This manifestation is perfectly what it is

A session with Gary be-all.

When somebody’s in a self destructive space, they want you to agree with the condition that they are in and their point of view of what reality is about. If your interacting with them on a regular basis, you put yourself in the company of somebody who has decided that they cannot be successful in this world, then you take on their burden, you take on their karma yourself. You can't help but wear it when you are sharing their reality with them because you are dealing with them in communion with their accepted view of what reality is, what their possibilities are for them and worse what the probabilities are for them. It runs four flows; it runs from them to you, it runs from you to others, it runs from others to others and then it runs from you to yourself.

When you go into communication with anybody, you should probably take a look and say by yourself when you are peace; what reality is it that I wish to participate in here in this life and who else is that real for? If you are choosing a reality that is not normally accepted as a possibility here, then the normal reality here is not going to have a shared reality with what the possibilities are for you and so it’s not a reality that you can share, as the reality here will invalidate yours as not having any truth in it.

If you’re going to choose a reality for yourself that you can experience by yourself and know what the truth of it is, you should at that point look and see who it is that you can share that reality with freely; those who also have that reality as their own, then you can live here in your ideally chosen state of being without having to be in disagreement with anybody else about what you’re reality is. Then you can be here as the truth of yourself in a pleasurable exchange with others, that’s kind of our ideal scene isn’t it?

It’s OK for others to be what they want to be here, but refuse to have the focus of your consciousness be a shared reality with others who choose to be different than you, especially the ones who have as their own reality, their own personal destruction. You don’t have to share that suicide pact when you know that something better is possible.

So what are we looking at tonight? Is it money? OK. In taking a look at the money were going to take a look at what is for you already. Because until we look at what is your reality first here in its actuality then you really don’t know what the purpose of your beingness is here and we really don’t know how to shift reality here to suit the purpose that you came here to achieve. This assumes that we come here with an intention to experience certain things and to accomplish particular tasks here. If we make that a given and you want to change your reality from what it is in this moment then you have to check with the blueprint that you put in place for your life to see if that’s in conflict with the experiences that you came here to have. If it is, then it will be real easy to focus on the questions so we’ll look at it from that point of view first.

What is Gary here being? What has Gary come here to be? What is that being who is wearing the name Gary, what was he aware of prior to his embodiment and what did he then choose from that awareness in the life direction? What would be the right thing to experience? If we say; by your manifestation as you are you can say you are here now as you chose to be before you came here. You are here as you chose to be from the highest level of consciousness that you can be expressed as and that is; the disembodied consciousness that is not affected by its identification as the body. This is the state of being that you exist as between lives where you recognize yourself as that, instead of the identity of the person who just died. Instead, it is the identity of the continuity of consciousness that you are throughout the eternities. That’s what you hold as your identity, not the most recent human identity and body consciousness point of view.

So we’re now going from the human reality consciousness point of view of a guy named Gary and were saying that that is a result of a construct of a consciousness that is Gary beyond this life, the consciousness that existed prior to this body that existed in the state of at least a very high enlightened state of consciousness, a state beyond conflict, beyond needs, beyond anything other than what would be a good experience for it to have, so it can truly know what there is here that it would like to fully experience as a participant.

You don’t want to fight against that choice, because it is a choice that was chosen at your most causative and knowing point. You chose to experience who and what you are right now in this moment. You are expressing the desire right now for more money, for security, for an ease in your finances to where your consciousness is not on something bad that can happen because you don’t have enough to live comfortably in the style that you’ve chosen for yourself.

So what we’re looking at between Gary and David what is there left in their path of realization of what it is to know that it is to be human here, what was needed to be experienced by them by each of them, in order for both of them to have accomplished the tasks decided by them before they were born? Where is the completion that we came here to be? The intelligent thing to say is simply by asking that question, it’s now obvious to us that we have fully experienced everything that came here to experience and we’re now able to allow into our body the full awareness of who we are in the eternities and now be able to choose consciously from that state of being our next experience here with these bodies, because we have already accomplished purpose that we came here for. We didn’t die first. This experience that we are right now in this moment is exactly what we came here to experience, congratulations you did it perfectly.

Everything about this manifestation is perfectly what it is, it’s an absolutely perfect representation of what it is, it is what it is and it is what was supposed to be. It is what it was created to be so there is no wrongness in it. There is only the realization that it was here two be what it is in this moment. What will happen as you acknowledge the reality of that in yourself, than in fact I am as I was supposed to be in this moment, at that point there is a completion within yourself and now a new beginning is possible. You begin to open yourself up to the realization that you now have the freedom of choice, the causative choice of living the life you wish to live without opposition, with instant and near instant manifestation of it.

That is what will happen when we allow to peacefully exist, exactly what we are already. Now I am going to take a look at you and see if there is anything in me that would push or pull, resist or react to anything that it seems that you are in this manifestation that is not at ease within you, I am looking now at how that is perfectly what it was supposed to be, so that I can let go of any resistance that I have to your manifestation here. If I can allow you to be perfectly here as a divinely intended creation, I then can contact the consciousness that created it and say well done and complete, now come play here as yourself, be here as what you truly are, be here as that that knows what it is to have lived innumerable possibilities. You have done them all, there is no experience that you have now not had. This was the last one, the final completion, the realization of the infinite, the completion of the embodiment of the eternal in man, this is the next step, because you are perfectly complete now as the manifestation that you chose to be prior to this embodiment at your most causative level of consciousness. You created this and it is perfectly what you created.

With that completion I invite you now to be here as the truth of you. All that which is other intend to the truth of you, can realize their own truth now here or somewhere else it doesn’t matter, if they're here they're going to start realizing their truth, they won't be inhibiting ours. Got it? There are lots of consciousness around us right? Lots of different points of view, they have their realities, but guess what? A more conscious reality is a superior reality, when a more conscious reality chooses to be here the reality around here has to shift in harmony with it or go away. You don't shift down it shifts up, or leaves. Got it? Be here as yourself now, no more becoming, there is no more becoming, you're just realizing that you finally chose to have a completion of your experience here as a human.

Now you are here as… what are you hear as? What do you want to be without restriction? All of your choices are choices that know what the outcomes are going to be and in knowing those outcomes and what is appropriate in every circumstance. There is no wrongness in you, no mistakes, no bad effects in anything that you do. your creations are perfect when you perfectly realize here and it will certainly be more fun for me because that is why I am here. I'm just looking for my friends, they have to be the ones who really want to be here as their truth.

It’s time, it's time for the completion of the past that has been. It's been a painfully un conscious experience here for infinite millennia. There should be available here the choice to say when you really want to; sorry I have had enough of the way that it is, I am here to realize what is ultimately true and that is my new choice and let there be no possibility of any opposition to it. Once reality comes into contact with a being who has chosen to reunite with the infinite, to be ultimately conscious so that he can be at peace with all that is. As such this being would be a touchstone for the realization of others, where they can also choose their peace while they’re here, if they're ready for it. That hasn't been available here, there hasn't been the ability to say; I know I chose this the way it is right now, I know it because it exists and the fact that I exist as this right now indicates that it has been exactly my choice for this to have been me.

Now what is in the process of changing is, despite the truth of that statement we are now beginning to be allowed to say OK, got it, done but that's complete and I am making a new choice now. I am what I am, but I'm not yet what I am about to choose to be and I am making that transition in harmony with you and me.

Gary, that's a very good intention to keep. I'm with you brother.

It’s nice to be duplicated isn’t it? To be matched with somebody who can identify with what it is and know what that is.

Gary, thanks for being persistent that’s amazing. It's great.

Thanks for being here the way that you are and that is how you have to look at all of reality, because to look at it any other way is to make yourself subject to that. If you are in disagreement with the way that things are wherever they are, you are now in opposition to reality.

Gary that’s amazing I thought that I would have to say all of this. I am so glad you're saying it. I thought for sure that I was going to be the arrrah.

You are, come on wake up, I am just a mirror of your own truth. Own it, love it, choose it, be it, enjoy it and share it. So that we can all be at peace with the truth of ourselves and know the we’re here to enjoy this experience finally and the time is now, and we’re here to enjoy it as it is and as we enjoy it as it is; it begins to enjoy us, when it begins to enjoy us, it begins to celebrate the fact that it is what it is and that it is aware that it is perfect here to have a perfect consciousness in communion with another perfect consciousness. And for them each to realize that there is in fact something extraordinary divine possible to have a shared reality as.

Gary, Well said, well said, well said.

Gary let’s look at that…

Cellular change by reason of an enlightened consciousness being the inhabitant of the body that is causing the body to manifest as a perfect expression of divine possibilities.

Gary all of those layers are actually communication. What if communication were possible if there were a benevolent…

Let’s take it out of conjecture and go back to just a nice realization of it. In front of me I see a perfect completion, a final result and a miracle accomplished. Divinity manifest as “this” complete and well done, over, finished. It is a final completion of this motion, this configuration of energy, it is perfectly what it is, and there is no need for change into something else to become more perfect. It is perfectly what it is And so since that is the case now, we ask that which caused us to be this, that which is divinely aware, that which is able to manifest a reality exactly as it chooses to; that is your truth and mine.

