Perfection is possible within us all you know

I willingly surrender myself to eternal truth. That means: whatever eternal truth moving through me does to affect who and what I am: I willingly allow those changes in me.

At this moment I am on strike against bad behavior towards others: behavior thats not unconditionally loving to others, including my own to others and myself. I choose to behave well to myself and to others. To myself first and then to others. When I behave well towards others, I am also: always being true to myself as well and my insistence that my life be a life that is peaceful and calm.

I’m letting go of all of my ideas of what it is to win and that that is important. Specifically because these ideas have not brought me the life that I desire for myself. So, if what has brought you to where you are, is not sufficient for bringing you to where you would like to be, then you have to let go of it all and say: what is it that will inspire me to be the me that I wish to be? What is it that will inspire me to be the me that I would like to be? That I believe that I truly am? What would it be like to be the me that is free? That is true? That is the truth?

Surrender to the truth: it’s always the right thing to do. The truth is: that things are the way that they are, but as long as you’re not “owning it” as being a limiting truth for you, then the transformation can begin and the realization of eternal truth can be born again in you.

To change for the better: all you have to do is feel yourself as you are, in this moment and now: refuse to move as that. Stay still, absolutely and do nothing, until you can do it from a quantum step of improvement from where you have been. “I am not going to deal with life as “this” any longer.” “I am not going to be the me that I have been, any more.” 

To go through life not knowing how to operate successfully is just unwise. By successfully we mean: you get the results that you desire for yourself. Thats the only measure of success that is relevant to you is that your life be the life that you wish for, for yourself. So decide what that is for you and then just do it: allow it to come naturally for you, in the natural expression of the perfection of you.

“I’m not going to fight myself anymore because I’m not going to move until I am fully in agreement within myself.” “I’m ashamed of myself for not being true to me.” “I am ashamed of myself for being the me that I have been and I will not move again until I can move: no longer as what has been, but as what it is possible for me to be.”

Perfection is possible within us all you know: it’s just that we move through life, without realizing our perfection first. Realize your perfection first and then move through life and your life will be a wow. 

“It hurts me to be here, being the way that I am. Nope, I’m not going to move as this anymore, I’m just not.” 

The continuous overreaching by seemingly everybody to charge more than the value of the products that they deliver are worth. The attempted manipulation of reality to favor yourself to the disadvantage of others, is the wrong way to achieve perfection. The perfection of the reality of this society is achieved by the perfection of the personna in you first.

Allow the blossoming to begin

Choose to experience your blockages and barriers, don’t try to figure out how to get rid of them: just find a way to look forward to experience them fully. Know every aspect of that which limits you and embrace it with interest and appreciation: appreciation for it finding a way to control you without your conscious permission. You have to respect something that’s capable of that. 

How are you controlled without your permission? That’s not an easy one to know is it? You have to be willing to know: to know that which frees you and that which binds and limits you. How do you embrace the freedom and let yourself be free of that which limits you?

You have to choose to be conscious of that which you do not want to know about. You have to change your mind, to want to know everything that limits you, condemns you and collapses you into believing “yourself” as being something less than you truly are. 

Embrace with your awareness that which wishes to condemn you to an existence of tragedy.

For those who resent your not being with them as you were before: were they a blessing to you? Were they a support to you? Do you value and treasure their interactions with you in your life? If the answer is no, there is no explanation needed: you’ve moved on in your life to that which suits you in the moment of now. 

Embrace this, your limitation, with your awareness and willingness to know what it is, so that what it is, is no longer necessary for your education as to what your appropriate behavior toward others should be. Thats really what it’s all about: treat others in a manner that they consider the possibility that you are an extraordinary, unique and interesting individual.

“Nothing is going to influence me against my will.” That is the intent of your choice for your personal freedom, to know yourself so truly that another can’t help but say: yes he is a blessing to me. 

What is it that you can know about yourself that will inspire others to recognize that you are an inspiration to them? 

You are not your limitations here. Your body exists in and is subject to the physical world, but you are not, and yet for all intents and purposes: you are the body while you are here also and since you are fully identified with whatever happens to the body as being something that is happening to you, then how does your consciousness move in a manner that its desires and intentions are met and fulfilled?

Somebodies thought process is intent upon controlling you. Who are all of those who wish to control you according to the wishes of their consciousness? Who are they? Feel them all, each one by one, allow them to come to you and release them from the folly of their choices. 

All of our awareness is upon our choice to be conscious. 

Allow your awareness to realize that divine consciousness has been actualized within you. Choose to be aware here and then allow the blossoming to begin: the blossoming of you, by your allowance of your self knowing of everything that affects you in any way.

I’m just as lost as anyone else.

Part 2 with Steve

Choose to know God, feel what it is in you that is unwilling for that and then say: sorry, I’ve got to let you go and let it go. Let go of anything that your holding onto wether it is an Idea, a belief, a concept, a truth, a lie, a connection, an intention, a covenant: whatever it is that prevents you from knowing God and knowing God knows you, let it go it’s not serving you. 

