Love the world and everything in it

If you ever find your self lost or wondering what your purpose in life is; consider the possibility that your purpose is to love the world and everything in it. This will shift your contemplations and your meditations, because instead of being focused on problems, blockages, barriers or limitations, you will be flowing love to it regardless of what it is, love, appreciation, allowance and compassion… Hmm, how are your mediations and contemplations changed by this?

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A life of loving allowance.

If you wish to be free; prefer nothing over anything else and experience everything as it is, with wonder and delight.

In life,
if you fight,
you feel you are right,
for a right needs a wrong,
and then before long,
you have descended,
into a pretended,
battle of wills.

Will it not be said again,
of the time “now,”
that was long ago foretold;
when all have been freed,
from their needs,
and their greeds,
And all flower as one,
in the sun,
of the wholly one.

Once again; all for one, one for all, and all is done.

Everything that is here,
is here because it is dear,
dear to one,
dear to some,
and my dear,
dear me,
is grounded in fear.

The fear of change,
the fear of motion,
the fear of moving as the ocean,
where all are moved,
both to and fro,
by the forces we all know.

Force no one,
agains’t his will,
to swallow,
a bitter pill,
and he will see,
in thee my friend,
the one who’s truly free.

Free from the need,
to control the other,
is a wise and,
loving brother,
the one who knows,
and grows in truth,
beyond the pettiness,
of our youth.

When the full flower,
of a man,
knows both the heavenly,
and the damned,
knows us all,
both free and fallen,
he is himself,
in the midst of the eternal garden,
of peace and purity,
of sublime serenity,
and knows us all,
beyond eternity.

Every preference that you have is a choice that was made in relative unconsciousness, from a state of not knowing. For you to transcend relative unconsciousness, into a state of universal consciousness; one has to “rise out”, rise up and out of the human condition and embrace the entirety of all that is. In order to do that, one has to be at peace with the condition of humans. Now, from the human point of view, thats an impossible thing to do, because there are so many things wrong with life here.

But instead of devoting yourself to the righting of all wrongs and the fixing of all that is broken here, consider; if it is true that your consciousness can transcend and embrace the knowing of all things? Isn’t that where a decision should be made about what should be changed, (if a decision to change should be made at all)?

With no preference of one side over the other; one can love all and when one does love all, then a life of loving allowance is achieved and a life of loving allowance is “that” which will change this reality for the better.

The supreme consciousness of unconditional love; allowing things to be as they are. Is the only causative force for divine change.
Love God,
as you love no other,
love yourself,
as you love God,
and love the others as you love yourself.
Mmm, Mmm.

Immanuall

Share your light

If you meditate with an intention to get rid of something, if you do energy or healing work with an intention to change something; then you are fighting against what is and that which is. is going to push back against you. If however, you simply choose to observe, to know and to understand, then reality will open up for you and reveal itself in it's magnificence. 

All energy has consciousness and most consciousness resists disapproval from that which does not understand, respect or love it. Experience reality as it is with a wish to know, to experience and to understand what is and what is, will be freed by your loving awareness, understanding and knowledge that it is simply the divine in form ready, willing and able to drop it's pretenses and to embrace you as your truth. 

Your wish to understand reality, is a judgement of yourself as something that is untrue, for you naturally and natively understand this reality. That which seems not to understand, is a pretense that you have identified yourself as.  So have no intention with your observation, other than to observe that which is exterior and interior to your observation point.

All that attempts to move you from without and that which compells you from within; react to neither, instead, continue to observe without reaction and the more you observe without action or response to any internal or external motion, energy, emotion, thought, or voice; the more you will know the truth of yourself.

If you wonder if somebody else was right in their description of reality, the answer is no. What is correct is your own observation, free from outside influence, your pure unvarnished personal realization of truth is the only truth that is absolutely true for you. Be willing to experience without judgement all that you have ever been and all that you have ever pretended to be. Then my friend, you will be free. 

There is one true God and interestingly enough; it is all of us. However when our personality or ego relaxes enough through our observation of all that is, without reaction, effort, or an intent to change things; one opens into the realization into eternal truth and in the opening into that truth, the ego begins to become aware that the truth of you is God consciousness. In the transitioning state of self realization, there is an inclination for you to believe that "you" are the "one truth"  which is true and not true at the same time. 

You are the one truth, the one truth is you, but the one truth is everything and everyone else as well. So you are the one truth, but not uniquely so, the one truth is universal and inclusive, it's not exclusive to one, but is inclusive of all. The entire truth is the whole truth and when one embraces the whole of all reality, then his own wholeness is revealed, realized and restored. Then all confusions, misidentifications, unconsciousness and limitations dissolve away. 

In your meditations the goal, if you must have a goal is not to be without thought, but it is to be without opinion of what comes up in the meditation and not to be moved by a consciousness other than your own and it is to choose to be still and unmoved by all that has a purpose, so that the realization beyond this life and this world may come to you so that you may become fully realized.

Don't appeal to a higher power to clean up the mess that you have made in your life when you can clean it up yourself by observing the mess until you understand what it is, how it occurred and exactly what it is you are now going to do with your life, because to be needy, suffering and failing at moving successfully in this life as the operating basis of your life, is asking God to validate that as your truth and if that is not your truth eternally, then how is God supposed to help you if you your asking for his help requires him to  validate  a self image that is false.

Regardless of your religious affiliation or non affiliation, there are beings who have fully realized, ascended, transcended and moved beyond the limitations of this reality. To worship them, from the point of view of a fallen consciousness; a consciousness that is unaware and unrealized in it's own knowledge of self, separate from the input from others and the impressions that this reality has made upon you, is to burden yourself with a reality that you cannot move beyond in this lifetime, which is of course ok, because this reality has been made to experience at a level of consciousness that fears for it's ability to survive in a life and death struggle that always ends in the death of the body. 

We're here to celebrate the beauty That we all are, the love that that we have within us for ourselves and each other and to remember to come together in an appreciation for the lives that we share with each other. Our shared truth is universal and our universal truth is love, for all, without condition. Yours truly from me to you.

As you observe, you will occasionally reflect on the circumstances of your life and your interactions with others and you will realize that you are nowhere near being authentic or your authentic self. That's ok because you have been what you have been, but the realization of your truth comes with the observation that that which you have been is not your truth, which then allows you to let go of and expand beyond the defensive or offensive personality thats been your normal operating reality and once you do that, Mmm, Mmm, Mmm. Yum, life begging to enjoy you and when life begins to enjoy you, you find life irresistibly  and absolutely a wonder to experience.

So go ahead, take the time to observe, while doing absolutely nothing, about life, until life comes in to focus for you without any confusion about your circumstance, identity and role in it. Be easy with life, relax and enjoy, bless and be blessed, love and be loved, the love of "one of God" and godly will you move through life, wether or not you believe, for belief is not necessary for one who knows his own truth universally.

Realize your whole truth; be holy, whole, home and serenely at ease once more and remember; no effort, no struggle, no pressure to perform. The divine way is a "light touch", a movement of enlightened awareness of the harmonious way, where one is respectful, considerate and compassionate with all. 

So consider wether or not it is the time, place and circumstance for you to open to embrace life and share your light, in a light, easy, graceful and grateful embrace of life. For me the answer is no and I am realizing into the possibility of yes. Don't take life too seriously or you will miss the whole point; celebrate, celebrate, celebrate, your life, your loves, your freedom, your friends and your family and all the rest will take care of itself. 

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It doesn't matter what else is in this body, or even what this body is comprised of; I am here to be conscious in this body regardless of any other condition. We have no opinion about anything else that is here anyway. What that means is; that we are here being conscious and whatever else that is here; is not us and so it is irrelevant as to who and what we are.

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for as long as you have the body, you need to exercise it regularly, to the level that it maintains strength and flexibility; uncommonly good strength and mobility.

I don’t know where I came from or how I arrived, but I don’t think it matters

Part 2 of my visit with Gary

Gary: Instead of doing that or not doing that, I kind of energetically go: what do I want to learn or experience instead of, what do I want to say. Or is it true or not true.

David: Good for you.

Gary: or this or that.

David: yes.

Gary: because I can find out so much myself, instead of comparing two or three or five different things. In a way its kind of a thankless task, but when I do it, it’s not thankless, but I can’t imagine how I would win, but the game is different than I thought, because I am actually confronting it in a way, confronting myself: letting myself be confronted, letting myself have an experience rather than saying what the experience is. All I know is my experience or what I call my experience. How would I know it is my experience? Who else’s experience is there? It’s entirely possible that thats all thats happening, if there’s other experiences, I wouldn’t know. How would I know, I only have mine? 

David: there’s nothing wrong with saying that your experience is your experience. There’s nothing wrong with saying your consciousness is your consciousness, your awareness is your awareness and reality is what your experience is, not what someone else says it is.

Gary: as soon as I say something, the quicker it is not true for me, because there is so much more, it keeps changing and you can’t frame it.

David: I got ya: you cant describe something without sitting still and your never going to do that.

Gary: you can’t stop it. This is like a reality of being physically awake that is the same thing as dreaming to me because, I don’t know where I ever began. In a dream you don’t know when it starts, you can’t find the beginning of it. You’re always in the middle of it and here I am always in the middle of “this.” There’s no end, there’s no beginning , there’s no edges. It has its own intelligence, because it’s happening, but I am somehow totally a part of it, I am it, its my experience.

David: It doesn’t have to be determined as true or false because I am it.

Gary: its “happening,” yes.

David: you know what? I take back every limiting thought that I have had about your path and your expression here and I acknowledge that your accessing a reality that is limitless and cannot be condemned in any way.

Gary: anytime I frame something or know something, its just not, you know? I think Just because things seem confusing or like its just a free fall, thats just because its compared to this. But this is a free fall and its not also, it just depends on what its compared to. I think that everyones offering the semantics or the reference points, but reality doesn’t necessarily have reference points. Maybe it does, but it is so much more.

David: so what is it that you think people want? What is it that people would agree to as a preferred reality compared to the one that they are in, so that they would allow themselves to shift and move and expand and express themselves in a more harmless way, in a more harmonious way? In a greater celebration of everything and everyone? 

Gary: I think they want me dead, I think they want me to think what they are thinking. I think that they are not willing to have much experience. But I think that there is probably a lot of that out there, their just not aware and actually I feel like whatever is given me or whatever I have so far is simultaneously what I have already accomplished by inserting myself into a dream here. “this is how I woke up or this is how I was already awake” and I’m “visiting dreaming” but that is too simplistic.

David: no its not. 

