A visit with my son,

If you can allow the change in yourself that would happen if the universe were changed into a celebration of the divine in form... Then your willingness to receive that yourself will be that which changes that for the universe as well.

The Truth of you is not something that can be moved by drama. The Truth of you is not something that can be moved by pain, suffering or hardship. The Truth of you is moved by the divine... By the extraordinarily wonderful possibilities... Of extraordinarily beautiful things. The possibility of the extraordinary moment is what moves you.

Now... Hold on a second and wait... And let that possibility move through you... Until the possibility becomes actualized within yourself. That possibility of divinity... That spark of the divine that everyone tells you is the Truth of the core of you... Allow that possibility... That divine spark... To be actualized within the self that you are here. Allow it to be actualized in its divine perfection throughout the totality of the being that your being here. Allow the beingness of the manifestation to be divine in its attributes.

My sons girlfriend now knows him better than I do myself... Far better. But not better than the Truth... The Truth that I know of him. I allow divinity to be the actuality of this beingness that I am... Is here.

You've got to allow divinity in every direction if you are to be IT yourself.

So at this stage in your development, your coming into your own as a grown-up human ready to be responsible for his life. At this stage, what is it you don't know about life that you want to know?

Skye, I found myself asking that question too much... And I stopped... And I just decided to just like you know... move. And I don't obviously, like you know not just like that for my entire life... You know... Obviously there is like a balance between planning and living... And I was... So yeah like... Right now I've just... You know I've just been having a good time and then things play in around that you know... And then you can... It’s like you know like work in your way up. And that’s and thats been fun... Thats been nice.

Good, I think thats a nice way to do it... To get real comfortable here with doing things that you enjoy.

Skye, Yeah, and then, you know, in doing that... you... its like you find... It helps find what you wanna do... ya know.

Of course... Of course... Cause if you follow the track of what interests you or what pleases you and you keep going down in that direction your gonna get more and more of it... Until you find out exactly what it is that brings you the greatest joy and then you say... Okay, this is what I'm gonna spend my time... That would be the logical thing to do. If what were saying But since your one that can comprehend what the options are ... and what it takes... you know what the results of each choice are... what it ends up as... rather than what you anticipated... whats the end of that journey.

You've always known that involving yourself in the negative aspects of life are going to bring you that back in return. So... you've naturally gone in the direction of what creates good results for you and the people that your around. So I cannot really say anything to that except thats probably the higher way of moving through life. So... I'm proud of you. I wish I were a bigger part of your life. I'm proud of the choice that you make and its the enjoyment of life that you have... I'm pleased with the man thats coming to be.

To some degree... Frankly your mom has been your big influence... And it is nice to connect to you... To come back to this reality that is so remote from the other things that I do and the other places that I go. Its nice to come here and ground into a reality thats done for the enjoyment of life... Cause a lot of the other places that I go are for something a little bit other than that.

It isn't feeling through where the access point is in life and saying, ìThere... there is the way of non-opposition.î  The way to successfully live life, AND be un-opposed. Not to live a life where your not really hear, but be fully here... Expressing yourself as you choose... And doing so freely... Effortlessly... And joyfully.

So where are our restraints in fully being here... The perfection of our abilities? We can feel them in the resistance(s) that our bodies have to movement... That which restricts the body is also the restriction of the life... And the True essence of you being manifest here. So when you feel those / that pain of existence of humanity... Of the species... Just let that flow through you. You don't need to make a big deal out of it. Bodies do what bodies do and each part of it can be celebrated regardless of the position and circumstances that your in at the moment that you realize that you can celebrate your life in any moment you choose. And that choice to celebrate beauties of life... Thats the choice that ill free you from the reality of destructive opposition positions with other people and movements and ideas. There is no reason, if you want to run the highest level of consciousness to have to operate in the realms of the assumption of an opponent or an enemy for what it is that you want to do. Its a state of being thats beyond THAT as even being a possibility. The possible states of our expression here are in a word... Devine... And according to our willingness to choose it continually. 

