Our divine consciousness here is impaired by the number and level of out attachments here.
No attachments = Divine consciousness
Few attachments = Enlightenment
Many attachments = misery
Connected to all = Divine consciousness
All consciousness is divine consciousness. Lower consciousness is divine consciousness in disguise, camouflaged by our considerations about how things are, should be and should not be.
None of these experiences that you have had actually happened to you. They were just a story, a movie, a virtual reality experience that you observed. Once one of these are experienced, they have no more relevance to you than the last movie that you saw at a theatre.
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