Love is my religion

Connect your pains with your love. When you feel only your pains and know only your sorrows, know this: the love that you are, although seemingly lost, is still right there within you. Reacquaint yourself with the love that you are.

If you are going to take my attention: inspire me. If you wish to communicate with me: do so in a manner where I reawaken to the magnificence of the sublime possibilities that there are for me. Don’t interrupt my reality and the focus of my awareness upon whatever it is that it is focused on. Unless your intent is to inspire me to embrace even greater wonders than those I have ever embraced before, because I am doing something that is important to me, something that is inspiring within myself: a self realization that love is that which will heal all of your wounds and restore all of your awareness to knowing the pure love of creation. I am focusing my awareness and allowing my realization of my love, so that I know what it is to be able to give love to others. So join me if you will, but don’t ask me to feed your fears, to agree that you have needs that are unfulfilled and unfullfillable by you. Don’t ask me to agree to your pretended disability. To the degree that I agree to associate with someone that does not wish the best for me: is the degree that I subject myself to a fallen consciousness.

Be a blessing to life by receiving the blessings of God in your own body. Receive the blessings of God in your own body: their there, their there man.

To know love is divine, know love, know your love, know the divine love that this universe and all of it’s creations have for you. Observe every creation universe wide: every individuated consciousness… Allow your body to know unconditional love from you and wake up to your responsibility for taking care of your body in a responsibility in a wonderful manner: treat in in a way that it is allowed to idealize itself, to perfect itself, to be the best that it can be. Free your body with your love, not your love of humanity, but of yourself. Love the self that you are embodied here as. It also is your truth, because it is the holder of your consciousness that is infinite. Don’t separate yourself from that which is temporal when that which is temporal here, is your temple here. Don’t dis-avow your own temple. Don’t reject that which has been prepared for you as the vehicle for divine expression here. What if thats true? What if the divine is true and all you can think about is the rejection of the temple that has been prepared for you, instead of inspiring it to further complete its perfection?

If you think that the light that you have to show someone is something other than unconditional love in its nature, then you haven’t opened yourself to knowing the nature of the light that you consider yourself to be. Allow that which moves and motivates you to be that which frees you completely. If you will do that you will move in freedom with a love towards all, always. Always the love of all, for you and the love of all, from you to all, is a lovely arrangement.

See if you can arrange for the lovely ball of life to roll with you as your consciousness, as your presence, as your identity, as the knowing of yourself here. If that which disables you is not yours: quit holding onto it. If it is yours: embrace it with absolute love and if it is not yours: send it home with a gift of love for it’s creator.

May I speak freely in regards to who you are asking me to believe that you are? Don’t try to talk yourself into anything until you know yourself intimately and have a complete understanding of who and what you are. What that means is: you know what all possibilities are for yourself through this embodied consciousness that you are. So if you don’t know the infinite possibilities that are here for you: get to know yourself better. Your body is yours to direct, yours to control, yours to command and yours to experience the wondrous possibilities of what it is to be human. Allow divine love to know your life and allow your life to know divine love: to experience what it is to be loved divinely and to fully receive that love without limiting it’s effects on the body in any way: giving divine love the freedom to transform you through the eye of God into that which meets God fully and absolutely: the meeting of infinite possibilities, on both sides.

Surrender to love and allow the intelligence contained therein to work out the details of your life while you relax and allow it to happen. Where may I know God through you? When can I know God as you? When you will you allow that to be your communication to me? Allow your experience in this moment to be one that awakens the love within you, that frees you, restores you, transforms you and blinds you with the wonder of the divine you. Mmm, yea, yea, you’re the one, you’re the one: we all are. All together one, one together all, all as one and one as all, all brought together to redeem from the fall, the one that is us and the us that is all: the you willing to surrender to the infinite.

Allow yourself to know the freedom that lies within you, that lives within you, the you that you have always longed to be: the infinite you, glory be. Relax, the you that we’re making divine, is the you that most assuredly knows that he is not. It can only happen with your surrender: with the divine making you as it is itself. Polarity cannot create divinity, but divinity can transform polarity into the divine conscious awareness of infinite love itself. 

You don’t have to be very careful to look into your own heart and discover the love that is there. Now you can’t direct it from being the you that you are, but you can be the you that you are and allow yourself to be directed by the divine love in your own heart. Don’t try to control the love, allow the love to control you. 

Allow yourself to be controlled by love, allow yourself the experience of your own divine heart. Choose yourself to be the one who wins, to be the one who knows, to be the one who shows us the way, to show us the way to freedom: through your words, through your actions, through your presence, through the expression of a loving presence. Allow that loving presence of you to be the present that you share with us all.

Pity the oppressor as much as the oppressed, for both are damned to knowing the truth of themselves: the truth of themselves is stopped and blocked and does not flow through them. So bless them both, so that a divine restoration begins to move them. Allow yourself to know the love that you have always wished to know. Allow yourself to have the love that you have always wished to have and allow that to be a stepping stone to the question of: is there more than this available to me? Is there a way for me to embrace a universe full of love? Love is my religion, love is my occupation, love is my presence, love is my essence of self.

Everything that I have ever tried to create has been a mistake: you don’t move creation, you allow creation to move you, to move you into harmony with the divine flow, to move you into the knowing of what those going through life here, don’t know. Say yes to knowing you’re love. Practice saying yes to knowing you are love. Yes to knowing when to not limit yourself, or punish yourself for the past, because you know the divine in the present. 

