Its time to be alive, time to live, time to love, time to laugh, time to celebrate all that you have. You have practiced dying long enough, now it is time to live.

Is there anything that can be said to another that will be a benefit to one that is searching for the truth?

Any communication to another that is searching for the truth is a validation of the falsehood that they are not always there truth: there truth always is, always was and always will be. To look for your own ultimate truth in the words of another whom you have no way of knowing if they know their own, seems to be a bad bet, so it is best to say nothing,

There is room here for me now

How do I bring divine relevance into my life? Or rather than that, how do I bring myself into an effective and enjoyable present? How do I move from where I am into where I would like to be?: where I can engage this reality in a harmonious and successful interaction?

The will to be here freely and truly. That is what will move you and bring you what you desire.

There is room here for me now, 

there is room here for me now, 

there is room here for me now.

Is there space for me here? Is there space in this body for the welcomed presence of the divine? Can the consciousness of this body, see and realize its absolute truth here and thereby welcome in a sea change of reality for it: the opening of infinite possibilities for the embodied and from the embodied point of view; the introduction of the miraculous to the physical? Is there space within me for the divine to be at home here? Is there room at the Inn or are you filled with the children of sin who know themselves not? 

The blessings of God need only be opened to, need only be willingly received to know your truth and to know the truth of all things. 

To effect your transformation, you need to accept that the physical circumstances that your body is in are real. There is not any magical transformation that occurs, however there is a clarity of awareness and of thought, a realization of the consequences of your actions and a knowing of which direction you move in, in order to be effective in the realization of your successful manifestation of life here. 

So, is there a way for you to be in complete harmony and to be the presence of successful divine manifestation? Of course there has to be. How does one embrace it effectively? How does one realize divine truth in the midst of a problematic life? How does one realize the light at the same time as you chop wood and carry water?

While you have to pay attention and take effective action in order to solve your problems and further realize that you have to take effective actions on a daily basis on your way to being ultimately free. You have to continue on with your life as you realize the truth, you have to move in your life before you realize the truth, but, when you take a moment for yourself: have those moments be, realizing for yourself the infinite you that you are, don’t be distracted with other influences when you have a moment for self improvement: relax into your surrender to absolute truth.

Remove the distracting time wasters from your life that keep you from realizing the things that you need to do in each moment to change your life, so that your life becomes the life that you wish to life here.

Television, movies, the radio, internet: either cellmate those completely or at least limit them to a minimal amount of your day, a very minimal amount.

Happy is the day where one moves freely of his own accord and is in accord with all of reality. 

If your going to allow yourself to surrender to something: have that something that you surrender to be love. Allow yourself to be overcome by love, from others, for yourself and for others. Allow yourself to be overcome by your love for all as your freely sharing that unconditional love with all that you interact with. 

Rising from the abyss, we are filled with the wonder of creation.

The free fall of surrender to eternity

For me to communicate effectively to you requires that I agree with your reality: that you are the you that you consider yourself to be and the fact is: you are not who you consider yourself to be. You are so certain of your identity, the nature of the world and everything in it, that in order to easily receive communication from another: it has to be in agreement with your flawed map of reality. I cannot have my own version of reality freely, with your permission, if it is radically different from yours.

This creates a requirement that in order to communicate to you, I have to enter your reality, which disables my own and in fact, makes me go completely unconscious to it. Just like we do when we get involved in a good movie or a book and we lose ourselves in it.

Allow others to assume the natural position of their reality without your influence on them, believe me: it is always greater than what you consider it to be. Just allow everyone around you to expand into the full blossoming of the beauty of their perfection of self. 

It’s not just part of your reality that you have to relax into, in order to be enlightened. You have to fully release yourself from all expectations, projections, judgements, opinions and decisions of yourself and others. Then you have to grant that same freedom to the world. Each individuated consciousness has to be free to expand into their ultimate perfection, regardless of your opinion of their current state of being. If your opinion of them is anything less than the gloriously divine, why don’t you let go of that opinion? Allow yourself the freedom to see clearly what it is that things actually are. 

No man should seek to be honored or recognized by anybody here for being extraordinary, enlightened or divine, because who is it that is going to recognize you as that publicly? Only he who is convinced that he is not that himself and then you have trapped yourself in the reality of those determined to be unenlightened. 

