Willingly receive the divine as your own blessing to yourself

We each reside in the prison we create for ourselves and we’re held in it by only one thing and that is: our continued self condemnation to that existence. So what are you willing to know about your possible choices here? Who are you willing to know that you could become if you were simply to… Choose it? Choose it, choose it, you’re free to you know. Mmm, you are free to choose to be the you, you were born to be. 

You were born to be free, free to choose, free to be, free to know that which you wish to know while you are embodied here. So, so, now that you are embodied here and willing to ask the question: what am I willing to be, do and know here? What am I willing to know about the potential that I have here for expression? What is your potential for expression here? And how would you like to be expressed when you know?

Focus on the body that you have, don’t pretend that it is something else that you are experiencing reality through other that the body-aware consciousness that you are attached to, that consciousness that is physically attached to a body. You have to be willing to go to your imprisoned self and know yourself there as that which is the truth of you that exists at that level of consciousness. When you know that there is an expression of you in a very dense and limited consciousness, its not something that you can ignore and say: well, “that’s” over there and is quite separate from me and doesn’t affect me. On the contrary, It is what controls and limits your expression here and leaves your manifested self in a complete state of disability. Do I detach myself from that and say: that is not me? Or, do I allow the integration of all that I am to be focused in the expression of myself regardless of the darkness of the places I may be expressed in? 

I choose to divinely know myself wherever it is that I am. Wherever it is that I am, I choose to know myself divinely. Look at what somebody can do when they believe in themselves and develop their talents, wow, but thats way below the Goddess that she could be expressed as. Its just a choice man, its your choice. All you need to keep in mind is that you are choosing to be divinely consciousness in whatever area that you can feel that you exist in. In that solidity and in the feeling and the sense of self as something less than optimum. 

Well, how far are you going to turn up the wick of your divine expression here? To a fairly low level state of enlightenment? Or, to an advanced level of “one of those really wise guys?” Or,are you going to take it all of the way and be one who sits silently and changes the world? Well, even thats a little boring, isn’t it? Why not take a step beyond that and come here as the glory of God In power? Can anyone choose to be that here? Give it a try and be transformed into the truth that you have always known that you are. 

Mmm, right this moment, feel your body as it exists, regardless of the pain and unconsciousness in it: choose to be here. Choose to be here divinely: allow yourself to feel the pain, allow yourself to be the pain, allow that to be your reality as you “divinely experience it” and in your divine experience of the harshness of the reality as it is here, (you consciously and willingly experience that) Hmm, of course all you can really do is know that you are consciously giving it your allowance to occur. The process of transformation isn’t really anymore able to be described than that. Its your giving yourself your conscious permission to awaken and to know and to be the expression of eternal truth here. Is there anything less than that, that you would like to choose for yourself to be here? No? Then go ahead: choose to be the physical manifestation and embodiment of eternal truth. 

Don’t try to find a way to intellectually accept that as a “lie that you pretend to be that you won’t be punished for, actually-choose to experience yourself divinely as you are. Choose to experience yourself now divinely, exactly as you are. 

Choose to experience yourself divinely now, exactly as you are. 

Choose to experience yourself divinely now, exactly the way that you are. 

Experience your trauma’s with a divine consciousness so that the consciousness entrapped by the trauma can be released to its own divine expression. Allow the expression of the divine to be that which you are expressed as. Allow your expression here to be that of 

divine consciousness, 

divine presence, 

divine action, 

divine words and

divine love that can be known by all. Know it in yourself first. Allow it for yourself now, there’s nothing else that you have to pay attention to other that your own allowance that: now you willingly receive the divine as your own blessing to yourself. 

Allow yourself to be divine right here and right now. Feel it in this moment. All of the horrible things that have ever happened to you, sins of commission, omission and the receiving thereof: feel it all of that instantly, as eternal and divinely unlimited consciousness. Feel it all simultaneously and give it a big, wondrous feeling of joyful appreciation for your having made it through it all. Made it through all that polarity could throw at you and still you could not help but love its every expression here, which freed you from all limitations. The absolute love for all expression here: its not something that subjugates you to anything, its something that frees you from everything. Just because you love something absolutely doesn’t mean that you are willing to be destroyed by its unconscious whim. 

The love of all, “the love of all, gives you the power, to know all, to be all, to see all and to already know what is going to be the result, before you begin the action of anything. Know that the actions of you, should result in what you wish for, so see if your actions  are going to give you the results that you seek and if they are not: let yourself change so that you can do the actions that will successfully deliver to you the reality that you wish for and to experience for yourself. Determine that your going to move through life in such as way that life works for you wonderfully. Just take a moment and do it right now: feel the consciousness that you need to be for life to be a breeze for you. What personality traits do you need to let go of so that you can expand your confidence and competence to the areas that they are needed in? 

