ll shut up. But turn your mind of and allow that to be true. Christ in this moment would you express your truth to him in such as way that he can realize his own? We will accept help from even more than Jesus; anyone that is on Jesus’ team,

s. Or level

Or Jesus is on their team or something like that where they really like each other, anybody that Jesus gives thumbs up to, come on you can all help out, do your best with us. See if we are not just going to ignore it and say no thanks, we’re the keepers of this gate of consciousness and we like it the way that it is, damn it. Or God damn it would be the correct term, because that’s what you are doing is God damning himself to the level of the consciousness who drives to work or doesn’t drive to work, but just walks across the driveway in his pajamas. If that is going to be the truth of your reality for the rest of this body, OK, but allow that truth to be a conscious choice of being something less than what’s the divine, eternal truth of you. Know that that is not your best.

s. Most people don’t make that conscious choice.

By looking at the demonstrated reality, nobody is. Not even you or me who try a lot to do that and have some momentary successes but certainly not something that changes the way that it is demonstrately any way near what Christ or any other holy man ever did. Yes it’s a pretty pathetic daily existence. In terms of enlightenment or in terms God self awareness realized. Its ridicules, it’s like a baby’s cartoon in the reality of consciousness and choosing that as your reality.

There is an unstable reality here, unstable in a good way, which means the ability to transcend this stable reality of horror, into a reality of miracles, where we are divinely able, not divinely damned.

s. Which is how Jesus performed his miracles, because he transcended the reality of horrors. He was able to manifest.

I like the story too, but I would rather live the movie come on just like the devil. It’s my turn, It’s my turn come on God, it’s my turn… Oh no, it’s not your turn, damn you to hell. Is that true? Is that true? God damned the devil to hell because he wanted a turn at being like him, just like Jesus said that he wants you to be? God knows when the devil wanted to be like God that nobody liked it. Apparently not even God.

s. That did not go over very well.

Why not? What kind of heaven has one guy getting all of the glory? It’s pretty good for him, yes it’s pretty good for him, but what about for the rest of us?

s. Wait a minute, you just said. You just talked about Christ and how he wants all of us to be just like him in glory.

He wants him to be the prototype, he wants the him, that he was here, to be the worst that the worst of us do. It gets better every step not worse, every step towards divinity gets better not worse, think about it logically. Come on, transcend that level of consciousness where you can say that it can be somebody else but not you. Let that go, yes Jesus is divine, we are not arguing against that, what we are arguing against is the belief that what he said is not true. He said I am divine, be like me. So quit saying that we need to give some sort of preeminence to him, that we can never be that, that he is such a good guy that he gives us little tidbits every now and then on how to live our lives better, bull shit.

s. But we can all use mentors along the road, along the path.

No, no.

s. No mentors?

No, zero, zero. There is only one mentor and that is your own eternal truth.

s. Not even in the beginning stages?

No.

s. So why do people write books?

Did anyone of them ever become God?

s. I didn’t ask that.

Because they love stories, they love stories and what are stories? They are fabrications and people like them, people like to write them and people like to read them.

s. Do any of those who write book have altruistic motives and want to help a brother?

Of course they do, there are higher and higher levels of consciousness, of course and it goes all of the way up to where it is, but how high is it by any of those guys who wrote books? Maybe there was some level of enlightenment, but were they miracle workers?

s. No.

Were they at a level of consciousness where reality shifts around them according to what they choose it to be?

s. Actually some of them have probably have worked miracles.

Wouldn’t that be nice, because that is another step on the stairway to heaven, is other examples. Ok, what was it like to be Christ, let’s see? Follow his example, what does it feel like in this moment to be Christ? That is following his example, because that is what he wants you to be is right now, his brother. And so you have to say, OK I better experience that right now, I am in his footsteps, what do his footsteps feel like? How can I be the fully able brother to him that he wishes me to be in this second? You relax into that and you feel the freedoms and the increase in consciousness and you keep allowing that to be true for yourself. That Is what I want you to do, because the better you do it, the easier it gets for me.

You want to be the embodiment of your own personal truth that in fact you were right about everything and you have realized finally that you are the truth. How can you be right about everything without being the eternal truth also. It is only eternal truth that gets to be right about everything and you are right about everything and as you realize an eternally greater and greater truth, then anything that you were before that was less than that really doesn’t matter anymore. Does it.

s. True.

If you realize eternal truth in yourself now in this moment, then anything that was lesser than that in the past is completely irrelevant. It’s an instantaneous shift in reality, from god awful to God wonderful. It’s just a snap and it happens by your own choice, you are the chooser. Be focused as much as possible on wishing the very best for others. If there is some way of increasing a realization of consciousness to a higher level we wish the best for others to achieve. Find your brothers in the common purpose of knowing the truth of God. That is the only church that I belong to, every other church is encompassed within that.

s. That’s a good church.

The statement that divinity can’t be true unless it is true for you, is not exactly true, because divinity is true and so the correct true statement would be; divinity can’t be true, unless it can be true for you too right now. You have to self realize into that, nobody else does that for you, you self realize in to your own divinity, it’s the only way. It’s not a gift from God, it is a gift from you to yourself, of realizing what has always been true for you. Until you embodied into this body, then it wasn’t true for you, but you’re here to realize that it is and a realization is not something that you have to figure out, it’s something that comes upon you and you say. ..

s. Ah ha.

Ah ha, it is true and it is true and that is what I am saying to all the levels of you that it is not true for. That is why I am talking, the part of you that knows your truth, that is not who I am talking about. That part always knows its truth. It’s the part that does not self as divinity, that I am here to say; that is your truth to, even though I know that you don’t know it. I know that you want to believe it and believe that it is possible, but I am here to say that it is not only true, but in fact, everything that you ever secretly believed, actually was true also. You came here to be here as God, everyone did. God blesses you to that end, that’s what heaven on earth is, God consciousness for all form. Even insects and animals, everything in harmony, everything in the consciousness of God, nothing less, it’s not bad if you do it, it’s what you came here to be. It doesn’t matter if you don’t see anyone else doing it; it’s what you came here to be and what I am asking to see from you, because I know that as your truth. I want you at your very best, I want you at the truth where it is easy for me to know my eternal truth in your presence, because I see you expressing yours.

s. Cool.

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I don’t want to limit my consciousness just so that someone else can be right.

Then you may want to free your consciousness so that everyone can be right.

You can find the truth with another, if you have an agreement that the other one is right all of the time. This applies to both parties at the same time, when one speaks, the other has to in that instant, listen. This may result in continuous, allowed, interruptions for a while, but if the rule is followed then you only get yours when you allow the other to gets theirs. If the rule isn’t followed by both parties, get another partner to play with where the possibility of divinity is allowed by each other, to each other.

Here is how you work with divinity and a divine reality; you allow it to be divine and to also be as it is currently manifest. Allow reality to be divine as it is and it will then be able to connect to and then express its divinity to you, since you finally allowed for it to be divine. Since you are looking to realize the reality of the absolute truth where you are God, the reality that in fact is your only absolute truth, when you choose less than divinely for yourself or another, that is exactly the reality that you get. Divinity is for all, not for one.

It has always been up to the bodies that are in the game in the moment that exists in that time, to be the expression of the divine here. Don’t look for help from someone no longer in the game, look for it in each player that you are interacting with each day. Observe them divinely, then you will see their truth and your own.

Use all of your increased consciousness you receive in reconnecting to the divine, to keep all of the commitments that you have made here, or to end them effectively for all. A point of view that you may find effective for manifesting your truth here may be; I need you to willingly share a superior reality of divine freedom with me, or reduce the extent of the one that we share physically.

When you achieve a state of divine consciousness, it does not matter what came before it, you get to keep it and If you truly observe another’s divinity, they will reveal it fully to you.

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There is nothing true here

For your life to be divine, it is your objective reality that has to be merged with divinity, not your medative reality.

It will help in your practice to be alone at first where your conscious focus can be the merger of the two worlds; the world of spirit and the world of matter.

Your physical body and its perceptions are the focus point of the merger. For the merger to occur for you, all input to you from this world is noticed, but is irrelevant, other than to notice it and then to choose to allow your divine awareness to be the chooser, the motivator and the cause of your manifestation here.

The body consciousness is confused by its identity and its assumed limitations; your eternal self is not. Allow your eternal knowing to guide your fallen, fragmented and limited points of consciousness back to a union with the wholeness that you are in absolute truth.

All unknowing aspects of self need only realize that a savior is found in his surrender of control to that which knows eternity and is in harmony with all.

Start by asking yourself; do I know the truth of the divine way, of eternity, of all things? If the answer is no, you are the one who is surrendering to eternal truth so that you may know yourself as eternal truth. When you don’t know eternal truth, you use that not knowing as your signal to surrender to that which loves all, blesses all and encompasses all.

