The paradox of transformation is that it can happen for you, but you cannot become what you are not already,

That which is holy is not something that is separate from you.

When you have an insane reality and then you enter into it and try to make sense of it, it is easy to become confused and disoriented. To make sense of the senseless is a fools errand, so, when you are confused; withdraw your attention from the insanity that you are connected to and you will begin to reorient to where the best opportunities in life are for you. Just because you are in the land of the insane doesn’t mean that you have to be one of them. 

Truth is elusive, but grace and beauty, charm and joy- those Can be found, but the truth is forever lost to the seeker, for it is in the living and loving and moving in grace and joy that truth is expressed here. However, despite the temporal truth we live here, there remains the dogged pursuit of a truth that is transcendent; the truth that saves one from the world of the damned and restores us all to the supreme joy of being.

Being free or being me. The journey through the mind of madness that the mystic moves through as the madman reveals to him within himself, the light of the eternal truth which is all one needs to know to be free from that which sticks him, dams him or robs from him his own divine nature.

Everything changes of course, but the truth that is constant is that the world of change is not your world. The world of change is the world of illusion, the world of illusion is there for you to enjoy playing a part and yet not being a part of the deception.

That which is holy is not something that is separate from you. That which is holy is the you that you yearn to be and ironically the you that you have always been. Its a terrible problem to have: trying to be the you that you are that you believe that you are not. 

There’s not much you can do to become what you are when you are stuck in the mud of your mind and in truth you’re a star. Holy is me and holy is you. The realization of that truth is the truth which frees you here.  

Choose to live a life of grace within and flowing with life in a joyful embrace of peaceful knowing. Freedom is found within, not without and when it lyes and blooms within you, then life without you looses some of its charm and brightness for others. 

The past, as real as it may be and the present as solidly menacing as it can be are both nothing in the light and love of you. Embrace yourself with your love of self and true love there, you will find.

There is no "me" here. There is only the story of me that dissolves when I look for my essence in my story.

Everyone is saved.

Regardless of their belief system, 

regardless of their faith, religion or lack thereof, because there is no requirement that you be worthy to enter into Christ consciousness. 

None are worthy and when you cease condemning yourself because of your unworthiness and celebrate your life as it is, you open for yourself the doorway to unlimited possibilities.

Living the life divine, is as simple as realizing in each moment that your life is already divine.

When that realization actualizes within you, then the confusions, beliefs and polarized points of view that have created your degraded expression fall away, revealing your living eternal truth of unconditional love for self, god and others.

God damned, God realized and God embodied.

We are as we are, this is what it is and we are one with God.

 All true at the same time and yet seemingly contradictory or even impossible. Yet, it is possible and more than that; it is absolutely true. 

God can only save you when you allow God to be you, while you are being exactly what you are... Yes, you realize God as you. 

You do this by opening to this as a potential truth to be proved by your testing it on yourself.

You are you; 

you are lost, 

you are fallen, 

you are degraded and 

you are God. 

Allow all truth to exist as you and your expression here as you are, will transform into the realization of its divine potential.

You are God damned, 

God realized and 

God embodied. 

Let it all exist at once and it will sort itself out divinely.

All of the evidence of your unworthiness, 

holds no weight, 

Holds no water and 

cannot hide the light of God,

From shining within you.

It doesn't matter what you are, 

it doesn't matter what you've done,

Just be at home with yourself and the holy one within you.

If you have endless evidence against the fact of your divinity, just allow it to be a feast for God/des to eat through.  (the Goddess has more style when your transformation is taking awhile.)

Let the goddess have her way with you and then wake up God Damn it.

Open to the God in you

That which is obvious about me does not define me, for long.

I long for the me,

that I do not see,

The one that I was before.

Before the now,

Is the me that I lost and

The me that I know no more.

Now, more than ever,

I need to return,

To the me that I know was free.

But when I am lost,

I cannot see,

How to freely be.

Free me,

Be me,

Love me and

Set me free.

Know me,

Show me,

The truth,

Of divinity.

You have to ask the previous question of that which lives divinely, but not those who are experts on divine theory, because reality is not a theory. It is a game we have joined, are a participant in and we play it until we win the prize of divine redemption as he who know the way and lives as the divine one of all.

“All as one and

one as all,

Is the freedom you seek, 

from your fall.”

Be whole and true,

And the Holy You,

Will rise,

From the ashes of you.

Open to the God in you,

He knows the other you,

The one that you hide,

From yourself. 

I am always hear,

With an open ear,

Awaiting the time to come.

When the holy one,

The begotten sun,

That is born of god himself.

Is the self,

That you choose,

And open too,

Then live as the truth of yourself.

The living son,

And daughter of God,

Is the you that you,

Came here to be.

To choose less than the truth,

The whole and holy truth,

Is to lessen the truth of yourself.

The heavens are full of those who know the truth and live it as they move through life.

Be alive in the truth,

The truth that You know,

Is the only truth, 

that will set you free.

Its your choice you see,

That opens you to be,

The you of eternity.

Eternally true,

Eternally you and,

Yo-useful to humanity.

Taste the divine

How does the divine move as me in everything I see and do, is a nice mantra to play with. The answer is: it first ends my suffering, it them shows me the reality of my existence which normally would cause me even more suffering, so now i see my new found awareness of the reality of the dis-harmony of my life as a blessing since I can now begin to changes what I am aware of now.

The next stage is in dealing with aspects within yourself that are separate from you and entities, programs, thoughts and judgments that act as your subconscious programming that limits your options in life. You address these as they come up with a similar question: how does "that" move as the divine in everything it sees and does? You ask the question and then watch for the effect, which is the awareness, noticing and allowance of it begins to move in harmony with the divine flow. You, only watch the process, you do not participate in it, because you are not qualified to because you had to ask the question to free yourself from a condition of less than divine knowing of self.