When you meet the divine and unconditionally loving and mutually allowing, it is in a loving embrace where each recognizes the other in their truth. No diminishment of self as intended from others, is what your experience of others will be, when you’re divinely free and in the company of others who know their divine truth fully as their self.

Now if you are operating from the point of view that you are 

“working on yourself” a self that is disabled in “some way”: you better let go of the assumption of your pretense of who you are being there: continually trying to fix yourself or your situation from a largely unknowing assumed consciousness and an assumed reality of relative ineffectiveness. Why would you work to fix that, instead of simply “falling out of that” in the free fall of surrender to eternity? 

You don’t have to figure it out. All you have to do is continuously surrender, until all issues with others disappear. Let go of all need to take credit for anything yourself or supplant another’s position they are maintaining or you have just purchased a reality as your own, one that prior to your entering into it, you could easily observe as being far less satisfying and real, than the one that you were already enjoying when you maintained your freedom of non attached observation.

Transformed by true love

The divine nature of reality is revealed to and by those who chose to see it. To see the divine in the beauty of nature, is easier than in the interactions between humans and once you can see the divine within yourself, then you see it in all others you observe. So observe the divine nature of yourself and to your own self, to your own divine nature, be true. 

Observe your own divine nature behind the self that is confused, behind the self that has given up, that doesn’t care, that is embarrassed, ashamed, in apathy, hateful and enraged. Observe all the aspects of self that are in disharmony and then look underneath them to the self that supports all, that gives a place for all to manifest and holds the redemption for all aspects of yourself to return in harmony to the source of all. 

Love somebody enough, so completely that they know that they are truly loved by you and can’t resist loving you back and as you feel your love for them: meditate on that and transfer it to yourself and merge your love of another with yourself, so that your self image is transformed by true love. That will release you from your bindings and your shackles of your self judgements, your self restraints, your self imposed limitations, that is the redemption that you need and that is your forgiveness of self and the forgiveness of self only comes from the realization that you love yourself and others.

The freedom that you desire for yourself is achieved in the realization of the unconditional love of self and others as the transforming and transmuting power of personal freedom. 

Observe unconditional love flowing from you to others and feel the transforming effect of that in your body and as your body adjusts to and harmonizes with that frequency, observe your love to others pass from others to others. Others unconditionally loving others and feel how that further transforms your limitations into infinite possibilities. Now open up and receive the unconditional love available to you, offered to you from others and gratefully receive that love without limiting it in any way. Allow the unconditional love of others for yourself to further transform and reveal the truth of you to yourself. And finally, love yourself unconditionally. Allow all of your sense of self, all of your ideas of self, your individualized manifestation here, to open and receive your own unconditional love that is your own eternal nature. Allow the idea of self, that sense of self, that manifestation and beingness of self here, to be the recipient of your own divine, and eternal unconditional love and redeem yourself by allowing that divine love to have its way with you, unconditionally.

Relax into the absolute ease of the allowance of unconditional love flowing from you to others, from others to others, from others to you and from you to yourself in the divine and unending flow of the creation and manifestation of life through love.

Each one of your individual blockages, your limitations, your pains and frustrations, will be unlocked, by observing and allowing, one or more of a combination of those flows to flow through it. So observe those physical limitations that you have, the mental and spiritual blockages that you have and observe the flow of unconditional love form you to others, others to others to you and you to yourself: a completed circle of the divine, all within one, the holy one in love with all creation.

Decide it should get better for you, now.

Take your life seriously man, look at it for what it is. See where you have the ability to make positive change for yourself and do it. Choose to be better than you are. Choose to perfect yourself as much as you can. Enjoy your body, but pay attention and keep it optimized, tuned up and ready to serve you in the most capable way. Pay attention to your body today and how do you do that? How do you choose continuously for things to get better for you? 

Well, you just decide that it is OK to and when you feel the signal that it is not OK for things to get better for you: you just stare it down, until it realizes the truth: that it should get better for you right now. If you yourself and your self image. (and how could it be anything other than that?) If you yourself is what is stopping you, then: stare yourself down right now, until you back off from your self destructive tendencies. 

What you can say to your enemy is: I disagree with you, I think that things should get better for me. Don’t go into an agreement with somebody that thinks things should not be better for you than they are. A person who requires your diminishment, for their happiness, is not worthy of your companionship. The friend who believes that if he destroys you, that he is better of for that: let him be friends and destroyer with someone else and walk away from that game. 