I know that you can’t know the answers to these questions, because you can’t focus on the knowing of a question that you don’t believe that you can know the answer to: instead you have to surrender to the love that transforms you knowing that love will fix it all, by unfixing your attention from a point of view of not knowing the truth. Unfix that point of view of not knowing truth by observing that the truth of all things surrounds you and shows you all that you wish to know of the truth in each moment. 

Each moment that you start worrying: feel the love in your heart and surrender to your heart knowing what to do. Know that your heart does know what to do with your body, with yourself, with your consciousness, with your relationships, with your obligations, with your limitations and with the ultimate possibilities that are also yours. Allow love to show you the way beyond all that you are and beyond all that you have ever been. Allow love to introduce you to the realm of infinite possibilities in life. 

There cannot be intellectual obedience to divinity: to charting out the divine way and self determining how you’re going to travel that path. There is only feeling the love and allowing the love to do everything and for you to do nothing until love moves you in the path of love.

The divine as you, is the self awareness that frees you completely.

A visit with Carmen part 4

The return of the divine way on earth: why not allow it to be true? Why not allow it to be you? Why not, the divine, for me too?  

Well, because of all of the stuff thats in the way of it, anything thats in the way of it surrenders to it as it realizes your choice to bless all creation with divine freedom. When that intention of yours is clear and evident to this reality: this reality will embrace you lovingly, gratefully and joyfully. Love this reality and bless everyone here to their freedom, to their glory, to their self realization as divine truth. The self realization of divine truth, wow, wow, shouldn’t that be your “drug of choice?” that which takes you to place that transcends this one and reawakens you to moving as your truth here? 

Don’t reject God in any form or in anyone, or you reject God in you. Allow yourself to know God as all that is, allow this reality to reawaken to knowing divine interaction, in a mutual self realization of ultimate truth and ultimate freedom and ultimate love and a serene, glorious and peaceful embodiment that is in full celebration of all life here. Ahh, Mmm, the full celebration of all life here: how freely does that move through you? The celebration of and unconditional love of all life: how wonderful.

With all those “walking around damned, stopped, stupid and dead to eternal life:” allow them their choices, but allow yourself your own: to be that which you eternally love to do and that is to move as divine truth whenever you choose to be embodied and in what ever form you take: you love for your consciousness to be divinely aware. Don’t allow anyone or anything to dissuade you from loving, everyone. “The love of everyone” is who you actually are. Without being afraid of any of it, or needing to be. 

How are you feeling?

Carmen: at peace and very happy… Grateful. I’ve been in this awakening for a long time and I think with this beautiful experience today, I’m going to be able maintain it. I believe that I have gotten to a point that I am totally open and totally receiving God. It’s like wow!

Nice.

Carmen: It’s been a long time, this path, many years.

Yes, I have also been doing this for 20 years diligently now. 

Carmen: this is not like the end but like…

The grand beginning.

Carmen: I’ve got to the point where at the end where I am totally receiving God and the light and opening to creating with all of the angels and masters.

Tell me about the angels that you know.

Carmen: they are the angels that are always with me and take me to the place where I have to be. They always guide me to where I have to go.

Nice.

Carmen: all of the beings that are always taking care of me: guiding me, they brought me here. In fact, I was not invited to the party yesterday, but anyway I was there by circumstances and now I am here and I know that it is causality because I know that angels and masters take you where you have to be, where you have to go to get information and guidance.

It’s pretty-good information isn’t it.

Carmen: powerful.

Thank you, because I am doing penance.

Carmen: you’re doing what?

I am doing penance for a life of self condemnation for my perceived sins. My providing this experience for you is a way for me to stop condemning myself as being someone who should be damned. 

Carmen: this was a great experience for me: lots of peace and love, light: I could say magical but it’s not magic.

I like that word though.

Carmen: yes it’s magical, it’s a miracle, like a miracle and magic.

Magic and miraculous, yes, why not that for you? Why not?

Carmen: first it was like there was a lot of fear, like trying to stay away a little.

Of course.

Carmen: I was putting up a lot of resistance and I could feel it in my body: my body was hurting me, a lot of resistance. 

Who could ever allow themselves “this?” Well, you could obviously. But, who could? Who else does? Don’t let that be a determining factor on how fully you open to your truth. Don’t let the considerations of anything or anybody or any sort of agreed upon “pact” that we won’t be extraordinary here, choose for us not to be. 

Extraordinary consciousness, why not that? Extraordinary, extraordinary: so conscious that you’re aware of everything and everyone else and so your able to perfectly engage them in such as way that their touched and blessed with the knowing that freedom is their truth and that embracing that is natural, Mmm and celebrated. To bring alive creation, by allowing the divine to animate you: It flows out throughout all creation when you do. Allow the divine, to move you.

Carmen: to do what?

To move you. Allow the divine to be known by you, allow the divine to known as you, at least by those willing to know: allow me to know the divine as you. Ahh, yes, yes, its OK, its OK, its welcomed, its welcomed. The divine here is welcomed as you. I welcome the divine through you. I celebrate the divine in you, as you and know that you now know all of that too and can choose to know yourself truly, right now. 

What a bunch of “terrors” that has to move through, “the divine as you,” what a terrifying ordeal it is to allow that to move through your body. So near and yet so far from the truth: always searching, always looking, always hoping, always speculating what the truth might be for you, instead of stopping completely your movement in unconsciousness and unawareness: Stop and wait for the enlightenment of you. Wow. 

