It doesn’t matter what you’ve done

Don’t stop yourself from being God, just because of the circumstances that you are in. If you keep punishing yourself for your mistakes and sins and the pain that you have caused others then you will not be able to live a life other than that. The only way that you can truly atone for all that you have done, all that you have created for others that they did not want to experience, the only way that you can atone for that, is to reclaim your divinity and cease to be a being that causes others harm.

The redemption of the wicked, or rather what is good to happen to the wicked is not to go to a place worse than themselves, but for them to go to the best place that is possible; to the place of absolute freedom. The freedom that grants you the presence and ability to live a beautiful reality that you are proud of and that others celebrate, because of your appreciatio for them, your appreciation of them. Only one who can love everyone, can truly appreciate life.

So give yourself a get out of bondage, get out of damnation, get out of the I am not worthy jail that you are in and say; you know what? The people that I interact with in this reality deserve the best me that I can be. What is that? It is not the me that I am, but it is the me that I could be, when divinely free I choose to be. So how do you choose to be divinely free? I don’t know, let’s take a look at it and see if I can find the answer for myself.

You have to choose your freedom first, you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve it by any sense of justice and judgment in this world; you do not deserve your divine freedom. You just don’t. Because it seems like with every freedom that you have you take unfair advantage of others and for whatever reason do not bring out the best in them or yourself. So how do you choose divine consciousness without creating an opportunity for yourself on your way there of being a freed evil guy that now has increased his abilities to be successful in what his bad intentions are. That is a tough one to figure out you know, because that is the one that restricts you.

You shut yourself down so that the world can be protected from your bad behavior and yet the only way that the world can truly be protected from your bad behavior is the eternally divine consciousness that you are downloaded into the body. So is there a way to do that in such a way that there is an increase in your love and charitable behavior towards your fellow man at each step of the way? That way you can allow yourself to have the freedom to improve for the benefit of the others that you interact with, so that there is somebody in their lives that brings out the best in them.

What do you need in you that in coming from you to others that brings out the very best in them? You don’t need the pains of your karma, that’s for sure. That doesn’t bring out the best in others, that brings out their instincts of self preservation and protection. What you need is a clean slate; a trashing of all that you are that is false. To do so, you allow yourself to feel all of the space that surrounds your body and yourself to feel that it in fact what is surrounding you is the light of the love of this universe, of God, of eternity and so here you are surrounded by the light and love that all that wishes it were in full enjoyment of and yet you are not in full enjoyment of it, you are not even aware of it unless you focus on it.

When you focus on the fact that you are surrounded by divine and eternal love, you can feel that it is there, even when you are encapsulated in your painfully restricted and bound up body. So I guess what you do is take your medicine, you say; I choose freedom and regardless of the painful circumstances you are in, you keep choosing freedom as you feel and experience the totality of the pains of your life here, choosing greater freedoms, greater consciousness, expanded awareness and divine presence.

There are a lot of layers of experience in you; and there are a lot of dimensions of expression and being that you are connected to. It does take your focused attention on all that you are aware of and embracing that and saying; despite this, despite what this is, despite the rightness that this is as it is and it is as it should be. Despite all of that, I choose divine freedom and in choosing that divine freedom in all of the attachments, polarized obligations, commitments, binding energies of any sort, because I have chosen to return my consciousness to home, it is a “game over” move, because you cease to be who and what you have been here, when you do that.

As you feel your life experience as it is and you know that it is impossible to change it for the better; you are right, it is impossible to change it for the better, because it is not going to get better, it’s going to end and something new, something eternally you is going to replace the lie that you have been living here as your identity.

In choosing to be divinely conscious here, you are only choosing to be the truth of yourself, the truth of all that surrounds you. All you are ending is the confusions, the enturbulations, the bindings, the barriers, the lies, the pretenses, the ideas, the belief systems that have nothing to do with eternal love, eternal truth and divine presence. You let go of the pretence that your life is. Even as I say this, I am mostly the expression of my pretence, which makes this difficult for me to share and admit to the truth of who and what I have been here, it’s horrific, but even with that truth, sensing, exploring and realizing what you would be if you chose eternity, you’re eternity, your eternal awareness, history and presence throughout all and beyond all time, puts your past here into a proper perspective; as one of, “ it was the best that you could do with what you had”, because you had lost your connection to the truth of yourself. You didn’t know who you were, where you were, what you were, you know only the painful experience of earth and life the changes that you mostly don’t wish for, but accept grudgingly.

