Allow your heart to be intimate with divinity and walk that into your experience here.

Part 3 of Heaven is at home in me

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a “good”  look at yourself and you will look at others differently, by putting your hand in the hand of the man from Galilee. 

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a look at yourself and you will look at others differently, by putting your hand in the hand of the man from Galilee.

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas, take a look at yourself and you will look at others differently, you looking at Self as the divine as the divine would have you be.  

So put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. Take a look at yourself So truly that it frees you and others too, by letting your feet in the shoes of he who was from Galilee.

I’m putting my hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, I’m putting my hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas. I’m taking a look at myself and looking with unfiltered vision at the truth of me, I’m saying yes, to the wish, for me, from the man from Galilee.

Be ye one with “me” as I am one with the father, be ye one with the one who is here divinely free, take a look at yourself and say: oh my, divinity, is, it is me, look at yourself til the truth of the divine is your experience of “me”

Be “me” divine, be me free, be me one, in heaven. Be me free, with the we, that you and I are. May we wish for ourselves and grant each other, exactly what God wishes us to be. Because we’re one in God and one with the man of Galilee.

Put your hand in the hand of the man who stilled the waters, put your hand in the hand of the man who calmed the seas, take a look at your self and see what God would see in the truth of you, see yourself as Jesus sees all that there is of you. Look at the man and the being who was God when he was here, look at him, know what he is from here to forever, know where Christ is and if there is where he is not, even know that divinely too, free yourself from the life of a human who’s here to learn from humans. 

Oh my. What a joke man. What a joke our life is here. Ahh, how free are we to receive a miracle? How free could we be to receive a miracle? Could we be free enough in this moment to receive a miracle in this moment? Oh, got a Big No on that, but will it diminish if I keep looking at it? If I keep looking at my big No to my experiencing a miraculous experience in this moment… ooh a Big no to that: a Big, Big, No to the divine being free in me, big, big, big, big, big, big, big no. Ooh, well interesting, I know enough to know that that NO isn’t from me. So I have to let that NO go as a determining factor in my knowing the divine as me. I have to let the no go regardless of who the no is from, especially since its from someone else thats not me. So:

Do your self a sold, my friend and willing supporter. Keep walking in the allowance of the divine, no matter how tortured your body is: you can move it and as you move it, consciously allow the divine with each step. Allow each of your steps to be your conscious acknowledgement that you allow divinity to be free here, that you allow divinity to be free in you, to freely flow through you to anywhere it wishes to. Your an open channel to the divine, your an open vessel of holy oneness. Which means that there is nothing earthly about you at all. Your a pure vessel of the divine in this reality, which means that this reality had nothing to do with creating you. All that you are expressed here as is a result of the perfection of the divine acting upon everything that you were created to be here. You were created by lost and unconscious beings in confusion and unknowingness of their own truth, with barely a knowledge of anything more than the laws of nature and not knowing anything of the nature of reality or the nature of themselves and how to express ones self with a purity that results in your being here as a divine blessing. How do you do that? How do you do that from where you are in this moment? 

You do it by choosing and allowing: 

Choose to allow divinity and then actually allow it. 

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it. 

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it,

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it.

Choose to allow the divine and then actually allow it in your body. 

Allow divinity freedom in your body.

Choose to allow the divine to be free and then allow it to be free.

Choose for divinity to be free then allow it to be free. 

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom, allow freedom.

Choose freedom and allow freedom.

If your not experiencing yourself as free, then its because your choosing to not be free unconsciously, where somehow that became a logical choice for you. So because it became a logical choice for you to be a lost and fallen consciousness, a beingness that you’ve become comfortable being here, you can’t save yourself from that level of consciousness, but you can choose to allow the divine to be free in you and you can choose that with one step and allow it with the next:

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow.

Choose and allow. Walk in choice of divine freedom and walk in allowance of divine freedom. You have to have both: you can’t just choose the divine and then not allow it. To choose divinity and then not allow it, is to live a lie and is that not what we are all doing here is giving lip service to the divine: “their lips draw near to me, but their hearts are far from me”? Isn’t that what we are talking about? 

Allow God to be free in your heart.

Allow your heart to be opened by God. 

Allow your heart to know divine love.

Allow your heart to know divine wisdom. 

Allow your heart to know divine freedom. 

Allow your heart to know divine power, divine awareness, divine consciousness.

Allow your heart to be divinely free and to know the freedom of the divine intimately as self.

Allow your heart to be intimate with divinity and walk that into your experience here.

It’s OK to require someone to conduct themselves divinely here if they wan’t to interact with you regularly. Otherwise you put them on slow rotation: very limited access to you to those who deny divinity for themselves and others. Because your here to celebrate life, to be joyful in life, to surrender to the “good” in you, the God in you: 

Good-God, in you,

Good God, its true, 

that God can be in you and 

you can be in God and 

it doesn’t require anyone else, 

than your willingness to give God a place in you.

Well, so there we are: if you want to discuss truth with me, you cant do it from a point of view that others know it and that we don’t, that others are experts and we aren’t, that it is possible for one, two or three very rare and very special beings, but its not for us. Thats not what they said and anyone who told you anything other than that was a being thats already damned and living in hell and would like to be out of it but isn’t experiencing himself as anything other than that. Anything that doesn’t experience themselves divinely is not worth taking advise from and accepting a scribes compilation of the words of a divine being is not the allowance of the divine: studying words is not the allowance of the divine, stories and concepts are not the allowance of divinity in you. The rejection of all words as defining “you” is the only thing that you can say is a true thing to say. 

