The causative power of creation is allowance, is the observation of what is, with a joyful, loving, awareness.
Immanuall
Dance of the divine
The divine is seen in everything by those willing to see; smile, the divine is with you always.
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
You are all that is necessary
You don't have to be here as something other than what you are, you only have to be here as you are already, fully here and fully with your body as it is; fully feeling, fully aware and fully conscious of all that you perceive.
What you are already is exactly what is needed in your life for its perfection. The only thing lacking is you being in your life willingly and loving it. You don't have to worry about changing your life, changing your body and changing your circumstances for the better, they will change when you are here comfortably as yourself.
There's no learning necessary, there is no study necessary, there is no working on yourself necessary, the only necessity is being here as yourself; willingly, freely, lightly and lovingly. Touching this reality with the presence of you at ease with whom and what you are.
You are all that is necessary for you to be free here, for you to be enlightened here, for you to be in love here with life and all that life is. You do have to embrace it first to release the past judgments, traumas and your avoidance, resistance, reaction and confusion that you have had about life first, before your light self-enlightens your manifestation here. So be like a little kid sitting in a puddle of mud; yes it is dirty, but yes it is also enjoyable when you relax into it and play the game of muddy fun.
Immanuall
What you are already is exactly what is needed in your life for its perfection. The only thing lacking is you being in your life willingly and loving it. You don't have to worry about changing your life, changing your body and changing your circumstances for the better, they will change when you are here comfortably as yourself.
There's no learning necessary, there is no study necessary, there is no working on yourself necessary, the only necessity is being here as yourself; willingly, freely, lightly and lovingly. Touching this reality with the presence of you at ease with whom and what you are.
You are all that is necessary for you to be free here, for you to be enlightened here, for you to be in love here with life and all that life is. You do have to embrace it first to release the past judgments, traumas and your avoidance, resistance, reaction and confusion that you have had about life first, before your light self-enlightens your manifestation here. So be like a little kid sitting in a puddle of mud; yes it is dirty, but yes it is also enjoyable when you relax into it and play the game of muddy fun.
Immanuall
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Monday, June 14, 2010
Love, Love, Love
The love of God is here now within me; I am beginning to know it, trust it and learn its ways.
I know now that I am here to love and only love all that is.
You want to try something different and difficult? Try spending a couple of hours feeling yourself and loving all that you perceive within your embodiment here. It’s difficult yes, difficult and rewarding.
You don’t have to keep looking for the God that you know not, to love you and opening up to that “unknown Supreme Being” to save you. You start by taking responsibility for yourself, by choosing to love you. Once you can do that, then you get to know those who love divinely, but not until then.
As you move through all of the trash and garbage that you have collected within the “soul self” that you are created as here; don’t pick and choose what is “good enough” to love, but choose to love all that you are indiscriminately, without pushing it, without forcing it, without effort. But effortlessly allow divine love to love you and you and your divine love, to love all that is manifest here as you.
Willingly flow your love and receive your own love to self, as a cycle of give and take within that which you are. That way you don’t have to figure out anything;
you don’t have to figure out if it is “you” really or not,
you don’t have to figure out if it is worthy,
you don’t have to figure out if it is safe,
you don’t have to figure out if it is right or wrong.
All you have to do is observe;
Are you loving?
Can you flow love?
Can you flow more love?
Can you receive love?
Can you receive more love?
How much love can you give self and how much can you receive from yourself effortlessly?
Breathe freely and relax into freely loving yourself. Once you can love yourself; then you can begin to share your love with others. Consider all of the options and then agree that loving yourself is the right one. There is no reason for you to go into agreement with punishing yourself for anything that you have done.
Now that you are here as the love of eternity for that which is, you see that you have to show up somewhere and when you awaken to the truth of your own divine love; you awaken in a world of confusion, pain and suffering, fear and horror, lack and problems.
Love is conscious, love is aware, love feels everything. So the awakening into the realization of the embodiment of love is a bit of a work of bravery, because to awaken to all of the pain, the suffering and the fears that you have accumulated as a being here, to have been separated from your truth; it is a bit uncomfortable to wake up and realize that, first. Which is the first step of the process; taking your strong medicine of realizing that the way that it has been for you is far, far from your ideal scene, but awakening to the truth of what has been, is the first step.
When you can take that step and embrace that fear and that pain; both that you have received from others and that which you have caused others, then you can let it go when you choose to love, despite all.
So what are the instructions? How do you do it? You open up to feeling, you feel what is and regardless of how awful it feels; you choose to love it and as you love it, you are able to be there as that which was unloved, which was shut up and swept aside into a dark corner because you did not want to experience it and you experience it once again fully while you are giving and receiving love through that experience that was not a nice one to have.
Good loving, God.
Immanuall
I know now that I am here to love and only love all that is.
You want to try something different and difficult? Try spending a couple of hours feeling yourself and loving all that you perceive within your embodiment here. It’s difficult yes, difficult and rewarding.
You don’t have to keep looking for the God that you know not, to love you and opening up to that “unknown Supreme Being” to save you. You start by taking responsibility for yourself, by choosing to love you. Once you can do that, then you get to know those who love divinely, but not until then.
As you move through all of the trash and garbage that you have collected within the “soul self” that you are created as here; don’t pick and choose what is “good enough” to love, but choose to love all that you are indiscriminately, without pushing it, without forcing it, without effort. But effortlessly allow divine love to love you and you and your divine love, to love all that is manifest here as you.
Willingly flow your love and receive your own love to self, as a cycle of give and take within that which you are. That way you don’t have to figure out anything;
you don’t have to figure out if it is “you” really or not,
you don’t have to figure out if it is worthy,
you don’t have to figure out if it is safe,
you don’t have to figure out if it is right or wrong.
All you have to do is observe;
Are you loving?
Can you flow love?
Can you flow more love?
Can you receive love?
Can you receive more love?
How much love can you give self and how much can you receive from yourself effortlessly?
Breathe freely and relax into freely loving yourself. Once you can love yourself; then you can begin to share your love with others. Consider all of the options and then agree that loving yourself is the right one. There is no reason for you to go into agreement with punishing yourself for anything that you have done.