Is there anything that your holding onto that will assist you in knowing God fully? No. You can only know God when you fully surrender everything to God, even the very idea of yourself has to be surrendered: the very idea that you exist as an individuated consciousness, even that has to be surrendered and given to God. Then you will be redeemed, then the atonement will be fulfilled in you, but that’s what it takes to receive it. (and thats all pretty weird coming from me. I don’t know where else there are words like this)

Steve: every Sunday at church Dave, all you have to do is attend and you will hear it. Type that up for me, I wan’t to play that back.

When they say their own words of the divine of themselves: then I will come early, come often and stay always to here one who knows themselves, fully realized as the embodiment of God. 

Steve: what was your take on what I read to you on Hawkins tonight? What was your perception of what he was saying?

He just confirmed with me who I knew he was already. He was a seeker and he was still seeking to the very end: he was looking for the truth. “Oh maybe this is finally it, there is God’s and Jesus’s footsteps and it doesn’t look like anyone else has been here except a couple of other guys and now me.” 

Steve: ha, ha.

God bless him, I hope that is true. I hope that it is true that he found the way himself to eternal freedom: God bless him to that.

Steve: do you think that that is what Christ mean’t when he said: few there be that find it?  Is there really that few?

I haven’t met anybody. The only one that I’ve ever met… Oh, well, there might be some people here that do it on occasion, because I have experienced other people being God consciousness before, so I can’t say it doesn’t happen. It’s just that it’s not happening as who they are on a daily basis, just like with myself: if I look for the truth, its just right there, but I’m not: I’m just as lost as anyone else. 

You just have to find what ever part of any story it is that gives you hope for something miraculous for yourself and whatever that is that gives you hope that that could possibly be true: you just Mmm, embrace that and say thank you God, thank you God for allowing me to find the hope, the hope of the divine.

Steve: thank you, thank you for validating my thoughts on the atonement. 

Oh, did I do that?

Steve: um hmm. Because that’s hat gives me hope.

OK, well: thank you God. 

Steve: You just said it: embrace anything that gives you hope.

Yes, of course. You have to. 

Steve: the atonement gives me hope.

Hallelujah for that, what is the next step that you can do, now that you have hope and now that you have had some experience with divine presence? You have, so now you have hope + knowledge from personal experience! Hope plus knowledge from personal experience = understanding and understanding fully realized and embodied, is a willing temple of God and a willing temple of God: realizing God within itself, is “Heaven on Earth:” it’s the miraculous embodied and isn’t it interesting that we have to go through this really long, long analysis for our minds to begin to open to the possibility that it might be OK to try it and to know it. So I know what I do is certainly as a heretic, because who could possibly have a divine experience, except somebody that heritical to that which doesn’t provide it.

Steve: Ha. Ha. 

Who do you wan’t to have be the truth? A book and teachers who propound that? Or you yourself being that living truth as you?

Steve: obviously the latter, but I think that the books have a place. 

On a bookshelf.

Steve: no, I think that somebody is going to compile your writings one day.

God help them.

Steve: and provide them to people who are searching and they are going to find some gems of knowledge and truth in what you have to say that may be a pointer to them.

Thats the whole purpose of communicating anything to this reality at all is because everyone here is so lost that, God bless them if there were someway, something that somebody could look to and grab onto and pull themselves up out of this level of consciousness and say: what is my eternal truth? I wan’t to know it so that I can decide what an intelligent life is for me to live here. How can you know otherwise man? Because otherwise all you are going to do is say: I need money, sex, a house and some more money and sex. What else is there? Money, house, sex.

Steve: money, house, sex.

OK, thats it. 

Steve: and its a beautiful thing that you take the time for this.

When you are looking for God consciousness

If you’re looking for ownership of consciousness or of divinity, your looking in the wrong place to get what you want to experience, because you only experience divinity and consciousness in a state where those conditions are already attained. 

You cannot experience that from a desire to attainment, only from the experience of the attainment itself. To attain your goals, you have to allow them to become you: you have to allow yourself to recognize that you already are that which you wished to be true for you. 

When you are looking for God consciousness: allow it to already be you and notice that it is true.

Your desire for me to share a reality with you that is less than knowing self as the divine, is an unreasonable request to somebody who does not wish to limit them self in that manner. 

Let God be conscious as you, thats what Jesus did, thats what all of his brothers and sisters who meet them equally and fully as he met the father, will all do.

Being willing to be the temple of God

Being willing to be the temple of God 

Just so you know what you are requiring me to do is…

Steve: Yes, its the truth of the atonement.

Not exactly, you’re asking me to try to overcome your determined defenses of anything that might challenge your belief system and to do it in a way that is…

Steve: gentle.

