You don't have to figure out what God is

At the beginning of your transformation when you decide to transcend where you are, the first step is to observe where and what you are and to acknowledge it for what it is without judgement. Just a fully aware acknowledgement that you are what you are in that moment, so start with that. 

You are what you are, you've done what you've done, no more, no less and no significance. The reality is it is a big "so what" so what if you are what you are? The relevant point is; now that you have acknowledged what you are and that you are that, what do you wish for now?

As each incomplete cycle, bad ending and guilty feeling comes up about your life; just acknowledge it, yes, that is the way that it happened, now you are done. You already know this, is what you say to each thing that presents itself to you within your own body, within your own sense of self; I already know this, got it. I already know this, I already know this. I already know this etc... And even though it is unresolved, have it left behind and not interfere with my transcendence.

We already know that we can't do what needs to be done to transcend and we are ok with the fact that with the presence of God we can  transcend anything that was created in lower consciousness. Anything that was created in a polarized reality is transcended with God, the consciousness from that polarized creation transcends with the presence of God regardless of what that creation is. So with that being the case, it is certainly nothing special for you to transcend what you are, What you have been, what you have become and be recreated in the image of God.

With the presence of God with you, in you, moving with you. You then would be the image of God, the physical reflection of the infinitely divine power of creation and you're ok with the fact that it is the same for everybody when they open up to the presence of God being with them, because then what ever came before Gods presence is irrevelent. God takes responsibility for all and he can do no less, because he knows that not only is he not separate from you, he is you and you are one of the infinite points of perception of God.

With God with you, nothing else can hold you, nothing else can mold you, nothing else can make you into something other than you own fondest desires.

All the considerations you have gathered as a human consciousness are irrevelent in the presence of the divine. You don't have to figure out what God is before you can realize that it is a good thing to let him be you. Now dive into the free flow knowing that there is nothing to hold you back.

Immanuall