The Void.

When you recognise that your state of consciousness is much lower than it was at another time, the reason is a combination of confusions involving the identity of self and positions that others are wrong.

When you are troubled. you are not being your trueself. You are being something else and the clairity that you desire is found within. Nothing outside of yourself can deliver the ultimate truth to you. You can be guided along much of the way, but the final journey is taken alone as no divine being will rob you of your power, by being superior to you at the end of the road.

The following is an introduction to the solo part of the divine way:

The truth is nothing is true, no word, no thought, no body. Anything that is being something, emanating a frequency or taking a position against something, is not the source of truth.

The truth is void or rather is revealed in the void, where nothing exists and is where the truth of you resides. That is why The Hindus meditate, monks sit in silence and the bible says be still and know that you are God.

What is the practical application of this knowledge? You use it to restore your native awareness and consciousness, by taking the time to be absolutely alone, undisturbed and undistracted. You sit silently watching all that moves, thinks, talks, feels and emotes in any way. None of it is you. Sit at an absolute still point and watch until all illusions give up and leave. They will leave when you refuse to identify with any of them, in any way.

When the illusions are gone, you will be home and whole. Let the void take all the beings away, you are no thing that is being something. You are the void that is watching everything and knows that that it is no thing. The void permeates both the darkness and the light, knowing them both while being neither. God is void, but it doesn't mean that he is not there.

Nothing is broken if your not trying to fix it.

Immanuall