You need to be open to the possibility that I will be a blessing in your life or we really shouldn't be dealing with each other. As far as blessings go: its not appropriate to demand them, but it is appropriate to open your arms and receive them for what they are and what they are are gifts from the heart.

How aware can we become?

When you start to drift off in a trance state, a drum helps keep you presence so that the trance is something that is brought into the body instead of leaving or going away from it. 

This globe of light is here because we believe we are separate from it so it has to appear here as a separation from us, but something that loves us and an enjoys us very much. In our delusion that we are separate from that in our separate unique identities here that has no room for others: open up to knowing your truth, where the light of all knowing is what you carry in your hands and what you have embraced with your arms and your mind. 

The decision is: whats possible in consciousness? 

How aware and how conscious can you be and how free can you exist as compared to who you have been? 

How much can you open up into the infinite possibilities that this universe has for you? How free can you be in embracing that which is possible for you? Until you know all there is to know about it and you have full knowledge to decide what experience it is you want to have here of yourself. The message is simply: look at and then consider the possibilities for you here. 

How aware can we become? 

How far can we get away from what we think is right and what we think is true and what we believe because someone told us what to believe is true. 

How far can we get away from that and instead be in a state of pure knowing?  

We’re not someone who takes what we see as our experience of reality and replaces it with ideas and concepts that are of a very low order. Thats what group membership does here: it removes all possibility of a transcendent consciousness being you. There is no group here that will allow that to be true, not for you, but it is not bestowed by groups: it is considered and then welcomed by self...OK : ). “It’s ok by me to live a wonderful life here that is a blessing to you and everyone else. 

So, is it OK to shift into that? 

To shift from the way that it has been into what is possible? 

How much allowance of an improved reality for someone else do you have? 

Where do you say: stop, no, I can’t have that be true about him. Wherever that comfort level is for you to allow for things to get infinitely better for other people: embrace that and you will begin to know your own truth. Embrace the infinite possibilities that other people have to have a wonderful life here. Find that to be your continuous blessing to everyone that you meet: that they have a wonderful life, everything that they desire. You will have no part in holding them back from any decision that they make for themselves and you will support it in such a way that they will choose wisely for themselves. 

That is what is available and its not you giving up anything, its you becoming more of who you are, its the next state of the growth of your beingness and presence here: your authentic self that you naturally are, that you already are. What ever it is that exists beyond this lifetime that is individuated as you: allow yourself to know all there is to know about that and allow that knowledge to shift you physically, to move into harmony the total physical manifestation of you. 

The question is, can you dramatically, quantumly, improve yourself by your own self determinism here simply by choosing? Is that possible? Discover it right in the moment: just pay attention to where you are and where it is that you wish to be and choose it. Notice how quickly an improvement happens and it stops almost immediately as well, but realize that there is nothing that stops you except yourself from instantly changing. So make the choice to change in any manner that you want to and feel the shift that happens as soon as you made the choice and then notice that you let it happen in a small increment and then you stopped it. At that point you have to start over again and make the new choice.

Skye: When do you start over and make the new choice again? 

As soon as you feel the immediate improvement and the following nearly instant stopping of that improvement. The only thing that we are looking for is: what are you willing to experience here in this moment? Not intellectually, not to theoretically understand, but to experience as your reality.

Skye: OK, I understand what you are saying.

So, you are “this” right now. I know you as “this” and I know that you believe 100% that “this” is you, but it is not the totality of you.

Skye: Ha. Ha.

It doesn’t express your eternal knowing, so: open up and allow it to.

Skye: its going to take me practice, I’ve never done this before. 

Allow your eternal knowing. You don’t have to practice, all you have to do is stop directing the process yourself and just be in a state of allowance of your choice.

Skye: I didn’t even know that.

OK, let me feel through you what your possibilities are and what level of them you are comfortable manifesting: how much better are you willing to have it get for you here? Let me feel that. 

Skye: OK, I think I have it figured out. I’m thirsty.

Go get something to drink. 

Skye: I love my truck. 

I am glad your grateful for your truck. Many people would be irritated with a car like that and the fact that you can love it, thats impressive: that shows how free you are already, that you can appreciate what you already have. Thats a blessing that hardly anyone has here: the appreciation and gratitude for what they already have. Thats what allows oyu to free up and change. 

I can’t decide if this fire is perfect or if I should add another log to it.

Skye: thats the question. 

When you are shifting into something new, you need to enjoy the transformation: the process of shifting. Its not exactly current events as far as the world goes, but if you look at the potential for positive change in the world as being a determining factor in what you do with your life, that it be beneficial for other people to the greatest extent possible, then embracing the greatest possibilities for yourself will facilitate that. By best possibilities, I am talking about the available options of your awareness, consciousness and knowing increasing in quantum shifts simply by choosing for that and then allowing it. 

The religions don’t really know much about God as far as what they teach in church. Suffice it to say that what ever you use to describe it, if you turn yourself over to infinite consciousness where ever that is available and wherever infinite consciousness results in the unconditional love of you by that. If you find that available anywhere in the universe and mirror that, its an amazing experience. 