Words cannot define you, that is your truth. 

Words cannot contain you, 

words cannot express you, 

you cannot be known by words: 

you can only be experienced. 

Thats your truth and 

neither can God, so quit trying to say what his words are because they are not what somebody wrote down in a book. Those were the words of a man who was inspired by a divine being, to be sure. But, they were the words of a man never the less and regardless of the fact that he was inspired by divinity: he was simply being the “mouth piece of God for a moment” he Wasn’t “The Temple and expression and experience of the divine embodiment.” 

So, with no examples of divine embodiment, you only have one option for truth and that is: dis-embodied divinity, being allowed to be embodied in you. That is the only knowledge of the divine that is possible is your welcome experience of it in yourself, until your “self” is realized divinely and the books don’t cut it man: it doesn’t matter how clever they are, it doesn’t matter how poetic, there is no substitute for the experience of divinity other than that experience willingly received and embodied in yourself.

Now go back to walking:

Choose the divine, allow the divine,

Choose the divine, allow the divine and

put your awareness on that and take a long walk. 

You see, a good recipe for realizing divinity, hasn’t been written, because there are not a lot of cooks making it of themselves are there? So if there are no examples of the embodiment of the divine on earth: man, don’t follow that example! It just real simple: don’t follow that example, 

its wrong, 

its wrong if you are choosing the divine. 

Its wrong to follow a fallen consciousness if you’re choosing the freedom of divinity for all that are divine, including yourself. 

Or lets put it this way: your choosing to support all who choose the divine in experiencing that themselves, because you allow yourself to and you like it when others are divinely free. So allow yourself to walk the realization of the results of that choice and that preference and that allowance into your experience of yourself in your body right now. 

This is not about theories, or stories, this is about realization. Realization is not about study. Study will get you only theories, it won’t get you realization. You don’t self-realize from studying others, you self-realize by choosing divine freedom for yourself and then allowing it to be your experience. Its as simple as that: choose it and allow it and put your awareness on walking that into your body, until your body walks in that freedom.

Don’t ask yourself or anyone else to commit to things or agree to things that they are not going to want to do after they agree with them. How do you do that? How do you give somebody the freedom to be divine and not be hurt by their inevitable failure? 

Now you can sit down and do your choosing and allowing: Sit down, put your hands on you knees and with your left hand choose the divine and with your right hand allow the divine. Its just like alternating current electricity: 

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Choose the divine-allow the divine.

Its electric when the flow starts:

Choose it-allow it, until it moves freely within you.

Allow, the, divine. 

Allow, the, divine.

Allow your left hand to be a continuous choosing of the divine. 

Allow the right hand to be the continuous allowing of the divine and

Allow both hands to touch your body.

One continuously choosing the divine and

The other continuously allowing the divine. 

The two of those creating within you, a flow, an exchange that frees everything in your body. Now actually allow yourself to be changed with that continuous choice of divinity and continuous allowance of divinity, creating a current in your body of divine flow. 

The divine flow, isn’t that what you are here to be: a conduit for the flow of the divine on earth? Do you really need to defend that choice?

The death of lies and the birth of truth

The death of the false self is not an accurate description of what happens as you awaken. There is a terrible fear that comes up when you realize that the false self is you  and that you may disappear, or be destroyed or have nothing left of self. If you have encountered this, you can gain some comfort in moving forward with your surrender to the unknown, in knowing that you cannot be made to disappear by yourself or by any another. So to be in a state of fear regarding transcending the limitations of your consciousness in your embodiment here is self defeating. The correct way to look at it is that the transmuting fire of divine presence burns off confusions, thoughts, ideas, beliefs, attitudes, considerations… everything that “colors” you into seeming to be something that your not. There is not going to be a death of the false self, so you can relax about that. 

There is death of the false only, there is no death of the self. That which is false in you, is not you. That which is false in you is only your acceptance of something to be true that wasn’t and then living your life from the point of view that it is true and then having life not go well for you as a result.

The death of lies and the birth of truth is a more accurate description of what occurs in the process of awakening than the traditional description of the death of the false self. The one thing that I have realized in my own explorations is that the false self is me and so in order for me to transcend the limitations of my beingness, of my consciousness, of my physicality, means: that I have to have access to, awareness of and beingness in that which is absolutely true, both eternally and within time and space. So if you approach enlightenment from the point of view of it benin a “lightened load” a “diminished suppression of you by others,” by yourself, and then an awakening to a remembrance and experience of yourself as a brilliant, wise and loving being and an experience that is not new to you, because it is you: it always has been except for some moments in time when you accepted lies as truth and truth as lies. 

How can you be anything other than in a state of confusion and inability when truth is lies and lies are truth? If truth is lies and lies are truth, what is it that you hold onto? Neither one. Let the truth go and let the lies go too, they are both wrong. All lies and all truths are not as true as the you that you wish to be and that you are in the infinite eternities of knowing yourself as absolute truth. Knowing yourself. Its just about knowing yourself, its about being the absolute truth, experiencing yourself as absolute truth and knowing it. But, you don’t need the reference point of knowing because you have the continuous experience and the awareness that you are what you are and it’s wonderful. 

You are what you are and it is a wonder when you awaken to the willingness to experience divine wonder. The wonders of your own divine nature experienced as an expression of self.

The rule on governing others should be: until you can govern yourself to the point where others feel blessed for your presence in their life’s, you are not in a position of having the wisdom necessary to create the rules and regulations of a society that has the potential to awaken en-mass and isn’t the mass-awakening of society and of the world what we are all wishing for? So in your wish for the world to exit in a state of harmony, don’t think that that can occur from your operating in disharmony and open rebellion to life as it is here. 