The divine as you, is the self awareness that frees you completely. 

Ahh.

Carmen: thank you so much, it was great, you are great. Everything that you say all is so wonderful.

I don’t know where else it’s available. When I look at what’s out there, its all this self help, self realization stuff but I don’t see anyone who lives it as the personification of self realization, so as you think about this afterwords, just ask yourself: is it OK if I’m the one here who is self realized, completely and absolutely? Is it OK? And check and see: is it OK if I am self realized completely here? Check reality here with that and let your body shimmy around a little bit with that. Is that OK? Is that OK? The more that you consider it, the more that it is. The more that you consider divine freedom: the more divine freedom you embody. So consider that from time to time, until you are through deciding who you are and have already realized it. 

Sorry I can’t help continuing to talk even though we have probably run through our time here. 

Carmen: thank you so much.

Your welcome.

Carmen: thank you so much.

Your welcome. 

Carmen: I would really like to come here and do this once in a while with you, because I really enjoyed the experience and I think its very rich: all that I got and all that you got from all of this information through this night is like a big treasure. Its a treasure, and I would like to repeat this kind of experience and I know that your a master, because I’ve known many people and you’re something special. I’ve known many people through all of these years that I have been doing this. For fifteen years I have known many kinds of people and Shamans and you are very special, I know you are. This woman I told you about yesterday is a lovely person and you and her are the most special that I know. Thank you so much, its time to go. I have my knee rehab at 7am.

Walk in consciousness. 

Carmen: I will remember, you do. Thank you so much, good by, goodnight.

Bye. 

Allow yourself the intimate knowledge of divine truth as who you are.

Part 3 of my visit with Carmen in Guadalajara

Is it possible that ultimate truth could be me right now? Could it? Oh my God it could. What do we do with that? What do we do with the fact that it’s possible for us to be ultimate truth in this very moment? How do you interact with that?

Well, you embrace it and allow it to embrace you and allow your body to do whatever it is going to do in your choice to embrace that as it reverberates through your physical manifestation here. What happens to a body that has been cursed horribly, when it realizes the divine way is them and that their choice to be expressed now divinely is universally freeing for himself and others with a level of allowance and self acceptance? 

It is possible to accept self as something that is absolutely and eternally true of you, that is the truth of yourself anyway? Yes but it takes that acknowledgment and realization for the truth to have the  permission and a path, to move through you. 

Why does this reality curse you when you come here as that? Well, it’s not when you come here as that really: it’s just in the beginning when you realize that that is an available choice to you and you are looking around and determining what the mechanics of making that choice are and communicating that to others. Whats said? Whats done? Whats realized? Whats the transformation protocol? How safe is it for me? How do I surrender into it knowing that it is going to be a treat, a divine treat for the body to know and be known as the divine way? As the embodied way of the divine? See how that frees up your body. 

Time for a break and a drink of water and we can walk in consciousness all we want to. Its going to be fun: ) You now begin to enjoy the movements of your body, wow, oh, it still hurts, but: oh my goodness, is it starting to get good. Wow! Ok, we’re now coming back into a shared reality with others and unless we continuously choose to maintain our consciousness, we are going to be back in our normal state, but even at that risk, I want to enjoy the candle and music.

Have you ever observed an awakening before? The embrace of a higher consciousness? Have you ever observed someone embrace themselves eternally? 

Carmen: yes.

I would love to see somebody do that. As you embrace your pains in divine consciousness: they are lightened, enlightened, freed and resolved of all conflict. So, allow the divine to know you, allow the divine to know every aspect of you: every thought, every belief, every decision, every consideration, everything that creates your form and structure, your awareness and your limitations. 

Ahh, know one thing: that you never accept your limitations, your limitations are only appearances and assumptions of others that you cast off with absolute ease and grace when you choose to own your truth. So just choose to own your truth. The truth that frees you, not defines you. The truth that opens you, not the one that collapses you into a state of unknowing. Allow that which reawakens any self that isn’t ultimately true to himself in each moment to move you into your awakening.

Allow every aspect of yourself to reawaken in this moment and know its truth eternally. All aspects of yourself are gracefully and gently given a divine gift that frees them, because it inspires them to choose that for themselves, to know that eternal truth that is true of all of us and that is: all of us are eternally free and no longer have to accept continuing to live in a reality that doesn’t resonate with that for you. Allow yourself to “come through here” so clearly that the reality here “loves” to go into agreement with you: its an experience so pleasant to the other, that they cannot help but melt into the receipt of divine unconditional love. 

It’s a lot to ask, to embrace a reality like that after we’ve lived the lives that we have had here: so many decades as the human beings that we have been. Is it really fair or even possible for us to experience the divine way as us? Has too much happened to us? 

Yes, too much has happened to us to be able to choose to be free. OK, well: how much can we choose to be free in each moment then, as we experience our damnation here: our inability to be our truth here, our inability to even be truthful contextually here? 

Ahh, we choose to be aware of it all and then to make the choice to bless all creation with its own divine freedom. All creation, all consciousness: we bless it all to divine freedom. Choose it or not, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that it is your chosen experience for yourself, available to you because you bless all others with the possibility to embrace that in themselves and know that as their own truth. Realize that that is the choice that you have made is to be that for your self and for all others. Realize that your choice to be here as an example of divine freedom is a blessed one. God bless you with that, that you may realize that its not only your ultimate truth and the most wondrous freedom that you could imagine, but that’s why you came here is so you could show that it is possible for one to choose to be true, divinely. 