I'm happy that you know the value of a physical connection to people in intimate communication. It reassures on all levels that there is an open willingness to communicate and receive communication and so those areas where I allow myself to habitually stuck or paralyzed in can get grounded out by your willingness to be supportive of the best for me... Despite all of the reasons that you've had to be dissatisfied or angry about the amount of time we’ve had the last seven years. I miss knowing what life is like for you... And thank you for being open to me each time  I find the time to be able to come and connect with you. I appreciate your being open to us connecting on whatever bases we find that we can. So... It helps me to know that I'm welcome in your life when I can be here.

Boy, I've got a lot of emotion on this. Boy I appreciate your helping me let that go... Thats nice. That felt a lot better. Well, lets see what else we got here. I thought I was going to come here give you a give... and You've given me one. Thank you.

Yeah if you could keep your hand on my knee... Thats a really nice position for me being able to allow myself to relax through the connection.

So... Beyond everything else... Yeah I'm still doing what I'm doing as my primary purpose, I'm unconscious to it most of the time, but a couple of times a week I’ll wake up and move my agenda here along a little bit... And so I write about every week. I passed a thousand posts on my blog this last week. You know the funny thing is you can read them and connect with the energy. [18:35] If you can get inspired and raise your state of consciousness and your vibration, your frequency to where you've got a better connection to the Truth of yourself... But its still a state of... That even that is still a state of consciousness of a human thats looking to better himself... And thats a nice state of consciousness to be in... One of improvement...

BUT a senior consciousness to that would be to assess whether or not a Truth exists... A Truth so total and complete in your connection to IT that resolves all issues that are unresolved in you... And frees you to a condition of unencumbered consciousness... A consciousness unencumbered by perceiving through a body... And that belief system and training system here and everything that goes with it. Cause our consciousness is unencumbered when we’re un-embodied and we’re free to reconnect to the knowingness of our Truth beyond time and space.

And the reason I came here this time was because I never got the point of this world and this reality of being the way that it is where people come here to struggle and suffer as unconscious beings... And the appearance of if to me is that its involuntary... And yet at the same time on the other side it’s absolutely voluntary... And so there is an absolute willingness to come here... A and be absolutely bound up... And diminished... And confused about our identities... And who we are... And we come here... And we play these roles... And for the majority of the people here is a lifetime of pain and anguish and sorrows... And its inexplicable to me... For me to see the perfection in that. I can see it as an improvement over other systems... But I don’t see it as a final perfection... And what I'm interested in taking a good look at is what is the embodiment of the final perfection like? What does it grant the being... The embodiment here? What is the ultimate potential of human consciousness? And to feel that in yourself... In your body... Right now. What am I capable of... Being here... In terms of a being that is free? To what degree to I grant myself to... Freedom to be free... In all areas of life... Because thats whats going to constrain and contain and bind and limit me... Is only my own considerations of who and what I AM and what my possibilities are. So... What is it? What is it then that makes us choose so poorly of ourselves? What is it that makes us into less than what we wish for... For ourselves? [23:00] Why is it that we would choose to limit ourselves to the point where life and those things in it are a struggle for us... Sometimes a life and death struggle... But to such a point that fear enters in... And doubt enters in... And danger enters in... And so life is an uncertainty of... If its going to be what you want it to be.

So how do we go about having our life be what we physically conscious wish it to be. How do we compare that wish with what the pre-birth un-embodied wish was that might have had a greater awareness and purpose than what we’re connected to in the body is quite likely... So how do you ask for... How do you ask for the knowledge and understanding of what the high road is for you?... Or what the life purpose is? What is your life purpose? 

Now... normally to your consciousness you'd be thinking, ìOh I'm interested in this... Or I like this a little bit, but what was it beyond, before birth... How certain were you of what the purpose of your life was going to be. Did you know exactly what it was you wanted to accomplish here. Yeah... I believe you did. So heres my question, ìIf thats true that there is a possibility that you chose exactly what it was you wanted to accomplish here... now your into your life to the degree that you are... how connected are you to that original purpose of this life? How closely is your life lining up according to what your initial wish was prior to being born?î Would your life be easier to live if you were as clear now on that purpose as you were when your life purpose was chosen? No... If there is not a direct connection to the beingness that you are when your making choices that make your life happen, then you have to be willing to consciously BE the part that creates your reality here. Because, if your consciousness is something other than that, then God help you because your not going to be able to help yourself. You have to choose that you are going to be the consciousness thats effective of creating what it is that it desires for itself... And have that result actually be what you wished it to be... Because you knew what the result would be before you made the effort to bring it into creation.