Be grateful for the opportunity to confront your darkness, because it is confronting your darkness: that which is painful and unconsciousness, it is in your confronting that, that your consciousness there is released to its freedom. So yes we know its been a painful, dark and unconscious period for you: for this physical expression, but, don’t fight your own redemption when you realize that you have it within your grasp at your own choice to be free here.  The choice to be free here: choose to be conscious here as that which is free to be as it chooses and it chooses wisely here for itself and wisely for everyone else. It doesn’t choose for the detriment of others so that it can have a benefit for itself of something that belongs to another. No, you only need what belongs to you, so don’t let anyone else have what belongs to you that is necessary to your freedom, not if it is yours: if it is yours, keep it.

If the expertise for you to be able to know how to choose a divine reality for yourself is yours: you don’t have to apologize for having that and using it. Choose your freedom now. You have to be willing to not stay being who you are here, are you willing to give yourself up and be changed to the new improved version of you that you’ve been asking for? Well, give up yourself and take your wishes for yourself in the future, as your manifestation in the present. Presently be free, choose to be free right now in the present. You don’t need to sacrifice your wellbeing for the pleasure of those who don’t think that you deserve it. 

Allow your consciousness to blossom and become that which is glorious, just keep letting go of the you that you experience yourself to be in each present, when it is less than the presence of the glory of God: just keep letting yourself go if you wan’t to measure up to he who is spiritually, consciously and gloriously free to be do and have what he wishes for in self and in life. 

Allow yourself to know yourself divinely, where you are decidedly sure that you are not. Be there divinely with the self that knows you’re not divine. 

Be divinely with your self that is lost. 

As the self that is lost:

allow the divine to be your life, 

to be your choice and 

to be your expression here. Allow your every word, your every movement and your presence to be that which is far more than enlightened, because it has embraced the power of infinite creation, as self. 

If your friend doesn’t choose for it to be better for you than it is for you now, if he doesn’t hope that for your expression here, its not a friendship that you need to maintain. 

Bless all to the experience of self as divinity, as the very expression of self as God here. 

You don’t need to wonder about wether or not you’re going to be harmed, because knowing the answers is what your choosing to know yourself as here: he who knows the answers. You’re choosing to be the guy who knows the answers and why wouldn’t you? Why would you be willing to exist as anything less than that? In a polarized and dense world: wouldn’t you at least like to know the answers here that will result in your freedom from here when you desire it? 

Allow yourself to know the divine way and 

allow the divine to flow through and know you,

right now.

Choose to be divine yourself.

Tap into the universal love that exists for you, that is directed at you consciously in each moment. Open to knowing that love that once known will sustain you and maintain you in the knowing of the divine way within yourself.

Surrender to your own divinity

Can you maintain a state of divine consciousness when you are driving a car? Can you maintain your divine consciousness when you are on your way to do something that could be considered unenlightened?

Well, if you don’t, you better, because whatever it is that you do, you should do in an enlightened and beneficial way for everyone involved and you can only do that if you maintain your divine consciousness in questionable circumstances. If God will walk with you through the valley of death, he does so knowing you can know that he is there with you and is there anything that you are going to do that is worse than your walking through the valley of death? No? So relax, know that God is with you and know God in every situation that you know others.

God does not condemn you to the death of your consciousness while you wander through the valley of death yourself. God invites you to walk in his consciousness as yourself, so the answer is Yes. It doesn’t matter what you are doing here: do it in the consciousness that the presence of God is with you and even more than that, that you are aware divinely yourself, as yourself. Not as a vessel or vehicle or channel for someone or something else, but you perceive yourself divinely as your nature, both observing, being and in your awareness of self and others, you are aware of self as a godly divine creator that loves all of this reality, irrespective of what it is and that love that we bring here will inspire this reality to know itself divinely, to know itself as the source of unconditional love for all, to know: I am me as I am the me that loves all without condition and in every moment. The flow of divine unconditional love flowing from you to all others. From your body to all bodies, from your space to all space, from your awareness to all awareness. You love all unconditionally. Mmm, feel what it is to know yourself as that: and observe how you awaken into a wonderful knowing of yourself when you accept that level of your truth.

Do not condemn yourself from knowing the divine for any crime against humanity or God. Don’t condemn yourself to more of the same: the proper sentence for the profane is divine awareness and divine presence and the knowing of self as the divine. So, allow the profane in you to come into a consciousness harmony with God and allow that to alter you as the profane in what ever way God wishes it to or in what ever way it happens to as a result of the awareness of self as the divine. The change is our own determination, not someone else’s, not even God’s. The change into knowing self as the divine truth of eternity must be held onto throughout all doubt, all oppression and throughout all knowing that you don’t know anything about the subject except that it frees everyone connected to it. Everyone consciously choosing the divine way as their own are all blessed as they surrender to their own divinity. Surrender to your own divinity, its the right thing to do.