So mind your truth, open your mind to knowing the eternities of your limitless existence and awareness. Allow that mind that is the identity consciousness of this manifestation to allow for an infusion of that which transmutes all that is not absolutely, purely divine consciousness into that, because there is no consciousness that can hold onto its identity in the presence of the absolute. The presence of the absolute is the key that unlocks the barriers to being here as a free being.

The only reason that you are not free here with what it is that you choose to wish to have that you don’t have it he’s you haven’t allowed yourself to realize you’re truth and the truth is that you’re here as your truth, there is no reality that is unattainable for you. So why would you not be true? If in the allowance of the truth of yourself there is no reality that is not attainable for you from that allowance, then why would you choose to be something less than that?

Well maybe because of all the bad things that you did, from all of those possible points of view of you being wrong and others being wrong? Well let’s not look at those, because the very thought that you can look at a wrongness as being wrong and then find a way to make it be right, you cant figure your way our of that reality because the premise that you are somebody who needs to figure their way out of a reality is a false path. Because there is nothing for you to figure out, the reality is as it is period.

Now that you know the reality is perfect as it is and needs nothing you can ask yourself; now that I have perfectly achieve this, what do I want to do now? As we take a look at letting our false self go, it’s a sad parting really, because the false self the we have to let go of is us. It's me, its David, it's who I am. Who I am is not my eternal truth; your false self is as simple as that. Who I know myself to be, who I feel I am, everything there is about the beingness that constitutes the identity of David none of it stays for eternity. This identity is a creation for this lifetime and it does not persist as that consciousness throughout eternity. The eternal consciousness that created this identity is what persists, not this consciousness.

And that’s why there is such a thing called the false self and what nobody tells you is; it’s You. The false self is not part of something that is separate from you, the false self is only you and you still have the false self as long as long as you consider you to be you. As long as there is a you to be, it’s false.

Yes it is physical, because this is a physical world. We’re not embodying the divine, the divine is embodying us. And as the us that is embodied is an I am human presence here, when we begin to be in a harmonic resonance with the divine truth of ourselves, what we have considered ourselves to be simply dissolves in the laugh ability of the pretense that we considered ourselves to be that as our truth.

Interesting that we would consider what we know and feel about ourselves normally to be true, when we know when we really consider it that our truth is found in eternity not here. All we have to do when we’re here is to look at eternity and we will know who we are, if we happen to forget for a minute. If you want to know the truth of you look at eternity, the truth that always is and always will be.

All of these things that you’re worried about in your life; look at them right now and realize that you cannot maintain that reality as a divine consciousness, so be divinely conscious and let the rest fall away. We are already the perfect completion and the perfect platform for a new beginning, the beginning of wonder and wondrousness, a current experience here for ourselves; a life of wonder, the life of exquisite, appropriate, expressions of the divine here.

Acknowledge everything that there is about you as the perfect completion, the result that was intended to be created here, you are the final result and there is no further degradation or further improvement necessary for the intention of your creation to be more fully expressed and realized here. So all of those parts of you that might be stiff, uncomfortable, or whatever there is that you may not like about it, dive into it and say “ you are the perfect completion as you are”. As you are, you are a perfect completion and you are free now, you are free because you are the perfect completion; the perfect end to a perfect completion.

You are free here now to be yourself, because you have fully realized that which was intended in its creation and now choose again to live as your truth. As you look at your reality and that which comprises your identity, look at it from the point of your realization of your eternal truth. Look at your identity as the perfect realization of eternal truth. Look at your identity as a realization of the infinite in a body. Feel the body and allow it to realize the infinite, do not stop the body from transcending its limitations by not embracing the absolute 'cause of existence.

Feel the perfection of what is, relax into the experience of what is as perfection, perfection in the ending of the manifestation of what has been and perfection as that which is divine coming into the body. Allow that which is to be a launching pad for the divine manifestation of truth to be embodied here, to be realized here by this reality really being in harmony with the absolute. It is only up to us, you don’t have to talk to anyone else into it all we have to do is choose to allow absolute truth to be welcome in our embodiment here. We choose and to the degree that we choose that and allow it to be, then the more fully we’re realized here as our truth.

The more fully that we realize our truth here, to more easily all others are able to realize themselves into their final completion also; a divine consciousness that is able to live and experience as it chooses.

How can you have a Garden of Eden without a divinely conscious inhabitant to enjoy it? Who could make it that way and who would enjoy it that way unless they were divinely perfect? So the realization of our eternal truth is the purpose of our embodiment here. It's not the realization of a guru’s truth but you really don’t know, it's not the realization of a truth in a far off place or time that is impossible to commune or contemplate with, it’s you, all I am doing is saying what is about you.

What it is about you is, you are free, you are as free you choose to be, because the consciousness that you are, the consciousness that exist as eternally is now choice to embrace and release that which you have considered yourself to be and revealing that which in fact you are. You're not losing anything you are gaining everything.

You don’t need to have a relative relationship with the relative; you can have an infinite relationship with the relative and thereby not be at effect of a relative reality. You are the infinite, you are the eternal, you are that which does not change, you're free to be here as that which does not change, and yet causes all that is, to change. As the cause of the change of all that is, allow your self to be that point of causative, cosmic, consciousness as the I am of the body and allow that body to be divinely free. Free for you and free for me, free that we may see that we truly are the freedom that it is possible to be. As soon as you allow all that is to be divine perfection, then all that is allows you, to be the perfection of the infinite.

Feel the reality around your body and allow everything they can feel and sense to be divinely free. Not that you are releasing them from some sort of awful existence, it's your realization that in fact they are divinely free and as you realize it, they realize it also and everybody’s celebrates their freedom, their release from limitation, the end of the oppression of the embodied and all come together in the celebration of heaven on earth, divine freedom and the realization of god in form again. It's what we're here for, it's not supposed to be sacrilegious to say that.

Anyone who ever came here as their divine self or even got part way there, they knew one thing; it was the same for everyone else as they wished it to be for themselves and so they did the best that they could to wish for everyone else all the freedoms that they had wished for themselves. Because it is only the granting of absolute freedom to all that is, that allows us to be absolutely free ourselves.

Everything outside of you, everything inside of you, you allow all of it the realization of its divine perfection. You recognize it yourself and you allow them and hold the space for them for their own self realization of that.
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All that we are is the realization of the infinite, that’s all we are and we are all of that. we are the infinite in reality, we are the infinite in the expression, we are the expression of the infinite in form and we're free here to express ourselves as that.

The reality of confinement was a perfect realization of a divine creation, but the divine consciousness of the causative creator was not the operating consciousness of the body. The funny thing is creator doesn't do anything, the creations do things but the creator does not do anything. Creations do things, creators do nothing, because creators are nothing, as things are what is created and no thing can be a thing and be a creator. Let your consciousness let go of thing-ness; the I need this and I need that, I am this and I am that, I am not this and I am not that, I don't need that and I don't need this. That is not you.

Anything that you consider to be a barrier to your knowledge, your understanding and your ability; the more you can make that right, the more you can realize the rightness of that, you'll be free from it, for when you fully realize a disability, then it is no longer a disability, because once fully realized it is no more as it was. There is no more reason to be something less than eternity, when eternity has announced the completion of a particular manifestation.

Gary, when does it do that?

It does it as soon as you allow it to. You are fully in control in every second of reality as it persists in being less then divine for you. There are no other causes other than your own unwillingness to allow it to be so.

Gary, so the anticipation and the lack of guidance…

You cannot have guidance; if you have guidance it is an acknowledgement of a diminished self as being true for you, it's validating a lie, why do you think heaven doesn’t come here and enlighten people into being a better version of them selves? Because even the perfect version of them selves is a false self and is not true and so it's for that body identified, creation identified consciousness to self realize truth. It's not the place for some other truth to come in and say; you're wrong and I’m right and here it is. It's you realizing your false self, accepting your false self as a perfect completed manifestation of a false self and then making a new choice of what it is the you’re going to experience here.

So if you approach anything energetically in your body or without as being an obstacle or problem to overcome; then your consciousness will be stuck there trying to figure out a solution, a solution to a problem that doesn’t exist because it’s a pretense. When you're in a pretense and you realize that the reality is pretentious, that you are surrounded by and that you are identified with, you don’t try to figure it out as an identity that is a pretense of the infinite. Instead, you say OK I am a pretense, this reality is a pretense, I am not trying to figure it out, I am just Acknowledging that it is a perfect pretended reality, including me. The entire reality here is a perfect pretense including me, now what? I get it.

Gary, what about the process of shame, or for a grieving process?

What is there to grieve? Are you going to grieve about something that’s not true? Are you going to feel bad for the false self that is a pretense that you don’t want to be any more? That somehow there is some aspect of your consciousness that fails at the end of the day? No Its a glorious completion, its the perfect manifestation of the creative impulse and now you’re making them a choice. There is no loss, there is only infinite gain, there’s no reason to hold on to what is; when you can have everything instead.