Now that you are here as the love of eternity for that which is, you see that you have to show up somewhere and when you awaken to the truth of your own divine love; you awaken in a world of confusion, pain and suffering, fear and horror, lack and problems.
Love is conscious, love is aware, love feels everything. So the awakening into the realization of the embodiment of love is a bit of a work of bravery, because to awaken to all of the pain, the suffering and the fears that you have accumulated as a being here, to have been separated from your truth; it is a bit uncomfortable to wake up and realize that, first. Which is the first step of the process; taking your strong medicine of realizing that the way that it has been for you is far, far from your ideal scene, but awakening to the truth of what has been, is the first step.
When you can take that step and embrace that fear and that pain; both that you have received from others and that which you have caused others, then you can let it go when you choose to love, despite all.
So what are the instructions? How do you do it? You open up to feeling, you feel what is and regardless of how awful it feels; you choose to love it and as you love it, you are able to be there as that which was unloved, which was shut up and swept aside into a dark corner because you did not want to experience it and you experience it once again fully while you are giving and receiving love through that experience that was not a nice one to have.
Good loving, God.
Immanuall
Saturday, June 12, 2010
This is perfect.
This is perfect is what you say to yourself as you perceive everything about yourself. And then you believe what you say, because it is perfect and it has to be acknowledged as being perfect in order to then transcend into what it next becomes.
“This is perfect” is the mantra that will transcend “you” and propel you into the next life.
“This is perfect” makes life real for you and allows life to perfect itself around you.
“This is perfect” well done, will result in “this is perfection”
“This is so good” that I can’t even imagine how it will get better in any area.
When you repeat the mantra; “This is perfect” every time you repeat it, your life improves.
Immanuall
“This is perfect” is the mantra that will transcend “you” and propel you into the next life.
“This is perfect” makes life real for you and allows life to perfect itself around you.
“This is perfect” well done, will result in “this is perfection”
“This is so good” that I can’t even imagine how it will get better in any area.
When you repeat the mantra; “This is perfect” every time you repeat it, your life improves.
Immanuall
Friday, June 11, 2010
Freedom, freedom, freedom.
Accept the Mantle of the light that passes the understanding of all that is being and instead of being you, you will be freedom. You will be that which lights the way in the darkness of confused beingness; that which identifies, clarifies and brings understanding to the path of conscious freedom.
Express the freedom that you have feared to be by being the freedom that is absolute truth.
Look through the body without identification, without identity, without preconception, but with the knowing that you are.
You have to let them all go in the moment that you choose to be free. You are dead to yourself and that dead self’s relationships are dead also, for that identity is no more.
You can expect me to serve my self interest and you can expect that if you serve my self interest; I will in turn serve you well. If you do not serve me well, you can not expect me to serve you at all, for I do not serve in bondage to others who wish from me, that which I do not willingly give. I do not sacrifice my reality to serve the reality of others, yet I grant all others the same right that I choose for myself, but only to the point that they choose to exercise dominion over my reality, at that point, I cease granting and supporting their truth of a life of conflict, of domination, of servitude, of obligation, of coercion, of lies and of the pain and suffering of others for the benefit of self.
All obligations of your past are finished when you are dead. The living dead is the life that is free to be in the moment and is a momentary glimpse of the possibilities in the embodiment of God. I am the living dead; I am the light of freedom, simply because I choose that for me.
I am finally home,
I am finally here,
I am finally free,
of all that is not me.
Immanuall
Express the freedom that you have feared to be by being the freedom that is absolute truth.
Look through the body without identification, without identity, without preconception, but with the knowing that you are.
You have to let them all go in the moment that you choose to be free. You are dead to yourself and that dead self’s relationships are dead also, for that identity is no more.
You can expect me to serve my self interest and you can expect that if you serve my self interest; I will in turn serve you well. If you do not serve me well, you can not expect me to serve you at all, for I do not serve in bondage to others who wish from me, that which I do not willingly give. I do not sacrifice my reality to serve the reality of others, yet I grant all others the same right that I choose for myself, but only to the point that they choose to exercise dominion over my reality, at that point, I cease granting and supporting their truth of a life of conflict, of domination, of servitude, of obligation, of coercion, of lies and of the pain and suffering of others for the benefit of self.
All obligations of your past are finished when you are dead. The living dead is the life that is free to be in the moment and is a momentary glimpse of the possibilities in the embodiment of God. I am the living dead; I am the light of freedom, simply because I choose that for me.
I am finally home,
I am finally here,
I am finally free,
of all that is not me.
Immanuall
Thursday, June 10, 2010
look at self from the realm of unlimited possibilities
If you are dissatisfied with and wish to change your physical, mental, emotional and conscious manifestation here; you have to be willing to change. You have to be willing to allow the change necessary for the manifestation that you wish to be to occur.
In order for the changes to occur, you have to realize that the manifestation here that you have been and are in this moment; you’re physical, mental, emotional and conscious state of being, the stable identity and beingness that you are and have been, is arbitrary and made up solely by yourself and your decisions, your choices, your ideas, your beliefs and your attitudes.
Once you realize that the beingness that is you is your arbitrary creation and that it is unsuccessfully satisfying that which you wish to experience, then you are able to take a close look at the self, the created self that you are and realize that it is not the truth of you, regardless of what you think about it, feel about it, believe about it or consider it to be. It is a created, arbitrary and false manifestation of the eternal truth that you are. It in fact bears no relationship whatsoever to the eternal truth of you.
Having said that, having accepted the possibility that what I have said is true; you can now take a new, conscious and clear look at you, the look that transcends and transforms your form, your consciousness and your beingness into a new you as chosen by you in this moment of time. That is your right as a divine being to change your mind about whom you are and have the “who” of you change.
You do it by letting go of your attachment to the you that you have been, at the same time that you are being the you have been and allowing the truth of who you are eternally to be known by you, in the same space and the same time as your false self creation is also known by you. You accept and realize both truths simultaneously; the temporal, temporary, created truth of you; your experience of self as a manifestation of physical form, mental awareness and your eternal consciousness awareness, unattached and unaffected by form, by beingness, by pretence or by postulate. The truth of yourself allowed to merge with the creation of self as it has been; is the transforming cause of the transformation of you in to the you that you wish to be.
