Don’t take a position for or against anything

Were not here to do anything except to be in harmony with what’s already here. That means that were here to receive the communication from all that exists here, until we fully understand it and duplicate that understanding so that whats here knows that we understand them. 

All pain, trauma and unconsciousness held in the body is resistance or reaction, agreements or alignments with what is here. Its, not understanding and it’s not harmony, so relax and allow yourself to understand, so that you naturally want to go into harmony with whats here because whats here is divine consciousness stuck in a point of view that locks it into a confusion. You don’t go to battle with a confusion, you listen to it, so that you understand where it got stuck and as you listen and open and empathize and show your compassion for all that is here; then that which is here will; self realize, 

self correct, 

self understand, 

self redeem, 

self reclaim and 

self restore their own harmony, 

their own joy, 

their own love and 

their own divine presence of themselves to be that which they are as themselves as their manifestation here.

Don’t take a position for or against anything; just see it for what it is. What it is, is always a unique point of view that does its best to try and survive and succeed for the body, the beingness, the identity and the presence that they are manifest as and they are doing it from a point of view that; 

limits their awareness, 

limits their understanding, 

limits their knowing and 

limits their knowledge, which means that they can’t possibly find a way into manifesting their absolute ultimate truth here. 

How about you? 

Your limited knowing, 

your limited awareness, 

your limited understanding, 

your confusions, your pains, 

your traumas; what can you do, how can you be, how can truth manifest as you? 

You just let it, you just allow it, by giving up all notions that anything controls the divine from a state of limited consciousness. Yes; you know that you are divine ultimately, but your not here as your ultimate self, so that limited knowing and understanding that you are and; ultimate truth, a supreme being, the undefinable essence of that which manifests creation and consciousness, is not realized as yourself and so just look at that as yourself and allow your vision of ultimate truth to clarify by your willingness to observe it through yourself. 

How do you maintain your divine consciousness in that which you are? You can’t really, all you can do is each time you realize that you’ve returned to a state of unconsciousness, of failure, of confusion, of pain and uncertainty, when you realize that that is your experience of you here; You just; 

OWN THAT, 

embrace it,

cherish it, 

listen to it, 

understand it and 

look through it, 

as it, 

at the ultimate truth of all things; the divine, the holy, the whole, the eternal, the magnificence of the YOU that is beyond creation and each time you get stuck looking at your limitations, looking at your pains, your unconsciousness and your confusion, saying I have a trauma here and I need to fix it; 

just realize that you have right then and there stuck yourself again in a limitation. 

Enjoy it, 

relax in it, 

revel in it, 

embrace it, 

know it and 

understand it and 

look for God as it and 

as it; allow God to see you, 

allow God to embrace you, 

to know you and 

understand you and 

to love you unconditionally, 

without pushing God away, 

without cutting God off, 

without refusing Gods blessings, but standing in the opening of heaven on earth saying; yes God, 

I am here, 

I am me, 

I am this; bless me as this with all that you are and then; 

let him and 

let her. 

Let what ever it is that ultimate truth is, 

let what ever it is that loves unconditionally and infinitely and allow THAT to move through you without resistance, without reaction and without directing it in any way. 

The truth doesn’t come from your mind; you have to open your mind to the truth

Neither your self image or that which criticizes that image of self is real or true. So don’t defend that which you imagine to be you. Let it go at the same time you let go of that which wishes to control or define it. Release your opinion of yourself as well as the opinions that others have of you beyond the instant that you are aware of that is of any importance whatsoever as to the state of your consciousness here. 

Here is my identity now, trying to stay in charge of saying something clever or beneficial as it exerts its concern over how I am going to be perceived by others who see this video. It’s a valid concern, but its a concern that should be an advisor, to you and to me instead of the director of the creation of your life. Allow yourself to be wiser, to be beyond the limitations of that point of view. Allow yourself to embody the limitless, undefinable and hither to unknowable mind of God. Allow yourself to know the mind of God and observe within yourself what effect that has upon your identity as you allow yourself to know the mind of God. How does your awareness of the mind of God shift the beingness that you are into something else in the very moment that the mind of God is realized by you? 

It’s a lot to ask for of course to ask you to let go and release all of your protective walls; that which enables you to maintain a sense of rightness about your life, a sense of appropriateness, a sense of satisfaction. Allow all of that to be an advisor for you in your process of your self realization of  the infinite. Allow for your self realization to be one that is consciousness and considerate of the points of view, self identities and the right that a person has to continue on as their sense of self; as they expect their sense of self to carry on. To the degree that you interfere with the self determinism of another, when you make the choice for them; its not good for you or for them brother. Its not appropriate for you to choose another state of being, another state of consciousness for another. The only thing that is appropriate is for you to show yours in its ultimate perfection as the truth of who you are here; not as a condemnation to any other, but as a celebration of yourself and what it is possible for you to be. 

