Allow that which knows itself as love to be aware as you.

A visit wit Phil part three.

The problem when you ask a question, is you tend to validate a state of not knowing within yourself and when you enter into therapy of any kind, you accepting their judgement of you that you need it.

Phil: by walking into the door.

Yes, your making them the “ones who know” and you “the one who doesn’t.” 

Phil: and they don’t necessarily know anything. 

They certainly don’t know the truth of you more than you do. 

Phil: there is beauty in that and yet we want definitions from those around us.

If you want more than what you are and you know that, “more than what you are in this moment” is actually more true of you than what you are in this moment: then all you have to do is just let go of what it is you are in this moment, if favor of  that which is more true of you than this. 

Phil: anything less than that is some level of insanity.

You have that right.

Phil: it really is on some level.

The only way to truly change yourself dramatically for the better is to first quit judging yourself, then open to the truth of yourself, then enjoy the experience of the realization of yourself. That will shift the reality that exists outside you. Not just yours, but the reality of others around you.

Phil: Ok, so there. I was going to say: what if you find yourself in this same situation, but if you change your thinking, you will change your behavior and you won’t find yourself the same. 

No, as soon as you have enough of the taste of freedom, to realize that it is your choice and soon experience it after you make the conscious choice to be more free than what you are experiencing right now, then you will get excited about what the possibilities are for you and you will throw caution to the wind and all the “rules of life” out the window, in favor of that which is universally true and absolutely loving of you.

Phil: I guess that you can never find yourself on the same path again, even literally in geography and behavior, you might detour completely out of your life path.

At every juncture where you have a choice, you will make a good choice and it will be one that will change your life rapidly for the better and for those around you for the better. You will make choices that will result in people being more loving towards each other, more aware, more conscious.

Phil: when you were saying think of yourself as fulfilled, think of yourself as the best person you can be.

I would say it a little differently.

Phil: you did-actually, my point was: it made me think of when I put my head back and I close my eyes. Not necessarily to go to sleep, If at night I can’t sleep and I don’t want to take Ambien, I think of the very best place that I want to be and its geographic. It is climbing a mountain by a lake somewhere in Hawaii. The sun is on the westside and I think of myself as moving along the path and meeting people with pure love, with them happy to see me and me happy to see them as I move on that pathway in utopia.

Usually I get irritated at ugly, mean people. I was walking through the airport in Guadalajara and there was a short, fat, ugly woman, with a scowl on her face, stomping through the airport and as I looked at her, I involuntarily broke into a wide grin and said: this is funny, I know the truth of you. It was just a ridiculous act that she was putting on and pretending to be true.

Phil: I love racquetball, we should play in the morning. 

Are you willing to take a vacation for a moment?

Phil: Isn’t that what we have been doing?

No, right now you are trying to reassert the you that you traditionally are here as being the truth of you. 

Phil: I was just thinking about a workout.

I understand, are you willing to be aware of all of the possibilities that exist for you and are you willing to take a moment and allow that awareness to seep into you so that you know what your possibilities are? 

Phil: I think so.

OK, sit down. 

Phil: this is how Wyatt would sit.

Not what I am interested in right now. I understand.

Phil: You want Phil or anyone else but me?

I just want you to not demand to continue to be who you are currently pretending to be, while at the same time pretending that you are allowing yourself to be more than that.

Phil: touche. Excuse me for one second.

OK.

Phil: I meant 10, OK, go ahead. I am willing.

I will know that is true when I hear the silence of bliss, because bliss is an aspect, a wonderful aspect of that which is absolutely true of you. When you are in a state of bliss, you can just surrender to more and more and more of it and lose yourself in the enjoyment of it without the need to communicate at all, because your “in bliss” and what needs to be said more than the experience of that? So surrender to bliss, allow yourself to be filled up with it. That couldn’t possibly be wrong, at least for an evening, could it? Experiencing the bliss that comes from knowing eternal truths as your own, of that being your primary reality of who you are eternally. How does your body react to that level of presence of you? Your experience of eternal truth of self as your embodied consciousness, how does that affect the body? Allow yourself to experience that truth while you observe your opening into that truth and how that frees the body from everything that has limited and restricted it in any way. 

Eery time that you feel the need to express something: realize that it is your consciousness demanding to be unconscious and just let it go and surrender to the bliss instead. The need to communicate with others is based upon the need to become more aware, knowing that you are operating from a level of not knowing. Once you know the truth, you don’t have to convince anyone else that you do, because there is no longer any need to convince anyone else that you are right, because you see where they are and you know where you are and you no longer need that validation from them that you are something better, or superior, or expert, or unique, or important, or special in any way. The need to be recognized as that is indicative of a disabled consciousness, one that has lost its way and embraced the truths of somebody else who didn’t know what truth was. Let go of that you, that accepted the stated, postulated and imagined truths of others as a definition of what is true of you, and for you, and about you, and about this reality. None of them knew, none of the cared to know, all of them were content with judging themselves to be right at the same time they were condemning themselves to a level of conscious insanity. 

Its insane to live life poorly here. Its insane to not find a way to celebrate in a joyful way… everything that you experience everyday and to experience an overwhelming gratitude for the opportunity to be you. Try that one on as the truth of you and see what your life becomes. 

Allow that which knows itself as love to be aware as you. You as a self aware, loving, individuated consciousness. An example of what is humanly possible when a human allows the infinite to be that which moves him.