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Dance of the divine

Dance of the divine
The divine is seen in everything by those willing to see; smile, the divine is with you always.

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

The body knows what it is doing


If you are sitting here and looking at reality and are confused by it; don’t validate the confusion, just let go of it. Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… Allow confusion to move through you like a cloud moves through the sky. Mmm… Like a shadow moves through life, there, and yet not disturbing the presence of anything. 
Realize in your every present moment, that your ultimate truth will not be found by holding onto life as you are and to life as it is. Your ultimate truth is found in allowing life to move as it is, while you love the fact that it is here and you can enjoy it; your present and yet you do not interfere with the present and how does that allow you to move in life your self? Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… Ahh…
There is a time for action and there is a time for freeing oneself, so that one can be in action fully consciously. Mmm… Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… “Ahh Is” the action of freeing oneself. It is the mantra of transformation. Ahh… Ahh… Ahh… Ahh…
To have easy success in life, you must allow one who is ready to be rid of what you want, to be the one to give it to you, not someone who wants to take advantage of you. Make your agreements for your sustenance in life with those who truly wish to give you what you want. Who truly wishes to give you what you want and what is it that you want? 
If you want money, where is it most easily available to you? Where is it freely given for what you freely give? What can you freely give in exchange for money? What do you have that would be valued by one who is finished with materialism? What can you provide he who wishes to be free from the materialism of humanity? Materialism that you yourself need, if you are going to be freed from the needs of the body? You have your art work, you have an idea of the best way to move it easily for money, open up to a mutually agreeable, exchange.
Do your standing meditation on “where is freedom found” and allow your body to lead you towards it; to lead you, not for you to lead it, but for your body to lead you towards its freedom here. Your body knows where its freedoms lie. Give your body its freedom. It will find its freedom as it tests the barriers and limitations of itself. Hmm… it doesn’t test them aggressively, it grades them, it knows them charistically. There is an effective knowing, where if you will allow yourself that, it will serve you well. So, realize first that there is an effective knowing within your body already and that you should give you and your body the time to for you to allow a walking meditation of yourself, by your body.  
Allow your body to “walk you” in a manner that it can transcend its chronic consciousness. Allow your body to move itself towards the light within. Allow your body to show you the way towards embodied freedom. The body knows the truth, the way to be free and the way to freedom embodied; is for you to allow the body to be free. So feel that in your body; what happens when you allow it to be free? When you allow it to move itself? When you just go along for the ride? Mmm… Isn’t that a nice experience? Every step brings a greater freedom, to yourself as an embodied being, simply by allowing the body to be free; to move, to speak, to walk and for you to wonder what is going to happen next. Go for that ride, where you don’t know what will happen next; you are giving “free reign” to the divine within to be the source of moving the body through this reality. So you; just watch, and allow.
Allow you body to show you your way to freedom, in all of your life.  Allow your body to effectively move you away from that which does not serve you, to that which does. Follow the lead of your body, its effortless you know, give your body its “head” trust and know, that the divine in truth, is freed only when you allow your own body its truth of divinity, its truth of freedom, its truth of wisdom; the wisdom of being a true blessing to this reality and to yourself. Ahh… How do we do it? We don’t, we don’t, instead of trying to make ourselves unconscious by that which we listen to and that which we read and that which we engage in; give the body its head, give the body its freedom, give the body permission to inspire itself into appropriate action, where significant improvement in your life will be the result. Conscious improvement; where you realize after the fact as well that; yes, yes, that was a nice move, that was a nice improvement in my life, “lets have some more of that.” 
It makes sense right now, for you to take some time tonight, where you are able to be alone and allow your body to move in freedom, to free itself from the burdens that you have placed it under. Wait for the body to tell you what to do;
Don’t move in unconsciousness, 
Don’t eat in unconsciousness, 
Don’t amuse yourself in unconsciousness; 
Don’t do anything in unconsciousness, wait for the body to be brilliant.  Because it will not move itself faster than it can in total competence. So allow it to stand still if it has to, to begin to free itself fro its burdens. 
You can entitle this one; “the body knows what it is doing.” So let it be the doer. Mmm… Mmm… Mmm… Mmm...

