The perfection of form by a divine consciousness

Another visit with Steve,

I would like you to watch something, actually I would like you to do it with me.

What?

Walk up the stairs with me, "the stairway to heaven".

Ok.

In your walking down the stairs to meet me here, you were operating from a level in the brain that has everything on automatic.

Yes.

You walked down the stairs without paying attention to what you were doing, because doing it requires so little of your attention to be effective. However, I did say that it was a stairway to heaven.

Yes.

If anyone were willing to allow every stairway to be a stairway to heaven or a stairway to enlightenment, the world would change fairly quickly. You can prove it to yourself if you wish, by being fully conscious as you move. As I take this step, I observe every inch of the movement of my left foot, I felt every muscle involved. By moving slowly and paying attention, I can feel what it takes for me to be present in my body consciously and as I feel what ever it takes to do that, I just let that happen.

If I just let it happen and let "the way" be the path, the way of enlightenment be my path, then the transition to that may look to be a little problematic to one observing me, but it will be effective. So you will probably like to practice this in privacy or with somebody that is supportive of your intention to experience enlightened or divine possibilities for yourself. But, who really believes that that is going to happen for them, here and now? Anybody, anyone?

Now that you have heard the words, are you willing to say; I know I shouldn't, I know I wouldn't, I know I couldn't, unless something shifted in the core of my being that finally was allowing me to be present here without any filters on my consciousness, without there being anyone else here that determines my level of consciousness or has any input whatsoever in my experiencing the "me" of who I am? That's my determination, not anyone else's.

You are not to let any other point of view, any other consciousness have any effect on you whatsoever in a manner that you don't embrace with a; Yes, I like that!

Yes.

We're not here as our truth because we are not being true to ourselves. "We're not being true to ourselves, because were not being true to "us", "to ourselves", "to our truth". If we were being the truth of our ultimate truth here, we would be here as our eternal truth and we're not! We're not, this experience of ourselves is false and this is truth; the revelation of truth to a point of view that knows that it cannot know what that is, is a waste of effort and you end up with the reality that we are all experiencing here. However, for those knowing that it's been possible for us to always know the truth and the truth will not only be known by us at choice, but will be in us to such a degree that being false in any way will not be a possibility for us and that will not be a negative for us in our lives.

The first step of enlightenment is to say; I will open up as much as I can for enlightenment to be my possibility, despite the facts and evidence that I am so observably not the expression of that, here and now. Regardless of the level of density, of dumbness, of stupidity and complete out of my mind, mindlessness, I must ask; where is the rest of my expression, my experience, my history and my awareness of eternity while I am here as "this"? Where is yours? Where is your eternal truth? Where do I have to look to find it? Is it here? I don't see it there. Where is Steve's eternal truth found?

If it is not here, look for it somewhere else. If it is not here, be wherever it is and then reconnect with what you have become here, what you exist as in this moment. Reconnect as your divinity with the life that you have been managing here, it's not an unreasonable request. To what ever degree you have known yourself as divinity, from there; remember your right of self determinism.

Regardless of whatever momentary path that you are on, know how completely and absolutely you can change that when you choose to without breaking anybodies rules, because the rule makers know nothing of this reality and they cannot manage what they do not know. There is no authority for you over your truth here, so give allegiance to none that are not openly sharing their divine truth, not through their words, not through their actions, but through their presence here. The presence of a supreme consciousness taking responsibility for this life that you are, your own supreme consciousness, why shouldn't you do that? How else can your life here be what you wish it to be, unless you are the absolute controlling source for the realization of the life that you wish for here?

Let me see if I can approach this from another direction where you can embrace it easier; move slowly, so slowly that you can be consciously aware of whatever it takes for your movements to be graceful, healing and supportive of "the other" being more and more comfortable, more and more confident, more and more able to be present as their own truth, that is what I wish for you to be in this reality. Be the one that knows the touch that shows that there is no pretense in "this" presence. There is only that which sees you in your freedom of expression here being the reality that I know is born again in you and is feeling it's way into an expression of it's truth here. The truth that everything, every expression of you here is going to be expressed in the truth of your divine presence.

So let all know that grace, that sensitivity; a presence for the benefit of "the other"; your brother, your sister, your mother, your enemy. You're here to bless your enemy, you know, don't get so caught up in this reality that you believe that everybody who thinks that he is your enemy, actually has your agreement and belief that it is true from your point of view.

You know that everybody here, especially all of your enemies, are the divine in a form where they are appearing to be confused. They are only confused to the degree of your own confusion! Your own confusion damns those whom you interact with. In order for them to interact with you, those more conscious than you have to lower themselves to the level where you are most consciousness as and thats the level they have to go to, to meet you on your level so that you can communicate with them.

