That which approaches the divine, is the divine

A visit 

Just to orient you a little bit, I am able to drop my confusions about life when I smoke.

Beverly: It puts you in perspective? 

It diminishes my fear and self condemnation and allows me to be here as myself, instead of at effect of life’s ups and downs and my personality. Who we have become here is not comparable to what our normal realized truth is through out eternity. Most of our existence we are fully aware and fully conscious of everything we wish to be aware of when we wish to know it. We’re not in a position of diminishment or condemnation, we’re not at a bad effect of anyone or anything. We manifest ourselves as we choose and we enjoy ourselves as we wish to, when we are involved in life itself. So, this is just a reminder that once in a while we can take a moment to reconnect with the eternal truth of ourselves and allow that to reorient us here so that we can ascertain what the range of possibilities are here for us in who and what we are here, for what we are involved in and how effective we are in implementing our purposes here. 

What I do when I smoke is I look at what it is that I identify as me, I’m able to objectify the identity of self and look to see what it is thats diverging from my truth and then I can let that pretense go, knowing that that is all that it is. What that then gives you access to is knowing what the truth is about yourself and about the things that you are interacting with here. Just a natural knowing and an ongoing presence of being here in the most wonderfully capable way for a divine being to be present here with an awareness and knowing of self as that. Not from an intellectual understanding but in your own experience of self as that. 

So, allow for the possibility for that which you have heard about enlightenment and ultimate truth, divine self, higher self: all of those things that you have wondered about as to wether they could possibly be true: could there be something wonderful, truly for you, if only you realized exactly what it was? Realize exactly what is true for you beyond this body and this life. Where is your truth as it permeates the universe with its eternal nature? Where is that truth of you and how are you aware of that truth as yourself in your body? How do you download into your body your eternal presence as your knowing of self? As that which exists beyond time and space, that which encompasses all creation? Where does one open the doorway and allow ultimate truth to be you? Look at that doorway that you just observed and realize that its your choice: there is no oppositional consciousness that is not empowered and validated by yourself, so remove your invalidation of self and allow the divine to be you, allow for the truth of eternity to be known through you by others and self.

As you feel within yourself those areas of tension and condensed unaware consciousness, as you feel them and observe them within yourself: don’t do anything about them, just let them go. They are not relevant to you and their not relevant to your reality. Cease trying to fix them and just allow them to be that which they choose to be for themselves. Yes, let go of that which you hold within you that is at war with yourself. Let it go, there’s no eternal purpose being served in that: its just serving the purpose of confusion. Its serving the purpose of the furtherance of an intention and a goal that was made in unconsciousness. Why would you devote your life to serving goals that were made in unconsciousness? Not knowing wether you could achieve them or not and failing time after time, to do it? So let go of all of those needs to save yourself and to save the world and instead choose to know the truth of eternity as well and at least you will be capable of rendering a valid solution when you are asked for what one would be for any circumstance that another is experiencing that is less than Ideal. 

If the eternity of knowing is within you, the solution is in there and readily available for any circumstance. So let go of solving your problems from the point of view of a disabled human or a relatively unable human. Take this moment in time and let go of all of that need and instead allow the universe of divine consciousness to flow through you and enjoy you and allow yourself to enjoy it and allow yourself to remember exactly what it is that is your eternal truth: and that is that divine presence is you, its you, always has been, always will be. Allow yourself to experience that truth in the now while you are embodied here and thats your point actually: to have that divine consciousness in your every present moment here, despite the insanity of distractions that there are here in this reality of other people doing their things. Allow yourself to know your truth in all of those other circumstances. Not just occasionally and then forgotten again, but allow your truth to be present in you, as you, as your knowing that is magnificently present in you. Allow that to move through you and shift that sense of self from one that is not true of you eternally, to one that is. 

Allow that sense of self that is so disabling to you, to dissipate as dust in the wind, as a cloud in the sky, don’t hold onto it and fight it! Let it go, allow it its freedom and it will choose wonderfully for itself and for you when you do that. Allow that which disables you its ultimate freedom to know its eternal truth of itself. Give it the blessing that blesses it all of the way to the enlightened consciousness of the eternal as self. Yes, that you that gets irritated about sounds like those outside, thats the self that gets enlightened here, thats the self that knows its eternal truth, thats the self that is the example of eternity manifest in form. So let go of the self that you have been and allow the self that you can be to be the you that is manifest as the divinity that is your nature eternally. 

Ahh, relax into that and save yourself, relax into all that is within you its freedom to move, to know, to be, to have and to manifest itself brilliantly without any suppression from you. Allow this entire reality to move into its divine state of knowing, why would you wish anything less for it? Why would you condemn this reality to a diminishment of itself, from the knowing of its truth that exists beyond time and space? Of the wonder of what it is to have the knowledge and knowing of eternity, of the divine flow manifest in everyone. Why would you wish for less than that for yourself? Experience everyone and everything as divinely free, moving through reality in a glorious and mutual celebration of life and each other. 

Yes, allow it to be you, the one who is eternally true to herself, that which brings the eternal truth of the one who knows and knows how to know all things. Allow that truth to transform the manifestation of the body that you are here. Just let go of everything as soon as you feel it, as soon as you feel it: let it go. As soon as you feel it: let it go, let it move, let it pass through you without influencing who and what you are, without it shifting and making a defining sense of self for you that isn’t anywhere near your truth. Just let it all go, there is no input from anyone else’s point  of view here that is more relevant than your own. It doesn’t even need to be taken into consideration whatsoever in your knowing the truth of yourself. You do not have to take anyone else’s point of view and diminish yourself as a result of their opinion that you should somehow be here as less than the totally wonderful, eternally divine, truth of yourself as your embodied consciousness here.

As soon as you see the image, as soon as you feel the energy, as soon as there is something that is demanding that you pay attention to it and that you somehow subjugate yourself to it in any way, as there somehow being an ongoing responsibility that you have to it, as soon as that comes into your awareness of that demanding your attention in such a way that you not manifest as your divine self: let it go. Let it go, don’t assist another in supporting another in their lies of who they are here. Don’t go along with the pretense that who they pretend to be is the truth of who they actually are. Know always your own truth as well as theirs, so that when you interact with people here, you interact with a level of knowing that is beyond any of the verbal communications that are going on. Yes, those are happening, hopefully for the occurrence for a purpose that adds to the betterment of life for everyone involved. So lets let go of what ever it is that compels us to spend any of our time with aspects of reality that are adverse to our success here. Lets sever all of those connections, why would you be willing to continually interact with life that wishes for your failure?

Let go of those conflicts and feel what it is to know yourself without them right now. Let go of those conflicts, let them move through your body in this moment and feel what it is to know the truth of you eternally, moving through and orienting the body with what it is for the body to experience divine consciousness within it. What is it for a body to know within itself that which it is to be divinely aware of your eternal truth do self within your body in this moment? Allow your body to adjust to that and hold onto nothing that tries to restrict that from manifesting in anyway. Just let it go. There’s nothing to fight about it and there is nothing to defend from it, just let it go. Let go of all stuck positions, all mental constructs that demand that you not do anything other than pay attention to it. Let it go, let them all go and know what it is to know the divine flow as the truth of yourself. 