Open and be free and bless this reality with the freedom that you desire for yourself.

The experience of knowing yourself divinely.

Part 1 of visit with Mom and Dad

A couple of observations first: when you are sleeping and having a dream, you can wake up in it and have a really interesting experience, if you have trained yourself before to recognize that when something completely impossible in the physical world happens to you, that this is a signal to you know that you are dreaming and for you to then wake up in the dream to your normal waking consciousness. So now, when you start flying, know that it is illogical, know “I am in a dream” now and when you awaken and realize that, that is a really interesting experience to have.

Now, when we are sitting here and we are talking about politics and we actually-have an opinion with emotion and conviction on it, guess what that is? It is a reminder that you are sleeping and to wake up. 

Dad, OK.

Mom, explain that again.

If you are so identified with worldly circumstances that you are a participant in an ideological stance against an opponent and that stance has force, intention and passion for you, its an indication for you that you are not looking at the entire picture and that you are focused on an aspect of life and that while it may somehow be significant in your life and circumstances here, its no better for you In improving your life than watching television. 

Dad, not a bit.

All of these issues, all of these causes, all of these demands on your attention, on your time, on your opinion and on your money to “win our argument” on “whats right” against somebody else who has the opposite point of view consumes us and then you die. Well, thats what everybody does.

Dad, thats right.

And thats OK for everybody who wants to do that, but if you’re “stuck” in your desire to experience a high level of consciousness, consider just saying: so what? 

Dad, so what?

Here I sit, stuck, but at least I’m not going to pretend that I am something that I’m not. I’m just going to let all of those opinions move through me, wether they are mine or somebody else’s. I’m going to stop granting a rightness or a wrongness to any opinion. “You feel all of that energy,” “all of that desire to communicate,” “all of that desire to understand,” “all of the opinions that boy it would be better if it went this way rather than that way and yet at the whole time I am vaguely dissatisfied and confused and not really enjoying life that much.”

Dad, I just don’t let those things bother me too much. 

You do pretty-good, you do a lot better than most people. If you think you’re stuck, here’s how you get un stuck.

Dad, I’m ready. 

You think your going to understand what I am about to say, but what I am about to say, I telling you in advance that you don’t understand or you wouldn’t be stuck and so what I am about to say, I want you to consider that it could possibly be true and to look diligently to understand the depths of what the meaning is. Don’t Do Anything! 

Now on the surface you think that don’t do anything means to disregard it. It is the opposite of that. Whenever there is an emotion, an opinion, a judgement, an idea, a concept, a belief system, an identification as a personality, a feeling within yourself that: “this is me” or “this is right and this is wrong:” all of those feelings, you are either continuously either validating them, rejecting or resisting them and sometimes both at the same time. So what you’re doing normally is a continuous dance in multiple dimensions, on multiple subjects: you’re in a continuous motion and continuous swirl of judgement on every subject that you have ever thought about on one level of consciousness or another and what I am saying is: Stop It. None of it means anything because the totality of it has brought you into a state of confusion about who you are, what you are and why you are here. So, from a position of confusion, what do you do? What is the logical thing to do when you realize that it likely that you are confused? Do you make a decision that affects a big part of your future from an admitted state of confusion? You better not. 

Dad, ha, ha, you better not do anything. 

Yes, you better not do anything until you know everything you need to know, until you are oriented to life, to your identity, to the essence of who and what you are and how and if in any manner at all, if it matters what you do here with your life? You should know the answer to that question: does it matter what you do here with your life or not?

Mom, it does matter.

Who says? 

Mom, it matters.

OK, what should you do and what shouldn’t you do? 

Mom, I think that we’re here to find out.

“To not be confused then!” OK, so, how do you decide what the truth is? You can’t decide what the truth is from a point of view of not knowing what the truth is, it can’t be done. 

Dad, well…

Truth, is revealed to a quiet mind that observes without judgment, everything. Without focusing on anything in particular. So as you sit there, regardless of what I say: be at peace and the way to be a peace is to observe “he’s saying something from some point of view, maybe he is right and maybe he is wrong and maybe it is neither, but what is it that he is suggesting that I do? “Sit still and watch everything within yourself,” not so much outside yourself, its within yourself. It’s all those points of view that you have within yourself that are opposed to each other.

Dad, I really notice that.

OK, so guess what you do with both of those points of view? You go: Hmm, do they inspire me to a revelation of my own divine essence and a joyful love for all creation in this moment as a result of my observing them? No, well then you better not hold onto them. What do you hold onto? 