Don't have your conscious communication level ever require another consciousness, or another embodied being, to diminish themselves in any way so that they can come into a communication with you. Always be the one who can communicate on any level of consciousness to anyone else, at any time, in such a way that it benefits you and benefits them at the same time. Always for the further expansion and expression of the divine experience for all consciousness and for all forms. That's a worthy cause for you if you have to have a cause and in our human consciousness, we do seem to have to have a cause. Of course we let it go as soon as we don't need the cause to motivate us, but at some point if you need a reason to accept your truth here, feel the benefit of that being a calling for you, for your own self experience and expression as that, to know what that is from your own experience as that being the expression of who you are here. Know it , not from a book, not from somebody else's idea, but know what it is that every holy man that was ever worthy of the nothingness that he finally realized as his truth.

It's a choice, choose it for yourself, please. I don't want you to agree to do it sometime in the future, you can do and be whatever you want to do and be tomorrow when I am not with you, but in this moment; choose your divinity, so that I can be free. So that you can be free, so that we can know what the possibilities are for us here. First to make our own life better, so that we are more able and more effective, personally. Who would begrudge that? But second then, to put this life in perfect order, so that your perfectly ordered life will be; not a beacon of light, but a beacon of transformation for every reality that it shares with another point of view of consciousness that is identified as something other than you.

Allow yourself to be supportive then of your brothers, your sisters and all the rest of you that feels like it doesn't have a choice as to it's level of success in this reality, where it is at a bad effect of things here, of other people and points of view. It just doesn't know how to operate successfully here. How do you help out somebody like that?

Oh, let's see Dave, is it ok for you to have money? Is it? What do you have to do to be comfortable with the idea of actually having a surplus of money? Because really, that's the block that you have allowed to be in front of your being divine in each moment, because you have to go get the money you need for your family in some way that you are not even sure is going to work.

If nobody is being god here and everybody is afraid to allow that to be the presence that they embody here, then why should anyone let another's bad choice affect their freedom to choose that for themselves? Is that really being polite and doing the right thing for them? To not be here as my truth, because nobody else is being theirs? Do I have to obey that reality because they all screwed up?

Steve, No.

I am asking you this truly, I am asking this from the heart of my soul to the heart of yours.

Steve, I am answering it from the same.

Ok, good. let me feel the way to my freedom through the words you just expressed, because that is my purpose; freedom, regardless of what initiates the motion. I like the fact that somebody else is willing to be free., choose it more for yourself and choose it more for me. Allow that freedom not to be just a concept or an idea that appears to be a logically good choice for you to make, but allow yourself to experience what it is to fully make that choice, where that choice has already been made and decided and you are now living with the result of it.

Have that experience of freedom, you chose it from the level of consciousness that results in manifestation, from the level of consciousness that gets what it wants, always. Choose your divinity from there as who you are expressed as here, for yourself only, not for other people when you don't know what the results of that choice will mean, but to and for yourself, at least. So that you know and you experience and you express to yourself, your divine truth. Allow yourself to experience that, your not affecting this reality at all, it is only for your own knowledge and understanding of what it is to be embodied divinely.

It's for your own experience, it doesn't affect anybody else's reality, there are no possible bad results from your doing this none. You only want to know what it is to know that. I know that this is a funny way to say it, but I needed to occupy your mind with it long enough for you to relax into the possibility that experiencing yourself as an expression of the divine is a divine possibility for you now. It is possible, it really is possible Steve. For you, it's an available choice, it's a choice for you here and now as you move into your willingness to know your truth, as you move to express yourself here as your truth, as you move into knowing what it is to know what it is to know, divinely.

Steve, that's cool.

I am going to focus on myself right now because I was just putting all of the responsibility onto you as we were going through that. I am taking responsibility for my own consciousness now so that I don't have to have the basis of my consciousness be where you are willing to be.

Steve, yes.

Ok. You know what's really funny Steve?

Steve, what's that?

As much as I think I know what I do, you know more than I do, because when I listen to this, word for word later and I write it down, I know that you are having a different experience and having a higher level of reality on what it is that we do than I do when I am back in my normal state of consciousness. From this level to you, so that you will interact with me in a helpful way when I am in my normal reality, know this; you can be a blessing to me in giving me back a knowing of me from you; the knowing that you are supportive of me in being absolutely free, supporting of me being expressed here as the divinity that I occasionally access.

Steve, umhmm

I know, I know, I can't even allow it for myself, only to a very limited degree, occasionally. In order to live divinely, a divine one is always sharing that reality with his buddies, because his buddies live in that reality, because He does and because he does, they can't help but do it themselves. That's what we are looking for, is our own light to be so bright, that a divinely free life is the only option around you, regardless of who you are interacting with; they just can't resist their own divinity when they are in your presence; as soon as they sense the truth of you as your minds meet in the subtle realms, then there is a realization that moves throughout the entirety of what it is you are expressed here as. It awakens to the knowledge that; oh yes, it is different now, I am to be free, I am allowed, I am allowed to be free. I am allowed to be free here within the realms of all of my supposed con-tracts and agreements with others about what the reality is going to be like, that I share with them.