Any manifestation that does not know eternal truth is that way because its creator has not taken responsibility for it. Since the creation has an individuated consciousness and unique beingness and beingness has free choice of its reality, the creator must wait to take responsibility for the creation until the creation recognizes the limitations of its beingness, wishes to transcend them and then willingly cedes control to the absolute in order that it may know absolute truth while remaining a form based consciousness.

To be free of your limitations, you must know them as absolute truth, to know absolute truth you must consciously realize that you are not absolute truth and then choose every few seconds to surrender to a merger with this truth, a truth that is beyond all things and yet knows all things, because there is no-thing that it does not fully encompass.

In my unknowingness, I know that for me to know, I must connect with that which knows and I allow that knowing to dissolve the unknowing confusion that covers the core of my own eternal knowing that is the only truth that is eternally true, of me.

The truth is; I don't know the truth of anything in my life.

Then that gives you a chance of knowing truth. There is nothing true here or anywhere, all is confusion, all are lost, even God being God as we define and understand him, is limited to a lesser reality than ultimate truth. There is no truth in being, truth is beyond being, beyond thinking, beyond manifestation of any kind, but kindness to all will lead you to the truth beyond being. A truth that when realized by beings here, will be a reality shifter into the realm of manifest universal love of all by all. So continue in your not knowing while allowing absolute knowing to flow through you in the way that frees all that is not.

Admit your unknowingness about everyone and every circumstance that comes to you mind and allow absolute consciousness to flow through your every connection to life, to beingness and to self.

Not knowing,
The way to truth,
The way to salvation,
The way to freedom and the way to knowing all.

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To part with heaven

When you are released, you are released from where you are, not from where you are not. Your freedom is achieved by bringing consciousness and knowing into your present, not by being elsewhere and pretending that your present is a pretense.

Heaven will free you only when heaven enters your gates of hell, it does so only when you welcome the divine into your life as it is. It doesn't work the other way around I.E. you don't escape hell into the gates of heaven.

Heaven is best enjoyed when it comes to you, not when you go to heaven. Heaven comes to you when you embrace hell with the love of a divine oneness and your life is hell only when heaven is not a part of it.

To part with heaven, you only need to consider yourself separate from others. To part with hell you only need to love what is.

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We are comming here to where we are, where you are, with what you wish to be, to be an available option for you to choose.

For all that you come accross you say; "This is no longer an issue for me" Feel your body and realize that this is no longer an issue for you or me.

Let God move your life, he wants even better for you than you do.

The recovery of the principles of a divine reality. Feel your body and ask; Where am I willing to feel divinity here? That question answered will introduce you to the dance of God. Invite divinity into you and do not move until God moves you.

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Our truth realized, is universal love.

Pretend that you like it here.
Pretend that you love it here, now.
Pretend that you love it here you heavenly reject.

I don’t have to pretend, I do love it here, exactly as it is, from moment to moment.

Your body seems unconvinced by that statement. A well loved body is a relaxed body.

How much more loving do I have to be for all to realize that unconditional love is who and what I am?

Ask your own body.

How much more love do I have to express for me to be free and how do I do it? How do I fall in love with my life and all life?

Open up and allow yourself to freely receive universal love and choose to expand your ability to flow universal love through your body in each new moment.

Yes, we will receive and welcome universal love as the motivator of our lives, we are united in the flow of universal love, as it flows to and through all of us as our realized truth. Our truth realized, is universal love.

Realize your truth then. Feel all that you are, continually feel love and allow love to feel you. Allow yourself to feel the love that you are surrounded with, you are the gate keeper of that decision so allow yourself to know that you are loved and feel it well. Universal love is your message, the essence of your being, the truth that frees you and the knowing of the truth of all things.

At what point does universal love become real for you as your reality? When you receive all of it that is offered to you, you flow all that is needed from you and when your enemies are free from your hate.

Universal love; Receive, flow and then freedom for all.

It doesn’t matter what the form or identity is, when love is offered you, receive it with an open heart and into the core of your being. There, the transformative power of unconditional love is revealed. The divine light within us glows when the heart is wide open, giving and receiving universal love.

Love the one you are with,
God does.

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Exploring the absolute limits of Consciousness.

I am the consciousness that is beyond all consciousness, the observer of all that is and all that is not. Not the ultimate, but the ultimate observer, the one that knows, the one that is here as no one.

It’s nice to know everything that influences your manifestation here. Know them all well, now.

I am allowing my divine consciousness to take over my awareness.

You have to let go of all of the “You’s” that God consciousness can’t happen to. False creations and beingnesses can’t be made into God, they are just energetic constructs.

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re-experience your past with your knowingness of eternity.

Realize that if you are going to come here as your divine self, that you are entering a body that is highly polarized and the transformation will be a bit shocking for you and others. When darkness is brought into the light, that which was hidden, forgotten or unconscious is known, experienced and felt fully as it is released by the light.

Has there been anything divine about your life here at all?

Yes, not a lot, but yes I know my eternal truth here.

Your life is set, there is no changing it unless it's history is fully confronted and realised. Allow your divine consciousness to enlighten your history as you review and re-experience your past with your knowingness of eternity.

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The most important identities for you to let go of.

There is nothing worth saving here as an operating point of view. You are here as your truth, not here as your past. There is no existing point of view worth holding onto for interacting with reality here, once you clearly experience your divine consciousness.

I am the voice of divinity, (let go of all other identities)

The image and beingness of the one who wants to be saved, enlightened or God conscious, are the most important identities for you to let go of. They are not the truth of you and to experience your own eternal truth, you have to let go of the earthly truth that hides the eternal you.

What brings out the best in you, limitations or freedoms? Abilities or disabilities? Love or hate? May you be an able lover, of all the freedoms that are yours.

Every action that you have ever done, has a beingness attached to it that you have considered yourself to be. Let them all go now.

Every feeling that you have has a beingness attached to it. Let the beingness go, not the feeling. The feeling will take care of itself when the false identity and it's accompanying belief systems are let go of.

If you are having the experience of a failure in your life; let go of the beingness that is failing (It's not you)and you will find a more able you underneath it. You are always there regardless of the beingness you are acting out, but you don't have to be there as a lie.

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A revelation to us all

I have come here from all other realities, I am here to observe the divine spark into being here. The divinity that you are, to shine forth into this reality. The radiance that the reality here has dreamed of for eons, waiting for it to come is here now, for me to see, in you. Thank you.

If you are here; be grateful that you are, that you exist, that your consciousness will take you everywhere you desire to go. I am the light of understanding. The divine light in your eyes, is a revelation to us all.

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Observe divinity until you find it is your path to salvation.

In order to be free here, you have to get congruent and united in the fact that “You are willing to have a spiritual experience in all of the experiences of your life

We are willing to have a spiritual physical life, which means you are wise in all ways.

We are all willing to have a spiritual experience here, so you can start enjoying it when you see and know the divinity of another. Observe the divine in your life; try starting with your kids. Look for their divinity until you find it.

Observe divinity until you find it is your path to salvation. Feel your body, every part of it and say; we are willing to have a spiritual experience here.

Why do you want to be stuck here? You don’t have to be stuck, in order to help others, in fact it makes it more difficult to accomplice your wishes.

If you want to be effective, be freely here. You could be anywhere, but you chose to show your freedom here.

We are willing to be divine here.

Know fully your own willingness to be divine here and let yourself know that you divinely chose to express your divinity here.

I am willing to express my divinity here am I? I think not, no divinity, none at all for me thanks. Divinity looks like a looser to me.

Let divinity in first, and then decide what to do with it, not before. If divinity had to get the permission of the unconscious before it could act, nothing would be divine.

Allow yourself to be divine in this moment, despite all of the disruptions in your life. You are divinely free in this moment. Once we are free in our divinity then we will decide what our next step is.

What is your divine solution for your expressing your divinity to yourself in this moment?

To express ourselves divinely in this moment requires the acceptance that this divine realization actually happened as a reality for us.

How is this best expressed divinely, is the governor over all your actions.

Go divine first and then go into action.

All reveals its divinity to you, all, because their divinity is a reflection of your own.

Regardless of what the circumstances are, choose divinity first then do actions.

To the many here who are in a competition for the one to be right; be the one who grants the others divine freedoms.

Grant your enemy the freedom to be divine; he will treat you better when he is.

The lesson to learn here in life is to be the person that you came here to be. Fulfill your purpose.

What are you authorized to know here,? Everything.

I want to go to the ends of consciousness, to experience the length, breadth and depth on every level, then I want to set it all free by granting its divinity.
Welcome yourself to the divine way; this is the spiritual experience that you have been waiting for.

The divine way is choosing to embrace the love of the divine first, foremost and always as the core reality of self. That will shift everything else into perspective, and then you can wisely move through life.