A new day has dawned

Trust me, I'll listen.

Look at your life, embrace it and realize that the divine is OK for you.

Accept your divine presence within the paradigm of your managing money here.
Open to money flowing to you naturally as a result of the benefits that you create here for society.
Open up to money and then be a benefit to this society. No matter how painful it is to do so:
Open up to love,
Open up to love so much that all of reality that you interact with cant help but love you.
Open up to love and money at the same time.

When you talk to your body now, you can say: trust me, i'll listen. 

There's no good reason for you to not self realize your divinity: your not evil when you do that your divine.

How you get expressed as divine presence

We’re downloading a divine consciousness here to work out this mess. Is there any of you that would disagree that this isn’t the right choice for the people that you are in disagreement with? Including yourself? Whatever the truth is, it is. And once you know what the truth is: you don’t need to argue about it, because the only ones who argue the truth are the ones who don’t know it and thereby can’t show it as themselves. (although they will be the first ones who say in their pretense of inability and unknowingness that they are the ones who have it absolutely right.)

All you have as evidence to guide you when you are trying to convince another, is that you don’t know that its OK for them to maintain their points of view when you don’t know the truth of your own. When you do know the truth of your own: you are no longer interested in debating what the truth of theirs is, because theirs doesn’t affect yours. Yours is a known quantity to yourself and its just realization; there is no striving for it, there is no receiving it from another, although another can support you in your observation. Whatever that truth is, it is true. And let that be you that knows the whole truth, the full truth and nothing but the truth, so help you God. 

You also know what it is to give credence to other possible explanations of reality apart from your own and to allow those “wrong points of view” to be real to you in their opinion about you. It doesn’t need to be real to you, only as it has to ability to affect your interactions here, yes, take that into account and be a support to those who are lost here: one that they recognize as an asset to themselves. Allow yourself to be an asset to one who has been believing the lies about himself and allow him to see one who operates here as in a conscious manner such that he wishes to be able to have the same experience of reality that you do, allow that to be yourself. 

Instead of struggling here against life: surrender to knowing it divinely. 

Knowing your life divinely means that your life is divinely blessed. Know your life as being divinely blessed: allow that to be what you know is real about yourself. The real truth is that you are divinely blessed, you are extraordinarily privileged to know yourself divinely and to realize yourself image as that: that which knows itself divinely. 

You are the one who allows himself to change for the better you know. You are the one, yes you, yes me, “I am the one who allows it to get better for myself and everyone else too.” Thats what the divine does, it allows the creation and manifestation of self as a physical beingness and presence and allows that to be experienced divinely. Let your experience of self be a divine one. 

Your ascension doesn’t have to be a problem for anyone else: they don’t have to know about it and you don’t have to be defensive about it because your consciousness transcends that which has been conditioned to be in a state of conflict. Receive the love that passes all understanding, it is beyond what you can comprehend, but not beyond what you can receive as a blessing. You can comprehend from moment to moment your receipt of that until it is yours. Thats how you get expressed as divine presence in this reality: contemplating divine presence and surrendering to it until there is nothing in your experience other than divine presence. (you have no other identity for self thats less than that.) 

You allow your body to relax into a full celebration and enjoyment of your life. Full enjoyment means that your body is full of joy for its experience here. 

You’re letting go of all man made limitation for your body and your consciousness, you allow nothing that is man made: “made by man,” that can define the truth of you. Its not “others” to determine about you, it is your privilege to determine that for yourself, who and what you are and the uppermost possibilities of that are glorious, because its the surrender to the glory of God and that’s a glorious experience for all concerned. 

When reality allows God consciousness to fully embody it, thats what the surrender is: its the experience of reality by divine consciousness. You allow the body that you are to surrender to the divine and you allow the divine to be here as you. 

Rob. What are the limitations of his consciousness, his awareness, his love? 

Your not the destroyer of society, you’re the savior of it. Your that which brings a successful way of life into this reality when you allow the divine to embody you. All aspects of consciousness that are conscious, are now embracing the infinite as our truth here. 

The realization of living as truth

Salvation cannot be achieved by striving, however striving is necessary to prepare the mind to surrender to that which can save you: the realization that there is no saving necessary. Oh, there is a change of circumstances and beingness necessary, thats to be sure, but it is not done through striving: it is done through knowing the truth and the truth is known by realizing that striving for truth is not the same as living it. 

To move from striving for truth into the experiencing of truth and the realization of living as truth is the difference between man and God. 

So allow God, 

notice God and then 

move as God moves you 

and if that is “not at all” then “not moving” is your action.

Not-moving, IS YOUR action: for that which is not realized as the divine CAN NOT be allowed to act if the realization of the divine is your wish for self. So stop acting as a lost and fallen consciousness: striving for that which you don’t have and instead allow, notice, and then be moved by the divine truth, into realizing divine truth, the divine truth of self. 

Gratitude to God is useful, in the right time and in the right place. Its part of the supplication, the surrender, that moves the ego out of the way so that the truth can be revealed. 

