Allow everything you connect with in this reality, to be your doorway to knowing the infinite.

If your own life is not in perfect order, don’t be spending your time lost in fantasying over the stories of others lives; pay attention to your own life until it is a life worth fantasying about. Don’t get caught up in a story about an idea, about somebody else, pay attention to your story; the one that you are telling with your life.

What story does your life tell?
What story could your life tell at it’s very best?
Imagine that!
What story could your life tell with you are your very best, starting right now?
Pay attention to the stories going on in your head and realize who is talking and who is listening. Thats right, realize them both, by not talking and not listening , unless you are listening with a true sense of knowing; the kind of knowing that makes you the most valuable friend, that a friend can have.

What are your conversations with other people about really? There are just two things really that are relevant to you; your survival in this world and your consciousness about this one, the next one and any other. Take care of your survival and then contemplate the infinite until you know it.

Allow for everything you connect with in this reality, be your doorway to knowing the infinite.

Allow the circumstances that surround you in this moment, to be that which opens your self realization of your divine consciousness.

When we sit around and chat, you can realize that the purpose of our visits is to self realize ourselves to enlightenment in this moment.

The will that is realized; the will to know the truth of all.

When you are in a state of not knowing “the answer”; refuse to be moved by your environment other that to a self realization of divine source.

If a person that you are interacting with is not either assisting you in furthering your physical well being or inspiring you to self realize eternal truth, then why do you have time for someone who doesn’t enhance you temporally or eternally?

Allow the process of self realization that you have been on, to be complete now. Allow it to be as wonderful as you were told it was by others, and more.

What actually works for the self realization of a human? Open up to being your ultimate self now. Allow all of those glimpses of the divine you to come together into one whole truth, now; the truth of one being who is wholly true.

Allow the problems of life to move through you and not find a home in you The problems of life are only problems to an intellect that is confused about his survival and what constitutes that, what that means and how it is enjoyed here.

Immanuall

Indulge your desires

And give free rein to your realization of freedom in form,
be a willing partner with the hosts of heaven,
be with the hosts of heaven and allow them to know that you are here,
to host the hosts of those who love all, unconditionally.

Immanuall

Awaken the Dragon within, he is you; the dragon who devours unconsciousness and pretense.

Feel the universe give you its universal blessing

You can contemplate the infinite and you can say that when you do that, that this reality disappears and all becomes one; the one self that is everything and you would be right. However, we are communicating body to body, mind to mind and soul to soul, where our consciousnesses has been individuated into separate identities and so, to say that this is not real when in fact that is how we are communicating with each other is a crazy a position to take and say that you are standing in the truth.

The truth is that we can contemplate the infinite, we can know the mind of God and at the same time, we are here as human consciousness, as personality, as identity, as “me” and “I” and “you” and “yours”. Sometimes “us” but only when we are discussing a subject that we agree upon, thats when we are willing for “you” and “I” to be “us” and “we.”

To say that you and I and us and we, are one, is to not to be recognizing the paradox that admittedly we can have the experience where we all are one; where there is nothing but “you,” but, I can have that same experience myself and “I'm” not “you.” I’m me, I’m my own “separated out” consciousness that sees myself as something different, than you. That doesn’t change the fact that we are both capable of universal consciousness, it doesn’t change the fact that we are both able to transcend duality and even transcend oneness into a state of one; one whole truth.

Just because there is one whole truth, that does not make the component parts of it illusion and one thing that I am sure of, is that one of the component parts of it is something that I like to identify as me.

So its OK for me to me,
and for you to be you,
and for us to each be able to be divine,
to be free,
to be the “universal me,”
that I am,
when I am not being a man.

Thats the the me that is free,
that I feel with some glee,
when it downloads into the me,
that I am as this body.

The me that is free,
Joins with the earthly me,
To create a new thing,
That we bring,
To that which springs forth as life.

The choice of a consciousness beyond the “in-formed,” beyond the necessity of rules and regulations created to compel the unconscious to behave in an appropriate manner towards other consciousness. There are no rules for divinity, because divinity needs no rules; divinity acts appropriately in every circumstance, in a way that maintains its own freedom, its own supreme consciousness at the same time it is either a blessing to you, or nothing to you at all.

There is so much to contemplate if I am going to be conscious in my life and it seems like you have to confront the darkness before you can lighten up,(if you get my drift). I’m going to allow myself to operate in knowing, I can’t think of any good reason not to. I choose to know the environment that I am in here, I choose to interact with it in a knowing understanding, communicative and beneficial way with reality. I choose to have a mutually beneficial relationship; me benefiting this reality and this reality benefiting the me that I am here.

Why should that be a bad choice for someone to make? Why shouldn’t it be a choice that we make for ourselves? Why shouldn’t it be a choice that I make for me now? Choose to be divine here my brother. Yes, it’s true, I am asking that question for myself and doing it in this manner so that I can reach those unconscious parts of myself that believe that they are “self” and not fully self at the same time, because we have "other selves", each with their own point of view that we fight with them about.

How do you walk in knowing?
How do you walk in full awareness?
How do you move your body in the freedom of fully knowing the reality that you are interacting with? If that is an available choice for you, make it already. Look and see if it is available for you, you may be surprised that it is. Allow yourself to be surprised; it is an available choice for you, surprise!

Be present competently in your reality, allow your reality to be easy for you, every part of it. Take a real good look around you and realize by your looking at a new building or car and the former history of your body; none of those things that happened before this building was built are happening to you anymore. Your not still fighting those battles, you’re here now, in the present, you’re present here and thats where you need to be consciously present in order for your body to have a successful existence here. Be present in your present. I found it best that my own point of view have the deciding vote in deciding what level of consciousness I choose to be here as.

Universal consciousness, right here. It seems to me that this would be the best choice and its my choice that rules my reality; as long as I am consciously aware that the choices I make, result in the experiences that I desire to have then, this reality is not going to object to those.

Act appropriately in every situation, so that this reality blesses you with its approval for the life that you desire to have here. If I choose to embody a transcendent consciousness right now, how is my body going to deal with that? What is the response of my body to that? Can we look and find a way where the body will willingly say yes, its a nice change for me? Look and find a way where that change can be a pleasing and comfortable event for the body.

If you don’t allow yourself to receive what you need to have, (if you are going to make up to everybody for your past bad behavior,) and if that is what you require for yourself to transcend, then you are going to have to open up and allow yourself to receive, so that you can pass it on, so that you can be a blessing to the other people who need it, or want it from you.

Stop talking to yourself about what you need to do for your reality to be the way that you want it to be and just allow reality to be the way that you want it to be. What does it feel like to have more money coming in than you want to spend? Open right now to the universe, completely, right now and say; yes to wealth for us, I am open to it. Its your choice to be open to it or not to. I think that it is time for us to choose to receive it. Embrace the universe and say; we/I want your blessing here.