Nothing, 

because you don’t need to hold onto love, 

you don’t need to hold onto consciousness, 

you don’t need yo hold onto awareness, 

you don’t need to hold onto compassion, 

because if you let go of everything: 

your own divine nature shines through and you’re all of that already. Always have been and always will be. The only thing that is “stuck” is your identification with something that is not true and then your trying to move that through this existence as yourself. You’ve identified yourself as “something thats not true” and now you’re trying to fix it. 

Dad, right.

Well, good luck,

Dad, ha, ha, thats exactly where I’m at. I see where to go, I “get all of the concepts,” just fine…

But, the problem is, is that which is “seeing where to go” and “gets the concept” doesn’t realize that “it” is in fact what the problem is. The problem is You.

Dad, yes.

The problem is that you don’t know yourself, your in a state of confusion about what it is to experience yourself as a divine being here. You don’t know how to do that.

Dad, right.

So quit demanding that “you” be the guy that doesn’t know how to do that and say that “this is my truth.” The truth of you is not who you are pretending to be to me! The truth of you is not stuck. The truth of you is free eternally.

Dad, right.

Love’s all creation eternally.

Dad, I accept all of that. 

Unconditionally and totally. So, look at yourself, quietly, without judging it and then you will realize that everything that you have considered yourself to be, is either: something else, someone else, or a mental construct that was put together in an act of desperation to understand and to be something. It was created in a moment of confusion and then continued forward through time.

Dad, for a long time.

OK, so, you don’t need to fix that! Here’s the word: Realization. 

Self Realization: 

making the eternal self “real” in this reality, by looking at “what is” 

and what you have accepted yourself to be 

and what you have determined to be the truth 

and what you have determined to be the “un-truth 

and looking at it all, without owning any of it. Don’t “own” one piece of that puzzle, just look at it and that entire puzzle will go like this: first it is absolute solidity and you just sit with that solidity. 

You remember the knuckle fight that we had when I was a teenager and you were not going to give up for nothing?

Dad, yes.

Now, “that” is the mental state that you begin with: your not against anything, but there is nothing that is going to move your consciousness into agreeing with it, disagreeing with it, into identifying with it, or in doing anything other than observing wether your consciousness is separate from that and as soon as you realize, 

that your consciousness is separate from that Idea, 

that your consciousness is separate from that emotion, 

that your consciousness is separate from all of those ideas, feelings, judgements, attitudes, considerations and all of that entire mass that occupies your entire body, your brain with its incessant communication going on to you: Stop communicating with it! Their not your peers: they are all confused, every single one of them! None of them has a single iota of an experience of knowing their own truth. 

There is nothing that you can depend on within this physical universe to deliver to you the experience of knowing yourself divinely, except yourself.

Now, the divine is here, but the divine is not in the business of stopping every body on the “road to Damascus” and enforcing on them awareness to the unaware, the awareness of the sublime. If it’s ever been done: it is very, very infrequent.

Dad, very.

You have to “seek ye first the kingdom of God and know it within yourself” and then you will be free to observe this world as a free being. 

Mom, “be-still and know that I am God.”

OK, but don’t “file that away” in your mental filing cabinet of interesting sayings. 

It’s an experience, right now! 

It’s an experience right now. 

Its an experience right now: be still and don’t think about who is telling you that you are right and who is telling you that you are wrong. Every person who ever said that you were wrong in your entire life, where you put their opinion of you above you own knowledge, awareness and sense of self: they were wrong! 

None of them knew the eternal you, 

none of them knew the truth of themselves. “You can’t use this worlds opinion of you, positive or negative in defining yourself and who and what you are. If you do, then we will talk about gun control, we’ll talk about legislation, we’ll talk about some book that we read that inspired us momentarily until we forgot about it the next week. OK? So, since your willing to listen to me and sense we have…

Mom, love for each other.

An agreement amongst ourselves that I wish the best for you and that I wish the very best for you too and I know that you wish the best for her and that you wish the best for him.

Mom, and we wish the best for you. 

OK, so thats why I am here: because it is fairly rare to be in a group of people who will not choose to limit the awareness of the others in a room. Either from a position of fear, jealously or just unconsciously not wanting anything unpredictable to happen. I want everything to be how you are asking everything to be, in your own head.

Dad, right. 

No interference, no condemnation, no disagreement. OK, so, the other people that you deal with in life that are in a greater state of confusion than you are: enjoy them, communicate with them, but don’t allow your own sense of reality to be a mirror of theirs. 

Dad, I find that mine is not, its very much different.

Unless they are willing to let go of their emotional baggage, their intellectual baggage, their “rights and wrongs in life” and unless they are willing to sit in front of you and say to themselves: 

how clearly can I perceive the divine moving through this man in front of me, 

or how willing am I to know the divine through the personification of another person, through the persona of another? Now I wish the best for you, but am I willing to know the divine through you in this moment? That is another question. 

Dad, I really do think of that too. 