The divine flow as the truth of yourself is the reminder that you are getting right now, yes, it has always been you, the divine flow always has been you and always will be. Its not separate from you, it Is In Fact What You Are. You are the divine flow, moving through this body, awakening the body of creation with the consciousness of christ yourself. The consciousness of Christ, your brother, as your own, as a real brother or sister would be. 

Be aware of your body, feel it in its entirety right now and allow yourself to move through all of that as the divine flow, that which is perceiving itself as limitation is not the truth of itself. The truth of all selves is divine flow, so both of you: let go of everything that is not the divine flow and there you will find the truth of yourself and you just have to keep going with it… there is seemingly and unending amount of compromises that you have made with this reality in agreeing to not be here in fact as the truth of yourself. Just let all of that go, the embodiment of the divine is not subservient to that of polarity. It rides senior to all that is in a conflict based reality and any of that reality that comes near: awakens to the truth of itself and chooses to come home to the divine. That which approaches the divine, is the divine. Allow your body to open up in its embrace of you as that, instead of something that you are not. The conflicts in your body are there because you have been trying to pretend that the truth of you is something other than what is. So let go of all that is not true eternally for you, as defining who you are to yourself. 

Allow all inner conflicts to resolve themselves without interference, withdraw your support of one side or the other and instead bless them both with the presence of your eternal truth: unconditionally loving of them and everything that they are and allow that connection with them to make available to them a path to their own awakening if they choose to reawaken. Allow yourself to be present as a source for someone who wishes to know their truth, to reawaken to what that is as themselves. 

Mmm, Mmm, allow your body the understanding of the embodiment of eternal truth: the knowing of what it is to know themselves as that. Allow yourself to know yourself as the knowing of eternal truth and all temporal truth. Allow yourself to know yourself as that which is unbelievably aware of all that exists and that which it interacts with, wether it conditions one to further degrade their consciousness or one that allows you to return to the knowing of your own divine and eternal truth. Allow yourself to be a blessing the reality, allow yourself to know the truth here. That blessing of accepting that in yourself is something that will give this reality an incredibly beautiful gift and that is an example of one who lives themselves as their eternal truth here.

Allow that to manifest through your body right now, allow your body to be re-manifest here as that which is eternally knowing and aware of self and the truth of this reality. Allow yourself to receive the blessings of all Gods, all of God consciousness, allow yourself to open up and say: yes thank you. Thank you for reminding me of that, thank you for being here too, to be available to facilitate my regaining of that truth as myself. 

Let go of all of the connections that drag you down consciously and allow yourself to be fully embraced by every divine, divinely aware and unconditionally loving being, regardless of what their identities appear to be. Receive all the love that is unconditionally available to you. Feel what that feels like to a body to receive the unconditional love of all divine beings. Let yourself experience that, its only you that prevents it, so relax out of that self condemnation that your not worthy of knowing yourself as the divine here. Let go of that condemnation of self that damns you, that limits you, that suppresses you from knowing your truth here and from living the truth of self as your manifestation here. Mmm, Ahh, yes, just let that flow through, all of those traumas, wow, yes you do have to reawaken to them to be able to reawaken from them, As soon as you are aware of them, let them go, thats all you need is a momentary reconnection with that which suppressed you, then you let it go and it no longer has the ability to suppresses you. So let go of everything that you are holding onto that is not allowing you to allow the divine to be that which moves you. So just let go and surrender to all things everywhere, allow everything to move in divine harmony. Allow everything to move in divine harmony within you, then you will be without the limitation on the truth of yourself being that which you know yourself to be here.

Embrace your limitations, embrace your suppressions, embrace the curses and judgements of the world as it has condemned you to being. Embrace them all with a love that is unconditionally and surpassingly divine. Embrace this reality with the love of the divine, right now, right now. Feel what that is to be the love of the divine for all creation. Not someone trying to be that but one who has just realized herself whats true and it doesn’t have to be achieved, it doesn’t have to be earned. It just happens to be the truth of you and relax out of everything that is in disagreement with that, just let it go.  Let go of everything that is in disagreement with your knowing the divine truth of self. Feel the divine truth of self and relax out of all of your connections to that which is not in absolute harmony with the truth of your self divinely being a wonderful thing for you to experience. So let go of every connection there is that doesn’t applaud in wonder and delight that a divine being reawakened in this reality as you. Allow all that will celebrate that to celebrate that and allow all who would suppresses that to be free and your letting them go in every circumstance. They may go where ever they choose, you are irrelevant to them and they are irrelevant to you for your purposes are completely different. 

Let go of all that would limit and suppress you in anyway, feel it in your body, feel those connections, feel those traumas, feel that suppression and just let it all go as quickly as you are aware of it and feel what the flow of that is: to let go of everything as soon as you are aware of it allows a flow to begin within you, a flow that awakens, restores and redeems your consciousness to the realms of the infinite. So let it go so that you may know the truth of yourself, so that you may be free. 

Allow yourself to be divinely free in the midst of every conflict that you find yourself. Allow yourself to be divinely free in the realization that you can resolve nearly any conflict instantly for the benefit of both of you and allow that to be your exchange with reality so that reality supports you fully in everything that you are doing. Allow the possible you to be the you that you are: the one who is a benefit to all this reality. Experience yourself at a level of presence, beingness and consciousness where that level of being, presence and consciousness would be a blessing to every one here. Allow yourself to be here as that you. Its not the you that is possible, its the you that is actually your truth. So just relax into your truth being manifest through your body, thats all it takes. Relax into the eternal truth being the you that you are in your body. Feel it: relax, relax, relax. Feel it, feel your eternal truth, feel your eternal truth, feel your eternal truth: relax, relax, relax, relax. Hold onto nothing as you feel your eternal truth. Just feel it and: relax, relax, relax, allow everything physically to change and go into harmony with your relaxation into a divine state of presence as yourself. 

Now we will come back into our personalities, OK? What we have been doing for the last almost hour is, we allow ourselves to perceive this reality in this moment and each other and we go; yes there was something real there and we are going to allow someone else that we know, that they know, that we had this experience. So the recognition of a divine truth in another, is what your greatest blessing in this reality is going to be, as its one that is here for you and me, a recognition of your truth, the knowing of you from the divine realms and if I can see that in you, then you can too and when you do: you will see the same in me. 