Gary: it doesn’t have to be, I didn’t know if you would like it or not.

David: I do like it.

Gary: OK, I just think that whatever is inspirational, is already moving us. “its already happening to me” and if I don’t like it, then that must not be the point. So I don’t like this, whatever, its like: so, there is so much more that that, my liking it is such a small reference.

David: In your higher consciousness choice, the choice you made did not put a relevance factor on what your preference was to experience. Ahh, you didn’t grant yourself the freedom… You didn’t grant yourself the self determinism after your past, sent you on your way to here.

Gary: I get that, I get that. 

David: so your path has sent you to “this” and your path approves of this experience in this moment or you wouldn’t be having it. All of your past led you to this moment right now.

Gary: How do I know it was the past? But I hear what you are saying. 

David: tell me then.

Gary: I don’t know where I came from or how I arrived, but I don’t think it matters.

David: I think that it matters what your experiencing in this moment and from what point of view are you experiencing it.

Gary: OK I see.

David: are you experiencing reality from a point of view as something being tossed around by reality, or are you experiencing it as something that inspired reality to be exactly what it is?

Gary: I don’t know how… Its kind of like: be present and be here now. Like thats just an old concept now.

David: but what happens if you actually are? 

Gary: I’m not.

David: I know how you can not be, because thats what I have been doing for so long.

Gary:  but then you are doing it to yourself and there is not something else.

David: Its not someone else doing it to you its you doing it to yourself and so the point is that you are doing it to yourself and when you are tired of being a negative to yourself… When you are tired of that, how do you change your experience of reality here?

Gary: for me I don’t know if I am really tired of it, I don’t know if I know what being tired of it is. Maybe being tired of it is my savior. 

David: you know what? Very well spoken. Tired of it, is your savior. Because when you are tired of it, you are signaling all levels of your consciousness that this is not longer your choice, no longer has your support as a continuation of reality for you.

Gary: what are you doing tomorrow?

David: I am going to Sacramento in the morning and the bay area in the afternoon, unfortunately. 

Gary: I should probably go with you. I ‘m good, I’m good to go, I’m game to play, just let me know the next time you want to, if you can, as long as it isn’t Mexico.

David: It’s pretty extraordinary the way that you are able to express yourself: as soon as I grant you freedom to speak freely with myself, you do. But ,you always monitor and respect the level of what I am able to receive easily.

Gary: I hear that.

David: so you only speak when I allow you to speak freely and as soon as I have a resistance to your speaking freely: you are quiet and you wait for me to work through what ever it is that I am working through that has me in that state of consciousness and then when I wonder how I can be fully here in the moment, I connect with you on that level and then we communicate again.

Gary: Well, this is the first time that i… Whatever has happened since in my world, wether it is true or not, I will create a story here. I feel like there is not such a pull or push as to wether something is a certain way or not. For me, its like, I think anyone, especially you could have anything to offer and at the same time it does’t take away, because you always ask me to tell you what I'm asking or what my response is and that is in step with who I am. I don’t think that I do anything any more that  don’t want to do, I just don’t and I just say what I want.

David: why would you do anything that you don’t want to?

Gary: maybe it’s a childhood thing, where I just go, what do I think that they want? What is their agenda? Or what if I oppose them? There’s something happening here, wherever here is, there is something happening here that I am finding all of the time and it’s not me saying just saying what it is and that’s how I want it to be. Like what I am saying is not even true, its just what is happening here that is true, not the way I am saying it.. But it still is something that’s bright and happening.

David: yes, despite it being what it is, there’s always a way to enjoy it.

Gary: yes, because what are you going to do?

David: lets look for a way for enjoyment in the moment then, in such a way that we react in each new moment with: oh boy, I like this even better. So that you go from increase to increase in your awareness and your consciousness and your ability to interact successfully with reality here.

What you experience in this moment is the only thing that is really relevant to you.

I don’t think that I understand anything and I think that that is an advantage.

Part one of my visit with Gary:

9/16/11

Gary: I’m not really interested in the “truth” except that which is right here and happening.

David: I get it, the truth as promoted by academics and people who study theories of others then come up with a lesson for you, so that you can have an idea about what reality is and that it is: a concept that they have come up with instead of the truth of your own experience.

Gary: right, right, right.

David: Oh my God stay away from education! That will confuse you all the way down to a embodied, animal, human consciousness. That’s not something that you want to be limited to. 

Gary: I feel like your saying a lot of things that your choosing… I understand the value of that, maybe I don’t but I kind of feel like it is happening upon me, wether I like it or not. I might not like it, but nothing ever turns out the way I think it will, or is what I think it is. It’s more, it’s “this” 

David: Ok, well that in itself says more about it doesn’t it?

Gary: There’s just no substitute and there is no way to demonstrate it, in a way. I’m not saying you can’t, I’m sure you can, but.

David: our consciousness has been so focused on listening to other peoples advice and training for reality that we forgot to put in the equation that we actually live in a reality that is real, not just a theory.

Gary: right, and all the theories have nothing to do with anything.

David: and everybody is continually debating about the theory of reality and someone else’s opinion about it and how that is relevant to them and as soon as they get into that train of consciousness, they’re just fucking lost.

Gary: but lost isn’t so bad, because they have reality all around them.

David: but they are lost to it.

Gary: but lost is part of the reality isn’t it?

David: it’s ok for them to have the experiences that they choose, because reality is what ever it is today and that has to be OK, because if you fight what is, then what is, is going to fight you. 

Gary: right.

David: and a fight is not an expansion of consciousness, it’s a contraction and an attempted destruction of another consciousness. How anybody could revere the victors in a destructive fight that tries to destroy the consciousness of another, to have that sort of thing be revered, honored and respected and that you should give your allegiance to that and to admit its superiority over you is a curse of the first order.

Gary: yes. Even, all of the lies that they are offering are light.

David: they are here, but we don’t need to interact with them as if they are relevant to us. 

Gary: well, they can’t do anything because it is a memory. 

David: ahh, its just a pretense.

Gary: because this is whats happening, not that. 

David: oh, this is whats happening, not something else. 

Gary: that is what’s happening for them.

David: and this is what’s happening for us. But we have all of those other connections with people that think about us and depend on us for various things, but regardless of all of those other “pulls” on your consciousness, you can be here and say: this is where I am at and this is what our experience is and then step out of that being a thought or an intention and just actually have that as your experience.

Gary: its multidimensional, because of all of the things that are in the way: aren’t in the way, because they are just happening. It is only happening as you are looking at it.

David: OK so as soon as you find a way to not let them be significant to your reality, it shifts?

Gary: I think instead of trying to change it, there is so much stuff going on…

David: you can interact with any part of it that you want to.

Gary: Yes.

David: you have your choices of who you interact with, where you live.

Gary: and wether you are tasting or seeing.

David: OK, so what are we saying here? There is a part of my consciousness that is really fully present, but really stupid right now. What are we saying to David about what the possible improvement that there can be in his daily conscious. 

Gary: I think that you are offering yourself an improvement, because whatever is, is the improvement, but it is just one focus.

David: Ok, your words are allowing me to be freer, so continue as you will.

Gary: regardless, one way or the other, it is all in reflection and not. It’s like gravity, you can’t say gravity is good or bad or the sun is bad or life is bad. It’s just what is happening. You can’t say and its always more. And more alien too, it’s multidimensional. Even in very mundane ways: like seeing is different from hearing but they happen at the same time. 

David: ha, thinking can disable you man.

Gary: but thinking isn’t what we think thinking is either: you can’t grab it like you can cement. Its just a concept. Just because thats a tree, doesn’t mean that thats a tree. Just because I am seeing what I am seeing doesn’t mean that its what I think it is, its much more. Its always much more. Its all energetic and I think that we are fortunate, because we are in the stream. We are the crest, we are the manifestation, so we have the advantage and I think that you can see that thinking and concepts could be helpful and not in your way, depending on what you want or what you think you want, but we always have “this.” We always have what we have.  I think that thinking is being focused on one thing, but there is everything else: how am I even here? How do I even have a story? How do we have this world and I just doubt that that is all that there is, is just what you’re thinking it is. Just because this might be real, there will be another day when it might not be.

David: do you realize how brilliantly conscious you are right now? In your expression of what you are saying, I am saying congratulations.

Gary: thanks, I try to find moments where I can say things like that, to amuse myself mostly, I just assume that because I am having fun, that the energy is communicating something that is nice, but I don’t get it back very much. I don’t feel that I am brilliant, I don’t think that I am brilliant, 

David: well, whats the truth? If you’re feeling brilliant, it is the truth, because thats the truth of what you are feeling. 

Gary: I feel everything else too, and I feel brilliant. I feel like I feel what everyone else feels, but I don’t necessarily have to go there. 

David: You can be brilliant about it, you can say: yes I see this reality, yes I experience this reality and yes I can see how you are experiencing this reality too. But no, I am not choosing that way, I am choosing my own way and that is freedom here: physically, financially, consciously, spiritually.

Gary: I have a suspicion that what ever is has the advantage, because it inherently is what it is and has what it has so far and so it’s like: how can I ever go wrong?

David: ahh. How can you go wrong not challenging what is? How can you go wrong when you say to reality: I see you, I see you, good for you, good for you. You are what you are and when you look at it without a philosophy, you just see the beauty: Ahh reality is interacting this way and we can observe it as a participant that enjoys the game without somehow ever really having much of an opponent here. We’re more omnipotent that way than an oppositional.

Gary: I always thought that I had a trajectory on where I was going and where I might go and this is all so unrelated to that as this is what it is.

David: Gary, do you recognize how when we get together, the brilliance of you comes through and the same for me in reverse. This type of interaction that we are having right now, is what needs to be known by the consciousness here as an available possibility for itself and so thats why our conversations should not be something that I write down and post on a blog that nobody reads, but it should be filmed. There should be a record of what it is when two beings choose for the ultimate expression of themselves here, for the choice of what the perfection of your possibilities are. For that to be the realization of the you that you are here and so if we are truly choosing that for ourselves and allowing that for the other, seeing how that moves through a communication that we allow each other to have. Where the two of us each continuously get more brilliant as we communicate.

Gary: I don’t have a sense that I am moving in a space for the future only, yes I feel that sense also, but I feel like my senses are collapsing back into me. Including the ideas of days and people and possibilities.

David: and what do you think the result of that is going to be as it continues?

Gary: this, it just continues. I’m part of it and it is also maturing. Things are what they are so in a way they have their own cores, you know.

David: that depends, in the natural… Here’s the part that I would like to preach to you if I could.