It feels good to contemplate that thought and to feel the body relaxing and opening with the realization that its OK for us to have a beautiful life. Open up to feeling that completely, the universe supports you in having a beautiful life. It’s moving some energy in me, stuck energy where things were not moving.

I’m going down the stairway to heaven.

let go of all of the examples for you in your life, the part of you that hasn’t been getting things done in life, is the you that you have to allow to be enlightened. Your not going into thinking abstract thoughts and concepts about freedom to do this, but experientially. Free yourself where you are most unfree, fix that weak link that is holding you in bondage, by feeling the universe give you its universal blessing now and relax into that consciously

Immanuall

Who do you have to be to contemplate the divine in it's totality?

You can’t figure out your problems at the lower levels of consciousness that humanity has here, you can’t resolve them from there. You have to come into your body as your divinity and allow that to be your resource that sorts everything out so that you can raise your consciousness to the level of the divine, so that the divine is you.

You have had enough experience with the divine to know that it exists, it is not an element of faith anymore. You know it exists and you have put your attention on it, which means that you want to know what it is, you want to understand it, you want to be aware of it. Which means; you want to contemplate it in it’s totality and who do you have to be to contemplate the divine in it’s totality and understand it?

You have to be something that you have not been here, so just allow your truth to be one that can contemplate the immensity of time, space realities and dimensions. Universes, universal thought, universal ability, universal consciousness. What can comprehend the totality of the universe? You can, if you let yourself. Feel what it is to relax into that. The realization of divine truth; feel what it is to relax into that, as yourself.

Let go of trying to figure it out, it’s a very complex, difficult problem for you to be restored to an embodied state of the divine, so let those who can assist you; assist you. Those that can assist you will.

The school of divinity.

Allow the light of an enlightened being to come forth from within you and share that with this reality.

Feel what it is like to be still, until you are free.

The restoration of divine physicality.

The divine way in physicality is lived by one who allows divine truth to move through him. Awe... Mmm, Ohmm. Awe is your mantra of transformation; is the mantra of the divine.

Allow your body to move in awe, realize awe within yourself and surrender to the awe-some; being you.

All that you have gathered together to compile a self, has been a substitute for your real truth. Allow the awesome truth of self, to be real for you; by feeling your truth and allowing that transcendent truth to move through you, transforming your mind, body and identity.

No effort is needed, actually any effort you put forth will actually prevent transformation from happening, because the effort is not coming from your truth, but from your pretense. All you need is your conscious relaxation into the allowance of knowing and being the truth. In consciously aware, allowance; your truth will mold, shift and guide you into the freedom you desire.

A transcendent level of consciousness

Transcendent seems to be a word that we are not in harmony with, why is that? Why wouldn’t we naturally be in harmony with transcendence? If we naturally would be in harmony with transcendence and yet we are not, what unnatural thing is it, that seems to trap our consciousness in the depths of a conflict based reality?

Transcendence, transcendence consciousness, well I guess the only way we’re going to know the answer to that question is for us to just say its OK for us to take a sample of transcendent consciousness, so that we will know whereof we speak about this subject. Your either capable of being transcendently conscious or your not, what are you?

Capable? Feel it, feel it within the soul that you are, are you capable of transcendence? Are you capable of transcendence? I want to know, because if you are, then I choose that for myself. So, are you willing to be conscious of transcendence so that you can know what that is and in the “knowing” of that, go ahead and be transcendent in this moment? The moment of transcendence is upon you, ah, realize that. This moment that you are in right now, as you read my words, is your transcendent perfection, known to yourself.

Repeat this mantra to yourself; “this is our moment, this is my moment, this is the I AM that I am, transcendently.

Here is the first realization in your choice for a transcendent consciousness; that, is what you were supposed to do, congratulations, well done! There is a segment of this reality that you occasionally interact divinely with. Thats to be applauded, thats to be celebrated. Who does that? Why would you condemn yourself if you do that sometimes?

Don’t let yourself continue to stop yourself from being transcendently conscious, because you realize that you are going to have to self-realize yourself through all of your crap that you have created in your life. Yes, you did all of those things, you had all of those “bad effects” on other people and life, you haven’t been as good to life, like you could be. So what? So what, it doesn’t affect the validity of your current choice. Your current choice to live divinely, super cedes and negates; all previously controlling choices and lower points of view. It disables them and brings them under the control of the you that is supremely conscious.

Choose a transcendent consciousness, otherwise you are just going to continue to speak badly to yourself. Now see what just happened to you, you choose a transcendent level of consciousness, that started realizing itself in you, layer after layer of your consciousness, then all of a sudden you have a secondary realization that all you want to do is; love. Love, all you want to do is love. All you ever want to do is love, love love.

A transcendent level of consciousness, is the level of consciousness that is most able to operate itself in a manner that you would understand as being God consciousness.

Immanuall

Boundless and free

You are confused within yourself,
that much is clear to see,
by one who is willing to be,
Aware.

Consciousness is,
as it chooses to be,
or is that not obvious,
as the nose on your face?

That knows not the answer,
cannot face the truth that we are;
as free as,
we choose to be.

Or are we bound to the ground,
witlessly walking around,
arguing who knows what?
with Hor hey who thinks he knows,
just what's what.

You are all nuts...
Nutters and buggers,
and old mother huggers.
Looking for truth where,
there is none to be found,
no truth that lifts you and frees you,
and leaves you unbound.

Boundless and free,
without mystery,
Am I all things? No.
But all things I know.
and With looking I see,
there is no Mystery.

We are all here as frauds,
with very slim odds.
That even just one,
will have his day as the sun,
of God that we all,
worship as the one who made it.

Make it yours,
by your choice,
and then just,
rejoice.

That the truth has been found,
but not in the ground,
and not in the sky,
but in the I AM,
that I might be "I".

So I leave you this jest;
there is no "one best"
that wins the "all"
while the rest of us fall.

Fall away we have done,
but don't be so glum,
We all can be one,
in sharing the glory of the sun.

The sun now has set,
and I will make you a bet,
I will sleep in till noon,
like a friggin baboon. : )

In the doorway of the light

Hear's a secret,
just for you,
enlightenment is you too,
when you can stand,
face God in his land,
and say to him, clear:

Its true, I AM here too.
Here to be,
here to see,
here to know the true me.

But here as I am,
an un-holy man,
right and wrong,
good and evil,
undeserving,
Yet unswerving.

Here I am,
and here I stand,
no longer frightened,
by my truth or my past.

In the doorway of the light,
stands the dark unholy Knight,
But willing to be true,
true to me and true to you,
do with me as you will do. : )

Awake within the dream

A conversation with God;

If reality is a dream/not real/or an illusion, are you willing to be master or the illusion from within it, even if you are not real yourself?

