The truth of God is the truth of all.

A visit with my friend Kian.

So thats what we are talking about, is you becoming the physical embodiment of the word you use to describe your company. 

Kian: thats why I named it Integrus.

OK, so I am not telling you anything new. Is there any improvement for you to do, or are you 100% there already?

Kian: I have a lot to improve on.

Your very, very, comfortable operating from a position of being a seeker who is obtaining some degree of success and has hope for and is beginning to take pleasure in…

Kian: can you repeat that I don’t understand.

You are a seeker who is eager to resolve and restore that which has been limiting him from knowing the truth of himself, whatever all of that stuff is, we’re realizing that it is insignificant to us in determining wether we embrace our truth here or not. So the question that I have for you tonight, right here and right now is: if you let go of all that you have been holding onto that has been shutting you down from freely and easily manifesting the truth of yourself here, would you be willing to make the decision to drop all of those things right now? Right now. No thought for the future at all. 

Kian: Yes.

Yes, OK, congratulations: you’ve made it to the point where you are willing to have things get better for you and not even require your be responsible for directing how that happens, your so willing to open to it, that you are willing to allow universal consciousness to direct whatever openings to knowing eternity yourself that are available to you and you will just gladly receive those and enjoy those as your own. 

OK, so then this you, that you consider yourself to be in this moment, 

the you that you are thinking as,

that you are operating from the premise that “you are this” 

the sense of self that says: “I am this” and this is my life experience. 

This you: realize that for God to be known for you, that you have to open to knowing God and all that that might be and to allow whatever that is, to shift, change and mold and shape your consciousness into a beautiful reflection of universal truth. 

So just open up to that possibility for yourself and look at yourself and look at that possibility and ask yourself this question: am I willing to have that be true for me right now? Am I wiling to allow universal truth to instantly shape and mold and form me into whatever it is that I would be if I were a perfect reflection of that myself? 

Kian: how do I do that?

You don’t have to figure it out, you just say: yes, God yes, yes, yes, and continue that yes with each perceived moment in time, as you pass through that moment: own the Yes of universal freedom for yourself. In this moment and this and the following moments: just realize now that your allowing full control over you to universal consciousness and unconditional love and your allowing those to mold you into whatever you would be, for you to be the physical embodiment of that yourself. So just say: “OK, its a gamble, its a risk, but we’ll chance loosing ourselves in the wonders of what it is to know the divine.” 

And what do we find when we take that step, that leap of faith and surrender? We find ourselves, realized and returned to living as the truth of ourselves and knowing that without a doubt. 

Its a shock to the system and the mind and the consciousness that oh so wants to predict what your future is going to be, so that it can manage the risks and make safe choices, but know this: the safest choice of all, is to allow yourself to be fully infused by God and for you to know God in every arena that god exists in. Fully completely and absolutely and with that awareness located within the body, 

what shifts does the body go through and 

what consciousness do you expand into by embracing that and 

how does that relate to your continue being yourself here? 

Well, if you notice moment by moment an improvement in your consciousness and your well being as you surrender into this, then you can predict with certainty that the same will continue, because you are never giving up control in your life just because you surrender absolutely. No, absolute surrender is the ultimate way to control this reality. Its the only way that we have to let this reality know that the divine is here consciously: that we have returned to be on earth again as our truth. For that recognition to be awakened here in the consciousness of others that surrounds us each day: we have to not limit ourselves from carrying whatever it is that absolute truth is, in a way where it flows in and out of us with perfect ease. 

You just say OK, OK. There is no “doing” in the divine, there is only surrender to continual miraculous betterment of you and everything else simultaneously. You just say: God bless me and God bless my enemy and together the three of us will be free: God, you and me, together and free. Surrender to that truth of you and the truth of me and the truth of God will be how you live your life. 

Now thats a lot to try to get through the mind and the consciousness and each time you try to grab onto it with the mind to understand it, is an indication to you to just let go more. You don’t need to understand it, you only need to experience it and to experience it you don’t need to do it. You only need to say: OK I allow that to be true for me and that which is true for you and true for everyone else throughout all space time and dimensions will allow YOU to know yourself as that same truth also and if Yes, then” why not now? 

Why not now? 

Why not here? And 

Why not fully free, 

you and me, 

right now? 