Yes, do it in a way where your reaction is: yes of course that is the way that it is, of course. So its not so much, what is the truth? But, how do I communicate it to you in a manner that you receive it like that dinner we just ate: Mmm, yea! oh, yes! OK! go it! Because, if you don’t receive it like that, then all it is, is a philosophical idea or argument. So to your question: what is the truth of the atonement of Christ, as what?

Steve: as it pertains to humanity. 

As it pertains to all humanity. OK, oh, let me roll with that for a moment.

Steve: it’s about the benefit that humanity has received as a result of Christ’s atonement. 

Boy, I have a lot of snap answers...

Steve: thats ok, theres no rush.

Answers that would seem to be argumentative or abrupt.

Steve: so let go of the ego, ha, ha. 

You know that that is what I do, right?

Steve: Yes.

And, if you tell me what to do: you’re asking me to keep my consciousness on “this” level and not transcend this.

Steve: sorry, my bad. 

I’m just saying: lets actually give into the divine.

Steve: OK.

And know it, and allow it to know us and allow our answers and our communion to to be there.

Steve: OK.

Because, you know: who want’s to be right in hell? How right can you be when you are living in hell? And, what is heaven exactly? And, what’s it like if you go there as what you are now? How does it shift you? How does it change you? How does it make things better for you? How does it change you and make things immeasurably better in an easy, wonderful and beautiful experience of receiving and giving unconditional love? What is it like to actually commune with the divine as you open to it knowing you as itself?

Are you willing for the divine to know you as its own? If your not, then don’t claim to be an authority of the divine. 

Steve: I don’t recall claiming to be an authority of the divine. 

Well, you said that there will never ever, ever, ever, ever come a time where you would ever change your ideas of what it is to be divine. (from a position of knowing that thats not you yet)

Steve: I don’t recall ever saying that. 

Well, you said something like that tonight.

Steve: you’re getting warmer.

The real question is this: it’s not about the atonement, it’s wether you use the atonement or any other method to receive and embody the divine, right now? Isn’t that the question? 

Steve: that’s beautiful.

So, what is it like for a body to receive the love and freedom: the glory of the divine, from one who is expressing himself in every way, as only that? What is it like to commune with the eternally divine, by whatever name it might be known by or by no name at all? What is it like to know that fully that which loves all truly, eternally, and divinely, each and every one of us? What is it like to know the love of God in your own person? In your experience of self, always knowing that God, loves, you, so much that he is within your own body and awareness, always? Always right there with you: “be ye one with God, be ye one with Christ, “be ye one with me, even as I am one with the father.” 

Don’t get caught up in the rules, the regulations and the speculations and the theories of that. Just say: yes, me too, me too. There is no rule book here of right and wrong, of better and best or worse. It’s only this: when you are ready for the divine, you will know that the divine has always welcomed you, known you and celebrates you as the divine embodiment of the universal creator: the temple of God itself, thats who you are and when you fully realize that: meaning, “make it real” in this reality. When you’re walking in this reality it is the the walking of the temple of God consciousness on earth. Then and only then will you have fulfilled the measure of your creation. To stop too long and tarry on each step from here to there, from a point of view that makes you right and someone else wrong is the wrong thing to focus on. The only thing to focus on is: what makes us ALL right? All OF US? You 100% right and me 100% right? Where is the path that leads us both to being true to ourselves, true to each other, true to God and true to every man, woman, and child, every animal and insect and all plant life? What is it for us to embrace and to welcome the embrace of God consciousness within ourselves? Can you sample that as an experience and decide if that is something that you would like to be here?

Of course you can, try it on. We can’t be condemned for deciding to sample what it is to be the embodiment of the divine, when that is what God wants for you anyway: if your body is a temple of God, is that not the embodiment of the divine by its very definition? Body = Temple of God, both the embodiment of the divine. Yet somehow, you give all the glory to God, all the glory to God and say that “they” are divine in some way that you can never be, or that you cannot be in this moment  and if you cannot be that which you believe that you truly are in this moment, then: is it who you truly are? And, who is making the decision about if and when and where you can experience that for yourself? Who is it? Are you willing to make that choice for yourself? Or have you given that up to someone else? 

Steve: I’ve given it up to you Dave.

We’ll if that were true, then I would choose for you to know that which I know myself and that is: the divine speaks and its Us, and if you would just look at it: you would know that it is true. The divine is me and the divine is you. We cannot be anything other than that, no matter what we think, no matter what we pretend. The truth is the divine and nothing else. With all of the theories about what the divine is, there is one thing that you know about that: none of it could possibly be true what people are saying the divine is, or they themselves would be the walking embodiment of the divine. None of it is true! What’s true? Well, you don’t have to figure it out, all you have to do is experience it. 