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the freedom that you wish for

Some Mantras, some truth and maybe some lies;


I am sufficiently here for absolute success to naturally occur.(Observe it until you are)

I am sufficiently here for the absolute success of the life form that hears these words. (observe it untill all body parts are in harmony)

We are absolutely conscious here and it is in your best interest to know that it is true. It’s a good idea for you to know absolute consciousness in every meaning if the words. (To observe absolute consciousness in another requires you to be that also in order to observe it)

Do not unconsciously heed what anyone says as to what you must do with your life, unless that person was able to receive you in your divine glory; I.E. you could not restrain your revealing your divinity to another. (Do not dismiss this as a possibility for you)

Whose presence demands that your divine nature be shown to him? (If there is no one to do that for you; Observe others divinity until they experience it themselves and share it with you.

If you are not the very expression of divinity then you are the cause of that lack of divine expression. (This is a self evident truth, If you are the divine in a fallen state, only your own divine choice can change it)

If there is something that you don't understand, ask what the divine truth of it is, if you do, you can be the light of the world, the one who enlightens others with his presence. It is yours to be if you choose it. (Seems like it could be true, How many divine truths known, would it take to fully embody your own divinity?)

Move as God and as God moves you; you'll get the hang of it. (Don't worry it isn't sacrilegious; it’s just what happens naturally when you allow your body to be a temple dedicated to God.)

Your self satisfied, shadow self, is the one for you to divinely focus on. Don't worry, your ultimate destruction is assured and you will be free from all constructs.(Your identitification with form and structure is the trap that limits your consciousness, de-construction; distruction of limitations are good, even when you think they are you.)

Grant the freedom that you wish for, to another and you will find a friend in deed.(You can't have what you don't give an grant to others)

Well maybe that was all too much to ask, but I can dream can't I?

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There is a certain purity in the starkness of a desert;

An openness to solitude,
a respect for non interference and the wisdom of the ages,
not expressed or looking for your attention,
but there waiting to be found in the quiet observation of what is.

The simplicity of few options and the absence of human interference, focuses and clarifies the mind, allowing one the freedom to observe without outside influences. Great truths are not observed in a state of confusion, this I believe is why holy men and prophets sought out the solitude of the desert when looking for ultimate truth.

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It might not be your first inclination, but welcoming your enemy into heaven is infinitely more rewarding for both of you than damning them in to hell.

Also it is not necessary to damn them, if they are your enemy, they are already damned, they just don't know it. That it the main problem with hell, when you are there you don't know it as hell, its just your life of quiet or not so quiet desperation.

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A contemplative life

The redemption of the fallen is simply the release of the immortal from a state of confusion.

A moment of clarity can redeem a thousand realities.

You’re not the contemplative guy, living a contemplative life. That’s just another false role. Look past the awareness of being, into the nothingness of eternity and you will find your true self there. Let the rest go as the illusion and pretense that it is.

Being saved is not for you, after all, you can't save two only one. To save them all from the fall, the fallen have to be left behind, while the truth of the one becomes the whole of you.

So you want to be enlightened? Fade to black, there is no you. All the ewes are lost sheep. You are not, naught is you, particularly not you, is you.

Just remember; a point of view is never right, is never the whole truth and usually is not even a part of ultimate truth, it's just a ewe looking for a Sheppard. Be the Sheppard for all the ewes that you pretend to be and let them go home to the light of truth.


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There is nothing that needs to be done here, by you at any rate. It is what it is and it will be what it should be as soon as you let it be.

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You are not part of the problem, you are the only problem in your life and the only thing that you can do to change things for the better is to allow divine consciousness to reprogram your consciousness.

So be it. Divinity please assist in surrendering to the divine.

Do not move unless divinity moves you. Divinity moves you only with grace, love, beauty and inspiration. If you are moving with anger, judgment, fear or greed, stop and welcome God as your motivator.

Solemnity, unknowing, and solidity are the manifestations of a lie in operation. They are all overcome by surrender. Surrender your darkness to the light. To surrender your darkness, you have to own it, be it, and as it realize that it is you. But it is not your truth. The light of your eternal truth will release you from your temporal darkness as you embrace all.

The merger of the highest with the lowest, the biggest with the smallest and the lightest with the darkest, results in the reunion of all confused identities with their opposite which ends with the realization that there is nothing eternal in form, in beingness, in identity, or in definition. In the end of creation is the creator revealed and freed from his creation.

Anything that you embody or identify with is utilizing your consciousness to animate that beingness. The beingness is false and the consciousness is eternal, but when paired with the embodiment and identification, tends to be lost as to its eternal truth.

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It brings you both up.

How you can add to someone else’s communication, is to observe it fully until you connect with God communicating to you through what the other is doing. When you can feel the connection with the divine moving through him, you are then both in a higher state of consciousness.

It’s not you making the divine move through him by visualizing it coming through him to you, but actually expanding out your perceptions enough to where you see that this is actually what it happening. This changes you and raises the frequency and shines the original inspiration back to the other, it brings you both up.

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If you don’t know what the truth is, then you know that your truths are lies.

Steve and David having dinner in Florence.


d. Is there a purpose in getting somebody else’s attention, in focusing some body’s attention on what we do, is there a divine purpose served in doing that? Is there such a thing as a divine purpose? Is there a reason for taking actions here that is acceptable for a divine being? If there is a divine embodiment of the being, what actions are appropriate for that divine being to pursue?

d. If you embody here as an unencumbered eternal divine consciousness, is there any action that can be taken here that does not cause that consciousness to descend into the realms of polarized interactions? Is there a way to be divinely free, embodied and in action?

d. In order to devise your own code of action and behavior, you have to be able to insert exactly the question of what actions can I undertake that will not negatively affect my conscious reality, actions that will not cause me to go into a state of unconscious embodiment?

While you were gone, the questions that I was considering were;
d. If a native, natural, eternal, divine consciousness were to embody here, what actions if any are allowable for that consciousness to maintain its eternal awareness and still be embodied here? What are the real rules for maintaining divine awareness in this reality? As the truth of who you are, what is it possible to be, do and have in order to be the temple of God? What life can be lived? Is it more than the life of a monk or an ascetic? Or is it possible to be somebody who really uses his body, someone who is fully interacting with humanity.

s. I think the answer lies in those who have already done that. Like Buddah.

d. I don’t know how well he was interacting with the rest of reality.

s. Christ then?

d. That’s a tough one, despite all of the really wonderful things that he did, he obviously was in a very high state of consciousness and able to do miracles, at the same time until you know truly everything, you can’t say for that he was the best that he could be. You can’t say for sure that he did not make some miscalculations while he was embodied and on the face of it, it appears that he went out poorly. I think that it would have been cool if he came back 15 times, a hundred times, why stop coming back? Why not make it absolutely known what the truth is. Why allow there to be an interpretation and an argument over what truth is?

s. Good question.

d. So how well did God embody there? Pretty darn good, but was it good enough? Was it good enough to save the world? Apparently not, apparently not, the world isn’t saved, is it? Not from my point of view.

s. But the world, those who are saved …

d. Oh yea, yea, yea somebody that was really, really good and did everything that Jesus said, we can kind of pretend that he is saved, is that what it is?

s. Those who are saved, don’t they have to be at choice to be saved? If I don’t want to be saved then…

d. You’re not looking at the level I am asking the question on, here it is so that you can understand it.

s. OK.

d. If divinity is in front of you, it wakes you up to your own divinity, because you see the truth of yourself in the other who is divine and when you know what the truth is, guess what people do? They embrace it, they go towards it. When the truth is wonderful, when the truth is awesome, when the truth is a joyful freedom for you, you embrace it as soon as you know what it is. The only reason that there is confusion amongst faiths is nobody really knows what’s true, they are all stories, there is no experienceuality in it. If truth was definitely known, then it would be obvious and so what can we say about that based on this? We can say nobody knows the truth demonstrately, because nobody is able to come here and change this reality by their presence here. So if that is demonstrately the case and I would say that there is a pretty good argument for that, then you have to say OK I can’t use anyone as my example. I can't pattern myself after anyone, because everyone failed in bringing heaven to earth, everyone did, even Christ, even Buddha, even Krishna, all of them did. They all did great, but what else was needed? What else did they need in order to change the world, if in fact changing the world into an enlightened state of cosmic consciousness was what their purpose was?

s. I get what you are saying, but aren’t you making some assumptions that agency is no longer in the equation?

d. No, I am not at all. Agency is always in the equation, what I am saying is free agency always chooses the truth for itself and if they are not able to deliver the truth in such a way that everyone that they interact with can see the truth, observe the truth.

s. So Lucifer could not have seen the truth else he would have chosen it?

d. Why don’t you invite him here and we will talk to him about it, if you want to talk in the abstract. I prefer to talk in the present.

s. Yes, no it is just a question.

d. OK, hear Lucifer what was the question? I will speak for him, what was the question?

s. He could not see the truth or else he would have chosen it.

d. Ask him a question, don’t make an observation that you don’t know is true.

s. Would you have chosen the truth if you had seen the truth?

d. Of course!

s. OK, So did you see the truth?

d. No.

s. OK. So everyone who can see the truth will choose the truth?

