Heaven is at home in me.

Part one.

Who am I that I have to be the guardian of that which would be the immediate betterment of me? 

Why would I be so suspicious of the sublime and yet so unconscious in my open welcoming of malevolence and trickery? 

What is the basis of our predisposition to make self destructive choices? 

How do we bring that to the light, so that we may see our truth in the light of clarity and awareness that we know, that which we used to wish to know? 

How do we allow ourselves to improve to the point that we know what we wished to know?

Just let yourself, just let yourself. 

Don’t commit to an improvement that you don’t know and understand: commit only to an improvement of the moment that you are in, to the greatest degree that you are comfortable in receiving it. 

Be comfortable with that. 

Be happy to improve in each moment to the exact amount that you are most comfortable receiving. This way you are not making any deals or agreements to a course of action that you may not be willing to deliver on. Just commit to do what you are comfortable doing in each moment, with the absolute permission and ability to change your mind in the next and go in the opposite direction if you wish. 

So, In your wish for self improvement, don’t think about the future: think about the present. Think about the presence: how much more conscious you be in the present? 

How conscious can you comfortably be in your current embodiment? 

Don’t make any future plans, its just for now: right now in this moment. 

How conscious can you be in this moment? 

It’s nice, to choose only for the moment, because you don’t have to decide wether or not your going to have to restrain yourself in the future for having made a bad choice. Your not going to have to decide to take another direction, because you are only choosing for now: for right now is your only choice. Your choosing for the highest amount of consciousness that you can be comfortable with, in This Moment. Not any other moment in time: not in the past, not in the future, but in this moment: how conscious can you be comfortable being here? In this moment of time that you are currently experiencing: how conscious can you comfortably be here? How much more conscious than you are in this moment can you instantly be than that and be comfortable with it? And, be comfortable continuing to maintain the increase of consciousness in each moment?

OK, take a small quantum jump to a more aware, a more conscious awareness of who and what you are: take that leap of the greatest expansion that you can be and maintain your comfort with it and then keep choosing to be comfortable with the expansion of your awareness, the expansion of your consciousness, the depth of your understanding, the wonder of “your wisdom” you know. Be comfortable in knowing your reality, where it becomes a joyful one for you. Know your reality and take joy in it. Making it easy for the others that you interact with here, where if they are successful you benefit: make it as easy as possible for them to be successful: allow them the freedom that they need to easily succeed. Whatever it takes for you to bless them to be free: to assist them in ways that are very unlikely to be “Bad” for you and very likely to be “good” for you. Give people their freedom in those circumstances and you can be free in yours. Free to know what you should be supporting here, what you should be encouraging. Free to know that there is a path of joy here for you and free to know that the path of joy is easily yours to walk: to walk in Your joy here, to experience life as a wonderful thing. Your life as a wonderful thing. 

That should be your preferred experience in this life: that your life is a wonderful thing, a  wondrous thing, a thing of wonder to your self: really a Wow, a wow. Realizing that the entire universe is your loving mother: M.O.M W.O.W. Mom, wow. Put them together and what do you have?

MOM

WOW,

Wow mom, I’m your son. Thats what you have. Wow mom, I’m your daughter. Wow mom, my mother is the universally loving Goddess of creation and the wise and comforting God of destruction: a destruction that frees your consciousness even more, instead of destroying it. One that unshackles you from the reality of your body and returns to you the freedom of truly being free. Your able to be aware of yourself as that and with your consciousness here able to be aware of yourself as that limitless and free being that you are separate from your embodiment. Since your able to connect to that beingness now, why not just say: Yes, thats OK for me to have an established connection with that, with the divine. 

The divine and I are: 

free to be one, 

free to be together, 

free to be in union, 

free to be in harmony, 

free to be free with each other: the divine free in me and in you and we in turn free in the divine. The divine moving the divine, the divine allowing the divine to move, the divine union of spirit and body. The embodied spirit of the divine: is you. 

Lets see… Steve wanted me to make sure that this is being properly reverential and deferring to God the father: where this is not taking glory unto ourselves. So, what will glorify God most? Would it not be us accepting his glory as he wishes us too? That there not be a difference between us and Christ? That the acknowledgement of his divinity is what Christ did here. Is acknowledging your own divinity something that you shouldn’t do, when you are saying that you are willing to follow Gods instructions for yourself and be ye as Christ was? Christ took upon himself, welcomed, took responsibility for and then existed as: divinity. The embodiment of God is what he became know as and what he in fact was, because all of the consciousness that was less than that in him chose to be free, in God, choose to be freed by God, choose to be the temple of God and thus caused the consciousness of the body to be divinely free. 

Allow all of the consciousness within your embodiment to welcome that blessing themselves, to welcome the blessing of divine freedom as themselves. Allow the free flow of divine freedom: for you to be divinely blessed by others who are in fact divine and for that divinity to bring you to a realization to bring you to a realization of your own transcendent nature, your own divine purity. When your divine, pure, nature is known as the consciousness of your embodiment, your reality becomes divine here as an embodies consciousness: thats what Christ did, he realized himself as the divine, he self realized as the embodiment of God.

