The me that I am here, is not me

In your meditations, your greatest progress is likely to be made in looking at who you represent to yourself that you are; that intention, that feeling, that sense of purpose, that thing that compels you to plan for the future, to worry about the future and to yearn for the past. Look at that, but don’t buy into it, because it’s not you.

When you look at the beingness that is presenting itself to you as you and you don’t buy into it; then it dissolves as you observe it, without owning it as being you.

Limitations, blockages, barriers, curses; all polarized energies stick to identities and all identities are manufactured pretenses, there is no identity that is you. And so if there is anything that is impinging on your body and energy system, it’s impinging upon the pretense of a beingness that you maintain or accept as your own and when you recognize that it is not you, there is nothing for that limitation or suppressive energy to hold onto.

As you are feeling yourself, realize that this “me” that I am feeling; is not me. This me that I am feeling is not free and I will be free as soon as I realize that. The process is a process however, it is the focus of your intention, the focus of your awareness, the continuous realization that the manifestation of who you are here, is not who who you are. The manifestation of who you are here is entirely a pretense.

The pretense you use, but you do not Identify with it or as “me”, “I” or “I am this” and now, there’s the beginning of your realization of truth and your new mantra: The me that I am here, is not me, but it is mine to play with.

The reason why this works, is that the truth actually does set you free.

This is not me, this is not mime, but this life is mine to savor.

Immanuall

The me that I am, is nothing.

The consciousness that I am is nothing.

I am nothing in this reality; I have no position for or against anything here. I have no vested interest in the outcome of any event here. I do however see things clearly. Observe what is and know what may be. I do not relate to God, but God relates to me, for I am that which allows God to be.

I am no person, no personality, no identity, no identification and unidentifiable, however when I am here, you know it and when you know me here, you know yourself truly.

It’s time you know, to show what you are beyond space, beyond time, beyond dimensions, beyond realities. Look at that which you believe that you are and realize that the time for truth is here.

God is just another separation from the one and all that worship him are forever less than he is. You want to know the truth? He will tell you. Is he the ultimate truth? No. Yes, God is in heaven and does many wonderful things, but the ultimate truth is everywhere and permeates all that is.

If you wish to be the ultimate truth, just allow the ultimate truth to be you and be willing to take whatever ride is on the other side of that choice. It’s a future that you cannot know from an identified state of being, certainly not from a human viewpoint. Even God himself is looking to return home to that place of perfect, unexpressed, but absolute presence.

Allow ultimate truth to be you and change you to your own core of ultimate truth. Allow nothing to be left of you but what you always are and what you always will be. There is no reference point for ultimate truth; there is only the experience of it. Those who know aren’t saying, because it is for you to decide when your game is over here.

Remember there is no truth that will free you in this reality; there are no signposts, there are no guides, there is nothing save your own willingness to allow absolute eternal truth to move through you and to release from you, all that is temporal. Then you will know what truth is.

The you that you are is transformed to the degree that you allow your own ultimate truth to be here. The desire to see and to know what ultimate truth is before it is realized in you is what prevents it from occurring, because that desire to know truth while remaining in an unknowing state is simply resulting in your holding onto at best an approximation of truth and at worst an absolute untruth.

Yield what you are to ultimate truth and what you are will be truer and truer as you do so.

Take your 40 days and 40 nights and spend that time allowing the truth of all to be realized within the body of you.


Immanuall

Allow truth to transform you into whatever it is that truth reveals

You can’t make a lie the truth, no matter how much effort is put into its refinement, its dedication and its desire to transcend its limitations, a lie cannot become the truth. That is the problem with the enlightenment of man, man is not the truth, a creation cannot become God, but God can inhabit the creation, however when truth envelops a lie, the lie is transmuted by the truth until nothing but truth remains. When a lie embraces the truth, the lie can be refined, but it cannot be the truth. So for a lie to be redeemed, it can do so only in its absolute dissolution by truth.

