Moving beyond the Guru

You have given control of yourself and the development of your consciousness over to so many people throughout eternity, that it is just amazing your willingness to give away responsibility for maintaining your knowledge of your self to others. The others you inhabit realities with certainly don’t know you beyond the pretense of the identity that you share with them and if you wish to share realities with people who are “being limited things” then don’t take any input from them as to who you are. Don’t go into agreement with that.

Be aware of who they consider you to be so that you can act appropriately for them and not disturb them or their reality unduly, but don’t take their opinion of you as an instruction to go unconscious to your truth and when you are unconscious to your truth, don’t look to anyone who is into “fixing things” to fix it for you. They can’t and they won’t; all they can do is offer you an incremental improvement of one pretense for a slightly better pretense and that is if they are good at what they do. 

You have to let it all go, 

before you know, 

the way to go, 

divinely. 

You can’t hold onto a pretense of truth (that is nothing but a lie, when viewed from the eternities) when you wish to realize self. None of what you feel is relevant in defining you. None of what you see, none of what you think, none of what you have decided, all that those things can do is define limitations that they perceive and they may or not be whatever is being perceived by that other point of view and what ever they are observing accurately is only that which they can perceive, or are willing to perceive, so don’t give it any more weight in computing your identity of what you are than the degree that they are aware of the eternal presence that you are that is presenting yourself as something less that to their point of view. Don’t change your own awareness of your eternal nature, identity and presence just because somebody here can’t perceive you as that themselves.

What do you do when you dive into a reality and begin to wake up and begin to know that there is way more to know than can be shown human to human in this reality? The puzzle that you are trying to unravel can only be seen when fully viewed. You can’t see the totality in one piece and while this may be a holographic universe, there is not the knowing of all that is from knowing only one part of it temporally. 

Sit and observe your reality while you are in allowance of God moving you into a remembrance of your own eternal knowing of self through your body.

Television is a nightmare for your body when you are coming to terms with why you are here, consider leaving it behind you.

All contracts that you have ever had throughout all time, space, dimensions and realities for others to assist you with your consciousness, your realization, your development and your growth; they all condemn you to a damnation of not knowing. If you go into agreement with those points of view then you will be one who knows not, enough to not follow the unknowing in your quest for truth. Fire everyone who is paying attention to your development of consciousness and trying to remind you who it is that you are. They don’t know themselves, their being “someone trying to assist” and yet failing to do so for one who can’t remember who he is. 

If you can’t remember who you are with somebody that you are with, then never look to them again as a way for you to reawaken, (if in fact you know that that is something that you know is possible and you prefer that for yourself to what it is that you are doing now) Don’t seek to know the infinite from the finite. The infinite is not known by the finite, but the finite is known by the infinite. When the finite consciousness chooses to be known by the infinite, then that singular point of view knows what the infinite is and walks in that knowing through the valley of the damned, who are unaware and unknowing of their truth; stopped.

Do you choose to know the infinite? Why not? Why not know the infinite? Or to say it a more precise way; why not say yes to knowing the infinite, yes to being infinitely informed. Be infinitely real here; be the realized infinite realized in form. Allow your body to resonate with that. Feel your body and allow it’s frequency to harmonize with and realize the infinite in form, in your form. When you look at the question long enough, the realization will come to you and it will be; yes I can do that, I can realize the infinite in form, I can because I am now and I choose that as this that I am. I am the infinite in form. Allow that realization to change your knowing of self, allow that realization to free you where you are blocked, to free you where you are damned by your unknowingness of self, unawareness of self, un-realization as the eternal self.

Allow the part of you that does not realize your eternal self to be the part that does realize your eternal self.So, for you who is not fully realized; be willing to have that experience yourself; give into and surrender to the realization of your own ultimate truth. Let go of your pretense of your personality and Identity here, let that go and allow that to be molded and cleansed from it’s confusions by the light of knowing. Allow yourself to know everything that you are uncertain of. 

It’s a presumptuous goal to have maybe, but who would you not want to have what we have just described for you?

Rest in peace knowing that God is revealing himself to you.

Allow god to reveal the truth of you to yourself

Entrust your life in this moment to God, until you know that this is what will save you from the you that you have been and open up the door to infinity for you. In light and love the joyful freedom of the divine way is yours. Allow god to reveal the truth of you to yourself.

If you interact with reality in unconsciousness and unawareness and take actions from that point of view; all you will do is bind yourself up. Instead direct your consciousness into being here and aware, aware of how to move in harmony. If you don’t know yourself  divinly; open up to that and feel what happens to your body.

Opening up to the divine doesn’t take effort, it takes trusting that it is OK for you to relax and know that it will be better for you. Know the divine way by allowing it to move you and move through you. So try it.

Feel that that is in disharmony within you and allow yourself to know the divine way there. Know the divine way of sensual understanding of reality; understanding reality with your senses, wholly, totally, completely, without limitation. The divine way in knowing without limitation.

Is this really what we came here to do?

As this that I am, I am leaving it up to God.

As you are walking in your confusion, you can ask yourself; is this really what I came here to do? And you keep asking that question and allow reality to shift arround it and realize within it it’s freedom. “Is this what I really came here to do.” you keep using to modify your reality, until what you came here to do is inspiring you to “rise to the occasion” that you are occasionally able to do and that is to manifest the impossibly perfect, divine you.

Is this really what we came here to do? Are the words that will save you if you allow them to move you and show you the way to your perfect life. Allow yourself to know you divinely regardless of your circumstances; your circumstances do not matter. Simply allow yourself to experience divinity. 

It doesn’t matter how it relates to anyone else whatsoever, it matters only that you allow yourself to know that truth; the truth of that which is divine. Where in our lives are you that which you came here to be, and enjoy yourself there. Choose to be there in your actions, associations and you locations, choose to be divine.

When you ask if this is what you came here to be and you wait until that answer is yes, observing the movement towards truth from all positions where your stuck, which means; that you are in a reality that is less than the truth of yourself. When you are stuck, you are not being true, when your stuck, your not being you.

Well, as I feel myself, there is one thing that I know for sure; this is not what I came here to be. This body, this life, this identity, this personality, is not what I came here to be. So what do I do with that? I move towards freedom by observing my reality and perceiving it divinely. 

Walk as God and take in the beauty of the moment, allow for the perfect realization of divine love within your own heart. Why not it seems like good idea to me; love yourself and then love your family. I love herbs, I love leaves and flowers, I love the gleefully growing. 

Don’t move any faster than you can in life and still maintain a knowingness of your truth.  Don’t move so quickly that you buy into somebody else’s description of reality rather than your experience of reality itself. Be real with yourself; allow your own reality to be real, fully to you, realized in your truth, realize truth of self, in self. Realize that you don’t need interaction with or approval from your reality in order to enjoy and enlightened state of being yourself.

In order to be enlightened, you have to be the embodiment of truth; the embodiment and wisdom of a consciousness awareness and knowing of exactly what is. Stand in the knowing that your embodiment of divine truth is true for you, this lifetime, when you decide that that is your choice.

Realize right now that your allowing yourself to experience the divine flow.

Lets face it; we are all lying to ourselves about our truth; we’ve lied so much to ourselves that we don’t remember what our truth is. How can you have nothing to do with the reality of others? Is that even necessary for us to maintain our sanity here? Other points of view can not bring you to a realization of your truth, your own knowing of self  is controlled fully by you. 

So, what will you allow for yourself in this life? 

Say yes to a shockingly well realized reality for yourself; one that you just love, one whole, willing to realize self as such, through each individual, all reality choosing simultaneously for their unconditional love, their divine knowing and presence. 

Interestingly; we choose “miraculous” and it happens. 

If you are admitting to yourself that you are trapped, then know where you are trapped is the most dense part of your reality, the reality where you are least aware and that is where you must go to change it, because that is where reality, your reality is created.