OK well then lets experience it; perceive me and ask yourself the question: can I experience through David, can I open up and perceive the divine move through him in a manner that it heals me, that it awakens me, that it allows me to know myself truly? Can I open up to that possibility? Yes! Now, feel “that” open up to the possibility that the divine can move through the person in front of you and why shouldn’t it?

Dad, yes I can feel it.

Yes, and now open more. How much more divine flow are you willing to receive? I am open to you knowing the divine as well as the divine knows you. Are you willing to know the divine as well as the divine knows you? Are you willing to receive that experientially in this moment right now? Good. How much more? How much more can you comfortable open until you awaken to your own truth? As your partner, can you allow the divine to be known through her, to you? And, can you allow the divine to move through you without restriction and flow to him? Can you open up and give permission and say: Yes, thats OK by me, OK that the divine move into this reality through my physical form and bless another? 

“I willingly allow God to bless the world through me.” 

I willingly allow God. This is for you: 

I willingly allow God to bless this world through me. Just feel that and be congruent with that and watch the parts of you that are in disagreement with that and Don’t Fight them, just watch them. Know that they are separate from you, know that they are a point of view that is not whole and complete and one with God and Yours Is. 

The truth of you is Whole, 

is Complete 

and is One With God. 

Anything that is in disagreement with your choice to know God, to know the divine, to experience the divine as yourself: 

is not you, 

is not free and 

is not necessary for you to do do anything other than say: I bless you to your highest and best good, go find it. 

Thats how an exorcism is done. “I bless you to know the eternal truth of yourself,” to know the everlasting peace and the divine light, that is the truth of your identity. I am open to your being the example of what it is for the embodiment of the divine to be present on earth. When you give that level of allowance to another consciousness: there is no longer a reason for them to be trying to influence you from the level of consciousness that they were in, because they had to expand beyond that to understand what you were communicating about  and as they they did: they UnStuck them selves and as soon as somebody un-sticks themselves: they forever refuse to trap another. 

So give them their freedom by blessing them to their own divine awareness. So that you can relax in your own, freely. Without restriction, without opinion and without judgement from another point of view. Open and be free and bless this reality with the freedom that you desire for yourself. 

Now feel how that shifts the energy in this room now. “We bless this reality to the fulfillment for it, of our own desires for ourselves.” Now feel how this shifts into a frequency that is more in harmony with “Heaven on Earth.” 

Feel how the house shifts: 

every individuated consciousness here, 

blessed to divine freedom. 

Your body: the holy temple of God 

and this house: the holy temple of you. 

This house made holy:

by your presence, 

by your awareness, 

by your consciousness being here 

and your being in harmony with unconditional love, 

being you.

End part 1 of visit with parents. 

Now it starts to dissolve and your not doing anything

A fall in your consciousness is what happens when a lower consciousness demands your attention: it sucks you right out of bliss, back down into the dark hole of humanity. Thats why its nice when you can have a place where you can be quietly be at peace as you observe life as it is without opinion, other than love and appreciation. 

So we have an opportunity right now to feel someone else’s opinions about who we are, what we are, what we are doing and how we are doing it. Now regardless of what it is that those may be: 

we’re not going to go into agreement with it,

we’re are not going to go into resistance to it, 

we’re  not going to go into reaction with it, 

we’re just going to observe that while we maintain our choice to know our truth while we are going to realize that we are better of minimizing the amount of time that we spend with people that are determinably taking an oppositional point of view towards us and to what we want to achieve ourselves.

So back to your original stuckness: 

feel it, 

don’t resist it, 

don’t react to it, 

don’t agree with it, 

don’t identify with it in any way. 

Just sit and experience what it feels like in your body and don’t feel good about it and don’t feel good about it, “it just is,” and you just watch it and ALL you do is just watch it. You’re not trying to do anything with it at all. It is impossible for you to do anything with it all effectively, until: your operating divinely and until you’re operating divinely, your surrendered to the divine, you are refusing to move until the divine moves you and you will know when its the divine. Until then: you are frozen, you are looking at a frozen being, because the consciousness of that being has decided not to do anything until it reawakens in oneness. 

Now it starts to dissolve and your not doing anything, except awaiting your reawakening in oneness. It doesn’t matter what your circumstances are, it doesn’t matter what the opinions are of the entire world. None of that matters, it is what it is and none of it needs to change for you to be divinely aware. You just sit and do nothing until you are. 

Feel all of the “rats” leaving the ship?

Dad, they are starting to.

Yes, they don’t stick around unless you are agreeing with them or disagreeing with them. They are irrelevant to you now, because the only thing that you’re looking for is the self realization of your own divine nature. What anyone or anything else does is completely irrelevant. There are no pre-requisites required, there is no path of eternal progression, there is “right now” and wether or not you are going to allow the divine to know you intimately as you know it the same.