Regardless of all of those contracts, I am going to choose to be divinely free and have that be better for me than the alternative and have that be better for everyone else also. I am not going to allow my divine expression here be something to make me celebrated; it's going to be something to make me celebrate the fact that I am here and I am alive. It's for me to celebrate, not for me to be celebrated. That's why you choose your divinity, it's for your own celebration, for and by yourself. It's yes, yes, yes, once again you are here again divinely, congratulations, another winner. Took awhile since the last one.

What's up with that? What's up with it being so rare for the divine to be in form here? For this reality to be in-formed of it's divinity? For this reality to be divinely formed, expressed and known by itself? Knowing the full truth of it's own divine freedom so that everything in form, flows freely and wonderfully for all other forms. I know that that is a lot to ask, but God knows, that the divine in form, flows like no form that is less than divine. It is a wonder, a wondrous experience, the divine in form is a wondrous experience, it's a wondrous experience for you, for you, not for someone else that you don't know.

It's a wondrous experience for you so that you do know, so that you know it all, so that you don't have to guess or take someone else's word for it. You don't have to read some book about it that some body that was using words to try to communicate the experience of the truth to you. God, how degraded does someone have to become to communicate with people here? Do you only accept the language of your understanding, structured in such a way that is is unusual enough that you will raise your consciousness up to a level where you can say; there is something here, I should pay attention to it, it is good for me.

Let's move beyond that, let's move to a level where we are already divinely free. Why would we want to have our shared reality be a struggle for that condition? Come on, don't dam me to that level. Undamn me by granting me my freedom to be here divinely. Undamn yourself by granting you your own divinity, if you won't grant me mine, grant me yours and as soon as you do, you will grant me mine. I am just saying; be open to the possibility, not as an idea, not as a concept, but feel the reality here now; feel it opening with a yes, yes, yes, yes, to you, yes, yes, yes to you, you in your truth, fully here, fully present, as the perfection, of consciousness in form.

Yes to that, come on, come on, it's here for you, it's here for you, it's right here for you. I am going to celebrate it when I fully experience it's expression through you because you chose it for yourself. That's what I am here to see, that's what I expect from you. I expect from you the knowing that when I am communicating with you I want your best, I don't want pretense, I don't want sociality, all that stuff is nice, it's pleasant, but what I want is a silent, knowing, sharing of a transcendent reality where we support each other in the freedom of manifesting here as divine consciousness. At least for ourselves and each other. A willingness to share a better reality than anyone else does here. Or, assuming that I am somehow "off" on that computation, as good as anyone else does here and then better after that shared witness.

The eternal progression of consciousness, that expanded knowing and understanding of God, as God, as "oh God!" "oh my God", it's not a choice is it? It's not a choice, it does not matter what you choose, it is still your truth. Your truth doesn't change through choice, you are what you are, only your perceived reality shifts, not your truth. Your perception of reality as a knowledge of self as to who you are, that shifts when you make choices. The knowingness, the self realization; that shifts but your truth doesn't shift, it never shifts, it's always the truth. What is always true is that there is nothing you that lasts through eternity that's not God already, and always has been and always will be. That's the only truth that you are passing on with when you drop this body.

So know it before you do, know it now. Know it all day every day, know it as your experience and expression of self and the realization in each moment that that was the right thing to do, based upon what your experience of self was before you chose that. Know in every instant that your chosen expression of your truth, of your divine self, that that was the right choice. Allow that to move you consciously, physically, morally, magically and miraculously in every second of your experience here. Have it be a wondrous wow, a wow, wow, wow, that's the purpose of your state of consciousness now; to be in a wow. 37:24 a continuous wow as your consciousness expands in its expression and understanding of this and every other reality.

And what are the limits to knowledge in this form with that choice? Well, perfection in expansion and expression as a state of ultimate freedom, the realization of that never has to be beat, never needs to be surpassed, it's the truth of you that passes eternity to eternity, manifestation to manifestation, that is what you are the cause of: your experience here.

So, what is it you came here for?why are you here? Is it to do the things that we normally talk about? Oh my God, the bullshit that we say to each other every day, that's not why. We are here, ugh, yuck and goddamned is what we are. We are god shut up, because the truth of you is divine. It is what you have been taught as a pretense, as a wish, as a "no it's not really going to happen, but we can pretend that it might happen" thats the level of consciousness that you were born into and trained up in, in this life and oh my god what a disability! Please do not dedicate yourself to further subjecting your self to the limitation inherent in that reality as your pretense. What a disability it is to even communicate on that level of consciousness, come on, wake up, how did a religion of love turn into the damnation of the soul? How can anyone not see that this is only that, here in this reality?

How could anyone say that there is a church of God here that results in Gods presence being expressed through the beings that are here? They are all false, all of them, come on, you are either expressed Godly or you are not. If you are talking about it, if you are debating it, if you are philosophizing about it, if your are a scriptorian, have you read that one? That is not what the ultimate expression of your possibilities are here. Come on, drop it, drop it, get off it, give Dave a brother who is willing to be free here with him, come on, that's what I want from you here. I want a brother in ultimate freedom. Come on, in a good way, for everybody. Everybody is benefited by us being better.

