It's all a fraud,your existence. The entirety of your existence reflects only lies. Let go of the positions that you have taken on the rightness and wrongness of anything. The darkest part of yourself is the part that celebrates the destruction of others, by "yourself" we mean the identity that has been created in the form of a "person-hood"

When you love it when others fail, become weak and suffer, you are in the darkest part of yourself, your heart of darkness. Don't hate those that you love, it messes you up when you do that. Praise freedom instead, praise the freedom that leads to the flowering of the divine harmony, that awaits us who have no guile towards others.

Love not to much the freedoms enjoyed by restricting others freedoms.

Its OK to be aware of your divinity now, what that means is that you are aware of yourself as the creator and director of the reality that you observe. It's Ok to know your divinity, now, in the heart of your darkness.

Immanuall