Choose divinity in the midst of your darkest impulses

Now is all there is David, choose divinity in the eternal now.

A useful comparison to help you to understand what you are is, a balloon full of air. You are the air, both within the balloon and without the balloon. The balloon serves to give you a physical presence, a definable form, within which you experience reality with.

The form serves you, you don't serve the form. The form exists for your pleasure, you don't exist for the forms pleasure.

When you have finished with the form, it passes on, you remain able to fill another form with your presence, if and when you choose. You have not changed, the form changed, after it had fulfilled it's purpose.

Now, were you the balloon?
No, you animated the balloon, allowing it to fulfill the purpose of it's creation. The consciousness that the form seemed to have, was your consciousness, experiencing the form. To the degree you identified as the form, you fell in consciousness. To the degree you experienced the form as a chosen experience only, were you able to maintain your original consciousness.

When you animate a complex animal form, there are many systems that are automated, that maintain the form. There are also needs for the form to receive energy from other forms, in order for the bodily processes to take place.Focusing too much on the maintenance of the form causes you to fall in consciousness and believe that you are the form, that you were created and will pass on. All not true.

If I am not my body, what am I really? How can I have an experience of my authentic self, that either completely dispels the illusion that I am my body, or at least gives me the ability to choose what experiences of reality, my form will have? How do I overcome my perceptions through and the training of, the body?

Choose to confront your darkest aspects, those emotions and wishes to destroy, control and suppress others. There you will find the key to knowing the truth of yourself. Your resistance to acting on your darkest impulses, comes from your inner knowing of your divinity. It is your divine connection, that restrains your bad behavior towards others.

Allow yourself to experience those inputs in your life that you hate and in the midst of your rage to destroy, ask yourself, what is it that inspires me to not act out these destructive impulses? There you will find the doorway to knowing your divine being that you are so disconnected from.

What inspires me to not destroy when my every desire is to do so?

That which inspires you, comes from a higher consciousness, than that which manipulates you. Where does you best inspiration come from? What is the source? Where is the source? Is it possible for the source of your inspiration to have a better connection with you? If so, how is it possible to get it, without having to spend years meditating? How does divinity fully claim this vehicle as it's own? Does it even want to?

"We choose to maintain our divine consciousness, no matter what, always."
That will protect and guide your body to success in all circumstances.

The lower consciousness claims on your body, dissolve in the presence of divinity. So focus on the divine and all of the default programs that have run your life, will be irrelevant.

Choose divinity in the midst of your darkest impulses and you will have your divine consciousness restored to you. You cannot have the power of divinity in the state of unconscious destructive impulses, or you would act badly and disturb others, who have the freedom of their own choice of experience here. Choose divinity in each situation that you are stuck in, in life and you are free. If your life is a complete mess, then you have a lot of circumstances to choose divine consciousness in.

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