If you can’t respect who and what each person is here and the wisdom that is manifest in what has brought them to this point: then you are not in a position to determine what will assist them the most, in their making that next step in embracing a greater consciousness that creates a wholeness for the other in their willing expansion of embracing all that is, with a love that is irresistible to each aspect and point of view that exists within all that is.

Why would you wish for the love that you are to be distributed in any other way than to everyone, in a limitless supply that cannot be exhausted by those who do not know their own love and so cannot share it with others? Our first and most important job in this world is to govern ourselves in such a manner that we’re a joy to ourselves and to others and when you have the ability to share that joy and to create a joyful experience for another: then my brother: you have the attention of us all. For a teacher of joy is a teacher of wisdom and a teacher of wisdom opens the door to the sublime, to the wondrous and to the miracle of a love that never ends. So remember, before you attempt to govern others: find the key within yourself to opening your heart in a lovely expression and presence of divine love. 

If heaven on earth is the goal of what you seek to experience here, both for yourself and for others: the answer to your experience of that is to look within yourself for where it is true and then to be conscious there and from there to share it with the rest of yourself that has been operating poorly. 

Feel the holiness within you as your heart opens to reveal the truth of yourself.  

Allow yourself to know that when you feel entrapped by someone else: its not the right space for you to be in. Spend your time with those who love you and encourage the love within you to be expressed, because you are surrounded by the love of the beings that you spend your time with. Spend your time awakening either alone or with those who love you and once you are awakened: you will know how to handle the darker side of life. Your light will reveal its truth and its truth will set it free. 

It shouldn’t be so hard to figure out should it? Always wondering if the part of you thats warning yourself, thats complaining to yourself, thats judging yourself, your always giving it the possibility that thats true and gving it the power to control you through the condemnation of yourself and your acceptance of that condemnation being true? That is where you should start is in removing your own self condemnation of you. 

Now its not arguing against reality as it is, to stop condemning yourself. 

Its agreeing with it, 

its acknowledging it, 

its saying: it is what it is, 

you are what you are, 

you became what you became and now you are choosing to enlighten that which you are in this moment. Not as a pretense that you are something else other than what you are in this moment, but your embracing the light now and allowing the light to reveal the truth of you and allowing the truth of you to explode through the form so that the form is transmuted into an accurate reflection of divine truth, including the part that has been condemning and judging: you, the condemner of self, now enlightened, conscious, aware and free from its confusion that resulted in it s being a condemnation of self. Why not? Why not allow that self to be free? Especially when it is what it is, it is within you and it focuses its awareness on you in such a way that the result is the opposite of its intention.

Its intention is the best for you: it is to make you aware of reality as it is. But, its not speaking from an awareness of knowing what reality can be in this same moment: it is what it is, but what can it be instantly? That is the question.

How much can life improve instantly in this moment? Thats the question, thats how this reality is transformed from the profane to the profoundly, wondrous, wonder of life moving in harmony with divine consciousness, moving with the awareness of self as a divine being: the divine being “selves” here, “bodies.” 

The divine embodiment of life is what heaven is. Heaven is the divine embodiment of life and you don’t get there by condemning yourself. You get there by realizing that the self that you are has an open invitation to experience heaven instantly. The instantaneous transformation of the profane to the divine, of the limited to the free, from a criminal to a holy man that is whole and true, always. 

When you walk with God, trust that: “God within you” is a more intelligent way to be, than, you without God. 

The funny thing is that you haven’t even been worthy of governing yourself, you haven’t been capable of making the right decisions: the ones that would have resulted in an admirably well-lived life. OK, thats who we are, where do we go from here? We haven’t lived an admirably well-lived life, now what? 

Instantaneous experience of divinity from that? Is that possible? Is that fair? Is that right that one can do that when there are so many other who have lived better than you? 

Is it not right that who ever chooses to receive God should be able to receive God as much as he allows God to be present in his life and shouldn’t that choice be instantly rewarded: each time you open to receive God the more godly you become instantly? The instantaneous self realization of God within you is something the can be further and more completely realized in each step, from step to step, from moment to moment: the increasingly expanded self expansion as love, as supreme consciousness and divine presence. 

It doesn’t matter how things are for you, it doesn’t matter the circumstances, it doesn’t matter what your presence is, it doesn’t matter how lost and unconscious you have been: choose to experience the presence of God right now and as you allow yourself to experience God in this moment, right now: you do, and then you choose it more and more and more. Whatever it is right now: your choosing for more than that. Your acknowledging what is completely and you’re opening to receiving even more. As soon as you think to open to receive more: more is what you are and what you have, what you see and what you know.

So choose for more divine presence as yourself in this moment and this moment and this moment, and this and this and this and this. 

More divine presence for yourself right now and then 

more and more and more and more. 

More divine presence, more divine presence, in each moment there is more of the divine, present as you. 

You are what you are in each moment and yet you are more divinely present also. 

You are what you are in each moment and yet more and more divine, is what you experience yourself to be. 

You are what you are, but you’re more than that instantly. 

You are what you are, but you are more than that right now. Whatever it is that you are right now: 

your more than that right now and now and now and now and now. Expanding beyond the limitations that unconsciousness can put upon you as you embrace the infinite love within every aspect of yourself and allowing that infinite love to redeem you, to restore you, to reawaken you to your own knowing that the self that you are: loves all divinely.