Even with so many troubles in your life: all of those desperate situations. Yes, all of thats there, yes all of thats there, yes its all there, yes its all there, but so is “this.” This is here, the door is open, you can walk into this reality now, truthfully, as you. 

Ahh, ahh, ah what a birthing this is, its just so “not supposed to happen here” its just so frowned upon that somebody would have the idea that that would be a possibility for them. Everybody knows that it can’t be true: “where does he get off thinking that he might actually be God,” God damn anybody who might choose that for themselves, is the opinion of the world, stop him! Lock him up, kill him, but that doesn’t matter: just because nobody’s ever done “divine freedom and ultimate truth” in a “singular package,” doesn’t mean that doing it is wrong or impossible or not exactly what you came here to do. (and everyone else as well) Everyone came here to dance this dance, it just only seems like there might be an objection to it. Its why we are all here: to dance the dance of God, to allow the divine to move us and move through us, to be known as us and for us to know ourselves as that which is divinely true and blessed and holy and whole and complete without limitation. Ahh, ahh.

 Will we really allow ourselves to be free here? Feel in your body what it would feel like if you did. Just so that you know what it is. Don’t reject something that you don’t know what it is: thats just silly. If you are going to reject divinity and the divine way: you can only do it responsibly, knowledgeably, appropriately and effectively when you know it intimately. Allow yourself the intimate knowledge of divine truth as who you are. 

A lot of stuff has to move in me for that to be true, a lot of stuff. How much has to move and shift and transform in order for that to be true for you? Hmm, just because its difficult for me, doesn’t mean that it can’t be instantaneous for you. Easy and joyful and gloriously, divinely and passionately free. With enthusiasm and celebration. An exuberance and zest for life as the miraculous. Embrace that as your choice. Don’t decide before, wether it can happen or not from a level of an unconsciousness. Just say: if that be true, let it be true for me. If thats’s the truth: let me know it. If that’s the truth: let me show it, to myself, so that I can move here freely and joyfully and exuberantly and gracefully and effectively live a wondrous life.

What has to change in you, for your life to be a wonder? What has to change in you for you to wonder: ahh, I wonder if it is time for wonders to occur here through me? Is it? Is it? Is it time for the wondrous truth that loves all and frees all and blesses all to their truth and sets them free from the damnation that has taken their divinity to a place where they know not themselves divinely? Well, who would say it would be wrong to free someone from that? Why would that be inappropriate to set people free from that reality that didn’t want to live it? If your choice in this moment is to be free, then thats your duty to embrace the results of that choice: to allow the universal YES that comes from the divine to be willingly received and embodied by you. Receive the embodiment of God: the Goddess is you. Receive that as a prayerful blessing that invites you to receive it. 

Ahh, yes: be willing to receive the blessings of the divine, be willing to receive the wish that enlivens, enlightens and restores the knowing of creation, as the divine, that is an available option for all embodied consciousness here. Allow that to be true for you and me too. Allow us to share that reality, until all aspects of our consciousness awaken to it.

Mmm, and now to the you that you are going to be tomorrow: Mmm, love, love, love it. Love the you tomorrow and see it open to this realization before its even you there. The result is: a willing embodiment of the divine as the you that you are tomorrow. The you that you are every time that you ”awaken.”  ahh, ahh, yes it’s true, it’s true: its you and you are it and it and you are one and the same, no longer separate, but reunited and wholly the truth of yourself. Holy the truth of your self in each way that you can think that it might mean: wholly true, holy you, and wholly true for all.  

Is it possible that ultimate truth could be me right now?

Part 2 of my visit with Carmen in Guadalajara

Allow me, as I allow you: the Goddess... that is your eternal truth, just allow that to move through you, just surrender to that possibility that that could be your truth. Surrender to that, embrace it, love it and say: whats the truth here? and be willing to experience it. Yes… right there, the truth here is that. Your truth isn’t known here and never will be, until you choose it in the now, because thats all we’ve got. We’re not preparing for anything else, OK? Its me and you, here and now, in this experience, choosing to realize yourself as God consciousness and allowing all else that appears to be “other” than you: that same freedom also. Allow yourself the consciousness of God. Open and welcome and wonder why it was that it took so long for you to consider this as an option for you. Why did this take so long for you to consider this as an option for you? 

It’s the belief that “it’s impossible that God could come through me here, thats impossible!” 

So, now you can choose again. Right now, here ,with me. To choose the divinity that we both are eternally. Just say: God yes, yes God, oh yes, yes, yes, to my being free here, to my knowing the divine way, for my being the divine way, for my perfect resonance as the creator, owner and sharer of all that is divine: thats you, thats you! Your the one who shares divinity universally, universally, universally true. You’re the one who chooses love in every circumstance: throughout yourself, throughout your awareness, throughout all of your interactions with all other identified consciousness. You choose your ultimate truth and that is your gift to others: the fact that you can do that for yourself and it’s only done in ways that free, not in ways that trap, embarrass or constrict, but every motion is an embrace of the surrender to being free to move divinely as you walk and talk in this reality: the willingness to be free to move in consciousness as the embodiment of divine consciousness. Isn’t that why we are here? Isn’t that the choice that you would like to make? Isn’t that the experience that you would like to have, if only for yourself?