Now you are told over and over again that you should be “Christ like,” that you’re supposed to follow Christ and be as her is: be ye one with me, even as I am one with the father. Thats what Christ wanted for you and yet your saying its somehow being disrespectful to God to actually do what God wants you to do, that somehow thats disrespecting God if you allow him to transmute in you that which is less able than divine consciousness, transmute what it is in that and what is it in that, that creates a level of “not being worthy?”

It’s confusion, thats all. Its identifying with and accepting things as truth that are lies and since you don’t know what they are and since you do know that this reality is rife with and nearly filled with false assumptions: let this life go. Theres nothing that you can know of you experiencing yourself as the ultimate truth of your divine nature by learning that from somebody else that’s not that here and you don’t know, you don’t know if any of them can teach you the experience of truth. How can they? How can that which does not know its truth in that moment, that’s trying to explain something to you, thats trying to tell you that you are not something more than you are experiencing in that moment. Is that what you want to be the truth? The continued experience that you are not living your truth?

No, its time for you to enjoy life and be joyful, because your here truly as a wonderful thing for yourself to experience and for others to experience. The world is here to experience you as a wonderful addition to the group: Yea, he’s on our team! Isn’t that what being a benefit to the world would result in: appreciation from those who are benefited, who’s lives are enhanced, who’s freedoms are expanded and whose success  goes without question because there is no struggle for divine consciousness here. Divine consciousness is transcendent and has a radiance of a transcendence that allows it to move through the experience of life here divinely and not be affected by consciousness that is less than that, nor does it affect that consciousness against its will either. 

End part one of 

All the beings throughout time and space that have accepted embodiment of the divine in their body, were able to experience themselves divinely.

Part 2 of Heaven is at home in me.

Consciousness can always willingly connect with and surrender to the divine anytime it wants to and there shouldn’t be an opinion from any other consciousness accepted by any, that it is inappropriate to choose ultimate truth as their expression here: if it is true, why would you not give someone else the possibility of being what Christ wants him to be, what God wants him to be, what you would want him to be if you were living your own truth? Don’t be comfortable with your level of consciousness, with your beingness and with your presence here if its not a divine experience for yourself. 

Let it shift, let it change, let yourself receive the blessings of God within the embodiment of yourself. Its not the wrong thing to do, no matter what anyone says because a fallen consciousness cannot give advice of the divine and a fallen consciousness doesn’t know the way to freedom, so don’t take advice from each other on how to do it, unless you try it and have it work. 

If your agreements with others result in your own condemnation, you’ve got to readjust them so that there is a possibility of a joyful freedom for everyone: where there is a consciousness that is really excited to be here, because it is able to come through the body clearly as the truth of itself without having agreed to its suppression by the opinions and judgements of all other human consciousness towards it. You can’t allow there to be any influence from anything or anyone here, as to who you are in your truth and give that any power in defining and limiting your experience of your truth as yourself, or you are not going to achieve your aims and your goals for your life here and that is to truly enjoy yourself, to truly enjoy life, to truly love in bliss and bless yourself and every one else that you touch in your life.

How do you do that from your level of consciousness that you are right now? You can’t, you just can’t, but with this level of consciousness that you are at, you can say: Gods will be done and then allow yourself to feel what that might be. “God’s will be done,” what does that feel like? What does it feel like to feel the result of a willing permission to God for his will to be done and then the receipt in the self of whatever that might be, because we allow it to be?

If we don’t know Gods mind, if we don’t know God divinely as a knowing divine consciousness ourselves, if you don’t know God from “divinity” to “divinity” and that that is who you are interacting with him as: then you don’t know the truth of yourself. So: surrender everything to God, because there is nothing here that is Godly. Just like Christ said: call no man good, for there are none good but God. What do you think that means? “There are NONE Good, but God,” So for God sakes: don’t take another word of a human as an instruction for you on how to be divine! Let them all go: every word, of every sentence, from every mouth, that ever spoke a syllable to you, in your life, in your parents life, your grand parents life’s and all the way back to the single cell organism that started the whole string. 

Now, that just knocked me unconscious. It was more than what I could process and maintain my consciousness too. So, we’re starting over as a result of that and I am reassessing where my consciousness is now and it is, “right here” with all of the limitations that I can feel in my body. So now: lets just slow down and reduce the level of input coming into me from this world and this reality, to zero. At that point, the body is free from my attention completely and in that freedom from the attention of divine consciousness that is in a state of confusion it can come into a condition of harmony on its own. (the body is going to be confused if the divine consciousness that is occupying it is in confusion and the confusion occurs when you take instruction from some one else teaching you from a point of view of “knowing that you are an idiot” or “knowing that you don’t know”.) You’ve taken your instructions for life here from a society that is still barbaric in its treatment of each other. 

Its barbaric here and it hurts, its painful and its a pain in my body to be conscious here. How do we change that? What level of truth can I grasp onto or what level of lies can I let go of, that will allow me to experience a freedom in my body: a joy and a bliss and a level of consciousness that is brilliant, magnificent, wise and wonderful?

Just slow down and reduce all input from this reality instructing you, to zero and instead: let go of all instructions, clear the “hard drive” and reformat yourself with a lock on the key that keeps you from your freedom here. Turn that key on, to freedom and lock it in place with the realization that your not taking instructions from anyone other than your own choice as to the level of consciousness that you experience yourself as here. You give yourself complete freedom of choice in that by refusing all requests for you to be in agreement with others that life is less than divine.