Continue opening to the divine until the self that you are loves all divinely. Open to more, open to more, open to more divine love of all. You don’t have to think about it you just willingly receive and willingly flow without any consideration whatsoever, because you are a continuous and unlimited flow of divine love that is in-exhaustively infinite and so does not need to be conserved in any way. There is no need to conserve that which is infinite and the infinite love of all is available to you in this moment. Experience it, experience it more, and more, and more, and more, the impossibly wondrous experience of limitless love. Experience it more, and more.

Allow the parts of your body who are screaming in agony to experience within itself the love of the infinite and the inexhaustible supply of the love that all else has for it as it awakens the love of all else within the core of self. 

You can trust that that is a good choice to make and to allow that choice to have the freedom of expression here. The choice of experiencing unlimited love is one that you don’t have to second guess. Its a reality that you’ve missed experiencing here. The limitless love of the entire universe for you, open to experiencing that right now in this moment and whatever amount of that that you experience: allow yourself to experience more of it right now, and more and more and more, more, more. 

Allow the universe in its loving expression, a limitless space within you, so that all of eternity that exists within you: is filled with your divine love of all and all’s divine love of you, in an eternal dance of bliss and harmony, one and all. 

Any part of you that is judgmental of yourself is disregarded by the rest of you as irrelevant, until it is divinely conscious and aware of self as the divine embodied. When you are aware of self as the divine embodiment: then you can judge, but you won’t because you will know what the truth is. You wont have to accuse somebody of what you think it is without being sure. You will know what the truth is so you will know where freedom lies for the other and when you know where freedom lies for the other and you bless them with it in such a way that they open up and receive it, then how can what your doing be condemned by yourself? When your life is a blessing to others: this self condemnation has to stop in order for you to be effective in experiencing your own divine nature. 

So be willing to experience you own divine nature in your most judgmental aspect of yourself. Don’t defend yourself from self judgement: embrace your self judgement, as yourself. Thats why they call it self judgement: its you judging yourself. So, be all that communicates with you as a judgement of self and allow that to be enlightened as you. Allow enlightenment to shine the light of truth on everything, so that everything can be clearly seen by that which wishes to judge it harshly. 

If you allow that which has been, to affect negatively that which can be: then that which can be is denied as your experience of yourself. So in order for you to be free here, you have to willingly free yourself from all of the judgements that you have ever condemned yourself with. Hold that in your awareness and take a few steps and with each step realize that all condemnation of self has been rescinded and retracted, erased and replaced with universal awareness and a wondrous love that heals everything that receives it. 

Don’t wonder wether of not it is a good idea or not to receive that within a self realization   that thats true of yourself. 

Don’t work at shutting yourself off from that awareness. 

Take the awareness that you are thats confused about it and know the divine in this moment as exactly what you are. 

Know the divine in this moment as exactly what you are in this moment. 

Know the divine as you are, 

know the divine, as you are. 

Exactly as you are: 

know the divine right now with each step that you take. 

Know the divine as you, 

know the divine as you, 

know the divine as you. 

The false self is you in a state of confusion, your higher self is you in a state of clarity. 

There is nothing that I will not watch within, if it means awakening into the truth of myself: A direct connection to heaven.

Be the truth thats always true

I am dying, I’m dying, I’m dying, I’m dying, I’m dying and-actually: I am looking forward to it. I just wish I did not have to kill myself to be dead. I’m speaking metaphysically of course: dead as the illusion. I am dead, over, finished with being an illusion here, as someone who is not being true to himself, that is not being real. Being real is being true to yourself. 

How can you be true to yourself unless you know your truth? Well, if you don’t know your truth: you are dead to it, so consider being dead to the person who is dead to truth. You don’t need to carry that beingness on yourself here. You don’t need to move forth in life as a poor excuse for joy. 

Don’t be a poor excuse for joy here: be the real thing, be the real thing man. It is there that you will find your truth.

Be the real thing: be the truth thats always true.

Be the truth that’s always true. (Thats the title to this one) Failure doesn’t work well for you. Of course you already know that, you just don’t know how to release yourself from that and reinvent yourself as that which invents reality. Why wouldn’t you do that? Why wouldn’t you reinvent yourself as that which creates reality out of nothing but his own joy and love for life to manifest?

The manifestation of life is a wondrous thing and an interesting question for you to find out will be: how you’ll know life as a wondrous thing for yourself? How will you know life as a wondrous thing for yourself? Thats a question you should consider asking yourself.

Start saying the truth. All the time. Don’t change it for the supposed benefit of anyone, when you know absolutely well that the truth of all things is the only thing that will bring you yours. The only truth that you have, is the truth of all things. You already are the truth of all things: there is nothing for you to achieve, there is nothing that you want and you can relax in knowing that the truth of all things, is the truth of you.

Oh, now that is a responsibility for you to take on, because you know how screwed up it is here and yet if you are the truth of that: you Are going to be suffering here, but the larger truth is: the end of all suffering here will be right here in a moment, the moment that you allow the truth of all things to be the truth of you. And they are in fact, the truth of you.

The truth of all, is the truth of you. Allow that to be your truth. It is your truth: just allow yourself to be manifest as that without any resistance to it. The truth of all things… Well, it sure hurts in this moment being the truth of all things, but the more we relax into it, the less it hurts us. That which is painful is gone when you are completely relaxed.

My, are there not some pretty unconscious relationships that you have here. You’ve got to admit that one. You’ve got to admit that you embody unconsciousness as well as anyone does. So what is this that you are constantly demanding? 