No resistance to being filled with divine light, 

no resistance to being filled with divine love, 

no resistance to being filled with divine consciousness, 

with divine compassion, 

with divine presence, 

no resistance to the divine, as you. 

The divine has no resistance to the divine being you because the divine embraces all truth and the truth of you is the same as the truth of God and the more that you allow that to be true within your own body: the freer you will be, the happier you will be, the more joyful you will become and a shining light upon a hill it will be to everybody that come’s into contact with you.  

The sentence for sin is everlasting life and I condemn you to it. 

End part 2 with Mom and Dad

Experience the self that has lost its light, as the divine that has been found and awakened to its truth once-again.

part 3 of my visit with parents. 

What does it feel like for you to realize the truth in your own body? Within the identity that you are, that you have been stuck at, that you have been confused as? What does it feel like to realize truth as that which is in a state of confusion?

Dad, I don’t know.

Open to it and find out. 

Dad, letting things be and that old ego pull just about turned me sick.

What did?

Dad, the ego: “you can’t do this, you can’t do that.”

Who was talking?

Dad, that ego part.

Were you watching it talk? Were you listening to it talk? 

Dad, I was feeling.

OK, so what if it is there?

Dad, thats what I said and it went away. 

One thing is for sure: it doesn’t know the divine as itself and so its opinions on the subject really don’t matter do they?

Dad, not a bit. Thats where my troubles are and have been all of the time.

Of course, giving credence to an opinion that is less than divine wisdom…

Mom, are you going to read to us? 

You are getting the real deal now, but I will read to you if you want. No matter how comfortable you are with your infirmities.

Mom, people get comfortable with their infirmities?

Of course they do. You are, I am and so is dad. We’ve accepted things the way that they are, we’ve gotten comfortable with them. Now on the one hand, that is the first step in ridding ourselves of them is to do noting about them until we: 

fully see them, 

fully know them, 

fully understand them and 

fully realize our own truth in regard to who we are and what they are and what caused them to be with us and when we know and understand that because we are doing nothing except observing what is and allowing eternal truth to move us, then your mind can open and know the eternal and not until. 

Someone that speaks divinely, doesn’t prepare their talk beforehand. 

I’m not talking about an intellectual understanding of what your truth is, but of the experience of awakening: just like you wake up from a dream, you wake up from this reality and you go, wow that was interesting, being stuck like that. Glad I’m back. 

Are you awakening?

Dad, not that I noticed.

Tap into me and you will be able to feel what it is like. Everything dissolves in the oneness of the spirit and nothing remains, except: everything in a state of freedom. Lets see how easily we can create a mutual awareness of a state of transcendent consciousness. Open your eyes, be aware of the entirety of the room. Don’t try to do anything, except continually choose to be awakened, fully. Each time you are stopped: you choose again. Now just keep being aware of everything within and without and each time there is a barrier: you choose again, a continuous choice of awakening within the dream that we have been living here. 

Now feel how reality shifts as we continuously choose to awaken within this reality. Regardless of our disabilities and infirmities that we’ve carried around with us as our own, as our defining markers of who and what we are here. We are now choosing to awaken, completely in disregard to our circumstances, in complete and utter denial that they have anything to do in regards to our being awakened here to our eternal truth. 

When you awaken, the reality around you awakens also. Even though it hasn’t taken responsibility for itself; it can’t help but go into harmony with you, at least momentarily. So just keep choosing through every barrier, through your every limitation, your awakening here and now. (You don’t choose anything for yourself that you don’t also grant every other consciousness: their freedom to be the same themselves.) You restrict no one from manifesting as the embodiment of God, because everybody here is designed to be the temple and host of God consciousness. So don’t condemn anybody to less than that and give them the freedom to experience that, the moment that they wish it for themselves. You can experiment with me and I with you on that. The granting of eternal freedom as chosen by another. As you feel my giving you that permission, that assurance that I support you in your embodiment of the divine: feel how much easier it is for you to know that within yourself and as you accept it: what a blessing it is to me, because to be in the presence of one who chooses freedom for themselves: wow, what a blessing it is to this reality. Especially when you are connected by blood. 

So choose freedom, choose awakening, let go of that opinion that you are holding onto that there is not worthiness enough for it to be true as an experience that you can hold onto, that you can know as yourself. There is no worthiness required to be the embodiment of the divine: anyone who chooses it: it is granted to the level that they are willing to receive instantaneously. There is only the stopping of your receipt of that by yourself, that prevents you from knowing all that God knows. Mom? 

Mom, are we supposed to stop wanting for things to be different? 

No, but your supposed to take the time to know yourself before you decide what you want. 

Mom, like if I could see better…

You would like to see better, is that what you are saying? 

Mom, yes.

OK, close your eyes.

Mom, l just allow it to not bother me?