The truth is experience, not words or description. Just say: me too, God, me too. Welcome home in me. Make yourself at home in me God, because the temple of God is what we are to be the embodiment of, all of us. And, if anyone tells you anything about that experience that doesn’t choose that experience in that moment themselves: they are full of shit, so don’t base any decisions on what truth is while listening to others expressing “here say”  as “truth” by somebody that nows that they don’t know what it is themselves. They are just hoping that a story that somebody else told is true. Their not taking responsibility for allowing God to reveal all their relevant truth to them. If they don’t have the ability to do that: love them to death, but don’t place them in authority over you. Over who you are, what you can be, what’s right and what’s wrong and what’s good and what’s evil. If someone is not the walking embodiment of God, then don’t take a word that they say about God as the truth, how could it be the truth? How could it be if they are not one with him? How could one speak the word of God unless he has allowed God to embrace him in every particle of his being? and regardless of how that happens: wether it is self determined or wether by the grace of God it is given to you through no impetus from yourself at all, regardless of what ever causes the awakening and the redemption or the transformation into the embodiment of the divine: does it really matter who gets credit for it, or does it just matter that you allow it to happen for yourself if it is possible? Let all the reasons go that something else has to happen first before you are worthy of it. “hey I know I’m not worthy of it, but I chose it anyway. 

Steve: I love that, ha, ha.

Nobody can be worthy of it, but thats not stopping us from saying: yes, I want it though and if you want it and it’s not possible for you to be worthy of it anyway and God has said that it is what he want’s us to be: do you think that he is going to deny that to you? So quit trying to satisfy yourself with theories of what the truth might be and then latch onto the most logical one, because the truth isn’t logical, its just what it is: its illogical that God is all of us, but its true. Its illogical for God to have gone unconscious himself, but its true, its you. Your “God unconscious” allow God to be conscious in you. Your God unconscious, allow God to be conscious in you. You are God unconscious, allow God to be conscious in you and if that means accepting the atonement: then God bless you, hallelujah Jesus, I accept.

Steve: ha, ha, ha…

Amen, amen, amen, amen, amen, in the morning…

Ah, so with smile on your face: welcome God within the you that you are. Feel the presence of God within all that you are. It’s nice, feel it, ahh all of those places where you just haven’t known what to do to solve that crap. Ahh, allow God to know himself there, as that.

Steve: that whole worthiness thing we talked about is big, because everybody does feel so unworthy.

Nobody’s worthy of it, come on.

Steve: yes I love that, love it because you said hey: isn’t that what God would want for you is to say: yes I want this God consciousness.

And, it is a free will universe, if you feel unworthy of it, guess what you don’t get? You’re unworthy of it by your own determination and self condemnation and so how can God force the divine on you when you deny it within yourself?

Steve: I love it, I love it because it applies to everybody on this earth.

Of course it does and Everyone that is divinely conscious: they’re all right here, all of them, in any form that you are willing to allow yourself the freedom to embrace the freedom of the divine, you can do so through that form, through that name, through that image, through that touchstone, through that idea, through that belief system, through that indescribably horrible experience of the worst of life here: you can even use that as a touchstone, as a remembrance, as a way to say: ahh, welcome in, God. How was that for you? How was that for you as God consciousness, in this body that I have invited you to be present in? How has the life of this body and all those experiences that it has had, hows that for you God, now that you’re here and I am conscious of your presence? 

What is it like to have the consciousness of God within everything that comprises what you are? Allow yourself to know the answer to that by your experience of it. Because it is your experience of it only, that allows you to know the truth: you can’t put together a combination of words that is the “sum total truth” of everything that is, because if it doesn’t reawaken the consciousness to the eternity of its unlimited possibilities, then it wasn’t “exactly” the truth, was it? It wasn’t the truth that freed, it wasn’t the truth that redeemed, it wasn’t a truth that allowed everyone that accepted it to transcend this reality, was it? 

Oh my, well what is it? What is it exactly? It’s a bunch of stories about somebody who embraced the divine and the stories are stories of the divine, perverted by man so many times that it is impossible to know the divine through them, so of what value are they if the divine is what you want to embrace? If you want to fulfill “the measure of the creation of the body as a temple of God, if you’re brave enough to say: I’m open to that possibility: I’m open to that possibility, I have heard it all of my life, over and over again, spoken by people as if it meant something and that we all had  a universal knowing of what that was and we’d all agreed to it and we were all kind of experiencing it, or not… You know It’s kind of in the Easter Bunny category of “religious truths” You know: you don’t really think about it, it just kind of shows up and catches your attention a little bit each year or every now and then. But, Really? Is that what its all about: “the temple of God” for the body? Of course it is. The experience of that is what redeems you, the experience of that is what restores you to a knowing of your own truth, so in whatever way you are willing to open up to that and experience that: God bless you, open up to it and know the divine in you. 

Know the divine in you, don’t no, no, no way, the divine in you, know it, be aware of it, understand it until it just fills you with the love of all creation. Are you open to wondering: “I wonder what that feels like?” its not a big commitment: “I wonder what that feels like?”   the love that judges no one, the loves everyone no matter who they are and no matter what they are doing. It’s just: 

oh yea, hey nice to see you! 

Wow, is it great to see you again! 