So that which binds you and holds you into a construct of limitation in all areas, is freed by the realization that none of it, none of it is you. So experience all that you consider to be the truth of yourself as a creation that in fact is not true and not able to reflect your truth as it exists. It is the total self realization that “self” is not eternal and that “you” are.
So to improve upon the self that you are, can only be done through knowing that there is in fact no improvement of the false self, only the realization that it in fact is false and thus is able to be transcended and transformed in the realization of a greater level of the truth of who and what you are; which is nothing that can be defined, explained, exploited, or experienced from a position of lack, limitation, disability or failure.
So if you wish to save yourself; you save yourself by letting go and losing the self that is a lie, so that the self that is the truth can be experienced by the consciousness that inhabits the body that is in fact all that you are. You are only consciousness, nothing else and when consciousness is limited by the assumption of identity, beingness and limitation, then that consciousness has lost its connection to its freedom and ability to change.
So the looking at self for the realization of truth and for the dissolution of the false self, one has to do the looking without the intention to change the manifestation. It is a bit of a paradox; you wish for the manifestation to change, but if you put intention for the change into the observation, then you are judging the manifestation that is, as inappropriate and the manifestation that is, is completely appropriate given the circumstances that created it.
There has to be an observation of what is, with an appreciation and gratitude for the realization that it is exactly what it is and that what it is, is complete and therefore changeable and perfect. So in the looking at yourself without judgment for it being what it is, as it is, you are then able to consider and expand your awareness into the possibilities of what can be. And what can be is; the truth of you and the truth of me, consciously embodied, the consciousness and awareness of eternity, of eternal possibilities without limitation or lack, or inability of any kind. That is the possible you and the possible me.
If you look at self from the realm of unlimited possibilities, then the self that you have been has completed its purpose and willingly dissolves as a fulfilled creation and slips into the past, while your presence now becomes the truth of eternity.
When your consciousness becomes intention and purpose, just realize that it is not the truth of you and so you need to look at the consciousness that has purpose and intention as a completed and perfect manifestation of the false you that you’re now letting go of.
So if in each moment of your experience of self here as a physical being, you think of self as the perfect completion of exactly what has been; then you are free to make your new choice as to your next manifestation here.
Immanuall
In order for the changes to occur, you have to realize that the manifestation here that you have been and are in this moment; you’re physical, mental, emotional and conscious state of being, the stable identity and beingness that you are and have been, is arbitrary and made up solely by yourself and your decisions, your choices, your ideas, your beliefs and your attitudes.
Once you realize that the beingness that is you is your arbitrary creation and that it is unsuccessfully satisfying that which you wish to experience, then you are able to take a close look at the self, the created self that you are and realize that it is not the truth of you, regardless of what you think about it, feel about it, believe about it or consider it to be. It is a created, arbitrary and false manifestation of the eternal truth that you are. It in fact bears no relationship whatsoever to the eternal truth of you.
Having said that, having accepted the possibility that what I have said is true; you can now take a new, conscious and clear look at you, the look that transcends and transforms your form, your consciousness and your beingness into a new you as chosen by you in this moment of time. That is your right as a divine being to change your mind about whom you are and have the “who” of you change.
You do it by letting go of your attachment to the you that you have been, at the same time that you are being the you have been and allowing the truth of who you are eternally to be known by you, in the same space and the same time as your false self creation is also known by you. You accept and realize both truths simultaneously; the temporal, temporary, created truth of you; your experience of self as a manifestation of physical form, mental awareness and your eternal consciousness awareness, unattached and unaffected by form, by beingness, by pretence or by postulate. The truth of yourself allowed to merge with the creation of self as it has been; is the transforming cause of the transformation of you in to the you that you wish to be.
So that which binds you and holds you into a construct of limitation in all areas, is freed by the realization that none of it, none of it is you. So experience all that you consider to be the truth of yourself as a creation that in fact is not true and not able to reflect your truth as it exists. It is the total self realization that “self” is not eternal and that “you” are.
So to improve upon the self that you are, can only be done through knowing that there is in fact no improvement of the false self, only the realization that it in fact is false and thus is able to be transcended and transformed in the realization of a greater level of the truth of who and what you are; which is nothing that can be defined, explained, exploited, or experienced from a position of lack, limitation, disability or failure.
So if you wish to save yourself; you save yourself by letting go and losing the self that is a lie, so that the self that is the truth can be experienced by the consciousness that inhabits the body that is in fact all that you are. You are only consciousness, nothing else and when consciousness is limited by the assumption of identity, beingness and limitation, then that consciousness has lost its connection to its freedom and ability to change.
So the looking at self for the realization of truth and for the dissolution of the false self, one has to do the looking without the intention to change the manifestation. It is a bit of a paradox; you wish for the manifestation to change, but if you put intention for the change into the observation, then you are judging the manifestation that is, as inappropriate and the manifestation that is, is completely appropriate given the circumstances that created it.
There has to be an observation of what is, with an appreciation and gratitude for the realization that it is exactly what it is and that what it is, is complete and therefore changeable and perfect. So in the looking at yourself without judgment for it being what it is, as it is, you are then able to consider and expand your awareness into the possibilities of what can be. And what can be is; the truth of you and the truth of me, consciously embodied, the consciousness and awareness of eternity, of eternal possibilities without limitation or lack, or inability of any kind. That is the possible you and the possible me.
If you look at self from the realm of unlimited possibilities, then the self that you have been has completed its purpose and willingly dissolves as a fulfilled creation and slips into the past, while your presence now becomes the truth of eternity.
When your consciousness becomes intention and purpose, just realize that it is not the truth of you and so you need to look at the consciousness that has purpose and intention as a completed and perfect manifestation of the false you that you’re now letting go of.
So if in each moment of your experience of self here as a physical being, you think of self as the perfect completion of exactly what has been; then you are free to make your new choice as to your next manifestation here.