Come on, if we are more loving, does that help other people? If we are more considerate of other people's needs, does that help them? If we are more aware of something that we can do in this moment that will touch or light little touch that will shift somebody else's reality in a magnificent way? We don't want to know that? We don't want to be that? Wouldn't you want to be able to say; God bless you and actually have it be the blessing of God? Isn't that your responsibility as a son of God is to be his expression of "self" in this reality? Huh? Isn't that what father do is they express themselves through their children? And if you are the son of God, stop goddamning your self in to a state of utter confusion about what the truth of your own divinity is and what is available to you as that here and now.

I don't mean to lecture you about that for any purpose other than for you to decide that it's ok to choose it, experience it, express it and have that be a benefit to your self and to everyone else, so that no one is diminished, everyone is expanded, everyone is blessed as a result of your choice, so it is ok for you to make that choice. Every one is bettered by it, everyone, everyone that comes in contact with you is bettered by it when you choose your divinity, so it is ok to choose it. There're people that would say; no way to the way that you are. Most of them, infect every single one, including me, would say no to that for the you that sits I'm front of me. But none of them would say no to the you that sits in front of me, after he has accepted and received as self, his eternally divine presence.

So, yes people are going to object if they were going through the experience of the shift and change themselves, but they are not. It's just you, everyone else can stay the way that they are, you are not making choices for them in the beginning, they are making choices for themselves. In fact, you never make a choice for them, all you do is show what the result of a good choice for yourself is and the more of those that you make, the more correct choices that you make make in your life because of your willing expansion of consciousness and understanding of this reality; then this reality is a piece of cake for you, anything that you want, because you know what it is that has to be said, to be done, to be expressed in any way, for you to have exactly what you want right now. So you always express yourself appropriately and it always benefits you when you do and it always benefits the other person when you do. You don't have a pretense of the continuation of an ungodly reality as an acceptable experience for you to have with anyone. You re not fighting against anything, you're just choosing the experience of the divine yourself,the knowing of truth yourself and if that changes you to such a degree that that choice becomes an available choice, an irresistible choice to those that are around you; it's not you doing anything against their free agency, that's them in the free agency of knowing the real possibilities for themselves because they experienced for themselves somebody else in their full truth.

When somebody else is here in their full truth, it's an irresistible force, moving the unmoveable object, because the consciousness of the unmoveable object moved first. With the knowledge of the true possibilities for itself, realizes that that continuing on in the consciousness of the un-moveable object, is not what it wants to know itself as, as it's primary experience again, because ultimate truth and ultimate freedom is such a "hotter ride". To choose to be a "hard guy" in life, to choose to be a "tough guy" in life, oh my gosh what a painful reality to know that as your truth.

Steve, it's actually not your truth.

In the context of your experience of self in this reality. Of course it is not your truth. Your truth never changes,, your truth is always the same, but your experience of that truth is a result of your choices. So wether or not you know your truth or not is a result of your own choices and if you don't know what it is, then you have chosen not to. Now that doesn't mean that you cannot overrule your previous choices, because the choice of ultimate truth from the highest consciousness that you can take on for yourself in each moment, as you experience yourself as an expression of a higher consciousness each time you shift to a higher more expended level, you take responsibility for knowing that that increased level of truth is simply a lighter level of pretense on your way to your experience of ultimate truth and total freedom.

Ok Davy, wasn't it interesting to meet with that man today when you made the comment that he was doing the work that he chose to do and the comment went over his head? You were trying to get him to take a look at his choices and he wasn't willing to take a look.

Right here Steve, is where you take a look within yourself and feel where it is sighing yourself where you were only willing to be here at a brilliant or a genius state of consciousness maybe, but were not taking responsibility for being consciousness enough here for you to actually to make much of a difference for the people that you interacted with here. Yes you have a nice personality, nice smile, a nice laugh, a nice comrade in arms thing that you do with people where they feel welcomed and happy that you are around. That's a social personality and god bless the social personality because we all need them, but the social personality should also be done in divine consciousness, so that the experience of others from interacting with the higher social consciousnesses is one where every touch, every sensation, every thought that they have in your presence is one where the person goes; wow, wow, really wow, ahh, I know it on a whole mother level now, wow.

Ok, it is possible for us to be free here, feel it in the entirety of your body, it is possible for us to be free here; know that in every cell of your body. Know it as your cellular consciousness that it is possible for you to be free here. Know it, experience yourself as that. Experience yourself as knowing perfection, knowing the perfect way for self, knowing the perfect expression that results in your own continued delight with yourself and others delight with you, that you are you, expressed the way that you are. Have that be the reaction that is actually impossible to be otherwise for anyone. Thats the level of truth to come here as, so it is ok for you to do it. Or rather it is ok for you to be here as that expression here now, it's your true purpose. It's ok, it's ok, you set it up for yourself this way for you to wake up now. For you to be free now for no other reason other than you chose to be from the truth of your being. The truth being described in human terms a divine, omnipotent, able, unconditionally loving and effective in creating and operating reality in perfect way, all of the time.