d. Absolutely.

s. Why?

d. Because it is in their best interest and everybody always acts in their best interest according to their understanding and ability and observation. They always do.

s. Good point. Actually..

d. It’s a tough one for you to refute, it can’t be done.

s. No, no I am not trying to refute it, I am getting my head around it.

d. Yes it takes a bit, because we are taught to judge others as being wrong, nobody’s ever wrong, they are always making the best choice that they can according to the available information that they have.

s. Yes.

d. They always do, everyone does. They realize later that it was a mistake when they have more information, but at the time they thought that it was the best choice.

s. Yes, like this guy thought that it was a good Idea to put fresh tomatoes on a pizza instead of cooking the tomatoes.

d. This is great crust man.

s. Choosing truth, is that always in their best interest if they are motivated by power and control?

d. Of course.

s. If I can get a third of all humanity that has ever lived on this earth to follow me, by not choosing truth…

d. Ask me one question at a time and let me answer.

s. So that I could have a following, it’s still in my best interest if my best interest is about power.

d. No, it’s not. To choose to be unconscious and in power, means to have lost the knowledge of what power is. To choose to believe that power is dominion over others, that power is control over others against their will is the damnation of the entire reality that is it is being considered from. You may be a power in Hell, but why the hell would you? Why would you like to be the best guy, the most powerful guy in a bad neighborhood? True power is divinity for everybody, true power is freedom where freedom does nothing but bless the others. There is no divineness in that which does not cause the other to be better than you are causing yourself to be and there is no power without divinity.

s. That explanation is in regards to true power, versus what ones perception of what true power is.

d. True enough. Power is misunderstood here and of course people get into the trap of wanting to survive and when they figure out how to survive well, then they want to succeed.

s. When you say survive, are you talking about the body surviving?

d. Yes of course, whatever it is that you consider yourself to be and everybody considers themselves to be the body that they are embodied in.

d. When you see an opportunity for unlimited freedom and unlimited power and you like the life that you’ve already got, or at least you don’t know what it would be like for it to be a lot different, completely different, absolutely different, it freaks the body out. You are not the body, but the body has consciousness, you’re not the body, but the body wants to live and it wants to have things to be ordered in a predictable manner. It does not want to not know what is going to happen tomorrow. It wants routine, it wants systems, it wants predictability.

s. And the spirit wants flow, free flow.

d. Ability to respond instantaneously from moment to moment according to what is in front of it and how to dance the divine dance. That which is not divinely conscious freaks out with that, because it does not know how it is going to maintain its reality, if that’s what’s going to be happening to the body.

s. It’s learning to become comfortable in free fall.

d. It freaks out every time, but less and less and less.

s. Isn’t that part of the path of the progression of enlightenment?

d. Maybe, let’s put it this way; whenever you choose to be more than what you are, it happens instantly. However, the increments are usually so small, that you don’t realize that you created a mini miracle in that instant. You had to keep choosing for it to me more and more and more in each and every following instant for there to be an observable transition into a higher conscious reality, that you can see is a new level for yourself and that others can experience when they go; there is something different about Steve now. I don’t know what it is, but I know it is nice.

d. When you don’t check your current reality against what you absolutely know to be true, then you are being washed down the stream as an unwilling participant in the game of life.

s. Your winging it.

d. It is a lot better to wing it than to have pat answers,because in the winging of it you can observe your own unknowing and at the same time you are giving your opinion you can start searching for where it frees up, where the conscious answer to the question is and you can move in that direction and end up with the truth, if you observe what is without identify with it. As soon as you identify with it, then you can’t answer the question that is unavailable for that identity to know. As soon as you say here is an identity and here are the characteristics and here is what it does well and here is what it does not do well, here is where it is able and here is where it is unable. As soon as you take that upon yourself as your operating basis, then you are lost and there is no way out for that identity. Because truth is not in identification it is in dis-identification, until you are only absolute truth. You don’t have to find the truth, the truth is always there, you have only to let go of the lies. That is the simplicity of it, truth is obvious when you let go of lies.

d. If you don’t know what the truth is, then you know that your truths are lies. That which you hold to be true is not true if you are less than God, unfortunately. If you are less than divine eternal consciousness then you have accepted something that is not true as being true. It can’t be any other way.

s. You have to be willing to let go of all of it.

d. You have to let go of all of it, because if you don’t know, then how can you decide what is worth holding onto? You can’t you let it all go. Now there all some things that you have to qualify when you say something like that. So there is a problem with absolutely accepting a statement like that, once you enter into familial and business relationships and obligations towards others.

d. What do you do when you desire to serve truth and know truth when you don’t know what it is and you feel obligated to maintain the commitments that you have already made to your family, to your children, to your wife, to your mother and father to your brothers and sisters?

s. To your ancestors, your ancestors may have another belief system now.

d. Of course they do, they don’t even need a belief system. Only unconscious souls need a belief system, the rest of us are in actualized states of consciousness where we know what the answers are. We are not in a state of confusion; don’t curse your ancestors with that, they are not there anymore, because they are not here anymore. Confusion is here, not in heaven.

s. Who said that they are in heaven?

d. They are in heaven if they chose to be. If they are not, it is a pointless discussion because they are where they chose to be in any case and in all cases its ok and in no way do you need to limit your reality in a positive way in deference to somebody who is less than that or more than that. You get your choices, so what do you do with your given circumstance when you have said Ok I get to choose a few things that I am going to hold onto because I really can’t let go of everything?

s. You can but you are going to go it alone. That either requires great courage or great stupidity or a combo.

d. What am I going to be honorable about? How does it work for everybody? If everybody lets go of everything at the same time, maybe it would be some sort of divine circus, I don’t know. lets say that reality is going to shift slowly rather than instantly into heaven on earth Ok? Let’s say that there is going to be incremental improvements rather than a split second change. If there is going to be a split second change then yes God willing go ahead, I am not going to stop it. May there be heaven on earth for everybody, I am in support of that who wouldn’t be? But let’s say that by observation right here, right now, that in this world as we perceive it, I don’t see any heavenly workers trying to make it here, like it is there.

s. On this earth?

d. Yes, where are they?

s. Right at this table.

d. Let’s say that they are divinely able, let’s ask some of the others to join us, that would be fun. Is there anybody that is disembodied that is granted the right to interact with sincere enquirers on truth here? OK of course there is. To what degree are you allowed to manifest here? OK, they are not going to go on camera and they are not going to sit down at the next table in a body of energy that mimics the appearance the appearance of a human body so that we can have an embodied angelic being to communicate with. But the one nice thing about heaven, divinity, God and the highest states of consciousness is that there is never an end to the communication, it never stops. It’s ongoing continuously and all that you have to do is tap into it and then as quickly as you are able to relax yourself into the knowing that you can receive eternal truth as soon as you wish for it, to the extent that you are willing to receive it, you do. So all you have to work on in your life is, how much more eternal blessings, divine blessings, heavenly blessings, Godly blessings can I receive in this instant right now? How much can I open up to receive what God is willing to give me? How much? Take a minute and feel how much you are willing to receive right now and then decide that you would like to receive a lot more because that was nice.

s. It’s shocking to realize how much we are not willing to receive.

d. No kidding, because that unwillingness to receive divinity into what you consider yourself to be is what keeps you in hell here. It is what caused your damnation and this unconsciousness is not a gift, it is damnation.

s. When you asked that question I noticed…

d. The limitation of your willingness to receive, of course its shocking isn’t it? It’s shocking that you won’t allow God to bless you with what he wants to isn’t it? It’s truly embarrassing how little you are willing to open up to divine states of grace and joy.

s. I wasn’t judging myself I was just noticing that it is possible to open up.

d. It is only your willingness to receive that limits you, that’s all, that’s the only thing. There is no other hold by another consciousness that limits us.

s. And if we muscle tested that we it would test that that is true. So it is not about God damning us, it is about us damning ourselves.

d. And it’s not about the devil having a hold on us and doing bad things and making us do bad things either.

s. I have never bought into that.

d. Of course there are bad beings out there, beings that want to limit you, but guess who their targets are? The people who have already damned themselves and want to have that experience, the dark side when it has an opportunity to interact with you is limited solely buy your own previous choices to have those experiences and so can act in no way that you were not preprogramming yourself to receive. How’s that?

s. You are preaching to the choir.

d. You got me at a level of 2 puffs; I like 10-15 to go where I like to go.

d. If truth is what you are about, then you have to admit the things that you do at least to somebody. The things that you do that are not generally agreed to be beneficial to a truth seeker. So I am proposing that there are a number of herbs that in fact significantly aid your spiritual evolution, when you take them with the intention of opening up your consciousness into divine realms. What that is, is a long prelude into my admission that yes I do think that Marijuana and Hash are one of the gifts of God to man, I truly do. The same thing with mushrooms, magic mushrooms, it’s a real shame really, that those aren’t available in the corner store with a label that says; if you choose to know more about everything, I am a facilitator that will help a truth seeker find what it is he is looking for.