As improbable as it seems and as impossible as it really is: why not give it a chance man? Why not experience wether or not it is possible for you to be divinely true to yourself right now. Ahh, what would have to change within yourself for that to be your experience of yourself here? Feel it, feel yourself in full allowance of divine truth. Both as others and as self, allow the divine truth be what it actually is: and that is the truth of everyone and everything here. It’s the nature of our beginning and how we will fully end up knowing ourselves as again. The question here is: are we wiling to know ourselves as that now? Because that is what we came here for, so this is just from me to you saying: humor me please and surrender to that which is divine within you until you know it as your own truth and have reawakened to: the enlightenment that is you, the light of the moment and always the truth of you in what ever moment you experience yourself as. Allow that to be what you awaken to right now, because as you confront that, as you consider that, as you feel what that is within you and test its boundaries with your consciousness you can see that what I said is in fact true and that is: there is nothing that is limiting you other than your holding onto something that you shouldn’t be holding onto. 

So let go of all of that which is unnecessarily limiting and defining of you, surely go ahead and keep your relationship with reality where you have a job and are responsible, pay your bills and make money, but don’t let be the definition of you: let that be what the body does as it interacts here to create a pleasant survival for itself, but allow your self to know that that is all it is: the maintenance of the body. Don’t limit the knowing of the truth of yourself to that: allow yourself to know all that you have ever known and all that you will ever know and all that you will ever be and be present here as what ever combination of that that brings out the best in you. That was better than a preacher on tav, isn’t it?  

Beverly: I have discovered that we are both angeles of God. 

Wonderful.

Beverly: and we are both special beings.

OK, let me see you, don’t hold yourself back in any way from me. I wish to know that as you right now.

Beverly: I am, so much as that in the last hour. I have seen much of it in my past. I have repressed it, but I’ve always known it was there. 

Ahh…

Beverly: we’re not your normal angels, were special angels. We do special work, unlike any other.

Yes there is something unusual going on here isn’t there?

Beverly: Umm Hmm.

Its not normal to have a conversation like this between humans. You know I diminish myself all of the time because I look at New Age gurus that sell millions of books and none of them are true. 

Beverly: we are angels, you and I, are angels of God.

Lets feel that, lets let the body revel in that experience. You know my body is so bound up in tension and pain, it just so difficult to know yourself as something beyond that you know. So, help me relax into that beautiful truth that you saw for both of us. Oh, thank you. That is a wonderful healing flow coming from you. Ahh, Mmm, Its a beautiful level of divine support to assist me to be able to come to peace within myself. Hmm, Thank you for that, thank you for giving me your blessing of inner peace and tranquility. Hmm and as I open up to the possibility that: could that really be possibly true about Beverly, could she really be an angel of peace for me? And as my brain doesn’t believe it and my body experiences the feeling of the truth of that as it embraces and receives a blessing of freedom. My brain has to re-access its awareness of reality as it observes the body realizing divine truth. 

Ahh, stay conscious of yourself and allow yourself to be ever so slightly moved like this and allow the consciousness that is within the body that is connected through these nearly imperceptible movements. Allow it to come, move as slowly as it takes for you to move consciously with the divine flow, In encouraging your body to fully awaken to its wonderful truth that it is, that you wish for it to be: that it is divinely free in every way. Allow the body to be realized as that. Divinely free in every way: the body, the body, the embodied consciousness, the presence here of divine freedom here in every way. No damnation here for you, certainly not for me and hopefully not for you, that is what you are letting go of, is your own personal condemnation of self to damnation here as this. 

Open the dam,

Release the flow,

Embrace the divine,

As it moves through you.

The dam has broken,

And the eternal is whole,

And holy,

and wholly within you.

The damned,

Opened, 

And restored,

To the flowing of eternal truth. 

The damned, realized,

That to be opened, 

Is a much more wonderful experience,

Than to close and to shut off and to stop and restrict oneself.

Open the damned self, into the light of the eternal loving presence of God and allow the truth to restore you to the knowing of self to the knower of truth, who says: yes, the truth is my preference for myself and for this reality. I prefer the truth being the presence of all of us. 

OK, so there has been a release of some tension, some connection, but there is still a chronic level of blockage as our experience of self here and I’m trying to look at what it is that will bring about a permanent shift for us in our being able to interact with each other as out knowing and I am not quiet sure how we move through this reality as that. I do know that when we talk to Lauren that we are going to talk to here as friends and humans, but do we have to diminish our knowing of self down to what she perceives to be our truth? Can we be something that is actually true of ourselves when we are interacting with someone here who is at their human or animal level of consciousness? Do we have to assume that for ourselves in order to be in good communication or can we realize the truth that to know it all is a preferable way for dealing with anyone here? Because if you know that is to be known about the circumstances that you are involved with here, it hardly would be a detriment to you for that to be the truth right? If you are able to know everything about me: my intentions, my purposes, my abilities and my limitations and what it is that I consider myself to be. If you know all of that and you also know what the truth actually is and where I am in confusion on that, if you know all of that: then how could I possibly do anything to surprise you? You would have managed your relationship with me in such a way that it would not affect you negatively in any possibility. You already know what all of the possibilities are that you don’t wan’t to occur, so you just make the appropriate changes in your connection with me and then it doesn’t happen. So manage your life accordingly: know what it is that you are dealing with, know who it is that you are dealing with, know what it is that you wan’t from the relationship and the exchange and if it is not available for you there: instantly respond to that and have the ability in your relationships, the option in your relationships, the expectation in your relationships with others, that if there is a change in their opinion about you, where they no longer wish for the very best for you, then that is where the relationship ends, until that is available for you from that person again. 

Beverly: amen.

Hmm. Do not agree with your own condemnation from others, in order to have a relationship with them. There are plenty of people out there who wonder if there is somebody here that is true enough that unconditional love can be known from them.  

Feel in your body where things are not working, where things are not flowing, feel where if you are aware there, where there is pain and discomfort and just be there anyway, consciously, aware of exactly what it is that is manifest there and embrace that presence with your own knowing of eternal truth and allow your body to be awakened and transformed and restored to what it is to be a temple of God in truth. 

The block in my life right now is where am I supported financially, where is my opportunity to have reality support my comfortably? How do I sense where that is and how do I move in that direction instead of going in confusion, without knowing where I should be for sure in order to be successful here. Where is success available for me here? How do I open up to knowing that? How do I open up to knowing where I can be successful financially here and how do I open up to embracing that knowing with a choice for that experience? How do I open up to receiving abundance here? Its only he who is abundant who can abundantly give to others. And abundantly give is what you do when abundance is what you have. So open up to allowing the universe to create abundance for you miraculously, from ways you never even considered. Allow the universe to appreciate who and what you are and to reward you with the abundance that the divine always has wherever it is present as an embodied consciousness. 

There is life without limitation, so how do you allow your sense of self, your knowing of self to know what it is to know where you will be most loved and supported by this reality do that there is no concerns by the body about wether it has sufficient necessary to take care of itself?

Allow your embrace by the entirety of the universe, allow there to be universal support for you. There is universal support for you, allow yourself to receive it, to be transformed by it, to be blessed by it and to receive from it all that you wish. 

If your current reality is not supporting you, if the current people in your reality are not supporting you, allow people to come into your life that will. Open up to the universe showing up for you, as people who will love and support you and will interact with you in such a way that you both benefit. 