Every time that you begin to strive to become the truth: let that be a reminder to you to surrender to God and give gratitude.  Gratitude trumps effort. 

In your surrender in gratitude to God: you cannot even give that the power of cause, because that becomes then a “tool” in your effort to effect change and thus becomes a lie. True surrender to God is an effortless thing that is a choice and an immediate realization: its a reality, not a pretense. 

No matter what I do, self realization happens.

Live in the celebration of life.

If one is found to be divine then so are you if you so choose for yourself. 

One finding their divinity opens the door to all others who choose the same for themselves. 

Theres a competition going on, where the losers get all that they wished for, for themselves and the winners get even more: they get the sublime reality of divine consciousness on top of all of the wishes that they have had for themselves that were truly made in consciousness, looking for the betterment of themselves and others. So to self first, because what can you do for others until you have shown you can do it for yourself? How can you prove it to others that you can deliver to them what they want, unless you can deliver for yourself what you want? 

So go ahead and realize that for you to deliver for yourself what you want is the first requirement for you to be of effective service to others. To effectively serve others you have to receive what you want yourself and not sacrifice it to something that is supposedly more valid, more needy and more deserving than you are for something that is already yours. Why should you have to give up that which you enjoy yourself in order to make someone else’s life better? Can’t you grant yourself your own immaculate enjoyment of life at the same time you serve others in a way that truly blesses them? 

Is there any need really to argue the point that knowing your own divinity intimately is something that would be a great blessing to you? It would be a blessing for you to know your divinity intimately as the divine realizing itself. The divine realizing itself in you, that is the dance of the divine that you have been invited to share with a divine partner. Embrace your divinity, you have a partner who will embrace theirs. 

You could open a line of reasoning and say that yours is better than anyone else’s and you would be wrong, because there are plenty of people who allow all information to reach them freely regardless of the pre-justices against it that have been laid down by the society that they live in. What does it take to ignore the societal programing that you have that results in you making choices that are less than the best one for blessing everybody here and for living a life that other people celebrate for being so wonderfully lived. Your expected to live for yourself here and those who experience the most celebrated lives are those who choose to celebrate them more than the rest of us. 

Celebrate life, live in the celebration of life. Live here in the celebration of your life. You really can’t get any better advice than that. Allow your celebration of your life to be equal to the others who celebrate the life you live and lead. See how much your life is celebrated by others and then realize that you have been giving up countless opportunities where your choices for self and other would lead to a consensus among others that they should celebrate your life. 

You Cannot Be Fighting This Reality And Know The Truth Of Yourself.

A visit with Carmen.

Part one:

Carmen: I want to get this depression out of me, I want to get lots of peace here.

I understand.

Carmen: you know that I am ready to cry, you can see that. 

Sure.

Carmen: I want to heal my heart, heal my body, heal my mind, so I can start working and generating money. I cant live like this. So I want to work really hard with this. I want to do a very strong meditation. This week has been very strong for me, because this guy that I have been in love with; I want to get him out of my mind, because it has been 4 years since we broke up but we keep talking about getting back together and I want to get out of that; no more codependence. I have so much fear.

The tea ceremony is about each movement being a movement in consciousness. Its about being present in this moment…

Carmen: thats what I want.

Match me, there… be comfortable in knowing. You’re in a state of unknowing right now, confusion, frustration, anger, grief and fear. Bring it all into the heart of yourself: where you love yourself absolutely and surrender to that love that you are, that you have, that you exist as eternally. Know that your circumstances are what they are, but if you know eternity at the same time: all of “this” will come into harmony and you will be aware enough to know where you are welcomed here, where you are supported and loved here. So, the part of you that is traumatized right now listen: surrender means to allow for a wondrous solution to come to you from a place of pure love and since you are not experiencing that as your experience of self right now: you are in a state of confusion about who you are, thats all. 

You think you are a woman who is in love with a man who is an insensitive brute. Oh my, OK, no wonder you came over tonight, because: do you really want to get into something like that? You know what it means to share a life with another, you know what happens to your consciousness, you know what happens to your sense of self when you go into resonance with a determined lower consciousness that “just knows that it is right in its wrongness,” let that go man. Your clarity is the only thing that is important here, OK? Screw everything else, let it go. 

You want to be free of it? Be free of it. The only reason that you’re traumatized over this is you don’t know for sure wether your going to actually let it go. If you had let it go in your mind for good already, it wouldn’t bother you at all, because you know it is not the right thing for you to be with that man. Thank God he was at least aware enough to send you that insensitive email, because where could your life have gone off in a direction with him that is less than healing, fulfilling and worthy of that sense of wonder and excitement that you have because you know the possibilities that life has for you? No those possibilities are not where you are right now, but that doesn’t mean that where you are right now can’t open to the light of enlightened presence for yourself. Just because you are where you are, doesn’t mean that you can’t be where you want to be. 