Don’t be stupid, don’t create harm in your reality just because you can. Disruptive harmonics are not appropriate, but harmonious ones are, melodious ones are and appealing ones are. The harmonics that appeal to the best interests of another point of view are the harmonics that you should be putting out. 

Live a life where everything gets better for you and then continues to get even better for you. The ideal state is where you choose an idealized reality for yourself and the reality around yourself configures to that and the realities observing that celebrate it, or ignore it, but they certainly don’t stop it, because the choice of immortality is unstoppable. Be the truth of yourself to me, the truth that frees me and all humanity into the realization of the glorious beauties of all, the divine all, are we, as we embody, eternity.  

We are not against ourselves being our truth in any part of our life, in any aspect of our life, we are unwilling to stop ourself from knowing our truth in every circumstance. It means that we don’t have to learn it, we continuously experience it. So experience your truth now.

“You cannot maintain the lie of your meanness in my presence” should be the effect that you have on others. Give yourself permission to explore the truth of self. All you need to do is is provide a service here and then allow that to transcend to a reality of miraculous wonders. 

You know what an undertaking it is; the miraculous realization of your present self to know truth without limitation.

Sit up, open your eyes and look out and feel the freedom of a redeemed, restored and reclaimed consciousness. 

Down the spiritual rabbit hole of divine intervention

Lets just say one thing, one time to each other here; God bless you, really, really, to the point that you know the truth of whatever God is and does. I bless you to the realization of that. (I get deep in these rabbit holes)

Doug, I just want to stick my head in, once in a while.

Here’s whats there; what is the nature of our reality as it exists now and how does it compare to what our ultimate truth is so that we can choose from there what we choose to realize ourselves here as? So that we don’t have to continue being “manly” here and some how choose to be somehow more than that, so that walking around moment to moment, realizing our truth, is our normal reality here. 

Consider this for yourself now; what does divinity feel like so that the body knows that. What does a body feel like when it knows the divine? What does a body feel like when it knows that with what ever word that you use to communicate the concept with or describe it with so that someone else knows what you are talking about, wether that be “heaven” or whatever ultimate state of consciousness that we believe that we can ascend to? What would it feel like, if you felt that in your body in this moment? And feel you body respond to that and then realize that if you ask your body questions like this, it causes my body to realize what the answer is., 

Diving down the rabbit hole is about; asking the question that automatically births an answer that explains the entirety of truth as it relates to us in our realized understanding of the answer.

Doug, you pretty much hit it, as I have a passion to understand.

Why wouldn’t you?

Doug, Well, I don’t understand and thats what I want to do. 

Well, why not ask a question in this moment right now? Instead of talking about a concept, lets discuss a potential shared reality that we can both experience now. What are the possibilities that we could share a divine self realization here with each other? (ring)

Doug, you made your phone ring on that, how did you do that?

It happens when you say something that rings true, you often get a physical confirmation of that.

Were having a discussion right now that is not intellectual, it’s experiential. 

Doug, it could go either way.

In a way; your intellect is enhanced by the experience in the understanding that your current experience is giving you. 

Doug, but you see, you have many years of experience, but these guys tomorrow have many years of experience also and I wan’t to glean from you and them and as you said; I am really, old and I need to find some answers, prior to…

Lets do something odd, how old would you like your body to be? Apparently? Twenty five? Thirty five?

Doug, I’m fine, my only concern is running out of time.

Why not allow yourself to have the time in the state of experience that you choose? 

Doug, What I am doing right now, I am not happy with and I am not happy and I need to move beyond that.

You’re doing it right now. 

Doug, and that is my mission.

You’re doing it. Thats what I am here for; I am acknowledging it, you’ve already done it.

Doug, I am in a bad rabbit hole.

You’ve already done it, I am here just to confirm that to you. You already know your truth here and its welcomed, well done, thank you. Thank you for being you here. It’s amazing how comforting it is to be able to relax with somebody when they are also relaxing into the truth of themselves and finding out that its nice. The truth of ourselves is nice, its wonderful. 

If you can with your embodied consciousness, embrace the absolute nature of your truth here. What a wonderful and extraordinary experience.

Doug, and I’m probably looking for that experience.

No, I am saying that you have tasted that realm, you got a flash, a wow.

Doug, Your right, I did. 

You got an instant sense of what that is, of what that truth is.

Doug, I saw it.

OK, but look at what you’re doing right now; I saw it, but I am here. You realized the extent of your truth and the point of view of your awareness is always the body, so its not that you are true over there and I am not true here. Whats all of that about? Where is the causal point where your choice is made at a level of conscious where your choice easily creates the reality that you choose here? Where simply “your choice” makes you worthy of that, because the truth of you is beyond the best that you could ever choose for yourself when you are identifying yourself as a body consciousness? So, don’t worry about it; you cannot choose better for yourself than what your ultimate truth is; your ultimate truth is so extraordinary that you can’t ever over shoot in the description of it what the experience of it is. 

So, feel free to know your truth here, it’s a ride man. Its the ride that they have been writing about the possibilities of since we began to be self aware and experience each other as the other. What are the ultimate possibilities of that? Isn’t that what we are here to explore for ourselves?

Doug, Thats what I don’t know, but I think so.

Why not, who would deny you your ultimate truth? Who would deny you your ultimate possibilities? Only yourself, so choose, choose.

Doug, Its like looking out through a venetian blind and someone immediately flips it open and then flips it shut. 

Choose, choose

Doug, and thats what I am very interested in finding.

Choose, choose. OK you found it, now say; “me too”.

Doug, I haven’t found it yet. 

You found it, now say; “me too, me too, yes” Say; I  have found it and that will cause you to reflect on it and ask; oh have I really? Where was my experience of ultimate truth here that I have forgotten about? And you know what? You will find one, because you have experienced the truth of self here, but you have just forgotten what that was and looked for an experience of self that is so diminished from that, that it removed from your self awareness the fact that you can choose truly what your reality is, moment to moment here. You can experience what it is that you want to now. It never seems to have been available before, but instead of focusing on how absurd these words that I am saying to you are, just consider what their possibility would mean to you if you observed from the question of; what level of my ultimate truth am I willing to be here? 

It’s a legitimate question and its not one that you should fault another for choosing for themselves and it is not one that you shouldn’t consider making for yourself. Why not be your ultimate truth here? Why wouldn’t you? Why would there be some sort of obligation to yourself or to others to be less than the true you here? I don’t get it, what are we doing here as a society, as a human race, choosing less than the knowing of our ultimate truth, choosing less as beings that are lost or are fallen, down trodden, in a fight for our own survival? Come on, come on. 

Doug, there’s got to be more to life than this.

Come on, come on, its not more to life, its more truth to you than that. Realize for yourself what your own truth is, it’s your own choice, you don’t need to look to anyone else for your truth, all you have to do is say; how much of my ultimate truth am I  willing to realize right not? This much? No, I wan’t more, more, more. Until you realize the truth of yourself man, your not going to be able to choose from a point of view that you are going to have a life that you enjoy here. Your going to be in opposition, to so many things here, that reality will be a struggle for you. Oh my, why would we do that to ourselves here? Why would we choose to have our reality be a struggle for ourselves here? How could that possibly be a trait that we admire in each other when we operate that way? 

To operate in constant fear of failure in this reality, come on, how horrific of an identity is that? What can we possibly choose for ourselves here, right now? As absurd as that is, what I am asking is; is there a way that you could know the ultimate truth of yourself right now, so that you would be forever changed in a way that everybody would agree is better? Is that something that you shouldn’t do for yourself if its an available choice? No, its only you, that thinks that your you. Everyone else thinks that your “some how, some what different than you are showing to us” as an Identity that you want us to interact with you as being the truth of who you are. To buy into those things is very distressing to a consciousness that prefers freedom. So, how is it that you can embody freedom now, given the identity that you’ve grown to believe that you are here? 