Let's take a look at this one; where I don't feel free is in my body, I have lots of tension, an unusual high degree of tension in my muscles. I have in this body such a high level of tension in this body that I don't know how to let it go, I don't know how to be free of it, I am acknowledging the state of my experience in my body, it's nearly a torture when I am highly conscious to be here. There is so much to let go of it seems truly endless, without end, without end means it's true. So were getting on the right track because when we feel like our problems are without end, we have found a truth that we can hold onto, now what do we do with that? It's a pretty stable datum, what is the truth of our experience here, how could you use words to satire true. We have a continuous amount of problems to solve and it is a pain in the ass. That's our experience here, that is our truth, so that has to be expressed here in a certain way physically for that to be true for you.

If you are uncomfortable with the expression of yourself physically, you have to realize that it is an expression of the reality that you accepted as being true for yourself. How could it be different? How could it be different from the way that you have accepted as being true for you? Come on, so what reality do you want to be true? Not how do I want to change my body, not how do i improve myself no, my truth is without limitation. To what degree do I want to be conscious of that so that I can be something interesting here? If you took on the ultimate, ultimate truth, you wouldn't have a purpose for being here.

Steve, so what keeps us from that?

This; the intermediary steps of your current level of consciousness and physicality in this moment and an unwillingness to keep in accord with the possibilities that this reality has for itself here. As long as none of the laws that operate this reality are broken and they are reevaluated as to how they pertain to you as you shift and change in each moment, you can ask; where is that next step? Ok, it's right there, ahh, ok it's a nice expansion, a greater freedom, nice, I will own that, i will feel that, I will be that, I will express as that freer version of that. I will be the freer version of me, now.

As I say the words, choose them for yourself, you are allowing me to say them and you are allowing me to say them because you are here to find a way to choose your truth, so as I show you the way to choose your truth; choose it for yourself. That's why I am here, to show you my truth, so that you can choose your own. Ok?

Steve, umhmm.

It's ok for me to show you my truth?

Yes

Thank you, I am going through the experience of accepting the possibility that what you said might be true. As I shift through these levels of consciousness and each one of these greater and greater densities, I am introducing to that level of dense consciousness the possibility that what you said might be true. I don't know that it is, but the more I accept the possibility that it actually is true, the more my experience of my reality improves. I have to keep repeating to myself; I believe Steve, I believe in Steve, I believe that Steve chooses for me a better expression of myself in each moment.

Steve, that is true.

Can it be?

Steve, umhmm.

Can that be true, Can Steve choose for me to be freer, for me to be happier, for me to be wealthier, for me to be free from any perceived limitation that I would like to be rid of. Is it possible that steve would support me in that?

Steve, absolutely. Yes and Dave has to be willing to receive it.

That's what I am working through, the doubts that I have in me, I know are what damn me and conform me into what I am here. So I am saying; please, know that I truly, need your blessing and I beg you, for your blessing that I may know my truth here.

Steve, you already know your truth David.

I want to share a experience of that truth with you without having to say anything. For us to both know, without there being any perceived limitation within ourselves. For us to know our freedom, to experience our freedom to be our freedom, to be free here divinely. That's what I want your blessing in.

Steve, you have it.

Ok, what's my resistance to accepting that as being true? Thank you so much for saying it, I so want it to be true.

Steve, does it matter what we want?

It absolutely matters what we want.

Steve, as it pertains to truth?

Yes, because we get what we want, the truth of our eternity is beyond what anyone and everyone imagined the possibilities were for God and more. The truth compared with the conception of what a human consciousness can imagine, is so much better that it's indescribable to a human consciousness, but that's how good it is and I wish you would bless me, curse me, to the knowledge and expression of myself as that.

Steve, it can only be a blessing, not a curse.

No, what prevents you from doing it is your perception, That it would be a curse, that it would be a burden, that you would be crucified for it. Your terrified that you would not be allowed to be that at all, that your life would be stopped immediately if you allowed your truth to be here. That's why you are not here as your truth, is your fear that it is a cardinal sin, a "death sentence" to be here as your truth.

Steve, really?

Really! It happened to Jesus didn't it? It happened to everyone else that even got close didn't it? It did, it happened to them; they got their light and they shared it in such a way that the reality here could not accept it.

Steve, and they paid the price.

They paid the price. Why?

Steve, so are you next David?

No, you are, dick head.

Steve, you want me to die next?

No, no body is going to die.

Steve, I know.

It's life everlasting, It would be hard to justify that with your normal experience of reality though, wouldn't it? How do you go from a glimpse of what it is to be divinely free, back to the reality that you have set up for yourself?

Steve, that's the question right there.

Everybody knows that you are what you are. No, they don't know you are what you are, they know what you have been pretending to be, they know what you have agreed to be, they know that you have chosen to be somebody thats so screwed up that all he can do is look to other people and say; do you know what's true? Do you? Have you read any good books lately, something that inspired you, something that says that there is hope for me maybe? "I don't believe it really but the book made me feel good while I was reading it".