The answer to the question is that "it" begins to move because you have come into a state of allowing for the divine to be a participating conscious creator of your reality. You have opened up to choosing to observe the divine move through your reality and then once you can see it you give the divine free access to your experience of life. This communicate to your mental and spiritual reality that you are asking them to be at their best for you: fully in harmony with divine grace, unconditional love and at peace with you.

Ask the question again: "how does the divine move as "this" in everything it sees and does?" and allow this to move outward from your physical presence and through the connecting cords that attach you to the web of the collective consciousness.You allowing for, noticing and realizing the divine becoming the shared consciousness of you and your connections to this reality.

The awakening can be uncomfortable depending upon how unconscious you are and how fast you allow it to move, if you find your self struggling with the speed of your shift being to fast for you, that is because you are blocking it from flowing freely within you. Stand up and fell how the divine is moving within you and let go of trying to control it.

You, aware of the divine, within and without, begin to be moved by the divine flow, to feel the love and grace of the ineffable and to surrender to the ecstasy of the divine embrace of you and your reality.

How does the divine move as "this" in everything it sees and does will awaken the "enemy within you" to the realization of its own divine nature, which will end your internal conflicts and restore your temple to one of peace, love and laughter.

Be free my friend, be free.

Absolute responsibility

To what degree can we accept absolute responsibility for our manifestation here? To the degree that we can accept absolute responsibility for who we are, what we are and where we are, we can begin to experience our authentic self. As you accept responsibility for yourself you begin to experience freedom within the “mind of you”: an opening up of your awareness and of your control of your ability to be here cleanly, purely and absolutely you. The you that is absolute in your ability to know yourself.

Accept absolute responsibility for your manifestation here, then you will begin to be able to bless yourself divinely. 

To accept absolute responsibility for your manifestation here, you have to open up into a willingness to know and accept all aspects of yourself. Aspects of self that are living a fairly different reality than you are. You have to open up to the way that ultimate truth can be manifested through you here.

There is no one else other than yourself. There is no one else other than yourself that is able to shift your reality beyond the multidimensional reality that humans believe is all that is possible for them. Sure we talk about the transcendent and the divine, but not from the space of “the livingness of being that.” 

The more you awaken, the more you find yourself free to be free, where freedom is your experience of reality here. As you take absolute responsibility for your manifestation here, then it shifts into being in absolute harmony with the divine.

Here’s the key point in divine responsibility: if it’s happening in your reality, 

You’re responsible for it, because your reality that you exist in is the way that it is because you have created it. It’s your responsibility to confirm that your reality is understood by this reality. Begin by communicating your reality to yourself: “I take absolute responsibility for where I am, who I am and what I am.” 

The resource of divine love is one that you need to begin to take advantage of now. Continue to take divine and absolute responsibility for the physicality of your manifestation here and your mental state of mind, the quality of your experiences and your enlightened nature or lack thereof in your interactions with others. Take absolute responsibility for all of that right now. “I have to take absolute responsibility for reality being the way that it is for us and for me in my interactions with you and for me as my experience of myself here. I can’t be affected negatively by anything other than myself or I cannot be free. I have to be in absolute alignment with the absolute nature of the divine, because you have to be absolutely free to embody the divine nature of God. 

I need to effect a solution for the transformation of my life: I have to do it and you have to do it too. There’s no point of you having an oppositional reality within your consciousness of self. There’s no benefit for you in fighting yourself, blocking or stopping yourself from knowing the truth of the divine way through this reality: how the divine way moves through you as it moves into this reality and how the divine way reaches every aspect of everything that you become aware of.

I have to take absolute responsibility for divine love being known as me. 

Taking absolute responsibility for reality as it is for you is a major shift in your consciousness and in your experience of reality, because your experience of reality will begin to shift immediately as you begin to take greater responsibility for your realization of absolute truth. It’s right there with you as it moves into manifestation into this reality.

Until you begin to take absolute responsibility for your life here, you can’t begin to be a blessing to yourself, so that you can begin to live a blessed life. There’s your new mantra for you: “I accept absolute responsibility.” 

A reality that chooses to better itself

When we begin to be present here divinely, we recognize the need for us to come in here loving the we that we are as we awaken, for it is only in cherishing the we that we are in deep and sincere gratitude for the  experience that we are having here as who and what we are in this moment that enables us to awakens as our truth. 

Do you really want to argue with your mouth and your word the point that there is no you? Oh, my God! Save me please from that logic: there is an idiot trying to talk me into a point of view that’s condescending towards me and promises only the realization of our wrongness. Thats not what I am going to share my allegiance with, why would I? 

When you are aware of yourself, you need to realize that this awareness of self is the only place that you can possibly wake up in, because it is the delusion that you are sleeping in. Where you find yourself sleeping: choose to awaken there. Choose to awaken in the here and now with a love and gratitude and celebration that this “horrible life” that you are, is “you.” Ahh… Where is it where we can experience something as extraordinary as that, other than here in the land of meat and potatoes, of food one way or another for the continuance of life? 

There cannot be a “you” where you are condescending to another, where “that” is what going to continue on as the truth of you, because it is just not: you’re inclined to improve and transcend who and what you are and to become something better than that. So, don’t condemn yourself to anything less than what you already are. Love what you are so that your possibilities are wide open for you to transcend it as you wish to.

It feels good to be in a reality that chooses to better itself: to find more and more ways for each of them to exist in harmony with the rest.

Save me Beauty

It is I that has created myself as I am and I had a very good reason for doing it.

Man’s search for meaning ends in beauty, for when you have found beauty, you have found the truth as best it can be in form, and beauty in form is a lovely way to experience life, your life. 

Experience the beauty in the forms around you. 

Know the beauty in the formless. 

Know the way of beauty, because the way of beauty is the way of salvation.

Save me, beauty. 

Bless me with your presence beauty, 

Show me all that you are,

Tell me all that you know,

Allow me to see life as an expression of you.

Beauty,

Bless me,

Mold me,

Frame me,

Move me,

into an appreciation for all that life is in such a way that I move through life in harmony with all life, because I am at harmony, in harmony, with myself.