That’s the safe way to do it: only know for yourself, no impact on this reality whatsoever, other that your self realization within this embodiment of absolute, universal, creator truth. That which I know to be true of you, know that for yourself, allow yourself to know what I know. Allow yourself to know what I know. Allow yourself to know what I know and surrender to knowing the divine as it moves through this reality: because you move in harmony with it continuously, because you can’t do otherwise. (not that you would want to) 

Lets see… I’m not sure where to go with this, I have pushed you further than I push anybody. 

Carmen: I’m very tense, my body is very, very tense. My body is so tense, I can feel it here and here. I can’t move because I am so tense.

OK, so lets let all of the significance, to anything, go. Anything that I have said, anything that I have over stimulated: lets just shake that out.

Carmen: it’s like I am a brave woman, but at the same time I’m very nervous.

Of course, that’s why we are in the condition that we are in: we are terrified.

Carmen: yes, I know that my physical body is reacting to all of this. 

Yes, well, lets just let our physical bodies relax and improve in each moment we are aware. How can we let it improve? Oh yes: allow your body to improve continuously, allow your body to know itself more intimately in each moment, allow yourself to become more and more aware and not get shut back down again. Allow it to just move from awareness to awareness. 

Do you wan’t to take a break now and get a drink? OK, lets go inside and sit down and see if the candle and the music will inspire us.

Carmen: I have been having all of this pain in my body for some time.

For how long?

Carmen: My hands always hurt, but now more and more each time, for about 15 days.

OK, lets be aware of our hands, see what I am doing? This is not to warm them up: this is to make them aware of each other, fully and intimately. Hand to hand, we get to know and understand the other. So, get to know yourself: you have identified as this body, be conscious here, be aware of how to inspire your own physical manifestation here. Be aware and choose to know your body consciously and allow each of your movements to not occur, until they can happen in the maintenance of a transcendent level of consciousness. So now, just be like one of these statues here, until the divine joke is on you and you can begin to move with it: the joke that somehow you shouldn’t be embracing your divine truth, that somehow it’s the domain of others to accomplish and only in stories, not in someone you know, being the Goddess: hey whats wrong with this reality? Here’s a Goddess and no one else is. Come on, you can’t be in the presence of the Goddess, without embracing your own Godhood. It can’t be done, you can’t resist it.

Thats why what I started to explain over there: as fallen consciousness becomes aware of unconditional love and ultimate truth, as something separate from them, they are aware of it, jealous of it or reverent of it, but they know one thing for sure: “its not me,” its not me, its not me, its not me, divinity is not me. Divinity is not me: thats the curse that you internalized. Where did that come from? Who gave that to you as the way to move through life here? 

Change your mind on that: wrong choice, wrong recommendation and coming from a level of consciousness that doesn’t know itself. Ha, ha, ha, taking instructions from other consciousnesses that don’t know themselves. If someone can’t share the experience of divinity with you and reawaken that in you, or allow you to maintain that state and mirror that back to you, whoever can’t do that: don’t lower yourself to their consciousness and think from there, maintain your choice of being the embodiment of truth here regardless of the circumstances and regardless of the circumstances: that embodied choice of yours means that nothing can happen to you without your approval. Your in charge of your reality, so what does it take to be willing to accept that being true for you and for me? 

Thats what were working on now is: what are the mechanics of us deciding that thats a good choice for us? We’ve made the choice not to already and lets now go consider that we should at least give a point of reverence to the question: what would we like now? And now we choose to be free to experience it regardless of what has happened in lower levels of consciousness, past, present or future. Any consciousness less that the unconditional love of all things: sorry, no shared reality of you as ultimate truth, if you don’t welcome that in me, when it is shown to you. 

Oh, what is that about? That came from a level of fear that I have, that I am what I have always been here and nothing else. So what is the truth? Is that all that I am is what I have always been in this life time? Is that all that is true of me? If it’s somewhat more, how do I embody that? How do I welcome into my consciousness as I interact with somebody else, how do I welcome the divine to flow through me in such a way that this body is freed in a wondrous way to experience unconditional love for itself and for all creation? How do you let that move through you and how do you shift into a continuing realization that: I choose to allow the truth to move me, to embrace me, to shift me and have its way with me? I allow that to be a good thing, not something that I have to fight this reality with. 

I choose to inspire my friends to awaken and embrace their truth. Awaken and embrace your truth, is my blessing to you. Ahh and guess what? My blessings work, welcome home. Carmen, welcome home, because my blessings are effective. There’s something about them that are irresistible to you. My blessing to you of divine truth, you cannot, not be that anymore if you don’t want it to.

Carmen: ha, ha. 

I’m sorry I didn’t warn you entirely about this, but I kind of go back to sleep most of the time myself after a session like this and so when we meet again, you will know more about me than I do here, unless I choose to wake up significantly more here than I am. So, if you can gently encourage me to do what I do regularly, I will be grateful. Mmm. I have always wondered how you do it fully, completely and permanently in the now and I have never really quite done it in a way that would free me universally, but I would like to identify what it is within me that prevents me from just freely being divinely conscious here as my normal state of being. So, what is it in me that chooses not to know my divine truth? Where is it that I condemn myself to a life of dam-nation, because isn’t that what we are here? Damned, stopped, unknowing of ultimate truth as you? 