So first, allow yourself to receive the love of the divine and feel that flow into you and allow me to feel loves expression through you. That expression of divine unconditional love flowing into you and from you to me in such a way that it heals me, heals my traumas, heals my problems, heals my confusions: heals me, restores me and redeems me from the odd life that I am in that is mostly one silly thing after another. So it is not our circumstances that we need to worry about today being changed, its this: are you willing to be present here as truth? Let me feel that from you. Let me feel the presence of eternal truth, as you. Heal me with the presence of your eternal truth: let me know what it is to know God, through you. There... let me know God as you. 

Let go of these identifications with the life circumstances of this body as the defining identity of you. Let go of that, surrender to knowing your own divine eternal truth. Not just knowing it, but realizing it: “making it real here.” Allow your divine truth to be real, here. Allow divinity to be manifest as you, as you. Thats what I need from you, I need someone who is aware here, someone willing to self-realize divine truth. And I know that thats “impossible” of course. 

Carmen: what is impossible? 

For you to realize divine truth, or… or, is it impossible? Its not impossible? 

Carmen: no.

Well, feel the truth of that statement of yours that its not impossible for you to realize your divine truth. Just feel how the truth of that frees you from the mental insanity that your going through as a result of your circumstances and your circumstances are simply the “sum result of your life’s choices.” So your circumstances are OK, its OK for you to be in them right now the way that you are and as soon as as you realize that: you can realize that its also OK for them to change, but not until.

You have to quit fighting reality before you can go into harmony with it! Come on, any of your enlightened sages say that? You have to go into harmony with life as it is before you can fully awaken yourself here and know the truth of eternity. 

You Cannot Be Fighting This Reality And Know The Truth Of Yourself. 

You don’t have to figure out how to do that, you don’t have to figure out the repercussions of that, all you have to do… (only a small percentage of this is intellectually for you later, OK?) the point is, I want you to make a choice, a whole series of choices and I want them to not be done the way you normally make choices: the choices that you make tonight, I want you to realize the end of them as you make them. When you make a choice: allow its full, instantaneous and immediate realization of it within yourself. If you don’t do that, could you possibly know what it is to be divine? So choose what your wishes are for yourself in awareness and consciousness, in presence and knowing and truth and allow yourself to have that wish fulfilled right now.

OK, so tell me one: one wish that you have for yourself that will be a blessing to everyone around you. Just give me one aspect of what it is that you are looking for. 

Carmen: I want to change the habits that I have.

No, you want to be…

Carmen: love.

OK, be love. Relax and don’t fidget for a minute. If you need to do something with your hands: hold your tea like “this” its really nice. Feel that warmth of a hot cup of tea in your hands. Be present with me as you realize your choice of love, of experiencing yourself as love. Don’t shut down that choice as soon as you make it. Allow that choice to force you into an awakening, a realization, an understanding, an enlightened presence: ask and receive! Don’t just ask, receive, receive, receive, receive Gods love for you right now and allow Gods love for you to awaken you. End part one.

How could divine truth not be inclusive of you?

Part 2 of a visit with Carmen.

Yes, we are here: the divine is here as you and as you, wether or not you believe it or not. 

The person the you operate here as you: well, you’ve go to keep doing it, you have no choice in that matter, this is the body that you are carrying around and this is the life that you are leading, but, observe what the possibilities are for you in your life here as a fully consciousness divine being. Oh my God, I have to take a sip of tea on that one : ) Mmm, ahh, now thats divine. 

The reality that your consciousness desires requires a conscious community. You come from a family that has a pretty good chance of being conscious if they really wanted to and if they knew somebody that was and did transform herself into something that they could admire in every way. They would say: me too, me too. The truth of you is something that is worthy of admiration in every way, from everyone that you will ever meet. So know that I welcome that of you, because I too, want to be surrounded by those who are conscious and choose to know whatever the ultimate truth is and allow it to be expressed without shutting themselves off from it. 

Saying that: “I am separate from divine truth, that divine truth is “over there,” I know it,” “somebody told me and I believed them,” “so don’t try to talk me out of it.” 

How could divine truth not be inclusive of you? And, of everything? And, of everyone of us? 

Keith calls. You ruined my fun, you did not listen to my voice mail did you?

I did not and I am having a wonderful visit with a very enlightened person, unlike yourself who considers himself an endless seeker of light and yet shuts himself off from it. Ha ha.

Keith: well…

Ha, ha. This is someone who happens to appreciate my consciousness, unlike you who considers me lost and fallen, damned and down and out.

Keith: Ha. I went to a cocktail party at the Norton sculpture gallery in Palm Beach and met an old friend of your’s: Ron Parker and I was trying to surprise you with a phone call from him. (goes on…)

I’m sorry I spoiled your fun, by being on the phone when you called.

Keith he’s really a delightful person. 

Yes and he has some funny stories too. Anyway I need to go, I just didn’t want to keep ignoring you.

Carmen: He talks and talks and talks.

Yes, we used to meditate together a couple of hours a day in New York City almost 20 years ago. Neither one of us did anything except play and I had an apartment across central park from his and he would come over at noon each day and we would sit in silence for a couple of hours and then go have lunch. That was our daily routine and that’s the freedom that you have as a single woman now. Its not so bad, if you have money to support your life. So, do we wan’t to get into that in this session? No, no we don’t. You can already figure that out, your consciousness is such that you can decide what to add onto what you are doing to take care of that. 