Not for you it isn't, for you: life is divine, both your experience of it and your expression in it. Its kind-of funny isn’t it? If you follow the logic of your prime directive in Christianity: the body is to be the temple of God and you are to be one in Christ as Christ is one with the father. Which means that You, the Father and Christ are a trinity of divine consciousness and if you consider yourself to be less than that: then a fallen consciousness is going to be your experience of self here. Ugh.

You take instruction of divinity from none other than God: 

universally true and universally freeing, 

universally loving and universally wise and kind. 

The kind wise loving God who wishes for the experience of the embodiment of God upon all of his children and yet we don’t know how to say that in such a way to each other, where we actually bless the “other” to their self realization of their divine truth and to have that as their reality. So, please in regards to your divine expression here: tell us all to go fuck ourselves (in your mind) tell everyone else to go screw themselves if they have a wish for anything other than “my experience of self as divine awareness and consciousness, Which God says that he wishes for me to be, (through all the accepted prophets that have been here.) 

So if that’s the prime directive: 

thats all you have to know, 

that you are to submit to Gods will, 

for you to be the temple of God, 

for you to be the house of the divine, 

for you to be the example of what it is for the divine to be embodied here.

The embodiment of the divine is God’s request of you.

The embodiment of the divine is God’s request of you.  

It’s what he wishes for you to be expressed as here: God wishes for your physical embodiment here to be the expression of the embodiment of divinity. Why would you fight that in yourself? Because of what somebody else told you that was decidedly completely lost themselves? Don’t allow yourself to stay in a state of consciousness where you believe what others tell you in their own confusion and in their own identification with that which is lost and fallen. and grabbing onto: “hoped for,” “wished for,” “wondered if,” they might be true. But, “we have to choose something in our unknowingness, so that we can say that there is Something that we “know” and then we grab onto that something and we are forever that “thing” that is hanging onto somebody else’s purported truth as if it were our truth and living our lives miserably as a result. No, Fuck everybody, fuck all other consciousness that doesn’t experience itself divinely and wants to control and dictate what reality is to others: tell them all to go fuck themselves with their broken view of reality.(respectfully and using kinder words) There is nothing that you need to do with them, except to love them divinely. 

Allow God to do anything to the body that he needs to, 

for it to release its bindings and traumas. 

Just give God free reign with the body, 

stop moving and 

stop deciding what to do. 

Just stand and feel what God will do to the body to free it from its traumas, 

troubles and limitations. 

Just stop and allow God to be free in you in all of those places where you experience sever restriction and deep, dark, black unconsciousness: 

allow God to be free there. 

Allow God to be free in you. 

In the depths of your darkness: 

allow Gods freedom in you, 

there. 

When you feel yourself stuck at a level of consciousness, where in this transforming moment, you have to stop the transformation because of an identification with a really stuck level of consciousness and beingness trying to validate itself as you. Look at them and bless “freedom to everyone here” “God bless em” but don’t attach your identity to that. God bless everyone, but don’t identify yourself as them, until they know themselves as Gods if you want to start your ongoing awareness here as god yourself. If the temple (you) of God is filled with the presence of God: then the consciousness of God is you.

When God’s temple, when the temple of your body is filled with the presence of God, then you know yourself as God, because “self knowledge of the divine” is what Gods wish is for you, just as it was with Jesus. 

All the beings throughout time and space that have accepted embodiment of the divine in their own body, were able to experience themselves divinely. Don’t wish for less than that for anyone. Don’t correct someone who is choosing that for themselves, and send them to a reality that is less than that if you wish for yourself to be free. 

If you don’t wish yourself to be free, you can curse everyone and everything with anything that you wish to, but Goddamn damned you will be and you will share that damned reality with a bunch of people where half of them are worse than you are and half of them are better. The better, are there to inspire you to wonder if your life can be an improvement from what it is. 

So, half of us are better than you, half of us are worse than you. Thats the first step of awareness that ends with your living in the state of enlightenment. There are plenty of examples of people here who move through life enjoying happiness. Their there for you to realize that that is possible here. 

Joy and happiness: a lot of people are happy here. So if your in the “middle” where you are kind of miserable in your life, not evil, but just unhappy, if your life is an unhappy one; 

realize that you do know for sure that happiness is possible here, 

that contentment is possible and 

that joy is possible and 

that in moving through life in a feeling of love for everyone else: is possible. 

You know that people do that here. You know that thats possible for a human to be and if its possible for any human: then it is possible for all of them. 

Everything that is possible for one of us, is possible for all of us and if it is possible that Jesus or any other person here that has ever lived on earth, knew himself divinely: moved as God would move if God were inhabiting the body. If Jesus or anyone else did that here: then Its An Available Choice For All Of Us. 

You have to quit telling other people how to live their lives, unless you are walking the same as if you were Christ in every way, in every level of consciousness, in every attribute that Jesus had. Allow yourself to walk freely in that, without limiting anyone else to less than that and without limiting yourself to less than that either. 