D. As long as my consciousness is focused here, yes.

Then don't try to figure it out, just allow the mastery to grow within you.

D. Tell me more so that it actually happens for me.

Allow yourself to be a blank slate, allow yourself to be moved, reformed and opened by the master of the illusion, (in the world, not of the world, remember.)

D. Ok go ahead,.

Allow all that is within you that doesn't know, to be released and redeemed by the presence of God.

D. That's pretty much all of me.

I know, enjoy the ride. The embodiment of God, is the master of the illusion and your way to the ultimate truth and freedom you desire. Allow the presence of God to change everything, hold onto nothing, let everything go and enter the mind of God. Your truth is found here, in the creator, not in the illusion. Allow the creator to reacquaint you with your truth. Let go of everything and know the creation of all things. Then you will be master of the illusion. It's ok to let go, things will only get better for you and all that you love and you will soon love all that is.

Each one who embraces God becomes the living truth. If you find it impossible to let go of a particular lie. Just let go of it for now, you can return to it later as it's master. Or better yet, figure out your life's problems when you have mastered them. Mastery first, action second. Earth can wait, heaven first. Remember, miracles happen as quickly as you allow them to, the dream does not end until you awaken and the master of the dream is awake within it.

D. Thank you God and so be it.

I AM Love

I am here to love everything that is,
as it is.

This is a living mantra that you allow to embrace you, enfold you and transform your realization of self.

I love,
I Love with a love that frees me,
and others,
physically,
emotionally,
and spiritually.

My love heals,
redeems,
and restores,
wholeness.

My love is,
the divine way.

My love is,
the celebration of God consciousness.

I AM,
my love,
always.

I AM love,
Whole,
wholly,
and holy.

A mantra to change your life

As I was contemplating my body tonight and feeling my various complaints about it. I realized that I have been out of communication with most of my body my entire life and despite my decades of meditation, energy work and massages, the state of my body was still one of stress, tension and pain. As I was realizing this, something clicked into place and I knew that I was here to love this "organism", all of my body and what ever it is that it is comprised of physically, spiritually and consciously.

So for the next hour or so I repeated the mantra; "I am here to love this organism" and an interesting thing happened; each body part in turn relaxed and opened up with this new realization that I was finally going to be present here in loving, conscious support of my body as my vehicle of expression here.

The mantra then shifted focus from my body to my life with the simple realization of; "I am here to love" and the confusions in my mind in all aspects of my life began to clear up with this unifying realization of my purpose in being here. My ego was nervously protesting this change from operation from fear and worry, asking; how will this affect my life and how can I manage my future with this shift in beingness? But it could not deny that everything that it was normally concerned about was already shifting for the better with just that simple realization as a new organizing principle for my reality.

To be continued...

Love the world and everything in it

If you ever find your self lost or wondering what your purpose in life is; consider the possibility that your purpose is to love the world and everything in it. This will shift your contemplations and your meditations, because instead of being focused on problems, blockages, barriers or limitations, you will be flowing love to it regardless of what it is, love, appreciation, allowance and compassion… Hmm, how are your mediations and contemplations changed by this?

Immanuall

A life of loving allowance.

If you wish to be free; prefer nothing over anything else and experience everything as it is, with wonder and delight.

In life,
if you fight,
you feel you are right,
for a right needs a wrong,
and then before long,
you have descended,
into a pretended,
battle of wills.

Will it not be said again,
of the time “now,”
that was long ago foretold;
when all have been freed,
from their needs,
and their greeds,
And all flower as one,
in the sun,
of the wholly one.

Once again; all for one, one for all, and all is done.

Everything that is here,
is here because it is dear,
dear to one,
dear to some,
and my dear,
dear me,
is grounded in fear.

The fear of change,
the fear of motion,
the fear of moving as the ocean,
where all are moved,
both to and fro,
by the forces we all know.

Force no one,
agains’t his will,
to swallow,
a bitter pill,
and he will see,
in thee my friend,
the one who’s truly free.

Free from the need,
to control the other,
is a wise and,
loving brother,
the one who knows,
and grows in truth,
beyond the pettiness,
of our youth.

When the full flower,
of a man,
knows both the heavenly,
and the damned,
knows us all,
both free and fallen,
he is himself,
in the midst of the eternal garden,
of peace and purity,
of sublime serenity,
and knows us all,
beyond eternity.

Every preference that you have is a choice that was made in relative unconsciousness, from a state of not knowing. For you to transcend relative unconsciousness, into a state of universal consciousness; one has to “rise out”, rise up and out of the human condition and embrace the entirety of all that is. In order to do that, one has to be at peace with the condition of humans. Now, from the human point of view, thats an impossible thing to do, because there are so many things wrong with life here.

But instead of devoting yourself to the righting of all wrongs and the fixing of all that is broken here, consider; if it is true that your consciousness can transcend and embrace the knowing of all things? Isn’t that where a decision should be made about what should be changed, (if a decision to change should be made at all)?

With no preference of one side over the other; one can love all and when one does love all, then a life of loving allowance is achieved and a life of loving allowance is “that” which will change this reality for the better.

The supreme consciousness of unconditional love; allowing things to be as they are. Is the only causative force for divine change.
Love God,
as you love no other,
love yourself,
as you love God,
and love the others as you love yourself.
Mmm, Mmm.

Immanuall

Share your light

If you meditate with an intention to get rid of something, if you do energy or healing work with an intention to change something; then you are fighting against what is and that which is. is going to push back against you. If however, you simply choose to observe, to know and to understand, then reality will open up for you and reveal itself in it's magnificence. 

All energy has consciousness and most consciousness resists disapproval from that which does not understand, respect or love it. Experience reality as it is with a wish to know, to experience and to understand what is and what is, will be freed by your loving awareness, understanding and knowledge that it is simply the divine in form ready, willing and able to drop it's pretenses and to embrace you as your truth. 

Your wish to understand reality, is a judgement of yourself as something that is untrue, for you naturally and natively understand this reality. That which seems not to understand, is a pretense that you have identified yourself as.  So have no intention with your observation, other than to observe that which is exterior and interior to your observation point.

All that attempts to move you from without and that which compells you from within; react to neither, instead, continue to observe without reaction and the more you observe without action or response to any internal or external motion, energy, emotion, thought, or voice; the more you will know the truth of yourself.

If you wonder if somebody else was right in their description of reality, the answer is no. What is correct is your own observation, free from outside influence, your pure unvarnished personal realization of truth is the only truth that is absolutely true for you. Be willing to experience without judgement all that you have ever been and all that you have ever pretended to be. Then my friend, you will be free. 