Carmen: I don’t have one peso. I’m trying to stay calm with that, I stay very calm with that issue, but you know what I owe keeps growing and I have to generate the money and there is something else: when I get money, I get rid of it very fast. 

The denial of your truth to yourself, is what results in your unconsciousness, your unawareness, your frustrations, your angers, your inability to be here magnificently. Feel that possibility within you now: feel it; the possibility of being here magnificently. Mmm, its a nice, feeling. Allow it to grow within you, give it freedom to move in anyway that it want’s within you. Until you realize that: oh, you’re just reawakening to yourself. It’s not “it” and your not. Your, ”it,” 

You, are, it. 

You, 

Are, 

It.

And because you are it, if you condemn yourself: whats going to be the result? What ever you decided in the condemnation: “I condemn myself” “I am not worthy” = Oh God is my life a mess: “I’ve got this guy...and money, ugh, get me out of here! 

OK, thats what I am doing. This is a “get out of jail free card.” Do you know why? Its because:

You’re the Warden, 

You’re the prosecutor, 

Your the judge, 

Your the jury, 

Your the state, 

Your the country, 

You’re the universal source for determining your existence here and your presence here. So, awaken, within “this” yourself. There’s no prerequisites, when you’re God, its only YOUR CHOICE that limits your reality and/or frees it, no one else but you. 

Free your reality from that which you are tired of experiencing! How about that? Who could fault you with that? Because the only people that would, would be somebody who is tired of experiencing you too and so your mutual choice would be not to experience each other anymore, bye, bye.  

Self condemnation. Not in my presence you don’t, I don’t allow it. Be here magnificently or don’t be here at all. I don’t mean that as a condemnation, its an invitation by one who knows what it is to offer that to somebody. 

Be the source of magnificence here, 

Its your truth, 

Its your destiny, 

Its your eternal present and presence and would be such a wondrous gift to present as a present to this reality. Come on. 

Interruption.

Thats how deep it gets in interpersonal relationships. Really dense and difficult to function here consciously. So value your freedom that you have to awaken without opposition or interruption. Go home each night from work and be free to allow yourself to be revealed to you. Know what it is to know and, then do. 

So, you’ve spent five years listening to people who charged to give you advice and most of it was well intentioned, but how many of them invited you to divine realization in the moment and provide an opening for you to experience yourself as that? 

So here it is: allow the divine as you. There… allow that arm to be free. 

Feel what it is, let it go.

Feel what it is, let it go.

Feel what it is, let it go.

Feel what it is, let it go.

Let it go.

Let it go.

Let it go.

Let it go as you feel it. 

As soon as you feel it: let it go. Don’t push it away, but as soon as you feel it: you’re done with it and your onto the next level and as soon as you feel that: your done with that and the next one opens up and as soon as you feel that: your done with that.

Feel it, you’re done.

Feel it, you’re done.

Feel it, you’re done.

Feel it, 

Got it, 

Know it, 

Understand it instantly and 

Your done and onto the next layer of unconsciousness.

Feel it, know it, understand it instantly, let go of it, your done.

Layer after layer,

Level after level, 

A continuous surrender and release by divine knowing and understanding contacting the you that you are in every conceivable position in the universe of consciousness.

Feel it,

Know it,

Understand it, 

Go it,

Let it go.

Absorb the consciousness that was in a state of confusion back into the light of the knowing of self. 

End of part 2 a visit with Carmen.

The divine You is a revelation of the truth that we all are

A visit with Carmen Part 3 

You have to start off from where you are, but you don’t have to stay stuck there. As soon as you realize that you are stuck: you can notice your circumstances there and realize that you are done with that: “Oh, done with that,” how about this one? Stuck here too? Oh yes, I am done with that. Where else? Oh yes I have always been stuck there, Oh my, how horrible is this? Yes, it is horrible, got it. OK, 

done with that, 

done with that, 

done with that, 

done with that and then instead of just looking at one frame of the movie: you can let the movie play itself out. You don’t keep holding on to what you just saw: its done and over with instantly and there is now and there is what now is becoming. 

We both have our troubles, we both have our issues, but right now we can allow for ourselves and the others to experience a state of wonder within themselves. Yes, we can allow each other that: as you allow me, I allow you. You allow yourself, I allow myself. We support each other in realizing our truth here and now… Here means now, here, is a point in time where you are conscious. “Here,” always means “now” as well. So you are here now as whatever you are willing to be. Now open up to more, 

and more, 

and more, 

more, 

more, 

more, 

more. 

Open up to more and more divinity, 

more and more love, 

more and more freedom, 

more and more understanding, 

more and more consciousness, 

more and more wonder here for you. 

Don’t let your interactions with another be the determining factor on what you let yourself know and what you are willing to let yourself be. 

Don’t be bound by agreements with those living in unconsciousness. 