Immanuall

What do we like about these lives that we are leading?

The following is the transcript of a 2 hour visit that Lon and Dave had at the Grand Hotel Florence Italy.

d. I love this room; allow the beauty and harmony here to infuse you with its imprint so the essence of your own beauty can come through. The first thing that I would like you to pay attention to is why are you here? Do you know? If you don’t know why you are here, how could you possibly make a decision about what to do with your time here? If you don’t know the truth about yourself then how is it that you can make a choice in your life without knowing truth first.

d. If your truth is limited to your embodied personality, if you haven’t grown uncomfortable with that as your identity, you’re not going to make the next transition in consciousness until you say; that’s not good enough for me I want more than that. I want to know the truth of everything, I want to know it all, I want there to be nothing hidden from me. When you become that dissatisfied with life, then you can move into a divine flow, that you allow to move you through life in a way that brings you consciousness and an improvement in consciousness to the extent that reality becomes your playground, where you are enormously amused with the wonderful things that you participate in.

d. So how do you make the divine flow your reality? Your reality is your chosen expression and your choices in the past haven’t led you to a place where you can say “God I love this”? Give place to the possibility that if you are not in a divine reality, you have made some bad choices. A divine reality is available to those who continuously choose it. So why would you snap out of that and go into a reality of significance, of terror, of utter failure in the desire to survive forever?

l. Because that is the way that everybody does it. They don’t know any better.

d. Everybody is doing the best that they can, we will accept that as a given that everyone is doing the best that they can, but how good is it possible for you to be? That is the question, the rest of it doesn’t matter, because they will take care of themselves. It’s your choice of what you want to be and how you want to experience this reality that we are embodied into. That freedom of choice should be your foremost priority here. Your reality should be one of positive choices, in positive I don’t mean the opposite of negative, but positive in the sense that you experience exactly the reality that you choose to.

l. There is 6.6 billion on the planet thereabouts.

d. maybe.

l. There are 6 or 7 billion Gods, its all of us that make up God.

d. But don’t give place to the possibility that it’s impossible for you to be God until they are. Yes they already are, but if they choose to misidentify and beileve that they are not, that does not demand anything of you. They are free to make that choice and you are free to make the choice of maintaining your eternal consciousness here.

l. We all have the same choice.

d. We all get to experience the reality that we choose, everyone does. Now consciously, they may think that they are getting something other than what they are choosing, but they are not. They are getting exactly what they choose. Now that is not a condemnation to eternal damnation or hell, it is just recognition that everybody’s reality here, is exactly a result of the choices that they make continuously. Until those choices change, the direction will not change and if you choose to desire something that you consider to be impossible for you to receive, then you have just damned yourself to hell. It doesn’t take a devil to do it, it doesn’t take a God to do it, you do it to yourself.

l. I know, I’m glad I know. The stupid part is that I am about 40 years behind schedule.

d. How can it be behind schedule if it is divinely ordered? Do you think that the divine fails in anything that it chooses to achieve? Of course it doesn’t.

l. The possible difference.

d. Are you postulating that you are not divine in this moment right now? Why would you do that? Relax, relax. We are here to have something better happen for us tonight than what happened for us last night, last week, last month, last year and this lifetime. We are willing to have it get as good as it gets. Why wouldn’t you? Why wouldn’t you be happy to have reality get as good for you as it is possible to get for anyone to be that good for you? What would happen if you observed that reality until the point that reality became a real choice for you,a chosen choice by you and a received, experienced, actualized and activated reality that that is your home reality; absolute eternal success? Why would you choose anything less for yourself? OK billions of reasons why, but all of those reasons that answered are all lies, every single one of them. Every possible reason that can be comprehended, can be imagined, can come up with that you are deserving of less than the divine reality, those were all wrong, those are all mistakes, you are not forever damned into a causal helpless of not achieving the reality of your dreams in every moment. How’s that for a fond wish for everyone?

l. Absolutely, who are we speaking to?

d. Whoever sees this.

l. I have no control over it and I was just curious?

d. I don’t show them to anybody, I don’t even watch them myself.

l. I know you lose them.

d. So what’s this all for? God this is a beautiful scene, it makes me want to celebrate the wonders of the lives of the people who chose to imagine that they could create and express the beauty and harmony here that causes your body to feel joy for the ability to appreciate such a wonderful room.

l. It’s what a couple of hundred year old place or what?

d. I don’t know, it’s real right now is all I care about. This is real right now and this is where we are and we are surrounded by wondrous beauty and we love it. We are in complete allowance of ourselves enjoying the very, very best of our reality. What is nice is to have an awakening. An awakening into a reality that is so new to you as an experience here, that it overwhelms your sense of self. Your identified beingness is then brought into a state of shock by and overwhelmed by the realization that you have always been divine and for a moment you went unconscious to it, but you are back. That is what I am desperately trying to get out of you, for some odd reason.

d. It’s nice to have somebody else’s blessing to bless you with the very best of possibilities, give yourself that blessing now. Allow yourself to know the truth of you, the truth that is true always, the truth that never changes. What is that for you?
The truth that never changes, ever.
The truth that you are true.
The truth that you are you.
The truth you’re alone.
The truth that you are grown, into, out of, separate from, absolutely merged with and have forever known; that you will realize your divinity; exactly when you divinely choose to.

d. OK you are not you.

l. Here we go again, take three. Everything is in threes, why is that?

d. It’s a happy little number, twos company threes a crowd. I guess if it’s a guy who gets two girls he thinks that might be good or sometimes a girl thinks two boyfriends is a good thing. Somehow three seems to be a nice choice when you are the one who has two.

l. But everybody thinks twos David.

d. How could that be when we exist as a singularity? We are divinely conscious in a singular way, along with all other singular consciousness that choose divinity as their embodied point of view. The eternal view embodied is the choice of… I would love for it to be my choice, obviously it is not quite there yet, but I am working on it. God knows that I would love it to be mine.

l. You are, you are and you know what? You are going to keep continuing on the path that you are on because it keeps getting better.

d. What a relief it gets better from here.

l. David, I told you Tres Dias taught me that. Every day it gets better.

d. Except when it doesn’t.

l. Then it is your fault.

d. Sometimes it gets worse through no fault of my own.

l. But it is.

d. Of course.

l. There is nobody else.

d. If you’re a divine being and you’re not in control, remember it’s your reality, it’s your choice, it’s your being, it’s your presence, it’s your point of view, why would you choose to embody less than divinity?

l. There’s only one reason, we have too much feeling of compassion to our counterparts on this planet and we can’t satisfy everybody, can’t happen, it’s an imbalance anyway. That’s heaven if you want heaven you don’t have to worry about those things do you?

d. Oh man, what a painful birth process it is to allow light into the darkness that you consider yourself to be. Oh what an awful reality to have to save yourself from; that you are an inherently evil being that needs to be shut down and restricted in movement, in consciousness and in abilities, because if you increase in them, you will increase the chaos in others realities, unwillingly for them. If you create bad realities for others then yours is severely limited, because in order for a divine reality to exist and succeed, that reality has to also exist for any point of view that chooses it, while at the same time the lower consciousness realities are also getting what they wish. But their wish for others to be less than Godly is not manifest, they have no effect on limiting the consciousness that has chosen and manifest a divine reality as their reality here.

d. So take a moment and choose to have the best reality that it is possible for any consciousness to have and have that be yours. Have the best, the most causative, most loving, most harmonious, most wondrous reality that it is possible for an individuated point of view to have. Choose to have that reality for yourself, God knows that I will celebrate that because it will give me somebody to interact with that will be of assistance and help to me in maintaining a higher level of consciousness here for myself when it is so demonstrately absolutely impossible for a human to do so. But maybe not, maybe it is possible, maybe it is something that is within the realm of possible choices.

l. Yes it is possible.

d. Once you realize the unlimited powers in divine consciousness and that divine consciousness uses that unlimited power only in maintaining its own divine consciousness successfully and is standing by ready to be of assistance to any other consciousness that chooses a more harmonious and wonderful life.

l. For some reason you have to go to Italy for this kind of feeling.

d. Do you?

l. For me.

d. It is wondrous here.

l. Life changing for me.

d. It is shockingly organized to elicit a reaction of wonder and awe, the ability to create beautiful harmonies that excite the senses to contemplate the beauty of life.

l. Beauty, beauty, beauty.

d. Take a moment and realize that you are the one participating in this experience with me. What does that make you? Does that make you one who is acknowledged as welcoming the possibility of divine consciousness to be that which you are friendly with, that which you are in allowance of, that which you would wish for others? Yes, you truly do wish the best for others, you are a nice guy, you are a beneficial guy for this reality and you’re here to get divinely better at it. You’re here to be the eternal truth of your being, for your essence to come forth and to say; I love it here, I love everyone here and I love everything about this place. To the point that it becomes a place of eternal ease, joy and glory for everybody. Wish it to the point that reality becomes heaven on earth, wish it to the point that there can no longer be a reality other than that exist, once you have voiced that as a possibility for yourself. A possibility that you know in fact is true and the eternal truth of you.