Immanuall
Sunday, June 06, 2010
When life is easy
The love of all creation does not get stuck in a beingness that does not change for the better.
Feel your reasons for not being divinely perfect now, feel them all, they are all invalid.
You are the love that has moved in consciously into the body, not the limitations that used to be for the body.
love lives for me and I live for love.
When life is glorious for you, you will find that you are living the truth of your life.
When life is easy, joyful and glorious for you; you will have found and be living your truth.
Immanuall
Feel your reasons for not being divinely perfect now, feel them all, they are all invalid.
You are the love that has moved in consciously into the body, not the limitations that used to be for the body.
love lives for me and I live for love.
When life is glorious for you, you will find that you are living the truth of your life.
When life is easy, joyful and glorious for you; you will have found and be living your truth.
Immanuall
Saturday, June 05, 2010
Each step of your transformation
Do you have any more good reasons for holding back the hosts of heaven from flowing through your being?
All of the appearances of the barriers that you have are simply your unwillingness to be free, feel them dissolve as you realize that you are the embodiment of the freedom that you have chosen to be. The changes are automatic when you realize that you already are and always have been your eternal truth and that it is your choice now to realize that through the body fully. At that point you freely allow change, the change that harmonizes, that resolves, that balances and that heals the broken beingness that has been you.
Out of that death of all that you have been pretending to be, rises the glory, the glorious rebirth of the infinite free bird; the dove of peace, the phoenix rising again to the heavens within the one self that is true.
At each step of your transformation, when you notice that you are stuck, simply recognize that you have noticed that you are at a point where you again must let go of another pretence that is blocking your freedom and thus is no longer serving you.
In your stops in your journey of the realization of your ultimate freedom, there is no figuring out the way to go next. The way is the letting go of “figuring” that you attempt to do when you are confused and instead embrace the flow of freedom moving through you without the control exerted on the process by any sort of consciousness that does not know and live as the easy grace of joy, love and appreciation.
Immanuall
All of the appearances of the barriers that you have are simply your unwillingness to be free, feel them dissolve as you realize that you are the embodiment of the freedom that you have chosen to be. The changes are automatic when you realize that you already are and always have been your eternal truth and that it is your choice now to realize that through the body fully. At that point you freely allow change, the change that harmonizes, that resolves, that balances and that heals the broken beingness that has been you.
Out of that death of all that you have been pretending to be, rises the glory, the glorious rebirth of the infinite free bird; the dove of peace, the phoenix rising again to the heavens within the one self that is true.
At each step of your transformation, when you notice that you are stuck, simply recognize that you have noticed that you are at a point where you again must let go of another pretence that is blocking your freedom and thus is no longer serving you.
In your stops in your journey of the realization of your ultimate freedom, there is no figuring out the way to go next. The way is the letting go of “figuring” that you attempt to do when you are confused and instead embrace the flow of freedom moving through you without the control exerted on the process by any sort of consciousness that does not know and live as the easy grace of joy, love and appreciation.
Immanuall
Thursday, June 03, 2010
That's not my life
This is the exercise of my personal freedom to be as I want to be. Things are as they are and I am uncertain in knowing that what I want for myself is available from those that I am dealing with. I have to know that my relationships free me in the manner that I wish them to, because to bind myself further in this reality is not part of my purpose.
I am here to know what it is to be the truth of the me I see. It is difficult when one is seen as part of a group or a member of a species, gender or a body. When the focus is on that in your communications with others then there is not a granting of your ultimate truth. To be in it and not of it is who I am and so how do we structure an “inness” and an “interactingness” in that “inness”
My desire to communicate to you what I am about here and it is this; a being is as he chooses to be, so be careful in deciding that your choice for him is superior to his own, because if you are wrong and you impose your reality upon the other, then one of two things happen; there is a lowering of their reality to an agreement that things are as they appear to be or there is a divine dance that separates force from freedom, because freedom is not achieved by force.
A being is only as he conceives to be and when he gives that up to another, to show him the way to his own truth; don’t even bother trying to figure yourself out from there.
Whatever our agreements are going to be, they are going to be to agree to our freedom. The freedom for you and the freedom for me to choose our reality here, otherwise we condemn ourselves to being one of the participants here living on this street, that’s not my life.
Immanuall
I am here to know what it is to be the truth of the me I see. It is difficult when one is seen as part of a group or a member of a species, gender or a body. When the focus is on that in your communications with others then there is not a granting of your ultimate truth. To be in it and not of it is who I am and so how do we structure an “inness” and an “interactingness” in that “inness”
My desire to communicate to you what I am about here and it is this; a being is as he chooses to be, so be careful in deciding that your choice for him is superior to his own, because if you are wrong and you impose your reality upon the other, then one of two things happen; there is a lowering of their reality to an agreement that things are as they appear to be or there is a divine dance that separates force from freedom, because freedom is not achieved by force.
A being is only as he conceives to be and when he gives that up to another, to show him the way to his own truth; don’t even bother trying to figure yourself out from there.
Whatever our agreements are going to be, they are going to be to agree to our freedom. The freedom for you and the freedom for me to choose our reality here, otherwise we condemn ourselves to being one of the participants here living on this street, that’s not my life.
Immanuall
Wednesday, June 02, 2010
In spite of your circumstances, yes they are horrific, yes they are not conducive to being God, despite all that; go ahead and choose, choose for your truth to be manifest as you. Choose for your divine truth to be known as you.
Depending on how far you are from manifesting your God self now, that’s how much you have to let go of in order to be free from reality. Whatever is pushing and whatever is pulling you; that is what you let go of. Whatever is compelling you to not be free, is the jailer of your truth and me.
Choose to be free regardless of your circumstances; choose to be free within the confines of your circumstances. You’re not leaving the circumstances of your life here, until your life here that you are embodied as; is fully and divinely free. Until then, the end of you is the “me” that you already are and to be free my friend is the “me” that you’ll be when you wish upon a star.
Immanuall
Depending on how far you are from manifesting your God self now, that’s how much you have to let go of in order to be free from reality. Whatever is pushing and whatever is pulling you; that is what you let go of. Whatever is compelling you to not be free, is the jailer of your truth and me.