Is there a way to choose for more than what we are? Is there a way that we can choose it in the experience of ourselves right now? Not a theory, but in the experience of ourselves right now; how can we feel the choice when we say yes to our ultimate truth in our own bodies as our self awareness?

Doug, I think that you have to define the truth.

No, you have to just feel it, because you’ve forgotten what it is, you have no understanding, you have no capability of understanding it intellectually, it is only experiential. When you feel the presence of your divine self here; then you will know what it is and before then, you cannot have an effective concept of it, but you can trust in this; that it is better than what you believe yourself to be now and so there is no reason to hold back from experiencing it.

Doug, transcendence.

Lets transcend right now, transcend right now. The event horizon, is your actually taking this seriously.

Doug, I am. 

OK, In this moment now, (the rest of your life does not matter) only this moment matters. How seriously will you consider the possibility that you can actually, experience your ultimate truth, here, right now? Just access that feeling in your body right now, how much are you allowing yourself to be your truth here, universal truth here, right now? To what degree are you allowing yourself to be universally true for this reality? An example of that which has an understanding of reality such that when examined from all points of view; everyone agrees with it? How can you choose that as your experience of self right now and realize that experience as your truth? How do you do that? I know that you had an experience, what prompted that? Where was the source of the choice to experience the truth? Where was the choice made to experience the truth? Thats what we wan’t to find out in you, because there, you will be the master of your destiny.

Those flashes of truth that you have experienced in your reality where you went; Ahh, Oh Boy, how do I ever get back there? OK, the source of the choice that resulted in that flash of understanding, knowing, awareness and experience of the magnificence of self, you had those flashes, those flashes came as a result of a choice that you made for yourself. Where was that choice made from? Embrace that place now as the choice of where you choose to be conscious. Choose to be conscious where your choices become reality, where is that? Where is that place that creates the flashes of brilliance that you occasionally experience here? Where is the choice point that allowed that momentary experience? And, embrace that, as your chosen truth for the expression of yourself. Operating from that point of view of universal truth, why not?

Doug and I can define that anyway I want right?

You can express it any way that you want and you can define it in such a way that it results in an experiential understanding of the others you communicate with. How about that? How about your words that you use to define reality for yourself and others, be words that bring freedom as an available choice for everyone that you deal with? Why not? Besides the fact that it is impossible, other than that, why not? Lol.

Doug, actually you did clarify a little bit because if I were to take what you said when I saw the moment of “there is something there that I am interested in. It was the understanding that I have the desire to understand and comprehend it. And, I do see a path to do that. When your saying that you can do it now, I don’t think so, I don’t believe that I have the tools in my opinion. 

I will give you the tools, I have an extra set. And I don’t charge rent, I only require that you read the operating instructions or listen to them because I will tell you what they are. How are you doing?

Doug, OK, we’ll do it tomorrow. 

No, your going to get my best right now, because what we are talking about is not just some interesting business activity or possibility. Were talking about what is the ultimate possibility that we have for our experience of ourselves and that is something that we have to look at, in this moment, not in a projected future. Its the realm of the miraculous. You’ve heard the word, you have a basic understanding that it is something impossible that happens in the moment right? That is usually nice, and well received, a wonderful possibility, why not for you too? Why not right now? In the experience of self right now, why not? Why not allow yourself to have a miraculous restoration of your self awareness from an infinite point of view? 

Well, there is no good reason why not, because that will give you the proper perspective  with which to operate your life. Not the one that you have been operating at, but the one that you could be. Your not diminishing yourself, your embracing the available possibilities that there are for you. So, yes this is down the spiritual rabbit hole of divine intervention. Thats the label on this one.

Doug, and thats not a play on words. Lol.

No, its the real thing and its the real thing saying; your one of us, your one of us really! Your one of us. The miraculous realms of conscious possibilities are saying; you are one of us, you are.

Doug, but you need to be fulfilled with the awareness that…

You just have to accept it right now, thats it (ring)and that was a ring on what I said, not what you said.

Doug, What I think the problem with me is; right now I am a third grader…

Consider not going back to that reality as the truth of your home. Its a place that you experience, but its not your ultimate truth, allow yourself more than that. 

Doug, We’ll I don’t know.

Just for a minute.

Doug, I can’t do it just for a minute.

Why not? How about for a second? You can do anything for a second? LOL. I’m sorry, I know that this is out there.

Doug, that’s what I am enjoying and I do. I think that your trying to teach me Spanish like trying to teach you Spanish. I need to study a little more so that I can speak the language. You speak the language and I don’t.

It’s the language that is at the core of all of our natures. You made the choice, the connection is there and your own realization of what that is, is what you are going through right now. OK? But, what I am saying is from another point of view, from somebody that might have a sense of what I am exposing to you, 

Doug, Your the mentor on the other side of the bridge.

And all I am saying is; relax about the firmness with which you grasp the decision that the person that you have experienced yourself here as, is the truth of your truth, it’s not. It’s only who you have habitually been here. It’s not the truth, its just a habit and you can improve your habit. Which is what you want for your self. So here is a habitual presence, an identified personality, one that all these other unconscious people can recognize and say; “I know him, that’s Doug” OK, they can have that type of relationship with you if they choose to. But, you don’t have to be at “their” conscious awareness to be in communication with them. You can maintain a dichotomy in maintaining your truth, while you are interacting with somebody who is pretending that who they are, is their truth, despite your knowing the magnificence of their real truth, you can know them as that and when their pretending to be something laughable and saying that this is “my truth” You don’t have to agree with them. You can deal with them from their point of view and they can interact with you and they will perceive what they perceive about you, but you don’t have to diminish yourself, to yourself.

All I am asking you to do is consider the possibility that; “miraculous” is just simply a choice that is “fully welcomed by yourself” when you make it. It is complete allowance for yourself to receive the desired reality that you choose to have. The only thing that stops it from happening is your unwillingness to have what you choose; you choose and immediately Stop! Choice, stop, choice, stop, choice, stop. It doesn’t have to be that way; find a way to welcome within yourself your own blessing of self, that things be well for you, from your own point of view. Willingly receive that blessing from yourself and allow your receipt of that to be a miraculous experience for this reality as well as yourself. I wan’t to see miracles when you walk by. 

Doug, thats what I wan’t to work on. Thank you David. 

Good night. 

The moving presence of truth

With your every step in life, allow yourself to be walking in freedom and in truth. Allow reality to shift around you, otherwise you allow yourself to stand resolutely in your divinity here as the awareness that you have of self. 

Well, there isn’t any part of my body that I don’t allow to be divine, right now. Moving in the allowance of the divine within me.

Take each step as slow as you need to, to fully realize within your body that you have chosen to step in truth. 

As you take each step, you allow your step to be in truth, to have truth move through you in each and every one of your movements, to be the moving presence of truth.

Sit down, feel your body and then as you feel your body realize; I like this, I like being this and I like feeling this.I like this, I like feeling this and I like being this. 

That which fears you has to realize itself; that you are safe, in order for it to feel safe with you. Each has to choose it’s own realization of truth.

Divine will

Feel what is and say; Gods will be done and, here I am, unstably divine in consciousness; knowing and not knowing at the same time, frozen in indecision in a confusion of; what am I?

Don’t ask Gods will, know Gods will and that doesn’t mean the opposite of yes, it means the same as being the truth, which is knowing the truth effortlessly.

Allow Gods will to move you and your life is one that you will no longer need to worry about, because you won’t need to, you will be well taken care of. If you think that Gods will is actually done here, then you have to admit that God planned for you to be exactly the way that you are and doggone it; its not a very enjoyable place where you are. No, no this world has not been Gods will, it has been your will, your will be done and “your will be done” when not conceived from a place of wholeness is the damnation of life. 

