Your fixed idea of self cannot be held onto when the truth of you comes through

Part 2 of a visit with Jeff

Who is willing to know the truth of themselves here? Why so much fear about that? Could the truth be so awful that it would make your existence here worse than it is now? It’s not likely, its not likely. It’s likely to arm you with the tools, abilities, understandings and awarenesses necessary for you to resolve all of the issues that you have with life here; wether they be financial, physical, mental, spiritual; all the issues that makes it very difficult for anyone to see the divine manifestation of you. Allow all of those things that trigger others to be worse than they otherwise would be; allow all of that to dissolve in your presence now, knowing your own divinity. 

Just allow that in yourself right now and allow all of that trauma to just flow out, because you can’t hold onto it in the realization of the eternal light that is you. When you are the eternal light, it is impossible for you to hold onto your darkness and your consciousness is redeemed from the fall in your awareness that happens when you choose a destructive reality for yourself. We’ve expanded beyond that and chosen better in such a way that the reality that we’ve been, willingly opens and becomes our reality that is lovingly possible instead. Open to the truth of that for yourself, open to the truth that is lovingly possible for you. 

In order to do that, 

You have to embrace the truth that you believe is true that isn’t. 

You have to embrace the false truth that you are not loved. 

You have to embrace the false truth that you are not worthy. 

You have to embrace the false truth that you are not divine.

You have to embrace the false truth that nothing that I want can ever be mine, “nothing that I wan’t can ever be mine.” Mmm, well, it does seem that you have embraced that absolutely, so much so and so intimately do you know that, that from its grasp you are delivered in the knowing and understanding that there you can realize and know your divine truth and that which would limit you, cannot hold onto its fixed idea of self in the light of that experience. 

Your fixed idea of self cannot be held onto when the truth of you comes through. The lie that you have been living, you cannot keep giving the reins and choices of what your life is here to that. Your knowing of truth is where your decisions are now made, because you just chose that right now, you chose your presence as one that knows truth and that is true to yourself and to others. “True” meaning accurate, true meaning straight, no deviation between choice and result, a straight line between the two, united in an experience of what it is to truly be free here. 

What does it take for you to choose to be that? Willingly choose to be free here, Jeff. Willingly choose to be free here, Jeff. Choose it, choose it willingly. 

Willingly receive the results of that choice. Any questions Jeff?

Jeff: I’m just taking it in.

OK, the question that you would like to ask is; “how do I transform my body right now, because I know that I am going to wake up in the embodied consciousness of being a unhealthily overweight person, so since I am going to wake up as that in the morning?” Then: LETS AWAKEN THERE AS DIVINELY conscious as it is able to be here as that. Isn’t that all that you can do for yourself is; to the degree that you can allow in this moment for yourself to be expressed divinely that you actually do that?

Jeff: yes.

OK, so how much more can you do it now in this moment? 

How much more can you allow yourself to experience the divine now? Good. 

How much more divine can now, be for you? 

How much more divine can now be for you than the now a moment ago? 

How much more divine now? Choose it, choose it, choose it. 

How much more divine now? Choose it, choose it, choose it, choose it. 

How much more diving now can you experience yourself to be? 

How much more now? And now? 

How much more now? 

How much more divine can I be in this moment to myself? Hmm, interesting that you have to wonder if you are going to be adversely affected by that. What a tragedy that is to live in a reality where you can’t trust other to wish well for you and where you can’t wish well for all others. 

How much more can you embrace your truth that allows you to wish for all others a glorious experience of themselves and their life here? To experience themselves as the glory of God: not as a fraud, not as a pretense, not as a lie that you have to experience. No more lies, but the truth of yourself, the truth of us, and the truth of yours; all of us and all of you.

Can we all be divinely true? 

Can we know that truth of self that is beyond this earthly “me” I've been? 

Can that which is me embrace eternity? 

Can it be true that from “this” I can be freed?

Why not? Of course. 

Jeff: Yes.