Allow that to be true for you and allow that to be true for me. Let’s allow each other to celebrate the lives that we are and to inspire them to miraculously self correct and recreate itself into a really-nice life. Allow everything to shift that will improve your life for you, into a unanimous support of your life divine.  Yes, God bless you to that and God bless me please to that as well. Allow me to know the freedom that a divine consciousness brings to a body. By allowing my embodied consciousness that, I improve conditions for myself, I think. I think its time to show that its true that your embracing divine and eternal truths does nothing but bless you in the very moment you embrace them; your physical, mental, emotional, spiritual and interactive lives are all immeasurably improved. So allow that to shift and change you for the better. Allow it to release you from the traumas, the pains and the problems that you haven’t figured out about life and open up to knowing the truth easily, beautifully, graciously and capably. 

Hmm, what is it that causes us to consider it to be normal to be in an intense, painful, trauma and conflict, trauma and conflict in life? Let go of the confusion that is within you that thinks that that is the best that you can do and the truth that you are here. It most assuredly is not the best that you can do here. It most assuredly is not the truth of who you are. When the truth of the divine is known by you then the truth of you will be divine for you and for the rest of us. So what do we do with that information? How do we create that shift within ourselves that anchors into our bodies our realization of the eternal? How do we free our bodies from that which crushes them with the intentions of others? How do we let go of the point of view that we have of ourselves that allows the points of view of others to affect us against our will negatively? What truth of ourself do we need to realize to be free of that? What truth of self fully realized is the one that will be embraced by ourselves as the culmination and realization of our wished for truth and understanding of ourselves? Its amazing that we can consider that we could do that with all of the unconsciousness that we carry with us. But despite all of that; in spite of all that we are, we must consider the ultimate truth id we are to be ultimately free while we are here. It only makes sense. Consider what the ultimate truth is as you consider what the truth of you is. Unless you consider what the truth of you is. Unless you look at yourself from the point of view of ultimate truth; then the ultimate truth of you will never be revealed here and the revelation of your ultimate truth is what we would all appreciate you being here. 

Feel what you feel like when the ultimate truth of another is realized in your presence. What a pleasure that brings to you to be in proximity to an enlightened consciousness. If thats available to you; embrace it, but don’t embrace it as being right and you being wrong and thus you being separate from that yourself. You cannot effectively bless another to the divine or know another being as being divine, without your embracing the divine possibilities of all things in order for all the possibilities of you being known to you. Isn’t that your first responsibility to yourself is knowing the extent of all the possibilities that exist for you and being able to sample them and test and know and understand what each of them are, so that you can allow yourself to choose a really nice one for you? One that is a true blessing for you in your life. Why not observe the truth of that in another so that others can look for and find it within you? 

Allow others to find their divinity within you, to recognize the divine as their experience of you. Where they are supported in their choice to realize eternity themselves. Feel that you are supported to know eternity in yourself. It is an available choice for you despite all that you are and all that you have been and all that everyone thinks that you will be, despite the reality of all of that; the reality of the infinite beckons you, entices you and inspires you to merge. Receive the invitation to merge in an absolute sense with the divine; which means there is nothing held back. Is there possibly a willingness within you to merge unconditionally with that which is worthy of the words; unconditional love and divine presence? Will you open to ultimate truth for you? I am checking myself to see if I am. I am doing my best to do it, despite “this” that I am. The truth of me is apparent Inso far as the results of my actions here that have resulted in my becoming this, but as this proves; the imperfection that I am, the failures that i’ve accumulated; none of that stops me from choosing that which is ultimately true and to know what that might be and to allow it to embrace me with the infinite realization of what that is and with that embrace; to accept the invitation contained therein to know my own truth, to be my own truth here, despite the fact that I have been here as “this.” 

Its a incredible leap of faith of course but one that has been brought to a knowledge of truth as well; faith realized in truth. Allow your faith to be realized in divine truth; the one that reclaims you, restores you and returns you home to the ultimate freedom of yourself. 

Well, we could wish for a lot better circumstance that this one for us to be realized  here, but you know, its not who you think mosts deserves it; it is solely realized by those who choose it for themselves regardless of who they are and regardless of how obvious it is that it is going to require a transformational miraculous event to be true. Well, allow a miraculously transformational event to be true. Why would you shut that one down? Allow it to burst forth from within you; revealing the truth of you and the truth of everyone else. Then maybe we will begin to feel a blissful freedom in these bodies; where the bodies begin to feel blessed, loved and honored, respected and treated like the temple of the divine that it is. Realize your body as the temple of the divine. 

That was Misha I was just texting. I was asking him if he wanted to see this recording later, or listen to it.

So, is there a way to instill this choice in such a way that it overcomes the self destructive tendencies that have been put into motion in your life? Hmm, Just stay on point; absolutely focused in your intent to be to be embraced fully by ultimate truth and allow that intent to create a continuous shift; a transformation, changing your form through your surrender to unlimited consciousness where it keeps shifting you moment by moment from the constructs that create you as who and what you are. Continuous, instantaneous, transformation that moves and grows and blossoms. 

I’m sorry, theres a lot, an incredible, amazing density in the… It does seem to be a bit endless you know; unyielding, unmoving, a trauma so deep, unspoken and unspeakable that it can never be confronted. Is that what you are dealing with in yourself, or do you have an easier path? Well, if you are like me and your truth is in a darkness so impenetrable that you choose to be in a state of unknowing, unconsciousness, unable to be who you are, or at least who and what you wish to be? 

