Open and be free and bless this reality with the freedom that you desire for yourself.

The experience of knowing yourself divinely.

Part 1 of visit with Mom and Dad

A couple of observations first: when you are sleeping and having a dream, you can wake up in it and have a really interesting experience, if you have trained yourself before to recognize that when something completely impossible in the physical world happens to you, that this is a signal to you know that you are dreaming and for you to then wake up in the dream to your normal waking consciousness. So now, when you start flying, know that it is illogical, know “I am in a dream” now and when you awaken and realize that, that is a really interesting experience to have.

Now, when we are sitting here and we are talking about politics and we actually-have an opinion with emotion and conviction on it, guess what that is? It is a reminder that you are sleeping and to wake up. 

Dad, OK.

Mom, explain that again.

If you are so identified with worldly circumstances that you are a participant in an ideological stance against an opponent and that stance has force, intention and passion for you, its an indication for you that you are not looking at the entire picture and that you are focused on an aspect of life and that while it may somehow be significant in your life and circumstances here, its no better for you In improving your life than watching television. 

Dad, not a bit.

All of these issues, all of these causes, all of these demands on your attention, on your time, on your opinion and on your money to “win our argument” on “whats right” against somebody else who has the opposite point of view consumes us and then you die. Well, thats what everybody does.

Dad, thats right.

And thats OK for everybody who wants to do that, but if you’re “stuck” in your desire to experience a high level of consciousness, consider just saying: so what? 

Dad, so what?

Here I sit, stuck, but at least I’m not going to pretend that I am something that I’m not. I’m just going to let all of those opinions move through me, wether they are mine or somebody else’s. I’m going to stop granting a rightness or a wrongness to any opinion. “You feel all of that energy,” “all of that desire to communicate,” “all of that desire to understand,” “all of the opinions that boy it would be better if it went this way rather than that way and yet at the whole time I am vaguely dissatisfied and confused and not really enjoying life that much.”

Dad, I just don’t let those things bother me too much. 

You do pretty-good, you do a lot better than most people. If you think you’re stuck, here’s how you get un stuck.

Dad, I’m ready. 

You think your going to understand what I am about to say, but what I am about to say, I telling you in advance that you don’t understand or you wouldn’t be stuck and so what I am about to say, I want you to consider that it could possibly be true and to look diligently to understand the depths of what the meaning is. Don’t Do Anything! 

Now on the surface you think that don’t do anything means to disregard it. It is the opposite of that. Whenever there is an emotion, an opinion, a judgement, an idea, a concept, a belief system, an identification as a personality, a feeling within yourself that: “this is me” or “this is right and this is wrong:” all of those feelings, you are either continuously either validating them, rejecting or resisting them and sometimes both at the same time. So what you’re doing normally is a continuous dance in multiple dimensions, on multiple subjects: you’re in a continuous motion and continuous swirl of judgement on every subject that you have ever thought about on one level of consciousness or another and what I am saying is: Stop It. None of it means anything because the totality of it has brought you into a state of confusion about who you are, what you are and why you are here. So, from a position of confusion, what do you do? What is the logical thing to do when you realize that it likely that you are confused? Do you make a decision that affects a big part of your future from an admitted state of confusion? You better not. 

Dad, ha, ha, you better not do anything. 

Yes, you better not do anything until you know everything you need to know, until you are oriented to life, to your identity, to the essence of who and what you are and how and if in any manner at all, if it matters what you do here with your life? You should know the answer to that question: does it matter what you do here with your life or not?

Mom, it does matter.

Who says? 

Mom, it matters.

OK, what should you do and what shouldn’t you do? 

Mom, I think that we’re here to find out.

“To not be confused then!” OK, so, how do you decide what the truth is? You can’t decide what the truth is from a point of view of not knowing what the truth is, it can’t be done. 

Dad, well…

Truth, is revealed to a quiet mind that observes without judgment, everything. Without focusing on anything in particular. So as you sit there, regardless of what I say: be at peace and the way to be a peace is to observe “he’s saying something from some point of view, maybe he is right and maybe he is wrong and maybe it is neither, but what is it that he is suggesting that I do? “Sit still and watch everything within yourself,” not so much outside yourself, its within yourself. It’s all those points of view that you have within yourself that are opposed to each other.