Being in harmony with yourself is a good first step to your freedom. Allow internal harmony to be that which you know yourself as.

Allow the knowing of you,

to be a harmonious self realization. 

Allow the knowing of you,

to be a celebration, 

to be a wonder,

To be a gift and a blessing to yourself and to others.

Allow the wonder of you to be a wonderful way for you to be present as, to experience yourself being and to know as the truth of yourself. 

Everything naturally comes into a harmonic resonance with everything else. When one knows himself as the truth, all others notice and begin to choose to resonate with that truth themselves until it is revealed within themselves as the truth thats always been moving them regardless of their idea of who and what they were: that which moved them was always love and now that they know that, they open up to the possibilities of what that can be for them. 

Know yourself as the love that knows you truly. 

You’re not only human, your something much more than that: you’re beauty waiting for the opportunity to be personified by opening your consciousness to knowing the divine way that already is flowing within you. You can do it. You’ll get through “this” on the way to knowing what it is to be at home with yourself, to be free to be the extraordinary being that is possible for you and for me to be here for each other and for ourselves. 

Allow the moon to steal you away on flights of fancy, showing you the way to the stars. 

Enlighten your mind with the shadows of your being.

I had a great reason for making my life the way that it is, but I forgot it and have since  moved on in confusion, So, whats a guy to do?

Well, You must regain certainty in your life and you don’t regain that by accepting the opinions of others as some how superior to your ability to choose what you know is good for you. 

Allow your family to know that they are loved in all the ways that they need to be loved in order to know themselves as being whole and wholesome and holy. Allow the love of all “that” to come through you to them.

It is I who created myself as I am and I had a very good reason for doing it.

Man’s search for meaning ends in beauty, for when you have found beauty, you have found truth as best it can be in form and beauty in form is a sublime way to experience life, your life.

Know the beauty in the formless, know the way of beauty, because the way of beauty is the way of salvation. Save me Beauty; bless me with your presence, show me all that you are, tell me all that you know, allow me to see life as an expression of you. Beauty, bless me, mold me, frame me, move me into an appreciation for all that life is in such a way that I move through life in harmony with all life, because I am in harmony with myself.

Being in harmony within yourself is a good first step to your freedom. Allow internal harmony to be that which you know yourself as. Allow the knowing of you to be a harmonious self realization. Allow the knowing of you to be a celebration, to be a wonder, to be a gift and a blessing to yourself and to others. Allow the wonder of you to be a wonderful way for you to be present as: to experience yourself being and to know as the truth of yourself. 

Everything naturally comes into a harmonic resonance with everything else. When one knows himself as truth all others notice and begin to choose to resonate with that truth themselves, until it is revealed within themselves as the truth that has always been moving them. Regardless of their idea of of who and what they were, that which moved them was always love. Now that they know that; they open up to reveal the possibilities of what that can be for them.

Know yourself as the love that knows you truly. 

You’re not only human, your something much more than that: your beauty, waiting for the opportunity to be personified by opening your consciousness to knowing the divine way that is already flowing within you. You can do it, you’ll get through “this” on the way to knowing what it is to to be at home within yourself, to be free to be the extraordinary being that is possible for you and me to be here, with each other and for ourselves. 

Allow the moon to steal you away on flights of fancy, showing you the way to the stars and enlightening your mind within the shadows of your being. 

“I had a great way for making my life the way that it is, but I forgot it and have sense moved on in confusion, so what’s a guy to do?”

Well, you must regain certainty in your life and you don’t regain that by accepting the opinions of others as somehow superior to your own ability to choose what you know is good for you. 

Allow your family to know that they are loved in all the ways that they need to be loved in order to know themselves as being whole, wholesome and holy. Allow the love of all “that” to come through you to them. 

The Transcendent You.

Take a good look at everything within yourself that has a condescending attitude towards you. Include in this your own sense of self from moment to moment. Realize that it is your own sense of self that organizes reality the way that it is around you. Your reality is as it is because of the sense of self that you have developed and chosen. So, if life is to change at all for the better for you, you have to take a look not at life as it is for you, but at “you” as you are for yourself: you look at that and you feel the you that you are and you “look” at the you that you are and you feel and you look and you look and you feel, until “who you are” has a cathartic release and realizes that who it has been, has not been the truth of itself. 

So, what do you do with that information once you realize that it’s your truth and yet life seems to not get any better for you?

Well, you just feel you and you look at it and you look at the “feeling of you,” that “feeling of me,” that feeling we have when we feel what it is to be ourselves here. Before there can be a transcendent you, there has to be a you that takes responsibility for the you that you are in this moment and says: “yes, I am here as that,” I am here as that and I can look at that and say; thats a step in the right direction. Admitting that we are as we are and not trying to be anything other than exactly what we are and thereby moving in authenticity. Moving in an authentic and profound way, we allow ourselves our reality in such a way that reality choose to free us and to no longer expect that we will continue to be the “us” that we have been here. 

We need to be responsible for treating others well here and for making sure that others treat us well also. The purpose of every problem and issue that you have is to have you focus your attention and awareness on it until it fully reveals itself to you as a way to beautifully step into this reality and to be a profound benefit to it. The “who I am” that I am being here is entirely responsible for the life experience that I have here. So, feel that responsibility here within yourself and own it, because that is the only way for you to walk in your truth here is for you to be the owner, the creator and the sole architect of your reality. Unless you “own” your reality in that way, there is no-way for you to transcend it.

In order for you to transcend all things you have to actually allow that to be real to you. If you want a transcendental reality for yourself, then you have to willingly allow 

Yourself to transcend all of the realities that you come across, because if they are less than transcendent, then its not something that you can hold onto as a meaningful part of your reality. 