Oh man, I’ve loved every moment we have ever spent together! 

It’s so wonderful, so wonderful to know you, yes, yes. Thats what it’s like to know the divine. Thats what it is like to be the divine, knowing this reality, because: “we can’t help but love them because we know who they are and we know what they have configured themselves into and we see it all for everything that it is and we just can’t help but be delighted with the fact that they are going through that experience simply because they chose to. But you know, “its hard for them to experience that admiration from us and not quit the game of pretense and instead reawaken to knowing the divine in themselves. Then we begin to treat each other differently here, because we now have begun to awaken to embodying who we really are, embodying who we really are: the temple of God is the embodiment of what? God. Right? Who are you? Who are you? Who are you? “I am the temple of God.” I am the temple of God. Oh, and the temple is physical? Yes, I am the physical temple of God. So Gods consciousness is in the temple? Yes, thats its purpose, thats its purpose. OK, so if Gods consciousness is in the temple, then the consciousness of the temple, is God. Does that make sense?

Steve: um hmm.

Then you don’t have to be embarrassed about being open to that experience for yourself. It’s logical, if you have any sanity within you at all, its logical for you to experience what it is to be the embodiment of God, by being willing to be the temple of God and “host” God in your body and your being and allow what ever happens to your body, your being and your identity and your own sense of self, to be changed by however God wishes to change it with his presence. So be open to be changed by what it is to know God. What happens to you when you are open and willing to know what it is to know God? What do you have to let go of for that to be real for you? Then let go of it. Let go of what ever it take for you to let go of for you to be willing to know God the way you know your own wife or mother. Be willing to know God as that which knows you, because the temple of God is always fully know by God, because God fills his temple. There is no part of the temple that is not one with God and immersed in every way by God. There’s not even one part of you that is even really connected to any other part of you because anything that can be identified with and individuated into, is surrounded by God on every side and within every crevice and within all that constructs its reality: there is nothing that is not infused with the very essence of God and when you allow yourself to realize that within your body: then it will be the end of this world tomorrow, because a whole new reality will open up to us. One where we have transcended  and ascended and been redeemed from every limitation that we have ever resisted here. So let go of all that you have, where if you are holding onto it, it prevents you from knowing God. 

Allow God to enjoy life, through you.

Allow God to know himself as you, despite all of the darkness in you. Yes, it’s all there, open up and allow it to be seen: give permission for consciousness to enter into a confused existence or degraded reality. Allow consciousness to become aware of itself divinely through you. Through the body that you are identified with, allow God to know himself: as you.

Allow God to know himself as you. Is there any easier way to improve yourself than that? Isn’t that the ultimate trick that every true mystic tries for? The experience of God as self?

Hang around people who bring our the best in you, not with those who have you act your worst. Be with those who will celebrate the miraculous with you. 

Allow God to be conscious as you, put your awareness on that and actually allow God to be conscious as you. Allow God to be conscious as you, not allowing God to be conscious as you is the sole cause of your downfall here: you’re falling in consciousness from the divine knowing of self. Allow God to be conscious as you just the way that you are. Allow God to be consciousness right now, in you, as you and let that redeem your reality from that which it has been here. 

If you’re looking for consciousness on this planet: look here and know how to know yourself as God, by allowing God to know his self as you. For I alone know the way, because it’s true that no one knows themselves divinely here. So quit trying to figure out who else among so-many “others,” is “right” between them, but not you. 

Allow your self to be the one who knows, the one who knows himself as the embodiment of freedom. Hmm, what would that feel like to know self as the embodiment of freedom?

Cory: are you an illuminati?

It depends on what that means: if it means to be aware of myself as “the whole thing,” or to know things that only those who choose to know themselves as wise would know…

Cory: but do you know what the illuminati is?

I would say that from the way you’re asking that question, that you wouldn’t know if I was one or not. 

Cory: I’ve just heard a lot about it lately and I wouldn’t know if you were one or not. It seems like there are a lot of movie stare and trendy people are into it and I don’t know a whole lot about it and I was wondering if you did. Do you?

I know what it is to know.

Cory: ok, what about it do you know? 

Well, I can tell you that there is no such thing as a group of people who know how to save you, or know how to make you an elite consciousness where you are able to be trained by them to be able to live exactly the life that you choose to for yourself. If thats what you mean by Illuminati: they don’t exist. 

Cory: you know the sign of the illuminati is, I just never… So, you are part of the Illuminati? 

I would’t put it that way, I would say that: what ever it is that the Illuminati are, I’m not limiting myself to that, although there isn’t any part of that that I don’t know and understand. 

Cory: do they sell their soul?

It’s not a deal that can be done: you cannot affect yourself in an eternal way from a condition of unconsciousness. It’s not allowed in this universe to bind a consciousness eternally for anythig thats said or done in unconsciousness here. If lower consciousness had control over higher consciousness: we would all be dead, there would be no life at all.

Cory: So, you’re saying that it’s not possible to sell your soul.