There is one true God and interestingly enough; it is all of us. However when our personality or ego relaxes enough through our observation of all that is, without reaction, effort, or an intent to change things; one opens into the realization into eternal truth and in the opening into that truth, the ego begins to become aware that the truth of you is God consciousness. In the transitioning state of self realization, there is an inclination for you to believe that "you" are the "one truth"  which is true and not true at the same time. 

You are the one truth, the one truth is you, but the one truth is everything and everyone else as well. So you are the one truth, but not uniquely so, the one truth is universal and inclusive, it's not exclusive to one, but is inclusive of all. The entire truth is the whole truth and when one embraces the whole of all reality, then his own wholeness is revealed, realized and restored. Then all confusions, misidentifications, unconsciousness and limitations dissolve away. 

In your meditations the goal, if you must have a goal is not to be without thought, but it is to be without opinion of what comes up in the meditation and not to be moved by a consciousness other than your own and it is to choose to be still and unmoved by all that has a purpose, so that the realization beyond this life and this world may come to you so that you may become fully realized.

Don't appeal to a higher power to clean up the mess that you have made in your life when you can clean it up yourself by observing the mess until you understand what it is, how it occurred and exactly what it is you are now going to do with your life, because to be needy, suffering and failing at moving successfully in this life as the operating basis of your life, is asking God to validate that as your truth and if that is not your truth eternally, then how is God supposed to help you if you your asking for his help requires him to  validate  a self image that is false.

Regardless of your religious affiliation or non affiliation, there are beings who have fully realized, ascended, transcended and moved beyond the limitations of this reality. To worship them, from the point of view of a fallen consciousness; a consciousness that is unaware and unrealized in it's own knowledge of self, separate from the input from others and the impressions that this reality has made upon you, is to burden yourself with a reality that you cannot move beyond in this lifetime, which is of course ok, because this reality has been made to experience at a level of consciousness that fears for it's ability to survive in a life and death struggle that always ends in the death of the body. 

We're here to celebrate the beauty That we all are, the love that that we have within us for ourselves and each other and to remember to come together in an appreciation for the lives that we share with each other. Our shared truth is universal and our universal truth is love, for all, without condition. Yours truly from me to you.

As you observe, you will occasionally reflect on the circumstances of your life and your interactions with others and you will realize that you are nowhere near being authentic or your authentic self. That's ok because you have been what you have been, but the realization of your truth comes with the observation that that which you have been is not your truth, which then allows you to let go of and expand beyond the defensive or offensive personality thats been your normal operating reality and once you do that, Mmm, Mmm, Mmm. Yum, life begging to enjoy you and when life begins to enjoy you, you find life irresistibly  and absolutely a wonder to experience.

So go ahead, take the time to observe, while doing absolutely nothing, about life, until life comes in to focus for you without any confusion about your circumstance, identity and role in it. Be easy with life, relax and enjoy, bless and be blessed, love and be loved, the love of "one of God" and godly will you move through life, wether or not you believe, for belief is not necessary for one who knows his own truth universally.

Realize your whole truth; be holy, whole, home and serenely at ease once more and remember; no effort, no struggle, no pressure to perform. The divine way is a "light touch", a movement of enlightened awareness of the harmonious way, where one is respectful, considerate and compassionate with all. 

So consider wether or not it is the time, place and circumstance for you to open to embrace life and share your light, in a light, easy, graceful and grateful embrace of life. For me the answer is no and I am realizing into the possibility of yes. Don't take life too seriously or you will miss the whole point; celebrate, celebrate, celebrate, your life, your loves, your freedom, your friends and your family and all the rest will take care of itself. 

Immanuall

It doesn't matter what else is in this body, or even what this body is comprised of; I am here to be conscious in this body regardless of any other condition. We have no opinion about anything else that is here anyway. What that means is; that we are here being conscious and whatever else that is here; is not us and so it is irrelevant as to who and what we are.

Immanuall

for as long as you have the body, you need to exercise it regularly, to the level that it maintains strength and flexibility; uncommonly good strength and mobility.

I don’t know where I came from or how I arrived, but I don’t think it matters

Part 2 of my visit with Gary

Gary: Instead of doing that or not doing that, I kind of energetically go: what do I want to learn or experience instead of, what do I want to say. Or is it true or not true.

David: Good for you.

Gary: or this or that.

David: yes.

Gary: because I can find out so much myself, instead of comparing two or three or five different things. In a way its kind of a thankless task, but when I do it, it’s not thankless, but I can’t imagine how I would win, but the game is different than I thought, because I am actually confronting it in a way, confronting myself: letting myself be confronted, letting myself have an experience rather than saying what the experience is. All I know is my experience or what I call my experience. How would I know it is my experience? Who else’s experience is there? It’s entirely possible that thats all thats happening, if there’s other experiences, I wouldn’t know. How would I know, I only have mine? 

David: there’s nothing wrong with saying that your experience is your experience. There’s nothing wrong with saying your consciousness is your consciousness, your awareness is your awareness and reality is what your experience is, not what someone else says it is.

Gary: as soon as I say something, the quicker it is not true for me, because there is so much more, it keeps changing and you can’t frame it.

David: I got ya: you cant describe something without sitting still and your never going to do that.

Gary: you can’t stop it. This is like a reality of being physically awake that is the same thing as dreaming to me because, I don’t know where I ever began. In a dream you don’t know when it starts, you can’t find the beginning of it. You’re always in the middle of it and here I am always in the middle of “this.” There’s no end, there’s no beginning , there’s no edges. It has its own intelligence, because it’s happening, but I am somehow totally a part of it, I am it, its my experience.

David: It doesn’t have to be determined as true or false because I am it.

Gary: its “happening,” yes.

David: you know what? I take back every limiting thought that I have had about your path and your expression here and I acknowledge that your accessing a reality that is limitless and cannot be condemned in any way.

Gary: anytime I frame something or know something, its just not, you know? I think Just because things seem confusing or like its just a free fall, thats just because its compared to this. But this is a free fall and its not also, it just depends on what its compared to. I think that everyones offering the semantics or the reference points, but reality doesn’t necessarily have reference points. Maybe it does, but it is so much more.

David: so what is it that you think people want? What is it that people would agree to as a preferred reality compared to the one that they are in, so that they would allow themselves to shift and move and expand and express themselves in a more harmless way, in a more harmonious way? In a greater celebration of everything and everyone? 

Gary: I think they want me dead, I think they want me to think what they are thinking. I think that they are not willing to have much experience. But I think that there is probably a lot of that out there, their just not aware and actually I feel like whatever is given me or whatever I have so far is simultaneously what I have already accomplished by inserting myself into a dream here. “this is how I woke up or this is how I was already awake” and I’m “visiting dreaming” but that is too simplistic.

David: no its not. 

Gary: it doesn’t have to be, I didn’t know if you would like it or not.

David: I do like it.