When you feel your body, you can realize within yourself that this that it is, is a result of my will, my doing, not Gods and if it has been a mistake, it is an easy one to rectify; let go of your will and allow Gods instead. Allow Gods will to reclaim in you, that which was lost; the knowing and being of your own individual divine truth. A truth of love and joy, peace and the ability to enjoy life and have life enjoy you. 

I don’t believe in supporting causes; their all in defiance of divine will. Quit trying to figure things out and simply allow divine will to be done in you. Try it in your own body and feel if in fact it does not move you towards freedom in each moment that you focus your awareness on it. The allowance of divine truth to move through you, frees one into the eternal bliss of self awareness, self realization, self being and knowing as truth.

Allow the goddess to move through you and heal all of your wounds, fill your soul with light and love, reclaiming you to the awareness of your eternal truth. Allow the divine goddess to be at home with you. 

You can’t possibly know your truth and then be trying to sell it to other people as “the truth” against their will to receive it. If your trying to convince someone against their will; then your not selling the truth. Realize the truth of your circumstances here, don’t continue on in a daze of unconsciousness and unknowing. Observe your life divinely, consciously allow the Goddess of all to be in you. 

If you allow the Goddess to move freely through you, then what does that make you? One who knows the truth as he has had the truth move him and through himself he knew the truth of divinity.

What can you discuss with me that will allow me to have a full and free, divine and beautiful realization of my own truth. 

As she move through you and you wonder whether to resist or not, say “So What” to your past, so what to your fears, so what to your needs, so what to your failure to be you truly here. Shame on you man, wake up, wake up, wake up it is time, it is time.

Look to yourself for the knowing and understanding of divinity, thats where you will find it, or at least thats where you will be able to fully know, understand and realize it. Don’t use crutches outside yourself for knowing truth, because even a good crutch supports your belief that you are an invalid. You are not and invalid, you are in in-valid you are validly in control and in charge of your life, choose well for yourself right now. 

Allow the Goddess to flow through your loins and the rest will follow. You don’t want or need anything when the divine moves through you. 

It’s logicial that that which would free you is that which you are bound by. Is it logical that the Goddess having full freedom to move through you would have an influence on your life such that you would continue being you? Oh you will be you all right, but you won’t be yourself.

I don’t believe in causes, but I do believe in free expression.

What am I going to do for money? I am going to allow the power of the Goddess to move money through me, continuously. 

Can you not choose to be divine and then quickly readjust to your reality in such a manner that your a continuing expression of the divine in form? In your own divinity, can you not manifest the life that you wish to? Of course you can, so allow your self realization to change the “who” of you. Walk free, me, walk free.

Don’t try to talk me into your truth, you assume that I am not capable of observing it as I interact with you. How could you possibly explain in words more that I can know simply by experiencing who you project yourself as being. Now sure, you can explain the story of who you are being, but if thats the truth that you are promoting, then you don’t know your own truth. The truth of you is beyond being, beyond pretense and beyond stories. The truth of you is the magnificent awareness of all as a singular, individuated, point of perception. If you will come from a place where you will allow universal or cosmic consciousness to be that which you know yourself, as yourself, as the personality that you manifest here, manifest that level of truth at least, come on, know the reality that you exist in universally, fully and then explore beyond that, beyond the realms of creation, into that which causes all creation to manifest here. 

I’ve never voted, it denies the perfection of the moment, thats why I don’t support causes, they are a denial of the perfection of the present and the denial of a miraculous shift into harmonic unison (which is what happens when one opens to the divine). 

How does a free being act here? It acts in harmony with this reality, not in agreement with it, but in harmony, in harmony and  moves peace, ease and joy and in appreciation of what this is in such a way that what this is, is appreciative of him. Don’t pretend that your not a being of love; that doesn’t become you. Let me feel the love that moves you. 

Be comfortable being where you do not wish to be

To try to become, is to buy into your lie. First lye down and lay down the I that you are not, (yet are known as) and down will come the pretense of self that you were uncomfortable with in the first place.

The search for truth is ended with your letting go of your identity by spending some time doing nothing about anything; as the lies will flee one who does nothing about them.

Instead of fleeing who you are to be someone else, be comfortable being where you do not wish to be; with yourself alone.

But don't take it from me, look to yourself for your truth and when you think you have found it to be less than a "wonder" to yourself; stop wondering and keep looking in peace.

Peace out.

The love that you are is the healing agent for all consciousness.

You awaken in love and in your love are you saved.

The Shaman

You need to relax, you need to see what it is for a consciousness to connect to the divine realms and open up and say; how can we be of service here? How can that which is human in structure and part of the collective human consciousness in its self awareness willingly open up to and connect with that which is eternally conscious and self aware, that which nothing is hidden from, what happens to a human consciousness that opens up to knowing the eternal?

Well, the first thing that happens is the body has to shift, to get into harmony with that reality and everything that you have held in the body as emotional pain, anger or anything that you have decided is wrong, bad or not right for you, all of that that that you are holding in your body; you reconnect with and realize your truth instead of holding onto some upset that was based upon a false assumption. Let that which is true about you eternally be your awareness instead of a false assumption; a contextualized, relative, truth.

All of this time that I have been exploring in this way, what has it done for me? Has it been a waste of my time? Has it been something that has made me a better person? A more useful benefit to humanity? I have come a long way in that direction, I am not saying that I don’t have a lot further to go, but, I am closer to realizing what eternal truth is in the body, even with the personality and body issues I have. 

The purpose of a Shaman is to know and realize the truth within himself so that he can be a benefit to his tribe, his family and himself. One who knows all things and then chooses to stay here as a blessing and help to others, is pretty good description of what a true Shaman is to those around him. There are no restrictions or barriers of entry to anyone from being that, its a choice and the choice of truth always trumps a mistake made while operating under a pretense or an identity that is not true for you. 

So, you are allowed to realize your truth despite all of the mistakes you’ve made when you have not been it. Theres no condemnation in the spirit world that prevents you from knowing and realizing fully the truth of yourself here. It doesn’t matter who you are, who your friends are, who your parents are, what religion you are, it doesn’t matter what you believe to be true, what you hope to be true, what you wish to be true, it only matters that you fully realize that in fact you wish to know the eternal truth of yourself now. 

How far do you want to go in knowing your truth? What context do you want to limit it to? Well, it would seem that you at least should choose to know the truth that you can feel; the truth that most easily identifies it as your own. You should know that truth without restrictions or restraints and nobody in your life is going to have a “fit” if you make better choices for yourself that result in a better reality for them as well and really thats what we are talking about here; the evolution of consciousness into its final home as the consciousness of eternity embodied in physicality, the embodiment of the divine. Allow the divine to mold you into that.

Realization

Heaven on Earth means; Heaven in you. Heaven within, without, encompassing all structure, all form, all manifestation here. Heaven on earth is the embodiment of the divine of the entire reality here, the question is; when does that get real for you? When do you realize the eternal you?

Realization is simply bringing into reality that which is unreal, that which is unchangeable and unchanging, that which holds eternity within its grasp. 

Take a step away from your demanding that you be in full ownership of your reality from a the chronic state of consciousness that you have been here; the full identification of self as “that” personality. Let go of that and see what the possibilities for you really are.

Getting better yourself does not put you at a disadvantage to others, it doesn’t make your relationships with other worse, it makes them better; more consciousness, more ability, more awareness, more knowing, results in a more effectively lived life here. 

Don’t be afraid to be your truth here, don’t be afraid to be the best that you are capable of manifesting here, don’t be afraid of being that for yourself and for this reality here. Lets be our truth here, lets all be our truth here, lets all feel what it is like to know oneself fully, truly and eternally. 