Ok, so that's where we are, So what? So what, that is where we are and you know what's funny about where we are?even though we are where we are, once in a while, we know our truth, we know our divinity, we know what it is to let loose and say; Yes I choose to be divinely free, I do, I choose to be divinely free and even though I am begging Steve for his support and permission as though it is somehow necessary for me, it isn't. That was for him to be able to choose his, to make his choice. My choice is for me to be free regardless of anybody else's choice, I don't need someone else to be free for me to be free, but I certainly invite a shared reality of divinity with everyone and everything, regardless of what it conceives itself to be and regardless of what anyone else conceives their self of anything else to be. Regardless of any identification of any level of consciousness, of any form, of any point of view, I choose to be there, for that, divinely and let the chips fall where they may.

The reason that I am speaking this is for my own benefit and yours, so I am not sure what to do about things like this, because it is so far outside the reality of the new age experience and it's recitation of divine belief systems that at best result in a shared experience of love and understanding of self as a "human man or human woman" and look we found a way to feel love of ourselves, each other and the earth, with compassion for those less fortunate. Well good, it's not your truth, its just being a good person. That's a nice place to go to, from being a "bad one" that's for sure.

Steve, from being what.

A person that is destructive to others and diminishes them, makes them less than what they were before, anything is an improvement on that.

How can I in my experience of self, when I am back to my normal state of consciousness, can I improve my experience in that moment, so that I can somehow hold on to my truth? Whats the solution to that? I don't know. What I am dealing with in my effort to embody enlightenment is the pain held in the body that is disabling to me. So that is where I direct my consciousness, so that I can experience and fully understand the pain enough so that it can transmute into truth instead.

Knowing the truth, truly frees you. It's not just a possibly beneficial choice, it's what grants you your freedom. So as you experience the expression of your physical truth here in any way, whether it's pain, suffering or some other level of unconsciousness; just experience it as your truth, because it is in that moment true for you, but experience it as the truth of your expression in this moment, as ultimate truth would experience it, the ultimate truth experiencing itself as a limited or undesirable experience of self here. If that is your truth, how do you experience that divinely?

Move your body in such as way that you feel the movement in each of your joints through out the entire range of your movement. Just feel what it is, what it is that exists there. Not trying to do anything with it, your just trying to understand what it is that exists there by being open there and feeling it until you know it. understand?

Steve, yes.

If your reality is painful, God knows it's painful, so know it as God knows it and if you know it as God; you know yourself as God, then the pain is gone in an instant. Open up to your divine truth, it is what will free you. It sounds like a joke maybe to hear it said that way, but your own divine freedom will free you. You don't need to ask somebody else that never says yes. How many people have asked Jesus for their divine truth? Everyone that believes in him as a source. How many of them got it? Not even his own disciples, they were with him for 3 years, they heard everything that he said, saw everything that he did, experienced his presence continuously and guess what they did? Nothing, they wrote some books about the guy they knew was God, not that they knew they were, not that his choice affected them in knowing their divinity, so how good was it? How good was it? I know it is sacrilegious Steve, but how good was it if didn't change them? How good was it if it didn't change his own friends?

Steve, it did change some of them.

Oh come on,

Steve, Peter?

He was the only one that had a chance and he sank in the water, did any of the rest even get out of the boat? They were chickens. They were so into their mortality that they couldn't even grasp what Jesus said; " be as I am.” Jesus did good and Jesus is here, I am not disrespecting Jesus in any form, what I am doing is listening to him, what I am doing is speaking his words and they are not the same words that were written by a bunch of guys that had to write words to communicate. That's not what the truth is. Think about it, truth is not expressed in words, it is expressed in experience. It's an experience, it's not a theory, it's not a concept, it's not a philosophy, it's not a "ism", it's not a church, but, it is You. It is you, you just don't know it, you just don't grasp it, you just don't understand it, you just don't experience it as your "self", but you can and you will, because you know the words that I am speaking, are the truth and you know that I know it and you know that you are someone that somehow, someway is able to be that which has been unable to be expressed here before, but it can now. It's your choice for yourself, it's your choice to be here as an expression of ultimate truth, ultimate freedom, ultimate responsibility and ultimately the full expression of the divine love that frees this reality into an experience and expression of itself, divinely.

Those are pretty words and I know they are words that I wish were coming out of somebody else's mouth besides mine, but I know one thing for sure and that is as long as they will come out of my mouth; I will let them. I am going to let them change your reality, as my blessing to you. For you to be fully here as the divine truth of your eternity as a consciousness and as a point of view, so that there is nothing that is held back from you. It's time that we choose, it's finally happened, we have a choice to choose the divine, Yay. Me too, it's time to shock ourselves with it.

Steve, I'm really looking forward to reading that or listening to it later.

We should film it,

Steve, I don't know why you would want video, it would open you up to being mocked.

I don't know why, but don't hold onto that point of view, let go of the need to say those words and your experience of reality as that. I just feel like we should.

Steve, it's not from my perspective, its from what I know about this reality and the others in it.