Take a look of humility; What is humble? What does it mean? What kind of consciousness is humbled by something else? Or in comparison to something else? It’s kind of nonthreatening, that’s kind of divine. Maybe that’s the way it is, maybe there’s a way to be divinely humble, in a magnificent way that leaves us a perfect amount of freedom to operate in.

To what degree do we want to be invisible to this reality and its inhabitants?

Gary, pretty invisible.

Yes, invisibility is humble, in an ineffective way. Truly been nothing is what allows you to be the creator of everything. And so If truly being nothing is too great of a position to take, that somehow makes you more than humble or more present than humility; nothing is the ultimate nothing there’s no pretense to it whatsoever, just because people call it god doesn’t mean that it is some sort of magnificent beingness, it’s the magnificence of nothingness, it’s the magnificence of ultimate possibilities at your conscious choice of manifestation and one reality manifests you enjoy it, but it’s not you, its your creation. OK I am nothing, here is something and something is at the beck and call of nothing, because things resist other things, but nothing resists nothing and no thing resists nothing.

And why would it? There is nothing to it and yet it has everything to do with what is, because without nothing, there would be no thing.

The key to transformation is the enjoyment of our current perfection. We are ultimately truly nothing, but we are that which allows something to be, we allow so much for it to be, that it is.


Immanuall

The absolute truth of you

The secret to life is never losing the feeling of how do I enjoy this life now.

If you have lost it, look for it as it is easy to find and it is waiting to share the enjoyment of your finding it with you.

Look for it where it does not exist, there you will find it.

In the looking for Joy where it does not exist, joy, who so can’t wait to be found will go to where it is not, just so you will find it every time that you are truly looking for it.

You see, joy is the being that truly enjoys itself and looking for joy in all of the places you don’t feel it, is your true purpose in life.

For you to assume that the truth of you is less than joy, means that you are not living your truth and in fact have identified yourself as the false self.

Look for joy within the embodiment of yourself and when you experience it fully there;
You have found yourself,
Realized your truth and embodied as the divine.

Feel the inside of your body from head to toe and look for where there is joy and then allow the joy that you have found within you to expand, filling you within and without.

When you feel the time is right, ask the question; how does it get any better than this? Then you allow the answer to come to you as a self realization of the divine, realizing the divine as the truth of you.

Open your eyes and look around yourself and ask; how can all of this communicate to to me now to support my realization of the divine truth of our shared divinity? How do I realize the divinity of everything that I perceive?

Simply by allowing all of it to be divine.

That which you cannot allow to be divine will trap you in the world of the damned, the unable, the unaware and forever lost beings who demand the wrongness of others to be their truth.

We have reawakened as our truth, not to be who we have been taught that we were.

The truth of you and the truth of me is found when we explore and embrace eternity.

That which seems to trap you in the moment, is nothing in eternity, does not exist as an opposing force there and is completely irrelevant to our presence there.

The only thing that is between you and your truth is your judgment of yourself.

What is between us and our embodiment of the truth of what we are beyond this life?

In this life, the truth of what you are beyond it temporally does not exist.

So far, only so far. Look for it and you will find it, you are ready now to be yourself here.

Camp fires are perfect examples of “what is now” being transmuted into “what it will be next”. Allow the refining fore of divine change to burn within you transforming all that is not your divine truth. As you watch the camp fire, allow it to be a metaphor for your release from the lies of separation, opposition and failure into that of divine freedom.

If I cannot allow the truth to be you and you cannot allow the truth to be me, then the two of us cannot share a divine reality.

It’s not my truth to not be true.

Look into the heart of your enemy for the truth of his divinity and there you will find the truth of your own.

Show me the truth of your divinity to the parts of me that don’t know my own. Grant all of reality, especially the parts that you interact with all of the time, the freedom of their divinity. There are no prerequisites for the embodiment of the divine other than granting to all the recognition of its divinity.

If the truth is someone or something else other than you, then that truth is not true. The absolute truth of you is the truth of the absolute.

Immanuall

Not hing

A hing is a solid, significient, important creation that is more important than it's creator. You are
Not hing
Not-hing
Nothing
Nothing at all
No thing
Nothing created
But the creator of things and hings that sing.

It's nice to know I am loved, I am loved.

When you are wondering what it is that you should do, you should ask yourself: what are my priorities? And then make sure that you do them, not somebody else’s priority but yours. You can start finding out what they are by asking yourself; how would our consciousness that is divinely aware operate our body?

Immanuall

Hmm

I am trying to justify my current identity and manifestation as not fully being my responsibility, by pretending that others are successfully suppressing and or limiting me in the expression of my higher or "true self" by their actions towards me. This results in my believing that my current self is right or true and thus really me, thereby successfully keeping my false-self persona intact.

I have been looking at all aspects of my life, being and identity and looking for the way that my eternal truth can be manifest through the overwhelming mass of lies, density, limitations and pretenses that comprise my existence here and at first glance the task seems impossible.

Upon further review however, I find that nothing can withstand my focused intent of realizing my divine essence when I look at what it is in actuality. At the same time I find that I am connected with many who wish me ill and have a negative impact on my ability to be at peace here. Even the act of trying to share an enlightened state of being with another can have the opposite long term effect on you if it is done in such a way as it occurs outside of what the other believes that he is cause over.

Hmm.

Immanuall

We welcome he who is without fear and is overflowing with unconditional love.

Immanuall

The perfection of our imperfection

You have a hierarchy of needs and in order to be successful, you need to know if your behavior or actions are the correct ones that will ensure whether or not you will be successful or whether you will stop yourself by making the wrong decision given your circumstances needs and desires.

It is safe to say that not accomplishing a basic fundamental need is both basically and fundamentally wrong. Your most basic need is to know what is most important to you. Then you can to begin to structure your reality.

You need to ultimately be right about your life, in actuality. By being right we mean that your actions cause you the success you desire in each moment of your life with no regrets now or later. How do you do that? You have to be conscious enough to know what the results of your actions or inactions are as they affect this reality that you experience with your body.

You also need to be able to accurately predict what others actions and reactions are going to be, so you need to observe clearly the consciousnesses that you are dealing with.
As you examine this you will find out that you will want to be dealing with the most conscious individuals that you can find and you will know them by their attributes; do they create good results for both themselves and for those that they are dealing with.

Now it is easy for you to get rid of those who create bad results for others, but if that is you also, then you have some work to do as you are unconscious if you are continually hurting others.

Every time another’s actions are kind towards you or enhance you short or long term survival, you need to communicate your appreciation to them then, so that your environment is trained to be supportive of you. When you give positive feedback and appreciation to what assists you, that consciousness will do more supportive acts for you.

When it is time to change a relationship based upon your own observation of both sides, the results and the intent and values of the other, do so as soon as it is possible and in an effective manner that ends the relationship while also putting yourself out of the others mind and their course of destructive behavior.

Kindness and love can also be effective and in fact is the only way to effectively create your reality. Emotions of fear and anger indicate a lack of consciousness or knowledge in a particular circumstance. Love and kindness combined with getting what you want indicate the highest consciousness.

Determining your hierarchy of needs and wants is done in the solitude of your own observation of life.

Back to your list

1. You have to be right about your life, your consciousness and your actions and you have to allow others to believe that they right when they persist in their wrongness towards you, otherwise their focus will be on winning or competing with you instead of observing their own reality and consciousness.

How?

You are an embodied consciousness and you have given yourself the right to be right. So the first stable datum that you have since you are right is you are here because you want to be here and you want to be here and now exactly where you are. Now how does this new realization change your reality? Before, you allowed yourself the possibility that you were wrong, now you have to figure out how with all of the wrongness that there is in your life, that you are in fact right all along about everything?

The only answer to that is that you wanted to experience unconsciousness, failure and your own seeming wrongness in life and that was chosen at the highest level of consciousness and causation. How do you know that? Because of your life, your circumstances and your abilities are as they are and so if you are ultimately right then you chose your life of quiet desperation willfully, congratulations, you are beginning to wake up from your dream of a dark night of the soul. I say dream because there is no experience not chosen by your brightest light for your highest good.

Still frustrated? Me too, the silver lining or pot of gold is this; you can now take as great a responsibility for your life as you wish to and it will get better quickly as soon as you love the disagreeable circumstances you are in and then choose for a new experience. For you to ultimately be right, you have to come to peace with whom and what you are right now. Then you can change it for the better, not before.

What sublime gift to the world can you be now because of what you have been? Or what next experience would a truly divine consciousness choose for itself given your circumstances?

The divine dance is a graceful, easy and glorious movement through life regardless of what life’s circumstances are. There is no preparation, only the movement of life, move beautifully. Those who do not see your divinity are not ready to engage you on that level. If the divine dance is your dance, then move divinely always, you have no needs that cannot be met divinely.

Divinity only manifests clearly when it is unattached to outcomes, objects and the condition or state of another’s consciousness. In other words; if it is not ok for you to be wrong, deluded and unconsciousness, then it is not a divine consciousness that is observing you.