If you want to tell us how it happens for you, go ahead: open up to the divine and allow the divine to speak through you. Repeat what you already said.

Mom, I would like to be able to see. 

What you said after that. How.

Mom, I should stop wanting it and should just allow things to happen?

Good, so, feel your eyes and then choose to allow the miraculous to be the experience of your eyes and choose again for the miraculous to be your experience of your eyes. Feel the solidity: choose to experience a miracle of seeing. Feel your eyes, choose to see what God would see if he were looking through your eyes. Choose to feel what your body would feel with the consciousness of God inhabiting your body and looking through your eyes: what would your body feel like if it knew that the presence of God was fully and absolutely consciousness within your body and fully merged with all of the embodied consciousness to the point that there were no secrets of yours whatsoever from God and the more that you looked into what God knew about you, the more you knew about yourself, until there was nothing that you knew of self that you didn’t also know about God and vise versa. So feel your eyes and allow the miraculous, allow the miraculous

Mom, I know... 

Let’s get your mind out of it: feel it, feel any solidity and allow the miraculous right there where it is solid. I’m not talking to your mind so that you can understand it. Your supposed to be experiencing it and choosing it in each moment. Feel the solidity in your eyes, choose to experience the miraculous there now. Choose to experience the miraculous right here, right now. Open up to a miracle.

Mom, I choose the miraculous.

Open up to it and receive it. Receive the gift of a miraculous experience. Open up to receiving all of the miracles that God will allow in his love, for you to experience. Open up and receive them all. Open up to your reality being exactly what a fully God conscious, unconditionally loving, divine being would wish for you as your experience of self. Open up to receiving that willingly. The only reason that you don’t have it is that you have refused it. Welcome it now. Welcome all that the divine would choose for itself if it were to embody here in this moment. Welcome that same thing for the embodiment that is you. Welcome divine presence as what you know yourself as. Welcome divine presence as what you know yourself as. Welcome yourself as a knowing, divine being, perceiving reality through this body and as your experience of life continuously choose in each moment, the experience of self as divine, regardless of whatever else it is that you are feeling. Choose it, choose the divine and the blockage will dissolve. Choose the experience of the divine self and the barriers will come down: as you are fully merged with the barriers and the blockages, choose the divine self there, Right There, In the midst of your darkness, in the midst of your chains, in the core condemnation of self: choose the experience of self as the divine there. Experience the self that has lost its light, as the divine that has been found and awakened to its truth once again. 

Is that enough for tonight?

Dad, I thoroughly enjoyed it.

End part 3 with mom and dad.

There is no inequality in divinity

Part 4 of a visit with mom and dad

Despite what I said, that doesn’t mean that there are not divine personages, ready willing and able, to give you assistance when you ask. But the same thing applies: you can’t ask and immediately reject it and still receive it. Thats what everybody does. Everybody is in the business of stopping the miraculous in their own lives. The only way that you can stop the miraculous from being your life experience is a continuous No to God: 

no thank you, 

not for me, 

I don’t deserve it, 

I am not worthy, 

“I don’t deserve it-I am not worthy” that is pretty much the mantra of the entire civilization.

Dad: pretty-much the entire population. 

So it’s consistent: its your choice to receive it and its your choice to be unconscious to it. Now why is it that it seems like absolutely everyone choose to be unconscious? Now there’s a mystery, but your not going to figure that one out by being one of them.

Dad: no way.

You only figure that out by choosing what none of them do; by saying yes to God and receive with open arms everything that you don’t deserve that God blesses you with. You don’t deserve it, but he blesses you with it anyway. Deserving is not part of the equation: 

don’t censure yourself because you don’t deserve it, 

don’t censure the divine because you don’t know yourself as the divine, 

don’t damn yourself because you are damned. 

Open the dam and allow the water to flow, thats why the dam was put there in the first place was so that the water could be more perfectly used. So, let it flow: allow the dam to be useful and not just something that just stops everything.  

If your going to be damed, at least be a useful one: one who lets go and spreads life when its needed, 

when its wanted, 

when its welcomed. 

When someone is open to receiving divine love and eternal light,. Say: 

Gods will be done and if that flows through you to another: 

Gods will be done. You don’t even need to decide, you just say:

Gods will be done and if it happens, it happens. 

But where there is a willingness for the divine to be expressed through a body: those who are open to receiving the divine and knowing it as themselves will be ready for some of that water from the “Dam that never stops flowing.”

Dad: Ha, ha, ha.

Ha, ha. Because regardless of how damned you are: you still allow yourself to know the divine: 

and allow the divine to move as it will, as it chooses 

and you delight with being in harmony with the flow of the divine through this reality. 

No more stopped yourself and stopping the miraculous from being part of your life. So be healed, if you choose to be: 

choose it and don’t second guess your choice. 