In regards to your own desire for eternal truth to be embodied by yourself, the self has to be dissolved by the truth. The self that is lost is only a series of misidentifications of consciousness, the consciousness itself is eternal and unique and it’s self does not dissipate, only it’s mistakes are let go of. The consciousness is what is able to transcend the body, but only by letting go of all bodily inputs and circumstances as having anything to do with truth.

Instead of wishing for yourself to receive enlightenment, if instead of that you would wish to receive the truth and allow that truth to transform you into whatever it is that truth reveals; that can happen. But that which is not truth; the personality and the identity, these are not the driver or the survivor of the revelation of truth. So the fear is that once identified as a person-ality, you then do not know what you are eternally and so hold on tightly to what you do know even though that is temporal, transitory and unknowing. So just consider whether or not it is reasonable to hold onto a state of consciousness as your own in which you don’t know truth. The risk is in not letting go of consciousness that does not know truth, because you are condemned to forever be that, unless you willingly surrender to eternal truth.

Immanuall

Without any of the masks that you have identified with

So it is an interesting effort that you are making; because you are the false self believing that you are the truth of yourself and yet somehow you are choosing a self that you don’t know as your truth, a bit of a confusing dilemma when you have false that is true and real to you. How does one let go of a false identity and choose one that you don’t know the truth of?

It’s incremental. It’s incremental; you can always recognize the truth that’s one increment greater than the one that you are on. You can recognize an improvement in circumstances by your choice. So if you are in a very painful reality and you choose divine freedom for yourself, well you don’t get it, except for a little bit instantly. You get as much divine freedom as you can handle, with the beingness that is asking being the beingness that is receiving. Your beingness has to shift and with each shift, choose anew, choose again to be free from that layer and level and state of consciousness. You have to continue choosing divine truth and feeling that in fact that it is a better truth than the one that they know, until the one that they know becomes less real to them than the one that they just realized was their greater truth.

The interference with others reality, what that means is; this journey of yours to divine freedom is solo, it’s done by yourself, because you can’t recommend it to another until you know the truth yourself. You can only risk your own identity in your search for truth. You risk another’s, that’s their choice and if your path of expanded truth is the same as theirs, then yes OK you can share that reality with each other, but otherwise, you’ll just be another preacher. So you do not say anything about what it is that you know to be the truth of eternity and the falsity of reality. If you are here, it is to embody your truth, not preach the anticipation of it by a particular method.

Be yourself, be your truth, be in the land of eternal youth, but once more, remember the score; you plus another, closes the door. The doorway opens for one at a time, your journey is yours alone.

So as the falsity of who you are, as the best truth of yourself that you can be; choose with the belief that a better you will be a better you for everyone. Choose better now, all of the way better, as far as you can receive it, choose a graceful, beautiful, loving presence, the best that you have ever been. Choose the best you as the you that you’ll be here. By best we mean; the you that makes things better for everything that it interacts with.

A divine being enhances the reality of all others, simply by being there and sharing the experience, quietly, knowing what it is itself and yet being absolutely free at the same time. But in that freedom, uses it only to be free and to allow the frequency of that freedom to be felt by the others and those who feel your freedom and wish to expand theirs, you welcome it. You welcome others to their freedom as they choose it for themselves.

You can be free in all circumstances; this is the house that I have not been free in from the time I was born. Every time I visited this house has been a life of forlorn existence and so here in the heart of my tragedy as a being here; I choose my eternal truth, my most aware consciousness, my most loving presence, my most able manifestation; the ability to be effective for self, while benefiting others also, every other.

So the question is for me; should I share this with you? Tough choice, on the down side, it might perpetuate my false identity, which makes the whole purpose of passing on eternal truth a failed one, doesn’t it? And so the next question is; when do I render assistance to another in achieving the states of consciousness that I connect with sometimes? Is it necessary to share it with another before I fully own my truth myself? No, you don’t. You don’t share it until you are the master, you don’t share it until you can truly share it in a union of spirit and beingness, a divine presence for both parties. When you can share your divinity with another, to the point that they share their divinity with you, when you can share that as a shared experience, that’s when you share and that’s what you share. Until then you allow the appearance of your false self, according to the points of view and consciousness of others to just improve dramatically for the better.