Friday, May 11, 2012

Experiential Wonder


I’m going out into eternity to find where divine embodiment is known. Then to know it as my own. I am the one who is set free, by knowing the heavenly and the free. The miraculous is in store for you when you look within yourself and don’t stop looking until there is no self left to look.
All density has unconsciousness, all density is filled with darkness, the light of knowing makes an end to density.
Pay attention to your body, thats what you want to have be divinely conscious; your presence in the body, in a knowingly divine way. To listen to your body doesn’t mean trying to figure out how to unstick it, listen you your body means; embracing “what is” but not giving any validation to it for operating at that level of consciousness. You just look at it and go; ohh… that was dense, now it’s light, easy, free. Now I move in my own graceful humanity. 
If you make anything that is wrong with you important, then you just “purchased it” let the importance of your infirmities go and gone they will be. Look at who you are communicating to and what their level of consciousness is. And what that has made you do to your own, just so that you can “hang out” and communicate to someone. Why would you consider that so valuable, to communicate in necessity on the level of one who is unable to appreciate the divinely, present, self, because he does not know himself as that. Wouldn’t it be wise for you to know yourself as that first, before you go into communication with unconsciousness here? 
To fail to transform your own consciousness, to enlighten yourself fully prior to engaging in any teachings purporting to be truth, it’s only logical. Don’t teach the truth, be the living essence of the truth; for yourself and for this reality. The reality here does not need your words, it needs your presence, it needs the wholly whole freedom of expression, self evident to this reality.
There is nothing interesting to know about yourself; self realization is knowing there is nothing about you that is freeing, that is pleasing to your experience of your embodiment. There is no importance to you you whatsoever, so just be present to life and find a way to enjoy it magnificently. Let go of all those pats of you that are interested in sabotaging yourself, that are interested in maintaining your sleeping state here, that prefer sorrow to serenity, that prefer destruction to the grace of creation.
The law of consciousness cannot make it through your hidden pains, you guarded sorrows, your false personas, maybe some asanas would help, but God knows; that you don’t know.  You don’t know that the truth of you lies beyond the truth of you here. The truth of you here is irrelevant, let it go. The truth of you here, the truth of your life, the facts of your existence are irrelevant to your embodiment of universal consciousness, enlightenment, God consciousness, the truth of you here is irrelevant to your being that which is singularly free and that singular freedom is in all of you, because each of you are single aspects of the divine freedom that is the truth of all of us.
Allow yourself to be touched with pleasure; to have pleasure embrace you in your every step. The pleasure of consciousness realizing it’s truth is not temporal, its truth is not temporary, its truth is not changing. When consciousness realizes that it is always aware of everything and loves it; then everything changes to be in harmony with that love, because the love of harmony is truly that which unites us all. There is no one who would turn aside he who loves him truly and unconditionally, without reservation, without anything other than a pure vulnerability of absolute union in love.
Don’t depend on your pain, sorrows, unease, opinions and limitations. Don’t think that they are going to save you. They are that which holds you back from knowing your own loving nature, you own unconditional allowance for reality to perfect itself exactly as it wishes for itself. Give your own body that freedom; allow it perfect itself exactly as it wishes to right now. Don’t be the one who’s watching of reality stops all transmutation, stops all mutations of quantum transformation from occurring for your experience of your body here. Allow your divine presence to free your body here; thats all you have to do is be here freely, letting go of everything, holding onto nothing as your truth, because “nothing” is your truth and nothing is what you are and nothing is what you will be, unless you start swinging from a tree believing you’re the monkey in a business suit. Don’t do that to yourself; hold onto nothing that Identifies you to yourself as “something”.
How can you operate your body at the optimal state of consciousness, what level of consciousness frees your body completely, allows it to perfect itself in every way easily?  What level of consciousness causes your own physical perfection to miraculously to occur? Well, its not the one you’ve got, so let it go, let go. Let go of what you have got comfortable about with being the truth of you thats not. 

Yes, you have many, many circumstances in life that need to be dealt with. But when you are allowing yourself to be enlightened; thats not the time that you have to deal with them. Allow yourself to be enlightened and let your decisions be made there, not here, not where you are not free. Do not make your decisions about yourself and your life from an experience of your self of limitation of non-ideal in any way, in any part of your life. Don't accept that as a definitation of yourself. Those are the circumstances that your body finds itself in, but when a cosmic consciousness, when a God consciousness, when a free consciousness chooses to be embodied without any limitations; how does it operate the body? It operates the body by realizing that the consciousness there is already its own and to let go of the previous operating system; it is no longer necessary. All that operated the body in unconsciousness, needs to be divinely embraced and set free by that embrace. Its the unconditional love of the divine that opens this earth into experiencing itself as heaven and each consciousness here has to realize itself as that for it to occur. It all doesn’t all have to be in synchronistic and unison, for when only one aspect of us realizes itself fully and completely; that is us, that is us, we, are aware of all of our aspects and as our awareness of all of our aspects becomes focused on that aspect which is divinely free, what occurs to you and me?