To have it all, 

to be it all, 

to know it all, 

to find out all the realities that truth reveals to you. 

Then come to know within yourself that you’ve been set free. The entire universe itself is in celebration of your freedom here as what you are in this moment. The entire universe celebrates you in your freedom in this moment and your willing embrace of the embodiment of that freedom. 

It’s never going to end you know: the struggle to be here divinely. 

Why is that? 

Why is it a struggle here for us to be here divinely? 

What is it that makes it so “rare and special”? 

What is it that prevents the rest of us from moving in the divine flow as the truth of eternity, where whatever we are in each moment just glows because of who we are? Where It blooms in the celebration of its perfection in your presence? 

Thank you God, thank you God for setting me free.

You are saved when you are free to be yourself here with others. You’re not very free when you have to be “by yourself,” to be “yourself.” Be your true self and be selfless in your interactions with others here. Allow them to be themselves. 

The Goddess is among us and she reveals herself to us regularly. Now, reveal yourself to her: show the Goddess the truth of you. You don’t serve anyone well by disabling yourself, by making yourself a patsy. You don’t serve yourself by allowing yourself to be something to be fed upon by others who don’t deserve it or earn it. Help us all out here by bringing your oneness whenever you come here, don’t come here as “one of us,” come here as Your Truth, as The Truth, as The One Who Knows Himself Truly: as one who knows the wonder that that is here.

The entire reality here is sleeping and everyone in it is sleeping.

Dreaming our way through life part 2

In order to maintain a premiss that we are free and divine, we have to assume that we like to sleep and or that it is good for us. Or, do we? Are we just being lazy? Are we being irresponsible? Or are we already doing the best that we can and will awaken at the right time? Do we need to put attention on it? Do we need to struggle with it? Do we need to focus our attention on this as a problem? No we don’t: if you focus your attention on your sleeping or being asleep being a problem, it seems to lead to a nightmare. 

So lets just look at the facts: our reality here is sleeping, the entire reality is sleeping, everyone in it is sleeping. If you awaken to a transcendent level of consciousness with expanded abilities, with less limitations: can you do it responsibly where you don’t interfere with other peoples choices here? With other peoples purposes?

If a transcendent consciousness is our normal self, our awakened reality: then we decided to come here asleep sleep and sleep here. But ,for how long? For how long did we come here to sleep and did we come here to sleep and then to awaken? Or did we come here to sleep until we die and awaken after we drop the body? Is it different for each of us? Is there a time and place that we all agreed upon when it would be appropriate to celebrate life as our transcendent and communal consciousness?

The scriptures are full of those predictions, what is the trigger for it? Is it automatic or is it personal choice? Is it a group choice? No, it is an individual choice: we are individuated here, we have individual free will and free choice. So for each of us the choice is our own, and yet: we still do not awaken by the choice of our sleeping consciousness. So how does our sleeping consciousness come to term with the fact that it has no control  over the process of awakening and come to peace with a sleeping state that results in a struggle for survival here and being immersed in a reality of good and evil, right and wrong, black and white and the opposite in all things. 

Is it right to say: enough of that for me? “I am in the world, not of the world?” How far in the world can you be and be awakened? Can you have a body and be divine? Some of the scriptures say so, but we don’t have any examples of anyone divinely embodied, divinely free and divinely able to create in this reality as if you are God. Oh, maybe that is too tall of a standard to take, but if we are all divine and divinity is the quality of God, then are we all God? Isn’t everything? And, isn’t the consciousness of God in an individual aspect of creation desirable for all of creation? 

It certainly gives all other individuated consciousnesses something to go into harmony with, to go into agreement with, to use as a touchstone for their own awakening, so: where is the touchstone for awakening on earth? Where is it that when you come into contact with it that you know what you options in consciousness are and can choose and realize them as soon as you know them? We will leave it at that for now.

Dreams, how do we awaken from them or within them?

An interesting thing about our reality here, is that we are always certain that what we are currently aware of is real and that there is nothing else likely to be real.

And yet, every night we go to sleep, lose consciousness and shift realities. We dream and in those dreams, to us they are then the only reality that we know our existence to be and the dream reality is as real to us then as our normal waking reality is to us now.

 Once in a while, we have a lucid dream or even rarer, an awakening to norman consciousness within a dream: where we now know we are in a dream with our full waking consciousness, yet fully able to participate in and enjoy the dream reality. When this happens, we know we are dreaming, we know that we have manufactured this dream reality ourselves and as a result, we have a substantial degree of control within the dream and with our normal consciousness we experience the expanded freedoms we have in the dream state: flying, shifting locations and heightened creativity. We are able to do and experience many things that we are not able to do and experience in our normal reality. 

We all have experiences of two realities that we experience separately as real to us. Which brings us now to mans search for enlightenment, heaven, god consciousness etc... All of us have had experiences which we remember as momentary flashes of a greater reality than our normal waking consciousness and when they are over, they almost completely disappear in minutes of ending and are usually forgotten in their entirely within a few days. They are even less available to us than our dreams are, just as our normal reality is less available to us when dreaming than our dream reality is available to us when awake.

Wether you can remember any of your numerous instances of awakening to a greater consciousness and awareness or not in this moment, you have numerous books and stories available to you detailing the awakenings of others in the dream of this reality and it is no different really than awakening in your dream reality to your normal consciousness. When you awaken in this reality to a level of enlightenment, you know that you have just awakened in a dream here and that you are “back home” to your normal state of consciousness and you are able to operate here much like you can in an awakened dream: your limitations have been lightened and you know, understand, have abilities to act in a manner far superior than your normal level of consciousness. However just like in awakening in a lucid dream with your normal consciousness: its not normal to be here in the world, awakened as an enlightened consciousness and when you fall back asleep again as we all do: we are asleep again and no longer aware of our transcendent reality and our sleeping reality is all that you are conscious of and you have no ability from your sleeping consciousness to command yourself to awaken.