The source of condemnation doesn’t matter: it doesn’t matter if it is internal or external. None of it affects the experience of the divine and so allow the body the experience of the divine. Allow yourself to be a continuous Yes, to God. Allow your experience of self to be a continuous Yes to God and allow that”continuous Yes to God to be how you move through life. 

“Whatever God wants here, 

God gets, 

because my body, 

is his hand, 

in this reality. 

Allow your heart to be intimate with divinity and walk that into your experience here.

Part 3 of Heaven is at home in me

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a “good”  look at yourself and you will look at others differently, by putting your hand in the hand of the man from Galilee. 

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a look at yourself and you will look at others differently, by putting your hand in the hand of the man from Galilee.

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas, take a look at yourself and you will look at others differently, you looking at Self as the divine as the divine would have you be.  

So put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a look at yourself So truly that it frees you and others too, by letting your feet in the shoes of he who was from Galilee.

I’m putting my hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, I’m putting my hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. I’m taking a look at myself and looking with unfiltered vision at the truth of me, I’m saying yes, to the wish, for me, from the man from Galilee.

Be ye one with “me” as I am one with the father, be ye one with the one who is here divinely free, take a look at yourself and say: oh my, divinity, is, it is me, look at yourself til the truth of the divine is your experience of “me”

Be “me” divine, be me free, be me one, in heaven. Be me free, with the we, that you and I are. May we wish for ourselves and grant each other, exactly what God wishes us to be. Because we’re one in God and one with the man of Galilee.

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas, take a look at your self and see what God would see in the truth of you, see yourself as Jesus sees all that there is of you. Look at the man and the being who was God when he was here, look at him, know what he is from here to forever, know where Christ is and if there is where he is not, even know that divinely too, free yourself from the life of a human who’s here to learn from humans. 

Oh my. What a joke man. What a joke our life is here. Ahh, how free are we to receive a miracle? How free could we be to receive a miracle? Could we be free enough in this moment to receive a miracle in this moment? Oh, got a Big No on that, but will it diminish if I keep looking at it? If I keep looking at my big No to my experiencing a miraculous experience in this moment… ooh a Big no to that: a Big, Big, No to the divine being free in me, big, big, big, big, big, big, big no. Ooh, well interesting, I know enough to know that that NO isn’t from me. So I have to let that NO go as a determining factor in my knowing the divine as me. I have to let the no go regardless of who the no is from, especially since its from someone else thats not me. So:

Do your self a sold, my friend and willing supporter. Keep walking in the allowance of the divine, no matter how tortured your body is: you can move it and as you move it, consciously allow the divine with each step. Allow each of your steps to be your conscious acknowledgement that you allow divinity to be free here, that you allow divinity to be free in you, to freely flow through you to anywhere it wishes to. Your an open channel to the divine, your an open vessel of holy oneness. Which means that there is nothing earthly about you at all. Your a pure vessel of the divine in this reality, which means that this reality had nothing to do with creating you. All that you are expressed here as is a result of the perfection of the divine acting upon everything that you were created to be here. You were created by lost and unconscious beings in confusion and unknowingness of their own truth, with barely a knowledge of anything more than the laws of nature and not knowing anything of the nature of reality or the nature of themselves and how to express ones self with a purity that results in your being here as a divine blessing. How do you do that? How do you do that from where you are in this moment? 

You do it by choosing and allowing: 

Choose to allow divinity and then actually allow it. 

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it. 

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it,

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it.

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it in your body. 

Allow divinity freedom in your body.

Choose to allow the divine to be free and then allow it to be free.

Choose for divinity to be free then allow it to be free. 

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom and allow freedom.

If your not experiencing yourself as free, then its because your choosing to not be free unconsciously, where somehow that became a logical choice for you. So because it became a logical choice for you to be a lost and fallen consciousness, a beingness that you’ve become comfortable being here, you can’t save yourself from that level of consciousness, but you can choose to allow the divine to be free in you and you can choose that with one step and allow it with the next:

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow. Walk in choice of divine freedom and walk in allowance of divine freedom. You have to have both: you can’t just choose the divine and then not allow it. To choose divinity and then not allow it, is to live a lie and is that not what we are all doing here is giving lip service to the divine: “their lips draw near to me, but their hearts are far from me”? Isn’t that what we are talking about? 

Allow God to be free in your heart.

Allow your heart to be opened by God. 

Allow your heart to know divine love.

Allow your heart to know divine wisdom. 

Allow your heart to know divine freedom. 

Allow your heart to know divine power, divine awareness, divine consciousness.

Allow your heart to be divinely free and to know the freedom of the divine intimately as self.

Allow your heart to be intimate with divinity and walk that into your experience here.

It’s OK to require someone to conduct themselves divinely here if they wan’t to interact with you regularly. Otherwise you put them on slow rotation: very limited access to you to those who deny divinity for themselves and others. Because your here to celebrate life, to be joyful in life, to surrender to the “good” in you, the God in you: 

Good-God, in you,

Good God, its true, 

that God can be in you and 

you can be in God and 

it doesn’t require anyone else, 

than your willingness to give God a place in you.