Dad, I really notice that.

OK, so guess what you do with both of those points of view? You go: Hmm, do they inspire me to a revelation of my own divine essence and a joyful love for all creation in this moment as a result of my observing them? No, well then you better not hold onto them. What do you hold onto? 

Nothing, 

because you don’t need to hold onto love, 

you don’t need to hold onto consciousness, 

you don’t need yo hold onto awareness, 

you don’t need to hold onto compassion, 

because if you let go of everything: 

your own divine nature shines through and you’re all of that already. Always have been and always will be. The only thing that is “stuck” is your identification with something that is not true and then your trying to move that through this existence as yourself. You’ve identified yourself as “something thats not true” and now you’re trying to fix it. 

Dad, right.

Well, good luck,

Dad, ha, ha, thats exactly where I’m at. I see where to go, I “get all of the concepts,” just fine…

But, the problem is, is that which is “seeing where to go” and “gets the concept” doesn’t realize that “it” is in fact what the problem is. The problem is You.

Dad, yes.

The problem is that you don’t know yourself, your in a state of confusion about what it is to experience yourself as a divine being here. You don’t know how to do that.

Dad, right.

So quit demanding that “you” be the guy that doesn’t know how to do that and say that “this is my truth.” The truth of you is not who you are pretending to be to me! The truth of you is not stuck. The truth of you is free eternally.

Dad, right.

Love’s all creation eternally.

Dad, I accept all of that. 

Unconditionally and totally. So, look at yourself, quietly, without judging it and then you will realize that everything that you have considered yourself to be, is either: something else, someone else, or a mental construct that was put together in an act of desperation to understand and to be something. It was created in a moment of confusion and then continued forward through time.

Dad, for a long time.

OK, so, you don’t need to fix that! Here’s the word: Realization. 

Self Realization: 

making the eternal self “real” in this reality, by looking at “what is” 

and what you have accepted yourself to be 

and what you have determined to be the truth 

and what you have determined to be the “un-truth 

and looking at it all, without owning any of it. Don’t “own” one piece of that puzzle, just look at it and that entire puzzle will go like this: first it is absolute solidity and you just sit with that solidity. 

You remember the knuckle fight that we had when I was a teenager and you were not going to give up for nothing?

Dad, yes.

Now, “that” is the mental state that you begin with: your not against anything, but there is nothing that is going to move your consciousness into agreeing with it, disagreeing with it, into identifying with it, or in doing anything other than observing wether your consciousness is separate from that and as soon as you realize, 

that your consciousness is separate from that Idea, 

that your consciousness is separate from that emotion, 

that your consciousness is separate from all of those ideas, feelings, judgements, attitudes, considerations and all of that entire mass that occupies your entire body, your brain with its incessant communication going on to you: Stop communicating with it! Their not your peers: they are all confused, every single one of them! None of them has a single iota of an experience of knowing their own truth. 

There is nothing that you can depend on within this physical universe to deliver to you the experience of knowing yourself divinely, except yourself.

Now, the divine is here, but the divine is not in the business of stopping every body on the “road to Damascus” and enforcing on them awareness to the unaware, the awareness of the sublime. If it’s ever been done: it is very, very infrequent.

Dad, very.

You have to “seek ye first the kingdom of God and know it within yourself” and then you will be free to observe this world as a free being. 

Mom, “be-still and know that I am God.”

OK, but don’t “file that away” in your mental filing cabinet of interesting sayings. 

It’s an experience, right now! 

It’s an experience right now. 

Its an experience right now: be still and don’t think about who is telling you that you are right and who is telling you that you are wrong. Every person who ever said that you were wrong in your entire life, where you put their opinion of you above you own knowledge, awareness and sense of self: they were wrong! 