So is that the level of consciousness that we want to operate here at?... Or are we okay exactly the way we are?... Or both? Maybe we just want to surprise ourselves once in awhile with a realization, or a clever series of circumstances where something reminds us of our Truth... On a regular basis where we go, ìOh yeah, Id forgotten... Thanks.î Then you get little reminders what the ultimate possibilities are, even though your living a life where  your currently where ever it is that you are? So it acts like a beacon... Like from an airport for an airplane... Where if you follow that beacon it leads you back to your home base.

So if you allow those synchronistic reminders of our ultimate Truth... To be that for you, a reminder of your ultimate Truth. And so where it changes your self image to the degree that you make really good choices here for yourself. If your going to be unconscious here at least be successful in your own conscious choices of having a nice life. 

Okay... Got through whatever that was. As we have talks like this... What we’re doing is we’re moving through various levels of consciousness and unconsciousness where it has different levels of beingness, different levels of consciousness and everything thats in harmony with that frequency. Because when you make a choice of beingness... When you are the YOU that you are right now... It sends out a frequency into reality... Where reality shifts and adjusts itself to this... And makes you think even more so... That this is what you are... Because everything in this Universe is telling you that you are real... But its a REFLECTION of your INTENTION and choice of self image and the level of your self awareness... That is controlled by... This is a deep one... What is it controlled by?

What is it that creates the darkest, densest, most unaware and unable parts of yourself. What is there... What is the creation point of that? What causes it be in that type of configuration where there is a big perceived failure... Or a lack of harmony... In that part of our lives?

Well, lets go back to you. So... How are you physically? Any injuries? Any complaints? 

Skye, Um... I think I'm doing pretty good. I just... Like what am I up to... You know I just... Mentally I just... I you know been thinking a lot... Just kinda bout current situations and then how they relate to other ones you know.  (Current as in society?) Like... Yeah and just... You know it could start as simple as like, ìOkay, well why did that person do that just now you know... And then they can just... I like to think you know and... You know kind of find about why they did that and from there I can relate it to why people do things that they do and then you can kind of see how you want to be I guess really. But um...

Skye, Been kind of like in a creative mood lately. Thats been cool. Its been helping like a lot actually. Like at school I've been writing papers you know in my classes like the morning before they’re due... And I've been getting like the best grade and the teachers been like, ìThis is the best paper I've ever read by a student. (No, no.) Yeah, and like... I think... And the thing is, is like I think its just cause a lot of the kids just don’t like... You know they just don’t like really care about school you know... And they don’t really have passion for it... But its like if... Its like if I can like just really just get into what I'm talking about in the paper or something... (Uh hum) Cause like then it just goes back to like, ìOkay well, well read a book or something.î And you know like you can just totally talk about like the psychology of like of the characters and stuff, and but like you know I can go pretty deep you know... And like just you know and teachers are impressed with that and I think that just helps a lot. Like I, a lot of times like I don’t listen in class at all... Like I just do it all on paper and then I can just, I just... Cause I feel better when I think for myself you know like... (Well thank Heavens you’ve learned that.) Yeah like I... Cause I... You know before when Id write papers it would be just, ìOkay... well our teacher just wants us to say this... so Ill say this.î And I cause I just used to know, but like you know and I get you know an average grade... I don’t know... But, and then I just like one time like for this writing assignment our teacher told us to  do something... It was like we had to pick one of these quotes and write how it relates to us and I instead I just said like... I just wrote my own quote... And I said that I, we should... Like cause she likes that I do that... And she is into that... She is into like finding cute little quotes that say little lines that like, ìOh... Like you know.î And I was I wrote her and I said that, ìWE’RE TAUGHT TOO MUCHî like you know and like all these enlightened thinkers and stuff... Like the main message that most of them have is saying to not... To not like listen to what other people say because you already know, you know... And its just more likely your going to interpret something wrong... I think... You know. (Wow.) And its like... And I've... Like the more I’ve dwell... The more I work on just myself... And like just thinking... Like the better I do in things. And its like... And its cool like... And I've been drawing a lot too lately... Well just doodling... But okay its like my favorite thing to do. (Christmas is coming up... I want my drawing) I can... Yeah, Ill make you something cool.  (Okay... I've got all the rest of yours... Well I had em all hung up on the wall.) Yeah... they all look pretty cool. I its just like... I just like that feeling of just creation... And you know like when I draw I don’t necessarily know even what I'm gonna draw... I just... I don’t even think I will... And I just start drawing it... And Ill like,