“This is my creation,” this is “my” creation, this is “my creation, should be what you realize within each step that you take through life every day and in every moment. Step by step, a movement through an interaction with this reality in a way that you totally surrender to the truth of yourself being fully revealed, until the truth that has actually been true for you is true no more, because you will have transcended all that had comprised that creation, because you had embraced a reality where you control it with your love and your wisdom and your understanding of not interfering with what people determine is beneficial to them and in that grace of allowing other people to choose who and what they are, we are then allowed free choice for ourselves to be whatever we choose to know of our ultimate and eternal truth and that is that there is no difference between us and God, there is no separation, there is no understanding  more or less between any-part of what is me and any-part what is God that is “something else” other than me. But, whatever it “all is,” it comes together beautifully in the realization that this reality is your creation. (certainly the one that you are imposing on the body that you are utilizing here.) 

It is through your beingness that you impose an uncomfortable reality upon yourself here. You don’t have to be a loser here, you don’t have to be unable, you don’t have to be incapable, you don’t have to be known as something that is less than reliable, less than competent. The truth is that we’re not doing well here and as we “own” that truth by allow our consciousness to permeate all that we are that was created by that choice of personality here. Until we realize within ourselves all that we have created ourselves to be here, we’re not moving beyond it a bit. So, just realize that you have been incredibly inept, incredibly disrespectful to others, incredibly stupid in your lack of wisdom in knowing that there are none wiser that you. Realize the truth of that: “there are none wiser than you,” “there are none holier than you,” realize that and then you will find freedom within yourself, because if there are none holier than you then that means that you have gone into instant harmony with the holiest of all of us and when you support the holiest in all of us, then the holiest in each of us has a chance for a happy and welcome homecoming in our efforts to awaken here and isn’t that what your life has been about up until not? A consistent effort to awaken here or one to go further unconscious because you couldn’t figure out how to awaken?

How you awaken is by looking at yourself here and experiencing the you that you are, that you are interacting with this reality as and when you open to experiencing exactly what you are here; then you have moved through the “horrible” things that you are and as you look at them fully and experience them: they cease to exist as something that is a hinderance to your consciousness or to your enjoyment of life here. You’re forgiven and so the first step of your transcendence is to “own” the you that you are here: no matter how painful it is, you just say, “yes, that’s me, that’s my life and that’s my interaction with this reality: one of fear, one of conflict, one of anger, a cesspool of consciousness. 

“Whatever it is that I am going to do here, I am going to do divinely.” But, first you have to take responsibility for being the one that created the reality as it is for you. Then as you do that: you open to the possibility that you can begin to deal with reality here in a way that will be beneficial to you. Your not that far off base from where you can be recovered in the hearts and minds of the people that you interact with here. You’re more the nutty professor than you are something that is not worthy of recovery. You are worthy of recovery and thats really the only message that we have for you here is that a divine beings failure, can never be absolute, because regardless of the level of consciousness chosen, it cannot ever be negated that your origin and your native consciousness is one of a transcendently divine, unconditional love, for yourself and for all creation and in that love for all that is, (Including the you that you are) there is found a freedom here where reality interacts with you on a divine level.You are the one who created the fact that you couldn’t have that for yourself. Your also the one who can uncreate it, because what you choose to create is made so and what you choose to un-create by observing it until it is enlightened, is by your will as well, by your choice, by your understanding of what it is that you wish to achieve and participate in, in this reality. Why would God do that? And, why would the rest of us not be willing to know that also in a Godly way?

Allow yourself to open up to, to receive and explore, the universal cause of creation; the orgasmic nature of all reality. Ecstasy is the creator and cause of our reality. Know it within yourself if you want to know yourself as being free, or being wise in the understanding of this reality, because wouldn’t the “wise man” find a way for reality to be “blooming within him” in a way that all other points of view of reality are validated and allowed to be free so that they can then be left behind and transcended by those that you deal with here? Allow them to move beyond what they are, so that your interactions with them can proceed on an enlightened level. Allow others to shift into enlightenment, effortlessly, easily, naturally. Allow reality to be naturally divine. 

If you go into a constant state of consciousness where your ongoing realization is you’re the one that’s not allowing it to be better than “this”, that will be what allows you to open and receive and get to know and then flow freely the divine within yourself. “I’m the one that is not allowing this to be better for myself than this”. I’m the one who is responsible and the responsibility is “active” and so all I have to do then is be actively aware of who I am that is allowing reality to be exactly as it is right now for me. Well, I’m the one that has to do that first, because I first have to come into being at peace with my life being as it is. I have to choose to bless myself within my life as it is, to perceive that my life is in fact a blessing to myself, to see that it is a beautiful thing that I am here.

You don’t have to allow reality to be as it is for you one second beyond the time that you take to observe exactly what it is for you here. As soon as you observe it dispassionately, you will realize that you are the cause and creator of your reality and once you stop blaming others for reality being the way that it is: you have opened the doorway to your transcendent nature coming through. 

“I’m the one that is making it better here is the reality that you want for yourself, believe me. If that’s not true of you, then who could ever want to have you be part of their reality, really? How do you heal yourself? By allowing yourself to be God in your degraded state of being. Incongruent? Yes. Incredible? Yes. But transformative for your experience here of life? Absolutely, thats what does it.

For my life I now have my hand on the throttle and I can now take it as fast as I am comfortable, in terms of expressing and embodying a transcendent and loving presence here as more of the truth of what I am than what I have been.

See life divinely

You are what you are, now let enlightenment happen anyway and allow something beautiful to come through you into the world.

Christ is an arbitrary name for a state of being, all who are Christ conscious are the same and one and All have saved themselves by taking on themselves a life of divinity.

“I have created my life and I am un-creating it by allowing for transcendence to be known to me, within me and in harmony with me.”

Your beginning to see reality from a healthy perspective when you see it divinely.

Don't allow your efforts to improve yourself be wrapped in a blanket of unworthiness, instead embrace your unworthiness as it is, with the divine awareness and presence that is the truth that moves eternity for you as an aspect of your expression here.

God is with me and God is with you.

The more that we each realize this within ourselves. the better we become in every way. If an individual has fully realized this within himself then he walks in God and god is realized in him. Your own magnificence is not known to yourself until you know God within you.