Gary: sure.

David: things are as we are and we need to celebrate that, its the right thing to do, ok? When you celebrate something for being exactly what it is…

Gary: I hear you.

David: That something has a consciousness regardless of what it is, even the ground that we are sitting on. It has its own individuated consciousness and when an individuated consciousness receives full approval for being exactly what it is: that it is a successful perfect completion of that. Then the arrow has flown through the air, has hit its target and it has expressed itself as “this” perfect!

Gary: yes. 

David: that give it a completion, “that shows over” now what is our next choice? OK, well, how can we decide what our next choice unless we see what the menu is? What are the possibilities? And so we have to step out of the presence and consciousness that we have known ourselves as here ( and we are able to do that because we have received the true acknowledgement of our being perfectly “this” and now: what is the extent of the possibilities that we have to choose from for our next beingness? Your consciousness has to expand infinitely in order to have an understanding of that.

Gary: I hear what you are saying, because I could say: and I’m seeing that that is what’s happening, but you are making a point.

David: no, I wan’t you to express what your own position is, because it will identify where mine are stuck and the areas of mine that are stuck, I am not proud of. I am willing to say: I said what I said, but I still recognize that me expression of self is “this” and I am wanting it to be something else so, the feed back of your expressing truth as you see it to me, allows me to add it to my own and causes me to pop up and out of my contextual and limited consciousness. 

Gary: but I wonder that we are talking about things that we don’t even know what they are and we are projecting them.

David: OK, I will look at that right now. It’s a good idea and I want to consider it so that I can find the truth of it to the degree that you do. I want to understand it as well as you do. 

Gary: I don’t think that I understand anything and I think that that is an advantage.

David: ohh, ok. 

Gary: because people are lying, lying, lying, words, words, words, I don’t know what lying or words are either.

David: so you are not paying attention to other people in defining your reality.

Gary: I know that one very well. So I notice how both are happening at the same time, but neither, its more mobile than that, what ever I have available to me, I perceive. And its always moving because thats not it either, its always so much more. For me its like I used to say this is how it is and that is how it is and there is no me. But I think that hats whats happening and doing that or not doing that I go: what is it that I want to learn or what do I want to experience, more than what do I want to say. 20:47

The truth of you is the you that is brilliantly free

The main level of consciousness that you exhibit in life is self sabotage, observe, feel and know God there. At the level that you disable yourself; know that God is there, with you and know that you are there, with God, always.

Simply decide that your going to know whats going on in your life, you’re not going to be surprised by any of it, because you’ll know what going on, in, around and with your life. The interaction this reality has with your life;
is fully known by you,
by the you that is willing to be free here,
by the you that is willing to know me here.
Allow that part to be freely here for you,
for your benefit,
for your success,
for your betterment,
for all of this; allow a truthful competence, confidence and ability to be here as you choose to be and experience here, what you wish to;
to be at one with all and yet to be,
always in a manner that pleases you.

Always be here in a manner that pleases you, come on. If the manner in which you are here is not pleasing to you, don’t hold onto it, don’t demand that that be your continued truth of your manifestation here. If the truth of who and what you are here as demonstrated by your presence, actions and the points of view of those interacting with you, if you want to continue on being that; then quit saying that you don’t and if you don’t wish to continue being that, then let go of the you that you know, does not know the truth of it’s self.

Hold onto your knowing that freedom is one of the words that could be used to describe the truth of you. That which is not free is not the truth of you, it is only a pretense. Your choice to be one with God is going to result in such a radical shift of your current belief of your true self, that you will not be able to observe who you have been, even as your pretense anymore, and that’s a good thing.

The truth of you is the you that is brilliantly free, fully alive, awake, awakened, and aware of self as the truly free; free from limitation by your own self realization of truth.

I’m the wrong guy for you to talk to about practical living, if you are looking to my life’s example for the manifestation of it. Yet at the same time, I know the formula for self satisfaction;
realize God,
is already here.
God is already here,
as you,
with you,
one with you.
When you realize that you are one with God already, then you will have realized your truth.

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Your realization of freedom

Allow your realization of freedom to shift your manifestation here, to shift your abilities and knowing in every way. Observe everything around you and realize that this, is already divine. There is no flaw here, there is only the pretense of a flaw. The things that you want to improve in yourself are only pretended flaws, so within that pretense; you don’t try to not be what you are, you are that already. What you are now, was the purpose of your creation, but it is not the end creative limitation of who and what you are, it is only a passing mirage that is pretending to be your truth. One that is interesting and beautiful, but one that is ultimately irrelevant to being able to limit you in any way.

Yes, through and through the “everything” that you are, is the realization that you already are, divine. You are. I already am divine also, there is no seeking it, it’s the truth that you allow yourself to realize; you already are divine and you did not need anybody else’s help to do it. Although you surely received invaluable help along the way, but we all have to say for ourselves and each other; “the divine never needed help from me and you and I both, are divinity.”

Within all that is you; you realize that it is already divine here,
I am already divinely conscious here,
I am already divinely responsible here,
I am already divinely free here and
I open myself to my full realization of that as my awareness in this moment and going forward as I move through time,
I continue to increase my realization of the divine.
I am already divine and for my benefit,
I realize it in this moment.
I am the divine is the self realization that is going on in your body right now, shifting every individuated point of consciousness attached to the body into the realization that it is already divinely realized, it’s already that, which it always has been.

You are already divine, there is nothing to struggle for.
You are already that which you wish to be.
You already are as free as free can be.
There are no limits on true freedom; Its the full ability to live as you choose.
There is nothing left to struggle for, relax, be free, choose to be free now. Don’t choose to become free, don’t choose to improve yourself in barely noticeable ways into better freedom; be as you choose to be and choose to be free.

There is nothing to struggle for if you realize your divinity and you are already divine and it doesn’t have to have anything to do with any other part of reality. Reality can continue on as it is, with you realizing your divinity. Everyone is free, everyone is divinity moving as it chooses to be.

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The most wonderful thing that you can do for another person is to be willing to know and experience the divine through them.

The body wants to feel its way into a state of freedom of expression. It wants to go; Ahh, it wants to be in awe. You feel whatever it is you feel in your body and you release it with an expression of awe… ahh… Where your body is able to embrace its freedom is; when you feel the limitation or pain and you feel it, ahh… moving it from a condition of awe-full to full of awe. The ahh, ooh, yes, Awesome, yes. Feeling where your body is and then allowing it to go into a state of emphatic, enthusiastic and celebratory; yes, ahh, oh yes.

Yes, to freedom in the body, Yes to freedom of consciousness, yes to freedom of movement, freedom of presence and yes to the presence of a supremely aware, confident and able consciousness. Allow your body to find the awesome possibilities of that embrace. The embrace of ahh-yes. Feel your body and allow it to move into a state of ahh-yes. Touch your body in a new way and feel how it feels. Then relax and allow the body to move in ahh, oh yes, ah ha, that was what was wrong with me; I was allowing my self to go unconscious in my connection to painful circumstances, instead of going; ouch, aaah, ohh, ahh, ah ha, OK, got it. What do we do with our new found freedom in the body? We build on it moment to moment, allowing it to move, shift and embrace the possibilities. All you have to do is feel how things are in this moment, relax and say ok, ahh, the infinite awareness of self is choosing to be here and self aware. Mmm.

There is an interesting thing about stretching; if you do something relatively difficult where your body is resisting your going any further, and you hold it there, embracing it while letting go of the problem, continue to this until it stops resisting you and becomes supportive of you. Then when your body relaxes into peace, relax into this universe being supportive of you totally; saying yes Judy, yes Judy.

Allow the universe to bless you with a yes to your chosen perfection, being the reality that you are expressed here as. Sometimes it is easier to relax into something that you have not been willing to face before, when there is somebody supporting you in it. Anything that you have avoided out of fear can be mastered with a shared supportive presence.

There is no reason not to face up to the life that is in front of you, because the life that is in front of you when observed through the eyes of your own eternal truth, is seen from that eternal knowledge and awareness and the universe then says yes to supporting you, because you are standing in your truth as much as you can. You’re willing to be responsible for your life and many others as well. Your willing to be here as a person who benefits all of this reality because of the things you choose to help manifest and create here. You devote yourself to things that bless, benefit and advance the freedom and lives that you connect with.

When you do that, you are in harmony with reality. When you act in harmony with all of reality, there is no part of reality that will choose to be in disharmony with you. “I will choose to look for others to find a way to be freer in the same manner that I am free with myself” When they are with you, it is; everyone for the benefit of everyone else. Each willing to give that which results in the betterment of the other, from the others point of view. Is this resulting in the betterment of you? Does the touch of an aware consciousness awaken within you, a greater awareness with yourself? Using the reflection of the other as a pathway to enlightenment?

Don’t be compelled within yourself to change anything about you. To come from the point of view that needs to change, in order to improve or be a more perfect you. Instead, simply allow the perfection of truth to be your identity and to shift the expression of you in reality, with allowance, until you resemble that. Allow the creation of you, to morph into a “pretty good” reflection of the beingness that you have chosen.

I am looking at how to have a continuous experience of freedom in the body. To do that I am exploring every place in my body that is not free and work my way through it in ahh… allowance for whatever will release it, to be the direction that I am moving. There is no predetermined process, or theory other than; it is possible to let go of anything and everything that limits your expression of your eternal truth. It’s safe to say that you can relax out of anything that blocks you from having that experience and having that be something that it is OK for you to let go of.

The willingness to let go of anything that limits you is the first prerequisite for a free being. All the things that we as humans find to disable ourselves in the supposed virtue of restraint of the freedom that would result in a graceful, joyful and loving expression of ourselves. Interesting that we would prefer that to a truth that would be worthy of the word transcendent. Something that transcends all human levels of pleasure, and consciousness. Something that if it were available to everyone as a free choice of consciousness for that moment; there would be no-one who would not choose it.

So what prevents us from choosing it in this moment? From choosing our truth? The suggestion that an experience of the knowing and realization of our ultimate truth is a reality that we can share with each other and with others. It is the reason that we chose to be here; to be here as our eternal truth of self, this is the hoped for possibility for everyone who chooses realization for themselves.

You have to actually confront and experience the truth of who you are here, before you can transcend. You can’t transcend in unconsciousness, only in full awareness. You have to look at the s--it that you have done in life and say; yes I did that and look at the level of consciousness that you were at; it was an expected appropriate behavior for that level of consciousness. Its not the level of consciousness that I choose any more though, so my reality has to shift now to conform to the new beingness that I have chosen.