Skye, Oh no... This looks like something else... And then I can just go on and go on it... And it just goes on all these different ways... And it just becomes some cool stuff... And thats just like... Its been cool... And with Lizzy... Well like we were at Cafe Mecca and um we started drawing on this coffee cup that we had... Our tea cup actually... But, paper one... And it was cool... We were just passing it back and forth just kind of doodling and stuff... It was fun... But yeah, thats like just the main things I've been up to... And then, and then just just keeping it simple like that has led me to other things. Like I ended up going to uh m like this ah Friday after school I ended up going to this meeting some at with some kids that were like you know getting together for this cause... I mean its not really that important now and I could tell you some other time, but, but... And it was cool you how I just kinda like felt like, ìOk, like you know this is like being a part of something... Which is good you know... Also, and um and... And its... Yeah I never... You know its, it’s cool... I think you know you... Its good to do your own thing, but... (Its nice to part of things.) Nice to be part of things, for sure... (For the, for the... When there is, when there ‘s the ch... the pers... When it ‘s joyful for everybody that is doing it. You know, its nice to be part of it...) Yeah, its cool to see that yeah. (Nice, nice to be part of a...) Make it happen. (Of a group thats creating in such a way that it, you know thats harmonious and synchronistic and, and to do that... To participate in a group like thats the highest, the highest thing there is because... Because if all that ever happens is you actualize yourself then, who you gonna play with? You know... You need a, you need a whole group of people that are like you in order to, in order to have the best life.) Yeah. And... You know the things is like... I haven't been too solid you know I've just... Really I’ve been all over the place. You know I’ve been hanging out with all sorts of people and like... And thats good though because Ill hang out with people that like I wouldn't expect myself to hang out with... And thats like exactly what I need to do because its like... (Thats how you get to know the world.) Yeah, its like why... You know, people that don’t think maybe that, cause these certain people are like, you know important to really know... But it leads back to just like you can know these people and they totally re... (You Can) And like they have stories and they have like the way they do things and it just... I mean, I mean its... (Their lives, their lives...) They have a lot of reflections on society.

Each person is life makes sense to them... (Yeah...) And they, and they (Thats...) And they all know... And they all know that their basic natures and truths and choices... And their, and they... and they know that their moving in they direction that they should be. Everybody's doing that and to look another part of society, you know where things are really unrefined, or, or violent... They haven't made it as far as you have yet. Ah... But their (despite their appearances) going through the process of refining themselves into a higher consciousness. Sometimes that takes experiencing a, a uh... a horrible event, or a degraded circumstances for whatever reason. Whatever it takes for you to um finally, finally realize that the corollary is also true... Or they opposite. The individual and the indispensable member of the group... (Yeah...) Being able to be both freely and free in each circumstance.

Most... most groups operate on various levels of control and diminishment and suppression of their members... Uhm... And demand that the group think for the members in a particular area of their life you know... Where that persons membership requires them to conform, rather than the organization shifting and changing and conforming because a new unique individual came in that had experience and knowledge of life... And abilities that added to the group as a whole in helping and each part of it into a higher uhm possibility for itself. So... unless a, unless a group is operating by divine principles which is, um, whatever expense our consciousness... And makes it easier for us to express our love and appreciation to each other. Whatever those things are... you know... we’re in support of that. We like groups of people that have that as their intention for themselves and others.

Skye, Yeah... And just acting on the knowing that your like, that your like on the same level you know. And just... And just being on that like I don’t know...

Oh yeah, the last time we were talking about some, some situations that you’d had like that. So... you've got a few friends that are higher consciousness right? (Yeah... like in different ways for sure.) And to what degree, to what degree does your consciousness shift when you ah, get together with them? Does your consciousness raise?... Does both consciousnesses raise?... Or does one raise up the other? Whats the, whats the experience?