Choose to be free regardless of your circumstances; choose to be free within the confines of your circumstances. You’re not leaving the circumstances of your life here, until your life here that you are embodied as; is fully and divinely free. Until then, the end of you is the “me” that you already are and to be free my friend is the “me” that you’ll be when you wish upon a star.
Immanuall
The embodiment of freedom
A visit with Allan.
Where I move beyond my circumstances and look for what my truth is beyond the embodiment, to look for what it is that controls this and at the same time being here as that. Here as the controlling consciousness of your reality embodied as the truth of who you are, so that in fact you come and manifest here as you wish. Without having to figure it out.
The path that I follow is allowing myself to transcend this reality easily and then look at it from a point of view of absolute consciousness and freedom. Then determine how it is that I am going to express that freely here in the body. It is always a solitary self realization that it is your choice to know your truth; it is not somebody else’s to grant it or restrict it. All indications to the contrary of that are simply illusions and pretenses of beingness that are a little masquerade party.
To embrace what is, regardless of what it is and regardless of my circumstances, what works for me is embracing the truth of what I have been here, at the same time maintaining my awareness of what my ultimate state of consciousness is. Sooner or later hopefully it will result in an enlightened state being my normal reality here.
You have to wonder what is between a person’s ultimate truth and a person’s manifestation here. You have to wonder that if they are ultimately absolute freedom and consciousness, why it is it is so difficult to self realize that here and manifest it. Not just have an idea about it or cognition about it, but the realization of that truth for yourself as your identity and as your actuality.
Allan. Well I am really clear that there is no where to get to and your comings and goings are in this moment right now, that much I am sure of. There is nothing to find and nowhere to get to. Just to dance in that dance and be free enough to change your mind as you go along.
The key is how to be free enough to be able to change your mind, so that you alter your reality moment by moment towards the freedom that you wish to have.
Allan.Well it’s not that you are not free to be in each moment, you are free to be in each moment. It’s the parts of you where you don’t allow yourself to be free.
Exactly, so what is the easiest way that you know of for a being to allow themselves to be free in this very second that we are experiencing right now? Is it just a choice? Because that is what I do, I feel it and I choose for the greatest degree of freedom that I can experience right now.
Allan. It depends on what that feeling is for you; if that feeling is not good or is negative, that’s clearly not you. You would never, never put negative thoughts and feelings into your existence. Never would you do that to yourself and knowing that, if number one you are consciously able to become aware of it, then what you do is actually notice that that is what is happening and you give thanks and appreciation for the opportunity to have done the work that you have done to achieve that level of consciousness and look at how well you have done, how far you have come, how wonderful you are doing and how great things are. Actually how incredible this team that I have assembled together to pull this thing off. I have a group that supports me now.
That’s nice.
Allan. Then you go from being unconsciously competent at the negative stuff, to now you’re at that moment you are becoming consciously competent at being positive. Until your doing it over and over as a practice until you become ultimately unconsciously competent at being positive. Its like tying your shoe.
Good, that’s a way that everybody can work themselves towards their own personal freedom.
Allan. Momentum, you start to develop momentum in it.
It’s a key to freedom for everybody.
Allan. Indeed it is, nobody would ever do anything negative to themselves, that would be weird. The interesting thing about self invalidation is not even real, it’s just other peoples evaluation of you over time.
That you accepted, so you really did not condemn yourself, you just went into agreement with the condemnation of self by others.
Allan. Exactly right, its not even original.
All we did is agree with others that we were not free.
Allan. That’s exactly right.
Oh my god, well that’s lifting something. I have changed my mind on that, those people were wrong. They were wrong about me and they were wrong about themselves.
Allan. Indeed they were. First of all they had no idea of who they were, how in god’s earth could they have any right opinion about you? But what their tendency to do is to take their own shit of invalidation of themselves and project it upon you.
A limited being can never understand ultimate freedom and a being that would be existing as that and so would condemn it to the same reality that it knows itself and as soon as you give some sort of preference to somebody else’s point of view over what your own reality is, then you are lost.
Allan. Way lost.
Well that’s the answer.
Allan. You’re right on. You have everything so absolutely impeccably perfect you can’t even think about it, that’s how perfect it is. It’s like a finger that can’t touch itself.
You’re a good man Allan.
Allan. We’re going to do incredible things, we’re going to have incredible fun.
Interesting that I would consider that I would place myself in a situation where what I want for myself would not be OK for me.
Allan. Well it’s not now, it some crap from the past where it was not OK.
Its nice to be willing to be free, willing to realize that I can grant myself the freedom that I desire, simply by being in disagreement that it is otherwise.
Allan. Just take it up a notch and give yourself some Atta boy’s. When was the last time that you told yourself how great you are?
A few minutes ago.
Allan. Beautiful.
There’s a part of me that wants to say oh never I am a poor lost soul.
Allan. You better lock him back up.
No, no he is the one that gets to be free.
Allan. No he is a mess.
Unless he gets to be free, then what am I?
Allan. Mine gets zero air time.
Well that’s something that you might want to take a look at because if it is an aspect of your own consciousness then it is someone that you should love into harmony.
Allan. Its not that, it’s a vestige of how I used to relate to myself.
Then you can let that go easily then. That was just a construct to cope with reality with.
Allan. It was my Dads valence.
As soon as you realize that your level of consciousness is yours to choose and yours to grant and your to enjoy in each moment that you choose it then why would you choose for less than that?
Allan. You wouldn’t, if you were aware of it, you wouldn’t.
That is what I am doing is reminding myself of the truth. I am now in disagreement with any other truth being true for me other than the truth I see. My experience of reality has to be my truth right.
Allan. Indeed, but if you get into that little construct or language trap of reality, you can get into big trouble. My offering was just on a more causative level by starting to have a conversation with yourself on purpose.
And what would you say that conversation should be?
Allan.What do you want? You have not because you ask not. You say what you want number one and you start flowing positive thoughts and feelings and emotions towards that and you watch it show up because you will just attract it. Everything that you have right now is what you attracted.