Well, so there we are: if you want to discuss truth with me, you cant do it from a point of view that others know it and that we don’t, that others are experts and we aren’t, that it is possible for one, two or three very rare and very special beings, but its not for us. Thats not what they said and anyone who told you anything other than that was a being thats already damned and living in hell and would like to be out of it but isn’t experiencing himself as anything other than that. Anything that doesn’t experience themselves divinely is not worth taking advise from and accepting a scribes compilation of the words of a divine being is not the allowance of the divine: studying words is not the allowance of the divine, stories and concepts are not the allowance of divinity in you. The rejection of all words as defining “you” is the only thing that you can say is a true thing to say. 

Words cannot define you, that is your truth. 

Words cannot contain you, 

words cannot express you, 

you cannot be known by words: 

you can only be experienced. 

Thats your truth and 

neither can God, so quit trying to say what his words are because they are not what somebody wrote down in a book. Those were the words of a man who was inspired by a divine being, to be sure. But, they were the words of a man never the less and regardless of the fact that he was inspired by divinity: he was simply being the “mouth piece of God for a moment” he Wasn’t “The Temple and expression and experience of the divine embodiment.” 

So, with no examples of divine embodiment, you only have one option for truth and that is: dis-embodied divinity, being allowed to be embodied in you. That is the only knowledge of the divine that is possible is your welcome experience of it in yourself, until your “self” is realized divinely and the books don’t cut it man: it doesn’t matter how clever they are, it doesn’t matter how poetic, there is no substitute for the experience of divinity other than that experience willingly received and embodied in yourself.

Now go back to walking:

Choose the divine, allow the divine,

Choose the divine, allow the divine and

put your awareness on that and take a long walk. 

You see, a good recipe for realizing divinity, hasn’t been written, because there are not a lot of cooks making it of themselves are there? So if there are no examples of the embodiment of the divine on earth: man, don’t follow that example! It just real simple: don’t follow that example, 

its wrong, 

its wrong if you are choosing the divine. 

Its wrong to follow a fallen consciousness if you’re choosing the freedom of divinity for all that are divine, including yourself. 

Or lets put it this way: your choosing to support all who choose the divine in experiencing that themselves, because you allow yourself to and you like it when others are divinely free. So allow yourself to walk the realization of the results of that choice and that preference and that allowance into your experience of yourself in your body right now. 

This is not about theories, or stories, this is about realization. Realization is not about study. Study will get you only theories, it won’t get you realization. You don’t self-realize from studying others, you self-realize by choosing divine freedom for yourself and then allowing it to be your experience. Its as simple as that: choose it and allow it and put your awareness on walking that into your body, until your body walks in that freedom.

Don’t ask yourself or anyone else to commit to things or agree to things that they are not going to want to do after they agree with them. How do you do that? How do you give somebody the freedom to be divine and not be hurt by their inevitable failure? 

Now you can sit down and do your choosing and allowing: Sit down, put your hands on you knees and with your left hand choose the divine and with your right hand allow the divine. Its just like alternating current electricity: 

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Its electric when the flow starts:

Choose it-allow it, until it moves freely within you.

Allow, the, divine. 

Allow, the, divine.

Allow your left hand to be a continuous choosing of the divine. 

Allow the right hand to be the continuous allowing of the divine and

Allow both hands to touch your body.

One continuously choosing the divine and

The other continuously allowing the divine. 

The two of those creating within you, a flow, an exchange that frees everything in your body. Now actually allow yourself to be changed with that continuous choice of divinity and continuous allowance of divinity, creating a current in your body of divine flow. 

The divine flow, isn’t that what you are here to be: a conduit for the flow of the divine on earth? Do you really need to defend that choice?

The death of lies and the birth of truth

The death of the false self is not an accurate description of what happens as you awaken. There is a terrible fear that comes up when you realize that the false self is you  and that you may disappear, or be destroyed or have nothing left of self. If you have encountered this, you can gain some comfort in moving forward with your surrender to the unknown, in knowing that you cannot be made to disappear by yourself or by any another. So to be in a state of fear regarding transcending the limitations of your consciousness in your embodiment here is self defeating. The correct way to look at it is that the transmuting fire of divine presence burns off confusions, thoughts, ideas, beliefs, attitudes, considerations… everything that “colors” you into seeming to be something that your not. There is not going to be a death of the false self, so you can relax about that. 

There is death of the false only, there is no death of the self. That which is false in you, is not you. That which is false in you is only your acceptance of something to be true that wasn’t and then living your life from the point of view that it is true and then having life not go well for you as a result.

The death of lies and the birth of truth is a more accurate description of what occurs in the process of awakening than the traditional description of the death of the false self. The one thing that I have realized in my own explorations is that the false self is me and so in order for me to transcend the limitations of my beingness, of my consciousness, of my physicality, means: that I have to have access to, awareness of and beingness in that which is absolutely true, both eternally and within time and space. So if you approach enlightenment from the point of view of it benin a “lightened load” a “diminished suppression of you by others,” by yourself, and then an awakening to a remembrance and experience of yourself as a brilliant, wise and loving being and an experience that is not new to you, because it is you: it always has been except for some moments in time when you accepted lies as truth and truth as lies. 