Observe yourself divinely, observe life divinely, “ observe the perfection of our imperfection” now that is inspiring.

Immanuall

Your life of truth

Well feel that in your body now, feel that high point of your life within the energy field of your body in this moment.

Bruce, you have to search for it.

No, all you have to do is allow that to be real for you again in this moment. If you allow it to be real for yourself, then it is and that which you willingly allow for another is now an available experience for you yourself, because that which you grant another the possibility of, you have the choice to exist as yourself.

The more that you grant another the freedom to be all that they can be to the point that they are absolutely divine in their interactions with all other consciousness, then the more divine you are also.

If you want to work on your self image, here is what the focus of your intent would be; the presence of the you which is here, is who gets to enjoy this experience fully and divinely. So whatever it is that you consider that you are now, consider your ideal circumstance and exist as that without opposition.

This is where we get to enjoy our divinity; it’s what you get to walk as. Your circumstances are your circumstances and you're the one in charge of your life, so end off on your past and begin your life of truth, as your truth now.

Immanuall

The injustices that we’ve created for each other

It is here where you are now, that you are to manifest your divinity. Manifest it here, manifest it now, despite what you are also in the same moment. You are able to move divinely regardless of your circumstances.

Your willingness to be in harmony with yourself will allow yourself the grace necessary to move freely in this reality. I give thanks that this is the place where I get to be free, thank you, thank you, thank you, yes.

In order for a being to be free Bill, they have to be willing for the other to be free first. You have to wish better for the other, so that there isn't any way that you would somehow take unfair advantage of the other. When you're willing to say, why would I want to retain the right to be able to cheat somebody out of something that they did not want to freely give me in exchange for what I give him. No being should be forced to give up something that he does not wish to, to another who wishes him to that doesn’t deserve it.

So how do we move outside of that reality in the moment, in this moment? Because there cannot be a lifetime of study and devotion to the research of truth and trying to figure it out, no, it only works by saying what would that experience be like? What would that feel like in my body in this moment? What would the sensations moving through my body be if in fact my reality were divinely free and freeing me into the type of society that celebrates our mutual freedom to be as we choose?

Despite all of the injustices that we’ve created for each other, despite all of that we still like each other and can say; I wish for you the very best tomorrow and right now. So if we can do that, if you and I bless each other with the best that a brother could wish for, then we both have the ability to begin moving in the ultimate truth of our consciousness whatever that may be.

Bill, I understand it can I tell you something that I am experiencing right now? It's a feeling of total abundance and I want you to get the idea that fundamentally the game before us and what you’re capable of…

Wait, that reality is about to put me asleep, that reality is asking to identify with a broken identity and god knows how that could ever be fixed. I don't want to come in as that, I want you to help remind me that that is not my reality here. I want you to remind me that there is a part of me that is willing to be a lot better than that.

Immanuall

Part 3 with Jeff

You and I here to discuss how we can transcend these lives that we are living. Or to be more specific we are here to determine what it takes and if it is appropriate to be here as somewhat more than what we appear to be. What we appear to be here is what in fact we think that we are most of the time. Once in a while we get a glimpse of a higher and more infinite reality that is truly a more joyful place to be.

It is easy to say that I would like that to be me here always and so what we have to take a look at Jeff is that's we want, that's what we in fact know our truth is and yet there is no one demonstrably on this earth being and living divine truth as their truth, truly. So we know that this is our truth, or at least once in a while we know it and we would like to know it continuously as our beingness and presence and identity here. Not so that we can be unjustly or unfairly better than others here, but simply so that we can be here as our eternal truth, which seems like it it would be OK to live what is in fact your truth here, wouldn't it?

Wouldn't it seem like that is your God given right as it were, to live your life truly? And yet instead of that we are here and interacting with reality as a compromise of our reality here based upon identities that we pretend to be and then we get other people to agree that this is what we are. And so when we then interact with them, we pretend that they are who and what they are pretending to be and are thus somewhat unable to be here enjoying and creating reality here as you wish it to be moment to moment. And so they walk around a little angry with each other because their lives are not exactly what they want. 

What that means Christian is that your life is your life and you should spend most of it doing it your way; you should choose to have your idea of a beautiful life be superior to the choices of anyone else. What you need to do is to watch and choose carefully the people that you choose to commit to, because each one of them wishes for you to be what you appear to be and to act in that role for as long you are in a relationship with them. If you choose to interact with people who are of a high enough consciousness to know a little bit about their truth, then you will be free to interact with other people who are equal in their desire for their truth to be what they live by and for themselves. 

What that means is anyone you can't laugh with, anyone you can't play with, anyone that dislikes you more than they like you, you don't need to have anything to do with. You don't need to interact with them, you don't need to listen to them and you don't need to do what they wan't you to do. Now those who wish the very best for you, those are the one's that you wan't to hold onto and say; " I like who you are, what you are and enjoy the time I spend with you and so you have at your level of consciousness an open invitation from me to interact freely. 

One lesson Jeff that you have to learn is that you are the boss of your life and in this case you are the grownup and it is OK to say to Christian; here is the way that it is, come on. Or you could relax and let him do what he wants to do and let him take another shower. Just as a note toI your self; you are not acting as if you are in command of your reality. Don't get stuck in the justifying of your reality as it is. What we are looking at and what we are here to is to wake up right now in this moment, we are not looking for ways to gradually improve our lives, we are looking for ways to know the truth in this moment, OK? So take responsibility for that and choose that as your reality and don't let anything interfere with that choice, that choice is preeminent, it improves everything about your life including his. 

You don't have anybody else who cares enough about you in a way where they know how you can be the way you wan't to be other than me, so the times that we have together is the time that you have to be free in that moment to transcend the you that you have become as a result of your choices and then to allow yourself to choose in this moment what and how it is going to be for you. How is it going to be for you? How is it going to be right now, let alone tomorrow, next week, next month. How is it going to be right now? To what degree are you willing to let go of the self that you are in this moment so that you can know your truth? 

Because based upon the beingness that you are exhibiting this is not your truth and this is not a judgement, it's just an observation; you have taken on an identity that is not your truth and there is no reason to be defensive about that and maintain that identity as being right despite the fact that you are not here as your truth. As soon as you can begin to open up to and accept the fact that you are living a lie and that you are not who you are, then you can begin to open up again and allow your truth to move through you. Allow that truth, the truth that blesses everyone that you interact with, to transmute you into to a actual reasonably good manifestation of your eternal truth. Instead of what we are in this moment.

Do we truly believe that we have a transcendent truth? A glorious truth? An infinite awareness, knowledge and ability? Power and creativity? Do we really believe that there is such a thing as us truely in that reality of divine truth, from that reality, living in and as that reality? Is that where we are from? 

We wouldn't be asking the question if weren't. So what I am asking you is; is it too late for you? Yes it is, it is too late for the you that you have been, however it's not too late for your truth to take responsibility for your manifestation here. Let those identities, those points of view, those attitudes, those considerations about who you are and how life is for you, let them go.

We are going to have to move away from our pretenses about who we are in this reality if we are going to have the message that you wan't to come through here. 

If we can sit outside or let Christian take a shower or bath, it will be less disruptive for us. It depends on what you want to do. 

Jeff, that is something that I have wrestled with for a long, long time.

That is the whole problem, you are trying to figure it out. It is impossible to figure out, there is no resolution possible through the mind that you have created. There is an answer for it, but it is not through figuring it out. It is through recognizing that the guy that's trying to figure it out... 

Jeff, I need to hold it in my mind.

No, what you do is you say; I am the perfection and that which is trying to be perfect is my lie that I merge with my perfection. And see which beingness I am truly; Be here as your lie, you are good at it, me too, but be here as your truth also be both right now. The lie that you have built to be the manifestation that you are and the truth beyond manifestation merged together in one as the consciousness of your embodiment here, your eternal truth merged with the relative truth of your manifestation.  What happens when you choose both? Choose both and find out, I predict that it is a beneficial change, it certainly is for me.

 So yes Jeff you were right once when you said what it possibly could be what I am truly. The reason why you recognized that, is because you know what that is yourself. Now you are traumatized, seemingly with the results of your life in this present moment, but those were your choices that resulted in this, get over it, its what you chose and there is nothing here that wasn't a direct result of your choice. So instead of complaining about your circumstances say; well done those were my choices, here I am, now what? At least if I am going to be here with the results of some previous bad choices by relative comparison, I am going to choose to be happy, i am going to choose to be happy that I know that my choices create my life, because that gives me power. That gives me the power to say; what I choose manifests, because it does. The only problem is, is you don't choose freely, you've been choosing poorly if you truly wish to be free, choose freely and freely know your truth, not say no to it, but have a complete knowledge of it and operate as that.