We're not contemplating this reality from that level of thought and beingness of our being subject to that right now, thats not how we are choosing to experience ourselves right now, we are choosing to experience freedom despite all of the reasons that we can't be free. Ok? We're here to choose freedom despite all of the reasons that we are not supposed to be free and to choose it anyway because it is our right. It's our right, this is a free choice reality, every religion admits that, they said that the right way, it's true, its ok for you to be free here if you make that your choice.

This reality cannot restrict a divine consciousness choosing to operate here freely. There are no rules governing that in this reality, the reality has no control and no say whatsoever about the divine expressed here in form and reality as it is constituted just responds to it, it cannot act upon it, but it can respond to it.

Reality cannot affect divinity negatively no matter how negative this reality is. True divinity, your truth of self, expressed in form, cannot be at a bad effect of any lower consciousness. The reason that I am saying those words are so that as I say them, you can choose them to be true for you. Believe me, I understand this reality here, but the reason that I am talking, the reason we have these sessions is so that you can understand another reality that you have forgotten about, that you are no longer familiar with. So in this instance, for whatever reason, you've chosen to allow me to show you the divine way, you are allowing me to be a divine teacher here for you and I am available to be that for you.

Steve, what a blessing.

I am here for you, to show you the expression of freedom so that you can choose it for yourself, that's why I am a part of your life; for you to know what happens to a consciousness that chooses it's freedom, so that you can allow yourself to choose your own freedom. That's the truth that we hold for each other. You know from the words that you hear and the feelings that you have as I express them to you that they truly are my wish for you and my blessing to you. It is my desire for you to be expressed here as that, so that I myself have a reminder here, so that I have a buddy here who knows. This is a selfish wish for myself that I bless you with your truth so that I have someone to experience truth with. It's a selfish wish for me to know and experience another embodied being here that chooses divine truth as their expression of themselves. How could that be sacrilegious? How could that be against Christ? That's exactly what Christ asked us to do.

Steve, I don't see Christ not asking that.

let go of all of your concepts of Christ, all of your belief systems, Any considerations, any teachings from any source.

Steve, gone.

Jesus, here Steve is, here he is and he wishes to know your truth and his own, show him your truth, allow him to feel the experience of your truth, bless him that he may be able to fully open and allow himself the full experience and expression of the truth of Jesus Christ eternally. The never ending truth, the truth that always is and always will be. Allow Steve to know that Jesus; the one who needs no story or book for the truth of what you are to be know by a human. Allow Steve to experience Christ consciousness, Christ presence, Christ beingness in form and out of form. Allow Steve to feel you, feel this room. Steve, feel the room as the room is filled with Christ consciousness, with Jesus's own presence, with Jesus's blessing to his brothers that yes, this is my wish for you, to be as I am and for you and I to be one and the same. That is our truth.

My blessing to you, is for your truth to be known by you, to be expressed by you, to be lived by you, to be understood by you and to be known as the physical expression of the divine in form; universal consciousness, grace, love and bliss. That is Jesus's gift to you. I like him, he is my guy too, he's my "go to guy" he hangs around me and whispers things in my ear saying; god bless you Dave, god bless you Dave, god bless you Dave and I say ok, ok already, I will let him. Ok, Hit me with your best shot, see how much you can bless me, how much you can you be a blessing to me Jesus? Until I find you irresistible to imitate? Or, to choose to be that level of truth my self? Can you bless me with that ability to realize that as my own truth? That is my request to Jesus Christ, God and anyone and everyone that might be described in any other way, that's my wish from all that is, all that was and all that ever will be is; is for my truth to be available for my immediate experience and expression, moment to moment throughout the eternities of my existence.

Steve, wow, isn't that amazing that we have existed throughout the eternities?

I am cheating a little bit, I'm ignoring so much of reality that I should be paying attention to and I am using a drug that shuts down the critical aspect of my brain that compels me to condemn myself and so from my normal point of view, watching something like this on film, then I would know and realize within myself and no longer be one seeking to attain, but be one who has attained and is perfect In his expression in every moment. One who so loves this reality; everyone and everything in it that it is an irresistible force of what seemed to me immoveable in the past and that is; an individuals idea of the truth of self. That has been immoveable in this reality, but what will move it, what will shift it? What will change it instantly is the divine in form, expressing itself here perfectly, in every moment and in every way?

That is an irresistible force to any consciousness with a stuck point of view. The perfection of form by a divine consciousness is that which does save this reality, but it saves this reality not through it's power of "I'm God and your not" but because it's a clear and undeniable expression of the divine in form. It doesn't have to be debated, it doesn't have to be expressed. These words do not have to be said for somebody to wake up divinely if we choose our truth here. They will wake up divinely in the presence of the divine and us in each others, when our truth is what we allow ourselves to be expressed here as.

What I have to accept for myself it that I have been unwilling to do so yet and so while I can say these words truly, knowing the truth is in me and that I am in it and that there is no greater truth here expressed greater truth than this, there isn't any, it isn't expressed here. There is nobody that chooses for absolute divine freedom here, so I have to allow that realization to be what transforms this body, because it is paralyzed by the belief systems that it is subject to this reality. It's had the experience that it has had, and it has the knowingness of what it hopes is the truth, so I am just doing the best that I can to wake up here more.