Gary: OK, I just think that whatever is inspirational, is already moving us. “its already happening to me” and if I don’t like it, then that must not be the point. So I don’t like this, whatever, its like: so, there is so much more that that, my liking it is such a small reference.

David: In your higher consciousness choice, the choice you made did not put a relevance factor on what your preference was to experience. Ahh, you didn’t grant yourself the freedom… You didn’t grant yourself the self determinism after your past, sent you on your way to here.

Gary: I get that, I get that. 

David: so your path has sent you to “this” and your path approves of this experience in this moment or you wouldn’t be having it. All of your past led you to this moment right now.

Gary: How do I know it was the past? But I hear what you are saying. 

David: tell me then.

Gary: I don’t know where I came from or how I arrived, but I don’t think it matters.

David: I think that it matters what your experiencing in this moment and from what point of view are you experiencing it.

Gary: OK I see.

David: are you experiencing reality from a point of view as something being tossed around by reality, or are you experiencing it as something that inspired reality to be exactly what it is?

Gary: I don’t know how… Its kind of like: be present and be here now. Like thats just an old concept now.

David: but what happens if you actually are? 

Gary: I’m not.

David: I know how you can not be, because thats what I have been doing for so long.

Gary:  but then you are doing it to yourself and there is not something else.

David: Its not someone else doing it to you its you doing it to yourself and so the point is that you are doing it to yourself and when you are tired of being a negative to yourself… When you are tired of that, how do you change your experience of reality here?

Gary: for me I don’t know if I am really tired of it, I don’t know if I know what being tired of it is. Maybe being tired of it is my savior. 

David: you know what? Very well spoken. Tired of it, is your savior. Because when you are tired of it, you are signaling all levels of your consciousness that this is not longer your choice, no longer has your support as a continuation of reality for you.

Gary: what are you doing tomorrow?

David: I am going to Sacramento in the morning and the bay area in the afternoon, unfortunately. 

Gary: I should probably go with you. I ‘m good, I’m good to go, I’m game to play, just let me know the next time you want to, if you can, as long as it isn’t Mexico.

David: It’s pretty extraordinary the way that you are able to express yourself: as soon as I grant you freedom to speak freely with myself, you do. But ,you always monitor and respect the level of what I am able to receive easily.

Gary: I hear that.

David: so you only speak when I allow you to speak freely and as soon as I have a resistance to your speaking freely: you are quiet and you wait for me to work through what ever it is that I am working through that has me in that state of consciousness and then when I wonder how I can be fully here in the moment, I connect with you on that level and then we communicate again.

Gary: Well, this is the first time that i… Whatever has happened since in my world, wether it is true or not, I will create a story here. I feel like there is not such a pull or push as to wether something is a certain way or not. For me, its like, I think anyone, especially you could have anything to offer and at the same time it does’t take away, because you always ask me to tell you what I'm asking or what my response is and that is in step with who I am. I don’t think that I do anything any more that  don’t want to do, I just don’t and I just say what I want.

David: why would you do anything that you don’t want to?

Gary: maybe it’s a childhood thing, where I just go, what do I think that they want? What is their agenda? Or what if I oppose them? There’s something happening here, wherever here is, there is something happening here that I am finding all of the time and it’s not me saying just saying what it is and that’s how I want it to be. Like what I am saying is not even true, its just what is happening here that is true, not the way I am saying it.. But it still is something that’s bright and happening.

David: yes, despite it being what it is, there’s always a way to enjoy it.

Gary: yes, because what are you going to do?

David: lets look for a way for enjoyment in the moment then, in such a way that we react in each new moment with: oh boy, I like this even better. So that you go from increase to increase in your awareness and your consciousness and your ability to interact successfully with reality here.

What you experience in this moment is the only thing that is really relevant to you.

I don’t think that I understand anything and I think that that is an advantage.

Part one of my visit with Gary:

9/16/11

Gary: I’m not really interested in the “truth” except that which is right here and happening.

David: I get it, the truth as promoted by academics and people who study theories of others then come up with a lesson for you, so that you can have an idea about what reality is and that it is: a concept that they have come up with instead of the truth of your own experience.

Gary: right, right, right.

David: Oh my God stay away from education! That will confuse you all the way down to a embodied, animal, human consciousness. That’s not something that you want to be limited to. 

Gary: I feel like your saying a lot of things that your choosing… I understand the value of that, maybe I don’t but I kind of feel like it is happening upon me, wether I like it or not. I might not like it, but nothing ever turns out the way I think it will, or is what I think it is. It’s more, it’s “this” 

David: Ok, well that in itself says more about it doesn’t it?

Gary: There’s just no substitute and there is no way to demonstrate it, in a way. I’m not saying you can’t, I’m sure you can, but.

David: our consciousness has been so focused on listening to other peoples advice and training for reality that we forgot to put in the equation that we actually live in a reality that is real, not just a theory.

Gary: right, and all the theories have nothing to do with anything.

David: and everybody is continually debating about the theory of reality and someone else’s opinion about it and how that is relevant to them and as soon as they get into that train of consciousness, they’re just fucking lost.

Gary: but lost isn’t so bad, because they have reality all around them.

David: but they are lost to it.

Gary: but lost is part of the reality isn’t it?

David: it’s ok for them to have the experiences that they choose, because reality is what ever it is today and that has to be OK, because if you fight what is, then what is, is going to fight you. 

Gary: right.

David: and a fight is not an expansion of consciousness, it’s a contraction and an attempted destruction of another consciousness. How anybody could revere the victors in a destructive fight that tries to destroy the consciousness of another, to have that sort of thing be revered, honored and respected and that you should give your allegiance to that and to admit its superiority over you is a curse of the first order.

Gary: yes. Even, all of the lies that they are offering are light.

David: they are here, but we don’t need to interact with them as if they are relevant to us. 

Gary: well, they can’t do anything because it is a memory. 

David: ahh, its just a pretense.

Gary: because this is whats happening, not that. 

David: oh, this is whats happening, not something else. 

Gary: that is what’s happening for them.

David: and this is what’s happening for us. But we have all of those other connections with people that think about us and depend on us for various things, but regardless of all of those other “pulls” on your consciousness, you can be here and say: this is where I am at and this is what our experience is and then step out of that being a thought or an intention and just actually have that as your experience.

Gary: its multidimensional, because of all of the things that are in the way: aren’t in the way, because they are just happening. It is only happening as you are looking at it.

David: OK so as soon as you find a way to not let them be significant to your reality, it shifts?

Gary: I think instead of trying to change it, there is so much stuff going on…

David: you can interact with any part of it that you want to.

Gary: Yes.

David: you have your choices of who you interact with, where you live.

Gary: and wether you are tasting or seeing.

David: OK, so what are we saying here? There is a part of my consciousness that is really fully present, but really stupid right now. What are we saying to David about what the possible improvement that there can be in his daily conscious. 