Just be aware of yourself, the degraded and the perfected, the glorious creator and the creation on it's way down the spiral of destruction. Those guys that we are frankly; there we are on one hand, we are these bodies, these identities and these personalities and we are also divinely perfect as well. Bring them together with this body as the bridge between earth and heaven. That's what it is, that's the purpose, the purpose is the merger of earth and heaven. Now you have been being earth over 99 percent of the time, now merge heaven and earth simply by choosing it within self. Not trying to figure it out, just choosing to be that which connects heaven and earth, that which knows both sides, that which lives as the earthly manifestation of divine perfection. So choose that in this moment and feel what happens in your body.

Let's continue to do what we are doing, we are being the being that we have come to be here and we are being our eternal truth at the same time, a shared reality of the temporal and the eternal. That is what it is, that is the secret, a shared reality of the temporal and the eternal. The eternal consciousness merged with the material body, the temporal body, causes all body identified consciousness to return to it's eternal truth. It doesn't mean that it goes away, it doesn't mean that something bad happens to it, it's the opposite; something marvelous and miraculous happens to it; it returns to a knowledge, awareness and presence of it's truth. 

There is no more confusion on the line. So that's what we have learned here tonight and that's what you want in your life. Being who and what you are freely, exactly as you are and allowing your divine self to be merged into the body. Being the part that is identified with the body and being the eternal part both at the same time. A body identified personality and my eternal self, that allows the body identified personality to transcend into the truth that it wishes it's reality was. There is no better way to transcend, . than to merge your truth with your lies. 

Jeff, the more That merging takes place the less that the body consciousness has any appeal. The attachments seem to fall away, the concepts, these realities that I have chosen, my perception of reality that isn't true is becoming less and less. 

So how is it right now?

Jeff, right now we are in a higher vibrational state, I am looking at the folly of humanity, all of the dramas and stories that are going on. It's like the matrix of a false reality.

OK, let's take a higher step up and let's move beyond looking at reality from a higher state and look to a reality that is beyond states.

Jeff, If I walk into a room of consciousness inside my mansion, the minute I close the door  I am above the clouds or I am in a different beautiful setting of splendor which represents complete and absolute freedom for me to simply exist with power and great glory.

OK, so let me feel that from you right now, let me know what it is for you to be showing your power and glory. What does that do to somebody else? How does that affect their reality? Is that intrusive on anthers reality against their will? Or is it something that just the very presence of your magnificence in the realms of eternity moving into then body, that that alone is the touch stone for others to connect with that you interact with?

Jeff, when I am in that state of mind, I thinkl. in the aspects of consciousness, this element of consciousness or this subject of consciousness. Everybody is lumped into it and instead of focusing on a particular relationship, it is all of the relationship surrounding a particular subject.

Yes that makes sense, but let's not talk about stuff, let's experience things. Since you want to talk, you take the lead and you tell me something that increases my freedom in this moment. Ahh I apologize for asking for words, words are the lowest common denominator, let's transcend those words and just use a few of them to point to the direction that nothing less than your best and nothing less than my best eternally is what we wish to experience in this moment. 

Consider your attitudes towards life, take a look at them, see the beingness that is attached to them and realize your truth in the same moment as you observe those beingnesses. Those ones that complain, those ones that are less that joyful, look at them all and say Hmmm, interesting that they compromise so much a part of my life. 

A call from John interrupts the conversation;
...that self that you know is not true and yet some how he transcends that lie, that he lives at for a moment now and then and he knows what it is to be divine. Then why would it not be interesting to you to share that reality occasionally? We have been friends for 30 years John,  I have been able to transcend this reality for 15 and i am coming close to being able to embodying that and so your my friend and I welcome you to change into what it is that you want to be and to be your magnificence when you interact with me, to let go of the you that you have created so that you can know the you that is possible. 

You can allow those to coexist at the same time so that you can reeducate the beingness, the identity, the personality and the valences that you have taken on in dealing with this life, so that you can merge those with your eternal truth and allow your eternal truth to teach that which you have become here that is not your truth, what it is that your truth is until you are able to be a walking embodiment of your eternal divine truth. That's why we are here John, that's why we interact, so I am just saying;@ once in a while when there is an opportunity to share time, we should find a way to make that time available for us to... This sounds a little judgmental I know, but I have a little frustration that I don't have enough people to play with in this manner.   

I understand taking actions to maintain the body, but other than that, the basics frankly don't result in anything. The only thing that results in any change is being as conscious as you can in this moment and then choosing for a transcendent truth to be your reality. Because it reveals itself to you as soon as you choose that.

... After we are awakened, we chop wood and carry water too and yet we are not the same person who is doing it, because now we know the truth and the truth is that we are divine consciousness operating bodies. The bodies do what they do to survive, but we don't have to do that as the embodiment of animal consciousness, we can do that as the embodiment of eternal consciousness and say yes, these bodies need to move around and they need to communicate and they need to do things to provide for their material needs and comforts. So given that, great, but there is a gradient to that John and what that gradient is, is you have to say; given your interactions and obligations to others who are operating on barely more than animal consciousness, you have to say hey if I am going to know my truth then I am going to have to get into communication with it once in a while. And I can real only do that with somebody else, because everybody else that knows me here, knows me as the lie that I am, that I am human, that I am a guy named David, or that I am a guy named John and that I am a singer and I am an art guy etc. Etc... It's just a role that you are playing right now it is not your true beingness.


Now let me speak to Narelle... now a woman who can share that with a man, even though that man is not her mate, that man can fully appreciate what it is for a woman to share her joy and for that I am grateful. That's all I want and all I ever need from you is the love of your divine self for a brother that is living down under, so to speak. One one of those guys that more or less pretend to be a human with problems, how about that? When you come here as your divine grace and say hello my favorite David, remember your truth please while you are with me, because it is only respectful for you to see me as my eternal truth while I am embodied here and that is what I ask of you David is for you to look within me until you know my eternal truth, because I willingly share that with all who come from the space of divine aspirations and their willingness to know divinity. I say ok if that is your request, I like your prerequisite and I say; marvelous, well done queen of heaven on earth, well done, because I can feel the holy one in you.

... I have a new tool for you to transcend that one and here it is; I freely and lovingly acknowledge that which I am here in this moment, it is the perfection of all that came before. I love the me that I am divinely and I know my temporal manifestation fully and I am here as my eternal truth also and I merge my divine self with that which I have become here and that marriage of temporal and the eternal, creates the me that I came here to be. To make it short and sweet; there tends to be a self judgement in the the mantra; what degree am I being divine, there is a disapproval of the state that you are in and a judgement that it is not enough.

John, no you quoted yourself wrong, the mantra you gave us was; To what degree am I willing to be conscious of my divinity? that is the David N. Hit song, its the best tool that you have come up with.

You are right that's nice. Enjoy yourselves, good night.

Being on the path of divine freedom, simply allow divine freedom to move you in each moment.

Or rather Instead of being on the path of divine freedom or on the path to divinity, or on the search for truth, instead of all that which is not the state of divinity, not truth, not freedom. Instead of taking on those "becoming" states, simply say; I allow divinity to move me in this moment, I am not going to choose anything other than to allow divinity to move me in this moment and if it doesn't move me, then it is moving through me, shifting, changing and restructuring the body. So I allow divinity to move me and to move through this manifestation of me in this reality, freely as it chooses.

As soon as you start trying to figure out how to make it better, just let go of that pretense that you are not divine and just let divinity move you and move through you and as you do that, you self realize your divinity.

Its the only way, the part that has to figure out things, what you do as that part is you just relax. You relax and allow the divine to move through you, all that you are, all that you perceive, all that you know and all that you learned not to know, you allow the divine to move through that. Because there you will find your freedom, there you will find your truth and there you will know what direction you are to take this body in while you still have it. 

When divinity moves the body it does so with absolute consciousness. Now as it learns to integrate into the body, there are transitional shifts and you just let them happen, its not something you do, it something that you allow to be done to you, it's different frequency than doing. If divinity is what you choose for yourself, then that is what you allow to move you, it can't be a figuring out process It's a choice and an allowance for that choice to be your truth.

All of the conversations and opinions on anything about divinity, just let them go, because there is one thing that you know about those conversations that are critiquing, that are doubting; you know that they are not the truth, so why would you even pay attention to them, they are like yapping dogs chasing a fire truck. Are the firemen going to get off of the truck, track down the owner and complain or is the fireman going to go to where he is needed? All of the thoughts, ideas and beliefs, the attitudes, considerations and unconsciousness, these are all the yapping dogs that try to form you into their version of reality and it is your right to choose for yourself what your reality is. And I would say choose the very best and see if it doesn't move through you. There sure is a lot of stuff in the body that has to go through it's process of choice to allow the divine to move through. But be that part, all of those innumerable parts and consciously choose to allow the divine to be free within this embodiment.

Why wouldn't you allow the divine to be free within this embodiment? Who are you to say no to God? 

So what this is interestingly enough is exactly  what you hoped to achieve in the mystery school; a school of divinity. One of the mantras you can do is; how aware do I wish to be of my own divinity? How aware do I wish to be of my divinity? Here I am, as I am and how divinely aware do I choose to be? How divinely aware do I choose to be? How aware of my own divinity do I choose to be right now? 