Why not, of course, of course why not. Interesting that for us to move forward we have to find a way to redeem ourselves from our own self condemnation. 

Wow, what a reality to be stuck in; one where we condemn ourselves to be a prisoner here. 

Where our consciousness is a prisoner. 

Where we don’t know ourselves and we don’t know anyone else either. 

We don’t show our hand truly. 

We don’t say; “here I am and this is my truth” and have it be one that you enjoy, that they enjoy. 

What truth of you can you embrace that everyone else will celebrate when they share it with you? 

When they know you? 

When they see you? 

When they come to an awareness that you exist? 

What you will be delightful to all of us? Move your awareness there. Expand your awareness out to that and embrace it as your own and as you do: you realize that you have come home to a greater truth than you have been living.

Allow a greater truth than what you have been living to be realized throughout all of you right now. 

Allow all that you are to awaken to their freedom. 

Allow all of you to be free and allow all of us and ours and theirs and them. 

Allow all others to know their truth here. 

Don’t try to force a truth on them that you believe is true that they are going to be resistant to. 

Don’t force anything ever; willingly allow them to know their truth. 

Allow yourself to know their truth and their truth to be known in you, so that when they look at you they say; “my, isn’t that beautiful that I know the whole truth of myself now and can express it beautifully?” 

Allow the possibilities of your financial abundance to open up for you. Feel all that is connected with the flow of money and,

Allow the flow of money to be unrestricted by you. 

Allow yourself to be open to what the universe is willing to give you. Open, see it, know it, recognize it and say; “ah ha, I get it,” thank you. Why not that for yourself? Ah ha, 

I get it, thank you, thank you, yes, got it, thank you, thank you. 

I got it, 

I got the gift of freedom from you and 

I saw it and 

I opened and 

I received and 

I took into myself; freedom from myself, freedom as myself, freedom in me, granting freedom in you. 

Allow yourself to communicate to the others that you need to, for you to communicate what you want and need here in life. Give them an opportunity to give it to you and an opportunity not to, but within that opportunity not to; you retain your choice to find what you wish to have here from another. Don’t stick yourself with someone who is stuck. What does that mean? That means don’t stick “yourself.” It doesn’t mean don’t communicate with others who are stuck; they are all stuck, it means don’t stick yourself with the limitations chosen by another. 

Within all the relationships that there are, you can still be free. Be free in all the relationships that you have; free to be successful in them in a manner that is enjoyable for you and the others. Know how to create your circumstances on your terms and where your terms are willingly and openly received by others. Be conscious enough to be here as that. 

Any observations or comments?

Jeff: while I was listening, a couple of things occurred to me and happened; one is that connecting with the divine or being the divine, realizing that God is everywhere, God is me, God is out there, not only inside of myself it is everything; consciousness is everything.

Thank you for saying that, its helping me be free right now. Keep talking.

Jeff: So, the relationship is really one of connection and bridging the gap between what I believe is separate… What I have come to believe is separate is not separate, that is a lie.

Yes, of course.

Jeff: and so to eliminate separation, connects me to all consciousness.

Yes. 

Jeff: call it what you may; consciousness, God, God himself, whatever that is pervades everything and its inescapable and that is my true existence.

Very well said.

Jeff: that was one epiphany, the other one was self love, connecting to others in love. You said if I have enemies then I am not living fully consciously. If there are enemies that is a good indicator that I am outside of consciousness or living in a lesser reality.

Yes, horrible.

Jeff: and a painful reality if I have enemies of any kind.

Yes, that is true. Unless you can approach somebody, look them in the eye and feel an irresistible urge to love everything about them and have that urge become your experience in reality; where you can’t help yourself… You are irresistibly and unconditionally in love with them...

Jeff: thats another element, if I am outside of love for another and do not feel that love: then “the lights go out.”

Say that again.

Jeff: if I in any way lack love, or are not connected to love with any person or anything, then the lights go out and I am walking in darkness.