Don’t hold onto your previous operating modalities towards life. They weren’t working very good. Allow yourself to begin moving through life now in this moment with freedom, move as slowly as you have to, to find a way to move freely. For with great limitations; there are many, many moves in the dance of freedom. 
I invite you to a higher game of communication; of consciousness beyond the struggle to enlighten humanity here, HH. I invite you to share a realm of experiential wonder, yes, yes, I know; I know this life is too slow, but one does not pick on the lives slowly moving their way, as they choose, towards their embracement of their truth. Where are your best playmates found? Yes, your not for the enlightened and what are you exactly? Where are you most useful and beneficial to the rest of us brother? Where are you most celebrated, most loved, most beloved here? Isn’t that where you should be?
We allow the miraculous in our life by allowing God truly to move through us, to know us and to be known by us, as that which we are. Don’t protect yourself from change; there is nothing about yourself that can’t change for the better. So embrace change, not by determining what it should be yourself, but by allowing yourself to be moved by it. Allow the changing of the world as it wishes to, to be that which you move in harmony with. It doesn’t mean that you can’t inspire it with your grace and glory; god forbid, but don’t tell it what it should be doing. You are too enlightened for that. Your on the road to being truly free, you can be there just like me and together in that tree, we’ll swing like the monkeys we truly are; 
Enlightened to our core, 
The very best with our decor,
With decorum in our speech,
With enlightenment in our reach.
Holy now,
Holy cow,
My oh my,
Wow oh wow. 
In the now, 
You’ve found our place, 
In our holiest, 
Holy embrace.
Now who can see you through and through? 
Been there, 
Been that, 
Done and blue. 
Blew the scene and 
Grabbed the ball, 
Embraced it all, 
Even heavens halls.
Hauled away the holy hell, 
Rang the bell,
Then ran like h---.
Hell bound and
Hell bent,
To be the first one,
Out of this tent.
One who came and
Won the prize, 
The one who became,
The worlds most wise.
Pulled the sword, 
From the stone and
Ended the worlds,
Continual groan. 
The agony,
Of willful flesh,
Never content and
Never to mesh. 
With the truth, 
That would free them, 
It will not free them, 
Until they end their lives as Men.
Men no more,
But, God enthroned,
In the body,
Of his home.
Royally and fully free,
His holiness,
You are,
To be.
His holiness,
Is full of smoke,
There’s no fire,
Its all a joke.
He made it up,
Because he’s free,
But, not yet quite,
As free as me.
Tho I’m coming home,
To a little shack,
Most neglected and
Out of wack.
This body’s been,
Beat to the bone,
But, now it sits,
Upon a throne.
The throne of freedom,
The throne of love,
The throne go God from above,
The throne of willingness to know it all,
And recover from the fall.
Freely falling,
Fully free,
No I’m bent,
Upon my knee.
And now I ask myself to please, never ever, confuse me with these masks again. The pretenses of my life are insufferable and my physical expression here is unbearable, my actions towards others are insufferable and yet; I willingly accept the call home. 
Homeward bound and fully free, 
My realities, eternity. 
It’s not about me, 
Or you you see, 
We are all one; 
The holy sum. 
You and I, 
You see its we, 
Who together,
Fill eternity. 
All for one and 
One for all, 
Heavens holy, 
Royal ball. 
It doesn’t matter what the cause of your life has been, wether victor or victim, suffering or insufferable. Let it all go, let it all move, let it all be, free, as you want yourself to be.
You need to be freer, HH, your causing your own diminishment and for what? To serve humanity harshly is not to serve humanity well. Until the well of love flows freely from you, in a way that this reality welcomes as a blessing, then you are being less than you can be here and not worthy of teaching the freedom of “me” here.
Stand your freedom of the face of that which you desire for yourself. You are free to desire for yourself that which you wish. Once you make your choice, Embrace it, until it is yours.

Thursday, May 10, 2012

To know thyself truly, is to truly be free.


The realization of love,
 Is the saving grace,
 That we allow ourselves,
 In the moment of transition into the embodiment of our truth. 
The grace of love, 
The enjoyment of life,
The celebration of the delights of the divine,
in form,
In movement,
In expression.
The embodiment of divinity;
The fulfilled prophesy,
The realized potential,
Of the infinite,
As you.
The transformational protocol is simple;
Allow love,
Allow light,
Allow life,
Your life, 
All life,
To be your love.
Allow your love of life to be that which moves you,
Improves you,
Molds you,
And shapes you,
Into the presence of grace and beauty.
You are that which loves… 
All life,
All form,
All creation.
You are that which,
 “loves” 
Manifestation into happening here.
The love that,
Moves energy,
Into motion,
And life,
Into being.
Your presence here,
As that,
Is what you came here to be,
And do, 
For the rest of us.

And we also, 
the very same,
For you. 
For we are all here; 
To be one, 
To be whole,
To be true,
And to complete the divine creation,
The final realization,
Of form and structure,
 In perfect harmony;
Life,
As it,
Was,
Meant to be.
Here yourself,
Above the din of life,
To know the silence,
That you are in truth.
Then you’ll be the “Me” 
That I always wished I could be,
The one, 
Who received his wish upon a star.
The miraculous in you, 
Is there for me too,
In myself,
And in my soul,
That all,
Who hear me, 
May be whole.
Whole for themselves 
And joined together, 
In the dance of life, 
That we share together.
I accept my fate; the unknown journey of the divine embrace.
The faith that Gods will,
And our purpose,
Are entwined, 
and one and the same.
But, there is a purpose beyond,
That which life appears to be;
A higher reality,
Where we awaken into,
The realm of the sublime.
And there...
We are remembered,
Rejoined,
Reclaimed,
And restored.
To our knowing,
And being,
Our Truth.
The break through;
The shift between realities,
Its here for you now,
Welcome it,
Embrace it,
And, allow your truth,
To embrace you.
As you allow your truth to embrace you, you will find your freedom that you have been seeking and wondering and hoping to know.
Allow your truth,
To embrace the you,
That cannot be…Free. 
The one who knows infirmity,
The one who knows the impossibility,
Of being free, 
Of being the me, 
That it is possible to be.
Allow the truth,
Of yourself, 
To be known, 
By you. 
The you that is desperately searching, 
Looking, 
Hoping, 
Waiting 
And, watching.
For the opening,
Into the oneness,
Of freedom.

Its you, 
Who gets to be free,
Its you, 
Who is the me, 
Who becomes the one, 
Who is truly free.