The point is: that the connections that we make and the choices of who we interact with are actually important. 

Beverly: Oh my goodness, that is an understatement!

And, I haven’t treated it that way. I have let other people choose me, instead of me choosing them.  

Beverly: very common.

I’ve done it without awareness and from a point of view that I should do what the other person wants that is not a divine blessing of me. Don’t obligate yourself to people who don’t love you unconditionally. It’s the curse of hell to do so.

The journey back home alone

The reason the why the path of enlightenment by any one particular tradition doesn’t work when you follow the instructions is: 

The final part of the path cannot be described, cannot be communicated to another.

If you’re holding on to reality so tightly that you are able to describe it, then your not able to fully surrender into that which redeems you from it. So the methodical progression of consciousness from state to state, level to level, quantum step by quantum step, only takes you to the point where you can trust yourself and love yourself and know enough to know that its “YOU” who makes the final choice and takes the journey back home alone. 

A winner in hell is far worse off than a loser in heaven

Beware of agreeing with some seemingly innocent statement, that has within it an underlying assumption that you are a being of disability here. No, you don’t agree to be here as less than your truth, you don’t agree to be here as less than yourself for the perverted benefit of another. A benefit that he believes in, but one that requires his own disability to know, recognize and understand that truth as his. He only knows in that truth, in some perverted way, that he is surviving better than others and he feels good about that. Don’t agree with that premise, being the basis of your reality also. Be the mirror for the entire universe: reflect back to each the exact image that he projects onto you. Reflect that back to him and allow him to know the truth of himself in that moment, so that he can choose for more than that limited and contextual truth now.

Choose to be more than he who chooses to compete and win: where the losers die or are severely disabled. Instead, look for where the opportunity is for the loser to be in full and absolute celebration of life as himself, without any feeling and beingness of disability in his embodied structure. 

Focus your awareness on and stay focused on: who it is that you can communicate to and do business with that will result in your receiving the money you need right now. The receipt of that, will then allow you to consider more enlightened methods of survival, but get that one done now please. Focusing on that will result in success for you, with each of the phone calls that you are going to make, look first for which one will provide success for you in the conclusion of a transaction that you want to occur. 

It’s your agenda that matters for yourself, not another’s and if your agenda is peace, prosperity, love, wonder and an ecstatic experience of life: choose that and as your stepping into your embodying of that: realize that there has to be others willing to share that reality of your success with you. So, where are they, how are they created, how are they manifest, where are the others who will celebrate and assist in every way that which we wish to accomplish here? Where do we get that assistance and how can we arrange it so that it truly is a benefit?

Lets focus on what it is that is actually important for you to get done today. What is it that is really important for you to get done today and what do you need to have in place in order to do it and who are you going to do it with? 

Allow the universe itself and every part of it to realize its full benefit, if it enables you, supports you and secures your success in life and what of that success? What do you allow to be done with that success? Do you allow it to be a success for all of life? Yes, you allow your success to succeed in imprinting all of life with successfully transcending the way that we used to be being here. 

If there are no obvious avenues or contacts that you can readily have the success that you desire, for receiving money for something that you are willing to provide, then ask: where is commerce here easily open for you? Allow your problems to be actually be solved easily. Those overwhelming stresses that you have: allow them to be solved for you easily, so that breathing easily is what comes naturally to you. 

Allow the universe to reflect to you your universal freedom. You are free from all of this, you are free from all of this, just take a look and see...

Each one has to be allowed by the others to be successful, to move in such a way that he successfully receives from life and successfully benefits all the life that he touches, so that there is a true exchange in a real benefit to the rest of this reality for he having been here, for you having been here. Allow the truth that moves you to be the truth that you realize that this entire reality is vastly benefited in its associations with you. Allow for  your consciousness to expand far enough so that you can be aware of where that is: the perfect truth of all things. 

The perfect truth of all things is what you desire for all things. Everything moving in full awareness of its perfect eternal truth, so that each and every self may be divinely free as it interacts with humanity. There is no sacrifice of ones own life needed, only the sacrifice of the spirit to its own divinity. 

If you can see where I am going to be unsuccessful in what I am trying to do, point it out to me. You don’t need to save my embarrassment in the moment that then costs me years to learn the lesson. I’m not interested in learning hard lessons anymore, I’m interested in exchanging with reality in a manner that involves the celebration of all life with all consciousness. 

Allow the grace of God to move through your central nervous system right now and with the grace of God present and manifest through you, through your body, how does that change the self that you have been here? What does ultimate truth realized in form do to the consciousness of that embodied form from the moment it realizes the truth of it? What occurs to the body when the embodied consciousness realizes its divinity right now? What happens to the rest of the system, when one part of the system realizes its divine truth? What happens to the adjacent systems when a God realized truth is embodied here? 

If you are not succeeding, it could very likely be that your not supporting yourself in your truth. Your allowing the reality to beat up on the body that your consciousness is expressed through and you allow that to be the defining factor of who you are here and its the wrong way to do it. What has happened here doesn’t have anything to do with who you are, well, maybe a little bit, but if you take it all of the way out again: everybody’s ultimate truth is the same, so where is it that you start condemning yourself for being less perfect than others? 

Where is that point where you become the judge of others, their warden and executioner simply because you decided that they were less correct, less right in the knowledge of their truth and in the knowing of their reality than you were? And in your self perceived superiority as the correct “rule” over the other, from your point of view. Thats not going to produce anything other than a tortured reality, for both you, the other person and the other people that you interact with. Maybe you get to be the boss, all of the time and the winner, all of the time, but it still doesn’t change the fact that a winner in hell is far worse off than a loser in heaven, ha, ha, ha.

You allow it all be divine, even that which we all agree is most certainly isn’t: everybody that knows that their agreement doesn’t carry any weight because the divine knowing that would require that, is far from them. 

Don’t chronicle the part of your ascension that is relatively and most decidedly not divine in appearance, or not seen in the actions of self but only in the original intent. The original divine intent you allowed to get so twisted that there’s no relationship in your actions to the unconditional love that impelled them. You’ve got to allow your original truth to not twist so much before it manifests as who you are. So what ever it is that is true about you continuously, that is what you should look for, if knowing yourself and realizing fully what that is, is your wish. If that is your wish, look nowhere else other than yourself, there is no other guide other than self examination. So examine self from your own point of view and allow yourself to self correct, as you realize the falsehood of any prior choice and as soon as you realize it: you allow it to change and be free free to find a self that is higher, freer and more divine in its truth. 

The question that I was going to ask you, was it felt to me like things were pretty much the same today after our session last night and I was going to ask: what is it that would allow there to be substantial change to occur? But, when I got quiet, it was very easy for me to notice the divine today, so how does it get any better than this? How do we fully release the sense of self that diminishes us or is in a state of fear? How do we open up to the knowing and loving of self so that thats our normal state of being here? 