The truth doesn’t come from your mind; you have to open your mind to the truth and to allow that truth to bring freedom to all the mind is and has. Allow the truth of eternity; the very mind of God, the I of the whole be the truth that you know as the truth of yourself. Hmm, Well, what happens, happens and it seems like what you want to happen is possible. So if it is; 

be that possible you. 

Be the you that it is possible for you to be; 

be the you that sets me free. 

Be the you that is beyond temporal truth itself. Is there anything more that we prefer to see tonight, before we return once more, to our horrible plight that we are in? Can we allow ourselves to be made whole as what we are in this moment? Can the wholeness of the whole truth, throughout and beyond eternity be known by us as we surrender to that being the truth we live? 

What has to move through you in order for you to realize yourself as that? Well, the freedom has to be free in you; you have to be able to grant freedom to all that you see, all that you feel, all that you know and all that you understand. 

OK, apparently Jim’s here now so that we can merge our normal reality with this, where we can take as much of this divine possibility into the life that we are actually leading here; the life that is affiliated with him to a great degree for some reason; hopefully a beneficial one for us. Thats what you should look for in all of your relationships; an immediate agreement in each of them for the continual betterment of you. Only deal with others who will support you in that choice to transform yourself for the better. Where are you going to allow that for yourself? What relationships are you willing to allow to shift? How free are you willing to feel in your body? How much of your instincts and animal programing are you willing to know in an enlightened state? Are you willing to maintain your enlightenment in your interactions with others? It would be nice, if you did, it would be nice, if you could, it would be nice, if you would consider choosing that for yourself. The alternative is a life of living death, the one that you’ve known so well for the entirety of your life, up until now. 

What parts of that are you willing to bless? 

Are you willing to be free in? 

Are you willing to be free with? 

Are you willing to be supportive of its divine truth being apparent, apparently perfected? Apparently divinely realized? 

We’re in a very dense reality, it doesn’t mean that you can’t choose freedom within it. This dense reality doesn’t have to be a drag on you. 

Where in your normal life are you going to wake up? Where in your normal life are you going to look at all of the false truths that you have taken on yourself that have resulted in the limitations that you embody here? They all have been created by your accepting as truth, things that were lies. So what of your truth are you willing to open to? Are you willing to realize right now? Just feel it and allow it. What ever your allowance level is; open to your truth being realized by you right now. Whatever that level of truth is; 

allow it to be free within you, 

to know itself more and 

to know itself better and 

to be freed from living by the letter of somebody else word and that being a law unto you. Let your word be your law, allow yourself to know what that would be; don’t decide to do it in a state of unknowing. You can only choose to let go of that state of unknowing and surrender to knowing the truth that is unknown to you in this moment. 

Surrender to the truth that is unknown by you, where if it were known by you; your life would be one of joy and exuberance and lovely expressions. Allow that which will not allow that for you to find its way through you, into its own reality; separate, because of its own choice. Those in separation, choose to be separate from the divine consciously, which results in their conscious separation even though we are all one. Their conscious separation from the wholeness, the loveliness, the joy of being you. 

The lies that you hold as truth that separate you from that; set them down, gently and say; the truth be known, the truth be known and if we allow ourselves to be at our best here, then this reality will be blessed here by us. The truth of yourself is a blessing for the rest of us; a blessing that we open to and realize to a great benefit to ourselves when the truth of you that frees yourself to a blissful life of Joy. That which would free you into that; is your master, is your boss, is your God. Surrender to the God that in your surrender to him, welcomes you home as a son who is restored and reclaimed; no more lost, but in peaceful bliss at home.  

None of this is appropriate for you to be carrying, let it all go, because you picked up your carrying of it in a state of unconsciousness. You can carry whatever you want to consciously, but let go of all of the unconscious carrying that you are doing right now. Let it all go right until the supremely wise you shows up and takes charge and says; I love you to yourself, I adore you, I bless you, I claim you and I restore you to all that you can be. Give yourself that blessing. 

I know its probably a painful face, but it is a painful experience; all this unconsciously hidden trauma. I guess that explains the depth of our awareness and control and unconsciousness; the fact that we are fairly absolutely disabled here, so take every thing I say with a grain of salt until you see the transformation in me, until then every word to you from me; screw it, no way. No way do you take direction fro another, that hasn’t revealed himself as the divine brother that you knew you always had. If you do not see that from your teachers that you have here; then you are with the wrong ones. Be with the ones that bless you to your truth instead of deny it. Don’t take any teacher for yourself that denies the ultimate truth and the ultimate possibilities of you. 

Experience the realization of your divine truth

Puff… Well, since we recorded “that,” I guess we’ll start on that subject and that is; “are there herbal aids that are able to enhance and accelerate your awakening? If there is a possibility that there are and that you could, then if one were intent on awakening fully to the ultimate potential that your consciousness has here, if you are here for that for yourself; then do you look at that which has been vilified by the unaware and celebrated by the participants as an aid to the facilitation of your eternal truth? 