The me, 
Of the I AM, 
That I AM, 
FREE.
Relax, 
Give in, 
And allow your truth to be, 
At peace.
Within,
And, without; 
You,
Are,
Free.
You are;
The one who knows,
The one who shows,
The others their way,
The others who pay,
For their freedom;
By allowing you yours.
You have friends that are free,
Through out eternity,
They’re here for you now,
Time for you, 
To,
Take a bow.
And, welcome, 
To your home,
The love that you’ve known,
Into your self.
That you have come here to be;
The human, 
The man,
The person,
The name,
The being,
The brother,
The father,
The son,
Be here as all that, 
Be here and be free,
Be as you are here,
But... Welcome Eternity.
I am that I might be free.
Your destiny lies before you; all laid out and perfectly planned...by yourself...for yourself...to enjoy your unfolding therein.
Come on God...complete the transformation, complete the trans… form...ation.
To know thyself truly, is to truly be free.

Saturday, May 05, 2012

911


All life and all manifestation is the embodiment of the perfection of the beingness and the consciousness that inspired it into manifestation. Manifestation is the perfect expression of beingness and presence. 
When the consciousness of a being and a presence chooses to be more than that which it currently is, there is an instantaneous shift, limited by what the sense of self will allow. The shift is in the direction of the choice to be more and when the presence of the being changes in quality and essence by its own choice; then the manifestation of the being shifts in perfect harmony with that. 
The manifestation is always perfect, however to say that all manifestation is divine would be inaccurate. You could say that love is the moving force of all beings, however when that is filtered through limited awareness, the expression is manifest in harmony with that limited awareness and through the considerations, beliefs, judgements and decisions about reality, life and self and so, if one were to embrace all possibilities for one’s self and know the freedom of choice and the variety of expression and manifestation that is available to one’s self; then one could make a choice that would result in a life much more preferred, than the one that it is currently living. 
So, is life perfect now? Yes. Is it always perfect? Yes. Is it always ideal? No. Is it always the essence of divinity? No, and why? It’s free choice; that which you choose, you receive and the receipt of your experience of reality, is the result of your choices and decisions about what reality is for yourself, who you are and your place therein.
If you want to shift your life into an Ideal expression of your own ultimate truth, you have to realize that the current expression, while perfect based upon your choice of who and what you are, does not reflect the possibilities that are available to you, but only those that you have been willing to embrace. So appreciate the fact that you are perfectly you, based upon your own choices, beliefs and attitudes towards yourself and others, but, that does not mean that you have to stay the way that you are, or that you have to be the continuation of that which is predictable for yourself by others. You can upset the continuation that has been laid out for you, by recognizing that all beingness is a pretense and giving an “amen” to the perfection of your current pretense allows you to begin a new one that is freer, more expansive and more able to perfectly express the ultimate truth, that is ultimately true for you. 
So how does one depart from what one is and embrace what one can be; to be more in harmony with the love of all humanity? It would be to love your humanity fully and perfectly as you are. To look at yourself, warts and all, right and wrong, good and bad, beautiful and ugly and say; I love you, I love me, I love that we are free to be as we are and I embrace that which we are with a love that requires nothing from self or others. There then is the doorway to the infinite choice of expression and it is opened by unconditional love for life and reality as it is.
The question is; as you are moving through and living a life that you don’t enjoy based upon your embracing of a polarized reality that invites you to judge it and invites you to see the wrongness in it, how does one continually choose to love the unloveable, to appreciate the perfection of the imperfect, to love those who hate you, despise you, revile you and take pleasure in your failures, diminishment and current failure in realizing your own truth? How does one love that which loves not? 
It is in the realization that those who are lost and unable to find and know their truth, can conduct themselves in no other way than that which they are. They are not responsible, they are not able to respond divinely. They would if they could, but they need the inspiration of one who does move in grace, joy, freedom and unconditional love, to give them an example to harmonize with; to realize their truth through the other who has realized his own. So judge not the others, they cannot be judged for what they do, because their beingness does not allow for the embodiment of their own truth and if a being is walking in confusion; then the confused cannot be held responsible for their actions. So, love the confusion, the chaos and the conflict in this reality and this reality will wake up and realize that there is one who has found their truth; the truth that is true for all, for the truth is “the whole” and is not apart, but the whole truth includes the truth beyond manifestation, the truth beyond time and space; the truth that consciousness manifests as it chooses and it can choose its way out of confusion, out of hatred, out of conflict, out of limitation and can choose to return home to the un-manifest possibilities of God and then from there; take responsibility for the manifestation that they have been and are, and “that” is what will change you and the world, into a realized perfection of divine consciousness.

Sunday, April 29, 2012

A limited and passing expression


No matter what “this” is, we are allowing God to move it through us, until it is through with us. 
It doesn’t matter what point of view we have taken before on each and any of our aspects of reality; the interactions that we have with others. We allow God to move what is in us, through us, regardless of what it is and what opinion we have about it, pro or con. That which is in us, that is unwilling to be aware of the whole truth, we are going to allow that to pass on as the limited expression that it is; a limited and passing expression. 
Don’t worry; God will do a better job of running your life than you have. It doesn’t matter what caused a particular blockage or defect in me. Whatever it is, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that I allow God to do whatever it is that he wishes to do because it is now in Gods hands and I have placed myself in the hands of God and I await my fate.