Quit buying into the belief that your reality is all that there is for you or about you or that relates to you. Know yourself before you try to explain what the truth of that is to someone else. Know yourself here; allow the divine to move you into the knowledge of the totality of self, the realization of all truth, of self.

Find that which most pains you and give it the silent, enlightened treatment. Your eternal truth when manifest and known by you, will be the only thing that you need to open to. You don’t need to agree with the rest of it as it is all wrong from that point of view. Anything that is operating a pretense and demanding that they know that as their own truth is forever forgetting that which they actually are. Realize that your “home” is the temple of God.

Be effectively divine

Choose to be aware of what this can be.

What is it possible to be admired here for? Universally admired?

Let the divine deal with you, the divine only redeems, restores and reclaims all consciousness to a knowledge of its own truth.

In your interactions with life, be like this; Oh, I have found something that you are absolutely going to love, Mmm... and give it to them.

Allow the divine to handle;
all of this that you can feel,
all of this that you can sense,
all of that that you are aware of,
and all of that that you are aware as.

We are here now to be effectively divine; allow your "evaulator" to be embraced by the divine and shock him into a realization of his own truth.

The archtect of the universe is here, in you and the world is a different place now.

Give others their best wish for themselves

Looking for consciousness in a crowd  of people actively talking to each other… Oh boy… What an impossible task.

Where does one find a free consciousness to interact with? 

One who the universe fully supports? 

One who shares his freedom with everyone he comes into contact with? 

Where does one find a free consciousness today?

Well, the answer to that is easy; the free consciousness is one who chooses it’s own company first, until it’s knowledge of self is complete. When one knows oneself fully, then and only then, are you ready and able for consciousness to be fully at home in you. 

Being fully conscious as you, is the goal of all of your actions, it is the impetus of your every movement and that is to improve, to grow and to be the perfect expression of you in humanity and “that” will only get confused, when you look for meaning in the lives of others. If you look to be validated here, by those who have other points of view, you’re enjoyment of this reality is going to be severely diminished.

Do you care what the animals in the zoo think of you? Or, are you more enlightened there, seeing them for what they are, enjoying their diversity, celebrating their uniqueness  and being inspired by the multiple forms that life takes on as consciousness is expressed here as living things? 

Celebrate all life, 

it is what it is, 

as it is 

and 

it 

is here to improve itself according to it’s own awareness and point of view. 

What if there was even a slight possibility that divinity could be you?

That you could be seen as having “become” it? 

What if that could be true for you? 

If you knew that that could be “me too” (as you think of yourself)? 

Me too, 

me too for freedom, 

me too for my freedom, I agree with God on that one. 

God grant me the ability to realize my own freedom! 

Why would you be embarrassed about asking for that? 

Don’t wonder about wether something that someone else could be saying could possibly enlighten you further than your own choice to simply be enlightened. The imput from somebody else that is not enlightened, is going to be; No, that is not for you. Not even the possibility of that freedom will those who are not free grant to another. So it is for You, to look to Yourself for the blessing of the divine, or at least for the Willingness to Commune with That which is the divine, so that you can know what your own truth is. Because it is there that it is found, in those who are sublimely, divinely and wonderfully free. 

Give others the experience of the highest level of consciousness which they are willing to aspire to experience for themselves. Give them their wish, their best wish for themselves; the wish that improves them to the degree that they are a wonderful experience here for the rest of us. 

What is my willingness to allow eternal truth to move through me? 

To become me as I become it? As we become each other, we are a blessing to all others who share our reality. Where is that found in my life? You may ask yourself. Where am I able to move in such a way that I am free and a blessing to others? 

To get the answer to that question, you have to go to the depths of where you never wish to go; you find your freedom in the unconfrontable agony of self realization. 

If it were not agony, everybody would be doing it, so there, I have said it; The realization of self, in this reality, for someone who is at the “norm” of this reality, is a tortuous transition of monumental proportions. One where you move through seemingly endless amounts of fear for your own survival and where you must fully embrace the depths of that, in order to realize your Truth; that you are not controlled by anything that you do not know, or by anything that you do not choose to be so in this moment.

Who welcomes your truth here when you are at your best? 

Who is your biggest fan, when you do that which is extraordinary? 

Who would love it if in fact you yourself, transcended this reality into a radiance of divine, unconditional love?… 

As you welcome the freedom within your body, you have to also release self as that which is surrendering to the freedom. You are that which desired the freedom, so as that, you must be the “who” that transcends this reality. Your divine self is wonderful and your divine self is “your real truth” but it is not from him that you need to learn, it is to your own self that you need to be true and be realized as, until your experience of self is divine perfection.

The experience of self as divine perfection, now “that” is an interesting goal to have and what is a goal any way? A goal is a completed state, envisioned, embraced and allowed to move you through the experience of that, as your own reality, until reality sees you as that also. 

How do you inspire your enemy to bless you?

Now think about this, you can’t appreciate divine consciousness, until you have fully embraced it, until it no it no longer holds any mystery for you. Consciously welcome your own divine self realization. How bad could that be for you? It won’t be unless you are addicted to and prefer “not knowing” as your identification of self here.

Pushing the envelope of divinity

To what degree are you going to demand that you continue to be the self that you consider yourself to be here instead of knowing your truth? When are you interested enough to open into the experiential understanding and knowing of your truth here? Why not now? 

Steve, I do. Did you have a few puffs?

Of course I did. Look at yourself and observe that which is desiring to be in control of what happens here so that there is nothing out of control that could disturb the present continuity of your going through life as this. What if it would get better for you, if you did the opposite and said; God knows I don’t know, but God knows that I am open to being the knowing of truth here. I grant that to you, grant it you yourself; to your own self be true, yea you.

What is it to be true to thy own self? It’s so noble to be true to others you know; “I am so noble that I give up the knowing of myself so that I can be of service to your insanity.” Oh yes, that is “noble” for you to do that, but not for you to me it isn’t, I wan’t your truth, nothing else. So, are you willing to be true to the knowing of self as you are eternally? Why would you be in resistance to my holding that as a place that I would like to interact with you on? It’s for you, its for your benefit, its for your knowing, its for your understanding of that which is actually true. 

No more stories, no more belief systems, no more “isms” that demand that they are right and you are wrong! Come on, how could truth possibly come through that; “I’m right, Your wrong and thats the truth.” Anyone that would say that to you has already accepted damnation for themselves as their experience of self here, come on Steve, don’t demand that I pretend that our being less than our truth is a good thing for you and I in our interactions here. No pretense when you are with me. Grant the possibility that our interaction here could be one that if the world knew were possible for them selves, that it would erupt in a spontaneous and joyful celebration of self and others here. Don’t let anyones opinion that is less than that have any influence on who you are here yourself, please.

Be true to yourself here, we do have the possibility of experimenting with the embodiment of the divine here ourselves as our truth here. Relax into the possibility. When your with me, where is the limits of your eternal truth? Go there, show me.

Steve, go there?

Yes, go to you limitation of…

Steve there are no limits.

Well, then allow that limitlessness to be expressed as your truth. Allow that limitless that you just expressed as a possibility, to be the moving force of that which you are here. You are here as that, not as a supplicant to the idea of your not being as divine as anyone else is. Oh yes, one divine and all of the rest are lost and the Shepard is trying to bring them home and what happens? They stay lost, every one. So what was missing in that previous divine effort of allowing for the embodiment of the divine to be the experience of all the individuated selves here? Were here for that experience, don’t condemn yourself to that not being the realized truth of yourself. Don’t resist the truth of yourself that is magnificently wondrous. Come on, that is a more brilliantly, wonderful, accurate truth of you than what you have been, so allow that to flow through you, to me as my experience of you. Yes, magnificently divinely true and loving so and benevolently so to the people that you share reality with here. Thats what I want to experience from you, the truth that blesses me to a more grander expression of myself, a more limitlessly expressively free here as your blessing to me, from the truth of you. Why would you curse anyone to not continue living in the experience of the divine being expressed inform here. Why consider that in any way to be a beneficial way for you to move through life as?