Gary: I think that you are offering yourself an improvement, because whatever is, is the improvement, but it is just one focus.

David: Ok, your words are allowing me to be freer, so continue as you will.

Gary: regardless, one way or the other, it is all in reflection and not. It’s like gravity, you can’t say gravity is good or bad or the sun is bad or life is bad. It’s just what is happening. You can’t say and its always more. And more alien too, it’s multidimensional. Even in very mundane ways: like seeing is different from hearing but they happen at the same time. 

David: ha, thinking can disable you man.

Gary: but thinking isn’t what we think thinking is either: you can’t grab it like you can cement. Its just a concept. Just because thats a tree, doesn’t mean that thats a tree. Just because I am seeing what I am seeing doesn’t mean that its what I think it is, its much more. Its always much more. Its all energetic and I think that we are fortunate, because we are in the stream. We are the crest, we are the manifestation, so we have the advantage and I think that you can see that thinking and concepts could be helpful and not in your way, depending on what you want or what you think you want, but we always have “this.” We always have what we have.  I think that thinking is being focused on one thing, but there is everything else: how am I even here? How do I even have a story? How do we have this world and I just doubt that that is all that there is, is just what you’re thinking it is. Just because this might be real, there will be another day when it might not be.

David: do you realize how brilliantly conscious you are right now? In your expression of what you are saying, I am saying congratulations.

Gary: thanks, I try to find moments where I can say things like that, to amuse myself mostly, I just assume that because I am having fun, that the energy is communicating something that is nice, but I don’t get it back very much. I don’t feel that I am brilliant, I don’t think that I am brilliant, 

David: well, whats the truth? If you’re feeling brilliant, it is the truth, because thats the truth of what you are feeling. 

Gary: I feel everything else too, and I feel brilliant. I feel like I feel what everyone else feels, but I don’t necessarily have to go there. 

David: You can be brilliant about it, you can say: yes I see this reality, yes I experience this reality and yes I can see how you are experiencing this reality too. But no, I am not choosing that way, I am choosing my own way and that is freedom here: physically, financially, consciously, spiritually.

Gary: I have a suspicion that what ever is has the advantage, because it inherently is what it is and has what it has so far and so it’s like: how can I ever go wrong?

David: ahh. How can you go wrong not challenging what is? How can you go wrong when you say to reality: I see you, I see you, good for you, good for you. You are what you are and when you look at it without a philosophy, you just see the beauty: Ahh reality is interacting this way and we can observe it as a participant that enjoys the game without somehow ever really having much of an opponent here. We’re more omnipotent that way than an oppositional.

Gary: I always thought that I had a trajectory on where I was going and where I might go and this is all so unrelated to that as this is what it is.

David: Gary, do you recognize how when we get together, the brilliance of you comes through and the same for me in reverse. This type of interaction that we are having right now, is what needs to be known by the consciousness here as an available possibility for itself and so thats why our conversations should not be something that I write down and post on a blog that nobody reads, but it should be filmed. There should be a record of what it is when two beings choose for the ultimate expression of themselves here, for the choice of what the perfection of your possibilities are. For that to be the realization of the you that you are here and so if we are truly choosing that for ourselves and allowing that for the other, seeing how that moves through a communication that we allow each other to have. Where the two of us each continuously get more brilliant as we communicate.

Gary: I don’t have a sense that I am moving in a space for the future only, yes I feel that sense also, but I feel like my senses are collapsing back into me. Including the ideas of days and people and possibilities.

David: and what do you think the result of that is going to be as it continues?

Gary: this, it just continues. I’m part of it and it is also maturing. Things are what they are so in a way they have their own cores, you know.

David: that depends, in the natural… Here’s the part that I would like to preach to you if I could.

Gary: sure.

David: things are as we are and we need to celebrate that, its the right thing to do, ok? When you celebrate something for being exactly what it is…

Gary: I hear you.

David: That something has a consciousness regardless of what it is, even the ground that we are sitting on. It has its own individuated consciousness and when an individuated consciousness receives full approval for being exactly what it is: that it is a successful perfect completion of that. Then the arrow has flown through the air, has hit its target and it has expressed itself as “this” perfect!

Gary: yes. 

David: that give it a completion, “that shows over” now what is our next choice? OK, well, how can we decide what our next choice unless we see what the menu is? What are the possibilities? And so we have to step out of the presence and consciousness that we have known ourselves as here ( and we are able to do that because we have received the true acknowledgement of our being perfectly “this” and now: what is the extent of the possibilities that we have to choose from for our next beingness? Your consciousness has to expand infinitely in order to have an understanding of that.

Gary: I hear what you are saying, because I could say: and I’m seeing that that is what’s happening, but you are making a point.

David: no, I wan’t you to express what your own position is, because it will identify where mine are stuck and the areas of mine that are stuck, I am not proud of. I am willing to say: I said what I said, but I still recognize that me expression of self is “this” and I am wanting it to be something else so, the feed back of your expressing truth as you see it to me, allows me to add it to my own and causes me to pop up and out of my contextual and limited consciousness. 

Gary: but I wonder that we are talking about things that we don’t even know what they are and we are projecting them.

David: OK, I will look at that right now. It’s a good idea and I want to consider it so that I can find the truth of it to the degree that you do. I want to understand it as well as you do. 

Gary: I don’t think that I understand anything and I think that that is an advantage.

David: ohh, ok. 

Gary: because people are lying, lying, lying, words, words, words, I don’t know what lying or words are either.

David: so you are not paying attention to other people in defining your reality.

Gary: I know that one very well. So I notice how both are happening at the same time, but neither, its more mobile than that, what ever I have available to me, I perceive. And its always moving because thats not it either, its always so much more. For me its like I used to say this is how it is and that is how it is and there is no me. But I think that hats whats happening and doing that or not doing that I go: what is it that I want to learn or what do I want to experience, more than what do I want to say. 20:47

The truth of you is the you that is brilliantly free

The main level of consciousness that you exhibit in life is self sabotage, observe, feel and know God there. At the level that you disable yourself; know that God is there, with you and know that you are there, with God, always.

Simply decide that your going to know whats going on in your life, you’re not going to be surprised by any of it, because you’ll know what going on, in, around and with your life. The interaction this reality has with your life;
is fully known by you,
by the you that is willing to be free here,
by the you that is willing to know me here.
Allow that part to be freely here for you,
for your benefit,
for your success,
for your betterment,
for all of this; allow a truthful competence, confidence and ability to be here as you choose to be and experience here, what you wish to;
to be at one with all and yet to be,
always in a manner that pleases you.