One has to explore what the answers are when one doesn’t know and wishes to. So for myself, I have to say; as long as I perceive there to be a benefit in my desire to fully awaken here and to know the truth that will free me from what I am here and release me into what I can possibly be here; that has to be a big yes for me and so theres my explanation as to why I do what I do in exploring the possibilities of consciousness for the benefit of my experience of life here. Isn’t that why You do what you do here? So that you experience the reality as you wish it to be? You desire to bend reality to being what you wish it to be. Is that a bad thing to do?

Lets just say that to wonder about that for another from a point of view of not knowing yourself,  is not something that you should be occupying your mind with. All that should occupy your mind is your realization of your truth. Sparked into being by your willingness to know it and the expectation that you will know it as long as you continue to open into your full realization of that in each moment. 

I shorted us on the recording by not fully charging the battery on the camera, it seems that we have only 14 minutes of recording time left. So what can I say in this 14 minutes that is worthy of your paying attention to it? Is there anything that I can say that will be of value to you? We’ll we’re not going to find out unless I ask that question; what can I say that will be of real value to you, that will be that which you say; Yes! Thank you for saying that, because I have always known thats true and I just needed somebody to say; yes, you’re right, it is true. So here you go; you were right, it is true and I am willing to share it with you. I’m willing to feel all that you are divinely and open to that radiating from you and influence me to open fully in my awareness of myself. So what I say to you is; regardless of your opinions on what you see and what you hear from me, is it possible for you to be free for yourself, with me? Can you demonstrate that me so that I can feel it, that which you are when your beingness is free, unconstrained, unlimited, un- condemned and unloved by yourself and others?

Don’t let those who have forgotten their love for themselves and for you, be that which controls your experience of reality here. Allow your experience of reality here to be a divine one; which means a Godly capable one as yourself. You know it would be great if a fully realized Godly being in a perfect body were expressing that to you, but I ‘m dealing with the manifestation that I am here and who and what I am, what I perceive myself to be, what I am aware of and what is physically apparent to others. There is not an apparent expression of divinity from me, there’s not a line of aesthetic perfection that causes you to say; Wow, is that impressive. No, it is quite the opposite; you an look at me and you can “read” what has been written; “unable to control even his own body, to manage his appetites in such a way that consciousness is easily manifest.” But, if consciousness were easily manifest and fully opened to for me, by me; this body wouldn’t look like this, or feel like this. It would look and feel and express itself magnificently. 

So I admit that; “this me” is the before. I am the before, of myself here as this. This is what I was before I became conscious, before I became self aware and self realized enough for my heightened state of consciousness to begin to enable me to make better decisions for myself to where I just know whats good for me and I just do it because it increases my wonder of my experience of life. Isn’t that what you would do with increased consciousness; make better decisions that improves the quality of your experience here and facilitates your successful interactions with others to the great benefit of others; to the point where they are willing to be very generous with you? 

Be a person that is so loving of others that they can’t help but love you in return. Allow for your love for life to be so heavenly, your love for all form and structure wether it is in the peak of perfection, the initial growth, or the final dissolution into apparently nothing. What does it take for you to be “that you” here? The you that blesses life in all stages and loves it to the point of inspiring divine consciousness in others? Hmm, I think that would be a nice experience; if not me, how about you? What are you willing to have for yourself? Are you willing to have that? Are you willing to be divinely self aware? God bless you, I hope so, I hope so, I hope you do so well, that even though we’re not talking and listening in the same frame of time, that I in my time can feel my reality divinely expressed and divinely influenced by you and from you in your time as a result of our interactions in this medium. 

Can you express yourself divinely, so that it is known throughout all time and experienced by all who are open, throughout all time and space and in every dimension and reality, your expression of unconditional love for all consciousness that exists there and everywhere and anywhere? Your love for all consciousness, regardless of where it is and how it is expressed, Mmm, Hmm. Why wouldn’t that transform yourself if you opened into that beingness? Hmm, it might even be possible for me to do that, it just might. It might be possible for me to give up the right to be right in opposition to anyone or anything. You need to let go of that right if you’re going to experience the perfection that life can be. You need to give up your right to choose rightness in wrongness. The only thing that is right, is God consciousness. Anything less than that has failed in its desire to perfect itself and is stuck in a confusion and an identity that we would a dearly like to transcend if we only knew how. 

Allow yourself to know how, now and feel it transform you in this moment. Feel the transformation of your polarized self into and by the divine consciousness that is the truth of you, when you open to knowing that which exists eternally for you. So regardless of the stories, or the words, or the points of view, or the philosophies, or the isms that you or I follow, embrace, or prefer and pretend as being the one and only way, (except for possibly a couple of others that we have heard about) but as far as us and ours and you and yours, ours and mine are “right”, “we and ours are right” and you and yours and others and such are all misguided and they are, aren’t they? You can see in it  your experience of their expression of themselves to you. They are mis-guided and so are you and as such; so are we all. If none of us are walking around as the personification of God consciousness, then fuck us all, we screwed up. So stop being a screw up and insisting that you are right, open up to the possibility that the truths that you have taken to be true for you, haven’t resulted in eternal truth being expressed as you. So of what value is it to maintain it? 

