Allow yourself the intimate knowledge of divine truth as who you are.

Part 3 of my visit with Carmen in Guadalajara

Is it possible that ultimate truth could be me right now? Could it? Oh my God it could. What do we do with that? What do we do with the fact that it’s possible for us to be ultimate truth in this very moment? How do you interact with that?

Well, you embrace it and allow it to embrace you and allow your body to do whatever it is going to do in your choice to embrace that as it reverberates through your physical manifestation here. What happens to a body that has been cursed horribly, when it realizes the divine way is them and that their choice to be expressed now divinely is universally freeing for himself and others with a level of allowance and self acceptance? 

It is possible to accept self as something that is absolutely and eternally true of you, that is the truth of yourself anyway? Yes but it takes that acknowledgment and realization for the truth to have the  permission and a path, to move through you. 

Why does this reality curse you when you come here as that? Well, it’s not when you come here as that really: it’s just in the beginning when you realize that that is an available choice to you and you are looking around and determining what the mechanics of making that choice are and communicating that to others. Whats said? Whats done? Whats realized? Whats the transformation protocol? How safe is it for me? How do I surrender into it knowing that it is going to be a treat, a divine treat for the body to know and be known as the divine way? As the embodied way of the divine? See how that frees up your body. 

Time for a break and a drink of water and we can walk in consciousness all we want to. Its going to be fun: ) You now begin to enjoy the movements of your body, wow, oh, it still hurts, but: oh my goodness, is it starting to get good. Wow! Ok, we’re now coming back into a shared reality with others and unless we continuously choose to maintain our consciousness, we are going to be back in our normal state, but even at that risk, I want to enjoy the candle and music.

Have you ever observed an awakening before? The embrace of a higher consciousness? Have you ever observed someone embrace themselves eternally? 

Carmen: yes.

I would love to see somebody do that. As you embrace your pains in divine consciousness: they are lightened, enlightened, freed and resolved of all conflict. So, allow the divine to know you, allow the divine to know every aspect of you: every thought, every belief, every decision, every consideration, everything that creates your form and structure, your awareness and your limitations. 

Ahh, know one thing: that you never accept your limitations, your limitations are only appearances and assumptions of others that you cast off with absolute ease and grace when you choose to own your truth. So just choose to own your truth. The truth that frees you, not defines you. The truth that opens you, not the one that collapses you into a state of unknowing. Allow that which reawakens any self that isn’t ultimately true to himself in each moment to move you into your awakening.

Allow every aspect of yourself to reawaken in this moment and know its truth eternally. All aspects of yourself are gracefully and gently given a divine gift that frees them, because it inspires them to choose that for themselves, to know that eternal truth that is true of all of us and that is: all of us are eternally free and no longer have to accept continuing to live in a reality that doesn’t resonate with that for you. Allow yourself to “come through here” so clearly that the reality here “loves” to go into agreement with you: its an experience so pleasant to the other, that they cannot help but melt into the receipt of divine unconditional love. 

It’s a lot to ask, to embrace a reality like that after we’ve lived the lives that we have had here: so many decades as the human beings that we have been. Is it really fair or even possible for us to experience the divine way as us? Has too much happened to us? 

Yes, too much has happened to us to be able to choose to be free. OK, well: how much can we choose to be free in each moment then, as we experience our damnation here: our inability to be our truth here, our inability to even be truthful contextually here? 

Ahh, we choose to be aware of it all and then to make the choice to bless all creation with its own divine freedom. All creation, all consciousness: we bless it all to divine freedom. Choose it or not, it doesn’t matter. What matters is that it is your chosen experience for yourself, available to you because you bless all others with the possibility to embrace that in themselves and know that as their own truth. Realize that that is the choice that you have made is to be that for your self and for all others. Realize that your choice to be here as an example of divine freedom is a blessed one. God bless you with that, that you may realize that its not only your ultimate truth and the most wondrous freedom that you could imagine, but that’s why you came here is so you could show that it is possible for one to choose to be true, divinely. 

Even with so many troubles in your life: all of those desperate situations. Yes, all of thats there, yes all of thats there, yes its all there, yes its all there, but so is “this.” This is here, the door is open, you can walk into this reality now, truthfully, as you. 

Ahh, ahh, ah what a birthing this is, its just so “not supposed to happen here” its just so frowned upon that somebody would have the idea that that would be a possibility for them. Everybody knows that it can’t be true: “where does he get off thinking that he might actually be God,” God damn anybody who might choose that for themselves, is the opinion of the world, stop him! Lock him up, kill him, but that doesn’t matter: just because nobody’s ever done “divine freedom and ultimate truth” in a “singular package,” doesn’t mean that doing it is wrong or impossible or not exactly what you came here to do. (and everyone else as well) Everyone came here to dance this dance, it just only seems like there might be an objection to it. Its why we are all here: to dance the dance of God, to allow the divine to move us and move through us, to be known as us and for us to know ourselves as that which is divinely true and blessed and holy and whole and complete without limitation. Ahh, ahh.

 Will we really allow ourselves to be free here? Feel in your body what it would feel like if you did. Just so that you know what it is. Don’t reject something that you don’t know what it is: thats just silly. If you are going to reject divinity and the divine way: you can only do it responsibly, knowledgeably, appropriately and effectively when you know it intimately. Allow yourself the intimate knowledge of divine truth as who you are. 

A lot of stuff has to move in me for that to be true, a lot of stuff. How much has to move and shift and transform in order for that to be true for you? Hmm, just because its difficult for me, doesn’t mean that it can’t be instantaneous for you. Easy and joyful and gloriously, divinely and passionately free. With enthusiasm and celebration. An exuberance and zest for life as the miraculous. Embrace that as your choice. Don’t decide before, wether it can happen or not from a level of an unconsciousness. Just say: if that be true, let it be true for me. If thats’s the truth: let me know it. If that’s the truth: let me show it, to myself, so that I can move here freely and joyfully and exuberantly and gracefully and effectively live a wondrous life.

What has to change in you, for your life to be a wonder? What has to change in you for you to wonder: ahh, I wonder if it is time for wonders to occur here through me? Is it? Is it? Is it time for the wondrous truth that loves all and frees all and blesses all to their truth and sets them free from the damnation that has taken their divinity to a place where they know not themselves divinely? Well, who would say it would be wrong to free someone from that? Why would that be inappropriate to set people free from that reality that didn’t want to live it? If your choice in this moment is to be free, then thats your duty to embrace the results of that choice: to allow the universal YES that comes from the divine to be willingly received and embodied by you. Receive the embodiment of God: the Goddess is you. Receive that as a prayerful blessing that invites you to receive it. 

Ahh, yes: be willing to receive the blessings of the divine, be willing to receive the wish that enlivens, enlightens and restores the knowing of creation, as the divine, that is an available option for all embodied consciousness here. Allow that to be true for you and me too. Allow us to share that reality, until all aspects of our consciousness awaken to it.

Mmm, and now to the you that you are going to be tomorrow: Mmm, love, love, love it. Love the you tomorrow and see it open to this realization before its even you there. The result is: a willing embodiment of the divine as the you that you are tomorrow. The you that you are every time that you ”awaken.”  ahh, ahh, yes it’s true, it’s true: its you and you are it and it and you are one and the same, no longer separate, but reunited and wholly the truth of yourself. Holy the truth of your self in each way that you can think that it might mean: wholly true, holy you, and wholly true for all.