There’s no excuse in a present time circumstance that is an actual real barrier to your being what you choose to be. You don’t choose for a change of circumstances, you choose for a change of presence, of beingness, then the universe will move mountains of fear and doubt for your transformation.

I choose the ultimate expression of myself as my reality here, as my expression here. I choose what is ultimately true, what the ultimate possibility of what my truth could be, so that all possibilities for my self are available to me as my free choice.

To change the self that you are, you simply have to choose the self that you want to be and what is that? Beingness is a choice, its not a truth. There is a truth of the choice made, but it is not an original truth, all beingness is a pretense or postulate; a choice of consciousness to be “that.” You don’t do something to be or become something, you choose to be something and then all your behaviors are natural for the beingness that is chosen.

“I choose to be the seed that knows not the destiny of its reality and allows itself to become the full expression of its truth without any pre conceived plan. I am simply willing to be that which I was created to be.” “That” willingness in yourself, makes your ultimate truth an available choice for you.

What ever there has been between us that has been my being less than fully blessing you with your fondest wishes for yourself, I let go of and replace that with; my knowing of your eternal truth and my saying yes, yes, yes it’s nice, to know you there.

Not having to do anything to improve, ceasing to do anything that is not done in divine consciousness, awareness and responsibility. I am not going to accept my consciousness being less than that, so I am certainly not going to do anything at all from any level less than the divine and so I am simply going to sit here, until I realize that the divine has always been in me, has always supported me, has always embraced me with love for who and what I am and in what my choices have been in each and every moment.

When I can relax into receiving divinity within myself, then I receive that and as I open and receive that, then that is allowing the divine to move me, to be me, to know me fully and for me to know all that is divine as well.

There is some kind of doorway to heaven where we transit from our consciousness here, to our presence there. Our presence in heaven and knowing that, that is us here, hmm, how is that realized in this identity and point of view? Well, it is not realized by this point of view trying, its not realized by this point of view learning, it’s by this point of view having been chosen divinely to be reawakened, to be restored, to be redeemed, to be it’s truth once more again, now.

It’s OK, right now for you to open to your knowing of your divine and eternal truth and your receiving that as an active expression of yourself as you move through this reality.

Nice opening, nice choice, well done. Allow it to move thorough the totality of who you are expressed here as. My god, what a blessing to yourself that you can open up to the knowledge of yourself, the realization of eternal truth as the expression of yourself. Congratulations, what a marvelous choice and oh what a relief for me, thank you.

When you choose freedom for yourself, you bless everyone around you. It’s a resonant frequency that the others can’t help but go into harmony with for their own self. You allow your blessing of all others to move before you into reality as you move through it. You, a free being, consciously expressed here, willingly present here as eternal truth. Not shutting down and going unconsciousness. Hallelujah, the celebration of life by a consciousness that loves life, that supports life, that blesses and benefits all life here.

Why wouldn’t you do that? Why wouldn’t you say; I choose to be a benefit to this reality, why would you fight it, why would you not say; I support this reality in such a way that this reality chooses better for itself. Why not be that? Why not be here as that, simply by being present here as your own truth?

Let me experience what it is to be in the presence of eternal truth manifest by you through your human form. Let me feel that, by your being open to the divine flowing through you. Let me know what it is to know the presence of eternity manifest as form.

The most wonderful thing that you can do for another person is to be willing to know and experience the divine through them. I have an Idea about how you should do it, but that is the part of me that is wrong, that I am letting go of, because in order for you to be the full expression of the truth of your divinity, you have to allow the divine to move through you and it moves as it chooses.

I willingly allow myself to be surprised by how the divine moves through you. That is a new twist and an improvement in my ability to appreciate another person. My willingness for the divine to be present in you is only going to be experienced by myself, when I just sit back and watch it happen, you don’t need a word of instruction or encouragement from me.

A two way willingness to allow the divine flow, in and out, giving and receiving of the divine without any shutdown by the body consciousness being in fear. Just a full Ahh, awe, a willingnes for the divine to move through us, in and out simultaneously, giving and receiving, without thought, but with awareness and consciousness, while you observe the miraculous reality of the divine within your form. Letting go of every point of view that you have ever had that you are something less than that.

As all of those ideas, pretenses, valences and roles that you have played; feel them, embrace them, then let them go as you realize the divine, through them, as them, until what they are is nothing but divine presence. Everything less than that has been transformed, transmuted and transcended. Then you allow that beingness to enter the reality of the life that you are living here, not just the body, not just in the realm of possibilities in your future or past, but in your eternal present that you are in, regardless of where you are going tomorrow.

You are open right now to eternity in your present,
as your presence,
as your consciousness,
As your awareness,
as your sense of self,
as the experience of self in the body,
as the experience of the self the frees all embodied consciousness because of its perfect awareness and presence. The presence of transformed self, is the self that is your truth and the presence of transformed self only needs to be present and then everything else shifts because of it, including your identity, circumstances and relationships, they all shift into a whole other set of possibilities.

Each time that you catch yourself getting back into doingness, instead of beingness and presence, just go; oh yes, thats funny. let that go again and re-realize yourself as that presence that frees with your presence here. The process is as gradual or as quick as your letting go is. As fast as you can comfortably let go is as fast as the process goes. If you want to speed up the process, you have to figure out how to comfortably, easily and harmoniously let go without disruption for yourself or others.

How do you let go of all that limits you in such a way that it frees you and is a blessing to this reality? Anything that promotes more focused consciousness in your body, can be used to take responsibility for it in a greater way. Part of what they don’t tell you in church is that you save yourself in surrender to your own truth and allowing that truth, to be what transforms you, not somebody else’s.

The willingness to be free is the you that exists in every moment of your changing reality. I am letting go of the need that I have had to express myself from the point of view that something that I had to say was meaningful, beneficial or educational to someone else. I am letting go of the need that I have to be relevant to anyone who feels like they need assistance from outside of themselves in order for them to be what they wish to be, because they don’t.

We’re here to be one who willing chooses the divine for themselves, now.

A physical manifestation of divine unconditional love

It’s an interesting subject; what it is to have a relationship with the divine. When you are coming from a human consciousness and its one that there is not really much practical knowledge of in the general press and even in the new age books or the standard works of established religions.

It’s a place where I like to go when I can and when I do, I can speak from there, especially when I have taken a traditional native sacrament. Otherwise I just get inspired and while they are nice words of inspiration, receiving it from above, so to speak. The other with the sacrament, is quite different; the word is divinely loaded into the body and the body is embraced with a unconditional love that is transcendent and its impossible not to say; yes, its nice, Mmm, home base again, I’m back. Its everyones home base, its everyones natural state of expression beyond the eternities. It’s us talking as God ourselves. The talking about it is necessary because we are not expressing it here as who and what we are.

Judy, We are all in this dimension and certain people are being spoken to and while you are being spoken to you have to know that that is happening. Its like a building where God is on the 12th floor and all of the information is on the 11th floor and that’s where all knowledge is pulled from and there are only certain people who can pull that knowledge out and the others don’t have access to it.

To be the presence of the I AM, with out limitation or an agenda, without a point of view that somebody else is wrong in their chosen expression here; the divine celebrates this reality exactly as it is. Not because it enjoys it exactly as it is, which it does, but because the enjoyment, approval, understanding and embracement of a reality, is what makes a transcendent reality known as an available choice to a consciousness embodied in duality.

This world is being changed, not through words, thoughts, ideas, concepts and belief systems. This world is coming into a new world change, because of a willing choice of the embodiment of the divine by this entire reality. Thats the agenda of this reality; the embodiment of all form and creation by God consciousness and God being the operating identity of the entire reality, all reality in a divine state of consciousness, where each point of view celebrates every other point of view and consciousness that is perceived as the “other”

The self is a divine manifestation and all else is an equally divine manifestation. The change foe you into that is; “you” yourself wondering whether that is an available choice for you. When your consciousness wonders if that is true; then the “wondering” of that begins; the wonder of a reality of conscious presence that is sublime, that is universally loving, universally giving to all of creation without preference to one part of it being better than another.
Thats what changes reality, when you choose yourself, to allow your true self, the true you that exists beyond this one, the conscious of your existence eternally, the one that knows all that there is to know, about all that is. That is the you that is true and that is the one that is the truth of you. If you are willing to be true to yourself and embody your eternal truth, you will be a blessing to this reality. A blessing that all of this reality will celebrate. There is not a negative aspect to your being here as your eternal presence.

In regards to your body making the transition to freedom, feel it and ask; am I really going to allow this body to be free? To move with a consciousness that encompasses eternity? Who’s is willing to say; yes, I choose to know ultimate truth, I choose to ultimately be true to myself and to you, I am here to be the me that is free, free to be the truth of me throughout all eternity?

From my heart to yours, the message from me to you is; I do see you eternally and as you choose for the same yourself, the dreams and fondest wishes that you have for this reality and for yourself will be true, because your presence will be a wonder to behold, without your saying a single word.

The presence of a divine consciousness as the operating consciousness in a body is an irresistible force, irresistible, because it is a physical manifestation of divine unconditional love and the source of all creation from whence we all are from, our native, natural point of view as the creator of realities for ourselves to interact in with separate points of view.

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The divine has chosen to be divinely conscious in you.

When you are meditating, you should realize that the point of what you are doing is to be more conscious. More conscious in such a way that life is better for you, more enjoyable for you, more successful for you. The objective is to be present here as conscious as it is possible for us to be.

How much can you be conscious of with each step that you take? How much more can you be aware of than you are? Open up to a greater capacity for knowing and understanding reality as it is and as it can be when you are in perfect harmony with it. Choosing to be in dis-harmony with any part of reality doesn’t make you a superior being, it makes you less than that, don’t hold onto any ego gratifying identification of yourself as a tough, smart, or clever guy that has ‘it over” on any other part of this reality. If you identify with this reality to that degree, then you can’t be aware of anything that lies beyond this that might further benefit your enjoyment of this reality while you are here. Open up to all the possibilities that are available for you, not just the ones that you have thought of or have been told that you have by others.

Look and see if there is the possibility of something extraordinary available to us right now. Lets drop the pretense of the you that is thinking, of being the totality of what is possible as the truth of what you are. Lets open up to the possibility of knowing the truth of you that would perfect you in this form.

Let go of your mind and not respond to what it is asking you to do, just purely relax and feel what it is for your body to fully be at ease and for your mind to be at peace while you allow your body to move in that state of peaceful, harmonious consciousness; a divine presence as you move through life. Allow the body to come into full harmony with what it would feel, if a divinely conscious being were inhabiting it.