OK, you notice that that step is fairly easy, you notice that the wished for state is not what you are experiencing, then there is an immediate realization that if that is not what you are experiencing then you're in a condition of confusion about how to change the state that you are in. You just need to know that you cant change from that state, all you can do is let go and observe that state that is struggling for change, that is dissatisfied with its beingness, and realize that that frustration in your experience of self is the frustration of living a life that is not the truth. So if you just let go of that and surrender to that divine truth that you are able to observe in that moment and yet not fully embody: let go of all that is not the embodiment of divine truth and just say: its not true, its not me .

Lauren: I feel like my divine truth is in conflict with most of the people who are close to me right now. I am trapped by the people that I love that don’t know me and don’t care and that seems to be making the choice.

Know what you wish to know, as you wish to know it

Now how are we? 

Are we Identified as our truth? What fulfills your purpose in this moment? What brings an end to your becoming and your need to be something other than what you are? What fulfills all of your purposes and intentions for self here? What is it that brings to an end, all that has been begun here by you? 

Hmm, yes, only that you know, only that you know yourself as your truth and how does one know the truth of self, when one has forgotten it? In the state of forgetting, in the state of unawareness, in the state of unconsciousness, how does one realize his truth? 

Truth is realized by choosing to know, to be yourself and to understand what it is that you are, so, feel yourself and realize that there is a way for you to experience the perfect freedom of an absolute state of consciousness that is fully realized as the truth of you in your embodied self awareness. Just say Ok, Ok, good for me, thats good for me, I accept, I allow and I am that which blesses Me with the unconditional love of self, of the divine, for the embodiment of consciousness here; the divine eternal truth of self, blessing the embodiment to know eternal truth. Receive your own blessing, and that is: your truth, your eternal and divine truth be known by you right now. Open up and allow that, to blossom within you. The unfolding of the divine from the dense, sense of self that you have been carrying along here and struggling to improve, that dense sense of self, that desperation of the mixture of confusion and knowing and yet not controlling the realization of self here.

Just say: God yes, yes God, I open and allow your blessing of me, that I might be free and forever able: able to be, able to know, able to manifest the divine embodiment of self as I choose to experience self as that. Choose to experience the divine as yourself right now, surrender into that which loves you divinely, that which brings order to reality, divine order, divine presence, divine knowing of self. Let yourself go into the realization of the truth of that. Mmm, Mmm, hmm. 

There’s no benefit in carrying around the confusion about yourself, there’s really no benefit. The days of learning as an aspect of confusion and not knowing is over. Learn by knowing instantly, with an unlimited ability to create from that knowing. Know what you wish to know, as you wish to know it. Mmm. Know what you wish to know as you wish to know it, who would ask anything less for themselves if they were aware of self divinely? Only the unconscious and confused for less than that to be the truth of themselves. Allow yourself to be redeemed, restored, reclaimed, cleansed and enlightened, right now, through the realization that that is what you always are: you are always enlightened, in light and in your truth and you can freely share that with all who are willing to receive it. But, in knowing of the truth of self, know the truth of others and respect their choices for themselves, so that nothing that you know truly, as being true, is forced unwillingly upon another.  Mmm, Hmm.

The knowledge of the divine is not something for you to strive for, the knowledge of the divine is there for you to realize with ease and with the simple recognition of your own forgotten home reality.

The restoration of the divine Goddess

Allow the purpose of what ever it is that you are doing in life moment by moment to be administered by your realization of the divine as the truth of yourself. Move through life as the divine flow, with the divine flow, move and flow as the divine. How?  Ask yourself: how do I move, how do I flow? 

Well, if you don’t know, you just stop trying to figure it out. Relax and say: I’m ready, I’m ready and I know that my truth is revealed to myself moment by moment, according to my allowance and willingness to receive that and realize what it is. Willingly receive what ever it is that never changes, as the truth of you. Allow this manifest body of polarized creation and know what it is to know self divinely. 

Body to body, identity to identity, we look at each other knowing all the things that we have thought and spoken and considered about each other. Virtually none of it is our truth, the truth of self, or the truth of the other. So look and know what it is to actually know, what is eternally true about the other. What is the truth of your divine brother? And what is the truth of my divine sister? Can we receive that divine knowing of the divinity of the other in that sense of self that we embody here? 

Relax into that, what is it to know another, a very flawed other, a seemingly imperfect other, as the perfection of their divine self in form? Allow yourself to know me as that, as I allow me to know you as your eternally divine truth. As I observe you I… Oh, wow... let go of so many judgements and I welcome the truth of you instead, not my opinion of you. Don’t allow my opinion of you to define yourself in what you consider yourself to be. I take it all back, it was all wrong.

A shared experience of the divine self with the other, it’s the only thing that we wish for ourselves and the other. We wish for divine truth to be known by all, by each self, by all selves and certainly by all those, especially for those who are willing to know that. Be willing, be able, be free. Be free here and now, with me. There... open up that door, and allow the light of eternity to shine through all that has been identified as you here. 

Hmm, and why not? Why not? Come on Lauren, a pretense is no substitute for the truth. No more pretending, no more shaping of yourself from that which you learned from others, no more. No more, no more, you are finished with that. Every one else: everyone else, including me, was wrong about you. We were all wrong, we were all wrong and on behalf of every embodied being that ever had any opinion, judgement, or observation about who and what you are: we take it all back, it wasn’t true, we weren’t looking at the whole truth. We couldn’t see you, we didn’t know you, we didn’t know ourselves. We didn’t know ourselves when we judged you. We didn’t know the truth, that you truly are. So please, please, allow us to know what that is, show us the way, allow us to feel the divine flow freely through you to us. Please heal us, heal that which we have considered to be damaged, with the truth of your divinity. Allow me to be whole, by feeling the whole truth of you. Bless me with your divinity, let me know the goddess, let me feel what it is for a divine Goddess to be present with me, giving me her blessing, as you. Yes, open up to that: the flow of the divine Goddess as you. Shifting, harmonizing and healing the imbalances in the reality that surrounds your body, by the radiance of who you are in truth: divine radiance, the embodied Goddess. Allow that to change all in me that recognizes not, my divinity. And bless me that I may allow my self to surrender to, the presence of the divine in another, so that I may reawaken to the knowledge of the divine self that I am. 

Lauren: you are that David.

Mmm, I’m interested in having my sense of self, my identified self, my limited self, my false self, fully realize that truth. To have my eternal truth be the “normal me” and yours be the normal you and now I, in return of your gift: I allow the divine to flow from me to you, so that you may know, that I know, who you are and that, when we interact, we both realize our eternal truth in that interaction and know that we’re here to embody that for ourselves first and then for our friends who are willing to know our truth, but we for ourselves, choose to be able to walk in our truth, for ourselves, always. Always true to ourselves. Never deviating as a result of anything in this reality. For there is no need to change the truth of ourselves to fit the circumstances of others.  Our truth does not require us to force our truth upon others, it only requires that we maintain our conscious knowing of our truth regardless of who and what we are dealing with in this life on this earth.