Skye, Well, with different people... Like some...Like the people I was with on Friday you know... Their all, their all pretty high consciousness... But in a way thats more like, like this reality you know... And kind of just knowing whats going with that and um... you know just kind of like intelli... (Their, their, their, their...) Like school intelligence you know?

Yeah... Their, their, their good at ah... Their good at being exceptional humans.

Skye, To... Yeah, to the point where they can like look back on what it is that even they do though... And like know what... Whats up with you know... The system or something you know? And um, And then other friends. like you know, they just like even maybe if its like on a lower level of just within people you know, and just treating people good ways and... Yeah, I just... I usually feel... I can... You know I like hang out with my friends and... One time like one of my friends, he was like, he was like, ìEveryone should have a friend like you, you know (he's like, he's like), You just like know stuff.î Like, Cause some... I don’t know... I mean sometimes it’s kind of like I’ll just get all these things and I’ll just like start talking... Like you know... A lot... And ah, just about like why people do things that are just so hard, or something like that. Or just... Or like how we should do things... Or you know... And then, oh yeah... I think then, like you... But then, you still have to have a balance of just doing things you know.

Uh hum... Of course... Yeah, yeah you need to ah... You need to keep your body active... Is what I haven’t done. You need to figure out something I can do that I enjoy that ah... will keep me in shape. (I like to go on walks.) Have you taken her on a walk in the park yet?

Skye, Um no, but we have like gone on walks like more in town though. (Um huh.) And actually today she has like a song I wanted to go to a waterfall and she has one near her property so... I didn’t know that but that’s where we went today. And it was actually quite a ways to walk there... But, but yeah I mean other times we’ll just walk in the streets and stuff. It’s pretty cool. Uhm...

So tell me how you got acquainted with her... you knew her for a long time?

Skye, Like yeah I have. Well since like the end of my freshman year. But like... (let me see, let me see) like I knew... I knew then that she was an awesome person... (Uh hum), but for some reason I didn’t do anything about, about it... Like I just didn’t like... I just didn’t feel it you know and... And then I told her the other day... And I was just like, I was like, ìWhy has it taken us so long to get together and you know.î And she’s like, ìI know.î And... but then I was realizing... I was just like everything has to happen like it was supposed to happen. Like we were supposed to be together now. Like it wouldn’t have made sense any other time in my life definitely. (Uh hum) And it is just like now is like a good time to be with her you know, instead of any other time. So... But anyway yeah... I just... That’s yeah like she asked me if I wanted to do anything... Like we were you know we were hanging out like friends... Like a little bit... And then at like one night she’s like, ìHey do you wanna hang out?î And I was like, ìYeah!î And I was like, ìCome over and we’ll go get a movie.î So we did... And that was like... Kind of like our first real date I guess... And you know we hung out a couple of times, but... (Um hum) Yeah... I mean... And I was like... I think that’s like... She was like exactly what I needed at the time... (Yeah) And um, and I think it was just like the same for her, like... you know like... Cause you know I’ve... I feel like... Like I feel like she’s just like an awesome person to hang out with you know like... You know my friends... I feel like... You know... There’s just something that they’re not... They don’t have like a... Either balance with, or they do like this... And it’s just like... I get tired of it or you know (Um hum), but... Yeah it’s like I... It’s nice to just kind of like... It’s almost like having a best friend you know... (Right.)

Well that is cool. Well, yeah it’s a good time, it’s a good time for you to have uh... have a nice girlfriend... One that uh... Where you guys can practice on uh... On how to treat somebody right. You know... (Yeah) How to be your best that you can you know to each other, you know. (Yeah... that’s, that’s definitely.)

Well that’s uh... that’s all I’d advise you to do... Is just that. Just say, ìHey... You know we’re together f0r now, but in the... Now that we’re together uh, you know let’s make a deal and let’s have that deal be that uh, we’re here to be as good an influence as we can on each other in every way... To support each other and, in uh our mutual desire to improve our lives you know, or whatever... whatever that is. But yeah, just say, ìYeah... Okay... I got your back on everything!î Yeah... So if you can do that with her, you know what a great experience that’ll be for both of you.v (Yeah it’s been wonderful.)