The body can be supportive of the truth of your consciousness here. If you continue to let the body be in control. You will only find ways to improve your body consciousness and that’s not a fully encompassing level of consciousness, or indicative of who and what you are in totality. The truth of yourself is limitless and is a magnificent thing to behold. What would that be like for you to be magnificent to behold, wondrous to interact with, revealing and miraculous in the positive effects that you have with people and reality? It’s not something that you attain, its something that you observe, observe it so that you know what it is and can then decide if that is something that you want to be, at your choice.

This is not about Ideas and concepts, its a current choice of consciousness that you have, that you can experience, right now. Something that your not presently aware of, something that you don’t know exists, only because you took your attention off of it. Put your attention back on the divine now, so that you can become aware of those realms, so that they can be familiar to you again, so that you can know whether or not the information that you become aware of when you are in that state of consciousness is something that you want to make available to yourself.

Simply choose for yourself, right now, the awareness of the divine. “I choose to be aware of divinity” “I choose to be aware of all that is divine and I choose to know the beings that would qualify as the perfected expression of that”. Whatever their identities may be, who cares what their names are? Who cares if it is Jesus, Buddha, Krishna or a bunch of other guys that made it maybe even better than they did? That nobody ever named, because they could not be known by a consciousness less that their own? How about knowing those guys and gal’s? How about saying to them; hit me with the truth? Help me open to looking at ultimate truth in such a way that it changes me and transforms me, so that life is no more an uncertain thing?

Now into the practical application part of it, experiential learning. Feel yourself and ask; am I willing to open to interacting with divinity, divine consciousness, divine beings, divine forms and structures? Am I willing to observe all that is divine and have all that is divine as my awareness? To have my presence fully with that awareness so that divine awareness shifts all the consciousness that surrounds you, into a shared awareness of the divine?

Ahh… Yes… Well done…

One thing that you can say about yourself that makes you more conscious is; “the divine has chosen to be divinely conscious in me”.

Don’t hold onto any of the identifications of yourself that come from a human sourced consciousness. (That pretty much covers everyone by the way). If you no longer allow yourself to have human based reference points for your consciousness and your identity, then you are free to explore all truths and can then choose to embody yourself with whatever greater level of consciousness that you choose.

I have to be so much more conscious in my life than I have been on the effects that I have on others and how easy it is to create positive ones instead of negative ones. Open up to knowing how to create a fulfilled reality for both you and the others that you deal with. Open up to knowing “That” as your identity of self, as the operating consciousness that you are here. Allow yourself to be competent in every way, to be successful beyond measure, something that is a whole new paradigm shift here.

The perfection of form by a divine consciousness

Another visit with Steve,

I would like you to watch something, actually I would like you to do it with me.

What?

Walk up the stairs with me, "the stairway to heaven".

Ok.

In your walking down the stairs to meet me here, you were operating from a level in the brain that has everything on automatic.

Yes.

You walked down the stairs without paying attention to what you were doing, because doing it requires so little of your attention to be effective. However, I did say that it was a stairway to heaven.

Yes.

If anyone were willing to allow every stairway to be a stairway to heaven or a stairway to enlightenment, the world would change fairly quickly. You can prove it to yourself if you wish, by being fully conscious as you move. As I take this step, I observe every inch of the movement of my left foot, I felt every muscle involved. By moving slowly and paying attention, I can feel what it takes for me to be present in my body consciously and as I feel what ever it takes to do that, I just let that happen.

If I just let it happen and let "the way" be the path, the way of enlightenment be my path, then the transition to that may look to be a little problematic to one observing me, but it will be effective. So you will probably like to practice this in privacy or with somebody that is supportive of your intention to experience enlightened or divine possibilities for yourself. But, who really believes that that is going to happen for them, here and now? Anybody, anyone?

Now that you have heard the words, are you willing to say; I know I shouldn't, I know I wouldn't, I know I couldn't, unless something shifted in the core of my being that finally was allowing me to be present here without any filters on my consciousness, without there being anyone else here that determines my level of consciousness or has any input whatsoever in my experiencing the "me" of who I am? That's my determination, not anyone else's.

You are not to let any other point of view, any other consciousness have any effect on you whatsoever in a manner that you don't embrace with a; Yes, I like that!

Yes.

We're not here as our truth because we are not being true to ourselves. "We're not being true to ourselves, because were not being true to "us", "to ourselves", "to our truth". If we were being the truth of our ultimate truth here, we would be here as our eternal truth and we're not! We're not, this experience of ourselves is false and this is truth; the revelation of truth to a point of view that knows that it cannot know what that is, is a waste of effort and you end up with the reality that we are all experiencing here. However, for those knowing that it's been possible for us to always know the truth and the truth will not only be known by us at choice, but will be in us to such a degree that being false in any way will not be a possibility for us and that will not be a negative for us in our lives.

The first step of enlightenment is to say; I will open up as much as I can for enlightenment to be my possibility, despite the facts and evidence that I am so observably not the expression of that, here and now. Regardless of the level of density, of dumbness, of stupidity and complete out of my mind, mindlessness, I must ask; where is the rest of my expression, my experience, my history and my awareness of eternity while I am here as "this"? Where is yours? Where is your eternal truth? Where do I have to look to find it? Is it here? I don't see it there. Where is Steve's eternal truth found?

If it is not here, look for it somewhere else. If it is not here, be wherever it is and then reconnect with what you have become here, what you exist as in this moment. Reconnect as your divinity with the life that you have been managing here, it's not an unreasonable request. To what ever degree you have known yourself as divinity, from there; remember your right of self determinism.

Regardless of whatever momentary path that you are on, know how completely and absolutely you can change that when you choose to without breaking anybodies rules, because the rule makers know nothing of this reality and they cannot manage what they do not know. There is no authority for you over your truth here, so give allegiance to none that are not openly sharing their divine truth, not through their words, not through their actions, but through their presence here. The presence of a supreme consciousness taking responsibility for this life that you are, your own supreme consciousness, why shouldn't you do that? How else can your life here be what you wish it to be, unless you are the absolute controlling source for the realization of the life that you wish for here?

Let me see if I can approach this from another direction where you can embrace it easier; move slowly, so slowly that you can be consciously aware of whatever it takes for your movements to be graceful, healing and supportive of "the other" being more and more comfortable, more and more confident, more and more able to be present as their own truth, that is what I wish for you to be in this reality. Be the one that knows the touch that shows that there is no pretense in "this" presence. There is only that which sees you in your freedom of expression here being the reality that I know is born again in you and is feeling it's way into an expression of it's truth here. The truth that everything, every expression of you here is going to be expressed in the truth of your divine presence.

So let all know that grace, that sensitivity; a presence for the benefit of "the other"; your brother, your sister, your mother, your enemy. You're here to bless your enemy, you know, don't get so caught up in this reality that you believe that everybody who thinks that he is your enemy, actually has your agreement and belief that it is true from your point of view.

You know that everybody here, especially all of your enemies, are the divine in a form where they are appearing to be confused. They are only confused to the degree of your own confusion! Your own confusion damns those whom you interact with. In order for them to interact with you, those more conscious than you have to lower themselves to the level where you are most consciousness as and thats the level they have to go to, to meet you on your level so that you can communicate with them.

Don't have your conscious communication level ever require another consciousness, or another embodied being, to diminish themselves in any way so that they can come into a communication with you. Always be the one who can communicate on any level of consciousness to anyone else, at any time, in such a way that it benefits you and benefits them at the same time. Always for the further expansion and expression of the divine experience for all consciousness and for all forms. That's a worthy cause for you if you have to have a cause and in our human consciousness, we do seem to have to have a cause. Of course we let it go as soon as we don't need the cause to motivate us, but at some point if you need a reason to accept your truth here, feel the benefit of that being a calling for you, for your own self experience and expression as that, to know what that is from your own experience as that being the expression of who you are here. Know it , not from a book, not from somebody else's idea, but know what it is that every holy man that was ever worthy of the nothingness that he finally realized as his truth.

It's a choice, choose it for yourself, please. I don't want you to agree to do it sometime in the future, you can do and be whatever you want to do and be tomorrow when I am not with you, but in this moment; choose your divinity, so that I can be free. So that you can be free, so that we can know what the possibilities are for us here. First to make our own life better, so that we are more able and more effective, personally. Who would begrudge that? But second then, to put this life in perfect order, so that your perfectly ordered life will be; not a beacon of light, but a beacon of transformation for every reality that it shares with another point of view of consciousness that is identified as something other than you.

Allow yourself to be supportive then of your brothers, your sisters and all the rest of you that feels like it doesn't have a choice as to it's level of success in this reality, where it is at a bad effect of things here, of other people and points of view. It just doesn't know how to operate successfully here. How do you help out somebody like that?

Oh, let's see Dave, is it ok for you to have money? Is it? What do you have to do to be comfortable with the idea of actually having a surplus of money? Because really, that's the block that you have allowed to be in front of your being divine in each moment, because you have to go get the money you need for your family in some way that you are not even sure is going to work.

If nobody is being god here and everybody is afraid to allow that to be the presence that they embody here, then why should anyone let another's bad choice affect their freedom to choose that for themselves? Is that really being polite and doing the right thing for them? To not be here as my truth, because nobody else is being theirs? Do I have to obey that reality because they all screwed up?

Steve, No.

I am asking you this truly, I am asking this from the heart of my soul to the heart of yours.

Steve, I am answering it from the same.

Ok, good. let me feel the way to my freedom through the words you just expressed, because that is my purpose; freedom, regardless of what initiates the motion. I like the fact that somebody else is willing to be free., choose it more for yourself and choose it more for me. Allow that freedom not to be just a concept or an idea that appears to be a logically good choice for you to make, but allow yourself to experience what it is to fully make that choice, where that choice has already been made and decided and you are now living with the result of it.

Have that experience of freedom, you chose it from the level of consciousness that results in manifestation, from the level of consciousness that gets what it wants, always. Choose your divinity from there as who you are expressed as here, for yourself only, not for other people when you don't know what the results of that choice will mean, but to and for yourself, at least. So that you know and you experience and you express to yourself, your divine truth. Allow yourself to experience that, your not affecting this reality at all, it is only for your own knowledge and understanding of what it is to be embodied divinely.

It's for your own experience, it doesn't affect anybody else's reality, there are no possible bad results from your doing this none. You only want to know what it is to know that. I know that this is a funny way to say it, but I needed to occupy your mind with it long enough for you to relax into the possibility that experiencing yourself as an expression of the divine is a divine possibility for you now. It is possible, it really is possible Steve. For you, it's an available choice, it's a choice for you here and now as you move into your willingness to know your truth, as you move to express yourself here as your truth, as you move into knowing what it is to know what it is to know, divinely.