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Doing, is consumed in not doing


If you look for divine consciousness here; you will find it. Divine consciousness is apparent to one who chooses to be aware of it and to notice that; it is in fact here. Notice within yourself that the divine is here, as soon as you choose to notice it, meaning that; it is always here and the only reason for knowing or not knowing the divine is your choosing to be conscious of it, or not. Notice that it is here. 
It is easy to notice the “divine in nature;” the nature of the reality that allows universal consciousness to move its expression into being here as its guiding force for the manner in which its life is expressed. It’s easy to see the divine in that, but what about in humans;? Those who know not and yet claim to know it all. Where is the divine found therein? Where in Earth is there; the divine Mother, father, sister and brother? Those who comprise “our family” of divine consciousness? 
Our family of divine consciousness; all. The family of the divine includes all, all, as it is ever where and it is as readily available as one chooses to have it be for itself. So, it’s your choice to know divinity, its your choice to choose to be free, Its your choice to enjoy that freedom in your actual interactions with reality here; where reality here supports you in your freedom. Where does reality support you in your freedom here? Hmm, Hmm, Hmm. Where does reality support you in your freedom here? Now lets see… 
Non-human reality supports that, the plant kingdom supports that. Hmm, the plant kingdom. So there is a connection to the realization of the divine; in looking at the plants here with a recognition of the wondrous divine presence therein. The embodiment of life that is not oppositional to us here. The plant life here does not oppose us, it supports us, it welcomes us, it says; take what you need to be free and fulfilled in your expression here. 
Surrender self by observing the divine in wondrous plants, plants who choose to express themselves as beauty; wow, wow, why not? What is a flower other than the expression of beauty saying; 
look at me, 
I am free, 
in my love of humanity 
and in my pleasure, 
in giving pleasure, 
to those who seek not, 
but realize instead; 
the wondrous nature, 
that surrounds us.  
Who knows the divine here? It has not been real to your consciousness, you haven’t asked that question with an expectation and a fulfilled relief, in the knowing that; as you asked that question, it was revealed and you now no longer lack knowing in what the divine way is for you now. 
As the divine, you know how to bring the lost souls home; you welcome them. For they are in truth; your own.
The you that you are,
that knows that you don’t know, 
Knows, 
that you are, 
the one, 
who lets go.
For your “not knowing,” 
is all the knowing, 
that you need to know,
that; it is for “You”; 
to be the one to let go,
and allow the divine to enfold you, 
remind you, 
and return you, 
to a knowing of your own grace, 
within the divine embrace of your life. 
Your grace is revealed to yourself; in your noticing of the divinity of reality. In your noticing of the divine, is when the divine notices you and both realizing, each other in the shared knowing of truth. 
Mmmm, nice, allow the divine light within you to Mmmm, to enliven your body with its radiance. As your body; welcome the residence of divinity, the inspiration of all reality. The embodiment of the divine is; freedom in form; form, informed of its freedom and realizing that its freedom is gained in surrendering to that which is unlimited freedom, by that which is unconsciously bound. Bound by unknown forces with unknown intentions, with un-confrontable complexities. Where when you enter therein, you are there, in a world of insanity. 
Is there a way that you can move through life sanely here? That would be nice; getting through here as a sane embodiment of truth. 
When you are trying to find your way in life and you are trying to realize your freedom therein, then there is only one thing to do and that is actually choose to realize your freedom in your life. Choose that, and feel it transform you in the moment. Feel your transformation moment to moment to greater ease, greater freedom; more what you wish to be moment to moment. What do you wish to be in this moment? How would you like your life to be better than what it is? 
OK, now; let it happen right now! Allow the betterment that you just wished for, to be your experience now! Mmm, Ahh, what is it to experience the receipt of your wish? The receipt of your knowing what it is to be free. 
I love my enemies now. Not that I love enemies, but the enemies that I have, I love and cherish. Ahh, how is it possible to do that? To love and cherish your enemy? Mmm, who do you have to be, to legitimately do that, without effort? Without having to oppose yourself in your desire to do that? Isn’t that what effort is about; effort is when you determine to do something that you have previously determined not to do, so you then determine to do both at the same time . Do it and not do it, at the same time and the force of will overcomes for a while that which moves not, but then the force of will eventually ceases focusing the entirety of its life force on the unlovable and thus; “not do” always prevails in the end as “doing” is consumed by “not doing” and the whole is fulfilled in oneness.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Allow divinity within you


