Come-on Francis.

Stay in the “opening” and let God deal with your life. 

Stay in the Opening and let god deal with your life. 

When you continue to be the person who made that decision to be yourself, instead of allowing yourself to be whatever you “become” when you receive the embrace of a “supreme being,” then you keep yourself stuck, moving through life as that which you consider yourself to be that doesn’t ever seem to change. 

So, let go of that “I,” that you most assuredly are, from your normal point of view. Let go of that you, that doesn’t know God personally and say: Gods will be done, I’m not holding onto myself, I’m not holding on to my concepts, my beliefs, my attitudes, my decisions, considerations, judgements, emotions, Anything! I’m staying in the opening of continuously choosing the embrace of God. 

The paradox is: you have to continue to be the person who is lost and fallen. Be that beingness, absolutely. Then allow the absolute to transform you, be totally present as yourself, totally conscious as you and at the same time that you are completely conscious as you: you allow the absolute consciousness of universal awareness to have its way with you. Your never looking at yourself as being separate from yourself, your not looking at something that is within you and seeing it as not you: your allowing yourself the absolute merger with all that is lost and fallen and polarized and disappointed that it is what it believes itself to be. 

Don’t analyze yourself from a point of considering wether or not “I’m going to change” something about yourself that you don’t like, because you consider that “its not you.” When you consider an aspect of yourself as “not you” then your stuck and to unstick yourself: 

you have to embrace everything that is heavy, 

everything that is unconscious, 

everything that you have “pushed away” and avoided and you have to “know yourself” as that, at the same time you allow yourself to be transformed by the divine. 

You don’t need to keep checking yourself to know wether your doing it correctly or not, because if you’re checking to see how you are doing: your seeing it as separate from you. So embrace all that you are now and allow all that is, all that is not and all that was and all that ever will be to have its way with you, while you enjoy your physicality completely and every time you catch yourself controlling your experience, making considerations and judgements and determinations: just remember to let yourself go into  a complete embrace of all that is you, as you simultaneously allow all that is divine to embrace you as that.

So this can be an open eye meditation so that you can see the truth of your transformation yourself: your transformation by your willingness to have God “finish you to perfection.” 

What becomes of you when you allow God to “finish you to perfection?” Try it and find out: the perfection that you become by your willingly submittal to the hand of God, is immeasurably freer and better and wiser and more wonderful than the you that you perceive yourself to be here and now. So as the you that you perceive yourself to be: allow God to free you and realize that “God” is everything that “you” are and everything that “you are not.” God is everything that you are and everything that you are not and when you realize that within yourself: you will be God consciousness.

If your consciousness is “trying to figure it out,” you’ve forgotten that: “your not the one” that is conducting your transformation, “you’re receiving it.” Receive your transformation, 

your not letting go: 

you’re allowing. 

Your not surrendering: 

your giving permission to be acted upon by a supreme consciousness and knows and loves all. 

So don’t hold onto trying to maintain the insanity that is “yourself” and allow God to make you sane and whole, wholesome and holy, wise and wonderful, amazing and amazed at the totality of yourself. Allow God to do that for you. 

You can’t take credit for the success in your life, because if you do: you’ll be stuck as that beingness that has just begun to know itself and is just beginning to climb out of unconsciousness. You’ll be stuck there as that, when you could be so much more. So: let it go and let yourself know once-more what it is to know yourself truly: to see yourself through the everlasting and eternal mind of God. 

Allow yourself to be known by that: by that which already knows. So its really just about this: are you willing to know yourself truly? Are you willing to be freed from that which doesn’t serve you here? 

It seems reasonable doesn’t it? To allow yourself to be freed by all of that that does not serve you here? Hell yes, “I want that.” “I choose to be freed from everything that doesn’t serve me, regardless of what it is.” Whatever doesn’t serve you: set it free and be free from it. Don’t get locked into a battle with another consciousness, you don’t need to prove yourself right against that which considers you to be wrong, because if you did, you would only be convincing an idiot of a truth that he will resent, once he knows he was wrong. So let go of the need to correct others and instead embrace yourself being corrected by God. God will correct all who are willing. Its not your job to do that for him. 

Don’t be “stuck as you” thats the only thing thats wrong with you is your being the personality that you have been known as your entire life here. “Don’t be stuck as you: the opportunity for freedom is right in front of you. Allow it to free you as you, as that which you were stuck as here, as a being who is stuck: allow the divine to bring you freedom and know that freedom now, now now. Know the freedom that you are when you give God the freedom to know you, as he already knows you, but with your knowing of that “knowing, of God.” 

Knowing yourself the knowing of God, because you have allowed him to embrace all of you and in that, God is made known to you and is experienced as yourself. God is an experience as the ultimate truth of self by the subjective truth of self, which knows nearly nothing about life and spirit and is nearly completely entrapped by the obstacles of competition and confusion and the intentions that things be different than what they are, on all sides. Allow God to save you from all of that. 

Now, you’ve come back to yourself again, don’t see yourself separate: be what you are. 

Be what you are and allow God to perfect you, as that. Allow the perfection of the body, the mind, the spirit and the soul of you. As all of that: be conscious of God there and all that God is and allow God to save you in your most unconscious pain and your most abject circumstances and be OK with being here as that and allowing God to move through you. Allow that to awaken you to a state of competence, of confident consciousness and of the ability to easily follow, know and exist as beauty, joy and wisdom. Allow God to awaken you to that: the knowing of self as beauty, as joy and as the wisdom that surpasses all that don’t understand and experience themselves as god. 

Don’t worry, you won’t get there so fast that you’ll be unsure as to what to do. You’re just going to improve measurably, in each moment, to yourself. Allow yourself to be measurably improved in this moment by “God Consciousness,” Allow God Consciousness to know you intimately and allow all those pains and trials and traumas and troubles… to teach you the truth that you are: the truth that frees your entrapped consciousness. You’re the truth that frees your entrapped consciousness. Allow God to show you that and for you to experience all that God shows you there in its absolute truth. 

End part one.