But was it what I wanted? No.
Allan. That is the flip side of it that is the unconscious part of it. Whatever you want, you can have, but whatever you don’t want you get to, because that’s where your attention is.
So my freedom is realized in focusing on what I do want and feeling good about it.
Allan. Indeed, home run, that’s it.
Why wouldn’t you naturally look at what you want and feel good about it?
Allan. Unconsciousness.
What a shock that the concept would somehow fee foreign to you of conceiving what it is that you want here and feeling good about having it.
Allan. Yes, well here is the weird thing about it; as you start to put that up there, you will find that you have to expand into the deserving and the honoring of self and really embrace it.
Lets look at that, there is a part of me that wants that yacht that we were looking at, and would enjoy that yacht.
Allan. What would you enjoy about it? What feelings would it bring you?
It would feel like I am free to do and experience what I choose to.
Allan. So if you were able to have that, then you could actually picture yourself sitting on that right now and the more that gets into your mind, the more likely that it is to occur. Without that it will never happen.
Well, I can have the Ferrari, I can have that.
Allan. You have actually been in that.
What else can I have that I would like? I can have loving relations with my family. I like that. Why not be safe at home? Because at home that is where you are safe, that’s why they set up baseball the way that they did, you run away from home fast and you run back again real happy, glad to be home. Isn’t that what the game of baseball is? You run away from home looking for another safe place and unless you are right on top of your toes and faster than the other guy with the ball, you are out. It is kind of an interesting metaphor for life.
Allan. You can have what you wish for and feel good about consistently.
The willingness to want it and feel good about it is the exercise that completes this reality in a wonderful way. What I am saying is that we are here to be free and that money is necessary, what I am proposing is an effective consciousness that is able to interact here successfully, a willingness to be the embodiment of freedom. Not some concept that takes us to a place other than where we are.
Allan. Well start with deserving it and honoring the work that you have done on yourself and the courage and what you have put forth; it is rare my friend.
Thank you, I appreciate the acknowledgement. So it is OK to be doing what were are doing and being rewarded for it financially, so that we don’t have to say that this reality doesn’t support us in being our truth here.
Allan. Your right.
An agnostic has something missing and that is everything else. We’re here on earth, we might as well use it like we own it.
Allan. Don’t focus on the radar of where the things you want are going to come from, just on the fact that they are coming.
No body should be in a deal that can’t be willing to be a part of it being successful.
Allan. The truth is were not that smart David there are too many possibilities out there, you have the realm of right doing and wrong doing, not knowing and this persona and that person.
I am just saying that it is OK to let the ones who become really, really obvious to us as not being in full support of us being magnificently successful, they can go screw them selves, by themselves. I am in disagreement that I am friends with enemies, because that which limits me is my agreement with others that I am not free. As I was growing up I was taught and accepted that what I wanted was not freely available to me and so for me to believe that I could enjoy, feel good about and have what I wanted was a reality that I could not have as my own.
I want to be the embodiment of freedom and I feel good about having that.
Immanuall
Where I move beyond my circumstances and look for what my truth is beyond the embodiment, to look for what it is that controls this and at the same time being here as that. Here as the controlling consciousness of your reality embodied as the truth of who you are, so that in fact you come and manifest here as you wish. Without having to figure it out.
The path that I follow is allowing myself to transcend this reality easily and then look at it from a point of view of absolute consciousness and freedom. Then determine how it is that I am going to express that freely here in the body. It is always a solitary self realization that it is your choice to know your truth; it is not somebody else’s to grant it or restrict it. All indications to the contrary of that are simply illusions and pretenses of beingness that are a little masquerade party.
To embrace what is, regardless of what it is and regardless of my circumstances, what works for me is embracing the truth of what I have been here, at the same time maintaining my awareness of what my ultimate state of consciousness is. Sooner or later hopefully it will result in an enlightened state being my normal reality here.
You have to wonder what is between a person’s ultimate truth and a person’s manifestation here. You have to wonder that if they are ultimately absolute freedom and consciousness, why it is it is so difficult to self realize that here and manifest it. Not just have an idea about it or cognition about it, but the realization of that truth for yourself as your identity and as your actuality.
Allan. Well I am really clear that there is no where to get to and your comings and goings are in this moment right now, that much I am sure of. There is nothing to find and nowhere to get to. Just to dance in that dance and be free enough to change your mind as you go along.
The key is how to be free enough to be able to change your mind, so that you alter your reality moment by moment towards the freedom that you wish to have.
Allan.Well it’s not that you are not free to be in each moment, you are free to be in each moment. It’s the parts of you where you don’t allow yourself to be free.
Exactly, so what is the easiest way that you know of for a being to allow themselves to be free in this very second that we are experiencing right now? Is it just a choice? Because that is what I do, I feel it and I choose for the greatest degree of freedom that I can experience right now.
Allan. It depends on what that feeling is for you; if that feeling is not good or is negative, that’s clearly not you. You would never, never put negative thoughts and feelings into your existence. Never would you do that to yourself and knowing that, if number one you are consciously able to become aware of it, then what you do is actually notice that that is what is happening and you give thanks and appreciation for the opportunity to have done the work that you have done to achieve that level of consciousness and look at how well you have done, how far you have come, how wonderful you are doing and how great things are. Actually how incredible this team that I have assembled together to pull this thing off. I have a group that supports me now.
That’s nice.
Allan. Then you go from being unconsciously competent at the negative stuff, to now you’re at that moment you are becoming consciously competent at being positive. Until your doing it over and over as a practice until you become ultimately unconsciously competent at being positive. Its like tying your shoe.
Good, that’s a way that everybody can work themselves towards their own personal freedom.
Allan. Momentum, you start to develop momentum in it.
It’s a key to freedom for everybody.
Allan. Indeed it is, nobody would ever do anything negative to themselves, that would be weird. The interesting thing about self invalidation is not even real, it’s just other peoples evaluation of you over time.
That you accepted, so you really did not condemn yourself, you just went into agreement with the condemnation of self by others.
Allan. Exactly right, its not even original.
All we did is agree with others that we were not free.