Yes, and you are no more God, you are walking as man and as man you are lost and fallen and walking through a literal valley of death.

Jeff: so what I'm getting really, is that the tool for me, is to eliminate separation by consciously connecting to divine consciousness.

Lets try it a different way, because you can do it that way, now lets try it the opposite of that; just allow your awareness to expand out until you feel the divine embrace.

Jeff: do what? Say that again.

Allow your awareness to expand out infinitely in all directions until your awareness feels the divine embrace. Allow your awareness to keep going out until all aspects of self feel the divine embrace and as you continue expanding out until all aspects feel the divine embrace, the divine embrace goes deeper and deeper and deeper within you embracing all that seemed would never be free and granting you your choice to be that freedom.

Jeff: it is the choice.

Yes,

Jeff: the second that I say; OK I wish to be divine, it starts coming at me.

Good, OK, I wish to be divine too. 

Jeff: yes, its like something I’ve established though. Its like building a house, it becomes easier once I really establish that reality, that possibility. Once I’ve created that channel for that to happen, sure I can get lost in my false reality or a number of false realities, again, but the minute I go back to, for the lack of a better symbol; sit in that divine chair for example, then my truth begins to come to my awareness again.

Yes, it moves stage by stage and at each stage and level of awareness; you do that and you appreciate that and you choose for more; you take the next step. 

Jeff: it’s something that I have to have a relationship with, its just not going to happen overnight for most people.

But, they can feel it in this moment and thats the point now, is to use this opportunity to experience the truth in this moment. So lets do that again in this moment, lets do that one more time Jeff. 

Jeff: OK.

Relax, experience the truth of yourself. Well, interesting, it appears that you are going to find this within you, not expanded out into the universe, but deep within.

Jeff: well it is both; as above, so below. 

Take a look at that and see if it is true. You can’t reasonably say that anyone here has been divinely present; nothing that has been taught has resulted in that being manifested in our awareness by anyone that we have ever met or heard of. So, lets just say; bullshit on all of the “ways” that were given as the ways that it would truly happen for us, given the fact that it did not and has not happened for anyone else. So if no one has successfully become free here by any of the methods that are purported to result in that, then I think you can dismiss anything you have ever heard on earth as it has done nothing but lead you down the path of unconsciousness.

Jeff: yes.

So with that, say; 

Goodbye earth, 

Goodbye earth, 

Goodbye human consciousness, 

Goodbye collective insanity, 

Goodbye, goodbye, its not me, not mine, not ours, its simply only a bad choice and one that we no longer choose. 

But, 

Is it overwhelming? 

Is it unlimited? 

Is it beyond our ability to change that within ourselves? 

Is there a point where we know that we have regained our freedom here and that it doesn’t change? Where does it happen where our freedom is embraced by ourselves?

Jeff: I think its not a realization.

Thats just a speculation, what I am asking for is; where is it right now, for you to experience?

Jeff: the fact is; I already am. 

Maybe it is, maybe it isn’t. By observing others, I would say that it is not. Are they all divine in origin? Yes. Are any one of them divinely free? No. Has anything that has ever been said on the subject useful to orient yourself to find a way out? No, it didn’t work for anybody. Everyone that was lost here, stayed lost here.

Jeff: if you look at an infant, they have not built a construct of a false reality. 

Who hasn’t

Jeff: an infant, a child, a baby. In a sense a small baby is connected to the divine already.

Maybe, but it is in a completely ineffective vehicle for effecting this reality from a divine consciousness. It doesn’t have the ability to communicate on a level of understanding of the more advanced minds here, so maybe it is there, yes maybe, but it didn’t “save” those of us here that were unconscious. So a “divine baby” didn’t work for us being the divine here.

Jeff: when you were talking, the other epiphany I had was first we were talking about weight loss or health and what came into my mid was the simpler…

Are you trying to confuse me? 

Jeff: no.

I am going unconscious. 

Jeff: I’m sorry. Ha ha, I’m not trying to do that.

Relax, relax please. 