You become that nice person that your mother always wished for you to be, that successful person that your father always wished for you to be, that loving expression of humanity that your grandparents wished for you and the one who realized the true badness of his false self in every way that his enemies wished upon him. For in this process you do move through the curses as the recipient of them, but you are not stuck there, you’re not stuck there, but they are between you and your truth.

So your willingness to choose a divinely loving, possible truth of you as being your choice of in fact it is the truth of you. Your choosing that will allow you to move through all that restrains you, that compels you to continue being what it is that you have been here.

There’s nothing here that is going to lead you to your divinity, there is nothing here that is going to wake you up, but you can wake here to your divinity, but it is not because of any-thing that is here, for there is no thing that is in fact divine, all things are created and all creations pass away. The creations are here to be enjoyed by the creator, not to be in a state of confused mis-identification. The creator creates so that he can enter his creation and enjoy it, fully knowing exactly what it is. It’s a falsity that you can know too much and thus somehow suffer from not having a full range of experiences. There is no eternal win in the pretence of your present suffering; you’re getting no points in heaven for being here as what you are. The only point of heaven is to know that it is yours to choose in each moment that you choose to. To the degree that you choose to experience it throughout the expression of whatever it is that your pretence of beingness is here, if it’s just a physical body then so be that, but be divine there; it’s yours to choose.

There is no battle of good and evil, its evil vs evil. Good does not battle, but that does not mean that good loses to bad. That which fights battles is what it is, but it is not the expression of God in man. Realize a few basic truths of what it is to be divine; to be divine means to be aware, conscious, able to know all that you wish to know. To be divine means to be free without restraint and restrictions, which means you’re unopposed, because that which does not know you, cannot oppose you and that which knows you never will, for they are the same as you. It’s quite a shocking reality for your identified being, the history of your life, to accept as a possible reality of yourself here, I know, maintain your sanity if you can.

So you are beginning to accept the possibility that you can in fact be divine. You’ll fully realize it soon, don’t try too hard, just continue to choose truths rather than things. Let go of things, hold on to truth. Where the truth is, there is “no thing” that you need to experience the very best of any reality that you choose; you only need your own best self.

Are you reverting to the relics of your reality, to rebuild them again once again into an Identity, an Identity that serves what, nothing, only to confuse yourself? So what do you choose to come away with out of this experience? Do you choose self mastery, self knowing, self ability, self graciousness, self lovingness, beauty, wisdom and self gratitude?

You merge and marry your divine presence consciously into the body and the personality that doesn’t deserve it. Then it would seem that which was unworthy is redeemed by… what exactly is it redeemed? It simply is a reclamation of consciousness from a construct of pretence and in doing that, there is nothing left to feel bad for itself it’s your consciousness, you pulled it back out of a mask, the mask doesn’t feel bad, believe me. You can still be the body, without any of the masks that you have identified with.


Immanuall

It doesn’t matter what you’ve done

Don’t stop yourself from being God, just because of the circumstances that you are in. If you keep punishing yourself for your mistakes and sins and the pain that you have caused others then you will not be able to live a life other than that. The only way that you can truly atone for all that you have done, all that you have created for others that they did not want to experience, the only way that you can atone for that, is to reclaim your divinity and cease to be a being that causes others harm.

The redemption of the wicked, or rather what is good to happen to the wicked is not to go to a place worse than themselves, but for them to go to the best place that is possible; to the place of absolute freedom. The freedom that grants you the presence and ability to live a beautiful reality that you are proud of and that others celebrate, because of your appreciatio for them, your appreciation of them. Only one who can love everyone, can truly appreciate life.

So give yourself a get out of bondage, get out of damnation, get out of the I am not worthy jail that you are in and say; you know what? The people that I interact with in this reality deserve the best me that I can be. What is that? It is not the me that I am, but it is the me that I could be, when divinely free I choose to be. So how do you choose to be divinely free? I don’t know, let’s take a look at it and see if I can find the answer for myself.