Continuously realize that its OK for things to get better for you, realize that now, and now, and now and now.

Be direct, tell people what you want and work with ones who want you to have it. Let the “tomorrow self” of you know, that you have chosen its day with harmonious impunity. Go through the door while it is available for you right now.

love them, heal them, allow them to be free.

To love is a choice. Even though it is hard to love, it’s effortless; all you have to do is stop trying to hate. To love your fear and your pain is to receive the redemption that you have been looking to receive. Feel, then allow, love to consume you. Your horrors are not your horrors, your fears are not your fears, your traumas are not your traumas; love them, heal them, allow them to be free.

Your physical manifestation is in complete objection and disharmony with your spiritual truth, to bring the two into harmony, you must welcome your spiritual truth into your body, from the point of view of eternity choosing to be consciously present in the temporal. Allow the truth to transfigure the lie, the truth is eternity and the lie is your mortality

You’re not really awakened unless he who you are with is awakened also.

Where is the love of my life?

I seek and yet do not find her, 

I wait and yet she finds me not. 

I've lost my life to a love I have not found 

and in my seeking have found a life not worth living. 

To live without love,
 Is to die daily, 

and to die as self, 
Is to be lost in your seeking.

Seek that which is found when looked for 

and a happy finder you will be, 

in finding your love, 

within the me,
I call myself. 

The love of my life, 

is the self that I seek, 

is the wholeness I know, 

when my mind is at peace. 

Know this my friend; that the whole truth is not found in the other, whose love you have sought.

True love is in you,

Is as you,

And, from you,

When within you is found;

Gods holy perfect ground.

Its your body, Its your life, Its your truth.

A visit with Mom and Dad, beginning halfway into a conversation.

Allowance doesn’t have any reference points to it, what I am speaking to is where you are seeing yourself, where you believe your truth is, that sense of self that you have that is less than god consciousness. You have already experienced a feeling of what the truth is, so all that we are talking about is saying: OK, we are in allowance of that knowing, being more than a glimpse. We are allowing that opening; we don’t know where it is going, but we know that its OK to go there. We know that we are safe in moving with God and God moving with us, don’t we? 

Mom, Yes.

OK, so allow it right now, Allow yourself to be moved by God. Allow yourself to know all that God is and through the knowing of all that God is: you will know yourself truly. Know that it is safe, that it is allowed, that you have permission and that you are invited to know your truth here now, right now. You don’t have to keep checking to see if its OK, you can just surrender into knowing that its appropriate and allow the body to be freed by your own willingness to be the temple of God. All that really means is that you are willing to be here as your truth: in your body you are willing to be the eternal truth, of you. 

Allow the fire within you, the light within you to shine forth through your body. 

Was this more of what you were looking for?

Mom, what I see when I close my eyes and I see a light like fire works, is that what I am supposed to see?

Your seeing something somehow. 

Mom, my eyes are shot, but I can see bursts of light flashing on, fading and then coming on again. 

Dad, I do the same thing, oranges, reds, purples, yellow. Definitely images. I like the feeling of being close. 

Mom, we need to have unconditional love like Jesus. I can learn to have unconditional love.

No you can’t, you have been, you always will be and you can’t be anything else. You can pretend otherwise though...

Mom, because we are part of our heavenly father?

I wouldn’t put it that way. No, because the way that you are saying that is that you are less than that, that you are a diminishment of that, that you are not the same as that yourself and thats not true. The only thing true about yourself is that you are the same as God. Nothing else is. Everything else is a pretense.

Mom, everyone is the same as God?

Every single one, nobody’s special unless everyones special. The only question at hand is: how much are we going to know right now? 

Dad, how far am I willing to go?

Yes, you made a nice shift already.

Dad, I was really close. I got the same kind of feelings that I have had before. I don’t get the full change though.

So you chose to stop it, thats OK. 

Dad, no I didn’t.

Did it stop?

Dad, I guess it did.

Then it must have been OK for it to stop. There are limits to how much change people are willing to experience in each moment. Don’t be frustrated, be grateful for what you did, for what you achieved.

Dad, OK, one day I will make it and I will be able to let go.