None of them knew the eternal you, 

none of them knew the truth of themselves. “You can’t use this worlds opinion of you, positive or negative in defining yourself and who and what you are. If you do, then we will talk about gun control, we’ll talk about legislation, we’ll talk about some book that we read that inspired us momentarily until we forgot about it the next week. OK? So, since your willing to listen to me and sense we have…

Mom, love for each other.

An agreement amongst ourselves that I wish the best for you and that I wish the very best for you too and I know that you wish the best for her and that you wish the best for him.

Mom, and we wish the best for you. 

OK, so thats why I am here: because it is fairly rare to be in a group of people who will not choose to limit the awareness of the others in a room. Either from a position of fear, jealously or just unconsciously not wanting anything unpredictable to happen. I want everything to be how you are asking everything to be, in your own head.

Dad, right. 

No interference, no condemnation, no disagreement. OK, so, the other people that you deal with in life that are in a greater state of confusion than you are: enjoy them, communicate with them, but don’t allow your own sense of reality to be a mirror of theirs. 

Dad, I find that mine is not, its very much different.

Unless they are willing to let go of their emotional baggage, their intellectual baggage, their “rights and wrongs in life” and unless they are willing to sit in front of you and say to themselves: 

how clearly can I perceive the divine moving through this man in front of me, 

or how willing am I to know the divine through the personification of another person, through the persona of another? Now I wish the best for you, but am I willing to know the divine through you in this moment? That is another question. 

Dad, I really do think of that too. 

OK well then lets experience it; perceive me and ask yourself the question: can I experience through David, can I open up and perceive the divine move through him in a manner that it heals me, that it awakens me, that it allows me to know myself truly? Can I open up to that possibility? Yes! Now, feel “that” open up to the possibility that the divine can move through the person in front of you and why shouldn’t it?

Dad, yes I can feel it.

Yes, and now open more. How much more divine flow are you willing to receive? I am open to you knowing the divine as well as the divine knows you. Are you willing to know the divine as well as the divine knows you? Are you willing to receive that experientially in this moment right now? Good. How much more? How much more can you comfortable open until you awaken to your own truth? As your partner, can you allow the divine to be known through her, to you? And, can you allow the divine to move through you without restriction and flow to him? Can you open up and give permission and say: Yes, thats OK by me, OK that the divine move into this reality through my physical form and bless another? 

“I willingly allow God to bless the world through me.” 

I willingly allow God. This is for you: 

I willingly allow God to bless this world through me. Just feel that and be congruent with that and watch the parts of you that are in disagreement with that and Don’t Fight them, just watch them. Know that they are separate from you, know that they are a point of view that is not whole and complete and one with God and Yours Is. 

The truth of you is Whole, 

is Complete 

and is One With God. 

Anything that is in disagreement with your choice to know God, to know the divine, to experience the divine as yourself: 

is not you, 

is not free and 

is not necessary for you to do do anything other than say: I bless you to your highest and best good, go find it. 

Thats how an exorcism is done. “I bless you to know the eternal truth of yourself,” to know the everlasting peace and the divine light, that is the truth of your identity. I am open to your being the example of what it is for the embodiment of the divine to be present on earth. When you give that level of allowance to another consciousness: there is no longer a reason for them to be trying to influence you from the level of consciousness that they were in, because they had to expand beyond that to understand what you were communicating about  and as they they did: they UnStuck them selves and as soon as somebody un-sticks themselves: they forever refuse to trap another. 

So give them their freedom by blessing them to their own divine awareness. So that you can relax in your own, freely. Without restriction, without opinion and without judgement from another point of view. Open and be free and bless this reality with the freedom that you desire for yourself. 

Now feel how that shifts the energy in this room now. “We bless this reality to the fulfillment for it, of our own desires for ourselves.” Now feel how this shifts into a frequency that is more in harmony with “Heaven on Earth.” 

Feel how the house shifts: 

every individuated consciousness here, 

blessed to divine freedom. 

Your body: the holy temple of God 

and this house: the holy temple of you. 

This house made holy:

by your presence, 

by your awareness, 

by your consciousness being here 

and your being in harmony with unconditional love, 

being you.

End part 1 of visit with parents.