How can you be anything other than in a state of confusion and inability when truth is lies and lies are truth? If truth is lies and lies are truth, what is it that you hold onto? Neither one. Let the truth go and let the lies go too, they are both wrong. All lies and all truths are not as true as the you that you wish to be and that you are in the infinite eternities of knowing yourself as absolute truth. Knowing yourself. Its just about knowing yourself, its about being the absolute truth, experiencing yourself as absolute truth and knowing it. But, you don’t need the reference point of knowing because you have the continuous experience and the awareness that you are what you are and it’s wonderful. 

You are what you are and it is a wonder when you awaken to the willingness to experience divine wonder. The wonders of your own divine nature experienced as an expression of self.

The rule on governing others should be: until you can govern yourself to the point where others feel blessed for your presence in their life’s, you are not in a position of having the wisdom necessary to create the rules and regulations of a society that has the potential to awaken en-mass and isn’t the mass-awakening of society and of the world what we are all wishing for? So in your wish for the world to exit in a state of harmony, don’t think that that can occur from your operating in disharmony and open rebellion to life as it is here. 

If you can’t respect who and what each person is here and the wisdom that is manifest in what has brought them to this point: then you are not in a position to determine what will assist them the most, in their making that next step in embracing a greater consciousness that creates a wholeness for the other in their willing expansion of embracing all that is, with a love that is irresistible to each aspect and point of view that exists within all that is.

Why would you wish for the love that you are to be distributed in any other way than to everyone, in a limitless supply that cannot be exhausted by those who do not know their own love and so cannot share it with others? Our first and most important job in this world is to govern ourselves in such a manner that we’re a joy to ourselves and to others and when you have the ability to share that joy and to create a joyful experience for another: then my brother: you have the attention of us all. For a teacher of joy is a teacher of wisdom and a teacher of wisdom opens the door to the sublime, to the wondrous and to the miracle of a love that never ends. So remember, before you attempt to govern others: find the key within yourself to opening your heart in a lovely expression and presence of divine love. 

If heaven on earth is the goal of what you seek to experience here, both for yourself and for others: the answer to your experience of that is to look within yourself for where it is true and then to be conscious there and from there to share it with the rest of yourself that has been operating poorly. 

Feel the holiness within you as your heart opens to reveal the truth of yourself.  

Allow yourself to know that when you feel entrapped by someone else: its not the right space for you to be in. Spend your time with those who love you and encourage the love within you to be expressed, because you are surrounded by the love of the beings that you spend your time with. Spend your time awakening either alone or with those who love you and once you are awakened: you will know how to handle the darker side of life. Your light will reveal its truth and its truth will set it free. 

It shouldn’t be so hard to figure out should it? Always wondering if the part of you thats warning yourself, thats complaining to yourself, thats judging yourself, your always giving it the possibility that thats true and gving it the power to control you through the condemnation of yourself and your acceptance of that condemnation being true? That is where you should start is in removing your own self condemnation of you. 

Now its not arguing against reality as it is, to stop condemning yourself. 

Its agreeing with it, 

its acknowledging it, 

its saying: it is what it is, 

you are what you are, 

you became what you became and now you are choosing to enlighten that which you are in this moment. Not as a pretense that you are something else other than what you are in this moment, but your embracing the light now and allowing the light to reveal the truth of you and allowing the truth of you to explode through the form so that the form is transmuted into an accurate reflection of divine truth, including the part that has been condemning and judging: you, the condemner of self, now enlightened, conscious, aware and free from its confusion that resulted in it s being a condemnation of self. Why not? Why not allow that self to be free? Especially when it is what it is, it is within you and it focuses its awareness on you in such a way that the result is the opposite of its intention.

Its intention is the best for you: it is to make you aware of reality as it is. But, its not speaking from an awareness of knowing what reality can be in this same moment: it is what it is, but what can it be instantly? That is the question.

How much can life improve instantly in this moment? Thats the question, thats how this reality is transformed from the profane to the profoundly, wondrous, wonder of life moving in harmony with divine consciousness, moving with the awareness of self as a divine being: the divine being “selves” here, “bodies.” 

The divine embodiment of life is what heaven is. Heaven is the divine embodiment of life and you don’t get there by condemning yourself. You get there by realizing that the self that you are has an open invitation to experience heaven instantly. The instantaneous transformation of the profane to the divine, of the limited to the free, from a criminal to a holy man that is whole and true, always. 

When you walk with God, trust that: “God within you” is a more intelligent way to be, than, you without God. 

The funny thing is that you haven’t even been worthy of governing yourself, you haven’t been capable of making the right decisions: the ones that would have resulted in an admirably well-lived life. OK, thats who we are, where do we go from here? We haven’t lived an admirably well-lived life, now what? 

Instantaneous experience of divinity from that? Is that possible? Is that fair? Is that right that one can do that when there are so many other who have lived better than you? 

Is it not right that who ever chooses to receive God should be able to receive God as much as he allows God to be present in his life and shouldn’t that choice be instantly rewarded: each time you open to receive God the more godly you become instantly? The instantaneous self realization of God within you is something the can be further and more completely realized in each step, from step to step, from moment to moment: the increasingly expanded self expansion as love, as supreme consciousness and divine presence. 