Don’t submit yourself to their requirements for you. Know what God wishes for you and wish that for yourself and when you do wish that for yourself: you will know yourself as God, because thats your truth. So, God bless you, God, bless yourself right now. Bless me too, bless me that I might be my truth here. Support me in my choice for that also. Nice, 

thank you.

Carmen: God bless you.

Nice, to hear that from someone who means it. Its nice, to hear that from someone who means it. 

Carmen: God bless you God.

Now say, “I bless you.” There is nothing that any one can give more than that.

Carmen: I bless you.

Because there is nothing more real than that: the direct blessing from you to someone else in their experience of you, thats who you are in your truth, a continuous direct blessing to everything that you interact with, beginning within yourself, until you are fully free and fully one with universal truth and absolute divine presence and expression of that as your knowing and identity of self, to yourself. 

We’re just trying to get this into the unconscious parts of you that are self identified as having lost something or lost themselves.

Carmen: or someone.

Some how, you are “less than what it is you would like to be.” The funny-thing is, 

you have always been infinitely free, 

you’ve just chosen oddly for yourself up to now, thats all. 

Odd choices, given that you would prefer it to be otherwise and you-are divine in nature. Where’s that conflict within yourself? 

How do you continuously condemn yourself to less than your truth here? 

Its kind of silly isn’t it? Um Hmm. 

Stop it, 

stop it right now. 

I don’t condemn you for anything, ever and I know where you are at, so I know what you have done, and: so what? 

God says a big, “So What?” 

Are you ready to wake up? 

Are you ready to come home? 

Are you ready to be welcomed by those who know themselves truly and to be redeemed, reclaimed, restored and renewed in the knowing of eternal truth as you? Why not? And why not me too? OK?

Lets do it. 

Lets do it me and you. 

Lets choose to end this farce: these pretenses that we live these lives as. Not into a situation that is worse than what they are, but into a situation that gracefully, realizes: oh wow, “I can do good here, I can do real good here in every sense of the word and in every possible circumstance.” The divine you, can do real well here, for us all, for us all. 

The divine you is a gift to us all, 

a gift to all creation, 

a gift to all consciousness. 

The divine you is a revelation of the truth that we all are, a beacon of light and a remembering of: “oh yes! Me too! Me Too.”

So awaken to your truth, gracefully, peacefully, calmly, causally and know that God hasn’t hit the peak of its manifestation here in you yet. 

Allow for it to get a lot better for you now in this instant. 

Allow God to have her way, through you, right now. 

Allow God to move as you and to awaken you to the truth of yourself. Right now without any resistance from you, without any silly self sabotage and self condemnation stopping you from knowing the truth of yourself. 

What do you need to feel whole and complete within yourself right now? What do you need that you don’t have to be whole and complete right now? We’re not talking about your instantaneous life change into immaculate perfection, what we’re talking about is: what is it that brings you enough freedom of knowing and understanding and realization, that This Moment is where you Began Your Freedom Here, where you chose your freedom here. You’re self realizing moment to moment as you feel your interactions in life here. Each time you feel one: you’re realizing your freedom there. Ahh, your realizing that you don’t have to move as you have in the past. Your free to be surprising to yourself here. Surprise yourself, surprise me, surprise all of humanity with a gift of grace and style and love and humor in a Godly way. Yes, yes, life is funny, isn’t it? Funny, what we’ve become here and isn’t it funny that we just realized ourselves out of that dynamic? 

End of part three with Carmen.

Your here as love and peace

A visit with Carmen part 4 

Divine presence: its you, its true, its really true. 

Wether you believe it or not, your presence is the presence of divinity. 

Wether you tell the truth of it or not, your words are the words of divinity. 

Whatever you say, 

whatever you do, 

however you act in this reality: its the presence of God here. Like it or not, its the truth. Now you can realize that for yourself or not. Your not realizing truth, doesn’t change it a bit or your choosing to not know what it is or to not know it as yourself. Know yourself as the truth, the truth that frees yourself and others by living your truth here and not condemning yourself any more. 

You don’t need instruction from anyone else. You just need to feel what is and then feel your way free from it. Feel what is and feel your freedom explode from within it. Feel your experience of what is right now and feel your freedom from it instantly. Your not subject to the limitations of this reality, your free here, your free here. 

You’re free to awaken here within the midst of your terrors, your traumas, your fears, your confusions, your misunderstandings. Thats is where you awaken, you don’t awaken from away from that, you awaken within that and it ceases to be relevant or important and then it just completely ceases to be true, because you morph into wonderful possibilities for yourself naturally because you continuously choose to be free of that which limits you in each moment, which creates greater and greater possibilities for you here moment to moment. 

Do you understand the progression? “You feel it,” “you’re free from it” and that opens new and additional possibilities for you here. You feel your freedom within that which is limiting you in each moment and each moment becomes an increasingly irresistible self realization of divine truth as myself. You just keep allowing yourself to be free in each moment and that transforms the body and frees the embodied consciousness from the suppression that it lives under because of its surrender to the unconsciousness. You surrendered to the wrong thing: you surrendered the control of your life to those who are  unconscious. Stop it. 