Always be here in a manner that pleases you, come on. If the manner in which you are here is not pleasing to you, don’t hold onto it, don’t demand that that be your continued truth of your manifestation here. If the truth of who and what you are here as demonstrated by your presence, actions and the points of view of those interacting with you, if you want to continue on being that; then quit saying that you don’t and if you don’t wish to continue being that, then let go of the you that you know, does not know the truth of it’s self.

Hold onto your knowing that freedom is one of the words that could be used to describe the truth of you. That which is not free is not the truth of you, it is only a pretense. Your choice to be one with God is going to result in such a radical shift of your current belief of your true self, that you will not be able to observe who you have been, even as your pretense anymore, and that’s a good thing.

The truth of you is the you that is brilliantly free, fully alive, awake, awakened, and aware of self as the truly free; free from limitation by your own self realization of truth.

I’m the wrong guy for you to talk to about practical living, if you are looking to my life’s example for the manifestation of it. Yet at the same time, I know the formula for self satisfaction;
realize God,
is already here.
God is already here,
as you,
with you,
one with you.
When you realize that you are one with God already, then you will have realized your truth.

Immanuall

Your realization of freedom

Allow your realization of freedom to shift your manifestation here, to shift your abilities and knowing in every way. Observe everything around you and realize that this, is already divine. There is no flaw here, there is only the pretense of a flaw. The things that you want to improve in yourself are only pretended flaws, so within that pretense; you don’t try to not be what you are, you are that already. What you are now, was the purpose of your creation, but it is not the end creative limitation of who and what you are, it is only a passing mirage that is pretending to be your truth. One that is interesting and beautiful, but one that is ultimately irrelevant to being able to limit you in any way.

Yes, through and through the “everything” that you are, is the realization that you already are, divine. You are. I already am divine also, there is no seeking it, it’s the truth that you allow yourself to realize; you already are divine and you did not need anybody else’s help to do it. Although you surely received invaluable help along the way, but we all have to say for ourselves and each other; “the divine never needed help from me and you and I both, are divinity.”

Within all that is you; you realize that it is already divine here,
I am already divinely conscious here,
I am already divinely responsible here,
I am already divinely free here and
I open myself to my full realization of that as my awareness in this moment and going forward as I move through time,
I continue to increase my realization of the divine.
I am already divine and for my benefit,
I realize it in this moment.
I am the divine is the self realization that is going on in your body right now, shifting every individuated point of consciousness attached to the body into the realization that it is already divinely realized, it’s already that, which it always has been.

You are already divine, there is nothing to struggle for.
You are already that which you wish to be.
You already are as free as free can be.
There are no limits on true freedom; Its the full ability to live as you choose.
There is nothing left to struggle for, relax, be free, choose to be free now. Don’t choose to become free, don’t choose to improve yourself in barely noticeable ways into better freedom; be as you choose to be and choose to be free.

There is nothing to struggle for if you realize your divinity and you are already divine and it doesn’t have to have anything to do with any other part of reality. Reality can continue on as it is, with you realizing your divinity. Everyone is free, everyone is divinity moving as it chooses to be.

Immanuall

The most wonderful thing that you can do for another person is to be willing to know and experience the divine through them.

The body wants to feel its way into a state of freedom of expression. It wants to go; Ahh, it wants to be in awe. You feel whatever it is you feel in your body and you release it with an expression of awe… ahh… Where your body is able to embrace its freedom is; when you feel the limitation or pain and you feel it, ahh… moving it from a condition of awe-full to full of awe. The ahh, ooh, yes, Awesome, yes. Feeling where your body is and then allowing it to go into a state of emphatic, enthusiastic and celebratory; yes, ahh, oh yes.

Yes, to freedom in the body, Yes to freedom of consciousness, yes to freedom of movement, freedom of presence and yes to the presence of a supremely aware, confident and able consciousness. Allow your body to find the awesome possibilities of that embrace. The embrace of ahh-yes. Feel your body and allow it to move into a state of ahh-yes. Touch your body in a new way and feel how it feels. Then relax and allow the body to move in ahh, oh yes, ah ha, that was what was wrong with me; I was allowing my self to go unconscious in my connection to painful circumstances, instead of going; ouch, aaah, ohh, ahh, ah ha, OK, got it. What do we do with our new found freedom in the body? We build on it moment to moment, allowing it to move, shift and embrace the possibilities. All you have to do is feel how things are in this moment, relax and say ok, ahh, the infinite awareness of self is choosing to be here and self aware. Mmm.

There is an interesting thing about stretching; if you do something relatively difficult where your body is resisting your going any further, and you hold it there, embracing it while letting go of the problem, continue to this until it stops resisting you and becomes supportive of you. Then when your body relaxes into peace, relax into this universe being supportive of you totally; saying yes Judy, yes Judy.

Allow the universe to bless you with a yes to your chosen perfection, being the reality that you are expressed here as. Sometimes it is easier to relax into something that you have not been willing to face before, when there is somebody supporting you in it. Anything that you have avoided out of fear can be mastered with a shared supportive presence.

There is no reason not to face up to the life that is in front of you, because the life that is in front of you when observed through the eyes of your own eternal truth, is seen from that eternal knowledge and awareness and the universe then says yes to supporting you, because you are standing in your truth as much as you can. You’re willing to be responsible for your life and many others as well. Your willing to be here as a person who benefits all of this reality because of the things you choose to help manifest and create here. You devote yourself to things that bless, benefit and advance the freedom and lives that you connect with.

When you do that, you are in harmony with reality. When you act in harmony with all of reality, there is no part of reality that will choose to be in disharmony with you. “I will choose to look for others to find a way to be freer in the same manner that I am free with myself” When they are with you, it is; everyone for the benefit of everyone else. Each willing to give that which results in the betterment of the other, from the others point of view. Is this resulting in the betterment of you? Does the touch of an aware consciousness awaken within you, a greater awareness with yourself? Using the reflection of the other as a pathway to enlightenment?

Don’t be compelled within yourself to change anything about you. To come from the point of view that needs to change, in order to improve or be a more perfect you. Instead, simply allow the perfection of truth to be your identity and to shift the expression of you in reality, with allowance, until you resemble that. Allow the creation of you, to morph into a “pretty good” reflection of the beingness that you have chosen.

I am looking at how to have a continuous experience of freedom in the body. To do that I am exploring every place in my body that is not free and work my way through it in ahh… allowance for whatever will release it, to be the direction that I am moving. There is no predetermined process, or theory other than; it is possible to let go of anything and everything that limits your expression of your eternal truth. It’s safe to say that you can relax out of anything that blocks you from having that experience and having that be something that it is OK for you to let go of.

The willingness to let go of anything that limits you is the first prerequisite for a free being. All the things that we as humans find to disable ourselves in the supposed virtue of restraint of the freedom that would result in a graceful, joyful and loving expression of ourselves. Interesting that we would prefer that to a truth that would be worthy of the word transcendent. Something that transcends all human levels of pleasure, and consciousness. Something that if it were available to everyone as a free choice of consciousness for that moment; there would be no-one who would not choose it.