Now this doesn't mean that God is for one and against another, it can just appear that way sometimes when you observe the grace, love, peace and joy in one who walks with God and the fear, hate anger and conflict that rule you when you do not.

Within the heart and mind of ultimate truth

If personal freedom is what you desire to experience for yourself, the way to experience that is to recognize it as soon as you start to solidify into identifying yourself as a personality and then immediately look at that personality objectively and see that it is separate from you: “your feeling is that,” “you’re identified as that” and then you look at that and see it as a “something” that is somewhat less than the truth of you and so as you look at that something and then realize that it is not you: it dissolves and fades away. 

Since you have identified yourself as “you,” as this “feeling that you recognize as being definitive and defining of you: creating you as a finite presence here,” Feel It… Yes, thats me and as you look and feel: you see that it shifts and changes, as soon as you put your consciousness on it objectively with an open awareness.

So what do you do when you know that the truth of you changes as soon as you become consciously aware of what it is you perceive your truth to be? Perceive your truth exactly as you believe it is, observe it with your every sense and then let it go as you observe it being the pretense that it really is and notice that it frees you into something so much more than that. 

For myself I am letting go of who I have been talking to you as: realizing that this identity is just one more in a long line of pretenses and Identities that I have taken on and said: ”this is me.” It was only just a workable idea of what it is to be human here: “Pretending to be who we present ourselves to others as being.” 

Is there a time where a human such as yourself could experience a whole new state of being? One that is expansive and expanded from what you have been experiencing and encompassing all that that has been and yet opening your mind to infinite possibilities and actualities and beginning to know those as your own.

What happens to your idea of self when “you” experience infinite realities and know them as your own? Well, there has to be some kind of shift take place, my question is: can you find out how to make it a wonderful one? One that we would all celebrate, one that we would all admire? Can you shift yourself in such away that “we would all like to be you?” 

Well, I will have to take a look at that myself. I certainly don’t want to promote that to anybody, but at the same time I can’t help but say that I choose it for myself anyway, just for my own benefit and experience: to know what it is to know what it is to be transcendent in your presence here. Wouldn’t we all like to know what that is for ourselves as out own experience of life and reality and our own identity within that and beyond that? 

Why not know an identity of yourself that knows what it is to know the infinite and to be present, aware and knowing as a consciousness that knows everything everywhere: within and without all realities, dimensions and universes? I think that it would be great to know ourselves from that level of freedom. What would it be like to have that level of consciousness inhabiting our body as us? 

Well, it seem reasonable that if you want to know your ultimate possibilities, you have to look for them within the heart and mind of ultimate truth and infinite love, compassion and joy for all thing being exactly what they are and yet at the same time, being that catalyst, that touchstone, that spark that inspires each of us here to awaken into our opening into the reality of heaven on earth here ourselves and knowing ourselves therein as that. That Identity that knows what it is to know self divinely.  

Take a look at that within yourself. Is there not enough space within yourself to know yourself divinely within any space within you? Is there not space within you already within you where the divine is well known, willing to be known and shone as yours? I think that we will take a break and see if we have somebody coming to talk with us.

You don't need to label the divine.

That which has defined you is your darkness, your judgement of and condemnation of others which has resulted in a reality of self condemnation for you.

Awaken within your condemnation of self and you will have realized a divine truth: you are free when you are a blessing to self and others. Self first and then sharing your divine freedom for the use and benefit of another who wishes the same for himself.

If you have any burdens, realize that you have them, that you don't want them and that whatsoever is divine will take them from you through your remembrance and realization of the divine self and your open connection with them. Praise Jesus and his success in having a heavenly host of divine beings for each of our teaching and comfort while we still persist in maintaining our fallen state of consciousness, praise Buddha.

Do not to try to "vet" the divine from an admitted condition of being less than the divine yourself, because you can't do it or understand it and it isn't necessary because if you simply give yourself to unconditional love, then it will come through what ever it is you are open to and connected with.

Observe unconditional love flowing to you from your connections in life, all of them.

It works if you are open to it to give yourself to Christ, (if the divine Christ is what you are really giving yourself to.) It cant just be the idea of it, you actually have to receive Christ within the temple of your body, mind, heart and soul. It's not so obvious to a Christian who believes but does not know or knows and yet does not receive the divine Christ with himself, is that anyone as equally divine as Christ (as all would be if they were as Christ wished for for them) would be as effective as Christ to surrender to if their love is as infinite and unconditional as Christ's, saving you in the light of their truth and being in absolute support of your light and truth being known to you. Praise the Christ-ed you: the rebirth of divinity on earth.

When your way is beyond your understanding, give your direction of it it to that which understands divinely absolutely.

If you give yourself to Christ as a way to save yourself, you have to do it until you are as Christ, otherwise he didn't actually take you as his own did he? I'm not saying he can't, I'm just saying that I have never met anyone who had giving themselves so completely to Christ that I could know Christ completely in them. If you can do so, it will work! If not, find your way, do what works for you and if nothing does work for you in awakening into divine knowing: then quit looking for your guidance from a consciousness born of this reality and find one existing in divine freedom instead. 

You don't need to label the divine, you have only the need to experience it acting upon, through and then as you.

Jesus knew his divinity by seeing it in everything else that he experienced

Whatever you have faith in that is observably divine, 

Whatever you can feel good about giving your burdens to that is willing and able to take them, to unburden you from the confusions that you are operating under, Whatever it is that saves you from yourself: from the self imposed reality as it is for you. 

Whatever it is that will move you gracefully, joyfully and lovingly, 

Whatever it is that can do that for you: “God bless you, do that.”

Bless God wherever you see God. 

Thank God for all that is glorious, 

for all that is normal and mundane and 

for all that is corrupt and ugly. 

Thank God for that, thank god for that. 

Thank God for that and you will awaken in that and stir the slumber of a God who has gone unconscious of self and has chosen to exist as a degraded thing. So, God bless God for that, because since we know that God is “the whole” and the causal aspect of life as it is here and that god is infinitely able to do as God wishes, then thank God that God is behind all that is and present within all:

within the horror, 

within the ugliness, 

within the despair, 

within the rage and 

within the darkness of all of us. 