“I’m willing to be responsible for this body and for this life,” responsible and at the same time surrendering. Responsible; because I am fully willing to be here, present as me. Surrendering; the desires of the body into the divine embrace, with the divine being welcomed and willingly received by an embodied consciousness that is choosing to be present and realized as that.
Be responsible, be present, be willing to be the embodiment of the divine. Try that again; be responsible, be present and be willing to be the embodiment of the divine. 
Feel your body as it is and choose to be responsible for it. Take responsibility for manifesting your life in the manner that you wish to enjoy it. How do you do that? You do it first in your own body; feel your body as it is and then you take responsibility for those feelings; you own them, their yours and in the midst of all of that polarized trauma; you’re there, fully present, fully realized “that” as yourself and then; you open to your divinity.
At the greatest density of your consciousness with this reality, there, where it is impossible for you to change; that is where your present in receiving and welcoming of the divine to be with you, as you are and to educate you in what it is to be the divine, experiencing itself. Know within yourself what it is for the divine to experience itself as an embodied being, as a divinely embodied being. 
Where is your divinity welcome within you? Observe it. As divinity welcomes itself within you; what happens to those other point of views within yourself as a part of itself realizes itself, divinely? What happens to the rest of you? (whatever it is that the rest of you is; that fractured consciousness) Take responsibility for that fractured consciousness and realize your divine self within it all. 
Allow divinity within you and allow yourself to realize what that is; the divine within. How does the realization of that, change you?
Take responsibility for being divinely conscious in your own body; say yes to the divine in you. Right here, right now, realize your own divinity with the awareness of self as a self realized, transcendent and competent, consciousness. 
With each transaction in commerce; don’t make a promise beyond that. Promise only for the moment and promising; will be your life.