Do not surrender the control of your life, your experience and your expression here to those who are unconscious here; no, no, no, no, no, no, no no. Thats a dance you dance with someone else. Your life of control over others, is not a game for you and me, thats for you if you choose and others, if you choose to interact with somebody other than yourself. So, I’m done with you as this. Anything less than your realization of your divine self is now no longer of interest to me to interact with. So: what do they say in the bible? Get the hence satan or something? Thats not what you say to some evil spirit, thats what you say to the evil pricks that surround you. Ha, ha, and their not evil, their just confused like your confused. 

How do you awaken? How do you awaken into a successful shift, where your life actually changes? How do you awaken into a shift where your life actually changes? Isn’t that a relevant question for you? Isn’t that really the only question really that is worthy of your consideration? All those other problems that you have: all the relationship ones, “just let them go man.” Thank God, let them go! Thank God, thank God man, oh what a nightmare that would have been, thank God, thank God, let it all go. Thank God, thank God man, thank God, thank God, thank God. Wow. do I have some blessings coming in now. Thank God. Boy, that was a big one, you dodged a bullet on that Guy. 

Allow yourself to recognize the blessings you have in life. Quit looking at your traumas and not realizing that they are blessing you to a greater reality than the one that you have been living. Why else would you be in trauma? No reason, except just to say: wake up, wake up, your cursing yourself, your condemning yourself too much. Wake up, don’t do it, don’t do it, don’t do it. Don’t do it, its not your truth, its not your truth. None of of what has occurred with this body and with the generations which preceded this body have anything to do with the truth of you. They are what they are, they were what they were, they will be what they will be, but its not the truth of you and its not the truth of me. 

So know that truth within yourself: know what it is to know your truth and to be free. What is it to know your truth and be free and know that as your knowledge of self? As your experience of self? The experience of self as a wondrous truth, whats that like? Can we experience that right now? Lets see… Experience the wonder of the truth of yourself right now, right here with me. Experience the wondrous truth of eternity, of you and of me. Bless me with the presence of divine knowing, divine seeing, divine understanding, divine presence: the realization of the divine in form. What does that feel like now? Feel it. 

The realization of the divine in form: its not special, 

its not unique, 

its what we are all here for. 

Its not special, 

its not unique, 

its the truth of everyone, 

its just that we don’t know anybody thats doing it yet. So we’re a little afraid to do that ourselves, even though we can. Right? You know you can, you know that you can be here as your truth, but your just saying “fuck man, is everyone being an idiot here?” Is that what you have to do is be an idiot here to get along here in life? Is it? Oh my God! Ok, ok, so thats the reality: Yuck, yuck, but we’re here and we know that we can choose for it to be otherwise for ourselves and that thats our truth. And, we’re not doing it? Why is that again? 

Try, and convince me, why I shouldn’t know myself as my truth. Whats the good reason for that and for you to not know yours? No, no, no, no, no, no, none of those are good reasons, no, no, no, no, no, there is no good reason, there really isn’t. There is no good reason for you to not know your truth, right here, right now. 

So come on, 

there, 

yes, 

just say: ok, ok, I’m open, 

I’m open to the truth, even if its me. 

I’m open to the truth, even if its me. 

I’m open to the truth, even if its me. 

Even if the truth ends up being me: I’m open to it. 

The truth is you and the truth is me and ourselves here as our truth: well how else could I say it? It’s a fucking good idea! Its a good idea, its a good idea for you and for me. So what ever it is that you feel: realize your freedom there. Your not pushing it away: your realizing your freedom from that, within that, instantly and it is no longer relevant to your presence here and it really isn’t relative anymore, because you come in wholeness, not in separation. You come in love and peace.

Your here as love and peace, you know that. Know it within all aspects of yourself right now. You will be better off if you do. Know yourself as love. Know yourself as peace. Interesting that you can when you allow it, isn’t it? Lets do it some more. Know yourself as love and know yourself as peace and have that effect on the body, allow it to put the body at peace and to relax in the knowing that ultimate truth is being realized through it. 

Oh my: ultimate truth being realized through your body, wow, isn’t that exciting? 

The truth is not an impossible dream for you

A visit with Carmen part 5

And now, we are back again in a new moment of “less than our divine truth.” What do we do here? Do we take another step in our progression of realizing truth in these bodies? Yes, you can let this layer go too and realize the truth in this moment and allow it to free you from whatever all “that stuff” is, 

all that confusion, 

all of that unconsciousness, 

all of that condemnation, 

all of that emotion and realize you’re free of it all right now, its your choice. We’ll keep choosing for a little bit more, or a lot more. Keep choosing until there is no more opposition to your choice. How much choosing until you are fully integrated in your choice of realizing divine truth? 

Whatever that is, you, or something or someone else: we’ll still give the possibility for separation from that for you, since you’re considering yourself a separate being. So we will give you that one: you can keep it as a close friend. You can have the divine be a presence close by, that blesses you and you receive it. Thats actually, a very-nice state to be in, but thats not the truth. The truth is not the divine saving you from something and leaving you as something else, thats also not true. 