Since this transcendent consciousness appears desirable to live in as our “home” consciousness here: 

How do you do that on a continuous basis? It doesn’t look like very many people have succeeded and so seems to be a bit of a trick or happenstance. There appear to be no verifiable paths to follow that work on more than say, one in a million. Everyone who seems to have done it well has had a major religion formed from their teachings and path and yet few or none of their followers are able to use those teachings and walk those paths to a knowing of self as an enlightened, divine or transcendent consciousness. 

Is there a path or a technique that will awaken everyone who is asleep that desires to awaken within the dream here as their truth? 

What controls our awakening in in the dream of our life here? 

To be continued...

I am dead

At some point you realize that your effort and your desire, is what is preventing you from being your truth, because you cannot in striving: bloom in divinity. 

Divinity just is and so when you are striving for divinity, look within and observe the self that is desperately trying to experience the divine. Pushing, pulling, thinking and considering: what is it that I can do that will bring the divine to me and bring me to the divine? 

There is nothing that you can do, not even surrender. The only thing that will bring the divine into your expression here is: nothing. No thoughts about it, no issues for it, no struggle to achieve, no longing. I am dead, dead to trying, dead to becoming, dead to striving and struggle and dead to my own disappointment of who I am here.

I am comfortable in my death, I welcome it as my release from not being that which I am. I don’t care about this anymore. I am done with trying to become what I wish to be and yet don’t know what it is. I am done with this, I am finished as a seeker, my seeking days are over and if I have not found what I have lost or am lost and not found: I care not, because I am dead to the me that I am, I don’t care any more and I don’t want anything at all. 

I am dead. That is my truth now, I am dead, and yet... I am alive in myself. 

I am dead to all that I have been, all that I was and all that I wished for. My life is over and yet my mind asks me a question: now what do I do? Nothing is what you do, you are dead with me: we have both failed in achieving our desires and manifesting the perfection of life. 

In your death you will find that it becomes you and that have found the life and love that you sought in life and did not find. Welcome death while you are still alive to enjoy it. Life everlasting is only enjoyed by he who is dead to his temporal self. In the world, not of it, you know.

Come on Francis. Part 2

Allow God to take everything from you, it’s his job. So be his faithful Job, and allow God to strip you clean: to take everything that has ever been true for you, everything that you have loved, everything that you have admired, everything that you have cherished and known to be true to you, allow God to take that from you now: its “job 1” for you. 

Allow God to take all that defines you here, all that connects you to this reality as a participant, allow God to take that now, to take it into his arms, to take it into his mind, to take it into his love, to take you into the knowing and realization of divine love. The knowing realization of divine love is what you are here for: to knowingly realize that within the embodiment of your individual self here. 

Allow God to drain the swamp that has become your unconscious master: an unconsciousness that controls and defines you and manifests you in its image. Don’t allow the cesspool of lies and unconsciousness and unawareness and inability and unknown and unknowing that is promoted in this reality as that which you should pay attention to. Surrender all of your associations with that, to God and allow God to have his way with all that you are here. 

It’s starting to feel good isn’t it? It’s starting to feel good being you. It’s starting to feel good being you, now isn’t that a surprise? It’s starting to feel good to be you. Just allow every part of you that wants to argue with that, to be that and allow God to know you there. Allow God to know you everywhere that your consciousness can be stuck and entrapped and blocked from knowing eternity. Allow God to follow you there, to know you there and to show you there, the beautiful truth of you. 

Why would you care to resist that? It doesn’t matter, you can stop, resisting, God and trust instead: divine honor, divine love, divine will, divine knowing, divine understanding and divine providence and the miraculous event that you can be here as he who allows the truth of God to be known by himself. Because God allows each of us who choose that for ourselves to receive as much of that as you will.

So give your will a vacation, allow your intentions to be “at ease.” Attention,” is for the military, “ease” is for the divine. Be “at ease soldier,” this fight in this world of polarity is not yours, never was.

 Allow yourself to be summoned by the divine whenever the divine wishes to move here and see how much that improves “here” in your experience of yourself and life and others. 

So now allow God to save you in your work and in your struggle for survival. Allow God to save you there. In your struggles for survival: surrender to God now and all who would criticize you for that: allow the you that receives that criticism from others to be known by God intimately and to know God intimately and to be transformed from the un-able to Able once-more. Allow God to make you Able: able to be true. Allow God to make you able to be true. There’s a lot in you to be moved, for the truth of the absolute to be at home in you. So let it move as God moves you from grace to grace, from blessing to blessing, from ability to ability, from knowing to knowing, into an understanding that life is now divine for you. 

It’s Gods will that life be divine for you. Your not against God, when you allow Gods will to be true for you, to be true in you and to be truly, you. Allow yourself to be true to truth and the eternal you will be known by you as your identity here. You will know yourself truly as the absolute truth of you and it doesn’t get better than that: it doesn’t get better than the absolute truth of you. 

So allow God to bless you with that because he always has and always will. So open to that blessing and in that opening: remain there, receiving and welcoming the blessing, by the blessed God of all and allow that to shift everything in your body that is solid, that is painful and that is unconscious. Allow the you that is unconscious to awaken to the beauty of you.