Steve, that's cool.

I am going to focus on myself right now because I was just putting all of the responsibility onto you as we were going through that. I am taking responsibility for my own consciousness now so that I don't have to have the basis of my consciousness be where you are willing to be.

Steve, yes.

Ok. You know what's really funny Steve?

Steve, what's that?

As much as I think I know what I do, you know more than I do, because when I listen to this, word for word later and I write it down, I know that you are having a different experience and having a higher level of reality on what it is that we do than I do when I am back in my normal state of consciousness. From this level to you, so that you will interact with me in a helpful way when I am in my normal reality, know this; you can be a blessing to me in giving me back a knowing of me from you; the knowing that you are supportive of me in being absolutely free, supporting of me being expressed here as the divinity that I occasionally access.

Steve, umhmm

I know, I know, I can't even allow it for myself, only to a very limited degree, occasionally. In order to live divinely, a divine one is always sharing that reality with his buddies, because his buddies live in that reality, because He does and because he does, they can't help but do it themselves. That's what we are looking for, is our own light to be so bright, that a divinely free life is the only option around you, regardless of who you are interacting with; they just can't resist their own divinity when they are in your presence; as soon as they sense the truth of you as your minds meet in the subtle realms, then there is a realization that moves throughout the entirety of what it is you are expressed here as. It awakens to the knowledge that; oh yes, it is different now, I am to be free, I am allowed, I am allowed to be free. I am allowed to be free here within the realms of all of my supposed con-tracts and agreements with others about what the reality is going to be like, that I share with them.

Regardless of all of those contracts, I am going to choose to be divinely free and have that be better for me than the alternative and have that be better for everyone else also. I am not going to allow my divine expression here be something to make me celebrated; it's going to be something to make me celebrate the fact that I am here and I am alive. It's for me to celebrate, not for me to be celebrated. That's why you choose your divinity, it's for your own celebration, for and by yourself. It's yes, yes, yes, once again you are here again divinely, congratulations, another winner. Took awhile since the last one.

What's up with that? What's up with it being so rare for the divine to be in form here? For this reality to be in-formed of it's divinity? For this reality to be divinely formed, expressed and known by itself? Knowing the full truth of it's own divine freedom so that everything in form, flows freely and wonderfully for all other forms. I know that that is a lot to ask, but God knows, that the divine in form, flows like no form that is less than divine. It is a wonder, a wondrous experience, the divine in form is a wondrous experience, it's a wondrous experience for you, for you, not for someone else that you don't know.

It's a wondrous experience for you so that you do know, so that you know it all, so that you don't have to guess or take someone else's word for it. You don't have to read some book about it that some body that was using words to try to communicate the experience of the truth to you. God, how degraded does someone have to become to communicate with people here? Do you only accept the language of your understanding, structured in such a way that is is unusual enough that you will raise your consciousness up to a level where you can say; there is something here, I should pay attention to it, it is good for me.

Let's move beyond that, let's move to a level where we are already divinely free. Why would we want to have our shared reality be a struggle for that condition? Come on, don't dam me to that level. Undamn me by granting me my freedom to be here divinely. Undamn yourself by granting you your own divinity, if you won't grant me mine, grant me yours and as soon as you do, you will grant me mine. I am just saying; be open to the possibility, not as an idea, not as a concept, but feel the reality here now; feel it opening with a yes, yes, yes, yes, to you, yes, yes, yes to you, you in your truth, fully here, fully present, as the perfection, of consciousness in form.

Yes to that, come on, come on, it's here for you, it's here for you, it's right here for you. I am going to celebrate it when I fully experience it's expression through you because you chose it for yourself. That's what I am here to see, that's what I expect from you. I expect from you the knowing that when I am communicating with you I want your best, I don't want pretense, I don't want sociality, all that stuff is nice, it's pleasant, but what I want is a silent, knowing, sharing of a transcendent reality where we support each other in the freedom of manifesting here as divine consciousness. At least for ourselves and each other. A willingness to share a better reality than anyone else does here. Or, assuming that I am somehow "off" on that computation, as good as anyone else does here and then better after that shared witness.

The eternal progression of consciousness, that expanded knowing and understanding of God, as God, as "oh God!" "oh my God", it's not a choice is it? It's not a choice, it does not matter what you choose, it is still your truth. Your truth doesn't change through choice, you are what you are, only your perceived reality shifts, not your truth. Your perception of reality as a knowledge of self as to who you are, that shifts when you make choices. The knowingness, the self realization; that shifts but your truth doesn't shift, it never shifts, it's always the truth. What is always true is that there is nothing you that lasts through eternity that's not God already, and always has been and always will be. That's the only truth that you are passing on with when you drop this body.

So know it before you do, know it now. Know it all day every day, know it as your experience and expression of self and the realization in each moment that that was the right thing to do, based upon what your experience of self was before you chose that. Know in every instant that your chosen expression of your truth, of your divine self, that that was the right choice. Allow that to move you consciously, physically, morally, magically and miraculously in every second of your experience here. Have it be a wondrous wow, a wow, wow, wow, that's the purpose of your state of consciousness now; to be in a wow. 37:24 a continuous wow as your consciousness expands in its expression and understanding of this and every other reality.

And what are the limits to knowledge in this form with that choice? Well, perfection in expansion and expression as a state of ultimate freedom, the realization of that never has to be beat, never needs to be surpassed, it's the truth of you that passes eternity to eternity, manifestation to manifestation, that is what you are the cause of: your experience here.

So, what is it you came here for?why are you here? Is it to do the things that we normally talk about? Oh my God, the bullshit that we say to each other every day, that's not why. We are here, ugh, yuck and goddamned is what we are. We are god shut up, because the truth of you is divine. It is what you have been taught as a pretense, as a wish, as a "no it's not really going to happen, but we can pretend that it might happen" thats the level of consciousness that you were born into and trained up in, in this life and oh my god what a disability! Please do not dedicate yourself to further subjecting your self to the limitation inherent in that reality as your pretense. What a disability it is to even communicate on that level of consciousness, come on, wake up, how did a religion of love turn into the damnation of the soul? How can anyone not see that this is only that, here in this reality?

How could anyone say that there is a church of God here that results in Gods presence being expressed through the beings that are here? They are all false, all of them, come on, you are either expressed Godly or you are not. If you are talking about it, if you are debating it, if you are philosophizing about it, if your are a scriptorian, have you read that one? That is not what the ultimate expression of your possibilities are here. Come on, drop it, drop it, get off it, give Dave a brother who is willing to be free here with him, come on, that's what I want from you here. I want a brother in ultimate freedom. Come on, in a good way, for everybody. Everybody is benefited by us being better.

Come on, if we are more loving, does that help other people? If we are more considerate of other people's needs, does that help them? If we are more aware of something that we can do in this moment that will touch or light little touch that will shift somebody else's reality in a magnificent way? We don't want to know that? We don't want to be that? Wouldn't you want to be able to say; God bless you and actually have it be the blessing of God? Isn't that your responsibility as a son of God is to be his expression of "self" in this reality? Huh? Isn't that what father do is they express themselves through their children? And if you are the son of God, stop goddamning your self in to a state of utter confusion about what the truth of your own divinity is and what is available to you as that here and now.

I don't mean to lecture you about that for any purpose other than for you to decide that it's ok to choose it, experience it, express it and have that be a benefit to your self and to everyone else, so that no one is diminished, everyone is expanded, everyone is blessed as a result of your choice, so it is ok for you to make that choice. Every one is bettered by it, everyone, everyone that comes in contact with you is bettered by it when you choose your divinity, so it is ok to choose it. There're people that would say; no way to the way that you are. Most of them, infect every single one, including me, would say no to that for the you that sits I'm front of me. But none of them would say no to the you that sits in front of me, after he has accepted and received as self, his eternally divine presence.

So, yes people are going to object if they were going through the experience of the shift and change themselves, but they are not. It's just you, everyone else can stay the way that they are, you are not making choices for them in the beginning, they are making choices for themselves. In fact, you never make a choice for them, all you do is show what the result of a good choice for yourself is and the more of those that you make, the more correct choices that you make make in your life because of your willing expansion of consciousness and understanding of this reality; then this reality is a piece of cake for you, anything that you want, because you know what it is that has to be said, to be done, to be expressed in any way, for you to have exactly what you want right now. So you always express yourself appropriately and it always benefits you when you do and it always benefits the other person when you do. You don't have a pretense of the continuation of an ungodly reality as an acceptable experience for you to have with anyone. You re not fighting against anything, you're just choosing the experience of the divine yourself,the knowing of truth yourself and if that changes you to such a degree that that choice becomes an available choice, an irresistible choice to those that are around you; it's not you doing anything against their free agency, that's them in the free agency of knowing the real possibilities for themselves because they experienced for themselves somebody else in their full truth.

When somebody else is here in their full truth, it's an irresistible force, moving the unmoveable object, because the consciousness of the unmoveable object moved first. With the knowledge of the true possibilities for itself, realizes that that continuing on in the consciousness of the un-moveable object, is not what it wants to know itself as, as it's primary experience again, because ultimate truth and ultimate freedom is such a "hotter ride". To choose to be a "hard guy" in life, to choose to be a "tough guy" in life, oh my gosh what a painful reality to know that as your truth.

Steve, it's actually not your truth.

In the context of your experience of self in this reality. Of course it is not your truth. Your truth never changes,, your truth is always the same, but your experience of that truth is a result of your choices. So wether or not you know your truth or not is a result of your own choices and if you don't know what it is, then you have chosen not to. Now that doesn't mean that you cannot overrule your previous choices, because the choice of ultimate truth from the highest consciousness that you can take on for yourself in each moment, as you experience yourself as an expression of a higher consciousness each time you shift to a higher more expended level, you take responsibility for knowing that that increased level of truth is simply a lighter level of pretense on your way to your experience of ultimate truth and total freedom.

Ok Davy, wasn't it interesting to meet with that man today when you made the comment that he was doing the work that he chose to do and the comment went over his head? You were trying to get him to take a look at his choices and he wasn't willing to take a look.