There is no reason to move through life as less than a perfect, divine expression of self embodied perfection; the absolute loving essence of God, it’s what a son of God does; to be the most wondrous expression of the wish of the father for the son to become that which has never been done before. Thats the blessing that divinity has for us, not to forever worship as something that was impossibly true for “oh so few.” But instead the father that is the truth of the father of us, is the one who did the best that he could to; embody the one, the whole magnificent expression of divinity and he did the best that he could to give us that push, that we might expand magnificently beyond that. Is that not what divinity would wish for its own? It couldn’t be otherwise, so allow that freedom of divine expression to move through you without limitation, right now, right now. 

The best that have ever been in the embodiment of divine consciousness, that is what God blesses you to be, so do it, accept that which has been wished for you by the supreme being, being himself. And, that is the most perfect expression of the divine that has ever been before, thats what God is blessing you to be; the blessing of the expression of divinity in the present, in the present, in the present. Gods intent for you is to be the divine expressed in the present, right now, better than it has ever been expressed by any embodied soul before. Ahh, what does it feel like for that to be true for you? Ah what is it like to be expressed as the best that divinity has ever been expressed here as? Mmm. 

Oh yea, sure, you will say to your self. It could never be “us” it could never be us, get real, it could never, ever, ever, ever be us, as the ones who won the full expression of the divine one here, who was one with that within himself, willing to be that which God has blessed him to be. The willing recipient of Gods blessing for the best to his son, so that he may become the one who is truly free. Be the one who truly is, truly free; the best of divinity. Not that there should be some sort of comparison process going on deciding who’s right and who’s wrong in the divine realms, no. Just look at the demand that you be less than that as the truth of yourself and to forever not be that yourself as who you choose to be here as your truth. What would it be like if you let go of that? What type of free expression could there be here as the fulfilled expression of unbelievable and expressive and wonderful truth. 

Feel what it is for a body to feel that as its truth, now, right now. Don’t evaluate it, embrace the truth and say; embrace me truth with that. That absolutely frees me to be in harmony always, with divinity.

Steve, so what keeps us from that Dave?

Well, I will answer that if you really want to know. It is the fact that you so wish to maintain an identity of self that is less than your truth. I

Steve, we get a glimpse, so why can’t we maintain that glimpse?

Because you want to try to start to understand it as if you don’t know it. It’s because you are saying; oh no not me and no, no, no to divinity is what you have been doing since the inception of your present identity. No, no, no, no, no, divinity, no not me, not me, not me, not me, not me in divinity, not me, no truth that frees is found within me, no,no, no, not that as my identity, no, no, no way to being the way ourselves as how we move through life here, no, no, no, to that, my, my, my can’t we just pretend to be free and maintain our unconscious expression of absolute density as the truth of ourselves? No, no, no, that is not our truth, the truth that we share is not our truth Steve. The truth tat we share is a pretense, out truth is unbelievable, incomprehensible to that which is not the embodiment of truth itself. How can that which chooses to identify with untruth, how could they possibly know what  the fullness of the expression of truth is, when they deny it in themselves?

Steve, I think that some of us can intellectually…

Why deny it in yourself right now? Why deny the divine expression of truth that God wishes for you right now? Why deny that as your truth? Why not embody that truth right now; the truth of the fullness of the expression of divinity that God wishes for you to be here? Why would he wish anything less than that for you? He wouldn’t and he doesn’t. He doesn’t demand that you worship anything as is you are somehow not that yourself. Come on, don’t pretend to be in unconsciousness in knowing your own divine truth while you are here, why hold onto that lie as being the truth of you here. What if, what if, what if Steve came through here truly free, truly free from the bindings of what it is to be part of humanity and instead and instead observed within himself the magnificence of what it is to be fully give into and surrender to the divine? Allow that to be expressed through you right now, there is no reason not to, right now, feel the divine freedom move through you as you allow for that possibility to be true. Ahh, ahh, what is it to feel the possibility of divinity moving through you as your truth? What does that feel like to a body? It’s nice, it is nice, yeah put your toe in those waters, yeah jump in; the waters fine, its more than fine, its lovely. 

What is it like to know divine presence moving through you, as you, as you, as, you, wow, as you. What is it to know yourself as that which the divine moves divinely? Why would you wish for that to be what moves you here in your manly form? Ahh, why would anything else move you? Come on, why would anything else move you? What a silly question to be debating as to whether you would choose limitation over divine freedom here as your truth. Can it really be as simple as choosing right now, to be divinely free, to be divinely true, to be divinely open to the perfection of consciousness as being that which is moved through you, as you, as the presence that you know yourself as here. No one in church is going to do this for you. No, no, no and “they” really mean it, no, no, no, never for me, no, no, no, never to divinity, no way jose. Jose can we see the truth of what it would be to be the divine me and there is no way that we are going to allow that to happen here. We make good on that, that is for sure, oh do we make good on that. But we are done, we are done with that and done with not having fun, the fun that would be had by knowing the truth of ourselves here while we are embodied. Why not give into that Steve as the truth of yourself? He who does not resist the divine being the moving causal expression of ourselves here. Allow that to be what you feel moving you and me and knowing that its possible to share that as a truth with someone else here, as a shared truth of the embodiment of the divine. 

Why not have our truth be that? Apparently there are innumerable reasons why not, unbelievable, unbelievable, unbelievable reasons why we would not want to be divine here. Its so overwhelmingly confusing; how do we come here with our divine consciousness and not have it be an unwanted disruption to the rest of reality? Thats whats it about. Lets just say that it is ok for you and me to know the truth of ourselves when we are in proximity with each other. Lets just allow that to be true for us and support each other in being expressed freely and divinely here. You allow it for your self and you allow it for everyone else here Steve, everyone. You never force it on anyone, you just never stop allow ing it to be their truth, regardless of who they choose for themselves to beDon’t limit your knowing of their truth because of their own choice to have a diminished understanding of what it is. You allow yourself to be ultimately free, regardless of what others even in close proximity to you, you still grant yourself the freedom to be free, without being subject to the rules of humanity. I guess those are dangerous words to speak, but you know, why not consider them for yourself and see if it is an enhanced way for you to experience your fondest desires for yourself? Does it help you to experience yourself more wonderfully here and if it does, why not give in to that?

Does allowing the divine to be expressed through me, make me a greater asset to humanity and myself? Does it improve this reality if this reality is more divine, regardless of whether it is me or somebody or everyone else expressing it, freely for themselves, as them selves and with each other as equals?  Why not allow that to be the truth of your reality; that we are all equals in the realms of the divine? We are all one, holy, whole wonderful expression of ourselves when we embrace our truth here. That which frees us is our truth, here. Thats what we wish for everyone, is their hesitating embrace of their knowing truth, always. Don’t condemn anyone for that, but, I get what you are saying and I have to take a look at the results of these words on this body and how others would perceive it. Who could say the truth and get away with it here? Oh my goodness what a reality where that is the reigning truth. Who can be true here and not die instantly? Come on reality, is that what we want to be the truth of ourselves here; to kill everyone who ever embraces their own ultimate freedom? Oh come on, why attack that guy? Go find out what it is for someone to be expressed that way here and say; me too, me too, me too, that is something that might well welcome in the divine as your experience of yourself, me too…

Steve, me too.

Yeah, you too, you too, really, really, really you too. Really you to, you too as one whose divine perfection is a blessing to this reality, you too. Because if you are, I can be reminded that I should be also.

Steve, so how far do you go with it? All the way?

We give our permission to ourselves in this moment to experience what the knowing of the truth of that answer is. To be willing to know what the truth of that answer is yourself.