Jeff: the Idea was if we become simpler, less complex.

Jeff, yes, but it hasn’t worked for anybody. 

A lot of people are simple.

A lot of people are relaxed.

A lot of people are well adjusted here.

A lot of people are happy here.

A lot of people love it here, but is it wrong to say; I wan’t to embody the entire truth of myself here? Is there a good reason why nobody has done it? Is there? Whats the good reason that you haven’t done it?

Jeff: its because I am so complex, so bundled up and attached.

Thats not a Good reason; Gods attached to every leaf on every tree on every tree in every universe that ever was or ever will be. (If that’s not a bit confusing to try to grasp, nothing is.) 

Don’t take upon yourself the lie of the impossibility for you to be infinitely connected and infinitely free at the same time. 

Don’t accept for yourself a level of consciousness that is unable to express itself in a manner that grants freedom to yourself and others. 

Don’t allow that to be you.

Jeff: you just said it right there; its infinitely connected and yet infinitely free. 

So do it Jeff, right now.

Jeff: OK.

Do it; infinitely connect and realize your freedom there. Follow me, I will guide you. Here we go… 

Now show me all that you know that is beyond my awareness… 

Now lets both connect to all that have ever known or experience greater consciousness than we have... 

Willingly open to and open up to receiving from and flowing to those whose knowing of you is infinite. Open up to that. Hmm, open up to that now, open up to the infinite now. Be the center of infinity, in time and space and beyond. 

Be the point that joins everything together. 

Be the point that all roads lead to, all thoughts connect with, all presence surrenders to. Be that which surrenders…

I have said what I have said and we have experienced what we have experienced and it hasn’t been enough, so the question is; is it OK to do more, to know more, to have more than what we have been able to embrace so far? Is it OK for us to embrace and have it all? Whatever that means.

Jeff: what ever that means. You said it right there, we can contain whatever we are capable of. The idea is to expand capacity.

OK, I am looking at that within myself and I can see the benefit and need for doing that. I will go with that.

Jeff: the limitations that we have are our inability to believe, our inability to accept or our inability to connect. Like you said; the more we expand those then we begin to have so much more exponentially. 

Well, that feels good to me. What does it take to have that right now? Is that possible?

Jeff: its like flow; we can tap in and flow.

OK lets do it. Jump in, allow the flow to move you, 

to embrace you, 

to take you with all that embrace their divine selves. 

To mix you in that bowl of soup; those who all, each and every one of them; know their divine truth.

Jeff: yes. I love that Idea.

Don’t think of it as an idea. Just do it. 

Jeff: OK, Yah.

Say yes, yes, yes, me too, me too.

Jeff: yes.

Yes, that helps a lot as you come to those areas you have been unwilling to free in and aware of, where you haven’t been willing to know your truth. It’s pretty-hard to expand beyond those, until you are willing to know; willing to know your truth within your own self. 

Ahh, well there seems to be an opening, a channel of sorts, can that be embraced in a more transformational way than the one that you are experiencing right now?

Jeff: yes, I think so, I believe it.

Well, do it then.

Jeff: like you said earlier, its a matter of choice.

Well, choose it. 

Jeff: I am doing it right now.

Nice, nice, good, Oh finally! Thank you! Now “THAT” is you! “That” is a you that feels comfortable to me.

Jeff: like a butterfly that just came out of its cocoon. 

Be so free within yourself, that there is nothing within you that needs to explain itself to me. Be that free. Better, nice! Yes… 

Freedom for yourself. Its the very best kind of blessing you can give, because when you are free yourself you will be a blessing to all the rest of us. Of course you should probably be an experienced meditator to do this exercise so that you don’t give any significance to the energies moving through you. You just recognize that you are unburdening yourself.

Oh yes, yes, allow yourself to unburden completely. Allow yourself to be free from all that you have accepted here as your traditional burden and allow yourself to be unburdened from the burdens of the body. Allow the burdens of the body to be free in you. Allow the burdens of the body to be divinely free. 