It’s not possible to sell your soul: somebody might buy it, but the person buying it would have no call on it. 

Cory: that doesn’t make any sense< people do sell their soul. 

The effects of what they do are only received as long as they identify themselves with that having been a significant event, or that it has the potential to limit them in the future. It doesn’t matter what you do if you don’t allow it to limit you in the future: to collapse yourself into some lesser state of being. There’s nothing in this universe in a position of being in charge or in control that is going to do other that allow anyone who chooses to be free, to be free. Regardless of the condition they are in when they choose it. Thats the only reaction God would have. 

The real question is: is there a real possibility that you could suddenly not be you in this moment? Where you could drop the created personality and its relationship to your family, your friends, your country, your even being a human being. If you can let all of that go: then you can realize what the truth of you really is. But , not as lone as you limit yourself to anything: once you identify yourself as less than God himself: then you are.

Cory: we are made in his image, but nobody’s perfect, right?

Why not? Because, if you’re made in the image of God and your body’s to be the temple of God, then that means the presence of God is supposed to be in the temple of your body and if the presence of God was fully within your body, what would happen to your consciousness? How would your consciousness shift and change if you fully realized the totality of what God is in every cell of your own body, because God was conscious there as you? 

Cory: that’s confusing.

Thats the only way you can know the truth of yourself and what your really all about is to relax and allow God consciousness to embrace you fully and allow what ever that changes in you to change.  If you do that, then you will know what it is to be an Illuminati, truly. 

Cory: It just seems weird anti Christ.

Its 100% doing exactly what Christ precisely told you to do.

Cory: what?

Be ye one with me, even as I am one with the father. Be as I am. 

Cory: well who do you pray to?

What’s the purpose of prayer?

Cory: to ask for help, guidance and strength and to just talk to God. 

Well, that seems like an OK thing to do. What would be the best thing to ask for if God was willing to give it to you?

Cory: eternal life.

Ultimate truth and ultimate freedom for your life to be exactly as you choose it to be in every moment that you exist. You would like to be the absolute creator of your own life without the influence of other consciousness on who and what you should be. This is a level of philosophy that not that interesting to you, but believe me…

Cory: it’s just hard for me to talk philosophy when I am stoned. 

Thats the only time that I do.

Allow God to enjoy life, through you

Love is my religion

Connect your pains with your love. When you feel only your pains and know only your sorrows, know this: the love that you are, although seemingly lost, is still right there within you. Reacquaint yourself with the love that you are.

If you are going to take my attention: inspire me. If you wish to communicate with me: do so in a manner where I reawaken to the magnificence of the sublime possibilities that there are for me. Don’t interrupt my reality and the focus of my awareness upon whatever it is that it is focused on. Unless your intent is to inspire me to embrace even greater wonders than those I have ever embraced before, because I am doing something that is important to me, something that is inspiring within myself: a self realization that love is that which will heal all of your wounds and restore all of your awareness to knowing the pure love of creation. I am focusing my awareness and allowing my realization of my love, so that I know what it is to be able to give love to others. So join me if you will, but don’t ask me to feed your fears, to agree that you have needs that are unfulfilled and unfullfillable by you. Don’t ask me to agree to your pretended disability. To the degree that I agree to associate with someone that does not wish the best for me: is the degree that I subject myself to a fallen consciousness.

Be a blessing to life by receiving the blessings of God in your own body. Receive the blessings of God in your own body: their there, their there man.

To know love is divine, know love, know your love, know the divine love that this universe and all of it’s creations have for you. Observe every creation universe wide: every individuated consciousness… Allow your body to know unconditional love from you and wake up to your responsibility for taking care of your body in a responsibility in a wonderful manner: treat in in a way that it is allowed to idealize itself, to perfect itself, to be the best that it can be. Free your body with your love, not your love of humanity, but of yourself. Love the self that you are embodied here as. It also is your truth, because it is the holder of your consciousness that is infinite. Don’t separate yourself from that which is temporal when that which is temporal here, is your temple here. Don’t dis-avow your own temple. Don’t reject that which has been prepared for you as the vehicle for divine expression here. What if thats true? What if the divine is true and all you can think about is the rejection of the temple that has been prepared for you, instead of inspiring it to further complete its perfection?

If you think that the light that you have to show someone is something other than unconditional love in its nature, then you haven’t opened yourself to knowing the nature of the light that you consider yourself to be. Allow that which moves and motivates you to be that which frees you completely. If you will do that you will move in freedom with a love towards all, always. Always the love of all, for you and the love of all, from you to all, is a lovely arrangement.

See if you can arrange for the lovely ball of life to roll with you as your consciousness, as your presence, as your identity, as the knowing of yourself here. If that which disables you is not yours: quit holding onto it. If it is yours: embrace it with absolute love and if it is not yours: send it home with a gift of love for it’s creator.