Steve and what about beyond this moment?

You don’t want to distract yourself from this moment and the answer to that question, immediately after you got a baby taste of it, when you really should Dive into that pool right now and say; Ok God have your way with me, Make me that which thou wishes for me, bless me to the truth of eternity, let me know myself, let me know my truth, let me be the “you” that you would have me be, bless me to that dear lord as the truth of myself. So you have it, so you have it as the truth of yourself. 

Oh, my, we really go into it tonight didn’t we?

Steve, it feels good. 

Dave never lets you know it, but, who would have thought? Who would have thought that he would embrace divinity? Oh no, not him, no way, no way it could be him, it has to be someone else and it certainly can’t be me. What would divinity bless you to other that that as your experience of self? Come on, come on, there is no “one divine guy” and everyone else is less than that. Everyone is “that” and everyone knows that as their truth when, they simply choose to know themselves as their truth here. Thats as simple as it is. When you let go of your insistence that you know yourself when you don’t and admit that you no longer know your truth here truly, then you say: The “who” that I am right now I am letting go of so that I can allow the truth of eternity to move through me, so that I can reawaken and reacquaint myself with my eternal truth right now. It’s an emergency here if you’re not here fully, divinely conscious. It’s what everyone came here to be, so don’t let yourself feel like you don’t deserve that experience as what you know yourself as here.

What is it? What is it to know that the experience of the divine moving form is there for you to say; oh, I’ll experience that, I’ll allow myself to take a taste of that so that I can have an understanding of what that is, so that I can relate to it; if in fact it exists anywhere for anyone. So what are the possibilities in the divine realms of the creative force of all that is? What is it? What is it really that we feel when we allow the divine to move through us secretly? As we wonder what it is that happens when a body allows the divine to move it and gives divine awareness the reins of the body?  

We are on a subject that is utterly simple and yet completely not practiced;

Steve, Can I say one thing that came to me? The thing that runs in opposition to our accepting our unlimited nature and divinity has to do with the limitations in the body.

So let them go, letting go is the defining character of yourself here. Letting go is that which is the truth of you here, come on; there’s body truths and there are truths of consciousness, don’t confuse them.

Steve I am not confusing them, I am just looking at the why’s of why we hold ourselves back?

I don’t know, why are you asking why instead of asking; how much more can I experience the divine now? And how much more now, and now and now? How much more can I experience now, Dave will let me, Dave would fall over if I actually let myself be divine. Come on.

Steve, no he wouldn’t because Dave sees the truth of me.

No, he doesn’t and neither do you.

Ha Ha, It is a completely preposterous position for you to maintain as the truth of yourself. You’re a complete joke to your self, you are a joke to yourself, come on, don’t insist on being a joke to yourself as your truth. At least don’t foist it upon me. Live that way if you want, but don’t pretend that the truth that you run around with in this reality and how you interact with others is your truth with me. This is when you get to drop that is your time with me. 

Every now and then,

When I want to I can,

Know my truth,

Intimately and instantly.

Oh my goodness; when ever I want, I can know divine truth as myself! Do I want to now? Well do ya, punk?

Steve, I got it Immanuall.

Immanuall’s full of crap.

Steve, No he’s not.

Yes he is, do you want to know why?

Steve, Why?

Because he is maintaining the reality that we are not experiencing this reality divinely in the moment. Immanuall has got to go and what is left here  then is Divine freedom; no reverence to anything or anyone other than what is. We don’t believe pretenses; we experience actualities, the actual reality of infinite truth as the expression of an individuated consciousness here. 

Is that something that you are considering for yourself; the blessings of God as something that you are willing to receive? Really? Oh how magnificent that would be. Ahh, ahh, can I feel the truth of that in me? Come on, will Steve really be in allowance of the freedom of divinity to all men? To somebody else? To everything? Everyone? Yea, thats what God blesses everyone with; the truth of their own divine eternal nature. Whenever they want to feel what that is, God is there blessing them with the realization of their own truth. Whenever they want to, when ever, no prerequisites to anyone at all. Whenever they wish to know the truth, the truth of themselves they will know. Ahh and what do you wish for yourself truly? Is it the truth, or something less than that for yourself?

Steve, based upon my history, something less than that.

So, that was then and this is now. What do you choose for yourself now? What do you choose now? And now? And now? And now? And now? And now comes the flow of the continual willingness of self to feel the divine flow moving through him, as he realizes the truth of himself within it’s loving embrace. The embrace of all that is Godly, lovingly embracing all that is you. All of it, embraced by the love of God that blesses you to infinite freedom for yourself. 

To what degree is it possible for these bodies to, hmm, choose their own freedom of consciousness here? How fast is it possible for an embodied consciousness that knows itself as an object and as an idea that one goes unconscious in, what is it to experience the ultimate truth of self instead of that which is less than that? What is it to know the ultimate truth of self; the best of your infinite possibilities as that which you realize yourself to be, thereby erasing all that you have held onto yourself as less than that by embracing it to its self realization of its own eternal truth? All parts of you redeemed, restored and reclaimed and brought into the wholeness of self, for your self. 

So what do you do with stuff like this? Can you imagine this in general conference? It’s too wild a ride. 

Steve, Church is not experiential.

No, come on; the experience of the embodiment of the divine as what happens when you go to church? At least ever Sunday? That would be; “Wow, oh my God, thank God I have the habit of walking in these doors every seven days, as that gives me a return to; oh my God what have I been doing? Now, thank God for the rest that is known by the divine as its infinite freedom of the awesome rejoicing of what one experiences self here as the magnificent rejoicing that we are this!”

Allow that for your self; a magnificent rejoicing that you are exactly what you are here. An overwhelming yes, to the ahh yes, that I am what I am here, right now, yes, yes to this, yes to this, yes to me being me, yes to this. Yes to this, yes to the truth of me, yes to my truth and to the truth of self may I be true is my blessing to me and for you to yourself. 

Thats the first responsibility of divinity is to choose to more become that in each moment as the manifestation of self here. More divine in every experience and expression as the motion of form, more divine in each moment than it was the moment before. More divine, more free, more loving of humanity. 

Hmm, Mmm, more willing to birth that which is divine in themselves. Why would you not wish that for yourself? Oh my, so confusing to figure out who we are going to be tomorrow if we accept some divinity tonight. My goodness, who are we going to be tomorrow if we change into our truth tonight and we get used to it and like it? Oh my God, who are we going to be if we like to be our truth here from now on? Oh my God can I be the truth of me here and have that be a blessing to myself? Ahh, oh, why not man, why not?

Steve, So does your wife ever freak out?

Are you kidding me? 

Steve, say after a session and you…

No. she doesn’t know anything about this, its not part of her reality.

Steve, she doesn’t know anything?

No, I am just saying that her experience of my truth is very limited and limiting to me when I know myself as that.

Steve, you can say that she doesn’t even know you then.

Oh no, absolutely true, I don’t know myself when I am with her. Ha Ha Ha. What kind of a relationship is that? To maintain the impossibility of knowing the truth of yourself as your truth that you share? Oh, what kind of relationship is that, if thats not dysfunctional? If you are unwilling to have your spouse to be the epidemic of divine truth. If you are willing to experience her as that; then who are you? 

Steve, or let her see you in your divine truth. Do you ever let her see you in your divine truth? 

You can only be expressed here as that which is willingly received by the other. You can push those barriers a little bit like I do with you, but you can’t break them; you can’t push them to the point that it makes the other person so uncomfortable that they can never confront the idea of it again. It does have to be gentle. It does have to be; feel the love, feel the joy, feel the peace of that which we are when we wish upon the star of the light that we are, the truth that we experience selves to be, when we open to knowing eternity. Open and know eternity, open and be free.