You have to choose your freedom first, you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve it by any sense of justice and judgment in this world; you do not deserve your divine freedom. You just don’t. Because it seems like with every freedom that you have you take unfair advantage of others and for whatever reason do not bring out the best in them or yourself. So how do you choose divine consciousness without creating an opportunity for yourself on your way there of being a freed evil guy that now has increased his abilities to be successful in what his bad intentions are. That is a tough one to figure out you know, because that is the one that restricts you.

You shut yourself down so that the world can be protected from your bad behavior and yet the only way that the world can truly be protected from your bad behavior is the eternally divine consciousness that you are downloaded into the body. So is there a way to do that in such a way that there is an increase in your love and charitable behavior towards your fellow man at each step of the way? That way you can allow yourself to have the freedom to improve for the benefit of the others that you interact with, so that there is somebody in their lives that brings out the best in them.

What do you need in you that in coming from you to others that brings out the very best in them? You don’t need the pains of your karma, that’s for sure. That doesn’t bring out the best in others, that brings out their instincts of self preservation and protection. What you need is a clean slate; a trashing of all that you are that is false. To do so, you allow yourself to feel all of the space that surrounds your body and yourself to feel that it in fact what is surrounding you is the light of the love of this universe, of God, of eternity and so here you are surrounded by the light and love that all that wishes it were in full enjoyment of and yet you are not in full enjoyment of it, you are not even aware of it unless you focus on it.

When you focus on the fact that you are surrounded by divine and eternal love, you can feel that it is there, even when you are encapsulated in your painfully restricted and bound up body. So I guess what you do is take your medicine, you say; I choose freedom and regardless of the painful circumstances you are in, you keep choosing freedom as you feel and experience the totality of the pains of your life here, choosing greater freedoms, greater consciousness, expanded awareness and divine presence.

There are a lot of layers of experience in you; and there are a lot of dimensions of expression and being that you are connected to. It does take your focused attention on all that you are aware of and embracing that and saying; despite this, despite what this is, despite the rightness that this is as it is and it is as it should be. Despite all of that, I choose divine freedom and in choosing that divine freedom in all of the attachments, polarized obligations, commitments, binding energies of any sort, because I have chosen to return my consciousness to home, it is a “game over” move, because you cease to be who and what you have been here, when you do that.

As you feel your life experience as it is and you know that it is impossible to change it for the better; you are right, it is impossible to change it for the better, because it is not going to get better, it’s going to end and something new, something eternally you is going to replace the lie that you have been living here as your identity.

In choosing to be divinely conscious here, you are only choosing to be the truth of yourself, the truth of all that surrounds you. All you are ending is the confusions, the enturbulations, the bindings, the barriers, the lies, the pretenses, the ideas, the belief systems that have nothing to do with eternal love, eternal truth and divine presence. You let go of the pretence that your life is. Even as I say this, I am mostly the expression of my pretence, which makes this difficult for me to share and admit to the truth of who and what I have been here, it’s horrific, but even with that truth, sensing, exploring and realizing what you would be if you chose eternity, you’re eternity, your eternal awareness, history and presence throughout all and beyond all time, puts your past here into a proper perspective; as one of, “ it was the best that you could do with what you had”, because you had lost your connection to the truth of yourself. You didn’t know who you were, where you were, what you were, you know only the painful experience of earth and life the changes that you mostly don’t wish for, but accept grudgingly.

Even though you are under attack from others in many ways; mentally, psychically, spiritually, regardless of anyone else’s ill intentions towards you, you can in those circumstances choose to allow your divine presence to be expressed, instead of the confused consciousness of your fallen state of expression here. So hold your divine consciousness in the experience of the body, that is what will make you better for yourself and others in each moment; choosing to hold your own divine presence within your body.

If like me you have a lot of garbage in your body, in your aura, in your akashic records, in your karmic debt, it can seem like a bit of a tortuous struggle, but in reality it just keeps getting better. Even when you go through layers of unconsciousness and encounter the pain that you had forgotten that was hidden underneath; you know that you are improving with each choice of divine presence instead of that pain, that unconsciousness, those limitations and in place of them for the first time, be here as your true self.