Wouldn’t it be better to expand your awareness beyond that, to a nearly infinite extent right now? Why not? Who can make me feel that through space and time, from then; the you, the your, the now for you, into this now that I am speaking in. Is it possible that effects from my creation are able to reverberate through time and come back to save me as “this?” Is this a way that I can cause my experience of life as “this” to shift, to transform, to transmute, this; “this” into something worthy of “this” worthy of reverence and awe, worthy of admiration and worthy of a surrender into the embrace of? Can you open into that being the expression of you here?

Can the you that you are, open into being expressed as a continual blessing to the reality that you are in, to the relationships and interactions that you have with others? Can you open to your being expressed as that right now, regardless of what you have been until now? 

I know this looks a little odd, but boy does it help me wake up and ground my consciousness here, so bear with me because all I’m doing is surrendering into what is at the same time that I allow the consciousness of eternity to be free within me as well. I allow my expression as exactly what I am in this moment, to be free, to be uncondemned, to be loved by every point of view that I maintain within myself, because without self condemnation; there is no reality that condemns you. 

So the condemnation of yourself, the condemnation of yourself… realize yourself there, exactly where you condemn yourself and judge yourself as lacking. Surrender to eternity, wherever you are trapped, wherever you are imprisoned, allow eternity to know every aspect of yourself in such a way that you know every aspect of eternity. Allow eternity to have its way with you and eternity will allow you to have your way with it. 

So have it your way as you allow eternity to become you and for you to become realized fully as the truth that is beyond all that you have known while you are embodied; the truth that frees your embodiment into the truth of you beyond eternity, the truth of you beyond dimensions, time and space. Open up to the truth of you, the awareness of you as that which transcends eternity. Give that a place in you, give permission for all that is divinely free and does nothing but grant the same to others; allow that to have its way with you, so that the you that you are, can be freed from what is into the receipt of the light and the love of all those who are divinely aware and know the divine truth of you,  who recognize it, mirror it and send it back to you. Allow the divine to be that which educates you as to the truth of all creation, of all realities and of all the truth proposed by anyone of anything. Allow your knowing of the truth of any of that to be realized in you by the divine truth that is you and allowing all that has been, that has been so radically different from that which is eternal, that truth which releases you here as a fallen consciousness. Hmm,  wether what I say is true or not is not something for you to care one whit about intellectually. The only question that is relevant, is how divinely aware are you in this moment and can it be instantaneously better for you than that? 

Well, can it? Can you be divinely aware and can it be immeasurably and wonderfully improved from what it is now, in such a way that all of these pains and traumas and limitations and judgements and condemnations and curses and desires to absolutely destroy you… Can you embrace your truth to the degree where that all transmutes into something that knows your truth and celebrates it because its inspired that realization in others? 

You know its a tough thing to say in the position that I am in in life; but isn’t it the right question to ask myself and you? I think so because my continued existence as this is just not going to be, because eternity is free here within me. I’m open to it, I surrender to the infinite; the infinite loving without conditions; that s what I surrender to, unconditional love. There’s no part of me that does not revere that in this moment and surrender to the truth of love; the love that is beyond judgement, the love that is never witheld from anyone and anything, that is never turned off, put down, and when you open to it; you realize that you’ve just come home, you’ve just remembered your truth, you’ve just moved beyond the dream of man. Hmm. You’ve moved beyond the dreams of man into something that grants you your freedom. Realize within yourself that which is necessary for you to grant you your freedom.

All that should transform within you for you to miraculously transform through your self realization of a divine and unconditional love, allow it all to happen in this moment. It seems like an impossible task, but doesn’t it just keep getting better when you look to the possibility that it might be possible for you? Yes, it might be possible for you, it might be possible for you. I couldn’t say it if it weren't. Couldn’t say it if I didn’t already know it was true. Boy, what a transformation that would be if I allowed unconditional love to be my master, to be my lord, to be my King, to be the Queen of my heart, to be the brother of my soul, to be my sister in the divine way and to be my friend, walking hand in hand, realizing the glory of God that we all are. What a shift from that we are, and what a shift from what we are, that would be. To what degree can we open to that? We have all the reasons within our cellular structure why that can’t be so, but even for all those innumerable, well reasoned, obvious reasons, logical reasons and Karmic reasons; despite all of that, none that operate from that level of consciousness are embodying the truth of their potential.

 So look beyond the expression of the ones who look for anyone or anything to be wrong and instead look for everyone and everything being able to awaken to the full realized potential of themselves as a divinely conscious eternal being, expressed through a physical form, but instantly able to enhance its expression here as a life, to better it moment to moment through the realization of divine truth within oneself. Through that, we allow ourself to prove to ourselves that we are worthy of having truth expressed through us here. So, what ever those reasons are that you have decided you have to accomplish to be worthy of that; allow yourself to realize that worthiness, because that worthiness is necessary and the worthiness is simply the experience of the realization of your truth. Thats what makes you worthy! Your openness to experiencing that and then your realization that you did experience that and then your determination to open in your allowance of that as the manner in which you move through life. 