l. I know, I know.

d. On a lighter note… Actually it doesn’t get any lighter than that, so on a heaver note; it would be nice to divinely conscious in the matter of money, so that money does not hinder us in any way from enjoying this reality, wouldn’t that be nice. To be unhindered by money considerations.

l. It’s not for you or me; it’s for what my loved ones think about it, for my friends, for everyone that I know it’s all some of them think about.

d. What is possible in this moment, to what degree am I willing to merge with the divine, to what extent can I share the reality of my chosen divine being? Now Lonnie really, really loves Jesus, so Lonnie, God bless you in that love and God bless you that you may be as he whom you love with all of your heart. He whom you say is my redeemer, he who you identify with as the divine ideal. As that divine ideal is held by you and as that divine Ideal has himself requested from you to be indistinguishable from him. Realize that that indistinguishability allows you to freely be absolutely eternally free here. Consider that you can be free here, freely eternally yourself.

l. I am, that’s all I think about.

d. Give me a quiet moment to do the very best that I can to connect with that absolutely Godly eternal essence of you. I am letting go of everything that I am holding onto of any identification with you of anything other than your eternally true self. I have no interest in that self that considers itself to be less than divine, because that self is in a reality where your consciousness somehow got itself trapped into believing a lie as the truth, a consciousness fallen to a state of believing that it is the effect of anything.

d. Nothing, no-thing, there is no-thing that can affect you, nothing. Never has and never will, only your own confusion about the acceptability in this reality of your being divinely conscious here limits you. Who is anyone of lower consciousness to deem themselves as having any say whatsoever in the reality of a being who chooses to be divinely conscious? There is no hold by Hell on anything that is Heavenly it can’t happen. A polarized being cannot command, cannot move, cannot affect in any way a divine being. It’s impossible for an embodied divine being to have opposition in any form. All consciousness in the presence and physical expression of divinity, has to awaken in that presence to its own eternal truth. When you awaken to your own eternal truth, as the truth of you and not this being that has been created out of bodily experiences and bits and pieces of other consciousness points of view and entities combining together to create an “I AM” that is singular, separate and somehow less than whole. We created a tough one here for ourselves, we created a bitch of a hell, or a hell of a bitching ride that we just completed and God bless us were home, how about that one? We came back God, were here, aah God come on; give me a hug please before I slip out again. God hug me, God love me, God bless me to be here as he is; divinely conscious, divinely aware and divinely able to be freely here eternally, in such a way that it blesses ourselves and blesses everything else that we touch here with a realization of its fondest, highest dreams and desires for everyone and everything in life. The inevitable deification of life by divine love coming here and being expressed from one being to another and a true renewal and rebirth of our eternal selves, here, embodied, in this wonderful place we call earth.

d. As strange as it is, I have the ability to come here as my divine consciousness to a certain degree, to a little degree admittedly, but to a recognizable degree I can come here as the truth of myself. A self that even I don’t know here when I am uninspired and without the proper sacrament. I am unaware more than you are of my ability to truly connect to divinity, it happens both as a combination of your willingness to have it happen for me and my willingness to have it happen for me, this this gets accelerated to a much higher degree when I spoke a little hash. So I am sorry to everybody that knows me that will think less of me, but there are some things that the good lord provided us that support a dedicated individuals desire to be all that he can be. There are sources of divine love available here to assist you in your most wondrous desires and when you realize what those desires are and what a truly wondrous desire would be one that would be so wonderful for all participating in that reality, that it would be a welcome and wondrous transformation for everybody involved.

l. It doesn’t get any better.

d. It doesn’t get any better than we are willing to experience, that is for sure. It doesn’t get any better than what we are willing to receive, that is for darn sure. So how does one increase his ability to welcome his successful mastery of life?

l. How simple do you want to make it?

d. Let’s see if we can simplify it to the point that it is instantly effective.

l. It’s too easy; you just turn up the positives, turn down the negatives and dial it in.

d. You keep saying; where is it really, really, really, really, really good in my life and lets choose that as our home base and start finding other ways to harmonize with that reality.

l. Life is positive and negative and… and… a combination of everything thereof which is God.

d. No, that’s not God. A combination of all polarized choices is not God, heaven forbid that. Wow, oh yea this is God all right, God Awful. How can God Awful be God? Tthat which I would consider God to be would be God wondrous, not God Awful, unless the Awful meant fully awesome, wonderful, wondrously, "oh my God that was good" experiences.

l. That is good, God is good.

d. Gods not good, God damns everybody according to the expression of life in this reality. Because sooner or later you get smashed, you get traumatized, you get to losing one thing after another until the point that you don’t even exist here anymore. God bless me, that’s no way to have a reality, God bless it that that I can be here divinely free as long as I choose to be. God bless that reality for you, for me for everyone and for me to myself. The only limiting factor for you if your divine, is your own self condemnation, it couldn’t be anything other than that if you are divine in your nature. If you are divine in truth, then the only thing that could ever possibly limit you is your own belief that you don’t deserve your own truth here. God did not bless that point of view, because that point of view is dog gone wrong, why would you want to save that point of view, it’s not the truth. Let go of that, the truth is; you know there is something wonderful about to happen. You really do, you know that, were so close here to it, you’re trying to break out of your shell here into something so unbelievably, incredibly, heavenly…

d. What would the atheist like to hear? If you could know that you were right about everything, even all of those things that you know that you were wrong about, to realize that you in fact were divinely right about it all and it was OK for all of what has been to be your reality and now it’s OK for it to no longer be your reality. It’s OK for you to be divinely free, which is a completely new experience for you here, but it is something that you are allready internally aware of and know without a doubt, know that it is in fact the truth of you, that you are divinity through and through. That is what you came here to be, you came here to be the “we” that free the all, that if it could be, would be divine like you and me. It can and it will when it recognizes All calling it and once you are called, you are home and once you are home you are called, to be here as yourself. Your divine self has called you home, home to the knowledge of the eternally true you, the one that is true to you and to all others, the one that truly loves everything, the one that cannot help from loving the other so much that his brother recognizes in him, his own eternal truth. As that eternal truth is awakened within him as his own divine consciousness and together they have a divine embrace of consciousness, a shared reality that yes, we do have a choice. We do have a choice here and when we choose it enough, you and me for divinity for the other, at that point when we truly wish the best for our brother and our sisters to know their divine glory, here, embodied as a choice that is available to them, it is your own. The only reason that it is not manifest here is they really don’t believe it, but if they see in you a spark of your divinity, they will recognize their own home frequency and they will know that they are now free to be. Free to be, to see, to know and express eternal love for all presence, all expression, all consciousness and all structured realities. That we love it here, we love them to the point that they know our love and rejoice in our blessing of them to be as divine as they choose to be,divinely free. Free humanity, bless them to heaven, bless them all, God bless them, they all deserve it, every one, every single one. Even those the ones you love to hate so dearly, the ones that you love to demonize, that you know deserve the very worst. God bless them to their divine truth, because God knows that if they don’t know their divine truth, then God knows that you don’t know yours. Because if you knew your divine truth, you would wish for no less than that for all consciousness, how could you? You couldn’t. You can only curse another when you have first cursed yourself into abject failure. Eternal damnation, it’s only true when you are the one responsible. You are the one responsible, but you can be divinely true and in that, change your responsibility from being the one responsible for a horrible, painful, tragic reality for embodied consciousness here, into being the one that responds divinely, that responds lovingly, that responds only with eternal love, rejoicing, rejoicing in divine freedoms and enjoying the loveliness that is possible for consciousness to perceive that is embodied.

d. Who are you? You are the one responsible for both sides. When you are heavenly, it was you. When you are hateful that’s you too. Now what do you choose as your chronic embodied reality? Are you chronically, contagiously joyful? Not me, but what if you were? What if you were chronically, contagiously joyful to everybody that you meet? They can’t stop smiling when you come around, what would that be like? It wouldn’t be what it is like now would be would it? Man you would be having fun, God knows that would be a nice reality. Hey Lonnie, Lonnie, Lonnie we love you man. Oh man that was such a freak out until you came back, Oh my God, my reality was… Why would I have chosen that? Thanks for coming back and waking me up again, hope I can stay with it a little bit longer this time after you are gone. But God knows that it is wonderful each time that you come around, because I get to bask in the freedom that you allow me.


d. Back again, choosing, if I will sin, waiting to know. Do you remember what the purpose of our talking is?

l. To live in the moment?

d. Close, every moment that we spend together is ours to choose be even more conscious. DO I love myself enough to choose better than I have in the past?

l. Do you remember what yesterday was?

d. 9-11? Did something wonderful happen on 9-11?

l. A wake up call for some.