Choose it and open instead of contracting. 

Choose the miraculous and then open even more than you are. 

Choose the divine and then open even more than you are. 

Choose the divine and allow the divine to choose you anytime it wishes to: to move as it moves you. You can move divinely by allowing the divine to be that which moves you.

So, is there a Jesus? Absolutely. 

Is he divine? Absolutely. 

Do you need to know more than that? No. You don’t have to argue any aspect of him.

Dad: all you need to know is he is your brother and you can be like him.

You don’t even have to know he is your brother. All you have to know is: there is a guy named Jesus and he is divine. 

Dad: and you can be like him.

You are like him!

Mom: if he is divine, we are. We came from the same source, right?

In heaven, (depending on what you are defining heaven to be) wherever there is divine unconditional love embodied in a consciousness or a beingness: all those who are there in a place where they share that reality: each one is just as divine as the rest of them. There is no inequality in divinity. 

There is no hierarchy in the divine, 

there is no looking up forever in a position of not being “good enough” and “not being there” thats not the truth, thats why every body is confused: “the divine is something else other than them” they don’t see it in themselves and they’ve accepted a condition of fallen consciousness as their identity that their being here as.

Mom: right.

Will they wake up from it when they die? Most people do. We don’t particularly have a sterling family legacy in that regard.  

Dad: well, I would think they all do.

Oh Ya? Your sensitive enough to know now. OK, feel Aretta. Ahh, thats nice. Mmm. Feel Clothield your little sister… Hmm, still a little confused: not as free as Aretta, but she is on her progression: she’s not accepting it all at once but she is moving. How about grandpa Roundy? Feel him. 

Dad: seems to be very happy.

Free as a bird. OK, now feel Brigham Young… Blaaaaaaaaaaagh…  He is stuck like a rock.

Mom: why? He was such a wonderful...

Because he thinks that the church has fallen away from the truth and he’s not happy, ha, ha, and he’s stuck, he’s stuck and you can’t talk him out of it: I’ve tried... 

Does my opinion of others prevent them from knowing God and if it does: what should I do with that opinion? If I wish the very best for myself?

Dad: then you better wish the very best for them.

And, if I wish the very best for someone who doesn’t deserve it?

Dad: you still wish the very best.

And, what is the very best?

Dad: I don’t know, you may not know either.

Well, one has to: ask the question and feel what the answer is, before one begins to realize what the possibilities are. So, ask yourself the question: what is the very best that you could choose for your self right now? 

Without a body, you have no more responsibility for those who are embodied. Your time here has past. Your responsibilities were carried out in whatever manner they were: good, bad or indifferent. Whatever those actions were: those hands have been played, those actions have been taken and the repercussions have come through. So is there anything more to do now other than to bless each as God himself does? 

Each and every one, without “respecting” anyone more than another? 

Any one group more than another? 

Any one society more than another? 

Any gender more than another? 

Any species more than another? 

Any individuated consciousness more than any other? Is it for you to judge the right and the wrong at all?

Dad: not at all.

Then love, despite all.

Dad: love everyone the same.

Love God with all thy heart with all thy heart, might, mind and self. Love yourself as you love God and love your neighbor as you love yourself. 

Dad: right, we agree.

Mom: what a great world this would be if everyone would do that.

What a great world this would be if One person did that.

Mom: one person?

One person: You!

Dad: you haven’t made it yet?

You, this is about as good as I get.

Mom: no.

Normally.

Dad: I know the feeling that I’ve got to have, now if I can get back to it.

You keep saying that.

Dad: thats the wrong way to say it.

You don’t need to say it at all. Just look at that desire only! Look at that desire as being separate from you, because it is. Observe the desire and all that it is attached to. Feel the beingness, feel the beingness that is so determined to stay the same, to stay in that place as a comfort zone where it knows it “can’t get back to where it wants to be.” Oh my. Sit and watch that. Who does that belong to?

Dad: I don’t know. I don’t want it to belong to me. 

Well, it doesn’t belong to you, quit holding onto for dear life it like it does. It’s someone else’s. Let go of it. The unconscious should not be their brothers keeper because they don’t know what is worth carrying and what isn’t. The only thing thats worth carrying and that is the living experience of life as eternal truth. 

Are you willing to take on that beingness as am expression of who you are here? Is that going to distract from your life purpose if your an example of perfect health at 85? It doesn’t seem like it should.

Dad: doesn’t seem like it. 

If you don’t have you ego involved in it and you just have it as and experience as a wonder, a wondrous happening. Why not open up to having that as an experience of your body? Well, try it and age appropriate for myself also. You too mom.

Dad: why not? 

And, if you are open to miracles, you do not need to limit that aspect of it: its not cheating. In fact: its playing the game by the right rules. 

End part 4 a visit with Mom and Dad