Maybe you will and maybe you wont. But, I am starting to believe that you will.

Dad, I keep making little changes. I am not the same as I used to be. 

Me either.

Dad, You’re a whole lot different, hopefully, I can keep making changes and make that release. I feel strange about how much desire I have to make the change and yet I don’t make it. 

That is because it is equally counter balanced by the desire not to change. 

Dad, but I don’t feel aware of that.

But, you put it in place. 

Dad, I probably did, but I don’t feel it. I feel like I am being held back, thats the way that it feels.

Well, lets take a look at that. Do you want to take a look at that and see if somethings there?

Dad, I don’t know how to. 

Its a yes or no question.

Dad, Oh, I better look at it.

Do you want to look at it right now?

Dad, Ok, how do I look at it.

Be comfortable, be at peace.

Dad, I am being crushed.

What?

Dad, I am being crushed.

OK, let me take a look at it then, while you are being crushed. (Long pause)

OK, here we go, it is going to open up now. (long pause)

In this space, everything that is in opposition to our choice, is going to see the light of its own truth, because our choice is our own truth. Anything that has an opinion about that from outside of us, separate from us, is going to know our truth and that truth is their own: they are always welcome and wether they stay or go, that is their choice. In your divine knowing, you always welcome all others to share in the experience of the eternal with you, silently. Because there isn’t anything that has to be communicated when you are here fully free. So to that which was crushing you, there are only two things that can happen when you choose to embody your truth: either it relaxes into knowing its own and thus it is not opposing you, or it runs away. Every aspect of consciousness gets its own free choice. We don’t have to alter ours because others choose differently. 

Now, you will be challenged on that, but just look at the challenge without doing anything about it, except continually choosing to allow your own truth to be known to you. That is how you overcome all challenges: free choice for you, free choice for them, no opposition. You don’t oppose them at all, but the choice of your own truth is such that you cant be fought: you are either joined, or separated away from. It doesn’t leave much of a story for a war in heaven, but thats how things work spiritually. You either embrace the truth, or you turn away from it to protect your pretended identity. 

When someones chosen their truth: they don’t have to turn that off for anybody and everyones got the free choice to move in harmony with it, or go somewhere else, because you are allowed to manifest your free choice here. As a divine being you are allowed to know your truth and live your truth here. 

Its your body,

Its your life,

Its your truth,

and if you choose for the space that you occupy here to be holy, whole and complete, the entirety of truth: then it is, as long as you allow it to be.

Dad, that seems to be my problem, allowing. 

Of course, its every body’s problem. But, now that you know that the solution is so simple…

Dad, it should be simple. 

I am not saying that its not difficult, there is a difference between them and you don’t have to get a doctorate in philosophy to understand this. All you need is a level of bravery yet unknown here.

Dad, maybe thats it. There sure is something that is causing me to stumble.

We are not in opposition to that something. What ever it is, was absolutely supposed to be there, but it was not supposed to be there forever, because all blockages are temporal and temporary: there is a time for them to transcend that beingness and do you know when the end of that time is? As soon as you choose for it to be, because who is in control? 

Dad, I have to take responsibility for myself.

Its the only way out. I’m sorry but Jesus while he is everything and more than what you wish him to be, he will not save you in your insanity, he won’t save you in a pretense of something that is temporal. He will only stand by your side and say: we are one, you and I.

Dad, it makes me ache when I think about that. Its the grandest feeling that you could ever have. 

OK, so, right there. Feel the energy in the room shift, feel all doubts dissolve in the presence of one who’s presence is unquestionably divine and say: me too Jesus, me too. Then let it happen, let your-self, transcend the lies that you held onto as your identity here. Welcome the embrace of Jesus and say: 

what ever my truth is, bless me with that. 

I know enough to trust you, 

I know enough to surrender, 

God bless me with the knowledge of divinity. 

God bless me with the truth of myself. (not that I need Gods blessing, but I would like it anyway.) Even though I don’t need Gods blessing: I prefer it. I prefer God to work a miracle through me: the miracle of transformation from darkness into light, from frailty into strength, from not knowing and unconsciousness into consciously knowing. From can’t into able.

Mom, you have got to see the rainbow, come out and see the rainbow. 

A rainbow?

Mom, come and take a picture of it.

Time to look at a rainbow.

Mom, Oh it is so beautiful.