So what prevents us from choosing it in this moment? From choosing our truth? The suggestion that an experience of the knowing and realization of our ultimate truth is a reality that we can share with each other and with others. It is the reason that we chose to be here; to be here as our eternal truth of self, this is the hoped for possibility for everyone who chooses realization for themselves.

You have to actually confront and experience the truth of who you are here, before you can transcend. You can’t transcend in unconsciousness, only in full awareness. You have to look at the s--it that you have done in life and say; yes I did that and look at the level of consciousness that you were at; it was an expected appropriate behavior for that level of consciousness. Its not the level of consciousness that I choose any more though, so my reality has to shift now to conform to the new beingness that I have chosen.

There’s no excuse in a present time circumstance that is an actual real barrier to your being what you choose to be. You don’t choose for a change of circumstances, you choose for a change of presence, of beingness, then the universe will move mountains of fear and doubt for your transformation.

I choose the ultimate expression of myself as my reality here, as my expression here. I choose what is ultimately true, what the ultimate possibility of what my truth could be, so that all possibilities for my self are available to me as my free choice.

To change the self that you are, you simply have to choose the self that you want to be and what is that? Beingness is a choice, its not a truth. There is a truth of the choice made, but it is not an original truth, all beingness is a pretense or postulate; a choice of consciousness to be “that.” You don’t do something to be or become something, you choose to be something and then all your behaviors are natural for the beingness that is chosen.

“I choose to be the seed that knows not the destiny of its reality and allows itself to become the full expression of its truth without any pre conceived plan. I am simply willing to be that which I was created to be.” “That” willingness in yourself, makes your ultimate truth an available choice for you.

What ever there has been between us that has been my being less than fully blessing you with your fondest wishes for yourself, I let go of and replace that with; my knowing of your eternal truth and my saying yes, yes, yes it’s nice, to know you there.

Not having to do anything to improve, ceasing to do anything that is not done in divine consciousness, awareness and responsibility. I am not going to accept my consciousness being less than that, so I am certainly not going to do anything at all from any level less than the divine and so I am simply going to sit here, until I realize that the divine has always been in me, has always supported me, has always embraced me with love for who and what I am and in what my choices have been in each and every moment.

When I can relax into receiving divinity within myself, then I receive that and as I open and receive that, then that is allowing the divine to move me, to be me, to know me fully and for me to know all that is divine as well.

There is some kind of doorway to heaven where we transit from our consciousness here, to our presence there. Our presence in heaven and knowing that, that is us here, hmm, how is that realized in this identity and point of view? Well, it is not realized by this point of view trying, its not realized by this point of view learning, it’s by this point of view having been chosen divinely to be reawakened, to be restored, to be redeemed, to be it’s truth once more again, now.

It’s OK, right now for you to open to your knowing of your divine and eternal truth and your receiving that as an active expression of yourself as you move through this reality.

Nice opening, nice choice, well done. Allow it to move thorough the totality of who you are expressed here as. My god, what a blessing to yourself that you can open up to the knowledge of yourself, the realization of eternal truth as the expression of yourself. Congratulations, what a marvelous choice and oh what a relief for me, thank you.

When you choose freedom for yourself, you bless everyone around you. It’s a resonant frequency that the others can’t help but go into harmony with for their own self. You allow your blessing of all others to move before you into reality as you move through it. You, a free being, consciously expressed here, willingly present here as eternal truth. Not shutting down and going unconsciousness. Hallelujah, the celebration of life by a consciousness that loves life, that supports life, that blesses and benefits all life here.

Why wouldn’t you do that? Why wouldn’t you say; I choose to be a benefit to this reality, why would you fight it, why would you not say; I support this reality in such a way that this reality chooses better for itself. Why not be that? Why not be here as that, simply by being present here as your own truth?

Let me experience what it is to be in the presence of eternal truth manifest by you through your human form. Let me feel that, by your being open to the divine flowing through you. Let me know what it is to know the presence of eternity manifest as form.

The most wonderful thing that you can do for another person is to be willing to know and experience the divine through them. I have an Idea about how you should do it, but that is the part of me that is wrong, that I am letting go of, because in order for you to be the full expression of the truth of your divinity, you have to allow the divine to move through you and it moves as it chooses.

I willingly allow myself to be surprised by how the divine moves through you. That is a new twist and an improvement in my ability to appreciate another person. My willingness for the divine to be present in you is only going to be experienced by myself, when I just sit back and watch it happen, you don’t need a word of instruction or encouragement from me.

A two way willingness to allow the divine flow, in and out, giving and receiving of the divine without any shutdown by the body consciousness being in fear. Just a full Ahh, awe, a willingnes for the divine to move through us, in and out simultaneously, giving and receiving, without thought, but with awareness and consciousness, while you observe the miraculous reality of the divine within your form. Letting go of every point of view that you have ever had that you are something less than that.

As all of those ideas, pretenses, valences and roles that you have played; feel them, embrace them, then let them go as you realize the divine, through them, as them, until what they are is nothing but divine presence. Everything less than that has been transformed, transmuted and transcended. Then you allow that beingness to enter the reality of the life that you are living here, not just the body, not just in the realm of possibilities in your future or past, but in your eternal present that you are in, regardless of where you are going tomorrow.

You are open right now to eternity in your present,
as your presence,
as your consciousness,
As your awareness,
as your sense of self,
as the experience of self in the body,
as the experience of the self the frees all embodied consciousness because of its perfect awareness and presence. The presence of transformed self, is the self that is your truth and the presence of transformed self only needs to be present and then everything else shifts because of it, including your identity, circumstances and relationships, they all shift into a whole other set of possibilities.

Each time that you catch yourself getting back into doingness, instead of beingness and presence, just go; oh yes, thats funny. let that go again and re-realize yourself as that presence that frees with your presence here. The process is as gradual or as quick as your letting go is. As fast as you can comfortably let go is as fast as the process goes. If you want to speed up the process, you have to figure out how to comfortably, easily and harmoniously let go without disruption for yourself or others.

How do you let go of all that limits you in such a way that it frees you and is a blessing to this reality? Anything that promotes more focused consciousness in your body, can be used to take responsibility for it in a greater way. Part of what they don’t tell you in church is that you save yourself in surrender to your own truth and allowing that truth, to be what transforms you, not somebody else’s.

The willingness to be free is the you that exists in every moment of your changing reality. I am letting go of the need that I have had to express myself from the point of view that something that I had to say was meaningful, beneficial or educational to someone else. I am letting go of the need that I have to be relevant to anyone who feels like they need assistance from outside of themselves in order for them to be what they wish to be, because they don’t.

We’re here to be one who willing chooses the divine for themselves, now.