Thank God, that God is there for you in the densest, ugliest and most uncomfortable state that you find yourself in. Thank God, because God is there with you. Thank God, because God is there as you, not observably so of course even in your own eyes. But in the eyes of God, God knows the truth of you. God knows the truth of you, do you? Do you? 

Are you going to argue for a point of view that is in opposition to another one? If you’re going down that road then you are going to find your way limited by an oppositional belief system. One that condemns you to loss, because that’s what you condemn your enemy to with your mind, with your intention, with your behavior. You wish your enemies failure. Try wishing for their success instead. Wish for their success in finding the truth within themselves. 

Within your own heart lies the truth that can lighten and enlighten all of humanity and will. 

Surrender to God in you, 

within yourself, 

within all that you perceive yourself to be. 

Willingly surrender all that you are to God in this moment and allow God to take all that suppresses you, that compresses you, that condemns you, that agrees with the premise that you should be disabled here, that you should be unaware and unconscious, ineffective and opposed in almost every way. 

Suppose for a moment that God can be observed in you, well, can it? Can I see God in me? Can I see God in you? 

When we can see God in each other: then and there we are free and not until.

When you condemn another in their chosen belief system: then you my brother have not realized the truth of your own, for if you knew the truth for that which you give your reverence to, then the truth of all that that is would be known by You and as You as well, for when God’s truth is known... is shone to you and you open and embrace all that that is, then you will have had to realize the infinite potential of God within yourself. 

“To thine own self be true, to the God within you.” 

May you celebrate your own awakening of God as you. 

Hi Donna,

Do you want to talk or shall I talk to myself?

Donna: talk to yourself. I’m talked out for the day. 

One other option would be for you to relax a little bit.

Donna: I am relaxed.

With me.

Donna: I am relaxed with you.

You know what I do when I smoke: I talk about consciousness and how we can experience ourselves as something more magnificent than what we are experiencing  ourselves as in this moment. OK?

Donna: Yes. 

That Joy that you have in witnessing Christ and what that does for you: embrace that and even more than that, embrace Christ within you.

Donna: I do every day, all day.

OK, can you feel that merger and that union within yourself?

Donna: of course, If I didn’t I wouldn’t be reminded from the moment I wake up, why I woke up and what my job is for the day and who it is that I need to pray for and never forget it and keep doing it all day until something happens because he is with us and we know that he is there.

And that works for you?

And he knows that we are with him, so he is with us. If were not with him, he is not with us, you do know that?

Here’s what I know: I am happy for you and in what you have described and I am happy for myself for my own experiences, for my own experience of that which is beautiful and sublime and loving.

Donna: when I started praying this last week for him to acknowledge that work that is trying to be done in his honor, I said “please let it flow” please give us the right way so that we can function.

Yes.

Donna: Let it happen, please be with us so that we can be reminded why we are doing this.

Beautifully said, thank you. 

Donna: He understood that and if you paid attention you will know is about all to come forth. You calm right down when you know. When you know he’s with you and you know he is walking with you, you don’t have to worry about “oh my God, what is going to happen next week or the week after or the month after. You don’t have to worry, all that stupp will come magically drifting right on through the flow. Think about it, you already know.

Wouldn’t that be a wonderful experience? 

Donna: it is in his time.

It doesn’t matter who’s time it is in if the experience of that is…

Donna: you as a person have to realize that just because you asked for it today doesn’t mean that it will happen for you today. It may be a week, he may want you to go through something, he may want you to feel something.

But if at the same time He’s willing to be with you and to be in support of you in all of that, as long as you are living that as you r experience of your interaction with Christ: then your experiences don’t matter because you are supported in them in your own consciousness. 

Donna: and you know not to worry. If you are a true believer you don’t have to worry: it will happen as it is suppost to, when it is suppost to. He moves pretty quickly for me, for some reason. He moves quickly for me when I focus really hard on something I don’t have to wait too long for it. I have had a great year of him showing me who he is in moments that I was flat down.  

What was it that made you decide to go with Christianity over Judaism? 

Donna: I didn’t do that, I didn’t go for one over the other. I am both. Just like the jews for Jesus. I will show you a movement of Messianic Jews that believe that the only way to get to God is through Jesus, which is not the teaching of the old testament, but other things are coming out so there is a big movement. Jesus is Jewish, he was the most kind and loving Jew that there ever was: he fought for the people. The old testament is filed with the stories of Jesus and what he did. 

The new testament is.

Donna: no it is the old testament, the new testament is just the resurrection and then on. 

The new testament is the life of Christ and the Old Testament is the prediction of the life of Christ. 

Donna: all the stories of the life of Jesus is in the Old testament too. Yes, they are. 

Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. 

Donna: the new testament is from the resurrection. When they said.

From his birth.

Donna:from when Jesus came back after he died on the cross. Thats the point where the Jews don’t believe it. That is the part where they stop. They believe everything in the old testament, they believe nothing in the new Testament, because their thing is that if everybody didn’t see the resurrection of Jesus coming back to life, then it wasn’t a miracle and it didn’t happen. Thats what they believe.

When you witness to somebody what the truth is that you experience, to those who receive it and it changes their lives, how does that  happen? How are you able to communicate it in such a way that they receive it openly and actually get the benefit that you wish for for them? 

Donna: I think that for every one of them it is different. There are different things that happen at different times. Charles went to Church with me and he was very religious when he was young, he just lost his way with drugs and drinking. I just told him: Charles you need to go to church with me and he did.

We have all done those things.

Donna: I’m not saying we haven’t done them, but he was in the middle of a crisis, we all have different illnesses and sicknesses.

 Thats for sure. 

Donna: My pastor used to say: “my church is the hospital this is where sick people come to get well”

Thats nice. My experience of church has been more in a manner of where I became a skeptic because it seemed to be only pretenses, not actual experiences of love and beauty and spirit.