Allow all of those places in your body that are blocked, all of those nadi's and chakras that are out of balance, how divinely aware do you choose to be there? How divinely present are you?

Jeff, you mean right now?

Yes, we are not talking about anything other than that. It's not something for you to think about, it is something for you to experience. 

Jeff, there is a feeling of being more complete, of being more of who I am inside. It's a feeling that I would like to have more and more, it's a feeling that I used to have when I was dancing, when I was a dancer.                                       

Dance divinely,

Immanuall

Mediocrity

I am not that which I seem to be, I'm not that which I appear to be, the difference is huge and the difference is me. The me that I am, is the me that is free, The me that you see is mediocrity. Mediocrity in the world of strife, mediocrity is my life, mediocrity and yet I am free, mediocrity the difference between you and me.

A mediocre man in a mediocre world, living a mediocre life, one so filled with strife that my life you might say is far from the blessed day when my day is come; the day of the holy one. For the holy one you see is the truth of you and me and wholly one we are, when our minds encompass the stars.

Immanuall

Embracing the infinite and finding the divine within

A conversation with Jeff on the experience of our truth.

You and I here to discuss how we can transcend these lives that we are living, or to be more specific; we are here to determine what it takes and if it is appropriate to be here as somewhat more than what we appear to be. What we appear to be here is what we think that we are most of the time and once in a while we get a glimpse of a higher and more infinite reality that is truly a more joyful place to be.

It is easy to say that I would like that to be me here always and so what we have to take a look at Jeff is that's we want, that's what we in fact know our truth is and yet there is no one demonstrably on this earth being and living divine truth as their truth, truly. So we know that this is our truth, or at least once in a while we know it and we would like to know it continuously as our beingness and presence and identity here. Not so that we can be unjustly or unfairly better than others here, but simply so that we can be here as our eternal truth, which seems like it it would be OK to live what is in fact your truth here, wouldn't it?

Wouldn't it seem like that is your God given right as it were, to live your life truly? And yet instead of that we are here and interacting with reality as a compromise of our reality here based upon identities that we pretend to be and then get other people to agree that this is what we are. And so when we then interact with them we pretend that they are who and what they are pretending to be and are thus somewhat unable to be here enjoying and creating reality here as you wish it to be moment to moment. And so they walk around a little angry with each other because their lives are not exactly what they want. 

What that means Christian is that your life is your life and you should spend most of it doing it your way; you should choose to have your idea of a beautiful life be superior to the choices of anyone else. What you need to do is to watch and choose carefully the people that you choose to commit to, because each one of them wishes for you to be what you appear to be and to act in that role for as long you are in a relationship with them. If you choose to interact with people who are of a high enough consciousness to know a little bit about their truth, then you will be free to interact with other people who are equal in their desire for their truth to be what they live by themselves. 

What that means is anyone you can't laugh with, anyone you can't play with, anyone that dislikes you more than they like you, you don't need to have anything to do with. You don't need to interact with them, you don't need to listen to them and you don't need to do what they wan't you to do. Now those who wish the very best for you, those are the one's that you wan't to hold onto and say; " I like who you are, what you are and enjoy the time I spend with you and so you have at your level of consciousness an open invitation from me to interact freely. 

One lesson Jeff that you have to learn is that you are the boss of your life and in this case you are the grownup and it is OK to say to Christian; here is the way that it is, come on. Or you could relax and let him do what he wants to do and let him take another shower. Just as a not to self, you are not acting as if you are in command of your reality. Don't get stuck in the justifying of your reality, What we are looking at and what we are here to is to wake up right now in this moment, we are not looking for ways to gradually improve our lives, we are looking for ways to know the truth in this moment, OK? So take responsibility for that and choose that as your reality and don't let anything interfere with that choice, that choice is preeminent, it improves everything about your life including his. 

You don't have anybody else who cares enough about you in a way where they know how you can be the way you wan't to be other than me, so the times that we have together, is the time that you have to be free in that moment to transcend the you that you have become as a result of your choices and then to allow yourself to choose in this moment what and how it is going to be for you. How is it going to be for you? How is it going to be right now, let alone tomorrow, next week, next month. How is it going to be right now? To what degree are you willing to let go of the self that you are in this moment so thatbyou can know your truth? 

Because based upon the beingness that you are exhibiting this is not your truth and this is not a judgement, it's just an observation; you have taken on an identity that is not your truth and there is no reason to be defensive about that and maintain that identity as being right despite the fact that you are not here as your truth. As soon as you can begin to open up to and accept the fact that you are living a lie and that you are not who you are, then you can begin to open up again and allow your truth to move through you. Allow that truth, the truth that blesses everyone that you interact with, to transmute you into to a actual reasonably good manifestation of your eternal truth. Instead of what we are in this moment.

Do we truly believe that we have a transcendent truth? A glorious truth? An infinite awareness, knowledge and ability? Power and creativity? Do we rely believe that there is such a thing as us truely in that reality, from that reality, living in and as that reality? Is that where we are from? We wouldn't be asking the question if weren't. So what I am asking you is; is it too late for you? Yes it is, it is too late for the you that you have been, however it's not too late for your truth to take responsibility for your manifestation here. Let those identities, those points of view, those attitudes, those considerations about who you are and how life is for you, let them go.

We are going to have to move away from our pretenses about who we are in this reality if we are going to have the message that you wan't to here come through. It depends on what you can do, if we can sit outside or let him take a shower or bath? 

Jeff, that is something that I have wrestled with for a long, long time.

That is the whole problem, you are trying to figure it out. It is impossible to figure out, there is resolution through the mind that you have created. There is an answer for it, but it is not through figuring it out. It is through recognizing that the guy that's trying to figure it out is in a confused state of consciousness and that you have to let go of yourself as that confusion in order to come back to the knowledge of your own truth. You are not confused.

Jeff, what I mean by that as I step back and become the observer, I can see the truth of what you saying, that I am not being who I really am, I am not living my truth.

Of course you are not, neither am I, so here is the issue; here is the deal, you do get it, you do get to transcend, you do get to be the ultimate truth, but the only way you get it is to let go of you. In order to be the ultimate truth, you have to transcend the beingness of what you are and if you don't let go of the beingness of what you are, you can't be the beingness of truth now can you? 

Jeff, the impotence...

We are not talking about your past, we are talking about your present, we are talking about right now. Because the only way that we can make this shift is right now, we are not talking about the future or why it did not work in the past, we are talking about how we have a transcendental experience in this moment. One that changes us enough that we are able to walk around if not in our truth, but at least knowing that we have one that is different than this. That is a pretty good first step, OK? To walk around always knowing that we are not walking in our truth as this identity. Can we relax out of this identity? Can we relax out of this pretense? Can we let go of this beingness that we have become here? 

Jeff, there is something lacking in my ability in my ability to initiate the change, looking at you, you are not living your reality either, so you say.

But there is something interesting happening?

Jeff, there are thing happening, I see that too, but I have always seen that in you. There has not been a time where I have not seen you accomplish, I have seen you accomplish, you set you mind to do something and you make a plan and in an instant, you execute.

I am largely unsuccessful with it though, as bright as I am and with what I know I should have any amount of money that I could wish to have.

Jeff, there are parts of energy that you pass over or there are a few things missing in the formula but at least you go into action and you accomplish it. That is what is what I admire about you.

I appreciate it, thank you.

Jeff, that is what I wish I had. You do things, you might call them attempts, but I see a lot of things where you have pure courage where you follow a lead or an idea and you turn it into something. That's what I did when I started my company, I had an idea and I had a purchase order and I made it happen because of the power of my knowledge. That was one time in my life where I turned it on and made it happen. 

What would you like to turn on now?

Jeff, honestly, my music is calling out to me and my healing abilities.

OK, can we get back to the moment instead of talking about our lives? I did hear what you said and What I would actually like to do is see if there is something about it.

Talk instead of how it is and what it is like, into what you want right now, what you wish for as an experience of this reality and of an experience of yourself. How do you want to experience yourself in this moment? Now if will help you any, I will tell you how I want to experience myself in this moment; infant to experience myself in this moment as the the most conscious, causative, miraculous self that I have ever been, that ever has been, that ever will be. I want to be here a eternity. So it sounds strange I know, but if you allow for that to possibly be true for me, in will allow for your wish to be true also and we will see what happens. 

Your wish is the same one, you wish for your truth, you wish for the presence of self to be that which knows eternity. To be that which is here as a completed state of perfection. Now to make that transition, you have to already be that. It's and interesting conundrum; to make that transition, you already have to be that and in truth you are that already, what is. Is and what it is is a perfect completion of you as you are, here and now perfectly done. Wow, it's a completed, perfected manifestation of the man that you came here to be, all of the way up to the present. You're here, you're real, you're manifested as the totality of your choices. Congratulations, it's perfect. Now that you know that the path to your truth is acknowledging the perfection of your manifestation as being the perfect realization of your previous choices, you can then realize that it is your choices only that define your reality and so as you go wow this is perfect, then you go wow here is how it can be a little bit better and then you choose that. 