This is the slowest walk back inside that you’ve ever taken. Ahh, poor C, she never lets me go here. I’m not sure quiet how to inspire her to embrace her truth. She just so loves to fight with people and have nobody else be right but her. But, that’s the one technique that is really tough to use, but it is effective 100% of the time and that is: you let the other person be right, absolutely and completely 100% as an exercise in allowing the other to find their freedom. So feel what occurs to you, when I realize and surrender to the truth moving as you and you being absolutely right: Oh my, its her, its her, its you that chose to be absolutely right. Its her, its her, I see it, I feel it and I feel its embrace of me in such a way that it’s: oh my God! Someone is willing to be the host of God consciousness here. Ahh, ahh, who would do that? Who would have balls to say: yea OK? Thats what everybody talks about is being the truth, but who’s saying it and who’s talking about it? A bunch of complete morons, who don’t consider the fact: that pretending that they are not that and then projecting that pretense into the future, means that that is the reality that they are going to have to live, unless they ask themselves: 

Is it possible that ultimate truth could be me right now?

I welcome the divine you that is the truth beyond all things

Part one, a visit with my friend in Guadalajara.

Our objective tonight is to embrace the highest level of consciousness that we can share together. So what this is, is an exercise in the willingness to give, receive and share that which is transcendent. So, allow your self to know that which is the most uplifting of the experiences that you have had in this lifetime and allow yourself to be there, here, now as that and have that be our stepping stone into the perfection of our...Well, lets say it a different way than that: we’re not looking for anything that we aren’t already, always have been and always will be. The question is: do we choose to be aware from there? Or, from what this body consciousness has accepted as an appropriate beingness and level of consciousness? Allow yourself to let go of all of the agreements that you have with the entirety of this reality, as to who and what you choose to be here. You choose the freedom that has always been yours: the freedom to choose and receive and experience reality as you wish it to be and so that is what we are really dealing with, and that is: how do we free an embodied consciousness? How do we take that embodied consciousness and introduce it to a willingness to experience the ultimate freedom and truth that they are beyond this time and place already? How do you inspire an embodied consciousness to join you in sharing the most enlightened self that you are willing to be present as? How do you invite another into sharing that reality with you?

Yes, with an open heart. When one stands in front of you and says: that which is eternally true of you, that which inspires as the divine, is welcome in my presence and in my experience of you. I welcome the divine you that is the truth beyond all things and all creation and all pretense. I welcome you, to make that choice for yourself: the choice to experience what your religion taught you when you were growing up: that the human body is to be the temple for the presence and awareness of God here.

What does that mean? It’s pretty extraordinary and I haven’t seen anyone do it here: all I see is a bunch of people pretending to know the way to truth, but aren’t the living expression of it right now in this moment. Isn’t that who you are to be here? The living expression of absolute truth? The realization of infinite possibilities? OK, where is that truth welcome in you? Show me, show me where you welcome that you, that transcends, everything. Where will you welcome transcendence in you? Where? Welcome your own transcendence here. As your friend, I invite you to surrender to the self that is fully and truly you: the you that is not defined and identified as “this creation” “this lifetime” “this identity” but the you that will forever be beyond that, forever that, and infinitely beyond that, in the now… OK, where do you and I find that willingness within our self?

Well, we don’t do it by continuing to agree with the pretenses of “you being you” and “me being me” you know we can’t get anywhere with that as a defining limitation of our experience with each other. If you’re you and I’m me, then we aren’t going anywhere except to stupid-vill. OK? So, thank you for allowing the possibility of knowing yourself completely and intimately, from beginning to end: the birthing of the infinite you, within the body that you have identified with here. OK, God bless you to be you as well as be yours truly and magnificently, divinely free here at the same time. Why not? Why not ultimate truth being revealed through you? Through your presence here? Through this identity? Through this personification? Why not let me know God, as you? Why not? Whats there to lose? Why not let me know God, through you? Ahh… You never met a shaman like me before, have you? Welcome home sister, you’ve got some awakening to do and thank you for giving me the freedom to come through as clearly as I am, because it takes a persons preparation and consideration of what ultimate truth might be, to allow yourself to receive it. It’s just letting go of the significance's and the judgments of all of that and wether its appropriate for you or for me. Nice, let that go, let go of the pretense that you’re not supposed to be you and that that’s bad. 

Its not bad, its not bad, its good. Be the you that frees us both into a realm of causative action: where a being is glorified by its willingness to embody the divine here, OK? Welcome the divine as you, welcome the divine as you. Welcome the divine in this reality as this, that you are and welcome the divine within the me that I am. Ahh, within the me that is embodied: I allow the consciousness of God to show me the way to my full self-realization. And there, to reawaken to the knowing that I never had anything to achieve: I have always been divine and I always will be and I have full free and able choice of when to turn it on and when to go back to sleep. 

So, where’s that possibility in you? Where’s that place where you turn on divine allowance, that frees this embodied consciousness into the realms of knowing magnificently, that which it is to be one with the flow the divine and allow this reality to experience that, from you? That was a really long first step, on our way back into the house. The point is: when you walk with me, choose the embodiment of divine truth to move through you freely as it chooses. Until you realize that even describing it this way is a severe limitation, because it’s not something that you’re not. Its what you’ve always been and to be stuck into an identification that we are struggling humans: oh my God, how do we unfix ourselves from that?

It’s only this: take a step, allow your body to move, but don’t allow it to move any faster than you can while embracing divine awareness moving through you and so if that can’t move at all through you, then stop. But then, with your awareness that you are willing to choose that experience within your body, then you have no intention of doing anything other than surrendering, ahh... to what ever frees your body from its polarized limitations. So, you just stand and wait and allow God’s will to be you, as the universe moves in harmony with who you’ve chosen to be here. The entire universe will celebrate the Goddesses return, in you, when you do. So try it out now, it’s safe here, now, with me. I welcome the Goddess in my reality, I welcome the Goddess in my reality, I welcome the Goddess as my reality. “The Goddess is me and I don’t have to talk myself into it: its just the way it is.” “There’s nothing that I have to do about it to achieve it: its just the way it is, its just the way it is.” God blessed me to be able to choose to be divinely free here. 