Donna: you were in the wrong one. When you get in the right one you feel it immediately when you get in there it is just magic.

People who truly want to open up and experience the divine acting on them and through them and with them.

Donna: they will find the way.

You should be able to find that anywhere.

Donna; you can.

Yourself, within yourself and by yourself. 

Donna: you can, but you never have the total experience.

Why not?

Donna: I don’t think that you can have the total experience all by yourself. It grows in the learning and experiencing a different class of people.

Of course you’re going to be interacting there, but Christ didn’t become his fullness through the teachings of the rabbis he was listening to. He did it with his own communion with God.

Donna: and he had his own church. 

Not really, he had twelve disciples.  

Donna: he had his own church too, I was in it. I was in his church in Jerusalem standing in the first church he preached in. I know that to be a fact because I stood there. 

Your leading away from what my intention was for you.

Donna: what was your intention?

My intention for you was for us not to talk about ideas with each other.

Donna: thats not an idea, thats a fact. 

Its information and intended to educate me and to help me understand something that seems more of an academic truth in looking at it than the experience of the divine itself in this moment. What I am asking you is: to the degree that you have felt Christ being a blessing to you, could you put your awareness on that right now and tell me what that feels like for you? What does the love of Christ as you open to receive it, what does that do for you?

Donna: I think it is a peacefulness where you know that no matter what you face, there isn’t anything that you cannot deal with, with grace and honor and that you have a compassionate heart through the lessons of what ever path he is taking you down.

Feel that experience right now and tell me what the feeling  of it is.

Donna: it is peace, I don’t know how to explain it. 

As it moves through you, you relax and you’re at ease?

Donna: and calm, yes. 

Well, I would love that.

Donna: and if you get into a situation that might not be so wonderful and you find yourself in a state of turmoil.

I’m there what do I do?

Donna: you learn real quickly how to reduce that almost immediately and just take a breath and then the better parts come. Remove’s the nasty things and the outside forces that come in through your life. Which is evil and people and the things that they say and do and you just know, that just like him in my mind when these things happen to me, I always think about the days before they put him on the cross: how they spit on him, how they lied about him, how they kicked him and how they tried to destroy him.

Tell me what your experience of Christ is,now in this moment.

Donna: I don’t have an experience right now in this moment.

Can you if you ask him to? 

Donna: of course if I did.

Would you be willing to open and experience Christ and describe it to me so I can understand your experience as you are experiencing it? If I can observe the divine Christ communing with you in this moment, then I can begin to understand exactly what that is and know what hat can do for me.

Donna: I usually do it with music.  If I’m not asking for something, or I’m not thanking him for something and I’m just thinking about him, then I do it through music and I sing and get my feeling through song.

What about just feeling his presence within you right now and telling me what that feels like.

Donna, I already did, it is peace and calm and a knowing that everything is OK and will be OK. 

So that peace and calm is what you are experiencing within yourself right now?

Donna: its what I have all of the time. 

OK

Unless there is a force coming at me and then I have to deal with it, but it doesn’t last long.

So you can live in the moment, you can deal with effectively as it comes at you and at the same time your always connected to Christ and knowing that everything’s OK? Donna: Yes.

Well, thats a beautiful thing.

Donna: I think that it takes time because you’re learning  and learning and learning and you never stop learning.

And you don’t think that there is any other way for somebody who is born and raised in another faith and has been observant of and in reverence of God as he has been taught and seen in his family and is as true as he can be to the truth that he knows or believes. Lets assume that they are that true to within themselves in regards to the love of God…

Donna: well they say there are more paths to him than one, so I think that there are more paths to him than one. 

Yes, I just wanted and openness within you to acknowledge the fact that God can move as God wishes within each of our lives. 

Donna: of course.

And,regardless of our knowledge of Christ, if one does not know that Christ exists, then God has to be able to move…

Donna: through what ever else.

Through what ever it is that they are open to that they are willing to recognize as the unconditional love of a divine presence, without regard to putting a name on it and saying who it is and the living being: the man that is lost, fallen and confused, can by any name, call upon the divine and receive communion with God and awaken to a remembrance of his truth to the point that he doesn’t have to live here as a corrupt, disappointed or unhappy person.

Donna: Umhmm

If we open to God as what we are, where we are, who we are and do it in this moment then there is no reason why God would refuse you.

Donna: yes.

So anyone can do it at any time.

Donna: yes.

And God would respond to the degree that they are open to receiving him. 

Donna: yes.

I’m just suggesting that in your celebration and in the effectiveness of your witnessing the Christ within you as that has been for you: allow for God to move for everyone.

Donna:  of course.

In what ever way.

Donna: in what ever way. We are not allowed to judge.

Thank God, please don’t. I was watching that Dexter series on Netflix over the last year. 

Donna: I don’t know what that is.

He is a serial murderer and has a serial murderer girl friend.

Donna:  is it fake the whole thing?

Yes.

Donna:  our pastor would never allow us to watch something like that.

I want to address that in a minute.

Donna: he would say that would be the work of the devil, the movie people.

Wait on that for a moment and let me tell you what his girl friend said and that was: “trust and believe in somebody that is searching for the truth, but doubt all those who say that they have found it.” It is in the searching for truth that one finds it, not in the description of it, not in the retelling of it. It is the experience of searching for the truth of God where one finds their union with God and it is that union that transforms, not the description of the union in talking about it to someone else. So how, without words can we allow that which we have experienced as the divine working within us, how do we share that with someone else so that they can have the same experience? It has to be experientially, because words are only descriptions of things and not the things themselves. For a person to know God…

Donna:  why do you have to pay attention to anything that she said?

Who said?

Donna: Whoever you were quoting out of that show that you watched, because that was just made up nonsense. You don’t have to not use words, you can use words and the reason that we have them is because we are supposed to use them, we are supposed to witness, that is our job. It is, so why would you not use them?

Here’s why…

Donna: Why? Why do you wan’t to make it complicated when it’s not? 

It’s not complicated, you’re making it complicated with words. What I’m trying to ...

Donna: no.