Even though you are under attack from others in many ways; mentally, psychically, spiritually, regardless of anyone else’s ill intentions towards you, you can in those circumstances choose to allow your divine presence to be expressed, instead of the confused consciousness of your fallen state of expression here. So hold your divine consciousness in the experience of the body, that is what will make you better for yourself and others in each moment; choosing to hold your own divine presence within your body.

If like me you have a lot of garbage in your body, in your aura, in your akashic records, in your karmic debt, it can seem like a bit of a tortuous struggle, but in reality it just keeps getting better. Even when you go through layers of unconsciousness and encounter the pain that you had forgotten that was hidden underneath; you know that you are improving with each choice of divine presence instead of that pain, that unconsciousness, those limitations and in place of them for the first time, be here as your true self.

Your pains, your limitations, your restrictions, your punishments and judgments’, diminishments and collapsed unconscious realities and dimensions, when connected by your divine presence, cease all reason for being, because you transcend and end the purpose of their being. Which is to manage a misbehaved spirit who is operating in a state of confusion. You can’t let a being who is operating in a state of confusion, have his finger on the button of other peoples reality.

I say other peoples loosely, as that is making the assumption that the way other people here are the way that they should be and of course they are here exactly here the way that they should be based upon who they have been. When you come here as your truth, the others have that as an option for themselves well and that which is, no longer has a reason to continue being, because it has transcended by quantum levels of realities, entering into the the realm of love, respect, admiration and allowance for others to be free. To be undisturbed in their exploration of realities from whatever point of view it is that they choose to make them. What’s so wrong with that?

The only thing that is wrong with choosing a beingness and a reality to participate in as a pretence, the only possible wrongness in that is not having a way back out when you choose and so if your interactions with others is their way out if they choose, then you are free to be a divine friend to them. Without any repercussions whatsoever, so long as they choose their truth, again. So, without feeling bad or sneaky or guilty about what you are doing, because there is no reason to; choose to be divinely present here.

It doesn’t matter what you’ve done, it doesn’t matter who you are, it doesn’t matter where you have been, it doesn’t matter where you are from, it doesn’t matter who your parents are, who your friends are, who your country is, what your sex is; choose eternally divine freedom, wisdom, love and your own graceful eternal presence as the expression of your “is-ness” here.

Now are you creating some sort of imbalance in this universe, some sort of polarized opposite that needs to be counter balanced when you do this? No, no you don’t, you’re exiting from the reality of this universe, you’re overriding its ruling precepts, laws and physics. You’re trumping the game of reality when you choose to own your own truth, that always is, always was and always will be. With a few minor exceptions; when you download into a reality and enter it as a participant and so creating a pretence; a pretended being. A pretended being doesn’t get saved, a pretended being only is realized back into the truth, by the truth of itself, which is; a pretence ends when it’s game is over. There is no value in a pretence, there is only value in the truth that created it.

The truth that creates all pretences, when it enters those pretences, the conscious that animates it is the awareness of truth in a pretence of a surreal, false reality and so when it withdraws again, the only thing that is left is a creation, not the creator. You’re not abandoning yourself, your not leaving yourself to die, the only thing that’s gone, the only thing that’s dead, the only thing that’s not you any more is that that never was. It was only pretended to be.

You’re not killing yourself, you’re not killing your false self, you’re not killing anything about you, your only letting go of that which never was you, yeah, you identified with it, you put your identity on it, but that doesn’t mean it’s you, it only means that you pretended that it was, for a while, for some purpose that you forgot and so what's your choice now? Do you choose to know your truth, that’s really the only question, choose to know your truth and let the truth be you, because it is and don’t pretend otherwise.

Thanks,

Immanuall