Allan. That’s exactly right.
Oh my god, well that’s lifting something. I have changed my mind on that, those people were wrong. They were wrong about me and they were wrong about themselves.
Allan. Indeed they were. First of all they had no idea of who they were, how in god’s earth could they have any right opinion about you? But what their tendency to do is to take their own shit of invalidation of themselves and project it upon you.
A limited being can never understand ultimate freedom and a being that would be existing as that and so would condemn it to the same reality that it knows itself and as soon as you give some sort of preference to somebody else’s point of view over what your own reality is, then you are lost.
Allan. Way lost.
Well that’s the answer.
Allan. You’re right on. You have everything so absolutely impeccably perfect you can’t even think about it, that’s how perfect it is. It’s like a finger that can’t touch itself.
You’re a good man Allan.
Allan. We’re going to do incredible things, we’re going to have incredible fun.
Interesting that I would consider that I would place myself in a situation where what I want for myself would not be OK for me.
Allan. Well it’s not now, it some crap from the past where it was not OK.
Its nice to be willing to be free, willing to realize that I can grant myself the freedom that I desire, simply by being in disagreement that it is otherwise.
Allan. Just take it up a notch and give yourself some Atta boy’s. When was the last time that you told yourself how great you are?
A few minutes ago.
Allan. Beautiful.
There’s a part of me that wants to say oh never I am a poor lost soul.
Allan. You better lock him back up.
No, no he is the one that gets to be free.
Allan. No he is a mess.
Unless he gets to be free, then what am I?
Allan. Mine gets zero air time.
Well that’s something that you might want to take a look at because if it is an aspect of your own consciousness then it is someone that you should love into harmony.
Allan. Its not that, it’s a vestige of how I used to relate to myself.
Then you can let that go easily then. That was just a construct to cope with reality with.
Allan. It was my Dads valence.
As soon as you realize that your level of consciousness is yours to choose and yours to grant and your to enjoy in each moment that you choose it then why would you choose for less than that?
Allan. You wouldn’t, if you were aware of it, you wouldn’t.
That is what I am doing is reminding myself of the truth. I am now in disagreement with any other truth being true for me other than the truth I see. My experience of reality has to be my truth right.
Allan. Indeed, but if you get into that little construct or language trap of reality, you can get into big trouble. My offering was just on a more causative level by starting to have a conversation with yourself on purpose.
And what would you say that conversation should be?
Allan.What do you want? You have not because you ask not. You say what you want number one and you start flowing positive thoughts and feelings and emotions towards that and you watch it show up because you will just attract it. Everything that you have right now is what you attracted.
But was it what I wanted? No.
Allan. That is the flip side of it that is the unconscious part of it. Whatever you want, you can have, but whatever you don’t want you get to, because that’s where your attention is.
So my freedom is realized in focusing on what I do want and feeling good about it.
Allan. Indeed, home run, that’s it.
Why wouldn’t you naturally look at what you want and feel good about it?
Allan. Unconsciousness.
What a shock that the concept would somehow fee foreign to you of conceiving what it is that you want here and feeling good about having it.
Allan. Yes, well here is the weird thing about it; as you start to put that up there, you will find that you have to expand into the deserving and the honoring of self and really embrace it.
Lets look at that, there is a part of me that wants that yacht that we were looking at, and would enjoy that yacht.
Allan. What would you enjoy about it? What feelings would it bring you?
It would feel like I am free to do and experience what I choose to.
Allan. So if you were able to have that, then you could actually picture yourself sitting on that right now and the more that gets into your mind, the more likely that it is to occur. Without that it will never happen.
Well, I can have the Ferrari, I can have that.
Allan. You have actually been in that.
What else can I have that I would like? I can have loving relations with my family. I like that. Why not be safe at home? Because at home that is where you are safe, that’s why they set up baseball the way that they did, you run away from home fast and you run back again real happy, glad to be home. Isn’t that what the game of baseball is? You run away from home looking for another safe place and unless you are right on top of your toes and faster than the other guy with the ball, you are out. It is kind of an interesting metaphor for life.
Allan. You can have what you wish for and feel good about consistently.
The willingness to want it and feel good about it is the exercise that completes this reality in a wonderful way. What I am saying is that we are here to be free and that money is necessary, what I am proposing is an effective consciousness that is able to interact here successfully, a willingness to be the embodiment of freedom. Not some concept that takes us to a place other than where we are.
Allan. Well start with deserving it and honoring the work that you have done on yourself and the courage and what you have put forth; it is rare my friend.
Thank you, I appreciate the acknowledgement. So it is OK to be doing what were are doing and being rewarded for it financially, so that we don’t have to say that this reality doesn’t support us in being our truth here.
Allan. Your right.
An agnostic has something missing and that is everything else. We’re here on earth, we might as well use it like we own it.
Allan. Don’t focus on the radar of where the things you want are going to come from, just on the fact that they are coming.
No body should be in a deal that can’t be willing to be a part of it being successful.
Allan. The truth is were not that smart David there are too many possibilities out there, you have the realm of right doing and wrong doing, not knowing and this persona and that person.
I am just saying that it is OK to let the ones who become really, really obvious to us as not being in full support of us being magnificently successful, they can go screw them selves, by themselves. I am in disagreement that I am friends with enemies, because that which limits me is my agreement with others that I am not free. As I was growing up I was taught and accepted that what I wanted was not freely available to me and so for me to believe that I could enjoy, feel good about and have what I wanted was a reality that I could not have as my own.
I want to be the embodiment of freedom and I feel good about having that.
Immanuall
The invitation
For you to recognize me as one of you, is for me to be damned into the world of damn illusions, illusions whom when you interact with them as a participant, damn you to a confusion about your reality.
If you realize for yourself less than God; then less than God, is who you will be realized as. Doesn’t it work out for everybody if you choose for yourself that?
I’m home,
I’m free
and finally me,
the one that I chose to adore.
Is the door for me,
the truth that I see,
when I open the door,
to me?
I am the God who wished that he was something other, than the brother, who is free. No mother may I, brother may I, father will you let me be, the same as you, for me? There is no supplication to the one who is ultimately free, there is only the invitation that you join and be, as he.