Follow through on that benevolent blessing and accept it. Allow the divine to fully embrace you in such a way that you know the divine as you! Allow divinity to embrace you as you’re eternal truth instead of who you have been pretending to be here and allow that experience for yourself right now. Ahh... experience that ultimate truth really is you, feel it. Its you, ultimate truth has always been you: it can’t be anything else other that you: you glorified in the self realization, that that in fact is absolute truth. So, take a step, take that step in the self realization that as your body moves through reality here, ahh... Oh... reality becomes free, because: you’re you and I’m me and because we choose the freedom of divinity and we welcome the divine way to be known by ourselves. We welcome the divine way to be known as us, to know ourselves as that, without any sort of possible condemnation of that.

Glory is Glory and Glorious is who you are. Any reality that would be in dis-approval of that here on earth: well, dance a dance like this… Stay there. When a polarized being of darkness becomes willing to awaken to the point that they are aware of the glory of God and to consider what that might be and how he could be upset that that glory was somehow greater than he and he had to “readdress that imbalance” by saying: God, me too! So the archetypal foe, is the devil: the poor guy who got left out of the “game of God” Well, who are we to prevent the “game of God from being “lived” by all of reality here? Not us: we welcome all consciousness to choose its divine truth and that is what ever it is that you consider yourself to be, whatever that physical construct embodying that consciousness is: we allow it all to be free to know itself as divinity. All creation knowing itself as the divine, is my blessing to you and yours and to this reality. Divine freedom, divine truth, divine ease and joy and glory as an embodied consciousness, realized as its own eternal truth. 

So, how do we embody that here, me and you?

To achieve a state of enlightenment, requires only that you realize that God is within you.

Do you think so lowly of yourself that you will choose your reality to be one that is affected by other realities? Does the influence of creation identified, based consciousness have an effect upon you? How could you think so little of yourself, that you could believe that the truth of you is your embodied self? The embodied self is the actor on the stage, you are the director, the producer and the writer. You create the stage and the players on it and the one that is you has a choice: wether to continue on as the embodied consciousness that this reality has identified it to be, or are you a native and natural consciousness that exists beyond creation? That holds all creation in it’s grasp? 

A true sovereign king is in harmony with his glorious surroundings, through the nobleness of his spirit as a perfect match to the grand nature of his surroundings: the surroundings are not aggrandizing an ego, the surroundings are celebrating the presence of a transcendent consciousness and is beautifying itself in appreciation. That is why God’s presence is always in a glorious temple. Now allow that presence to glorify you as the temple of God.

We are all here to allow the presence of God to glorify our bodies. Realize within yourself that you are allowing yourself to be the temple of God and that God is at home in you. 

Notice that God is at home in you, look and you will find him within all that you are. 

Notice that you are holy and a wholly free embodiment of divinity: a consciousness of God in form. 

Notice the God in you, take the focus off of the identifications of self, of the personalities that all believe that they are all less than whole, holy and true. Let all of that go as the pretenses that they are and embrace the whole you: the one that encompasses all stars, holy you and wholly true. All embodied within the self that you are here. Allow the identification of you, to know your eternal truth and to be transformed by it into a form wholly in harmony with the you that is beyond “this or that.”

Choose to allow God to live within you and watch your transformation unfold. The funny thing is; God has always lived within you, it is your recognition and realization of that which transforms you, not the fact that God is within you. It is your “realization making real” the presence of God, that is transformational here, not the presence of God. Because God himself is universal, cannot be separated from and when you realize that within yourself: then eternal freedom has been born on earth. 

Notice that God is within you and always has been and always will be inseparable from who you are, what you are and even everything that you pretend to be that you’re not. God is within it all and without as well. 

What you need to do about your circumstances changes considerably with each level of awakening and awareness. Each time you take a quantum leap into a higher level of awareness and consciousness, that which is your purpose or that which you need to do has similarly transformed. So, whatever got you to the state of enlightenment is not what it takes to maintain it. What it takes to obtain a state of enlightenment is not the same as what it takes to maintain it.

To achieve a state of enlightenment, requires only that you realize that God is within you. To maintain a state of enlightenment requires that you realize God as you and that you experience your sense of self as God consciousness. The maintenance of a state of enlightenment is the realization of God consciousness as self and if that doesn’t begin to reorder your physical presence: then you haven’t considered it an available possibility for yourself.

The transformation into love

There is a love here that hasn’t been here before.

I’m inspired, but to know it: I first have to disconnect, me from myself. Which also requires altering relationships with you and others that prevent me from being free.

There’s a love here that I haven’t been willing to recognize or receive before and far be it from me to reject a love that loves unconditionally…
me.

The transformation into love, must be welcomed and surrendered to, if divine change is what you wish to be.

We'll be here when you awaken.

Allow yourself to be opened to the wondrous possibilities of your life.

Let go of the battles that you are fighting.

Allow your fears to fade away in the light heart of the divine way.

An enlightened heart reveals the way of a transcendent life.

The depths of your darkness are no match for that which knows no thought of self. 