Friday, April 20, 2012

Allow Grace into your life


With Jim
At the point that you can fully embrace your reality as it is, is when your reality actually changes. Until reality feels your embrace 100% it is not going to react to you as your truth, because it knows that you are holding back and if reality knows that you are holding back, then the reality here knows one thing; you’re not here being your truth, your here pretending to be something else. Even to yourself, you have lost conscious awareness on who and what you really are. So with what ever ability that you have; embrace your life as it is and your body right now.
This type of spiritual work is not about what you are going to do tomorrow or even tonight. Its about what you are experiencing right now, because what you are experiencing right now is the only doorway that there is for you to experience cosmic consciousness, or God consciousness, or divine presence, or any other ultimately true expression of what it is that you are in eternity. So, embrace that which you are fully, all that you are in this reality. Warts and all, everything that there is about you.
Jim, I do have warts.
It doesn’t matter, it only matters that you embrace them. It only matters that you engage yourself fully here, it only matters that you don’t hold back from yourself the knowing of your own truth. Don’t do it man, don’t do it. To hold back from yourself the knowing of your own truth, is a poor decision that everyone seems to make here and it doesn’t serve you, it really doesn’t. 
To come here and then willingly go unconscious as to your true nature, abilities and consciousness as it moves through eternity. To not know yourself as that… Why would you choose that? Why would you choose to move around in a human/animal consciousness, instead of knowing that which would enlighten this reality simply by your being present here in full self awareness. Jim, your presence here in full self awareness, I am just going to lean against this pilar and feel what that is; jim beyond all that he considers himself to be. Because your truth lies beyond all that you consider yourself to be. That which you consider yourself to be is such a small fraction of the absolute truth of you. Just let your preconceptions go; let go of the knowledge that you have about what is true about this reality and you might be wrong, on that which you know to be true.
The truth of you is not found here, but it can be revealed here when you find out where it actually is. Where actually is the ultimate truth of you? Where does it lie? Where is it found? Where are you unbound from that which limits you here? Where is that truth of you? The truth of you that is unbound; know yourself there as that. Know yourself as the unbound truth; fully self aware and knowing and knowledgable and as a result; compassionate in a loving celebration of all life as it is. Wow, yes, we love it here! We love it here and the more that we love it here, the more that this reality begins to harmonize with its truth. It begins to love itself and thus all others.
When reality here is fully self loving, it will be fully self aware and in that awareness will know that its truth has been found and that it is no longer that which it has considered itself to be and in fact you have transformed yourself from what you were into what you are and as you embrace with absolute awareness that which you are; then that which you are becomes the impossible and the impossible truly becomes a choice for you. To accomplish the impossible, to be the impossible, to live the impossible dream here.
What is the consciousness level necessary to be embraced and owned here, to have absolutely divine success with who we are being, with what we are being, with how we are being present and presenting ourselves to others. 
Its not about us becoming divine Jim, Its about us remembering, restoring and reclaiming that which we have always been and that which we will always be. Just bringing the self realization of divinity into “me”, “my self”, The I AM that I am here and so you for you the same. The I am that you are here, should embrace its truth and should claim what it is as its identity here; claim your ultimate truth as your identity here. Re-member it, bring it together, put it together, assemble it in such a way that your body and your embodied consciousness goes into harmony with divine truth. Just say; OK, sure, what ever it takes with ease and joyful appreciation and glory for all living things here; allow your ultimate truth to be known to yourself and as you are changed, allow the world to be changed around you. 
This is strange.
Jim, what is strange?
This stuff that we are discussing.
Jim, its not that strange, its great stuff. 
But it is not the discussing of it that is strange; it is the knowing that if you just relax and go, Oh yes, that is true. If you realize that that is true for you, then wow, what a transformative instrument for your limitless betterment in every way that you would wish for. Just allow it to possibly be true, that which I am saying to you. Allow for the possibility that he divine embodiment of man could be here as you, right now as yourself. That is the mind blower, because it is true; its yourself that is divine, the divine is you! Its in you, realize your truth in your body, its nice, its nice to do it. You will be a blessing to this reality and God knows that Gods blessing on this reality seems to be sorely missing here. 
Not to complain but, when was the last time here that somebody acted divinely towards me? Or you? Or any one of us to each other? Any, of us to any of us? Come on, the reality of the divine is not real to the embodied consciousness here. Its not real for the consciousness here to realize that they are divine. The consciousness here is not yet ready to bless itself here as that, but it will easily when there are examples around them of someone who did and it is so obvious that it is a blessing to your self when you allow divinity to be realized in you. It is the purpose that we are here for and how does that change our lives? God knows, but it sure is going to be different when that happens, isn’t it? Isn’t it? So just give it a test drive right now; find out what it is like. Just go feel your self, feel yourself, don’t hold back from knowing anything, anything that is going on in your body. Feel it, feel it all. Feel it all, all layers, all systems, go there and be that with full awareness. Be fully aware in all of the systems of your embodiment. All the ways that it interacts with other consciousness in this reality as it is structured here. 
Allow your body to realize its perfection. Thats the goal that you have had and were just expressing an aspect of that half an hour ago, allow that wonderful wish for your body to be realized right now, right now. Allow your body to be divinely realized right now. Allow all consciousness, that is embodied, attached, identified as part of your embodied consciousness here, embrace it all. Know yourself, know where you are and all places that you are. Know what you are and all places that you are in and realize your ultimate truth and freedom in each of them. 
Take a look at yourself, in this moment not in your life as you have been living it. That is not what I am talking about. I don’t care what you have done in life, I don’t care what you have been in life, I don’t care how you define life as being true for you right now. I don’t care about that because I know what really true for you.
Your judging others from a point of being disappointed for others and the only way that you can be disappointed for others is to not be looking at the whole picture. Get it, the whole picture is perfection and each individual part of it is perfection and until you realize the perfection in each part, then the perfection in each part will be unrealized by everybody and I know it is a paradox, to say it that way, but the point is; right here, right now, with you in this moment, let go of defending who you are here. Who you are here has not been your divine self, it is not the total expression of who and what you are and if you are not being the total expression of who and what you are in this point of the limited expression of yourself. The do not insist that you are OK with that. Allow yourself to expand and move and embrace more of what is true for you than you have been. 
Jim, You didn’t tell me that you had talked to John, thats great. 
He is the one who got me to start writing these down. 
Lets call him tomorrow, you and I, I just want to hear his voice. 
OK, good. Good, so give yourself permission to fully be aware as I am asking you to be. Feel your body and allow yourself to be fully aware there. Let your body move and find out where its limitations, discomforts, pains, uncertainties, unconsciousness are and allow your consciousness to move through those ares in such a way that they are freed from their confusions and enlightened by their self aware knowledge of truth. Allow yourself to move through your body, to be moved through your body, to be realized in your body as your truth, because it is your truth. Thats all that I am asking you to consider is that now would be a wonderful time to be your truth, your eternal truth, in the eternal moment of the now. 
Thats what we have, thats what we have is right now, so if we change now, then wound’t we change it in a manner more to our liking? Of course we would, so if we allow ourselves to change now; we will choose to be better. So lets grant ourselves our wish. Does it make sense?
Jim, It does.