d. Well that’s like calling 911 then isn’t it? What do you get when you call 911?

l. Sometimes you get help.

d. What kind of help do you need?

l. Whatever kind that you think that you need.

d. Why don’t you think that right now in this moment that the help that you need is available to you. The help that you need to be eternally here is available in this moment and all we have to do is forget discussing anything else other than what’s now.

l. It’s the 11th hour and we all have the same options at the end.

d. At the end of what, at the end of reality as we know it, at the end of life, why can’t we choose whatever we want to and have it work out well for ourselves?

l. Nobody’s taught that.

d. Why don’t you choose that for yourself and I’ll teach you how to do it.

l. I am.

d. OK, so your choosing to allow things to be wonderful for you?

l. Obviously.

d. Ok, so help me choose for things to be wonderful for me right now in this moment, not in some future moment but the moment that we are sharing right now, tell me something that will allow me to choose it better for myself now in this next moment right now, this moment now, how can it be better for me than this?

l. It already is.

d. That’s a good one, say that again.

l. It already is better.

d. It already is better, we are already divine, there is no becoming, it already is better. I think you are some sort of saint or something. I am going to start calling you Saint Lonnie.

l. No, please don’t do that.

d. Saint Lonnie the divine, Saint Lonnie the wondrous, Saint Lonnie the marvelous example of what humanity can choose to be. Wow why wouldn’t a friend wish that for another? Lonnie, the divinely, magnificent, wondrous loving being of all humanity and even some of the little animals, probably not spiders, ticks and such, but you would if they would be nice back, which they would if you were truly divine in your wishes for them, they would be divinely free also. Our consciousness that we have been limited to as a divine being responds to them, which means to grant the freedom of the others wish for a loving, easy, holy, wondrous reality for themselves and for those that they love and for anyone else who chooses.

l. Why would they do that? It’s to forget everything that you know.

d. If what you know is other than that then God knows, why would you hold onto it?

l. Go figure.

d. If you’re trying to figure something out, it’s just simply a wake up call to say oh oh, I confused myself as something limited again let that one go. You don’t fix it you let it go. It was an unconscious choice, why worry about it, just let it go. Choose consciousness again, your holy, your free, your divinity. I have been told I use that word too much, but I say it is a good word.

d. What’s wrong with choosing to love the one that you are with? Hey man I love this guy, hey I love this girl, I with that she loved me back, but I don’t have to express it in a way that she is unwilling to receive, I can express a divine wish for her in such a way that it is received, if it is received as a chosen reality by them to be one that grants them, entices them, encourages them, blesses them to express their divinity while they are here.

d. What do we like about these lives that we are leading? What do we like here, how can we like it divinely? Is there anything about our lives that we can choose to experience as a divinely conscious point in our life? OK we can choose this right now, and have this be a touch stone for the rest of our levels of consciousness to ascend to. We can choose to be divinely conscious in this moment and to spend our conscious awareness on the fact that divinity is our manifest reality and continuously choose it.

d. Let’s see if we can focus on a few nice things that makes say; you know what, that’s nice, that’s so nice that it makes me contemplate the possibility of beautiful things being all that I experience in life because I realize that it’s ok to choose for that to be true for me. Let there be wondrous freedom, let there be wondrous beauty.

d. Symmetry, wondrous, perfection, colors, shapes, forms, taking form in front of us, with each step choose wondrous consciousness and feeling that represents bringing to yourself a choice to be divinely free. Allow that to move your body, the continuous choice to be divine and free. We don’t have to figure it out, all we have to do is choose, choose to be divinely free. It does not matter how badly you have chosen in the past, the freedom to be divine, is your choice.

d. Have every step and movement of the body be a conscious choice for divine consciousness, divine freedom, divine awareness, divine ability, be the consciousness of this body. So walk divinely and move slowly.

l. Is this slow enough.

d. No, you don’t move at all until divinity moves you.

l. You’re not a being that needs to get angry to get its way, you’re not a being that needs to be offensive to get its way, and you’re not a being that needs to be limited in its expression.

d. Will you wish to do better for yourself?

l. Absolutely, I wish better for everybody.

d. I want to hear you blessing that you would like to bless everybody in this room with. What is your fondest wish for every person?

l. To be at peace, free and comfortable.

d. Your blessing everyone with comfort?

l. If I can.

d. How can you not? Is it your free wish to bless everyone to be comfortable? Is that your fondest desire?

l. Yes.

d. Will you freely express that to me? It’s just you and I here right now, bless me with your fondest desire; I know that it is a lot to ask because I am not one who deserves it, but if you bless me with your fondest desire the one who deserves it will wake up and become the one who does. There is no self that is deserving of divinity but there is no divinity without the blessing of self. So bless them all, not because they deserve it, of course they don’t deserve it, but God knows that you want it for them if they wish it for themselves. Right? If somebody wishes to be a divinely loving person, you wish that for them to. What is your fondest wish for all consciousness?

l. To have the peace of mind, the freedom, the comfort, the love and joy…

d. God that feels good, keep saying it. What else?

l. Food and water and appropriate sex.

d. Sometimes some inappropriate sex if all parties are in agreement.

l. I just have been programmed to have a much different perspective, appreciation for what mans caused on themselves.

d. Don’t pretend to be anything other than someone who can choose to be divinely free in this moment. Choose that as your truth, divine freedom in this moment. No past no future just this divine present, this divine blessing of divine presence in this moment. Bless yourself with that, bless others with that, let me bless you with that, bless me with that, divine presence for all who choose it. At least show it as an option to others that’s your job, to show divine conscious awareness of self as a divine being. Be that example of an available choice for all other consciousness. It’s not doing something that we shouldn’t, it’s not being Jesus or the second coming of Jesus, it’s not being Satan or the current expression of Satan. It’s saying it’s Ok for divinity to be true; it’s Ok for divinity to be you and me, It’s OK to be divine for whoever chooses it. Whatever names you want to put on it of everyone’s favorite deities, God knows I wish they were true, I wish that if they are real beings that they are in fact the divine beings that others wish for them to be. I wish that as those divine beings that they would come here and bless the people that believe in them with their fondest desires for a better life, come on guys, come and do it if you’re true. If you’re not true then quit trying to confuse us as to our own divinity and let us get on with experiencing our own reality moment by moment. Either come here and help out or quit confusing us with the possibility that you might do so in some eternal future after we are dead. We are here alive, we are here embodied, we are here freely choosing for eternal betterment for ourselves and we are saying if there is such a thing as divine assistance, divine redemption, divine possibilities of heaven where there is a God who serves his children with the fondest desires of their hearts, then we ask if there are such beings; to feel welcome in our presence, to be pleasantly pleased that we have invited them to be here with us and to say to us, guys yes you are not alone, yes, yes, there are divine beings in this possible reality and that as you choose divinity for yourself, you will be divinely aware of all other divine manifestations of eternal truth. You are not alone, and it’s OK for you to be free, even if the you that you are, is me.
Weird stuff I know it, God knows it’s weird to talk like this but you know what? Someone has to do it God knows I wish it were you.

l. Absolutely, the best words that I have ever heard.

d. They are sweet and they are sweet because you know what? there is nothing sweeter that blessed divine truth. Its you.

l. And you, I believe.

d. Well it’s you it’s not me, It’s not me from the point of view of it not being you, if it’s me it’s you too. If divinity is the truth, it is a choice for all consciousness. If divinity is true, then it is a blessing to you and you and me. If divinity is true it welcomes all to be divine, it doesn’t demand it but certainly welcomes it, takes pleasure in its every expression by all others who choose to be expressed with their truth.

d. Lonnie’s a good sport I like him.

l. Hard to beat those words, they just roll.

d. Lonnie’s a good sport man, who else would sit in front of a camera and be subjected to stuff that would put him back in the loony bin? Sometimes I know that the things that I say are true God knows most of the time I don’t but I am doing the best that I can and I wish that you do the best that you can too, because if it saves me it saves you, if it save you it save me, if it saves him then God knows God is good.

d. Everything in here is lovely; wow really there is not a spot that you can focus on that is not lovely. What can I can find to complain about in this room? God knows that I would have to search long and hard to find it. That means that this is a nice place to be, it’s OK to choose to be in places that inspire you to go into cathartic release in the enjoyment of this place being prepared for you to experience. This is nice, this is what I came here for to allow myself to experience the pleasure of this great room. I know that it’s not normal, this is not normal for me, but you know what it is nice to experience once in a while. It’s nice to sample, to take a sample of a higher realm; it’s nice to know that we can take a journey back home, back home to our truth that as were are, we may know our eternal truth; the truth that frees us to no longer have any problems.

l. Trouble free.