All those things that are in disharmony in your life; they don’t matter now. There will be time tomorrow to do things, that need to be done, but right now, right now: relax into the truth of God, until there is no truth of God that you don’t know and that you don’t embody and that you haven’t realized fully as your own. 

I really appreciate your willingness to let me do this with you, because there are not very many people who do and certainly very few as willing as you to help me facilitate myself, in my embracing of all that I am. Thank you and continue to allow the divine to be known here through you, at least to me right now. Allow me to know the divine as you, allow me to know the divine as you, allow us all to know the divine as you. Which only means that, if we choose to know the divine; at that point, we can readily experience that, through you. The divine never imposes itself upon another, any time a brother, a sister, a mother, a child, wishes to know eternal truth: it just flows from us freely, fully, truthfully and plainly, so that when one wishes to know the truth: one knows it, because we allow it to flow through us unimpeded, uncensored and uncontrolled by anything that is less that divine in it’s awareness of self. Only the divine chooses the form and communication of divinity, nothing less than that can, so don’t fear what you may see, what you may do, what you may become, because none of it is going to be decided on that level. 

The restoration of the divine, the restoration of the divine, the physical restoration of the divine, as you, as you, I know, its funny, Hmm? The restoration of the divine Goddess and God, the whole truth, the whole truth of all. Ahh… Allow that to be known, as you.

Mmm, thank you, thank you again to be willing to host me, to humor me, to show me the way of the embodied divine consciousness. 

There’s no unfulfilled purpose in us, so let go of all that seems to have an unfulfilled purpose, because it’s all been fulfilled in the perfection of the divine being allowed to move through us, unimpeded and uncontrolled by unconsciousness. Our consciousness that is less than divine, surrenders to divinity. Our consciousness that is divine embraces all of ourselves and loves it unconditionally. 

Allow to come into your awareness, your closest interaction with another that has not been the realization of the divine and the receipt of unconditional love by the other, of your words and actions from you. Allow the shifts in you, so that the other, wether it be a brother, sister, father, mother, husband or wife; allow the other to be free, to be whole and holy, and to know that unconditional love is what you hold for them, is what you flow them. Allow them to know that you have been transformed and changed. At least by the fact that it’s obvious to them that you love them abundantly and beautifully, in such an incredibly aware way: that it’s irresistible. It cannot be rejected, It can only be surrendered to. It’s a receipt of the divine embrace by that which was damned from knowing it, from knowing themselves as that. Un-damn yourself by opening to the divine embrace of self, by the divine. 

Divine communication as your truth of self

David: Let me tell you an experience that you should have with your spouse and I would devote 2 hours straight to this; its a game thats never been played before and that is; absolute allowance and validation of the other. Here are the rules of engagement for that; if I am talking and you open your mouth to say anything, as soon as I perceive that you have a desire to say anything: I shut my mouth wait for you to say it and when something builds up in me and I’ve got to speak: I do and you shut your mouth and let me say it. 

This is the key to the ease of the transition into the divine realms. For you to be able to say anything that you want to say, in the instant that you want to say it, is my gift to you. Heres the point and what neither one of you realizes about your interactions: you are both right. 

Until you cut the other person off, the one who is being allowed to speak by the other one is being given the grace of the attention of the other and part of that grace requires a reciprocal flow of that allowance. So it doesn’t matter if you are in mid sentence, mid word, mid thought, second by second: if you are talking and the other person wants to interrupt, you stop and you drop everything that you were communicating.

The other has a lot in him that he has to communicate and what ever it is that needs to be expressed in order for him to be freely expressed here, that communication has to come out of him and because of how we each suppress each other in our interactions in life, we don’t trust anybody. Not even our own wive’s, not even our own kids, certainly not our parents. So, how does one find their way here with another? It is only with the person that is speaking, always stopping speaking if the other person wants to say something. If you immediately feel the need to respond again after you were interrupted, go ahead, you don’t restrain yourself, ever! But, you always respect the others communication, so you drop yours immediately and let them speak when they start and as soon as you need to hit that ass hole over the head again with your communication: you do and that ass hole has to let you. Now when he can’t stand it himself, he hits you back and you let him.

John: what if both people keep interrupting each other?

Then there is no communication. 

John: it just stops.

Because there can then only be silence then, because if you will silence your brother as he begins the first syllable of a word and he does the same to you, then the only thing that you can do to improve the situation, is to share silence, until words can be spoken in respect.

John: but if we are in that kind of a context, would that kind of thing be possible? Could we actually, both enroll?

If your not willing to do that to the person that you have committed to spending the rest of your life with, then how much have you really committed to love anyone, even yourself? Because the love of another, is in knowing and validating the other person exactly as they are: exactly as they are, without your changing them in one iota in any way. You love them as they are and the experience of unconditional love, of a love that loves you, as you are, is a transformative experience that heals your soul from that which has diminished your experience of self from the divine truth of self, into the realms of incompetence, anger, vengeance and a need to explain to somebody else that they haven’t got it quite right.

John: tell me that again.

The first step is when you are in your gratitude that this woman was willing to say yes to spending the rest of her life with your, when you are in that gratitude say; sweetie, lets do that little communication drill right now, because I would love to enhance my existing love for you.

John: she is pissed though, she has got some information about what an ass hole I really am and that information is burning a hole in her heart.

Then let her express it. 

John: I understand that, but what I am saying is; in that expression, lets say suddenly I develop a large amount of information about what an ass hole she is. In theory how would we negotiate that?

As soon as she responds to your communication of her “asshole ness,” as soon as the other person begins their response in anger and un-enlightenment; you shut up and at some point, one of you…

John: I think I get it, I think I get it, what your saying is; if she has a big agenda for me right now, allright?

Of course she does.

John: I jump in and say, great lets go. Now that maybe brings up a lot of things for me.

Yes!

John: and I go on and she shuts up. That would be really be fun.

To the greatest degree that you are able to allow that in yourself, if you are able to be self reflective and say; OK, as the ground rules for this, I am going to remind myself that I am going to feel compelled to be an asshole in this conversation.

Narelle: we’ve done a similar thing dave, where he says I have something that I wan’t to share and I don’t go crazy on him.

John: she never does, she’s a lady.

Narelle: what I have experienced from him is, I will actually ask him permission if there is something that I want to give feedback on if I notice that he has done something in a workshop or whatever and initially he will be; sure go ahead, but one minute into it, if it is something that he is feeling that I am saying he is being an asshole, where he goes with it in his mind; it is to immediately “cut me off and come back with defense” and I have felt sometimes like a Stepford Wife. 

Yes.

Narelle: So then I just need to just be quiet until he says what he has to say.

Let him get it off his chest, let him get it off his chest until you have to take responsibility for yourself…

Narelle: and I’m doing pretty good…

Don’t ask him if he is done, because he won’t be done.

Narelle: thats the thing, its goes on.