Allow the opening to be done and you will have done well and be well done and out of the well of darknes. 
What's to be done by you? Nothing. 
How do you do it? Watch, allow and experience the awe-sum-wholeness of you, as you are revealed to yourself.

Enjoy the love of "your" life and you will find within it the love of all, that opens the way to our return. 

Be at home with that and a fine homecoming it will be for all of us.

The reality of this will come to you, as you allow it to, sweet dreams my friend.

We'll be here when you awaken.

Allow the truth to become you

Allow God to walk with you as you are, don’t make God wait for you to be worthy of him. Your desired change for the better will happen the fastest with God as your companion anyway and if you will open your eye and notice: he is there now and there is nothing for you to do but notice it. 
Notice God now and your struggle to realize yourself will be over. 
Notice God now and the lost will have been found. 
Notice God now and the peace you desire will be replaced with the peace, serenity and wisdom that you are when you are whole and at home with the truth. 
Notice God now and allow the truth to become you, 
because it does.

I should know love here before I go-anywhere.

To go anywhere, for any reason, before you know love within yourself, is to move in unconsciousness in a world dangerous to the unaware. 

To those who know themselves divinely: where does one find the freedom to know oneself as that? 

We are coming here to love “this life” and to have this life know what it is to be loved completely and to know fully and absolutely: that the love of this life, is you.

I want you to have a happy, happy life.

A visit with my son:

Dad, I feel sad.

I am sorry that you feel sad C. I am sorry that you feel sad. I know, I know…

C.: know what? 

I feel sad too and I need some help.

C.: what?

I need some help right here and right now. I need somebody to say: I believe you are going to have a wonderful life.

C: you?

Yes, could you say that to your poppy?

C: I don’t know how to say that.

Just say: I love you and I want you to have a happy, happy life. How about that?

C: I am embarrassed to say it.

Well, I love you and I want you to have a happy, happy, happy life C, I really do. I want you to have a happy, happy, life. I want you to enjoy your life here, I really do. 

Let me help you release the fear from your body, just by rubbing it like that. When you let go of that fear that you are holding onto in your body, in your muscles, that just makes you go ahh… makes you wakeup and be happy. Can you be happy right here? Can you be happy right there in those muscles? Can you be happy in those muscles? Can you be happy in those muscles here? Yes, feel it, you can be happy here. You can be happy here. 

C: why?

It doesn’t matter why, it just matters that you can be happy here. It doesn’t matter how it happens, you can be happy right here in your body. Just let go of all of that unhappiness, you don’t need that. You can be happy here, right here. You can be happy here. You can be happy here. Realize that, just realize that you can be happy here.

C: here or here? 

In your whole body and your whole life. You can be really happy about your life, all you have to do is to be willing to receive that kind of wonderful life that will make you really happy. Just open up and say yes I want that, yes. We both get to choose to be happy here, both for ourselves and for each other. 

Does that feel good? I don’t know either, but it sure would be fun to feel happy all of the time wouldn’t it?

C: Umhmm.

Yes, I want to feel happy I really do, do you?

C: Hmm?

I want to feel happy, I really do, do you?

C: yes.

OK good, I think if you feel like you want to be happy that you should be happy. I think you should be happy. 

One thing that you might want to ask yourself is: is God really in favor of my freedom? Because at first blush it doesn’t seem like he is, and yet here he is and he says he is in favor of our freedom. So, to what degree does God’s being in favor of our freedom does that facilitate us in being free here? What else is necessary besides Gods will? Ha ha, if God’s will is not enough for you to be free here, what else is required?

Wherever you feel stuck energy, where you cannot move easily or you are afraid, whever you feel that…

C: afraid or sad?

Whichever one, whever you feel it, you just let it go and then decide what the best thing to do is and then do it.

C: I think that, Mmm, that Mmm, how I say it? There are two kinds of afraid and one is afraid of someone and the other kind is afraid of doing one thing. 

Two different kinds of afraid. Well, how do we let go of being afraid and just do what we know we need to do to be successful here? Where are our friends that wish for us our divine freedom?

Know that you are loved always and open up to allowing the divine's love of you to be known and experienced by you.

The divine allow the flow of divinity to be they, themselves.

We cooperate with reality, we don’t oppose it, we cooperate with reality, we don’t oppose it. 

 How much can the universe alter the possibilities here, when it see’s my self realization as the blessing that the universe need, in order to perfect itself? (That’s as true for you as it is for me.)

Allow your consciousness to go into a successful bloom, thats all you have to do is to allow your consciousness to bloom where you are right now. Allow yourself to be overcome with consciousness. With conscious, allow yourself to be overcome by a higher consciousness that facilities your own transcendence into that yourself. Be overcome by the divine. Allow the divine to overcome the you that knows that he doesn’t know his divinity. Allow divinity to overcome your lack of knowing, open your eyes and see whats been shown you, in your face your entire life and that is: you are consciously free here as you choose to be. You are consciously free here if you choose to be. 

Allow the reality here that you haven’t been aware of to be so superior to your own that you can allow yourself to be resolved of all of your issues here, into a state of knowing your own freedom eternally.

What do I know of the divine ways to begin walking in my divinity in this moment? Well, we know that it just flows, allow the allowance of the flow is what the divine do. The divine allow the flow of divinity to be they, themselves. 

Why would I not feel worthy of what ever my eternal truth is? 

Oh yes, OK, well… Why aren’t you choosing for the loving truth of eternity to be you? Why would you agree that you are unworthy of that?