d. Would that be OK? There are a lot of people that say struggle is good, that struggle is fine, that struggle is mine and God knows that I am struggling to find a way to make that a good thing, but I can’t. I can’t find a way to say that a reality of struggle is a good one; I just can’t find a benefit in that. They is causes growth but I say God knows that it seems like a fallen consciousness, a fallen ability, something less than a divinely ordered reality. It doesn’t seem like a nice thing to be, to do, to have, to experience, to love it, to express it here. It’s insane that what it is, it’s insane to want to have a conflicted reality, to want to be opposed to anything, to want to have reality impose upon them that which they are not willing to experience. How can you choose that as a reality when you have the ability to choose a reality of absolute freedom, absolute consciousness, and absolute wondrous expression of the highest levels of peace and joy with others who choose the same for themselves? I think that would be nice if that could be a possibility for me. I would like that, I would love to have people who love me, be what I am surrounded with. I would love to have people appreciate what I am, I would love to have people who are divinely free, divinely truthful, absolutely able to celebrate a wondrous reality for their fellow man. I would love to have those who choose for that to be my friends that are where I want to hang out, I want to hang out with the divine, the best that is available as a conscious choice for any consciousness that could possibly choose it. Whatever the best is that can be conceived is the reality that I choose for myself and bless all others to have the choice of, because I certainly don’t want to impose a reality on those unwilling, even though from my point of view it might be a vastly superior one, or better for them in every way, no I only choose that for myself, but I allow that as much as possible to be an available conscious choice for any that considers its self to be another and for all that considers itself to be me. Any consciousness that considers itself to be me, I absolutely bless to divinity, because to anything that considers itself to be me; I consider myself to be the chooser of that reality as I am the truth myself, so as the truth of myself I get to choose the truth of self that I choose to be true, which is divinely me, divinely you. That is my choice, divinely you if you choose, divinely me if I choose and I do choose over, over and over again to be a divine as I can as a continuous reality. I don’t know when its going to happen as that but God knows I’m looking for it.

l. Continue the path and I’ll continue the path with the intention of it benefiting others.

d. Ok so let’s give that an experiment right now; I am going to perceive everything that I can perceive about you right now and I am going to bless it to highest truth of divinity, OK? All consciousness that considers itself to be Lonnie, from the voice of Lonnie which is the Lonnie that has the power to speak to agree to bind in some lower orders, all that considers itself to be this Lonnie that speaks, to be divinely free. You made the choice, so I say, I see and I recognize that and I am going to focus on the truth of your divine self and allow that truth to do anything that it wishes to that is truly divine, to the mind, to the consciousness, to the identity, to the conglomerate of consciousness that is a part of this self. I bless all of that to be free, to be delivered from its limitations. I bless you to be as ably free in such a way that it benefits all consciousness, so that there is nothing but freedom for all consciousness, freedom for all to be wondrously, lovingly, peacefully, joyfully, free. Do I bless you with that? Yes.

l.Gracious

d. So what I am doing right now and It’s something that you can practice on now also; when I give you that blessing and then there is all kinds of turmoil and conflict with that choice for you, all kinds of reasons why that shouldn’t be your truth. So I am continuing to choose to bless you as a divine being, regardless of what opposes that decision within my own self.

l. I like it, I love you for it.

d. Now don’t say that, it’s uncomfortable for me to hear those words, I’ve lived a bad life. I’m unwilling to receive love. How could it be other than that when you are being less than divine? How could you be less than divine unless you were unwilling to receive love? If your not willing to receive love then you really haven’t reached your potential have you? So that would be your lesson; being willing to receive all of the love that’s directed to you, that’s truly love, meaning the love that frees you to choose the best that you can be. Receive that love, the loving that frees you to be the best that you can be. With you being the chooser of what that is, they are not choosing that for you in some sense of limited consciousness. They are granting you the freedom to choose as a divine embodied being.
d. I am going to focus on Lonnie for a few minutes to see if I can get whole with that as my blessing for him. I am grateful for Lonnie, he’s a stand up guy, he has a lot to be proud of, not from a sense that he is better than other people, but from a reality that he is better than other people. Not from a false sense of superiority, but from a very real, demonstrated, superior being. One that truly loves and truly wishes to assist others to be the best that they can be here, to be at least a little better today than they were yesterday, to have a lighter load, to achieve a measure of safety, comfort, to enjoy the moment. He is an enjoy the moment guy. Heaven, that’s a tough one for me, I can smoke something that I am not supposed to and then I can connect and I can speak, but you know what I think that Lonnie is doing a better job of living life than I do. I still have some straightening up to do.

L. We both do son, partner.

d. He’s a good guy, he does a good job, he’s a good example to a lot of people.

l. Couldn’t have done it without ya.

d. He’s been doing it his whole life without me; I have added noting to his life except the confirmation of the truth of what he is. Who wouldn’t do that for a friend? Everybody would if they could, everybody would if they knew, everybody will when you choose to be true to yourself.

l. You brought heaven closer.

d. No, I just said; you know what it might be true, it might be real, it might possibly be a choice, lets take a moment and consider it and the more that we go; is it true, is it true? yes It feels better when you say that.

l. Its true.

d. Is a loving me the truth? Is a loving me actually the truth of myself? Is a loving me actually the truth of myself, that is the question. There is lots of evidence to point out that it’s not true. I’ve done lots of things that were a lot less than loving to others. What do you do about that? Do you say; yes I fell unconscious and in that fall of consciousness I did things that were unconscious, big surprise. I fell unconscious as to my eternal truth and in that unconsciousness, I did not operate the way a divinely conscious personage would. Big surprise, it’s no problem when you do act poorly, when you next choose to act divinely. You’re not limited by your mistakes; you are only limited by not choosing your truth. If you choose a lie, if you choose a lie it doesn’t work well for you here. If you choose a lie, you might get some measure of success from some point of view, but it isn’t going to be you. It is going to be something other than you at your truth, experiencing whatever it is that you as “not your truth”, you consider a successful life to be. But why would you want to have a successful life, from the point of view of not being your truth here? Be your truth here first before you make important choices. Choices that demand that you be in a certain position in days, hours, months and years to come, don’t make choices when you are unconscious. God knows that all you need to do when you are unconscious , your just supposed to make sure that you have a nice place to sleep and that your kids and wife are taken care of and that you have some money. But as soon as you get that done, you start figuring out how to live a life of freedom with the life that you’ve got and regardless of all of those personal obligations, it’s not true that you have to be a monk, it’s not true that you have to be a mystic, it’s not true that you can only get there as a devotee of a holy man. That’s not true, it’s not true. The vast majority of you are connected to other people that you love and those relationships are going to be maintained and it’s Ok to be divinely true in the circumstances that you know as you. It’s OK to be divinely free when you are a “Me” Not the me that is David, but the me that self identifies as a manifestation, the consciousness that comes into the form, to animate the form and to act out the genetic program to have consciousness manifest in that form in a predictable way. You are not here to serve that, you are here to go from that to be something much, much, more than that. You are here to be the embodiment of all truth, to be the source of divine consciousness for yourself, to be the friend of all who would like that for themselves, to be the non interfering party with all of the parties who choose to continue their lives of death and destruction, of birth and creation, of endless cycles of life beginning, growing, declining and ending. That’s OK for them as long as they choose that, but it’s Ok for them to choose that no more. It’s OK for them to choose much, much more. It’s OK for them to be the “WE” of divinity. It’s OK for them to be free. It’s OK for you to be free and it’s OK for you to have that fond wish and allowance for another to be such as well. You can’t push it on another, but you can wish it for yourself to the point where it is your reality.



Immanuall

You don't have to do anything, but if you want to do something, why wouldn't you allow yourself to be successful at it? You don't have to do anything, you don't have to be anything, but if you decide to be, do, or choose, at least allow your choice to be manifest.

You were right, you were right about everything, always have been. You have never been wrong and there is no possibility for you to be wrong. It can't happen. I know what I say with perfect certainty and understanding. Push your belief systems to the limit. You have to allow every persons history to have been absolutely true in order for them to have a divine moment with you. You have to allow them to be absolutely right about everything that they have an opinion on. Then you have the ability to share a moment of peace with them.

How do you transcend your reality up to a level of divine interaction?

Here is a bumper sticker for you;

Please don't buy into the reality that I need to be saved. Sorry I don't, I don't need to be saved, except by my own choice. That's my only savior, my own choice.
If you are able to choose the experiences that you have and you have chosen experiences that are relatively unconscious, this statement is just an acknowledgement that you can choose to be fully conscious again, from a state of unconsciousness you can choose that. That's what we say, "we" meaning "I AM"

Immanuall

Identity is a disease

Identity is a disease; if you have one, it is inevitable that you will be uncomfortable.

The condition of your body is the condition that it is in though and for you to be free, you must experience your body as it is before you can transform it. Welcome your bodily experiences and rejoice in all of its pains and sorrows, they are all your creation and their creation will not have been fulfilled until you celebrate every aspect of them as they are.

Freedom is achieved when a creation is fulfilled, celebrate all creation and you will be eternally free.

When you love the unlovable the truth is revealed and restored.

When you allow yourself to be loved by the divine, you will be loveable in time.

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