Ask him for this: to be in his grace and truth and to allow you to communicate when you feel compelled and if you only get a few words out before he has to come back again, let him, because maybe you can let him go for 60 seconds before you need to interrupt for your 10 seconds before he interrupts you again. If you can be enlightened enough to allow there to be an unequal amount of communication, if your willing to give him the floor 80% of the time and he then allows you your 20%, then you can relax.

John: HAHAHAHa.

Narelle: most women would be like; wait a minute, I have lost all of this control and I’m the doormat that can only speak for 2 minutes and I have to listen to him for 2 hours, but I am buying into that to choose to be like you know what? Its OK, this is his experience and I am going to choose peace, I am going to choose to give peace because I can choose to give this as a gift, or at any time I can say; 

Be in the moment, don’t have an agenda for this and don’t restrain yourself to be a good Stepford wife.

John: I want you to keep talking about what you are talking about, I love this concept about this communication thing, you call it “the game.” This is a whole new arena, I have never heard anything like this. 

Its never been detailed before.

John: its unbelievable. 

Narelle: I don’t have to say anything to defend myself.

John: but if I want to, 

You don’t restrict yourself in any way, except if your the one talking, it is your obligation to shut up if the other person starts talking.

John: there is something very fascinating about it.

And so, say your piece until he cuts you off and then he says his piece and the only time frame that he has to continue speaking in, is until you cut him off. He doesn’t know if he has a tenth of a second or 10 hours because you are validating yourself in your every communication and your validating the other in allowing them theirs, yes you have the power, both of you have the power, both of you have the power and both of you are granting each other the power.

Narelle: when I start to speak, you in that moment like Dave said, even though there is more that I wanted to say, I am going to stop right now and I will listen to my sweetheart and then..

When he becomes your asshole partner, you express it, now at some point you are going to get your angst fully out and expressed with each other and then you’re going to stop interrupting each other with desperation and begin to interrupt with light, laughter, consciousness, jokes and the celebration of life instead.

John: this takes it to a whole new level. This would be like the next currently unseen level.

Narelle: it would be something that I have wanted, because I have still at time felt that there is control at times from John.

Of course there is, but now: he who has the floor has it only until the other person takes it away from them and it can be switched every second.

Narelle: but at least you are choosing for that second to get out of the way.

John: so if I could identify my personal goal in that kind of a moment, it would be two fold; one, I am going to say what ever it is I want to say, as long as I am being somewhat respectful about it and authentic.

Just express your authentic feelings in every moment.

John: I will do my best too, number two would be just as strong as that goal is when I feel my sweetheart coming in with her authentic expression, I’m going to shut up and let her go. Its the most paradoxical thing I have ever heard.

Its not when you just feel something, its when you hear an: uh, the very beginning of a vocal utterance or even just the furrowing of her eyebrows and you can say; oh, do you have something you would like to say on that?

I would love to experiment with this when I am pissed off. 

You know why you can’t? Because as soon as you get this, you won’t be able to be pissed off. 

John: you’re blowing my mind, I’m loving this.

Narelle: we won’t choose to go there anymore, because it is always a gift that you are giving.

John: David, you and I have to do this right now, because we have got enough angst between us on our different philosophical stances.

OK

John: do you ever have breakthroughs over and over again, the same break through? 

Of course, it’s called the “breaking in process.” 

John: lets now take them to another place.

By example: If somebody see’s you respect another person to the degree that it is a transformative experience to just observe how somebody can change somebody else by giving them unconditional allowance to express themselves in anyway that they choose in the moment and love it, love what that is.

John: that would be more powerful than a thousand words. More powerful than 3 days of words. When somebody else wants to say something…

Guess what? You allow them.

John: Just like that?

Just like that.

John: I was saying, “the minute someone wants to say something and you said guess what? And, I stopped.

Yes, you did it perfectly. You already got it.

John: Have you ever done that with anybody?

With you, right now.

John: Thats it? This could be one of the greatest breakthrough’s in history and it just started here?

It changes the world, from here. Now of course that statement could be perceived as a very presumptuous and Egoic “I am something and nobody else is,”

John: but I allow it.

But, it might be true.

John: this is really exciting.

Transformative, because you don’t have to wait to interrupt them, you have permission to interrupt them anytime that you feel compelled to, so you are completely free in your own expression of yourself.

John: but the big, big, super nova thing for me is; I can’t tell you what it felt like for me just now, when you interrupted me twice and I stopped.

Yes!

John: That for me is the big deal.

Yes!

John: I can talk off of my rocker for the rest of my life, what it feels like to stop.

And give respect to the other.

John: what a gift.

Narelle: without being in your rightness of; “you just interrupted me.”

You can say that! And that is part of the fu…..g game. 

Narelle: now I am giving you permission, go ahead. 

Interruption is good! It means that you have something to say and so I just shut up and I can speak again: whenever I wan’t to. I just have to shut up as soon as you start communicating, but if I have a few more words I want to say: I can hit you back with those as soon as I feel like it after you have started. 

John: I haven’t quiet made sense of this, it is coming and it is so close. I think what it is is this; the game becomes an immense possibility when its played in the context of two people trusting the balance that could unfold in that game. In other words; I know who you are.

Yes.

John and I know you know who I am and so we know really the objective of the game is allowance, balance, union, peace, we got that and so if that is the case; I can let him interrupt me at any time and we are still going to end up at the objective.

Of course.

John: I think that’s what it requires: its the context of it. Wow.

David and when you get good at it: you don’t even have to tell someone else that you are doing it.

John: for sure thats just the way that you do it.

It’s who you become.

John: thats just me and there is a very distinct... 

Yes,

John: I stopped, did you hear that?

Yes, it’s like your already a master.

John: it’s so fun, you started to interrupt me and its so fun I just stopped. Ha, ha. Dave, you have invented one of the best rides possible! 

I know.

John: back to my feedback: the reason that I share that with you, is because, you know how you have this great desire to have somebody experience what you have experienced?

Of course.

John: It’s such a wonderful desire, I so relate to it, because I have the exact same desire for you.

Ahh. What would I experience as a wonderful thing that you know? 

John: it’s the exact, same feeling that your feeling towards me: there’s no way you can say it, you have to go there.

Yes, OK well done.

John: now when I am with you and I am in deep in the “Dave world of water” its all beautiful and when I am running in grass and I love that grass. Its all just different substances.

I get it, their different. 

John: the point being: I have a hope for you, just like you have a hope for me.

You think that the water doesn’t know the sky that touches it in every moment? 

John: pretty much, yes.

OK, I got you, I get that you think that I don’t get it. I’ve received that communication.

John: and I’m really excited that your allowing me to have that experience and here’s whats better: I’m allowing you to have that experience of allowing me to have that experience. Ha ha.

It’s wonderful.

John: and truly that is a very high realm, not the highest, but it is a very high realm. It’s the beginning of something.

It’s step two on the stairway to heaven. 