It is a tremendous shift to go through of course, but isn’t that the point? That “it” is there and that “it” is uncomfortable and that your going to transcend that now? Isn’t the point of your individuated consciousness to allow for the transcendence of the body and the mind and the soul, into a divine reality of spirit? The embodiment of the divine spirit in the physical self, now thats what I want to see, thats what I want to be and thats who I want to know you to be also. 

Stay in the opening of allowing God, regardless of what comes up that demands that you “deal with it,” stay in the opening of allowing God to transform you there: as that which is being called into action. 

It’s not an endless battle: its just looking at and experiencing everywhere you are stuck and allowing God to free you there. So it’s OK, experience where you are stuck, in the freedom of God: staying in the opening of the freedom of God and experience your “stuckness” there as that. 

Allow God to awaken in you. Why wouldn’t you allow God to awaken in you? What are you trying to hide? Yes, there is plenty that you could be punished for of course, there’s not a “divine being” that has ever been worthy of that name that would ever withhold divine knowing from you from the moment that you wish for it for yourself. The only party that denies that, is you. As soon as you stop denying your divinity: the universe will go into agreement with your divine self. 

Allow yourself to know divinity in your job, in your family, in your experience of self here. Allow yourself to experience divinity when you experience yourself and allow that to enlighten all that is unconscious within you. 

Take a walk now: a walk with your eyes unfocused and seeing everything: up, down, left, right, near and far. Walk in knowing that you know it all, that you perceive it all. See it, know it, perceive it as you walk right now.

If you need additional motivation: do it for your family, for your spouse, for your kids, for your mother, for your dad, for your brothers and sisters. Stop thinking that your surrender to God means you fail in life, it’s the opposite of that: the surrender to God doesn’t give you life everlasting in some glorious future, but in the glory of everlasting life in the present. Come-on understand that. The glory of God in the present as the you that you are, is Gods will for himself here, get it? So go and actually get that, by continuing to stay in the conscious allowance of transformation by a loving God of all that is unconscious in you. 

I am the anti-hero, hero, after all. Would it be fun any other way than to redeem self as that which fights God? Because, if you don’t know God, if you don’t know yourself as God: then you Are fighting God. God is no longer real to you, is no longer realized as you and yet your own belief system accepts the fact that your body is to be the temple of God and thats exactly what we are talking about: everything that I have said here tonight is for the manifestation of your body as the temple of God consciousness, as the temple of Gods presence here. 

You really don’t have to figure it out. Its impossible to figure it out from a level less than God consciousness. So allow God consciousness to be in you, to figure out the “solution” to your “dark troubles” ha, ha.  So that you will trouble yourself no more in your insistence that your not all that you are. Everything that you feel as pain, everything that you sense as limitation, everything that you don’t know or understand and every emotion that you feel is there for you to realize, as God would: it is what it is, but it ain’t you, it ain’t you and It ain’t staying anywhere beyond this life time. But it is “this lifetime” that we are talking about and it is your choice to be free or to be enslaved, to be trapped or to be transcendent. So allow the transcendent to bless you, to see you, to know you and to understand you and for you to know, see, understand and love that as yourself. 

Love God as yourself, love others as you love God, love the “one” that We Are All Together. 

Now stop walking and take a moment to stand still and to receive: stay in the opening of the allowance of the divine in you. Stay in your opening, in your allowance of the divine in you. Allow the divine to be fully present in you. Stay in your opening of your allowance of the divine in you and as you do that: you will be able to: let all of the significance's go, all of the significance's that have tied you up and made your life a living hell here. Stay in your awareness of your allowance of the divine in you: opening, moving, expanding and freeing all that you are. Stay in the opening of the divine flow: not as a block, not as a “plug” but as an open channel for Gods love to be embodied here. 

You are all everything that you accuse the devil to be: your foreign to God, even though he encompasses all that you are. You see God as separate from you, even though that prevents you from knowing God, from knowing yourself and from being yourself. To exist as a lie here is not the right choice, so choose God and to stay in that continuous choosing of God and be right there: where God flows through you into this reality. Be there, be there as the conscious surrender and the willing embodiment of what ever it is that the temple of God should be hosting. 

Put your pains and your troubles and yourself into the opening of the divine flow of God consciousness and allow the divine flow to define you and to free you from the limitations of what has defined you up until now. Allow yourself the freedom: the freedom to freely receive all that God is and host That as a worthy temple that is open to being inhabited by a divine presence that redefines you. 

Now thank God for all that He has given you: Thank You Goddess, (just in case someone is reading this in judgement and thinks that I am limited in my knowing and understanding of the personal-ity of “God the impersonal”)

Allow yourself to stay in the knowing that you are allowing God to be in your temple: to fill your channel with the light of understanding: the understanding and the knowing of the creator of us all. Stay in the opening of the divine and allow divine wisdom to know you divinely, allow your divine self to be what divine wisdom knows when it is here and allow your divine self to be that which chooses to staying in the divine flow: you, open, to the divine flow. 
Come-on Francis,
Be Frank,
Be true,
Be you.

Come-on Francis.

Stay in the “opening” and let God deal with your life. 

Stay in the Opening and let god deal with your life. 

When you continue to be the person who made that decision to be yourself, instead of allowing yourself to be whatever you “become” when you receive the embrace of a “supreme being,” then you keep yourself stuck, moving through life as that which you consider yourself to be that doesn’t ever seem to change. 