It doesn’t matter how things are for you, it doesn’t matter the circumstances, it doesn’t matter what your presence is, it doesn’t matter how lost and unconscious you have been: choose to experience the presence of God right now and as you allow yourself to experience God in this moment, right now: you do, and then you choose it more and more and more. Whatever it is right now: your choosing for more than that. Your acknowledging what is completely and you’re opening to receiving even more. As soon as you think to open to receive more: more is what you are and what you have, what you see and what you know.

So choose for more divine presence as yourself in this moment and this moment and this moment, and this and this and this and this. 

More divine presence for yourself right now and then 

more and more and more and more. 

More divine presence, more divine presence, in each moment there is more of the divine, present as you. 

You are what you are in each moment and yet you are more divinely present also. 

You are what you are in each moment and yet more and more divine, is what you experience yourself to be. 

You are what you are, but you’re more than that instantly. 

You are what you are, but you are more than that right now. Whatever it is that you are right now: 

your more than that right now and now and now and now and now. Expanding beyond the limitations that unconsciousness can put upon you as you embrace the infinite love within every aspect of yourself and allowing that infinite love to redeem you, to restore you, to reawaken you to your own knowing that the self that you are: loves all divinely.

Continue opening to the divine until the self that you are loves all divinely. Open to more, open to more, open to more divine love of all. You don’t have to think about it you just willingly receive and willingly flow without any consideration whatsoever, because you are a continuous and unlimited flow of divine love that is in-exhaustively infinite and so does not need to be conserved in any way. There is no need to conserve that which is infinite and the infinite love of all is available to you in this moment. Experience it, experience it more, and more, and more, and more, the impossibly wondrous experience of limitless love. Experience it more, and more.

Allow the parts of your body who are screaming in agony to experience within itself the love of the infinite and the inexhaustible supply of the love that all else has for it as it awakens the love of all else within the core of self. 

You can trust that that is a good choice to make and to allow that choice to have the freedom of expression here. The choice of experiencing unlimited love is one that you don’t have to second guess. Its a reality that you’ve missed experiencing here. The limitless love of the entire universe for you, open to experiencing that right now in this moment and whatever amount of that that you experience: allow yourself to experience more of it right now, and more and more and more, more, more. 

Allow the universe in its loving expression, a limitless space within you, so that all of eternity that exists within you: is filled with your divine love of all and all’s divine love of you, in an eternal dance of bliss and harmony, one and all. 

Any part of you that is judgmental of yourself is disregarded by the rest of you as irrelevant, until it is divinely conscious and aware of self as the divine embodied. When you are aware of self as the divine embodiment: then you can judge, but you won’t because you will know what the truth is. You wont have to accuse somebody of what you think it is without being sure. You will know what the truth is so you will know where freedom lies for the other and when you know where freedom lies for the other and you bless them with it in such a way that they open up and receive it, then how can what your doing be condemned by yourself? When your life is a blessing to others: this self condemnation has to stop in order for you to be effective in experiencing your own divine nature. 

So be willing to experience you own divine nature in your most judgmental aspect of yourself. Don’t defend yourself from self judgement: embrace your self judgement, as yourself. Thats why they call it self judgement: its you judging yourself. So, be all that communicates with you as a judgement of self and allow that to be enlightened as you. Allow enlightenment to shine the light of truth on everything, so that everything can be clearly seen by that which wishes to judge it harshly. 

If you allow that which has been, to affect negatively that which can be: then that which can be is denied as your experience of yourself. So in order for you to be free here, you have to willingly free yourself from all of the judgements that you have ever condemned yourself with. Hold that in your awareness and take a few steps and with each step realize that all condemnation of self has been rescinded and retracted, erased and replaced with universal awareness and a wondrous love that heals everything that receives it. 

Don’t wonder wether of not it is a good idea or not to receive that within a self realization   that thats true of yourself. 

Don’t work at shutting yourself off from that awareness. 

Take the awareness that you are thats confused about it and know the divine in this moment as exactly what you are. 

Know the divine in this moment as exactly what you are in this moment. 

Know the divine as you are, 

know the divine, as you are. 

Exactly as you are: 

know the divine right now with each step that you take. 

Know the divine as you, 

know the divine as you, 

know the divine as you. 

The false self is you in a state of confusion, your higher self is you in a state of clarity. 

There is nothing that I will not watch within, if it means awakening into the truth of myself: A direct connection to heaven.

Be the truth thats always true

I am dying, I’m dying, I’m dying, I’m dying, I’m dying and-actually: I am looking forward to it. I just wish I did not have to kill myself to be dead. I’m speaking metaphysically of course: dead as the illusion. I am dead, over, finished with being an illusion here, as someone who is not being true to himself, that is not being real. Being real is being true to yourself. 

How can you be true to yourself unless you know your truth? Well, if you don’t know your truth: you are dead to it, so consider being dead to the person who is dead to truth. You don’t need to carry that beingness on yourself here. You don’t need to move forth in life as a poor excuse for joy. 

Don’t be a poor excuse for joy here: be the real thing, be the real thing man. It is there that you will find your truth.

Be the real thing: be the truth thats always true.

Be the truth that’s always true. (Thats the title to this one) Failure doesn’t work well for you. Of course you already know that, you just don’t know how to release yourself from that and reinvent yourself as that which invents reality. Why wouldn’t you do that? Why wouldn’t you reinvent yourself as that which creates reality out of nothing but his own joy and love for life to manifest?