I need some support once in a while in acknowledging the fact that I am doing pretty good.

Steve, lol. As to this reality, you are nuts, right?

Completely bonkers man, I mean, how do I even face people in business when I do this stuff as my passion? I don't know.

Steve, I think that you are selective with who you share it with. Seriously Dave, some of the stuff that comes through you is absolutely amazing.

I know, it is amazing, it's transcendent, it's divine truth. Just allow what I express to be owned by you as your own expression, ok? Just allow for it to be ok for me to communicate from the divine state to you, that results in your own experience and expression of self as that same state. Allow it to be ok that I am the one who guides you to that, does that make sense? Do I have your permission?

Steve, yes I am ready.

Here we are, We are not in our past, we are not in another location, our consciousness is located right here, right now. We're right here, right now, only you and me here, (anyone not in a body doesn't count and they will give us their loving support) and god knows, please lead us to some of our brothers and sisters that are choosing the same thing because there might be some. We wish to celebrate the divine in form with our friends of divinity, come on, introduce us, show us around, help us meet the gang. We want to be reunited with our true friends, our true lovers of life.

Steve, amen.

We are here choosing it, come on, everyone,that hears my voice, that feels the vibration of these words, that understands what it is that I am doing here, everyone that is paying attention to this, I have chosen to be an expression of the divine in form and I bless you with the availability of that same choice for yourself. I hope and I pray that the you that I see this day and every other, is the one who has acknowledged the divine in himself and in every other. In their mother, in their brother, in their cousin and their king, may all of them be their truth is my wish and my blessing to this reality, so that I may be free.

Steve, David, go back to the place where you were saying you are bringing into this moment. Specific to assisting your brother, me in releasing the blocked energies, the hurts and the betrayals. Assist me there.

Thanks for making the request and I am thanking you in advance since you know it takes me a few moments to drop the personality. Please listen, what I am saying is if you compel me to act through my personality then I have to express myself through that filter and I want to communicate higher concepts than those that can be communicated through that identity right now. So I want to drop that identity as then truth of myself because it's not, even though I wear that here.

Steve, I understand.

Let's do this... Each time you wonder what that is, you let it go, each time you feel compelled to say anything, you let it go and you look, you watch and you realize that anything that compels you to do anything in order to try to communicate a concept to me is actually, a block to the communication that you wish to have. What is available if we just sit in silence with each other is a transiting up of conscious where we have a shared reality of at least enlightenment and a maybe a lot better than that. Let's just experience that in silence for a moment...

You wanted to know how to let go of something, so let's take a look at that.

Steve, so that it no longer affects me.

Let me tell you something here, you have been wronged, you have been wronged badly by so many people that you can't even remember them all. You have been betrayed by everyone you have ever trusted, every single person, even the one you married, even your parents and even me. You haven't met anyone who hasn't betrayed you in virtually every way. You know nothing in this reality except the betrayal of truth by every being here, for there is no one here being their truth. It's all a complete pretense, there is nothing but pretense here, there is zero eternal truth. Zero, absolutely zero. So if you are going to be here as eternal truth, of what value is looking for an example in this reality of how to be that? What book are you going to read that is going to result in your being eternally true to yourself? What self help course are you going to take? What church are you going to join? What "ism" are you going to be that will result in you being the truth here of eternity? Of the divine being indisquinishable from what you are expressed here as? Where are you going to go to for that? Who is going to teach that to you? Who is going to say; thats an available choice for you? Where is that available in this reality? It's not available here.

Something that just came through for me is that We are all supposed to do that.

Steve and what came through for me is that I am supposed to video tape it.

Lol. There you go, your hired because it is going to be an experience in that moment.

A conscious massage can be very healing; the reassuring touch, the touch of remembrance, the willing sharing of reality is what that is. Its your willingness to be a blessing to my experience and its one that I can’t deny, because its not a word, its not a concept, its your physical presence here saying; I am here and while I may be tired, if this is going to be a blessing to you then I am willing to give it to you, thats what your touch says and that is such a welcome reality that I am very grateful for it. Its a nice way to finish off a spiritual exploration, to go get massages or a couple of hours of body work afterwards. It just needs to be someone open enough that she can have a massage patient respond to her touch in such a way that its an interactive dance of bodies moving towards freedom because of the connection. She has to be willing to facilitate a miracle.

Having your hand right on the area that is my greatest density and allowing me to interact with that in such a way that I know that I am supported in my choice of being free there because you are willing to connect with each part there that is not free and be there supporting it when it chooses to move towards freedom and thats how you give a conscious massage; is you are there, supporting the choice of freedom for that body. Supporting it, affecting it and realizing it. Realizing that your clients and friends are realized by the freeing presence of your touch, willingly giving them a touch of freedom, a glimpse into the divine; of what it is to be touched by a consciousness that free’s with the connection. I haven’t yet realized the solution in my body, but it’s through touch, massage alone helps

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