Right here Steve, is where you take a look within yourself and feel where it is sighing yourself where you were only willing to be here at a brilliant or a genius state of consciousness maybe, but were not taking responsibility for being consciousness enough here for you to actually to make much of a difference for the people that you interacted with here. Yes you have a nice personality, nice smile, a nice laugh, a nice comrade in arms thing that you do with people where they feel welcomed and happy that you are around. That's a social personality and god bless the social personality because we all need them, but the social personality should also be done in divine consciousness, so that the experience of others from interacting with the higher social consciousnesses is one where every touch, every sensation, every thought that they have in your presence is one where the person goes; wow, wow, really wow, ahh, I know it on a whole mother level now, wow.

Ok, it is possible for us to be free here, feel it in the entirety of your body, it is possible for us to be free here; know that in every cell of your body. Know it as your cellular consciousness that it is possible for you to be free here. Know it, experience yourself as that. Experience yourself as knowing perfection, knowing the perfect way for self, knowing the perfect expression that results in your own continued delight with yourself and others delight with you, that you are you, expressed the way that you are. Have that be the reaction that is actually impossible to be otherwise for anyone. Thats the level of truth to come here as, so it is ok for you to do it. Or rather it is ok for you to be here as that expression here now, it's your true purpose. It's ok, it's ok, you set it up for yourself this way for you to wake up now. For you to be free now for no other reason other than you chose to be from the truth of your being. The truth being described in human terms a divine, omnipotent, able, unconditionally loving and effective in creating and operating reality in perfect way, all of the time.

Let's take a look at this one; where I don't feel free is in my body, I have lots of tension, an unusual high degree of tension in my muscles. I have in this body such a high level of tension in this body that I don't know how to let it go, I don't know how to be free of it, I am acknowledging the state of my experience in my body, it's nearly a torture when I am highly conscious to be here. There is so much to let go of it seems truly endless, without end, without end means it's true. So were getting on the right track because when we feel like our problems are without end, we have found a truth that we can hold onto, now what do we do with that? It's a pretty stable datum, what is the truth of our experience here, how could you use words to satire true. We have a continuous amount of problems to solve and it is a pain in the ass. That's our experience here, that is our truth, so that has to be expressed here in a certain way physically for that to be true for you.

If you are uncomfortable with the expression of yourself physically, you have to realize that it is an expression of the reality that you accepted as being true for yourself. How could it be different? How could it be different from the way that you have accepted as being true for you? Come on, so what reality do you want to be true? Not how do I want to change my body, not how do i improve myself no, my truth is without limitation. To what degree do I want to be conscious of that so that I can be something interesting here? If you took on the ultimate, ultimate truth, you wouldn't have a purpose for being here.

Steve, so what keeps us from that?

This; the intermediary steps of your current level of consciousness and physicality in this moment and an unwillingness to keep in accord with the possibilities that this reality has for itself here. As long as none of the laws that operate this reality are broken and they are reevaluated as to how they pertain to you as you shift and change in each moment, you can ask; where is that next step? Ok, it's right there, ahh, ok it's a nice expansion, a greater freedom, nice, I will own that, i will feel that, I will be that, I will express as that freer version of that. I will be the freer version of me, now.

As I say the words, choose them for yourself, you are allowing me to say them and you are allowing me to say them because you are here to find a way to choose your truth, so as I show you the way to choose your truth; choose it for yourself. That's why I am here, to show you my truth, so that you can choose your own. Ok?

Steve, umhmm.

It's ok for me to show you my truth?

Yes

Thank you, I am going through the experience of accepting the possibility that what you said might be true. As I shift through these levels of consciousness and each one of these greater and greater densities, I am introducing to that level of dense consciousness the possibility that what you said might be true. I don't know that it is, but the more I accept the possibility that it actually is true, the more my experience of my reality improves. I have to keep repeating to myself; I believe Steve, I believe in Steve, I believe that Steve chooses for me a better expression of myself in each moment.

Steve, that is true.

Can it be?

Steve, umhmm.

Can that be true, Can Steve choose for me to be freer, for me to be happier, for me to be wealthier, for me to be free from any perceived limitation that I would like to be rid of. Is it possible that steve would support me in that?

Steve, absolutely. Yes and Dave has to be willing to receive it.

That's what I am working through, the doubts that I have in me, I know are what damn me and conform me into what I am here. So I am saying; please, know that I truly, need your blessing and I beg you, for your blessing that I may know my truth here.

Steve, you already know your truth David.

I want to share a experience of that truth with you without having to say anything. For us to both know, without there being any perceived limitation within ourselves. For us to know our freedom, to experience our freedom to be our freedom, to be free here divinely. That's what I want your blessing in.

Steve, you have it.

Ok, what's my resistance to accepting that as being true? Thank you so much for saying it, I so want it to be true.

Steve, does it matter what we want?

It absolutely matters what we want.

Steve, as it pertains to truth?

Yes, because we get what we want, the truth of our eternity is beyond what anyone and everyone imagined the possibilities were for God and more. The truth compared with the conception of what a human consciousness can imagine, is so much better that it's indescribable to a human consciousness, but that's how good it is and I wish you would bless me, curse me, to the knowledge and expression of myself as that.

Steve, it can only be a blessing, not a curse.

No, what prevents you from doing it is your perception, That it would be a curse, that it would be a burden, that you would be crucified for it. Your terrified that you would not be allowed to be that at all, that your life would be stopped immediately if you allowed your truth to be here. That's why you are not here as your truth, is your fear that it is a cardinal sin, a "death sentence" to be here as your truth.

Steve, really?

Really! It happened to Jesus didn't it? It happened to everyone else that even got close didn't it? It did, it happened to them; they got their light and they shared it in such a way that the reality here could not accept it.

Steve, and they paid the price.

They paid the price. Why?

Steve, so are you next David?

No, you are, dick head.

Steve, you want me to die next?

No, no body is going to die.

Steve, I know.

It's life everlasting, It would be hard to justify that with your normal experience of reality though, wouldn't it? How do you go from a glimpse of what it is to be divinely free, back to the reality that you have set up for yourself?

Steve, that's the question right there.

Everybody knows that you are what you are. No, they don't know you are what you are, they know what you have been pretending to be, they know what you have agreed to be, they know that you have chosen to be somebody thats so screwed up that all he can do is look to other people and say; do you know what's true? Do you? Have you read any good books lately, something that inspired you, something that says that there is hope for me maybe? "I don't believe it really but the book made me feel good while I was reading it".

Ok, so that's where we are, So what? So what, that is where we are and you know what's funny about where we are?even though we are where we are, once in a while, we know our truth, we know our divinity, we know what it is to let loose and say; Yes I choose to be divinely free, I do, I choose to be divinely free and even though I am begging Steve for his support and permission as though it is somehow necessary for me, it isn't. That was for him to be able to choose his, to make his choice. My choice is for me to be free regardless of anybody else's choice, I don't need someone else to be free for me to be free, but I certainly invite a shared reality of divinity with everyone and everything, regardless of what it conceives itself to be and regardless of what anyone else conceives their self of anything else to be. Regardless of any identification of any level of consciousness, of any form, of any point of view, I choose to be there, for that, divinely and let the chips fall where they may.

The reason that I am speaking this is for my own benefit and yours, so I am not sure what to do about things like this, because it is so far outside the reality of the new age experience and it's recitation of divine belief systems that at best result in a shared experience of love and understanding of self as a "human man or human woman" and look we found a way to feel love of ourselves, each other and the earth, with compassion for those less fortunate. Well good, it's not your truth, its just being a good person. That's a nice place to go to, from being a "bad one" that's for sure.

Steve, from being what.

A person that is destructive to others and diminishes them, makes them less than what they were before, anything is an improvement on that.

How can I in my experience of self, when I am back to my normal state of consciousness, can I improve my experience in that moment, so that I can somehow hold on to my truth? Whats the solution to that? I don't know. What I am dealing with in my effort to embody enlightenment is the pain held in the body that is disabling to me. So that is where I direct my consciousness, so that I can experience and fully understand the pain enough so that it can transmute into truth instead.

Knowing the truth, truly frees you. It's not just a possibly beneficial choice, it's what grants you your freedom. So as you experience the expression of your physical truth here in any way, whether it's pain, suffering or some other level of unconsciousness; just experience it as your truth, because it is in that moment true for you, but experience it as the truth of your expression in this moment, as ultimate truth would experience it, the ultimate truth experiencing itself as a limited or undesirable experience of self here. If that is your truth, how do you experience that divinely?

Move your body in such as way that you feel the movement in each of your joints through out the entire range of your movement. Just feel what it is, what it is that exists there. Not trying to do anything with it, your just trying to understand what it is that exists there by being open there and feeling it until you know it. understand?

Steve, yes.

If your reality is painful, God knows it's painful, so know it as God knows it and if you know it as God; you know yourself as God, then the pain is gone in an instant. Open up to your divine truth, it is what will free you. It sounds like a joke maybe to hear it said that way, but your own divine freedom will free you. You don't need to ask somebody else that never says yes. How many people have asked Jesus for their divine truth? Everyone that believes in him as a source. How many of them got it? Not even his own disciples, they were with him for 3 years, they heard everything that he said, saw everything that he did, experienced his presence continuously and guess what they did? Nothing, they wrote some books about the guy they knew was God, not that they knew they were, not that his choice affected them in knowing their divinity, so how good was it? How good was it? I know it is sacrilegious Steve, but how good was it if didn't change them? How good was it if it didn't change his own friends?

Steve, it did change some of them.

Oh come on,

Steve, Peter?

He was the only one that had a chance and he sank in the water, did any of the rest even get out of the boat? They were chickens. They were so into their mortality that they couldn't even grasp what Jesus said; " be as I am.” Jesus did good and Jesus is here, I am not disrespecting Jesus in any form, what I am doing is listening to him, what I am doing is speaking his words and they are not the same words that were written by a bunch of guys that had to write words to communicate. That's not what the truth is. Think about it, truth is not expressed in words, it is expressed in experience. It's an experience, it's not a theory, it's not a concept, it's not a philosophy, it's not a "ism", it's not a church, but, it is You. It is you, you just don't know it, you just don't grasp it, you just don't understand it, you just don't experience it as your "self", but you can and you will, because you know the words that I am speaking, are the truth and you know that I know it and you know that you are someone that somehow, someway is able to be that which has been unable to be expressed here before, but it can now. It's your choice for yourself, it's your choice to be here as an expression of ultimate truth, ultimate freedom, ultimate responsibility and ultimately the full expression of the divine love that frees this reality into an experience and expression of itself, divinely.

Those are pretty words and I know they are words that I wish were coming out of somebody else's mouth besides mine, but I know one thing for sure and that is as long as they will come out of my mouth; I will let them. I am going to let them change your reality, as my blessing to you. For you to be fully here as the divine truth of your eternity as a consciousness and as a point of view, so that there is nothing that is held back from you. It's time that we choose, it's finally happened, we have a choice to choose the divine, Yay. Me too, it's time to shock ourselves with it.