It sounds pretty good to me, I wonder how long it would it would take to perfect this body? I’m not going to worry about that exact question, unless my experience of life is my step by step realization of that, which seems to be what is going on right now.  So, were not going to argue about even the relevance of words and how they are put together and expressed. We’re only going to say through our words; look for the freedom that exists beyond them. Realize the freedom that exists beyond words, beyond concepts, beyond philosophies, beyond the wisdom of man and open your self into knowing the truth of the Gods. (whatever that means) Whatever that means to you. If you don’t believe in anything except for a person who did something in a marvelous way and you admire them; 

allow that for yourself, 

allow the best that you can conceive another to be worthy of or to be true for themselves, 

allow yourself to know what that really is that you are thinking of and what the truth of that really is and as good as it is and if there is anything in you less than that; 

allow yourself to be that, to know it and to have it. 

Allow all parts of you that are not free to go into a resonant harmony with that which will free it into a state of a graceful, harmonious and divine expression of itself. 

Your mind will keep trying to talk you out of the experience of that for yourself in this moment and all I can say to you about that is; don’t find a way to be right in wrongness and if your not experiencing yourself as a wonderfully divine presence; then open into knowing what that might be for you instead of saying no to the possibilities of that for yourself. 

Open to the possibility of all that might be true, of all that might free you in your knowing of it. 

Open to the possibility of the divine being realized by you, as you, with you and for you. Open to that and you will see the transformation of self that you have wished for. 

I wish for that for us both. For all of us and all of you and all of them and all of ours that are and are not one with us. We allow ourselves to realize the reality that is, when we realize that all that is not us is a wondrous thing for us to know and embrace, 

something that we would never close ourselves off from, 

something that we would never run away from and pretend that that is something that just should not be. We’re not condoning death and destruction and desperate measures by desperate people harm them selves and others. No, we’re just saying; don’t condemn yourself now. 

If all you essentially are doing in this moment is listening to me; stop your continuous condemnation for yourself, because you’ve already changed; 

your already not harming another, 

your already not harming yourself, 

you can surrender to knowing that your not hurting this reality; 

your not judging it, 

your blessing it and 

you allow your blessing to all of reality, all consciousness, all points of view; to radiate out from you right now from every meridian, muscle, nerve, fiber, bone, from every aspect of yourself that has an individuated consciousness. It chooses now to allow the radiance of divine unconditional love to be free within them, so, that they may be free in me and I may be free here and with you; a choice for all consciousness to know the truth of itself, the truth that frees all consciousness from its judgement of self as being less than it should be or less than it could be. (Even though it has been less than it could be and less than it should be from the point of view of everybody; there is nobody that is completely satisfied with their reality, the way things are for them. I don’t know anyone, do you?)

I know this can’t be great to look at, but you know what? Thats not the point, we’re not doing a pretense here; we’re assessing exactly what is and what is, in this state of being, is not a pretty thing. It is what it is and if we’re going to change; were going to have to open to the beauty of life, 

from where we are, 

from what we are and 

from exactly how we are expressed. We allow the beauty that is unconditional love for all life to be free within us, to merge and be known as us. Thank God we have a choice to consider that option, thank God. 

So what is it that will bring you into an experience of ultimate freedom? 

Can we know the answer to that now? 

How much can we know? 

How free can we be compared to how we have been? 

To what degree can we let go of our shackles, surrender our bonds and bindings and remember the truth of our limitations and that is; they are there until we release them?

So, just remember when it is that you want to be free of them and release them. How much are you willing to know now of the eternal truth of you? And what ever the appropriate amount is; 

just go ahead, 

choose it, 

be it, 

do it, 

have it, 

then do it some more, so that eventually what is, is something you begin to admire, something that you begin to hope will be successful in the embracing of the bliss of the divine. Successfully allow yourself that. 

It seems like my mind is incredibly, incredibly, shut down during my day; I can’t even seem to remember the things that are important for me to do, if I ever knew them at all. Certainly, all of the things I think are important for me to do, I don’t. 

So, what would it take for that to change? 

What would it take for that to change? 

What would it take for your body to open unconditionally for unconditional love? 

To not push it away in any manner? 

What does it take for you to openly surrender to love and let go of all the innumerable reasons why you can’t? Because every one of those reasons is a miserable one; a multitude of miserable reasons for not living your truth. Choose to open into being free of that and you can tell me later; I wonder if I can reach through eternity to you and flow to you that which sparks your divine knowing into realization for you?

Someone has to ask that question if the experience is going to happen don’t you think? If that is not how anyone is expressed here, how does it begin without conceiving what the possibility is and asking if that possibility is available to be manifest or not? So, is it for you? So is it for you? Feel the response from all that love you, read what that says within you. Open to knowing what that is. Open to the communion with the divine. 

OK, well, as the “before” me, there is a response that says; “I can be better than this,” “I can be more than this,” “more wonderful for myself and more wonderful for others.” So, don’t define it anymore than that, don’t put any other limitations on it. Just allow that to be free for you. Allow a life of wonder, of wondrousness for yourself, one that is wonder-full and wonderment that it even exists. Allow yourself to be here as that. 