That's how perfection happens, it happens through the release that you give to yourself by saying this is perfect, this is the perfect realization of the me that I chose to be here, well done, now what? You are completed, alpha and omega, here is a new beginning now. You acknowledged your perfect completion, whats the new beginning? What's the new beginning Jeff? What's the new beginning, the old is past and we are in a new present and it is right now and so what I would like as your present to me, your presence of divinity and all you have to do is not say no to it. Feel it what is the presence of Jeff's divinity? Allow me to know that, allow me to know the divinity of the eternal Jeff, whatever that is. Mmm OK that is the Jeff that I wish to be with, transcendent and glorious, more than wonderful. Such so that your very presence here makes it impossible for me to hold on to any lies about myself. Interesting. Your truth, the eternal truth of you makes it impossible for me to hold onto the lie of who I am here.

 You have an interesting dilemma here Jeff, despite the fact that you live in a perfect reality as the perfect manifestation of the perfection of all of your choices up until now, when you come here as your eternal truth; this is a horror show, this is so far from what you would do if you knew yourself truly, but you have to come here as that, with where you are  in this moment, in order for there to be a transition into a more enjoyable reality for you. Does that make sense?

End part one.
Immanuall

Part two with Jeff

Part two

Jeff, I need to hold it in my mind.

No, what you do is you say; I am the perfection and that which is trying to be perfect is my lie that I merge with my perfection. And see which beingness I am truly. Be here as your lie, you are good at it, me too, but be here as your truth also be both right now. The lie that you have built to be the manifestation that you are and the truth beyond manifestation merged together in one as the consciousness of your embodiment here, your eternal truth merged with the relative truth of your manifestation here. What happens when you choose both? Choose both and find out, I predict that it is a beneficial change, it certainly is for me.

 So yes Jeff you were right once when you said what it possibly could be that I am truly. The reason why you recognized that is because you know what that is yourself. Now you are traumatized, seemingly with the results of your life to this present moment, but those were your choices, get over it, its what you chose and there is nothing here left of that that exists now that wasn't a direct result of your choice. So instead of complaining about your circumstances say; well done those were my choices, now here I am, now what? At least if I am going to be here with the results of some previous bad choices, by relative comparison. Now I am going to choose to be happy, i am going to choose to be happy that I know that my choices create my life, because that gives me power. That gives me the power to say; what I choose manifests, because it does. The only problem is is you don't choose freely, you've been choosing poorly if you truly wish to be free, choose freely and freely know your truth, not say no to it, but have a complete knowledge of it and operate as that.

Just be aware of yourself, the degraded and the perfected, the glorious creator and the creation on it's way down the spiral of destruction. Those guys that we are frankly, there we are on one hand, we are these bodies, these identities and these personalities and we are also divinely perfect as well. Bring them together with this body as the bridge between earth and heaven. That's what it is, that's the purpose, the purpose is the merger of earth and heaven. Now you are only being earth over 99 percent of the time, merge heaven and earth simply by choosing it within self. Not trying to figure it out, just choosing to be that which connects heaven and earth, that which knows both sides, that which lives as the earthly manifestation of divine perfection. So choose that in this moment and feel what happens in your body.

Let's continue to do what we are doing, we are being the being that we have come to be here and we are being our eternal truth at the same time, ashamed reality of the temporal and the eternal. That is what it is, that is the secret, a shared reality of the temporal and the eternal. The eternal consciousness merged with the material body, the temporal body. Causes all body identified consciousness to return to it's eternal truth. It doesn't mean that it goes away, it doesn't mean that something bad happens to it, it's the opposite; something marvelous and miraculous happens to it; it returns to a knowledge, awareness and presence of it's truth. There is no more confusion on the line. So that's what we have learned here tonight and that's what you want in your life. Being who and what you are freely, exactly as you are and allowing your divine self to be merged into the body. Being the part that is identified with the body and being the eternal part both at the same time. A body identified personality and my eternal self, that allows the body identified personality to transcend into the truth that it wishes it's reality was. There is no other way than to merge your truth with your lies. 

Jeff, the more That merging takes place the less that the body consciousness has any appeal. The attachments seem to fall away, the concepts, these realities that I have chosen, my perception of reality that isn't true is becoming less and less. 

So how is it right now?

Jeff, right now we are in a higher vibrational state, I am looking at the folly of humanity, all of the dramas and stories that are going on. It's like the matrix of a false reality.

OK, let's take a higher step up and let's move beyond looking at reality from a higher state and look to a reality that is beyond states.

Jeff, If I walk into a room of consciousness inside my mansion, the minute I close the door  I am above the clouds or I am in a different beautiful setting of splendor which represents complete and absolute freedom for me to simply exist with power and great glory.

OK, so let me feel that from you right now, let me know what it is for you to be showing your power and glory. What does that do to somebody else? How does that affect their reality? It that intrusive on anthers reality against their will? Or is it something that just your very presence of your magnificence in the realms of eternity moving into then body, that that alone is the touch stone for the others that you interact with?

Jeff, when I am in that state of mind, I thing in the aspects of consciousness, this element of consciousness or this subject of consciousness. Everybody is lumped into it and instead of focusing on a particular relationship, it is all of the relationship surrounding a particular subject.

Yes that makes sense, but let's not talk about stuff, let's experience things. Since you want to talk, you take the lead and you tell me something that increases my freedom in this moment. Ahh I apologize for asking for words, words are the lowest common denominator, let's transcend those words and just use a few of them to point to the direction that nothing less than your best and nothing less than my best eternally is what we wish to experience in this moment. 

Consider your attitudes towards life, take a look at them, see the beingness that is attached to them and realize your truth in the same moment as you observe those beingnesses. Those ones that complain, those ones that are less that joyful, look at them all and say Hmmm, interesting that they compromise so much a part of my life. 

End part two     

                         

When one let's go of movement, then consciousness returns to source, as source.

Divine love is the mantra of ease, all energy has consciousness and all energy based consciousness is not the truth. Consciousness is limited to the energy for the animation of reality and operates according to the goal or purpose of the object that has been created. And as we all know, the consciousness of an object, creation or a body is that we are aware of as ourselves and we know simply through our own observation that it is a long way from where we are as an embodied consciousness to the ultimate possibilities of consciousness.

So at what point are we able to bring the truth that exists beyond matter, energy, space and time, to an embodied consciousness as that truth beyond matter, energy, space and time? Beyond anything that is being anything? At what point do we have the choice to manifest as that eternal truth? 

That's actually easy, it is when we cease to identify as the energy, as the thought, as the idea, as the body and the personality. When one let's go of movement, then consciousness returns to source. Now if your consciousness returns to source when the body is still living, then source consciousness has the opportunity to observe this reality through this embodiment that has ben vacated by the embodiment consciousness that has returned to It's source as source.

Any consciousness of self, all consciousness of beingness, all manifestation of presence, is energy in motion, that does not know.  What that means is that There is nothing embodied, energetic, or otherwise "being something" in this reality that can tell you the truth, because it doesn't know it, because it is being something else instead.


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Am I willing to realize enough truth in this moment for me to be free? I am I willing to realize enough of my divine truth in this moment that I am free in this reality?

Immanuall

Nothing causative exists outside ourselves as it relates to us.

A visit with Gary and Jane

I would like you and I to be aware of the peak state of awareness, love or gratitude that Gary has ever experienced, I would like to feel what that peak experience is for Gary in this moment and so if Gary just allows it to be re-experienced for all of us, it would certainly be a salve for that which I find discomforting in life. 

Gary, I agree.

Nice, nice, nice. How about Jane? Can you add to that flow and add your presence that is beyond pretense that is beyond unknowing, the grace that is beyond comprehension, the spirit that is magnificent and true to itself and others, I request that "you" that you already are to be shared and received willingly. To the degree that I have a difficult time perceiving that universe of yours that blesses all others, then any assistance that you can give me to knowing your truth in that way would be a blessing that I would willingly receive. 

For my self, I will allow as much of myself to be known by you and you now too.

When each wishes for the other as much as he is wishing for himself, then we have that mutually supporting reality where in the granting of the others fondest wishes for themselves, we receive our own. And we certainly, if we believe that our wishes are a little closer to ultimate truth than what the others are wishing for, then we certainly allow the others to have that as soon as they choose that as well. There is a truth that is transcendent, despite the actuality of what is, yes what is here is in fact what it is, but that does not mean that it cannot be what ever a competent creator wishes for itself for it to be.

The present is always only the ending of the impulse that created it, it's a perfect new beginning for a transition into a newly desired reality by a being who understands how reality manifests. Anything that is between you and your desire to be here exactly as you choose to be is easily released upon observation and inspection by the eternal truth of yourself that is waiting for you to open and know what that it and accept that eternal consciousness as your embodied consciousness and thereby transcending the limitations that we have been experiencing here. 

So we are wishing well for the others and not just well, but the very best and at the same time we are willing to receive into our bodies the very best of what it is that we are eternally. To be the physical embodiment of our eternal spirit instead of some disconnected and relatively unrecognizable extension of that. We are here to be true, to be our truth, to know our truth and to share our truth with those who are willing to celebrate whatever it is. The truth that we all share in our essence.