How does the divine move as me, in everything that I say and everything that I do? So to; 

how does the divine move as you in everything that you say and in everything that you do? 

How does the divine move as that? Move as you? 

How do you allow more for everyone now? 

How do you allow everyone their next step in consciousness? Their next step in their realization of truth? 

By choosing for yours to be realized easily. Now the ways that your can be realized quickly and easily is for you to always know you regulate your blessings by those you are willing to give or not, to another. 

So instead of letting your consciousness scramble around trying to find a way to better itself above others; focus your awareness not just on that which will better yourself but on that which ALL celebrate when they realize the truth of it. Celebrate everyones realization of the truth that frees us all. Allow that truth of the universal celebration of divinity, 

to be known in you. 

To be seen, 

to be available and 

to be a support for the rest of us as we struggle, 

to be aware of our own possibilities here. 

Realize that you always come here in your truth and that you realize that realization as your opening to heaven on earth being a reality here, for us all. Allow that fire within you to burn out of control and be the flame with which all your follies are consumed.

How much does it fundamentally change for us now?

Jeff: what?

As a result of the choices we have made tonight; how much change is there on who and what we are here? 

What we are aware of, 

what we know and 

what we understand? 

How much of a shift has been created and 

how can that be enhanced and supported? 

How can your choice of a better life in every way for yourself be fully, sublimely, elegantly and exuberantly realized in you?

Jeff: are you asking me?

No, 

I am asking you to realize that answer within yourself. To be that answer. 

I am asking you to be the living fountain of divine presence. 

I am asking you to be here in such as way that; 

I am always at my best and that best just keeps right expanding. 

It seems a bit of a selfish wish for me since considering the result that it has upon me, but there is nothing greater that I could wish for you than that. I wish for you the greatest freedom that you can wish for yourself and I mean it. 

Breath freely here, don’t let anything suppress your life force. Be beyond anything that wishes to control you, until it naturally changes its mind because it recognizes in you an authority greater than themselves and yet one that sees within them, that same truth and invites it to come forth and be known here and be shown here as an option for those who would like to know more than what they perceive themselves to be right now. 

Allow yourself to grant a wonderful beingness to yourself, to the presence that has the difficult task of resolving all of the problems that you have in life. Everything that you have created for yourself that needs to be resolved and cleaned up; grant a divine sense of being, presence and awareness to that self. Give that self that is going to fix all of you, all of the tools necessary to do that in the most efficient and easy and wondrous way that has ever been known. 

Open up to a sublime state of being. Know what it is to never be needing that which another is unwilling to give you, because you already have it, its already yours, its already you and you already have won the battle of becoming because; you already are, are already that which it is possible to be and you are open to having that truth fully realized in your own body and what ever twists and turns and harmonies that the body will go through; you allow it, because YOU ARE FREEDOM, its expressed all around you by others; you are the freedom of others and the freedom of self. You are the freedom that begs no definition of self or of me or of I AM. You don’t need a label for you to know yourself.

Well, we are coming to the end of the second video tape and it will be another few minutes I guess. 

Notice that the sublime and ultimate truth of the divine infuses all reality here and observe it as it is embraced and realized in your body. 

Notice the divine and its willing reception in you. 

Interesting. 

Interesting that the divine is willingly received in you. 

No more resistance, 

no more fight, 

no more fighting God and demanding that he not be true for you. 

No more demanding that she not show herself on earth any more. All that demanding resulted only in damning yourself to what you have been. 

Notice the divine within, the divine you, within you and never without you, but always outside any defined you as well, because it can never be contained by words, can never be controlled by incantations, curses or prayers. That which is in you is free from others, because those brothers who have forgotten themselves are far away from the divine truth that shifts reality, but when they stray into your presence; they are able to know enough, to know that the divine flow is here, in their presence, when they are with you. And, God bless you to that because God bless you, its true. Truly true in you, all the way, through and through and through all the rest of them too.