May I speak freely in regards to who you are asking me to believe that you are? Don’t try to talk yourself into anything until you know yourself intimately and have a complete understanding of who and what you are. What that means is: you know what all possibilities are for yourself through this embodied consciousness that you are. So if you don’t know the infinite possibilities that are here for you: get to know yourself better. Your body is yours to direct, yours to control, yours to command and yours to experience the wondrous possibilities of what it is to be human. Allow divine love to know your life and allow your life to know divine love: to experience what it is to be loved divinely and to fully receive that love without limiting it’s effects on the body in any way: giving divine love the freedom to transform you through the eye of God into that which meets God fully and absolutely: the meeting of infinite possibilities, on both sides.

Surrender to love and allow the intelligence contained therein to work out the details of your life while you relax and allow it to happen. Where may I know God through you? When can I know God as you? When you will you allow that to be your communication to me? Allow your experience in this moment to be one that awakens the love within you, that frees you, restores you, transforms you and blinds you with the wonder of the divine you. Mmm, yea, yea, you’re the one, you’re the one: we all are. All together one, one together all, all as one and one as all, all brought together to redeem from the fall, the one that is us and the us that is all: the you willing to surrender to the infinite.

Allow yourself to know the freedom that lies within you, that lives within you, the you that you have always longed to be: the infinite you, glory be. Relax, the you that we’re making divine, is the you that most assuredly knows that he is not. It can only happen with your surrender: with the divine making you as it is itself. Polarity cannot create divinity, but divinity can transform polarity into the divine conscious awareness of infinite love itself. 

You don’t have to be very careful to look into your own heart and discover the love that is there. Now you can’t direct it from being the you that you are, but you can be the you that you are and allow yourself to be directed by the divine love in your own heart. Don’t try to control the love, allow the love to control you. 

Allow yourself to be controlled by love, allow yourself the experience of your own divine heart. Choose yourself to be the one who wins, to be the one who knows, to be the one who shows us the way, to show us the way to freedom: through your words, through your actions, through your presence, through the expression of a loving presence. Allow that loving presence of you to be the present that you share with us all.

Pity the oppressor as much as the oppressed, for both are damned to knowing the truth of themselves: the truth of themselves is stopped and blocked and does not flow through them. So bless them both, so that a divine restoration begins to move them. Allow yourself to know the love that you have always wished to know. Allow yourself to have the love that you have always wished to have and allow that to be a stepping stone to the question of: is there more than this available to me? Is there a way for me to embrace a universe full of love? Love is my religion, love is my occupation, love is my presence, love is my essence of self.

Everything that I have ever tried to create has been a mistake: you don’t move creation, you allow creation to move you, to move you into harmony with the divine flow, to move you into the knowing of what those going through life here, don’t know. Say yes to knowing you’re love. Practice saying yes to knowing you are love. Yes to knowing when to not limit yourself, or punish yourself for the past, because you know the divine in the present. 

I know that you can’t know the answers to these questions, because you can’t focus on the knowing of a question that you don’t believe that you can know the answer to: instead you have to surrender to the love that transforms you knowing that love will fix it all, by unfixing your attention from a point of view of not knowing the truth. Unfix that point of view of not knowing truth by observing that the truth of all things surrounds you and shows you all that you wish to know of the truth in each moment. 

Each moment that you start worrying: feel the love in your heart and surrender to your heart knowing what to do. Know that your heart does know what to do with your body, with yourself, with your consciousness, with your relationships, with your obligations, with your limitations and with the ultimate possibilities that are also yours. Allow love to show you the way beyond all that you are and beyond all that you have ever been. Allow love to introduce you to the realm of infinite possibilities in life. 

There cannot be intellectual obedience to divinity: to charting out the divine way and self determining how you’re going to travel that path. There is only feeling the love and allowing the love to do everything and for you to do nothing until love moves you in the path of love.

The divine as you, is the self awareness that frees you completely.

A visit with Carmen part 4

The return of the divine way on earth: why not allow it to be true? Why not allow it to be you? Why not, the divine, for me too?  

Well, because of all of the stuff thats in the way of it, anything thats in the way of it surrenders to it as it realizes your choice to bless all creation with divine freedom. When that intention of yours is clear and evident to this reality: this reality will embrace you lovingly, gratefully and joyfully. Love this reality and bless everyone here to their freedom, to their glory, to their self realization as divine truth. The self realization of divine truth, wow, wow, shouldn’t that be your “drug of choice?” that which takes you to place that transcends this one and reawakens you to moving as your truth here? 

Don’t reject God in any form or in anyone, or you reject God in you. Allow yourself to know God as all that is, allow this reality to reawaken to knowing divine interaction, in a mutual self realization of ultimate truth and ultimate freedom and ultimate love and a serene, glorious and peaceful embodiment that is in full celebration of all life here. Ahh, Mmm, the full celebration of all life here: how freely does that move through you? The celebration of and unconditional love of all life: how wonderful.