John: OK, having said all of that, now I would just love to have you go off. Do you still have your recorder on?

Yes.

John: I wouldn’t mind handing you the ball for a bit. Having said all that: Ladies and Gentlemen, we welcome one of my closest brothers. For those of you tuning in this late in the program, understand that this is a very special child of God and he has a lot to receive.

I am truly nothing special at all, there is nothing unique about me or anyone that is not the same for all.

John: Oh yea? Except for your willingness to receive. I’m done, thats it.

Well, then what we’re going to do is walk in silence, until I feel compelled to say something…

It is nice that you are willing to do this with me, I appreciate it because when your willing to look for the transcendent in another and to say: God bless this man that God may move him in such a way, that the words that come out of him are the words that God himself would say. Who can you get, that “gift” from, right? Who can you get that gift from? I treasure that gift, thank you, because it inspires me to look for where my freedom is found in this reality. Where am I open to being one with Christ? Where am I open to that? Where is there a possibility for that in this moment? Well, guess what? There is a place and you open and you allow for it to move through you just like a virus, you allow for it to spread through you. So thats the game that you play with God on this level: i’m open, i’m ready, i’m willing. I’m willing to be that which is open to receiving the knowing of what it is to know God and to have God know me in such an intimate way, that I myself know God equally well. 

It’s a tall order, but if thats not your goal, if you don’t shoot for that target of the possible, but seemingly impossible, the possibility that has been foretold by every holy man who ever lived. If your not shooting for that for yourself, then what is the likelihood of your being that in somebody else’s experience of you here? Not your own experience, but somebody else’s experience of you, as the transcendent light of God himself? Because why should Gods light be limited in any way? Is not every structure of reality, structured in such a way, to be a welcoming home for the divine being the consciousness of it? Isn’t that what heaven on earth will be: where heaven is the reality that we share with each other? And what’s the level of consciousness there? It’s the consciousness of the divine for each one being divinely home, divinely free and divinely expressed in our communication with each other. 

Now you take the floor for a moment and speak what you wish to speak. 

John: I feel just such a sweet spirit, where heavenly father is walking with us. Because when there is allowance and respect, there is God.

Yes. 

John: regardless of our come from and our dogmas, he doesn’t care.

No, he doesn’t

John: he only cares of our allowance.

Yes, yes.

John: so it is very sweet.

You don’t find freedom in chains, bounds, rules and regulations. It’s in allowance, the unconditional allowance in allowing the other to speak until that which is in you, is emerging like the Phoenix out of the ashes. But, it has to go from a transitional phase of expressing confusion and you allow it too, both for yourself and the other. You don’t invalidate yourself at any point, you allow it to be expressed and your enlightened enough to recognize what we are talking about and to say: Hey, I can communicate that concept and I can live that in my life and I know that thats going to enhance my life in such a totally awesome way, that my life is going to be one that people are jealous of. Not to gratify my ego, but in the knowing that I can be here as the man that it is possible for me to be here. That, “that” is a blessing to myself and is a blessing to everyone else that I come into contact with. 

There is nothing that you can look at, that your welcoming of your experiencing of it, that you can’t experience God there. Everyone does the best that they can and everybody despite their experiences is becoming more and more. Even when it is seemingly destructive, even when it is done in the worst possible circumstances and ways, there is an expansion and progression of consciousness.

Now here is another level on the communication drill: if somebody is having an experience through “their filters” even though through your filters, you know that they are completely wrong and full of it: it is incumbent upon you to check and see if they are right! Because if you are in resistance to those words whatsoever, your deserving of the judgement in those words and if you are in allowance to what is spoken: all the words of unconsciousness and polarity will go through you like a cloud moving through the sky and the person speaking them upon finding no resistance from you in their speaking of them, expands out their own awareness and understanding into the allowance of the divine flowing through them as them and they reawaken to the realization of their own eternal truth without the need for another to correct them in their mistakes along the way.

John: Oh my goodness, ha, ha. Can’t you say it again?

No, I can say something else though. I was appreciating my noticing your conscious recognition of a higher consciousness gift, that I was giving you and so for me to see that you both received it, realized it, recognized it and fed it back to me: that makes my day, because while I am not in judgement of this reality, I recognize it for where it is and what it is, what its potential is and its potential is transcendent. It’s perfectly “this” but its potential is magnificent! 

John: thats really beautiful.

It’s potential is not just magnificent: it’s potential is a living miracle for every one of us and so to have somebody know and realize that theres hope in our being able to open into living our lives as that experience here: wow, that is something else, because your not just talking about it like all of those phony guys who write those books, oh my God no, your experiencing it! And experiencing it a level of communication where its not conceptual or intellectual, its: Oh my God! “I just had a realization, something just shifted in me and I’m more awake and aware.” “More present and more loving than I was before and thank you, and thank you God and thats why we’re friends: 

To be there for each other. 

To be holding that space where we “know.” That the person that you walk around as every day as is just an act, a pretense, a human doing human things, but we’re here to share a secret with each other once in a while and that is: the experience of what can be for this reality, with each other, in reverence, in awe, and then in celebration of the divine potentialities of this reality and how we can be open into that divine awareness “sparking into existence” in this reality and the transformation who we have been into who we can be divinely: who it begins with, what it begins with, none of that matters, because there is no credit or special recognition needed for what initiated a shared experience of a divine state of consciousness.

It’s just the wonder that it happened at all and at the point that it happens and it is a shared experience. Who are you being reverent to and appreciative of? Everyone and everything, because you are now not trying to be something that you are not. You realize that you already are and always have been a divine consciousness that is choosing to awaken itself as the knowing of self as that, while embodied and thats the bravest journey that a man can embark on, because there’s so few that have ever done it here on Earth. And, who did it really? Jesus? Yes, probably, but who else, who else? Can you count them on your hands, or are there hundreds or thousands or millions? How many are there in this world right now? Is there even one? Maybe, god bless that there would be at least one, some and hundreds and thousands more, until all of humanity is awakened in divine consciousness and awakened to their native knowing of eternal truth that is their natural state of being when they are not embodied.

You cannot act divinely with another without that brother soon recognizing the same within himself and thats why there is no guru, master-teacher-student relationship. If there is a true guru, the guru is known by the enlightenment of his students and associates. 

John: what do you mean?

If those that are around you are not the best examples of consciousness awakening to the unlimited possibilities of self, then what kind of “low rent” guru are you? 

John: I got you.

If somebody has to meditate with you for 20 years before they realize that they don’t have to meditate with you to be the eternal truth of themselves, then you have done started your service to humanity a little early: before you realized the truth of yourself and thats the first work that we all have and that is the realization of our own truth and so we look around and say: who’s interested in having a shared experience of that so that I can have someone to practice on, with what it is to be the living embodiment of my own truth: that which I am eternally, but that which I can’t quite remember exactly now... but am I open to that? Yes, I am. Good, bad, whatever it is, I don’t have any desire to hold myself back from any of it.