Open to eternity and free you will be. You can’t be the truth of eternity unless eternity is the truth of you. So what is the experience of that in the body and consider whether that is the truth of you. 

Steve, repeat the last two sentences again…

Lets see if,

Steve, is your tape on?

Before we do anything, before “you” do anything; embrace divinity and allow divinity to embrace you and move you through this reality, so that you can maintain a continuous knowing of the truth of yourself here, so that you behave yourself appropriately, even though you’re the eternally free presence of self here. You are that and this reality is as it chooses to be. Both free. Both free to be exactly what they choose to be and those that limit themselves are less than those who don’t and willingly so apparently, so God bless them; to their own selves be true, but that need not be the truth of you. It doesn’t need to be the truth of you brother, it doesn’t need to be the truth of you. 

The limitations you have here as they appear to be, do not have to be that. It can be the beingness that is true for the divinely free, that you choose to be as your truth and why wouldn’t you? Your choice controls your reality; your choice to be free and to grant freedom every moment. You receive freedom, you grant freedom and you are freedom itself.

 Steve, Its an interesting thing choice. So, does that relate to me and my life when I was molested as a child?

Who was molested?

Steve, I was.

So what? So friggin what? Are you going to hold onto that as the thing that you know as true about yourself?

Steve, no I’m trying to understand why.

Because, because, because you were who you were here. It’s because you were here as that.

Steve, was there a purpose in it?

No, no.

Steve, zero?

Zero, it just was and it didn’t have to be, but it was and thats the part to consider; it did not have to be that way, but it was. And what was the controlling factor of that that made it the way that it was? Its you, its you choosing your limitations, its you choosing to know yourself as the awareness of this body as the truth of you, as a man and the limitations hereto for expressed in human consciousness; the impossibility of the eternal knowing truth expressed as self. So you know, why be loyal to that as yourself? It certainly would know you being you’re truth, so your not exactly in danger here as your truth. 

Just don’t go around poking it in their eyes saying; you’re wrong for being so truly disgusting. Ha Ha, their not, their being just the way they want to be. Their just the way they want to be, so quit condemning them for that. It’s just great, its great that people choose to be the way that they are. Thats the first rule of divinity; its great these choices that they are making, this is wonderful what these humans are doing, this is magnificent, come on look at these guys, come on all of you gods in the divine realms; come on, come taste these waters, come sample those willing in this reality to know what it is to be embraced by the divine. Come on guys, everyone that everyone here prays to, come on, bless us, truly, with the experiential understanding of the truth of yourself by our willing merger with you. Be that way here with us, please. 

God, be the one that grants us our divinity here and then we’ll be the ones who recognizes that God has always granted that to all individuated consciousnesses from the very beginning and yet it is individuated consciousness that makes the choice, that shifts the presence of the beingness that one considers themselves to be here, choose your divinity now and ride the wave of divine possibilities for yourself.

Your right Steve, I don’t know what to do with this crap. How does one wear this in this reality? How do you? How does one wear the divine in this reality?

Steve, its tough.

It’s here available for us, for everyone. It’s here available for us, for everyone, to experience their divinity.

Steve, Its not easily recognized though.

How much will you allow the divine to embrace you in this moment? How much? How much more can you open up to the divine saying; yes Steve yes, yes Steve yes you are going to know the truth of yourself and it is wonderful and all of those things that happened to your body; yea they happened, was there a purpose? No, only a little made up purpose that inspires unconscious people to think that there is hope for themselves when their is no hope until they say; may I truly know me and I don’t care what happens, I want to know my truth now and then your truth will set you free.

Its a true dilemma Steve, how are we going to interact in the morning? How are we going to interact? To what degree tomorrow are you going to allow for divinity to freely move you? How much will you allow yourself to know your truth tomorrow?

Steve the answer to that is, how are we going to interact with love and respect?

Ah OK, good yes, yes, Mmm.

Steve, love, respect and honor.

We’ll entitle this one tonight; “pushing the envelope of divinity, my God what has he done?”  What has God done for you lately, that is the question, Ha ha. Hey Steve, what has God done for you lately? Hmm?

Steve, everything.

Everything what? He made you “this guy that you are” and you’re happy? Ha ha, You run around praising God all of the time because you just can’t believe that this is so perfectly, exactly the way you wan’t life to be? 

Steve, no.

Then if Gods blessings work, then God didn’t bless you with that reality that you wanted, did he? What blessings of God do work? I am open to finding that out, are you? What blessings of God work for our betterment here? Isn’t that a reasonable question that humanity should ask itself? 

Steve, I suppose.

Ok, so what is it to open to the willing knowingness of what the divine wishes for us, because thats the only place that you can get the answer to that question; from a divine free expression of self as the truth of eternity. That is the only place the answer can be received as the truth of eternal knowing itself. 

Well, my, my, Mmm, 

So what I am saying is that the truth of yourself is not less than the truth of eternity and I welcome you to experience that truth yourself, so that you know yourself truly, that you’ve realized yourself fully, that you know yourself divinely free. 

Hmm, Hmm, Allow your self realization in this moment, 

this is the moment for you, 

the time has come, 

the opening of the holy one, 

for all to see, 

the freedom of humanity. 

Expressed in the expression of self in form, 

the one who has come 

and is the holy norm, 

that all who wish to be free, 

may be the freedom of themselves you see, 

all free as the divine humanity,

that we all came here to be. 

All of us free, all of us are as we are. Allow your divine truth to be that which molds you in this moment and transforms you into the knowing of the truth of self and the embodiment of form in the name that you are known here as. It’s OK to be divinely aware as that. That name, that personality can be divinely free, as well it should be; a free being of humanity. 

The question you ask yourself is; Can I be divine awareness in this circumstance now? 

Maybe I can, maybe I can, maybe I can, 

maybe I can be divinely free, 

a free being of humanity,

one that wishes the divine for all. 

All free from the holy fall,

that one and all and all in one, 

that became the fallen one; 

the lost, holy, sons of God.

Proud to be lost, 

proud to be lost, that is true, 

we are proud to be lost, 

yes that is true, we are lost, me and you, 

Lost and not found,

And not searched for,

And not lost for others who care not,

 wether we be free.

What controls our expression of humanity here? The human self, the mind that we are, how free to we wish “us” ourselves to be?

You decide to allow tomorrow to be different is how it will be different, otherwise it is the same.  For tomorrow to be different for you, you have to allow it to be different for you now. Allow it to be different for you now than it used to be. Different better; continually evolving within yourself to be a finer and finer expression of humanity. 

Now, actually allow, the “others” to be free, beginning with the other in front of you. You will find that the more you allow the other to be free, the freer you are yourself. It even works better on you; the more that you allow another to be free, you will find that you have more freedom than anyone, because you allow anyone and everyone their own freedom themselves. 

Do nothing except be still and open to divinity. 

Open to the divine source now. 

Allow yourself to experience the truth that another says to be true and compare that to your own and know that when another speaks it usually is just a story and its not something that you have to entertain as your reality.

Divine glory as the truth of self, oh my goodness, how presumptuous one must be, to accept Gods blessing for eternity. 

Is not Gods blessing eternal freedom? OK I will take that.

Accept the possibility that divine truth is that which your willing to know yourself as and that it may be true.

What is the ultimate truth of the possibilities that others are expressing as their truth here? How ultimately free can they already be? Can we know it here as separate from ourselves? 

My willingness to accept freedom in myself is the controlling factor in my reality. 

Allowing yourself to be free in a way that blesses all humanity results in humanity being at its best. 

To that best; 

three cheers for you, 

and opens the other too, 

that he may know, 

that he himself is a blessing to the divine way. 

All are the divine way in form as their truth, so, 

be your truth and truly be, 

the saving of humanity, 

first and foremost for yourself, 

last and best for the  enemies that one hates most. 

Hmm, be the divine way and be free.