This life is not how God lives.

Let all that is not God go to it's place.

The Glory of God is in the perfection of beauty, grace and freedom.

Be conscious in reality.

If God took over your body now, what would it say, do, go, have, feel, experience and know?

Would this body feel better if God were in chatge?

Identify the part that has to let go for this body to be in everyday enlightenment.

What do you want?
Will you take it if God gives it to you?
In joy for all?

Your never going to learn, you cannot cheat the Devil, give the Devil his due.
The Devil is due his kingdom and domain according to the choices that conscious beings make. Leave them alone.

How do I free this body then?
Choose wizely your activities and connections. Choose to be with those who choose to be conscious, to choose Joy for All.

Immanuall