Join him and be as he and together will all be free, freedom for me, freedom to be, the you that you want to be.
There is no other reference point that is effective for freeing yourself to the divine realms other than your choice and the validity that has in making you free in this moment. It is a valid choice for you, focus the redemption of yourself on the fact that it is only your agreement that you need to have.
For me to choose to be free as I am is my right, I need no agreement from another, who says that he is my brother, without knowing the truth of me; that I am eternally free. For me to be free to free myself, I must know that it is OK to be free, the freedom of me, is my right you see, that I confer upon myself.
Yes I choose to be free,
free for you
and free for me,
the freedom you see,
when you are truly free,
is the freedom of you
and of me
So as you live in your life, tossed to and fro and full of strife, consider if you will, the rest of the thrill, the thrill of eternal life. Live in that now and enjoy it as you can,
for he who can do,
the divine in you,
is the you,
that you are,
yourself.
Immanuall
If you realize for yourself less than God; then less than God, is who you will be realized as. Doesn’t it work out for everybody if you choose for yourself that?
I’m home,
I’m free
and finally me,
the one that I chose to adore.
Is the door for me,
the truth that I see,
when I open the door,
to me?
I am the God who wished that he was something other, than the brother, who is free. No mother may I, brother may I, father will you let me be, the same as you, for me? There is no supplication to the one who is ultimately free, there is only the invitation that you join and be, as he.
Join him and be as he and together will all be free, freedom for me, freedom to be, the you that you want to be.
There is no other reference point that is effective for freeing yourself to the divine realms other than your choice and the validity that has in making you free in this moment. It is a valid choice for you, focus the redemption of yourself on the fact that it is only your agreement that you need to have.
For me to choose to be free as I am is my right, I need no agreement from another, who says that he is my brother, without knowing the truth of me; that I am eternally free. For me to be free to free myself, I must know that it is OK to be free, the freedom of me, is my right you see, that I confer upon myself.
Yes I choose to be free,
free for you
and free for me,
the freedom you see,
when you are truly free,
is the freedom of you
and of me
So as you live in your life, tossed to and fro and full of strife, consider if you will, the rest of the thrill, the thrill of eternal life. Live in that now and enjoy it as you can,
for he who can do,
the divine in you,
is the you,
that you are,
yourself.
Immanuall
Your realization of your eternal truth
Freedom is realized when you yourself decide that you are the one who gets to be free, consciously.
It is you who gets to be free, not some other aspect of yourself, not some other beingness of yourself, not some other “higher self” other than you, but you yourself. You are the one who self realizes eternity.
“It is me who gets to be free” is your new mantra and “me” means; all of you. All of you gets to be free, of course; you’re the one who realizes it. You realize it yourself; no one else realizes it for you. No one else “gifts” it to you; you gift your own self realization to yourself.
If in fact you are “God” which most religions grudgingly admit at one time or other; there is nothing that can constrain you other than your own postulates, decisions and considerations. So your freedom as a “God” is only realized through yourself, only you can prevent Godlessness, by realizing within yourself your truth that you are God.
It is I you say,
who must save the day,
for me?
How unfair for one who has been waiting and waiting for eternities, for another to free him.
You then realize of course, that it was that whole line of thinking wherein you trapped yourself as a being at effect of other beings. As soon as you realized yourself as that, you lost the truth of who and what you actually are.
I am the one who realizes the truth of me, why should it not be that way? Who else, instead of you, would you prefer to know the truth of you?
You are you, allow yourself the right to be as you are, when you choose to be your truth.
Unless you are the one who takes responsibility for yourself in a divine manner, then in a divine manner, you will not be living. (either in reference to grace or abode) Your “Divine Manners” are what is needed here, you and your divine truth is what will in fact be the savior of you.
Your realization of your eternal truth is your salvation and your responsibility for it’s activation in you as you are in this moment. It’s not going to happen unless you choose it for yourself in this moment and in each moment of beingness. (when you transcend beingness, you transcend moments and so have no opposition to you) Beyond time, there are no conflicts.
You are the one who realizes his divine truth, remember that it’s your choice and your choice is; yes, the truth is what I choose for me. The truth of my eternity, the truth made manifest once again in man, the truth made manifest on earth again.
Immanuall
It is you who gets to be free, not some other aspect of yourself, not some other beingness of yourself, not some other “higher self” other than you, but you yourself. You are the one who self realizes eternity.
“It is me who gets to be free” is your new mantra and “me” means; all of you. All of you gets to be free, of course; you’re the one who realizes it. You realize it yourself; no one else realizes it for you. No one else “gifts” it to you; you gift your own self realization to yourself.
If in fact you are “God” which most religions grudgingly admit at one time or other; there is nothing that can constrain you other than your own postulates, decisions and considerations. So your freedom as a “God” is only realized through yourself, only you can prevent Godlessness, by realizing within yourself your truth that you are God.
It is I you say,
who must save the day,
for me?
How unfair for one who has been waiting and waiting for eternities, for another to free him.
You then realize of course, that it was that whole line of thinking wherein you trapped yourself as a being at effect of other beings. As soon as you realized yourself as that, you lost the truth of who and what you actually are.
I am the one who realizes the truth of me, why should it not be that way? Who else, instead of you, would you prefer to know the truth of you?
You are you, allow yourself the right to be as you are, when you choose to be your truth.
Unless you are the one who takes responsibility for yourself in a divine manner, then in a divine manner, you will not be living. (either in reference to grace or abode) Your “Divine Manners” are what is needed here, you and your divine truth is what will in fact be the savior of you.
Your realization of your eternal truth is your salvation and your responsibility for it’s activation in you as you are in this moment. It’s not going to happen unless you choose it for yourself in this moment and in each moment of beingness. (when you transcend beingness, you transcend moments and so have no opposition to you) Beyond time, there are no conflicts.
You are the one who realizes his divine truth, remember that it’s your choice and your choice is; yes, the truth is what I choose for me. The truth of my eternity, the truth made manifest once again in man, the truth made manifest on earth again.
Immanuall
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