When you fight darkness, it becomes you and you are it.

If you desire freedom, you must give into freedom and let go of that which binds and limits you. It is not necessary to die physically, but it is necessary to die in regards to the predictability that you have directed your life towards. The light of God shines within you and it becomes you if you let it.

What am I protecting from the light that liberates the captive? A captive darkness? A dark cave? That which must never be free?

Yes, that which must never be free.

Well it seems like you are capable of containing that freedom loving darkness. What effect does this containment have upon you?

An unsatisfying life.

What was the condition of your consciousness and ability when you made the decision to be the container for the darkness that must never be free, must never be seen, must never see the light of day? Was your consciousness the light of God? The awareness of the eternal? No? Then consider the option of reevaluating your options. If you chose a Divine level of consciousness, what would your responsibility and obligations be towards the darkness and what would the effect be on that darkness if it were in communion with the Divine?

When you fight darkness, it becomes you and you are it. The choice to fight is the acknowledgement that you have lost your higher consciousness, your capacities, and your ability to control your environment..

The beast has been tamed and will maim no more.

Immanuall