“Quantum’” you know what the term is, you know what quantum is; a transformation leap in an instant. A quantum Miraculous shift; allow yourself that right now. I know it’s impossible, I know its impossible, I know that you know it’s impossible,  I know that this reality and this world knows that that is impossible; because they have never seen it exhibited by anyone they know. OK, OK, its true, its true, but it doesn’t define your limitations for your own self expression here. Just because it has been the way that it has been; doesn’t mean that it can’t be what it’s ultimate truth is now, starting with you. Starting with your choice to be true; truly you, truly the you that you are, when you know the truth of all stars in this universe.
So, feel your body, embrace it say; wow, well done! Can you believe what we are considering doing here tonight? We;re considering the possibility of giving ourselves permission to, realize our truth here right now. What do you think about that, body? What do you think about that, embodied consciousness? What do you think about that, sense of self? My identity, my personality, that which this reality knows me as. What ever that is; shouldn’t you be in charge of it? I think so, I think you should be in control of that which you are manifest here as. I suggest that it is a good idea; a really good idea. 
Whenever you have a really, really good Idea, what do you do? You go with it, because you know that you are moving in your truth and so allow your truth to move through you until your consciousness is restored to a knowing of yourself; a full self realization here. The physical form configuring itself as an accurate reflection of your eternal truth. Your willing to allow your body to be perfect; you hate your body, you want to be great. Me too, me too; I want your body to be great, I want my body to be great. So, instead of looking at it from the point of view of a failure where that can’t actually happen, where that actually can’t be your reality, determine that that limiting view of reality that it cant ever be what you wish it to be; consider the fact that it is a bad idea to choose that as your interacting point with this reality as an unable conscious here, in terms of having true ease and joy and love; a love affair with this reality. 
Admit that you haven’t been that, so that you can let go of what ever it is, where you computed that that would be the best thing for yourself; to be here as “not true” “not you” not the eternal wonder that you actually are.No matter how bad your body has chronically been with its limitations; embrace them, allow them to reveal themselves to you. Allow yourself to know them fully and allow them to be realized as nothing that is ever going to be an obstacle to you in knowing your truth and being manifest here as that in this reality. 
As we look at that strange proposition of the knowing of ourselves as that which we are here, we go; come on, how can we even conceive of what that could possibly be so that we could decide if “that me” is something that we would allow ourselves to be here. How do we allow ourselves to be something that we don’t know or understand and can’t decide if its what we want to be here? How do we sample that reality so that we can make an informed choice where we will actually allow ourselves to be that which we might realize is actually true for us? 
Lets allow that which might be true for us, to be known by us at least well enough to know what its truth is. To know what it actually is. Do we really know ourselves to be divine? Well, it is impossible for us to say yes to that based upon how we are allowing ourselves to be in this moment, because your belief system is exhibited in and as that which you are here. What you are here is an absolute reflection of your belief system of who and what you are, so what are your possibilities here? How much more can you transcend than you already have in your realization of ultimate truth here?
What is your ability to realize truth? How much will you allow that to be a part of who you are in this life? Why should that be such a difficult decision for people here? Why not know what truth is and why not allow it to be, even though we don’t know what it is, lets at least trust that if we know what it is; we will be better prepared to deal with life than we are. 
How prepared are we to deal with life? Well, we work out some systems where we muddle through and we feel a little bit ok about it, but what is your possibility here? Is it possible to be a quantum leap better than that? Is it possible that your life could be a quantum leap better than it is? One so much better that if you were the only one that did it they would start a religion after you and write books about your life.
But, its not going to be that way this time; this entire reality will be divinely conscious of itself. Its not going to be focused on someone who is, with a reaction that it is bad to be here as your truth; reality here is going to relax into an embrace of Heaven on Earth, of the “divine way” of being form and structure; the fabric of reality in full consciousness of God, of eternity, of the universe, of all that is consciousness, the full realization and knowing of all consciousness. 
It’s not something that should be said no to for yourself, its not. Say yes, say yes, say yes, to the divine and lets take away the word divine; because everyone believes that they know what it is and that everybody else does also, but at the same time they know in themselves that they don’t know. So, how do we choose to free ourselves without grabbing on to concepts in our ignorance that later disable us? How do we let go of all concepts and still know that we are freeing ourselves in exactly the manner that we wish to? How do you embrace the unknown, knowingly?
How do you embrace the unknown knowingly so that you are willing to do it? Otherwise it is too terrifying a concept; embracing the unknown that has unknown abilities, abilities that could be detrimental to you. It could be very, very, bad, forever. Maybe it is a good idea to not know our truth if the truth is something that could make us sad and feel even worse than we do being unconscious to it? Is it true that unconsciousness is a useful tool for us to choose to be? Is that something that we want to continue to choose to be here? Is being unconscious beneficial to us in any way? If we have the ability to be successfully conscious in knowing this reality in such an intimate and loving way that thats the only way that reality can interact with us is with infinite love, in the way of the divine being chosen by all of the reality that you interact with, because it realizes the perfection of its truth in embracing and harmonizing with you as you embrace yours, and theirs.
I am hoping that we can identify something tonight that helps us live a wonderful tomorrow. 
Jim, we always identify things like that whenever we talk. 
Lets see what it is; what is it that we can realize really? Something that we can get tonight, get it, incorporate it and have it be wonderful for us tomorrow? What is it, is there anything that fits in that category where we can embrace, really embrace it as ourselves; as those 2 guys that we are here? What can we embrace as what we actually are and have it shift us wonderfully and in the exact way that we have hoped for? What can we embrace that is that for us?
We can embrace our body fully as we have been discussing. For me it is a horrible experience; it is just so painful in my body. I do try to go unconscious to it instead of trying to feel it, but I have to feel it if I am going to transcend it. If I continue to choose to be unconscious here, because of the pain in my body, then I am going to continue to eat unconsciously, not exercise consciously and not make the best decisions in business. So what are we willing to really be true for us?  I was unusually nice, to a woman today and it was a positive step forward for me and if you will look at yourself, you will see that you have been gracious somewhere today. Congratulate yourself on that; well done. Well done to, every time grace is in this reality because that is what you are allowing to move you. 
Allow grace to be your moving force, your presence. Allow grace to be a defining attribute of who and what you are here, allow grace into your life. 
Will your body shift and modify itself if you allow grace to move through you right now? Fell that which composes and constructs that which you are here. Feel the moving cause of you being the way that you are here, find that and allow grace to move you there, to allow grace to move through you there, until grace is moving as you there and as you are graceful there; allow your grace to expand through all that you are. 
Allow your grace to expand through all that you are here, allow all that you are here to be graceful, to be the embodiment of grace, to be truth of grace and to be the essence of grace in this reality. Allow yourself, as you are, to be moved by grace; its allowed. Your not going to be so punished for you being you, exactly what you are here where you cannot receive grace in this moment. Receive it, embrace it and allow grace to embrace you fully. Allow grace to embrace you fully. Allow grace to know your truth and in your truth allow yourself to know grace. Know grace as your truth.
Its time for knowing, so go ahead and know, go ahead and go, to your bed, in your truth. 
When your making the choice to embrace your self-realized truth; it should be a continuous choice as you move your body, so the aspects of your consciousness that are embodied; wake up in that realization. Because, every cell in your body is consciousness and most of it is at a level that you have no knowledge of the truth of yourself there, so as you move and feel your body, feel your body awaken to the knowing of the truth of eternity.