Steve, I'm really looking forward to reading that or listening to it later.

We should film it,

Steve, I don't know why you would want video, it would open you up to being mocked.

I don't know why, but don't hold onto that point of view, let go of the need to say those words and your experience of reality as that. I just feel like we should.

Steve, it's not from my perspective, its from what I know about this reality and the others in it.

We're not contemplating this reality from that level of thought and beingness of our being subject to that right now, thats not how we are choosing to experience ourselves right now, we are choosing to experience freedom despite all of the reasons that we can't be free. Ok? We're here to choose freedom despite all of the reasons that we are not supposed to be free and to choose it anyway because it is our right. It's our right, this is a free choice reality, every religion admits that, they said that the right way, it's true, its ok for you to be free here if you make that your choice.

This reality cannot restrict a divine consciousness choosing to operate here freely. There are no rules governing that in this reality, the reality has no control and no say whatsoever about the divine expressed here in form and reality as it is constituted just responds to it, it cannot act upon it, but it can respond to it.

Reality cannot affect divinity negatively no matter how negative this reality is. True divinity, your truth of self, expressed in form, cannot be at a bad effect of any lower consciousness. The reason that I am saying those words are so that as I say them, you can choose them to be true for you. Believe me, I understand this reality here, but the reason that I am talking, the reason we have these sessions is so that you can understand another reality that you have forgotten about, that you are no longer familiar with. So in this instance, for whatever reason, you've chosen to allow me to show you the divine way, you are allowing me to be a divine teacher here for you and I am available to be that for you.

Steve, what a blessing.

I am here for you, to show you the expression of freedom so that you can choose it for yourself, that's why I am a part of your life; for you to know what happens to a consciousness that chooses it's freedom, so that you can allow yourself to choose your own freedom. That's the truth that we hold for each other. You know from the words that you hear and the feelings that you have as I express them to you that they truly are my wish for you and my blessing to you. It is my desire for you to be expressed here as that, so that I myself have a reminder here, so that I have a buddy here who knows. This is a selfish wish for myself that I bless you with your truth so that I have someone to experience truth with. It's a selfish wish for me to know and experience another embodied being here that chooses divine truth as their expression of themselves. How could that be sacrilegious? How could that be against Christ? That's exactly what Christ asked us to do.

Steve, I don't see Christ not asking that.

let go of all of your concepts of Christ, all of your belief systems, Any considerations, any teachings from any source.

Steve, gone.

Jesus, here Steve is, here he is and he wishes to know your truth and his own, show him your truth, allow him to feel the experience of your truth, bless him that he may be able to fully open and allow himself the full experience and expression of the truth of Jesus Christ eternally. The never ending truth, the truth that always is and always will be. Allow Steve to know that Jesus; the one who needs no story or book for the truth of what you are to be know by a human. Allow Steve to experience Christ consciousness, Christ presence, Christ beingness in form and out of form. Allow Steve to feel you, feel this room. Steve, feel the room as the room is filled with Christ consciousness, with Jesus's own presence, with Jesus's blessing to his brothers that yes, this is my wish for you, to be as I am and for you and I to be one and the same. That is our truth.

My blessing to you, is for your truth to be known by you, to be expressed by you, to be lived by you, to be understood by you and to be known as the physical expression of the divine in form; universal consciousness, grace, love and bliss. That is Jesus's gift to you. I like him, he is my guy too, he's my "go to guy" he hangs around me and whispers things in my ear saying; god bless you Dave, god bless you Dave, god bless you Dave and I say ok, ok already, I will let him. Ok, Hit me with your best shot, see how much you can bless me, how much you can you be a blessing to me Jesus? Until I find you irresistible to imitate? Or, to choose to be that level of truth my self? Can you bless me with that ability to realize that as my own truth? That is my request to Jesus Christ, God and anyone and everyone that might be described in any other way, that's my wish from all that is, all that was and all that ever will be is; is for my truth to be available for my immediate experience and expression, moment to moment throughout the eternities of my existence.

Steve, wow, isn't that amazing that we have existed throughout the eternities?

I am cheating a little bit, I'm ignoring so much of reality that I should be paying attention to and I am using a drug that shuts down the critical aspect of my brain that compels me to condemn myself and so from my normal point of view, watching something like this on film, then I would know and realize within myself and no longer be one seeking to attain, but be one who has attained and is perfect In his expression in every moment. One who so loves this reality; everyone and everything in it that it is an irresistible force of what seemed to me immoveable in the past and that is; an individuals idea of the truth of self. That has been immoveable in this reality, but what will move it, what will shift it? What will change it instantly is the divine in form, expressing itself here perfectly, in every moment and in every way?

That is an irresistible force to any consciousness with a stuck point of view. The perfection of form by a divine consciousness is that which does save this reality, but it saves this reality not through it's power of "I'm God and your not" but because it's a clear and undeniable expression of the divine in form. It doesn't have to be debated, it doesn't have to be expressed. These words do not have to be said for somebody to wake up divinely if we choose our truth here. They will wake up divinely in the presence of the divine and us in each others, when our truth is what we allow ourselves to be expressed here as.

What I have to accept for myself it that I have been unwilling to do so yet and so while I can say these words truly, knowing the truth is in me and that I am in it and that there is no greater truth here expressed greater truth than this, there isn't any, it isn't expressed here. There is nobody that chooses for absolute divine freedom here, so I have to allow that realization to be what transforms this body, because it is paralyzed by the belief systems that it is subject to this reality. It's had the experience that it has had, and it has the knowingness of what it hopes is the truth, so I am just doing the best that I can to wake up here more.

I need some support once in a while in acknowledging the fact that I am doing pretty good.

Steve, lol. As to this reality, you are nuts, right?

Completely bonkers man, I mean, how do I even face people in business when I do this stuff as my passion? I don't know.

Steve, I think that you are selective with who you share it with. Seriously Dave, some of the stuff that comes through you is absolutely amazing.

I know, it is amazing, it's transcendent, it's divine truth. Just allow what I express to be owned by you as your own expression, ok? Just allow for it to be ok for me to communicate from the divine state to you, that results in your own experience and expression of self as that same state. Allow it to be ok that I am the one who guides you to that, does that make sense? Do I have your permission?

Steve, yes I am ready.

Here we are, We are not in our past, we are not in another location, our consciousness is located right here, right now. We're right here, right now, only you and me here, (anyone not in a body doesn't count and they will give us their loving support) and god knows, please lead us to some of our brothers and sisters that are choosing the same thing because there might be some. We wish to celebrate the divine in form with our friends of divinity, come on, introduce us, show us around, help us meet the gang. We want to be reunited with our true friends, our true lovers of life.

Steve, amen.

We are here choosing it, come on, everyone,that hears my voice, that feels the vibration of these words, that understands what it is that I am doing here, everyone that is paying attention to this, I have chosen to be an expression of the divine in form and I bless you with the availability of that same choice for yourself. I hope and I pray that the you that I see this day and every other, is the one who has acknowledged the divine in himself and in every other. In their mother, in their brother, in their cousin and their king, may all of them be their truth is my wish and my blessing to this reality, so that I may be free.

Steve, David, go back to the place where you were saying you are bringing into this moment. Specific to assisting your brother, me in releasing the blocked energies, the hurts and the betrayals. Assist me there.

Thanks for making the request and I am thanking you in advance since you know it takes me a few moments to drop the personality. Please listen, what I am saying is if you compel me to act through my personality then I have to express myself through that filter and I want to communicate higher concepts than those that can be communicated through that identity right now. So I want to drop that identity as then truth of myself because it's not, even though I wear that here.

Steve, I understand.

Let's do this... Each time you wonder what that is, you let it go, each time you feel compelled to say anything, you let it go and you look, you watch and you realize that anything that compels you to do anything in order to try to communicate a concept to me is actually, a block to the communication that you wish to have. What is available if we just sit in silence with each other is a transiting up of conscious where we have a shared reality of at least enlightenment and a maybe a lot better than that. Let's just experience that in silence for a moment...

You wanted to know how to let go of something, so let's take a look at that.

Steve, so that it no longer affects me.

Let me tell you something here, you have been wronged, you have been wronged badly by so many people that you can't even remember them all. You have been betrayed by everyone you have ever trusted, every single person, even the one you married, even your parents and even me. You haven't met anyone who hasn't betrayed you in virtually every way. You know nothing in this reality except the betrayal of truth by every being here, for there is no one here being their truth. It's all a complete pretense, there is nothing but pretense here, there is zero eternal truth. Zero, absolutely zero. So if you are going to be here as eternal truth, of what value is looking for an example in this reality of how to be that? What book are you going to read that is going to result in your being eternally true to yourself? What self help course are you going to take? What church are you going to join? What "ism" are you going to be that will result in you being the truth here of eternity? Of the divine being indisquinishable from what you are expressed here as? Where are you going to go to for that? Who is going to teach that to you? Who is going to say; thats an available choice for you? Where is that available in this reality? It's not available here.

Something that just came through for me is that We are all supposed to do that.

Steve and what came through for me is that I am supposed to video tape it.

Lol. There you go, your hired because it is going to be an experience in that moment.

A conscious massage can be very healing; the reassuring touch, the touch of remembrance, the willing sharing of reality is what that is. Its your willingness to be a blessing to my experience and its one that I can’t deny, because its not a word, its not a concept, its your physical presence here saying; I am here and while I may be tired, if this is going to be a blessing to you then I am willing to give it to you, thats what your touch says and that is such a welcome reality that I am very grateful for it. Its a nice way to finish off a spiritual exploration, to go get massages or a couple of hours of body work afterwards. It just needs to be someone open enough that she can have a massage patient respond to her touch in such a way that its an interactive dance of bodies moving towards freedom because of the connection. She has to be willing to facilitate a miracle.

Having your hand right on the area that is my greatest density and allowing me to interact with that in such a way that I know that I am supported in my choice of being free there because you are willing to connect with each part there that is not free and be there supporting it when it chooses to move towards freedom and thats how you give a conscious massage; is you are there, supporting the choice of freedom for that body. Supporting it, affecting it and realizing it. Realizing that your clients and friends are realized by the freeing presence of your touch, willingly giving them a touch of freedom, a glimpse into the divine; of what it is to be touched by a consciousness that free’s with the connection. I haven’t yet realized the solution in my body, but it’s through touch, massage alone helps

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