Both of us freely willing the other to be divinely free and allowing that divine freedom for ourselves at the same time: a mutual acknowledgement and realization of the divine. Its a nice way to begin a wonderful relationship: the allowance of your friend to be the embodiment of the divine. Now thats a gift that only God can give and God bless you God: its yours to give away and once you do, its yours to own as your own knowing and experience of self. 

So take a little walk around the room and allow the divine the freedom to be aware, to be free and conscious inside of you and inside of me and as we allow this space for each other: we find the only way that we can do that is to be here as our truth. We can’t do it as a pretense, we can’t do that in a state of “wished for” “hoped for” “maybe so” “maybe not” beingness here. Were done with that, were letting all of that go. We’re letting go of our demanding that a level of consciousness that isn’t here in a manner thats gloriously successful, is the way that we are going to continue on being here. We’re willing to let that go and let the truth that results in confidence, competence and miraculous success, we allow that consciousness to be true for you and for me. 

Yes, feel that… Your crown above your head opening widely and brightly like a lotus should when the son is present. 

I appreciate your allowance for me to do this with you and say these things, because it takes a consciousness thats ready and willing, able and aware, to allow these words to be spoken and so its a treat for me because you are willing to go as far as anybody that I know and so: welcome home brother. 

Know God as you know yourself, 

know others as you know God and 

surrender all that hinders any or that limits or condemns them in anyway to the transforming and transmuting fire of the God thats always been within you. 

Kian: How do I become more conscious of it?

You quit trying to figure it out. 

You can’t have the answer to that from the level of consciousness that you ask that question from, because the level of consciousness that you ask that question from is not the truth of you, so when you know consciously that you are not being your eternal truth, you Know That in the Sense of Self that You Are. You know that You are a Seeker, You know that You are Struggling, You know that You are operating at less than universal consciousness, You Know That! You’ve accepted That for Yourself. Quit demanding that YOU continue to be that and instead: Let that flow, with the glow that is present within you, when you are true to the God in me and the God in you.  

So, don’t try to figure it out, you can’t. All you can do is sense it: if you can sense that that exists as a possibility for you, if you just sense it, FEEL THAT SENSE OF WHAT THAT IS and say OK, more please more. Sense and feel what it is to be universally true and universally wise, universally loving. Feel and sense what that is to be true of anyone and then allow it to have a home within you: 

welcome home unconditional Love, 

welcome divine consciousness, 

welcome home eternal truth, your home on earth is with me and 

as me and 

for me to be here as the truth of you. 

Allow the marriage of the body and the divine, where the body itself becomes divinely true and is set free from its previous trajectory and realigned with the flow of God, so that a miraculous experience is possible in each and every moment and happens according to your allowance of it being the experience that you are having in that moment. 

So how do you do it? You just say: OK, and mean It and feel It and experience that shift away from self condemnation into self love, adoration and celebration. Celebrate yourself, your wonderful. Release all your condemnations and judgements of yourself. If you don’t feel worthy enough to do that, you can just say: I allow it to get much better for myself right now than it has been and then just do it, allow it to be better than it has been right now, allow yourself to feel grateful that you are the life that you have been and that you are in this moment. Feel gratitude for that, for what life has given you and allow that gratitude to be that which changes you from a lie into the truth. Be grateful for what is and what is will be wonderful for you. Feel that gratitude until it makes you smile right now. Feel that gratitude for life, that it has gone as well as it has for you. “Thank you, we did really good based upon the level of consciousness and awareness that we allowed ourselves to have. We did the best that we could with what we allowed ourselves to be. Now what do I allow for me and what do you allow for you? How much better will you allow yourself to be instantly right now, here with me? How much better can you allow it to be for you than that? How free can you be with yourself and with me? 

Even better than that? 

Can you be completely free? 

Can you know the truth of you and the truth of me? 

Can you be one with God and allow God to be one with you? 

Right now? You can you know: its an available choice for your self, try it on: see if the shoe fits and when you do try it on, you will find God walking in your shoes and you will realize that the truth of yourself is finally here and known by you. (Yay) begin to realize that what I have said is actually true: 

oh my God, am I ready for this? No.

 Am I worthy of this? No. 

Am I afraid as hell as to what this might do to me? Yes, 

but your relaxing into it anyway, so you might as well relax into it a little more and open to the truth being true and not being censored by you: hidden away and left to rot and cause dismay, when the truth you restrict, the truth you lose within yourself. The self realization that thats our truth. 

