A reality structure is always intertwined with its creator’s consciousness

The truth is, it is not me that is interacting with this world and it is not you that is interacting with the world. We have so diminished our presence here, that for all intents and purposes we are simply watching a movie. A movie about our life where we are at the effect of our environment.

Our opponents in the game of life, our supporters in the game of life and our life, is a movie that we watch as a non participant. To participate in life here at less than our eternal capacity is to dam this life into a reality that while it may be synchronistic, while it may be harmonious in the overall sence, while it may be on a path of progression that was divinely ordered. That divine order wasn’t much paid attention to by ourselves, as as soon as we gave it, we left and abandoned this reality to a density of unconsciousness that is a bit of a living hell.

Even the best you, of the you’s that you know. You at your best, is not really you at all. You at your best, is a pale and almost completely diminished manifestation of self, with little to recognize in it that identifies your true self, your true origins, your true state of awareness beyond this body, this dimension, this reality and this time and space. So if reality is one eternal round, one entire progression that in fact is occurring all simultaneously and if we are the creator and chooser and player in the game of life and the life that we are perceiving right now is a degraded one, a diminished one, a unable one. Then we have to take a look at that and say; what is our potential here? What is our potential here if we we are here as “I am not that which is made, I am not that which is able to be affected by things, time, or other consciousness. I am the eternally aware observer and creator of reality” anything less than that is a lie, a falsehood, a creation. Something that will pass away, something that will be no more when ultimate truth is realized.

You first have to separate out from the creation, from the masses of disembodied presence, of lower level survival consciousness. You have to say I am not that, that is not I and I am separate from that. That will give you a great degree of freedom. But once you have taken that as far as it goes, you have to go back into that mass that is still within and around the body and merge with that, as that, be that and realize that, in fact it can only be resolved when it is you. It is your responsibility. If it is there attached to your body or energy field, it is because you are not sufficiently here. Because if you were here as your eternal self, nothing, on the level of what is bothering you in life could exist as part of your reality.

At every point that you observe that you have a stabilized awareness as a presence, as an identity and as a self. Realize that it is a lie, let go and continue to dissolve into the nothingness. That is where your truth is found, in nothing. For there is no eternal truth in things, there is only the “no-thing”, outside of all things, that always is.

The truth is, I am so disconnected from the life that I have lived that I look at myself as a stranger and at my wife and children as who are they and how do I relate to them? How are they benefiting in our interacting, or realizing their own purpose here as a result of their associations with me? I have to say honestly, “those poor people” this guy that your with, is so far gone in his delusion and mis-identification, that there hasn’t been a stable real identity for them to interact and connect with.

So what is the truth of our interpersonal relationships, our continuing relationships? Yes they really do have a past, yes they really do have a future and yes I do have familial relationships with them. How can I live my life as a eternal non changing being, while being expressed through a living form that has paired up with other forms in relationships where there is a support structure expected, with caring and love as a wished for reality? It doesn’t seem to me that you should run away from those relationships in order to be free. It doesn’t seem to me that you should say that that is wrong or that is bad or that does not matter. It seems to me that you should be able to be present here for those who love you, for those who are interested in you and who care about you. You should be able to interact with them in a manner that delights them and delight is the word, because if you are not delightful to the people you interact with and with the people who love you, then you are not very close to your eternal truth.

So what do you do if your life is in fact an entire lie, a misrepresentation, a falsehood compared to the eternal truth of you? What do you do when you realize that you are not you?

You can ask yourself “what is my priority in life? What is it that given this body and these circumstances, do I choose to do with them and about them? With the people in my telephone directory and in my email collection? How do I open up as what I am and say "I am ready for the truth to come through me", "I am ready for the truth to be me", "I am ready for me to be no more as I have been?? How can I be released from the limitations that have been and regain, reclaim, restore and choose, whatever it is that we choose most consciously?

Wherever you are, whatever you are in each moment, you have to maintain enough awareness of your truth, to be able to choose differently from what is. Unless you choose differently from what is, unless you choose an end to what exists, there is no room for improvement and if eternal truth or ultimate truth, is your purpose, then eternal and endless and quantum improvement is what has to occur.