It sure makes me wonder if there is an easier way to the divine presence of self than this, but God knows that I haven’t been in a position to observe it being true for anyone else, so was there an example that I could follow? No, not one that was readily available to me. Well, I guess we’re done for tonight, tune in for next time. (This is October 16th 2013) and see if there is an improvement and then we will see what else can be improved right now. 

All that remains is to surrender that which is lost; all that we are that is not free. 

Dear Forrest,

Caught your annual changing of the colors yesterday; impressive, inspirational,  profoundly beautiful!  Your ease, grace and beauty in personal transformation never fails to humble me. 

How do you embrace the cycles of your life with such grace and beauty? For myself, I both hold on to much of my life with a steely grip resisting all change to that which i am comfortable with, while pushing and  pulling in determined  opposition to the aspects of life  that I  judge lacking, stealing my grace, joy and beauty that all life is when it is open and grateful for what is.

You message of   "bloom where you are,"  "embrace that which embraces you" and "surrender in love to that which  changes you in your growth,  renewal  and destruction" seem impossible for one that moves through life in blind obedience to the unnatural rules of the judgmental, the unconscious and the unloving. 

How does one such as I embrace the divine flow of life in love, in ease and in joy?

 Notice, allow and move as the divine flow moves you in the path that is always before you; where your love can bloom in grace, where joy sings in your heart and where God is revealed in all that you see. 

Move when unconditional love moves you, until then; look expectantly until divine beauty reveals itself in all you see and then dance with the Goddess of creation  In your celebration  of the life that you are, while God is once again at home in you.

Notice what you are that never changes and everlasting joy will be your experience of the changes in life. Transformation is natural, effortless and appropriate to the seasons of your life and the seasoning of your wisdom occurs in your allowance and appreciation of the life that you are. 

The divine way is your way to wholeness and mine as well.

You do what ever is appropriate for you to enter into the realm of the consciousness of your choice. 

The first thing for you to access within yourself when you have a question, is the question of your consciousness, once you have been oriented to considering the circumstances in life; 

have those decisions been made in full consciousness or in unconsciousness? 

In oneness or in polarity? Allow them to be reevaluated, with the intention that they are going to be utilized for an incredible amount of universal good for all of us. Allow yourself to be that. Admit-ably the place that you are in is far from the divine manifestation it could be, but you can’t run away from exactly where you are here. You have to be there with yourself as the eternal self that you are. Embracing all there is of the life that you are here. Not hiding from any of it, not favoring one part over another, but fully embodying the self, the life force, the identity, the beingness and the presence of you here. Allow the divine to be that. Despite the absurd inappropriateness of it. No matter how inappropriate it is; let yourself move beyond you; allow yourself to embrace the knowing of self as the divine. 

Whoever would condemn you for being that for yourself, is not someone you should agree with. Condemn no one especially not yourself. Celebrate your knowing that a wonderful and eternally divine presence is what you are opening yourself into as the truth of who you are yourself. Is there a lot to get your mind around before you can embrace that in its entirety wherever that may lead? Because your just as inappropriate as anyone else is here. Do you really see any appropriately divine beings here? 

Not from the expectations I have created for myself and that is to be eternally present here yourself as the truth of that, embodied as you. The realization of self as the eternity of divine ways of being, of knowing, and of showing, for any who care to know it for themselves, the divine way of growing, of going through and moving with, life as that which enraptures it with an exuberance of unconditional love. 

What does that mean?

 An unconditional exuberant love? 

Beats me, I don’t know, but I know that if we looked at the truth of that within ourselves, we would find it. The truth of that eternal self that follows and moves and flows in the divine way, for the benefit of yourself, because that is the way that you like it for yourself. It’s how you choose to interact with all separate consciousness. All aspects of God can choose the awareness and beingness of self as it wishes, but it also creates within you the divine right to live as that here. The divine right of eternal presence of yourself is what you choose so that you can release yourself from the presence and construct of the consciousness that you have been here in your absolutely relative, polarized consciousness. 

A divine consciousness with all of the polarized interactions that you have here. 

How do you maintain the integrity of your own beingness as you are immersed in all of what this is? 

How are you able to be present within all of what this is in an manner that is worthy of the truth of who you are in the absolute sense? 

Can you allow your body to be the physical manifestation of what it is to be worthy of that to the degree that it is in fact that? 

What a crossroads we are in, midway between insanity and the sane way we would all be if we knew how. We all would be the ultimate truth if the way were clear for us to see and seeing your way clearly to your being that now, is the purpose of our existence and expression here. Were here to express ourselves as this. 

I was just checking if the camera was recording, not that I want anyone to ever see this but, it is the search that I am on and to the degree that I have found it; I have enjoyed embracing it and to the degree that I lack in being a capable expression of it; I continually open to more, despite being who and what I am, I open to more just because I wish to and that is the right of all consciousness, even your own. 

No matter what stage and condition in life that you are; the way home is open, the pathways are clear and open to that clarity and supreme awareness. Your opening into the beneficial aspects of that will be a wonderful thing for us all, because don’t we all live in that pain of separation in knowing that the sense of self that we are is so ridiculously flawed that if we could, we would condemn ourselves to “this” if we could? 