With all those “walking around damned, stopped, stupid and dead to eternal life:” allow them their choices, but allow yourself your own: to be that which you eternally love to do and that is to move as divine truth whenever you choose to be embodied and in what ever form you take: you love for your consciousness to be divinely aware. Don’t allow anyone or anything to dissuade you from loving, everyone. “The love of everyone” is who you actually are. Without being afraid of any of it, or needing to be. 

How are you feeling?

Carmen: at peace and very happy… Grateful. I’ve been in this awakening for a long time and I think with this beautiful experience today, I’m going to be able maintain it. I believe that I have gotten to a point that I am totally open and totally receiving God. It’s like wow!

Nice.

Carmen: It’s been a long time, this path, many years.

Yes, I have also been doing this for 20 years diligently now. 

Carmen: this is not like the end but like…

The grand beginning.

Carmen: I’ve got to the point where at the end where I am totally receiving God and the light and opening to creating with all of the angels and masters.

Tell me about the angels that you know.

Carmen: they are the angels that are always with me and take me to the place where I have to be. They always guide me to where I have to go.

Nice.

Carmen: all of the beings that are always taking care of me: guiding me, they brought me here. In fact, I was not invited to the party yesterday, but anyway I was there by circumstances and now I am here and I know that it is causality because I know that angels and masters take you where you have to be, where you have to go to get information and guidance.

It’s pretty-good information isn’t it.

Carmen: powerful.

Thank you, because I am doing penance.

Carmen: you’re doing what?

I am doing penance for a life of self condemnation for my perceived sins. My providing this experience for you is a way for me to stop condemning myself as being someone who should be damned. 

Carmen: this was a great experience for me: lots of peace and love, light: I could say magical but it’s not magic.

I like that word though.

Carmen: yes it’s magical, it’s a miracle, like a miracle and magic.

Magic and miraculous, yes, why not that for you? Why not?

Carmen: first it was like there was a lot of fear, like trying to stay away a little.

Of course.

Carmen: I was putting up a lot of resistance and I could feel it in my body: my body was hurting me, a lot of resistance. 

Who could ever allow themselves “this?” Well, you could obviously. But, who could? Who else does? Don’t let that be a determining factor on how fully you open to your truth. Don’t let the considerations of anything or anybody or any sort of agreed upon “pact” that we won’t be extraordinary here, choose for us not to be. 

Extraordinary consciousness, why not that? Extraordinary, extraordinary: so conscious that you’re aware of everything and everyone else and so your able to perfectly engage them in such as way that their touched and blessed with the knowing that freedom is their truth and that embracing that is natural, Mmm and celebrated. To bring alive creation, by allowing the divine to animate you: It flows out throughout all creation when you do. Allow the divine, to move you.

Carmen: to do what?

To move you. Allow the divine to be known by you, allow the divine to known as you, at least by those willing to know: allow me to know the divine as you. Ahh, yes, yes, its OK, its OK, its welcomed, its welcomed. The divine here is welcomed as you. I welcome the divine through you. I celebrate the divine in you, as you and know that you now know all of that too and can choose to know yourself truly, right now. 

What a bunch of “terrors” that has to move through, “the divine as you,” what a terrifying ordeal it is to allow that to move through your body. So near and yet so far from the truth: always searching, always looking, always hoping, always speculating what the truth might be for you, instead of stopping completely your movement in unconsciousness and unawareness: Stop and wait for the enlightenment of you. Wow. 

The divine as you, is the self awareness that frees you completely. 

Ahh.

Carmen: thank you so much, it was great, you are great. Everything that you say all is so wonderful.

I don’t know where else it’s available. When I look at what’s out there, its all this self help, self realization stuff but I don’t see anyone who lives it as the personification of self realization, so as you think about this afterwords, just ask yourself: is it OK if I’m the one here who is self realized, completely and absolutely? Is it OK? And check and see: is it OK if I am self realized completely here? Check reality here with that and let your body shimmy around a little bit with that. Is that OK? Is that OK? The more that you consider it, the more that it is. The more that you consider divine freedom: the more divine freedom you embody. So consider that from time to time, until you are through deciding who you are and have already realized it. 

Sorry I can’t help continuing to talk even though we have probably run through our time here. 

Carmen: thank you so much.

Your welcome.

Carmen: thank you so much.

Your welcome. 

Carmen: I would really like to come here and do this once in a while with you, because I really enjoyed the experience and I think its very rich: all that I got and all that you got from all of this information through this night is like a big treasure. Its a treasure, and I would like to repeat this kind of experience and I know that your a master, because I’ve known many people and you’re something special. I’ve known many people through all of these years that I have been doing this. For fifteen years I have known many kinds of people and Shamans and you are very special, I know you are. This woman I told you about yesterday is a lovely person and you and her are the most special that I know. Thank you so much, its time to go. I have my knee rehab at 7am.

Walk in consciousness. 

Carmen: I will remember, you do. Thank you so much, good by, goodnight.

Bye.