Being one within yourself is a nice step to take, when you can be present throughout all of the physical manifestation of your form, things come into harmony for you. You are the only real identity within your system, all other entities, all other identities, dissolve in the presence of your divine present. The entities that pretend to be you are not you and they dissolve into nothing, when your presence as no-thing, is manifest through your body.

Realize that you are here where the pain is and if you are not feeling the pain, then the pain is not being resolved by your presence. A pain unresolved by presence, continues to exist in time, beyond the time that it was meant to be here.

Pains are momentary not permanent. Unless you are present where the pain is, there is no redemption. Unless you are present where the pain is, there is no ascension. Unless you are present where the pain is, you will not be here and here will be a painful pimple on your eternal ass. So right now, take a moment instead of trying to figure out anything, choose to be present with your pain.

If it is your body, it is your pain, feel every cell of your body, surround every molecule with your consciousness, every molecule is allready surrounded with your consciousness. Just realize that that is what you are; the nothingness that surrounds the structure of creation. Creation is free when it is within your grasp and when you grasp the truth of that, we will all have a party.

You might ask yourself the following question; how is it possible for me to be more fully present in my pain, in my unconsciousness, in my false identity as my created self? How can I fully be present in all of those levels of consciousness?

Be responsible in your communications with others, by not promising more than what you’re going to deliver, in fact, promise people nothing more than what you can deliver in that moment. When you can say I choose to be freely and fully aware of this pain, of my pain, of the pain of unconsciousness as it is manifest here, as a singularity of separation, you will be present. Ask what is there in this that I am unwilling to feel? That unwillingness to feel is the glue that is holding this reality together.

Inner peace is our first objective; it is what we require as a beginning point for our presence here. Inner peace is a requirement of those who would wish to be God conscious.

At this time I choose inner peace as my state of expression, the condition of my consciousness, the allowance of what is to the point that we are at peace with it.

Even the word of God has to dissolve in the presence of ultimate truth. What is it exactly that precedes the spirit of God coming into the body and dissolving all of the ills?

It is your willingness to give everyone here the choice, of divine presence. Only those most conscious will share that choice, but you have to hold the space for it to occur for everyone. If you are here for any reason other than God consciousness, you have missed the point.

Regardless of what you are or what you feel, if you can find a way to love yourself as you are, exactly in this moment, your ability to control what you are, will come through.

We are lucky to have this body and we are lucky to have this ego, that chooses surrender to God as a preferred mode of its expression.

You are still yourself even when you have lost your false self. Losing your false self and all of you false valences simply reveal the pure essence of your eternal truth. Which essence is preferable to any other possible identity.

Your natural suspicion is the story generator that keeps your consciousness confused as to and unaware of, its native identity as eternal awareness.

If you are unconscious you could say; the very fact that that I am unconscious or in pain or depressed, is by its actuality my observable choice and so you are choosing exactly what you are manifesting. Nobody else is making those choices, you are. Observe the part of you that is making the choices for your life being that way that it is when you don’t like it and you will find that, that part of yourself that is making those choices to be unconscious and in pain, are a dense and unaware sense of consciousness. You are a much higher awareness than the part that has been choosing your life and as that higher awareness, you have the right to observe all of the circumstances in your life and to choose those that you want to remain and those you want to pass on. A sane person chooses to repeat pleasurable experiences rather than painful ones.

There is a part of me that is choosing this experience that I am having right now, choosing it to be exactly the way that it is. If you don’t like the way that it is for you, you need to connect with the part that chooses the way that it is for you and merge with it and allow your eternal level of consciousness, to connect with and allow the lower level of consciousness to transcend and let go of its preference of limitation. Don’t worry it is going to be easy, because you are the answer to your unconscious self’s prayer for its own liberation. There is no one here who wants a higher reality here than you do, so it is your reality to choose how and when it manifests.

A reality structure is always intertwined with its creator’s consciousness and so if your consciousness and your awareness, is less than the creators and would benefit from that expanded state of awareness. Then all you have to do is willingly merge with the reality here as it is. You as the creator, operating from the causal point of reality, will be there consciously creating your preferred reality.

There’s a part of me that is creating this reality right here, right now, as its free choice. Dive into the results of that free choice if you want to take responsibility for directing any changes you desire.

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