Why do we condemn ourselves? Because of the lives that we have lived here, the fact that they haven’t been divine at all: they have been carnal and competitive, judgmental and critical of everyone and everything in our lives. Thats a fucking bad way to be: “we ought to punish ourselves and make ourselves have a lot more of it.” Thats idiotic and insane isn’t it? What do you do when someone is insane? You cure them and make them sane and healthy and able again. So what is Gods curse upon a sinner? Gods cures is blessing you that you may know your truth now. Thats the sentence of God to those who have damned themselves. Yes, your “self” is damed to knowing the truth and Gods sentence is to free you from what you have been and open you to the infinite possibilities that divine consciousness has when it inhabits a body. Allow that for yourself right now. Your not figuring it out to write a book about it, your just saying: 

I’m open and 

I open more and 

I open more and 

I allow and 

I notice and 

I recognize and 

I observe that: WOW it is As I Allow it to be, divinity can be here as me, as much as I allow it to be true. 

As you allow your truth, you become more aware of it and as you become more aware of your truth: of course you become more wise, more knowing, more able to be here as a blessing to yourself and others. And so all of the DOING, is: 

a continual surrender, 

a yes to more, 

more “something” 

more “nothing” 

more of whatever it is that delights the divine and brings that consciousness into animation here. Whatever it is that that does: 

yes for me, 

yes I wan’t to know what ever that experience is, 

yes of course, of course I do as well choose the divine truth of all as the truth of myself and allow that to bear fruit within me, that brings to me the life of the eternal within the temporal. Whatever that is is OK, we do not shut ourselves of from God in any way. 

As long as we consider God to be something other than ourselves: we allow  whatever that “other God” is, to be as Godly a blessing to us as it is possible to be, when we are denying God in ourselves. Whatever divine blessings we can still receive from that point of view: we accept, because unless in our current denial of God within ourselves we still Give God permission and allowance to act upon us in our lives, then we are forever lost. Because that’s the first opening: the surrender to a God that is separate from us. 

Once that surrender to God, trains us on how to open and to love and to receive inspiration and enlightenment, once that trains us that it is possible to know the divine within ourselves and educates us with the experience that it is possible to know ourselves as more and more and more each and every day, to expand beautifully in every possible direction, once we hear that that is possible for us: we sample that and say could that be true? And we surrender to that being true for us if that is a possibility within reach. And, is it in reach of everyone? It doesn’t seem to be surely, but could it possibly be everyones truth unless it was? Of course not. 

The truth of God is the truth of all, of everyone and everything. Everything that is conscious is God and yet almost never when God is individuated and embodied, is God conscious of self as God, but if you allow God to be free within you, then consciousness of God as self is what the result will be and wouldn’t that be a fun way to move through this reality? 

Yes, say yes to that. Not in the” showing off way” to others, but in the pure personal joy of it: God embracing the earth in unconditional love in a way that is completely well received by earth. Wouldn’t that be a nice way to be here as a blessing to all humanity, the world and to all consciousness? Is that a possibility for any consciousness? Of course it is because that is the truth of all consciousness and so any consciousness that focuses on embracing that, begins to manifest as the truth of that. It is just a continual surrender into the eternal truth of self that allows the eternal truth of self to awaken within you. 

Kian: do you read…..

What is the point for me? I’m not seeking, I’m not looking to obtain knowledge from other people here on what the eternity of truth for me is. There is nobody that describes that in a book where you read the words and experience the expansion of self into the truth of eternity from reading the words of another. That truth only comes from self, from the self realization that it is your truth and then the opening, the willing opening for the truth of self to blossom within you. To be supported in every way until the truth is known so extraordinarily through you, that everything around you flowers and blossoms in acknowledgement of the divine state of your presence. 

Thats what happens to everyone and will happen to everyone in the universal self realization of the eternal truth of us all. Its the direction that we’re all moving in, but it happens one person at a time and so you have the option and the opportunity of the miraculous experience of you: the divine truth of self, fully here, fully true and fully you. 

Yes, I am recording this and I will send you a copy to listen to as its a near impossibility to follow these instructions while you are driving. Maybe you’ll just open right now into what ever it is that you can open to that would result in a natural opening of yourself to your eternal truth where there is nothing further that you had to do about it, it just is a natural expansion and opening into the free will, that you give to divine truth.