So whats the divine to do with another? Well first you have to be true to yourself. Thats the first rule of divinity, if divinity needs any rules, (it only does upon entry and exit, if you change your mind on which way you are going) Which way you going? Are you awakening or are you sleeping? What do you choose?

Carmen: awakening.

Convince me with an awakening so astounding that I can’t believe it myself, by your presence alone... Thats pretty-good; do better, better, do better than that. Surrender absolutely to the absolute truth of everything. Allow the truth of everything to be known through you in a way that frees and blesses and awakens yourself and everyone else that chooses it for themselves: allow your presence to be the “choice point” for the awakening of another. You don’t have to say anything to talk them into it. It just has to be a resonant frequency that reminds them of, 

their own divinity, 

their own enlightenment, 

their own eternal truth of self and realize that: “I can be here as that also.” If divine truth and myself are merged, what becomes of me here? 

All we know is that you don’t lose when you surrender to that. You can’t make a bad choice doing that. What happens to you is infinitely preferred by yourself to before that choice was made to awaken to the divine and eternal truth of yourself right now. We like that choice and that experience: before, during and after and at that point, we can choose it as our presence here. 

You never create anything that your not willing to experience with Joy. You might say that thats difficult or impossible in your current circumstances, but not in this moment its not. So quit negotiating about tomorrow and thus limiting your experience of self now. What are your possibilities right now of knowing eternal truth? And, allow the best possibility to occur. Whatever it is, your not trying for more than that, only the best possibility in each moment. Your not trying to make it uncomfortable, your doing this gracefully, calmly, lovingly: appropriately. Your not making anyone else uneasy at all, your keeping your divine perfection to yourself, until it is invited by another. 

You recognize the divine in others and you respect their choices here, but you respect your own too. Be true to yourself first and foremost. Being true to yourself means: not to prefer self over another, but to prefer truth over lies, thats all. “give me truth, not lies.” Can you do that for yourself as a choice? Give me truth, give me truth, give me truth. OK, lets stabilize yourself at this place, OK? Choose it. “I’m OK to be “this way” as my current path in life.” “I’m willing to see where this leads as my experience of self tomorrow, this week, next week and then I am going to see if I am willing for it to get even better than that, in an easy, appropriate, graceful, joyous and wonderful experience moment to moment.” Your not doing this inappropriately, your doing this with a divine grace: a transition to what is to what is possible in each moment. Now that will quickly create a miraculous change in you, seemingly instantaneously to others that don’t know that it was the result of innumerable choices for the truth, to be you.

Even though it seems like your life might have been a complete lie: you’ve always know that you can be the truth whenever you want to, because its not secret from you, The truth is not an impossible dream for you, or me. We both have it as a choice, and we’re both choosing it, right now, and now and each moment, with the intention that we are choosing a wondrous freedom for ourselves: a freedom that allows us to be so competent here, that we are capable of blessing this entire planet and everyone on it. 

Divine presence means that you have no more pretense that you are something other than that, to yourself. You are appropriate for everybody else according to their level of consciousness, but to yourself, you are always true: you never go unconscious just because someone else is. You never go unconscious just because someone else is,] even though they want you to be, you realize that it is not in their best interest that you are and so if someone wants something that is not in their best interest, that is a detriment to you: why would you agree to it? Its not good for either one of you. 

So whatever has to change in you physically to manifest the physical as eternal truth? Allow that to happen without your resistance to it. Don’t stop it from happening, just say: its OK if it does, its OK if it does, its OK if divine truth happens through me, I’m not going to stop it. I’m not going to stop it, I’m not going to stop truth. “And the truth shall set you free.” Really, the truth does not condemn, it sets you free or its not the truth. The truth never condemns, it can’t or it wouldn’t be true. Only a lie condemns and to accept any condemnation from anyone at any time, is accepting a lie as your truth. You don’t have to be in opposition to somebody trying to sell that to you as a true reality, all you have to do is notice: oh, there is somebody trying to sell me a horrible, painful reality, how much do I have to interact with that person in my life? Can I say: excuse me, I’m busy right now, I have to leave? Thats ideal, why would you want to do anything other than say: what do we need to complete our interactions as efficiently and immediately as possible, so that you don’t have to think of me ever again and I don’t have to think of you? Are we done? OK, let them go, let them go, be true to yourself, be true to yourself, because only then can you be a blessing to others. 

Awaken, 

be free, 

be the truth of you 

and me, 

the truth of us all, as the expression of you. (I will give it a test drive too) Its weird what you have to go through here to wake up intentionally, isn’t it? Whats even funnier is that I’m the guy that I am here and still being able to do this, its odd really. There was no prediction of this possibility, I don’t know why it happened, but I’m certainly not going to stop it, 

why would I? 

Why would you? 

Why would we choose to not be of service to others here who desire to live here wondrously, magnificently and truthfully as a blessing to this reality? 

Why would you not grant that to everyone who requests that for themselves? 

Welcome to it: its yours, its true, its you and you didn’t need me to say that. It was always, always, always, your truth. Others can recognize it, but there is only one person who can be it and thats you.