Yes, you are. We have words and we can use them and we cansay wonderful things and horrible things with them.

Donna: yes.

And we can describe every experience that it is possible to experience on Earth, but, we can’t actually experience it when we are communicating the ideal of something. We actually have to open to the experience of it and live as that experience in order to be able to share it effectively with others. 

Donna: Well, for sure. It’s a fact.

And all I’m asking you for is…

Donna: you do use your words.

Of course, but I’m only concerned with you and I right now in this moment and I don’t want to battle about ideas, I want to explore possibilities. 

Donna: it’s not an idea.

I want to explore possibilities, are you willing to? 

Donna: I would have to show somebody something…

No

Donna: without using words?

No, its just me and you. Its only me and you talking right now.

Donna: What is it that you are asking for me to do because we are using our words right now? If we are not going to use words, what are we talking about? 

I want you to listen to me as I say my words then. 

Donna: I did listen.

Right now. 

Donna: I am listening to you right now. I’m sitting right here. I’m hearing every word you say. So how am I not listening to your words? 

You just keep talking.

Donna: Oh so you want to have a one way conversation? You want to be like Neal was the other night? 

We’re…

Donna: You want to be like him and have his ideas.

Your saying all the words. 

Vi think your saying plenty of them too. I have to write David a letter because it is getting late, it is 11:40

OK. It is getting late. Thanks. 

Donna: its late.

Ha ha. Wow, wow. So much good and wonderful and so much density combined with that. What are we to do? How do we share the divine with another? One who is so stuck in stories that they can’t open to sharing their experience of a divine Christ with someone who is asking for it. They want to describe the wonders in words, but not to show Gods love for them, moving through them as Christ consciousness opening them to being a living expression of Christ consciousness. 

What would occur to you if you allowed that for yourself? How would your body react to your opening to that within you? 

There would certainly be a dramatic transformation and wouldn’t it be interesting if you allowed that for yourself? 

Allow yourself to be as Christ would wish for you right now. God wishes for you all that he is and can ever be. He wishes the same for you as he experiences himself/herself to be and better if that is possible and of course that is possible: its all expanding infinitely, which means that it just keeps getting better and better for God, which means that you get better to because you are also God and you get better to the degree that you experience God within yourself. 

And, so yes I do say a lot of words, but I also focus on the experience of that which is behind those words and open to “that” being that which brings freedom to me, brings awareness to me and changes this body from being a prison into being a temple: from misery into joy and peace and grace and love. 

Open and allow the divine to be you and, look: here I am denying it within myself even as I say the words that could be creating a wonder within myself, I condemn myself to failure in manifesting the divine in me. What do you choose for yourself? Because if you choose to have God be free in you and for you to be a wholly, holy, wholesome temple of that which loves unconditionally, of that which is glorious beyond description: you the living vessel of the mind of God. Who could ask for anything more? Who should settle for anything less? No one. For in that are we all set free. For in that is humanity remembered as a glorious thing by all who perceive humanity to be themselves, others and otherwise different from them. 

If you conceive God within yourself, then the blessing of God is flowing to me from you and for me, that is something I welcome. Thank you God, for awakening within you. Thank you God for awakening as you, as this, as us, as our environment and even as me. Thank you God, yes, you are free to be your glorious truth within the body that clearly doesn’t deserve you from any judgmental point of view, but from the point of view of whole truth, of a timeless love that embraces all to experience the Glory of God: from there is where I open to receive all that is within the me that I know as myself. 

Open to the truth of God being known within yourself, by yourself, for yourself, as yourself and for others and as others for themselves and for you. Allow God to be true within each of us. What a wondrous thing that is isn’t it? Allow yourself to awaken and share a divine reality that we are experiencing in this moment. Hmm, Mmm. Well, there is certainly a transition that has to occur here within me for all of what I have described to be true within this moment, but moment by moment: I allow that to be more true. So at what point do I actually experience my reality as the divine? As heaven on Earth? When I allow it all to be true, when I allow it all to be God and when I allow all that can be experienced here by me to be God: then God can be true in me, because it is true in everything else.

Jesus knew his divinity by seeing it in everything else that he experienced and so did every other being that ever experienced itself divinely. It experienced the glories of heaven on earth, the redemption of their consciousness to encompass all that is divine and all that is polarized or lets say this: experienced all polarity divinely. Saw it divinely, knew it divinely, interacted with it divinely and received it divinely with the recognition of the truth of God moving as what ever it was that seemed so ungodly. When you can see God in that which you detest, in that which you hate, in that which everyone would surely condemn, when you can see God within that: then God is free in you and you are free to know the divine as yourself. Isn’t that what we should really be looking for: to know the divine within ourselves and all that would mean? When we take all the labels off of it, when we let all of the stories fall away, when we simply choose to open and drink of the divine nectar of the Gods and know ourselves as one of them thereby: its quite a transition to make isn’t it? But, isn’t it worth opening into that experience so that one can transition, transform, transcend all that we have been, be redeemed and reborn, reawakened and remembered as God, as Christ, as Jesus would want us to be: to be the glory of Christ ourselves? He within us, divinely free, divinely glorious, hmm. 

Ahh, how may we know the divine within ourselves in this moment? The truth is in your nose. The knowing of God is known by the nosy who are focused there on God.

Breathe God within yourself, ahh, breathe God within yourself: give freedom to God to move within you as you do your blood and oxygen. Allow God to be moving through you as that, as that which nourishes you, holds you, cleanses you. Allow God to be within you as that. Infinitely there, loving and supportive of you, blessing you in every cell.  

Apparently I have nothing more to say, so to sum this up: when you are stopped and struggling and know that you are confused; stop thinking about anything and put your awareness on God. Willingly experience God, in your surroundings, in this second, in this moment. Its the only one you have , its the only place where freedom can be experienced. It can’t be experienced in the past or in the future unless it’s known by you in the present. So, allow yourself to know divine freedom within yourself, not momentarily, but in this moment. Its the only one you have. Allow the divine within you.