But we can’t there is only the apparency that the truth that we promote as the whole truth of ourselves is true, it is in fact; not that at all. The truth that we show ourselves to be here is in my case utterly incapable of expressing the sublime truth of the awareness of a universal self. So as you become aware of yourself in opening to know what the universality of your own self is; 

what aspects of yourself are universally true? 

What aspects of yourself encompass all that is, all that was and all that ever will be? What truth of self flows through all that, throughout all eternity, space, time, dimensions and realities and beyond all that encompass those manifestations as the universal truth? 

It seems like there is an incredibly difficult journey in the opening of our awarenesses  of self into that which will toy with touching, sensing, knowing and observing all that are divine. Allow yourself to open into that; no one could fault you for choosing that for yourself, of knowing yourself there as well. Know yourself here as well as you know yourself there. 

Why limit the knowing of yourself to that which you have been doing? It doesn’t serve you to limit yourself in that way. Your reality is your reality, exactly as it is of course, that doesn’t mean though that you need to keep disabling yourself any longer. You don’t need to handicap yourself. There is no divine purpose being fulfilled in that, there just isn’t. The divine purpose cannot be fulfilled in the limitation, restraint, refusal and lack of that, in anyone or anything. 

The divine way is your way to wholeness and mine as well. Its the only way that we can live as we wish to. To allow the God and Goddess to be that which inhabits the  consciousness, the mind, the awareness, the embodiment of self here. All that density of your limitations, of your eternal truth, made into odd subjective truths of yourself that are designed to make one side right and the other side wrong. 

Rightness is only known when it is shared in appreciation for the mutual benefits that we have when we all choose our own manifestation in a righteous (meaning in a right choosing and acting that blesses and supports everyone and everything in the best possible way.) manner. 

 What I am doing right now is,                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       I am feeling those spots within me that are absolutely stuck and completely broken; as if they were sabotaged by an enemy with complete control over us. If you have been sabotaged yourself to that degree and I think we all have then; 

what reality is there to be here now that we all know that our awareness of our divine self is ready, willing, able and about to be released from what they have been. 

Isn’t that what you are here for? 

Right now, to be released from what you have been? 

If not that what? 

Are you not here to realize your truth beyond the fall? 

The end of the winter of your discontent? 

The springing forth of effortless beauty? 

And the summer of abundance? 

The unlimited experience and expression of self? 

The divine self realized within us all? 

How brave do you have to be to take that one on? 

What do you have to allow to result in a transformation of the gross, into the shining forth of the subtly and beautifully expressed? Don’t give into your decision to destroy yourself. It was a bad choice and you have changed your mind. Your not here to destroy anything, your here to embrace it all with a healing and divine unconditional love. 

Who will open as that? 

Who wouldn’t if they knew how? 

Allow the universe to be blessed when you awaken here. Allow the universe to benefit from that. Conduct yourself in your embrace of the infinite in such a way that there is an infinite betterment for us all. Know what it is to move in even the most abject slavery to the human self, even in the midst of that; begin now to open. 

How is it possible for there to be any truth come through me as this? It’s a painful awareness moving through the reality as it is for me in order to know myself divinely. Iv’e created a very uncomfortable reality here for myself and it is time to change it. It’s time to realize comfort as one of the key expressions and senses that I have of myself here. So how does one, in the state that I am in, as the man that I am… How do I move form here and embrace that which is infinitely beyond our knowing from the point of view of the identities of the selves that we are here? 

How in the limitation that we have placed ourselves, do we find our truth? How does our truth beyond all limitations freely flow through us here? Well, it just kind of does it just the way it wants to and thats OK here, in fact, its better than OK. 

What a mess man, what a mess; the mess of your life is where it is that you awaken. Its not somewhere else, it’s not someone else, you awakening is here and your awakening is you and as painful as it is to become fully aware while embodying all that you have limited yourself to be… The experience of that damnation, (ooh, thats what prevents us from knowing and flowing and being our truth here;) the truth that we believed that the condemnation of ourselves is beyond our ability to overcome.

It couldn’t be further from the truth: your ability to overcome limitations are not limited by anyone or anything here. Your ability to realize truth, to be the shining light of truth; is not, will not, cannot be opposed here when it is the truth, the light and the love of all creation, because thats what frees us, each and every one. 

Does the opposition to you, still have the ability and power over your winning here? Lets take a look at it and see whats true. 

Do you have the ability to stabilize your consciousness, to maintain your focus? Yes, you do.  OK with the focused intention of your mind then, which is allowed for you, is not opposed, for you. We ask for the best that that has and to share it with us freely as we share ourselves with each other, with every brother who wishes and opens and wills himself to be free. 

All of our spiritual limitations can be found within our body as well and when we can focus on embracing those with the truth that frees them, then that which limits you surrenders and opens to a love affair with his own truth. 

There are those who have your best interest in mind and are willing to let you tell them what it is, to let your self interest be what they consider to be, in your best interest. That brings us back to the question of what do we choose. Do we choose to transmute the reality that we are by our opening into greater and greater infinite possibilities for ourselves?