The manifestation of life is a wondrous thing and an interesting question for you to find out will be: how you’ll know life as a wondrous thing for yourself? How will you know life as a wondrous thing for yourself? Thats a question you should consider asking yourself.

Start saying the truth. All the time. Don’t change it for the supposed benefit of anyone, when you know absolutely well that the truth of all things is the only thing that will bring you yours. The only truth that you have, is the truth of all things. You already are the truth of all things: there is nothing for you to achieve, there is nothing that you want and you can relax in knowing that the truth of all things, is the truth of you.

Oh, now that is a responsibility for you to take on, because you know how screwed up it is here and yet if you are the truth of that: you Are going to be suffering here, but the larger truth is: the end of all suffering here will be right here in a moment, the moment that you allow the truth of all things to be the truth of you. And they are in fact, the truth of you.

The truth of all, is the truth of you. Allow that to be your truth. It is your truth: just allow yourself to be manifest as that without any resistance to it. The truth of all things… Well, it sure hurts in this moment being the truth of all things, but the more we relax into it, the less it hurts us. That which is painful is gone when you are completely relaxed.

My, are there not some pretty unconscious relationships that you have here. You’ve got to admit that one. You’ve got to admit that you embody unconsciousness as well as anyone does. So what is this that you are constantly demanding? 

To have it all, 

to be it all, 

to know it all, 

to find out all the realities that truth reveals to you. 

Then come to know within yourself that you’ve been set free. The entire universe itself is in celebration of your freedom here as what you are in this moment. The entire universe celebrates you in your freedom in this moment and your willing embrace of the embodiment of that freedom. 

It’s never going to end you know: the struggle to be here divinely. 

Why is that? 

Why is it a struggle here for us to be here divinely? 

What is it that makes it so “rare and special”? 

What is it that prevents the rest of us from moving in the divine flow as the truth of eternity, where whatever we are in each moment just glows because of who we are? Where It blooms in the celebration of its perfection in your presence? 

Thank you God, thank you God for setting me free.

You are saved when you are free to be yourself here with others. You’re not very free when you have to be “by yourself,” to be “yourself.” Be your true self and be selfless in your interactions with others here. Allow them to be themselves. 

The Goddess is among us and she reveals herself to us regularly. Now, reveal yourself to her: show the Goddess the truth of you. You don’t serve anyone well by disabling yourself, by making yourself a patsy. You don’t serve yourself by allowing yourself to be something to be fed upon by others who don’t deserve it or earn it. Help us all out here by bringing your oneness whenever you come here, don’t come here as “one of us,” come here as Your Truth, as The Truth, as The One Who Knows Himself Truly: as one who knows the wonder that that is here.

The entire reality here is sleeping and everyone in it is sleeping.

Dreaming our way through life part 2

In order to maintain a premiss that we are free and divine, we have to assume that we like to sleep and or that it is good for us. Or, do we? Are we just being lazy? Are we being irresponsible? Or are we already doing the best that we can and will awaken at the right time? Do we need to put attention on it? Do we need to struggle with it? Do we need to focus our attention on this as a problem? No we don’t: if you focus your attention on your sleeping or being asleep being a problem, it seems to lead to a nightmare. 

So lets just look at the facts: our reality here is sleeping, the entire reality is sleeping, everyone in it is sleeping. If you awaken to a transcendent level of consciousness with expanded abilities, with less limitations: can you do it responsibly where you don’t interfere with other peoples choices here? With other peoples purposes?

If a transcendent consciousness is our normal self, our awakened reality: then we decided to come here asleep sleep and sleep here. But ,for how long? For how long did we come here to sleep and did we come here to sleep and then to awaken? Or did we come here to sleep until we die and awaken after we drop the body? Is it different for each of us? Is there a time and place that we all agreed upon when it would be appropriate to celebrate life as our transcendent and communal consciousness?

The scriptures are full of those predictions, what is the trigger for it? Is it automatic or is it personal choice? Is it a group choice? No, it is an individual choice: we are individuated here, we have individual free will and free choice. So for each of us the choice is our own, and yet: we still do not awaken by the choice of our sleeping consciousness. So how does our sleeping consciousness come to term with the fact that it has no control  over the process of awakening and come to peace with a sleeping state that results in a struggle for survival here and being immersed in a reality of good and evil, right and wrong, black and white and the opposite in all things. 

Is it right to say: enough of that for me? “I am in the world, not of the world?” How far in the world can you be and be awakened? Can you have a body and be divine? Some of the scriptures say so, but we don’t have any examples of anyone divinely embodied, divinely free and divinely able to create in this reality as if you are God. Oh, maybe that is too tall of a standard to take, but if we are all divine and divinity is the quality of God, then are we all God? Isn’t everything? And, isn’t the consciousness of God in an individual aspect of creation desirable for all of creation? 

It certainly gives all other individuated consciousnesses something to go into harmony with, to go into agreement with, to use as a touchstone for their own awakening, so: where is the touchstone for awakening on earth? Where is it that when you come into contact with it that you know what you options in consciousness are and can choose and realize them as soon as you know them? We will leave it at that for now.