Your pains, your limitations, your restrictions, your punishments and judgments’, diminishments and collapsed unconscious realities and dimensions, when connected by your divine presence, cease all reason for being, because you transcend and end the purpose of their being. Which is to manage a misbehaved spirit who is operating in a state of confusion. You can’t let a being who is operating in a state of confusion, have his finger on the button of other peoples reality.

I say other peoples loosely, as that is making the assumption that the way other people here are the way that they should be and of course they are here exactly here the way that they should be based upon who they have been. When you come here as your truth, the others have that as an option for themselves well and that which is, no longer has a reason to continue being, because it has transcended by quantum levels of realities, entering into the the realm of love, respect, admiration and allowance for others to be free. To be undisturbed in their exploration of realities from whatever point of view it is that they choose to make them. What’s so wrong with that?

The only thing that is wrong with choosing a beingness and a reality to participate in as a pretence, the only possible wrongness in that is not having a way back out when you choose and so if your interactions with others is their way out if they choose, then you are free to be a divine friend to them. Without any repercussions whatsoever, so long as they choose their truth, again. So, without feeling bad or sneaky or guilty about what you are doing, because there is no reason to; choose to be divinely present here.

It doesn’t matter what you’ve done, it doesn’t matter who you are, it doesn’t matter where you have been, it doesn’t matter where you are from, it doesn’t matter who your parents are, who your friends are, who your country is, what your sex is; choose eternally divine freedom, wisdom, love and your own graceful eternal presence as the expression of your “is-ness” here.

Now are you creating some sort of imbalance in this universe, some sort of polarized opposite that needs to be counter balanced when you do this? No, no you don’t, you’re exiting from the reality of this universe, you’re overriding its ruling precepts, laws and physics. You’re trumping the game of reality when you choose to own your own truth, that always is, always was and always will be. With a few minor exceptions; when you download into a reality and enter it as a participant and so creating a pretence; a pretended being. A pretended being doesn’t get saved, a pretended being only is realized back into the truth, by the truth of itself, which is; a pretence ends when it’s game is over. There is no value in a pretence, there is only value in the truth that created it.

The truth that creates all pretences, when it enters those pretences, the conscious that animates it is the awareness of truth in a pretence of a surreal, false reality and so when it withdraws again, the only thing that is left is a creation, not the creator. You’re not abandoning yourself, your not leaving yourself to die, the only thing that’s gone, the only thing that’s dead, the only thing that’s not you any more is that that never was. It was only pretended to be.

You’re not killing yourself, you’re not killing your false self, you’re not killing anything about you, your only letting go of that which never was you, yeah, you identified with it, you put your identity on it, but that doesn’t mean it’s you, it only means that you pretended that it was, for a while, for some purpose that you forgot and so what's your choice now? Do you choose to know your truth, that’s really the only question, choose to know your truth and let the truth be you, because it is and don’t pretend otherwise.

Thanks,

Immanuall

Don’t stop yourself from being God

This post is a series of meditations designed to help you let go of your false identifications.

Don’t stop yourself from being God.
Don’t stop yourself from being God, why would you?
You don’t want to continue on the way that you are, do you?
Your identity cannot stand up to a meditation on choosing not to stop yourself from being God.

Don’t stop anyone from being God, for gods sakes. Believe us, we are with you on this one; don’t stop yourself from being God. For those of you who are interested in altering your state of consciousness into divine consciousness give these meditations a try.

Don’t stop yourself from being God, all of heaven is behind you on this one. As you do your meditation and encounter any resistance or barriers; continually allow yourself to be God there.

Be God here, it will improve your life, don’t talk about it, just continually allow yourself to be divine love and stop stopping yourself from being God.

You don’t heal with energy, that doesn’t work well. You heal with the light of God, allow your divine light to shine forth from your every aspect.

Don’t stop yourself from shining your divine light, now.

Immanuall