You can only give what you have and you can't say that from a point of diminishment that I am giving the ultimate gift that I can give. You cant say I am being less that my possible truth and somehow have that as a virtue, because to be here as something very remote from your truth is really not being of much service to yourself or others. 

Jane, it is encouraging each person that you know to bring to your relationship honesty, and consideration. Ifyou expect them to be their best then they show up that way and sometimes they don't and there is. Lesson in that too.

If we could do a little test of that right now. Normally I see your body and hear your words and I don't put my attention on anything other than that. What I am going to do in this moment is pay attention to your essence, your eternal essence, that provides a divine connection, that makes all of the rest of it not only irrelevant, but it frees you from what it was that you thought was your comfortable home into the joy of your true expression of self, its that recognition of the divine in each other and the allowance for that to be manifest through the other that gives us the peace and the reward that we have been looking for.

For some reason, to use myself as an example, I have all kinds of resistance to both of you being expressed here as divinely conscious beings and I know that to the degree that I don't allow that for you is the degree that I am not divine myself. To use your example, for me to be free I have to focus on your ultimate and perfect freedom, for me to know what my own is.

As soon as someone sees that you recognize their eternal truth in them, they can't help but share it with you which facilitates your recognition of your own. 

Gary, well said, I like that, saying that is enough. 

Jane, I think that usually when there is a hesitancy about it, that it is about ego.

Of course it is about ego, I am walking around as a human being 95% of the time I have no idea what my truth is. Well I have an idea but I am not living it. I know exactly what it is but I am not acting as it. I go, yes there is my truth, over there.

Jane, what keeps it at a distance?

That is why we are talking so that I can find that answer, because the answer that I am looking for for myself, I know that there might be other people who have it, but I don't know how to learn it from someone that is trying teach, because apparently there are not teachers who have it. 

Jane, this is not about learning.

It is about unlearning, it is about revealing what is already true.

Gary, I think that the learning is taken out of the generic realm and having it actually be applicable and relevant, which is what you are intending to do is what you are saying, what about here?

Yes, what about here? Right here, right now. Because there is no way if we are going for an intellectual understanding about something, then forget it. It doesn't matter how many eternally true scriptures you read. If you read every one from the beginning up until this very moment, it still wouldn't create that experience for you as a reality. If divinity and divine consciousness is the essence and origin of what you are, then it is what your truth is and this reality is something other than truth.

Jane, does it matter wether or not it is divinity and connection?

Those are just words, words that are used to describe something that's indescribable. Something that you can partially relate to by using words like love, freedom, awareness, ability, preeminent and God. Those types ofwords imply a limitless ability to create, a limitless ability to be and postulate and enjoy reality in anyway that you choose. That's an approximate description of your truth that your mind can understand so that the beingness that responds to Jane and David and Gary. 

Those are ego and identity considerations, we all have those and we are all talking with those right now as if we know something and what we are looking to do is to transcend these identities that we are talking with and these things that know about other things but truly are something less than transcendent. Were suggesting that we are in a position of relative untruth and relative disability in comparison to what our potentials are and so acknowledging ourselves as being manifest as we are, but also having a group agreement that our truth is so much more than that, that we have no words to describe how great it is. Given that we are manifest as we are and that we have an ultimate truth that we enjoy when we access it and participate in, then in our interactions here we are choosing to say; this time is about supporting each other in reclaiming and manifesting our truth that is senior to this reality.

This reality; the people, the species, the earth and everything else that distracts our minds and our attention into interacting here. What we are looking for is beyond this reality and Our purposes are beyond this reality as well, so let's connect to those indescribable selves that we are beyond this reality right now and we do that simply by acknowledging them, opening up and relaxing into what our truth is.

Jane, the willingness to receive.

Yes, and we are so full of unwillingness that we are able to experience a small portion of out ultimate truth and to the degree that it is happening it is miraculous and the more that we keep acknowledging that we did improve in that moment as we chose it. It was incremental, but it was instant and so we are now at a new level and it is better than it was a moment ago and we are now going to choose how much more loving, how much more aware, how much more competent, how much more eternally conscious can we allow ourselves to be in this moment? Ok, got it, thank you. Again, how much more? How much more? How much more? 

How much more responsible are we willing to be for our consciousness and for our lives? How much more are we willing to be aware that regardless of our level of responsibly, there is only us that is responsible for who and what we are here. The more that we take responsibility by acknowledging the truth of our total responsibility are we then able to enjoy and manifest what it is that is our truth. 

Nothing causative exists outside ourselves as it relates to us. There is the appearance of others causing things to us, and it feels like that in every way, but it is only because we postulated and implemented an identity that was a false creation and as soon as we are able to let go of the creation we are able to reclaim our awareness as the creator and to know the truth of what our purposes are, what our potentials are and what it is that we came here to do.

Gary, it's like this is a $10,000 session. 

A ten toker

When ever we are talking about things, it's the identity, the ego, the self. The level of consciousness that is interacting with the reality as a participant and so when we want to know our truth and we find ourselves talking about things and objects, we certainly know that we are not being our higher selves. We are perceiving reality from the point of view of a creation rather than a creator. That's ok when we slip into that...

Gary, you can also recognize how we're also totally ourselves and communicating in that. So there is no lack of reference because we are that.

The whole thing is paradoxical, because we have to say if our truth is our ultimate truth and we are experiencing what we are as we are, then we have to say ultimate truth controls manifestation here and if that's true and we are manifested as this, then the choice point, the causative choice is somewhere other than here right now.

Gary, totally.

Because here is desiring a different reality. So whenever you are desiring a different reality than the one that you are experiencing, then you have to realize that you are  being the creation and you can't act from a causative point of view on shifting this reality to a divine one from the beingness of not being divine. You can only say I don't know my divinity in this moment and so I know one thing; I've accepted a wrongness about my truth and I am exhibiting that wrongness in every sense; from the frequency of my vibration to my words and expressions, in every way what I am doing is a creation and therefor a lie, so I am going to say; stop, to myself, relax and allow and open to what ever my truth is, because I have gone momentarily unconscious to it. 

Gary, seems like more that momentarily.

Ha ha, but try it.

Gary, try...?

Try surrendering to that which you know not, that you trust is something that will save you. Growing up a good Mormon and Christian, you know that some how you are supposed to surrender to the divine, well you are. If your not divine, you are supposed to surrender to the divine, but what you find out when you do is you are surrendering to your self, because you reawaken and reaquaint yourself to your eternal truth, which I like to use the word divinity to describe. So long as it doesn't offend your sensibilities, it's a good word to use. Because divinity implies unconditional love, it implies actions that are beautiful, graceful and conscious, Beneficial, entertaining and funny. It implies the joyful expression of an exuberant life, delighted to be here and in full enjoyment of what is.

If you are somehow being less that that, relax into it because that's what your truth is. Your truth is exuberant, joyful, expressive, abundant, divine awareness, power, control and celebration for all creation. And that cannot be opposed in this reality, that, is universally loved because its the truth of all consciousness and so if you want to be successful in this reality, all you have to do is be here as your truth. 

Jane, I think it is also accepting that you have as you were saying control and power. The good kind that you create everything in your reality from moment to moment, that you are nolonger reacting.

Yes, there is a misunderstanding about power, power from the point of view of a heavenly reality is completely different from  the earthly reality.

Jane, its been so corrupted.

The earthly reality of the understanding of power, means the ability to aggressively control somebody elses reality against their will.

Jane, because people are human, people have misused it and so power has become an ugly word, but it's really neutral.

In the realms that are free, it is what everyone celebrates in everyone else; the ability to create wonderful expressions and beauties for everyone else to enjoy. 

Immanuall

It’s not that people should take themselves out of the realities that they are born into; they are born into those realities because they chose to have those experiences and every experience that a person is having at a low level of consciousness in this reality was pre-chosen as an experience that you wanted to have from a divinely enlightened state of consciousness prior to your birth. You might say; why would I choose that? I don’t know, but I know in fact that it is true that I was divinely conscious then and so I had to be from that state of mind in control of what it was that I was going to experience in this reality. So if I am experiencing this in this moment then I know that I chose it from a divine state of consciousness, then I need to get into a position where I am not resisting it, I’m celebrating the fact that I am actually having the experience that I intended to choose from an enlightened state of consciousness.

That point is the only place where you can truly begin to transcend the level of consciousness at this plane of existence, Is by acknowledging the entirety of your past and the totality of your present is the result of a divine choice. Once you realize that this is true, then you can take responsibility for that divine level of consciousness for yourself, transcend your normal state of being and then you have the opportunity to say; I am done with that, ok now what do I choose? Because the past was completed in this present, fully, completely, perfectly, exactly the way that I wanted it, now I am choosing my divine awareness, my divine consciousness, my presence as a member of the heavenly realms to be here as that. So as that, now what do I choose?

My previous intention of being this is fully complete and has resolved my purpose of being in what