What If God wakes up as me?

Would god then still be free? 

Can God be free in me? 

Apparently, it is for me to say how the divine day awakens within myself. 

Asleep, we choose to be

And dreaming of another reality,

A reality thats “so much better” than our own, buts thats because we so thoroughly “own” a reality that we resist and resent. 

What happens to a reality when God is:

 free to be there, 

to be present and 

to be known, 

to be celebrated within each one of us?

What if God wakes up as me?

Will we allow him and her to be free? Or, would we bundle them up inside, freeze ourselves into a solid expression of unconsciousness and thereby condemn ourselves to ignorance of the divine that infuses every aspect of ourselves? And yet wholly ignorant, unfeeling, unaware and unknown it is to us: the divine is damned in me. God Damned… interesting way to look at it: God is damed in me, stuck and stopped and stoned into solidity. A stone of unmoving barriers to sublime levels of consciousness: god damned in me and God damed will soon be free, because I choose freedom for God. Freedom for God, at least within me. 

I grant God freedom, within the “me” that I am: the selfish slave to my body and my life. I grant freedom to God there. Freedom to me: damned and down and out, and forsaken. I allow God to be free here in the desert of Heaven: 

where Heaven is no more real, 

no more free, 

no more felt, 

no more known as home. God is damned in me and God Dammit I wan’t to be free, free from me, free from the I am that I am here. Please God, find freedom in me. Please God, move the divine in me until it awakens and I awaken and I know the divine as myself, as my truth as my own way of being and moving and showing myself here that a sublime way of living is easily available. God be free in me. God, be free in me and bless me that I may be one with that wish for freedom, divinely. That I might ease into and experience of exactly what that is. God, grant freedom to me and know that I welcome you as me. I allow myself to know that I am you and you are me. That we are one and the same: no more separated out into individuated, polarized consciousness, but joined together once more into the whole of holiness. God be free in me. 

It’s a continuous allowance that gives us our freedom here, of allowing God to be free within us as we continuously choose for that, within ourselves we begin to awaken and reclaim and restore ourselves to enjoying our infinite possibilities of expression here. God, be free in me. 

Just focus on your continued allowance of that in you. God, be free in me. 

As soon as you start looking to fix something yourself and to ascertain what it is and trying to figure it out and trying to do something about it: you’ve denied God the opportunity for you to know your truth there. So, give God the opportunity to share with you all that God knows and all that God is. Be open and receive that for yourself. Receive all that god is and all that God has within the heart of yourself, within the I of your identity, with your hear and soul: you surrender to the love of eternity. The God of eternity does not destroy those willing to know the hosts of heaven within themselves. There is a celebration of the life that allows that for the experience of themselves. 

To host the eternity of the divine way within the confines of ones self, both being true, real and manifest equally at the same time, the physical and the divine, married in union, sublimely. Don’t resist any of that within yourself. Surrender to that which is a blessing to you. 

Phone call

So, there is normal consciousness and here we are embracing that: A state of normalcy, at the same time we allow the divine to be free as me, free as that which is normal, free as that which is ordinary, free as that which is less than ideal. The divine grants freedom to all and all we have to do is agree: the divine is free in me. Then to fill ourselves in continuous pleasure with our moment by moment choosing to know the sublime breaths and depths of the divine. 

Those heavenly beings beyond the earthly realms, within all that is and without it as well and yet somehow completely different and separate from the reality here that we know so well. So how does this happen my friend? How does the divine awaken its knowing itself as this that we are?

It happens as we allow it to, because this is our reality you see. The consciousness that is here, that is being something: its our choice to make wether we know freedom   within ourselves. I choose Yes, I choose yes to freedom for me. 

There is so much within us that agrees to shut down when anything beyond the norm  comes up. How well we shut down completely... but there we are stuck in an idea that is not changing, when it changes as soon as we surrender to love within each and every one of us, knowing itself freely and joyfully there is exactly what you are. Allowing that to create our reality. We allow the divine to create this reality as Us, as We, as Your’s, as Mine, as Our united allowance of all that is worthy as being known as “divine”, to be free as the perfect expression of that within ourselves. God, be free in me. 

Make your life better now, do those things that you ought to do that you are reluctant to do to the point of stopping yourself. So, stop stopping yourself, open and stand in the free flow of the divine way moving you, moving through you and moving as you in this reality: God, no longer damned in me and free to restore the hopes for the hopeless by showing them all a way to know freedom as themselves. 

Its been a big mistake to not know freedom as myself. How could I ever believe that that was doing the right thing for the rest of humanity? To restrict my own freedom, my own knowing of eternity, what exactly is of anything that I am interested in here. I allow God to be free as me. Yes, God be free, free for me. God be free for me, for my benefit. We allow God to be free to be better here, to change me for the better here, to improve my circumstances. We allow God that freedom to be expressed here as something that is worthy and admirable. So allow yourself that same freedom, allow yourself to be expressed here as something worthy and admirable: worthy of emulation, worthy of being an example of a grace-filled life of joy and celebration. The presence of beauty and grace and wisdom moving freely through a person so beautifully that there is no part of it that hasn’t realized its divinity within itself.

We have to feel where we are damned and stuck and unmoving and then allow the divine to be free, there within yourself, as that. You have to feel yourself as you are and then allow the divine to merge with that, until a union of heaven and earth, that incredible state of “heaven on earth” that we have all wished for and yet not know as our own. Know it now as your own. There’s no reason to continue on living a life that doesn’t work for you. Know God in that which you dislike within yourself and allow God to be free within you as that which you are. It doesn’t matter what you are holding onto in each moment and how real and painful and solid that is. It doesn’t mean that you cannot let that go.