So, let go of that “I,” that you most assuredly are, from your normal point of view. Let go of that you, that doesn’t know God personally and say: Gods will be done, I’m not holding onto myself, I’m not holding on to my concepts, my beliefs, my attitudes, my decisions, considerations, judgements, emotions, Anything! I’m staying in the opening of continuously choosing the embrace of God. 

The paradox is: you have to continue to be the person who is lost and fallen. Be that beingness, absolutely. Then allow the absolute to transform you, be totally present as yourself, totally conscious as you and at the same time that you are completely conscious as you: you allow the absolute consciousness of universal awareness to have its way with you. Your never looking at yourself as being separate from yourself, your not looking at something that is within you and seeing it as not you: your allowing yourself the absolute merger with all that is lost and fallen and polarized and disappointed that it is what it believes itself to be. 

Don’t analyze yourself from a point of considering wether or not “I’m going to change” something about yourself that you don’t like, because you consider that “its not you.” When you consider an aspect of yourself as “not you” then your stuck and to unstick yourself: 

you have to embrace everything that is heavy, 

everything that is unconscious, 

everything that you have “pushed away” and avoided and you have to “know yourself” as that, at the same time you allow yourself to be transformed by the divine. 

You don’t need to keep checking yourself to know wether your doing it correctly or not, because if you’re checking to see how you are doing: your seeing it as separate from you. So embrace all that you are now and allow all that is, all that is not and all that was and all that ever will be to have its way with you, while you enjoy your physicality completely and every time you catch yourself controlling your experience, making considerations and judgements and determinations: just remember to let yourself go into  a complete embrace of all that is you, as you simultaneously allow all that is divine to embrace you as that.

So this can be an open eye meditation so that you can see the truth of your transformation yourself: your transformation by your willingness to have God “finish you to perfection.” 

What becomes of you when you allow God to “finish you to perfection?” Try it and find out: the perfection that you become by your willingly submittal to the hand of God, is immeasurably freer and better and wiser and more wonderful than the you that you perceive yourself to be here and now. So as the you that you perceive yourself to be: allow God to free you and realize that “God” is everything that “you” are and everything that “you are not.” God is everything that you are and everything that you are not and when you realize that within yourself: you will be God consciousness.

If your consciousness is “trying to figure it out,” you’ve forgotten that: “your not the one” that is conducting your transformation, “you’re receiving it.” Receive your transformation, 

your not letting go: 

you’re allowing. 

Your not surrendering: 

your giving permission to be acted upon by a supreme consciousness and knows and loves all. 

So don’t hold onto trying to maintain the insanity that is “yourself” and allow God to make you sane and whole, wholesome and holy, wise and wonderful, amazing and amazed at the totality of yourself. Allow God to do that for you. 

You can’t take credit for the success in your life, because if you do: you’ll be stuck as that beingness that has just begun to know itself and is just beginning to climb out of unconsciousness. You’ll be stuck there as that, when you could be so much more. So: let it go and let yourself know once-more what it is to know yourself truly: to see yourself through the everlasting and eternal mind of God. 

Allow yourself to be known by that: by that which already knows. So its really just about this: are you willing to know yourself truly? Are you willing to be freed from that which doesn’t serve you here? 

It seems reasonable doesn’t it? To allow yourself to be freed by all of that that does not serve you here? Hell yes, “I want that.” “I choose to be freed from everything that doesn’t serve me, regardless of what it is.” Whatever doesn’t serve you: set it free and be free from it. Don’t get locked into a battle with another consciousness, you don’t need to prove yourself right against that which considers you to be wrong, because if you did, you would only be convincing an idiot of a truth that he will resent, once he knows he was wrong. So let go of the need to correct others and instead embrace yourself being corrected by God. God will correct all who are willing. Its not your job to do that for him. 

Don’t be “stuck as you” thats the only thing thats wrong with you is your being the personality that you have been known as your entire life here. “Don’t be stuck as you: the opportunity for freedom is right in front of you. Allow it to free you as you, as that which you were stuck as here, as a being who is stuck: allow the divine to bring you freedom and know that freedom now, now now. Know the freedom that you are when you give God the freedom to know you, as he already knows you, but with your knowing of that “knowing, of God.” 

Knowing yourself the knowing of God, because you have allowed him to embrace all of you and in that, God is made known to you and is experienced as yourself. God is an experience as the ultimate truth of self by the subjective truth of self, which knows nearly nothing about life and spirit and is nearly completely entrapped by the obstacles of competition and confusion and the intentions that things be different than what they are, on all sides. Allow God to save you from all of that. 

Now, you’ve come back to yourself again, don’t see yourself separate: be what you are. 

Be what you are and allow God to perfect you, as that. Allow the perfection of the body, the mind, the spirit and the soul of you. As all of that: be conscious of God there and all that God is and allow God to save you in your most unconscious pain and your most abject circumstances and be OK with being here as that and allowing God to move through you. Allow that to awaken you to a state of competence, of confident consciousness and of the ability to easily follow, know and exist as beauty, joy and wisdom. Allow God to awaken you to that: the knowing of self as beauty, as joy and as the wisdom that surpasses all that don’t understand and experience themselves as god. 

Don’t worry, you won’t get there so fast that you’ll be unsure as to what to do. You’re just going to improve measurably, in each moment, to yourself. Allow yourself to be measurably improved in this moment by “God Consciousness,” Allow God Consciousness to know you intimately and allow all those pains and trials and traumas and troubles… to teach you the truth that you are: the truth that frees your entrapped consciousness. You’re the truth that frees your entrapped consciousness. Allow God to show you that and for you to experience all that God shows you there in its absolute truth. 

End part one.